:hug:
*cue big aspie joygasm :autism:*
Super excited! Old World Blues is being released for Fallout today! :2thumbsup:
Thanks :green: I'm obsessed with Fallout, spend waaay too much time on it. Drives Schleed mad :zoinks:*cue big aspie joygasm :autism:*
Super excited! Old World Blues is being released for Fallout today! :2thumbsup:
I don't play any games other than Chinese checkers, but anything good enough to cause a joygasm
must be really awesome, hope it's everything you want it to be! :2thumbsup:
Thanks :green: I'm obsessed with Fallout, spend waaay too much time on it. Drives Schleed mad :zoinks:*cue big aspie joygasm :autism:*
Super excited! Old World Blues is being released for Fallout today! :2thumbsup:
I don't play any games other than Chinese checkers, but anything good enough to cause a joygasm
must be really awesome, hope it's everything you want it to be! :2thumbsup:
Not well. Needed familiarity and am confused by the new site.
Not well. Needed familiarity and am confused by the new site.
Not well. Needed familiarity and am confused by the new site.
:hug:
(The hugs didn't change)
Not well. Needed familiarity and am confused by the new site.
Welcome back, anyway.
Itchy as hell. About 10 days into growing out a full beard. :angrydance: (we need a beard emoticon)
Very touched and proud! Almost cried.
Very proud! Almost touched myself.
Very sad and scared. I have to take my cat to the vet as he's all floppy can't seem to move . The vet said it might be paralysis tick :'( :'(
MY BRAIN IS FIZZING. :zombiefuck:Very touched and proud! Almost cried.
I read that as..I don't want anybody else! When I think about you I touch myself.
Oh dear. :lol:
This is how I am feeling:
Pearl Jam - Daughter (lyrics) (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RiqgTPmkfek#)
Bloated... :zombiefuck:
I have itchy eyes.
I have itchy eyes.
Have you tried cold compresses of women applied to your itchy eyes? Might help.
Wrist pain :thumbdn:Masturbate less.
Wrist pain :thumbdn:Masturbate Les.
Demoralised. Over a month since my op and my left leg is still somewhat paralysed. Most people get movement back straight away after my op, what the fuck is wrong with me.
A bit pissed off!beats being pissed on
A bit pissed off!beats being pissed on
Demoralised. Over a month since my op and my left leg is still somewhat paralysed. Most people get movement back straight away after my op, what the fuck is wrong with me.
Sorry you're not mending well. Hope it's just a wee bit longer before your super-healing powers kick in.
No , negative is I am nearly oyt of Borbon. I do not blame myself for this horrid predicamnt. I blame humidity and evaporatioin. It is a warm country Australia
Neck and head are killing me. Neck can't support head for some reason. Probably a new nerve issue as I've never felt this before. PT in the morning, so I suppose I'll have them look at it.
Neck and head are killing me. Neck can't support head for some reason. Probably a new nerve issue as I've never felt this before. PT in the morning, so I suppose I'll have them look at it.
I hope they figure out a solution, I'm sorry you have to live with so much pain. :hug:
Full! Made my two littlest minions Cinnamon Toast and Powdered Sugar Cinnamon Toast with a special surprise...Green Scrambled Eggs. :headbang2:
Intense, horrible pain! :aff:
exhausted from fucking.
Yeah, today they did a lot of examinations and found a lot of problems all over from my spine down to my ankles. Been working on all sorts from muscle control, gait, beginning to learn to walk, balance, nerve problems, strength... The list goes on. :laugh:Intense, horrible pain! :aff:
Physiotherapy again?
Fucking exhausted. Unfortunately, not exhausted from fucking.
._.
Crap. Got some bad news from the surgeon today. What is it with me and getting really rare complications?
._.
That seems to be an improvement :)
I asked my mum to take me to the hospital since I was having a particularly bad episode and was finding it difficult to breathe due to the severity of the muscle weakness, and I thought it would be useful to get examined by a doctor while my symptoms were in full swing, but she'd been taking care of my sister's kids and hadn't eaten since this morning, so she was in a bad mood and decided that it was more important for her to cook and eat a stir fry and have a cup of tea first. By the time she was finished, I was starting to feel a bit better and knew that I would likely feel significantly better by the time I was seen by a doctor, and since mum and her partner were still in low-blood-glucose fuelled bad moods and were making it clear that taking me to the hospital was very low on their list of priorities, I told them to forget it.
