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Start here => What's your crime? Basic Discussion => Topic started by: Nomaken on April 02, 2006, 03:06:51 AM
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I self mutilate in minor ways very often. Tear the dead skin off my lip, pop zits, pop the welts that used to be zits, pick at scabs, pop anything that could remotely be consider a zit including blisters and blood blisters. I also make war on my cuticles. And I have nothing but in grown toenails and i occasionally need to go mine out a toenail. I also chew my lip occasionally. And work out until it causes me to ache for days - really fun.
All of this i actually rather enjoy because anytime i inflict damage to my body it releases natural painkillers(i kind of knew this but a teacher pointed out to me that is why some people become addicted to picking their zits). Also i never get scolded or negatively reinforced ever for whatever self mutilation i do.
But i think that something i should stay away from is any self mutilation while under the effect of unnatural painkillers. I took some cold medicine because I had a fever, and an hour later I had popped and picked 10 times as many things as i do normally, and i had the shadow of a thought, "Hmmm, uh oh... this is not normal... i'm probably gonna feel this in the morning." And i was right.
No point to this, i just find my suffering amusing, and maybe you do too.
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no its perfectly normal.
well no its not. i can't lie.
although whenever i got a zit as a teenager i would make a game of sending the white ball to stick on my bathroom mirror, and leave it for someone else to look at.
and one time, at band camp...
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Just from reading through your many posts here Nomaken, I was going to ask - are you on drugs?
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Regularly no, but i have binged on alcohol before, I have also binged on robitussin in the past. I enjoy taking tylenol pm occasionally. And i have smoked pot. I'd smoke more but i'm too lazy to get a new connection. So even though largely I am not on drugs my officially answer is YES ^_^. Some time in the future i'd like to try shrooms, and acid, but only when it would be really really easy and convenient to get them and have someone to baby sit me. So some time in the future is probably going to turn into never.
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I self-mutilated for ten years. I got 52 stitches on my left arm once. I then graduated (or was demoted) to obsessive scab picking. Now I do neither, but often feel like I could.
Nomaken, we have something in common :D.
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Yay!
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The only bad idea is when you decide to take the whole bottle of painkillers.
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The only bad idea is when you decide to take the whole bottle of painkillers.
and combine it with Absynth the domestic toilet cleaner and maybe if you've done well for yourself as a special treat abit of crack
Kinda sounds like the hidden contents of a sub way sandwich really
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The only bad idea is when you decide to take the whole bottle of painkillers.
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;D
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I have also binged on robitussin in the past.
PMSL!
jeeeeeeesus! - you be careful, mate, or you'll be addicted to fucking Calpol, next.
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Calpol is rather yummy but so bad at the same time, it rots childrens teeth apparently, so ive ruled out downing a few bottles on a bad day ;D
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PMSL? And what is Calpol?
I don't use robitussin regularly anymore, i just use it to pull all nighters now. And if i have been behaving healthily for a while, and i'm feeling real good, i will take a tussin day.
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Calpol.................is a yummy sugary medicine that naughty mummys and daddys drug their children with so they will go to sleep and they dont need to play with them...............apparently its good for fevers etc too. ;D
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