I asked my mum to take me to the hospital since I was having a particularly bad episode and was finding it difficult to breathe due to the severity of the muscle weakness, and I thought it would be useful to get examined by a doctor while my symptoms were in full swing, but she'd been taking care of my sister's kids and hadn't eaten since this morning, so she was in a bad mood and decided that it was more important for her to cook and eat a stir fry and have a cup of tea first. By the time she was finished, I was starting to feel a bit better and knew that I would likely feel significantly better by the time I was seen by a doctor, and since mum and her partner were still in low-blood-glucose fuelled bad moods and were making it clear that taking me to the hospital was very low on their list of priorities, I told them to forget it.
That's sad that taking you to the hospital was low on your mother's list of priorities, but I'm glad that you started feeling better on your own, Peter.
Did you eat anything?
My chest hurts. It's hurt since early this afternoon. Feels like there's something pressing on the middle, and like there's a hole in the lower centre left, just below the heart.stress and anxiety
My chest hurts. It's hurt since early this afternoon. Feels like there's something pressing on the middle, and like there's a hole in the lower centre left, just below the heart.
My chest hurts. It's hurt since early this afternoon. Feels like there's something pressing on the middle, and like there's a hole in the lower centre left, just below the heart.
Feeling very tired in my stomach, and mildly lightheaded.
Feeling very tired in my stomach, and mildly lightheaded.
:(
not bad, home for the weekend and having chinese for the first time in 3 weeks in a minute!
not bad, home for the weekend and having chinese for the first time in 3 weeks in a minute!
That's a shame, gobbling it up in just a minute, after having waited for three weeks to enjoy this pleasure.
(http://ambulancedriverfiles.com/files/2010/05/defending.jpg)
:zombiefuck:
Wish I could just puke already...
yes I do not share my chocolate chips.....I do have some Lorna Doones you can have if you like(http://ambulancedriverfiles.com/files/2010/05/defending.jpg)
That's just awesome, I promise never to break into your house! :thumbup:
yes I do not share my chocolate chips.....I do have some Lorna Doones you can have if you like(http://ambulancedriverfiles.com/files/2010/05/defending.jpg)
That's just awesome, I promise never to break into your house! :thumbup:
(http://img.izismile.com/img/img3/20100426/640/rofl_spiders_640_01.jpg)
(http://img.izismile.com/img/img3/20100426/640/rofl_spiders_640_01.jpg)
Fucking HELL! :zombiefuck: *full body flinch*
I had the wrong type of lunch and woke up from a sugar-high nap. Yikes.
I had the wrong type of lunch and woke up from a sugar-high nap. Yikes.
Sugar mini-comas suck, don't they? It seems to take hours to wake up fully afterward. :thumbdn:
Girding my loins for round 2 of the "I demand a pet" battle.
Like something's still touching my knee 20 minutes after I touched it. :orly:
It's driving me insane.
I feel like I'm sitting at a dinner table, or in a room full of people having a talk about things, and whenever I want to say something everyone says 'never mind him, he doesn't know what hes talking about' and they carry on as they were. Either people seem to be deliberately obtuse, deliberately sarcastic, condescending, taking the Michael or just plain uncomprehending. In other words, I feel like there is a clique and I'm being left out because I'm not one of the in crowd.
Wish I didn't feel like this, but I do.
I feel like I'm sitting at a dinner table, or in a room full of people having a talk about things, and whenever I want to say something everyone says 'never mind him, he doesn't know what hes talking about' and they carry on as they were. Either people seem to be deliberately obtuse, deliberately sarcastic, condescending, taking the Michael or just plain uncomprehending. In other words, I feel like there is a clique and I'm being left out because I'm not one of the in crowd.
Wish I didn't feel like this, but I do.
I feel like I'm sitting at a dinner table, or in a room full of people having a talk about things, and whenever I want to say something everyone says 'never mind him, he doesn't know what hes talking about' and they carry on as they were.
Either people seem to be deliberately obtuse, deliberately sarcastic, condescending, taking the Michael or just plain uncomprehending. In other words, I feel like there is a clique and I'm being left out because I'm not one of the in crowd.
Wish I didn't feel like this, but I do.
Leaned up to get up and suddenly felt like a knife was stabbing my left eye. Hurts to open it now.
Leaned up to get up and suddenly felt like a knife was stabbing my left eye. Hurts to open it now.
wore slap out and still have 3 hours to play. We start playing around 9pm. So I better get my ass in gear.
anxious, I'm being taken to court.What have you done now? :hahaha:
Hope the SOBs don't expect you to get out of your wheelchair at court to testify. Hey, you could always say 'I'll try, but it'll prove there ain't no god if you're wrong'.They think I'm a benefits cheat and that I don't deserve ESA (disabled people who can't work benefit), it's stupid because I can't even walk let alone AS :laugh:anxious, I'm being taken to court.What have you done now? :hahaha:
Can't even imagine how much of a waste of taxpayers money this court case is.
anxious, I'm being taken to court.Good luck, Crip.
anxious, I'm being taken to court.Good luck, Crip.
anxious, I'm being taken to court.Good luck, Crip.
Seconded.
kinda tired. i might go to bed early tonight but I gotta change my bed first and I really can't be arsed
and I mean REALLY can't be arsed
I feel like a bad person :(
Happy! Got two offers from DKIT, Creative Multimedia and Games Development. Dunno which one to pick.Yay, well done! :2thumbsup:
Happy! Got two offers from DKIT, Creative Multimedia and Games Development. Dunno which one to pick.
I feel like a bad person :(
I have ice pick inmy left eye again. :zombiefuck:
Happy! Got two offers from DKIT, Creative Multimedia and Games Development. Dunno which one to pick.Yay, well done! :2thumbsup:
Smartarse.
I have an ice pick in my left eye again. :zombiefuck:I feel like a bad person :(
Do you need to be spanked?
Confused and upset, gait training is so hard and frustrating. I'll never learn.
Thank youConfused and upset, gait training is so hard and frustrating. I'll never learn.
Yes you will, you have already gotten through stuff that would have defeated me completely. :viking:
Thank youConfused and upset, gait training is so hard and frustrating. I'll never learn.
Yes you will, you have already gotten through stuff that would have defeated me completely. :viking:
It doesn't feel like that, I can't tell the difference between hyperextending my knee and not (a habit I've got that wrecks my knee). She gets me on a treadmill walking slowly with a mirror there and all but it's so confusing and I get it wrong, then my poor nerve control means I fall over anyway. I'm so shit with co-ordination and understanding spoken instructions and understanding what I'm feeling. Ugh.
I have a sore on the side of my tongue that keeps rubbing on teeth. Need to drink more water to keep my mouth moistened (I have dry mouth) and do a better job of teeth hygiene.
I have a sore on the side of my tongue that keeps rubbing on teeth. Need to drink more water to keep my mouth moistened (I have dry mouth) and do a better job of teeth hygiene.
I would add that your dentist should look at that tongue sore, if it doesn't heal in a few days. :nerd!:
Nothing is wrong with you, it is just the way you cope.
Hope your grandad rests in peace btw.
Awful. My grandad died this morning and whilst I did cry for a few minutes I just pretended not to be upset and I've been joking around with my sisters all day. What the hell is wrong with me, so disrespectful. :zombiefuck:
Awful. My grandad died this morning and whilst I did cry for a few minutes I just pretended not to be upset and I've been joking around with my sisters all day. What the hell is wrong with me, so disrespectful. :zombiefuck:
Awful. My grandad died this morning and whilst I did cry for a few minutes I just pretended not to be upset and I've been joking around with my sisters all day. What the hell is wrong with me, so disrespectful. :zombiefuck:Sorry crip. :hug:
Well i don't know why i am here posting at 4.30am
I feel really good.
I used to have lot's of fires in my back garden before the urchin came along. I used
to love it. Have had many perfect evenings spent just me and my dogs sitting
round a fire. I could watch fire for hours. Fascinating.
Stopped doing it when i was pregnant (worried about fumes) then didn't do it
when he was little as the baby monitor didn't work that far up the garden. I made a
fire last year on bonfire night but the urchin wouldn't come anywhere near it so
i put the whole fire thing out of my head.
My brother rang me earlier to ask if i had any wood, as he was doing a fire. Yeah i got
stock piles of wood and old shit to burn. When he came to collect it, he said 'why
don't you and the urchin come round' I hesitated, but the urchin (he loves my brother)
kept saying 'i wanna go to uncle colin's to see his fire' So we went. Oh god i only
expected to be out an hour but we didn't get home til 11.30pm! Am i a bad mommy?
He was having so much fun, i just wanted it to last. He quickly got over the fear (maybe
it was having my brother around) and was as close to it as i was. He was happily throwing
stuff on the fire with my brother and he loved it.
We had a storm too, thunder, lightening etc and it's the first time i ever seen him not
put his hands over his ears and cry! I felt really happy tonight watching him. He had
his 'fireman sam' outfit on, but when the storm came he had my brother's wax jacket
on which nearly came down to his ankles. I watched him running up and down
with this old shopping trolley carrying bits of wood, with a silly firemans hat on and
i thought 'hobo' If he hadn't already got a very suitable nickname, i would be
calling him hobo now!
So now i feel really good but a bit guilty a) because he went to bed so late and
b) should i have really introduced him to fire?
Oh and he said 'i love mommy' first time he ever said that! So i am feeling like a
dog with two cocks. I love my little urchin too.
Awful. My grandad died this morning and whilst I did cry for a few minutes I just pretended not to be upset and I've been joking around with my sisters all day. What the hell is wrong with me, so disrespectful. :zombiefuck:
Thanks everyone :)
Feeling a lot better now, and full. Despite losing both parents within just months my dad's coping well and we had a family barbecue and everyone was in good spirits. So yeah, feeling good.
I am fliingbright wdogdymi.,..,'
When we visited New Orleans I would occasionally play with a girl a couple of houses down from my aunt's. Martha was slow and had no one to play with. I read today that she died. I hadn't had any contact with her for over 50, but I often thought of her. So, sad that she's gone, and ashamed that I didn't try to contact her over the years.She probably remembered you, though, as being someone nice who would play with her when others wouldn't.
I am fliingbright wdogdymi.,..,'
make sure you dont fall asleep on your back tonight. Dont want to choke on your own vomit :)
Tired and headachey.
Tired and headachey.
You sound like a housewife. lol
stimmy and grumpy. i have to get a bus tomorrow and i havent got a clue where to get off, i fucking hate it. :grrr:Yeah I hate that. Last time it happened to me I was lucky that someone got off at the stop I was meant to get off at and I realised. I hope you find your way easily.
I'm feeling relieved because I finally tackled some stuff I dreaded doing, and it has turned out OK. :thumbup:
I'm feeling relieved because I finally tackled some stuff I dreaded doing, and it has turned out OK. :thumbup:
Oh, you cleaned out Buckingham Palace's attic and basement?
Annoyed. Bloody teenagers.
Annoyed. Bloody teenagers.
You know deep down that you love them Odeon.
Jumpy. Like i am waiting for something but don't know what?Guffman?
Im so horny i can barely fucking stand it. Everything is reminding me of sex. Ive got dick on the brain. It has been 9 days since I had sex and 8 since I masturbated and I am about to die I swear to god I am going to die. I had that surgery so I cant do ANYTHING. I thought, well maybe if I just rub the outside it wont hurt WRONG ANSWER ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow
kill me plz
yes, in about another week or so
a lifetime for me !!! You must understand, sex is like my magnum opus.
Im so horny i can barely fucking stand it. Everything is reminding me of sex. Ive got dick on the brain. It has been 9 days since I had sex and 8 since I masturbated and I am about to die I swear to god I am going to die. I had that surgery so I cant do ANYTHING. I thought, well maybe if I just rub the outside it wont hurt WRONG ANSWER ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow
kill me plz
Im so horny i can barely fucking stand it. Everything is reminding me of sex. Ive got dick on the brain. It has been 9 days since I had sex and 8 since I masturbated and I am about to die I swear to god I am going to die. I had that surgery so I cant do ANYTHING. I thought, well maybe if I just rub the outside it wont hurt WRONG ANSWER ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow
kill me plz
What was the surgery? Did you get a vibrating cyber-vagina?
Im so horny i can barely fucking stand it. Everything is reminding me of sex. Ive got dick on the brain. It has been 9 days since I had sex and 8 since I masturbated and I am about to die I swear to god I am going to die. I had that surgery so I cant do ANYTHING. I thought, well maybe if I just rub the outside it wont hurt WRONG ANSWER ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow
kill me plz
What was the surgery? Did you get a vibrating cyber-vagina?
I had most most of my cervix serviced (50,000 screw check-up).
Im so horny i can barely fucking stand it. Everything is reminding me of sex. Ive got dick on the brain. It has been 9 days since I had sex and 8 since I masturbated and I am about to die I swear to god I am going to die. I had that surgery so I cant do ANYTHING. I thought, well maybe if I just rub the outside it wont hurt WRONG ANSWER ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow
kill me plz
What was the surgery? Did you get a vibrating cyber-vagina?
I had most most of my cervix removed.
:lol:Im so horny i can barely fucking stand it. Everything is reminding me of sex. Ive got dick on the brain. It has been 9 days since I had sex and 8 since I masturbated and I am about to die I swear to god I am going to die. I had that surgery so I cant do ANYTHING. I thought, well maybe if I just rub the outside it wont hurt WRONG ANSWER ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow
kill me plz
What was the surgery? Did you get a vibrating cyber-vagina?
I had most most of my cervix removed.
Does that mean that you'll have more space for accommodating longer cocks when it heals?
Feeling screwed (the bad figurative way), disappointed and despondent. :M
This is a fucking-oriented forum! :police:
Feeling screwed (the bad figurative way), disappointed and despondent. :M
:-*
:dick:
:eyelash: :booty::lol: :2thumbsup:
Your place or mine?
Better than yesterday. Concerta *was* fucking me up, apparently. Bloody shame because it actually helped, too.
Better than yesterday. Concerta *was* fucking me up, apparently. Bloody shame because it actually helped, too.
Will they let you try Adderall? It has done wonders for me not only with the ADHD but it has regulated my sleep in a very good way also
Better than yesterday. Concerta *was* fucking me up, apparently. Bloody shame because it actually helped, too.
Will they let you try Adderall? It has done wonders for me not only with the ADHD but it has regulated my sleep in a very good way also
Better than yesterday. Concerta *was* fucking me up, apparently. Bloody shame because it actually helped, too.
Will they let you try Adderall? It has done wonders for me not only with the ADHD but it has regulated my sleep in a very good way also
Don't know. I talked to the doc yesterday and he mentioned Strattera.
Better than yesterday. Concerta *was* fucking me up, apparently. Bloody shame because it actually helped, too.
Will they let you try Adderall? It has done wonders for me not only with the ADHD but it has regulated my sleep in a very good way also
Don't know. I talked to the doc yesterday and he mentioned Strattera.
Strattera didn't agree with me at all; it made me exhausted, constipated and I had to use eye drops because it dried up my mucus membranes.
I have laphroaig.
I have laphroaig.
I haven't tried that yet
Sunburned. :zoinks:
Also a bit sad about having to leave beautiful California, but happy about my vacation. :)
Sunburned. :zoinks:
Also a bit sad about having to leave beautiful California, but happy about my vacation. :)
What time are you leaving there tomorrow?
been up 2 days, brain is on that super mode again where i trip on words and see things in grids.
I am happy to be home, but I also look forward to taking another trip one day, vacations are fun! :2thumbsup::agreed: You took big weeble steps (wobbles?) in visiting the West Coast. I suspect the Seals like you. :seal:
I am happy to be home, but I also look forward to taking another trip one day, vacations are fun! :2thumbsup::agreed: You took big weeble steps (wobbles?) in visiting the West Coast. I suspect the Seals like you. :seal:
That was cool of Soph to add that seal smiley. :thumbup:
Communications in Creative Multimedia, that's the official title. Basically very similar to the PLC Multimedia courses I did before, but more thorough.
It's 3 years long, then there's an optional honours year. After that, I can do my masters degree.
(And if I wanted, I could fuck off to England to do a Ph.D on it.)
Full. Ate a massive plate of yuck to avoid a fight with my mum. She's so sensitive about her cooking. :orly:
Like my heart has been torn out and like a fool.
And no this isn't relationship drama , a friend pretended to be someone else and befriended me and so that "friend" I was talking to has been an utter fabrication...I feel stupid and pretty hurt.
Sorry for being emo.
Like my heart has been torn out and like a fool.
And no this isn't relationship drama , a friend pretended to be someone else and befriended me and so that "friend" I was talking to has been an utter fabrication...I feel stupid and pretty hurt.
Sorry for being emo.
Being 18 doesn't excuse that type of douche baggery. :thumbdn:That's messed up, Squid.
It is really.Like my heart has been torn out and like a fool.
And no this isn't relationship drama , a friend pretended to be someone else and befriended me and so that "friend" I was talking to has been an utter fabrication...I feel stupid and pretty hurt.
Sorry for being emo.
I'm sorry Squiddy. That person doesn't really sound like a "friend" though.
You are right , I'm not sure why he did it maybe it was just a joke he thought was funny , I'm not sure , we are talking about a 18 year old boy so who knows. :laugh:
, Thank you both though , I'm feeling better spoke to a friend about it. :)
:indeed:Being 18 doesn't excuse that type of douche baggery. :thumbdn:That's messed up, Squid.
It is really.Like my heart has been torn out and like a fool.
And no this isn't relationship drama , a friend pretended to be someone else and befriended me and so that "friend" I was talking to has been an utter fabrication...I feel stupid and pretty hurt.
Sorry for being emo.
I'm sorry Squiddy. That person doesn't really sound like a "friend" though.
You are right , I'm not sure why he did it maybe it was just a joke he thought was funny , I'm not sure , we are talking about a 18 year old boy so who knows. :laugh:
, Thank you both though , I'm feeling better spoke to a friend about it. :)
I feel sad.
I feel sad.
I feel sad.
Good.
I feel sad.
Good.
Did you two have a previous love affair that went south?
Horribly nauseous. :(
:LMAO:I feel sad.
Good.
Much better.
Nausea is gone , and my friend has apologised to me and is feeling extremely bad about what he did , there was no need to "tell him off" as he was full of remorse as it was. :)
Drained. Just had a 50 minute phone call from my sister that involved getting 2 bills paid over the internet, incorrect user name, incorrect passwords, setting up a new account and
"$1.25 service charge what for?"
"Evidently they only take credit cards."
"I can't pay it from my checking account?"
"Let me see if I can find where you can do that."
"Nope."
"Oh, Shit. Just forget about the whole thing. Get me out of it."
"Okay."
So, one bill is paid and the other isn't.
Drained. Just had a 50 minute phone call from my sister that involved getting 2 bills paid over the internet, incorrect user name, incorrect passwords, setting up a new account and
"$1.25 service charge what for?"
"Evidently they only take credit cards."
"I can't pay it from my checking account?"
"Let me see if I can find where you can do that."
"Nope."
"Oh, Shit. Just forget about the whole thing. Get me out of it."
"Okay."
So, one bill is paid and the other isn't.
I hope you can relax after all that, and let it go, at least till tomorrow. :nicegear:
im pissed off. woke up and it's only 3:30 am. WTF
Half-cut. I only blew 0.079 on the BAC machine though :autism:
Much better.
Nausea is gone , and my friend has apologised to me and is feeling extremely bad about what he did , there was no need to "tell him off" as he was full of remorse as it was. :)
I'm so glad you got the apology you deserved. I suspected the nausea was stress-related. :hug:
Much better.
Nausea is gone , and my friend has apologised to me and is feeling extremely bad about what he did , there was no need to "tell him off" as he was full of remorse as it was. :)
I'm so glad you got the apology you deserved. I suspected the nausea was stress-related. :hug:
Yes because on top of all that , I had a welcome day to attend at my college , I wish my friends moment of revelation had come a day later. :laugh:
slightly nervous. Ive got a date tonight :orly:
Upset. My knees are really bothering me today and my scars have gone weird and lumpy.That sucks, I hope your legs get to feeling better.
Upset. My knees are really bothering me today and my scars have gone weird and lumpy.
Upset. My knees are really bothering me today and my scars have gone weird and lumpy.
You've been working really hard, which probably explains the pain. Have you asked your doctor about the scars? :orly:
slightly nervous. Ive got a date tonight :orly:
Good luck, I hope it will go well. :crossed: Are you going out to dinner?
What movie? Are you going to sneak in and see another movie too?slightly nervous. Ive got a date tonight :orly:
Good luck, I hope it will go well. :crossed: Are you going out to dinner?
We are going to the movies and then coffee. I'm nervous :P
slightly nervous. Ive got a date tonight :orly:
Good luck, I hope it will go well. :crossed: Are you going out to dinner?
We are going to the movies and then coffee. I'm nervous :P
We are going to decide when we get there what movie. I have really no desire to watch any and im not a big fan of popular movies anyways so I'm going to let him pick :)
We cant sneak in to another movie because we are going to the last show :( but we might if we weren't
He is such a normal boy I hope I dont freak him out . He seems to fancy me.
Oh, and he only lives a 5 minute walk away from me.
What tonight is for is to judge if he is mature enough to date, as he is practically still in diapers. Big night.
Yes we get along very very well and will remain friends of course. It is nice to know someone that lives so close to me. We also have many things in common like music and taste in art and political beliefs.
He tells me that he never met a girl like me before that he seems to connect with so well. This of course would be a good thing but every boy says that to me :S I dont know if just every boy says that or if there is something about me that seems to reel them in then spit them out.
Yes we get along very very well and will remain friends of course. It is nice to know someone that lives so close to me. We also have many things in common like music and taste in art and political beliefs.
He tells me that he never met a girl like me before that he seems to connect with so well. This of course would be a good thing but every boy says that to me :S I dont know if just every boy says that or if there is something about me that seems to reel them in then spit them out.
I think that they might believe that, but I have a feeling you are a bit more shy than I am :D so maybe they just dont want to say it. Cause you are a little cutie. One day your prince will come :)
I think it is because I usually act like a guy
lol, seriously. Like I don't feel male or anything, but I really don't relate to women and feel very male about the way I think. This is probably why boys say that to me. I'm a dude with boobs. And they are big boobs so boys don't notice the gigantic penis I have in my pants (just kidding :P)
Did he say that pre or post mentioning your BDSM "extra-curricular" activites? :zoinks:
Did he say that pre or post mentioning your BDSM "extra-curricular" activites? :zoinks:
I haven't mentioned them yet actually. I did kind of let him know but we never talked about it. I am actually attempting to have a normal relationship for once :P
Fair enough, you never know he may actually turn out to be a tad submissive. :laugh:
lol, speak of the devil. He just IM'ed me. Ok we can chat for a few hours before we go out tonight I guess. All good signs I assume ?
yes and I can tell he is being very calculating and NT about timing and such things.
like, almost exactly a day between initial contact and 2d contact, stuff like that. Social rules as to not appear creepy But I notice such things more than others, and can tell he is waiting juuust long enough, then POUNCES !
Or kicked him in the balls. :lol:yes and I can tell he is being very calculating and NT about timing and such things.
like, almost exactly a day between initial contact and 2d contact, stuff like that. Social rules as to not appear creepy But I notice such things more than others, and can tell he is waiting juuust long enough, then POUNCES !
He won't know what hit him! :mwhaha:
This conversation is getting really dumb we are talking about kittens and traffic and .....ug
Tummy is happy, dinner was good.
Tummy is happy, dinner was good.
Please describe the dinner and share any leftovers! :puppy:
Tummy is happy, dinner was good.
Please describe the dinner and share any leftovers! :puppy:
go to the What Did You Eat Today thread.
well, it is 4 am and I just got home. It went QUITE well ;):thumbup:
Or kicked him in the balls. :lol:yes and I can tell he is being very calculating and NT about timing and such things.
like, almost exactly a day between initial contact and 2d contact, stuff like that. Social rules as to not appear creepy But I notice such things more than others, and can tell he is waiting juuust long enough, then POUNCES !
He won't know what hit him! :mwhaha:
My feelings seem so... unimportant, right now. :laugh:
My feelings seem so... unimportant, right now. :laugh:
You are the Webmaster. Your feelings are very important to us. We have to keep you happy and satisfied so we can continue to have Intensity Squared.
My feelings seem so... unimportant, right now. :laugh:
You are the Webmaster. Your feelings are very important to us. We have to keep you happy and satisfied so we can continue to have Intensity Squared.
Somebody's always going to keep this place alive.
Pissed out my fucking tree. :zoinks: :orly: :) :P :P :viking: :viking: :vibe: :vibrator: :santa: :tickle: :nerdy: :tickle: :hyke: :probe: :minusevil: :pwned: :pwned:Pissed as in drunk? Or angry? You brits talk funny. :hahaha:
Pissed out my fucking tree. :zoinks: :orly: :) :P :P :viking: :viking: :vibe: :vibrator: :santa: :tickle: :nerdy: :tickle: :hyke: :probe: :minusevil: :pwned: :pwned:Pissed as in drunk? Or angry? You brits talk funny. :hahaha:
Glad to be not dead.
I keep having these weird chills. I'm sure they are a side effect of the med but they are annoying nevertheless.
Glad to be not dead.
Oh, the tire blowout? Yeah, I saw the pics, that must have been scary! :-\
Glad to be not dead.
Oh, the tire blowout? Yeah, I saw the pics, that must have been scary! :-\
No, I was supposed to be in Reno on Friday. I would have been sitting right where the aircraft hit.
I actually laughed when the tire went, it was kind of funny with the shower of sparks and the tire launching itself out into the rhubarb.
I keep having these weird chills. I'm sure they are a side effect of the med but they are annoying nevertheless.
Might you coincidentally be coming down with the flu? :nerd!:
I prefer you not dead as well. That's too bad so many people killed and injured when it should have been a great day.
Glad to be not dead.
Oh, the tire blowout? Yeah, I saw the pics, that must have been scary! :-\
No, I was supposed to be in Reno on Friday. I would have been sitting right where the aircraft hit.
I actually laughed when the tire went, it was kind of funny with the shower of sparks and the tire launching itself out into the rhubarb.
Irrational...........moreso than usual :twitch:
Amused.
According to the college filter, this place is "tasteless and crude" :orly:
Mentally exhausted
I am feeling better now that I have tackled a stress inducing situation head on.
Feeling weird and hyper.I hate that feeling.
Relieved. Broke down crying in physio today but they were supportive. I'm thankful they cared.
thought i would feel hung over, but i am still drunk.
Good I think. Got a gut full of eggs benedict and watching my girlfriend Robin Meade. mmm.
Feel sleepy despite taking 6 Dexamphetamine. Going to take another 3. Probably shouldn't but I have to study.That's a lot of dexies ren.
I'm having a Strattera-induced headache accompanied by a loud ringing in my ears. I think I need to stop taking the med.
Exhausted
I'm having a Strattera-induced headache accompanied by a loud ringing in my ears. I think I need to stop taking the med.
I was wondering about how long the effects were lasting, because I thought you had already stopped taking them.
Feel sleepy despite taking 6 Dexamphetamine. Going to take another 3. Probably shouldn't but I have to study.
I'm having a Strattera-induced headache accompanied by a loud ringing in my ears. I think I need to stop taking the med.
I was wondering about how long the effects were lasting, because I thought you had already stopped taking them.
I stopped taking Concerta because I had trouble breathing properly. Strattera I'm still taking.
Exhausted
Have a shower, and then hopefully a great sleep.
My tongue is burning (emo)
I'm having a Strattera-induced headache accompanied by a loud ringing in my ears. I think I need to stop taking the med.
I was wondering about how long the effects were lasting, because I thought you had already stopped taking them.
I stopped taking Concerta because I had trouble breathing properly. Strattera I'm still taking.
You might have the same issue that I do; I get bad side effects to varying degrees from drugs that increase synaptic norepinephrine concentrations, including atomoxetine/Straterra (a pure norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor that gave me the worst side effects of any drug I've tried), venlafaxine (serotonin-norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor), mirtazapine (noradrenergic and specific serotonergic antidepressant that also inhibits norepinephrine transporters) and lofepramine (serotonin-norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor with a high binding affinity for norepinephrine transporters), plus caffeine, which indirectly stimulates the release of norepinephrine.
I haven't tried methylphenidate/Concerta (a norepinephrine and dopamine reuptake inhibitor), but I think it might not agree with me terribly well either. Dexamphetamine also functions partly as a norepinephrine and dopamine reuptake inhibitor, but it's binding affinity for norepinephrine transporters is low compared to it's binding affinity for dopamine transporters, and it causes very little in the way of side-effects for me.
I'm having a Strattera-induced headache accompanied by a loud ringing in my ears. I think I need to stop taking the med.
I was wondering about how long the effects were lasting, because I thought you had already stopped taking them.
I stopped taking Concerta because I had trouble breathing properly. Strattera I'm still taking.
You might have the same issue that I do; I get bad side effects to varying degrees from drugs that increase synaptic norepinephrine concentrations, including atomoxetine/Straterra (a pure norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor that gave me the worst side effects of any drug I've tried), venlafaxine (serotonin-norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor), mirtazapine (noradrenergic and specific serotonergic antidepressant that also inhibits norepinephrine transporters) and lofepramine (serotonin-norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor with a high binding affinity for norepinephrine transporters), plus caffeine, which indirectly stimulates the release of norepinephrine.
I haven't tried methylphenidate/Concerta (a norepinephrine and dopamine reuptake inhibitor), but I think it might not agree with me terribly well either. Dexamphetamine also functions partly as a norepinephrine and dopamine reuptake inhibitor, but it's binding affinity for norepinephrine transporters is low compared to it's binding affinity for dopamine transporters, and it causes very little in the way of side-effects for me.
Concerta was fab, esxcept for that one side effect. I felt alive and able to focus, and i had never known the difference, if that makes any sense.
I'm having a Strattera-induced headache accompanied by a loud ringing in my ears. I think I need to stop taking the med.
I was wondering about how long the effects were lasting, because I thought you had already stopped taking them.
I stopped taking Concerta because I had trouble breathing properly. Strattera I'm still taking.
You might have the same issue that I do; I get bad side effects to varying degrees from drugs that increase synaptic norepinephrine concentrations, including atomoxetine/Straterra (a pure norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor that gave me the worst side effects of any drug I've tried), venlafaxine (serotonin-norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor), mirtazapine (noradrenergic and specific serotonergic antidepressant that also inhibits norepinephrine transporters) and lofepramine (serotonin-norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor with a high binding affinity for norepinephrine transporters), plus caffeine, which indirectly stimulates the release of norepinephrine.
I haven't tried methylphenidate/Concerta (a norepinephrine and dopamine reuptake inhibitor), but I think it might not agree with me terribly well either. Dexamphetamine also functions partly as a norepinephrine and dopamine reuptake inhibitor, but it's binding affinity for norepinephrine transporters is low compared to it's binding affinity for dopamine transporters, and it causes very little in the way of side-effects for me.
Concerta was fab, esxcept for that one side effect. I felt alive and able to focus, and i had never known the difference, if that makes any sense.
Well, who needs to breathe when you can feel alive and able to focus instead? Fair trade-off to me. >:D
I'm having a Strattera-induced headache accompanied by a loud ringing in my ears. I think I need to stop taking the med.
I was wondering about how long the effects were lasting, because I thought you had already stopped taking them.
I stopped taking Concerta because I had trouble breathing properly. Strattera I'm still taking.
You might have the same issue that I do; I get bad side effects to varying degrees from drugs that increase synaptic norepinephrine concentrations, including atomoxetine/Straterra (a pure norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor that gave me the worst side effects of any drug I've tried), venlafaxine (serotonin-norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor), mirtazapine (noradrenergic and specific serotonergic antidepressant that also inhibits norepinephrine transporters) and lofepramine (serotonin-norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor with a high binding affinity for norepinephrine transporters), plus caffeine, which indirectly stimulates the release of norepinephrine.
I haven't tried methylphenidate/Concerta (a norepinephrine and dopamine reuptake inhibitor), but I think it might not agree with me terribly well either. Dexamphetamine also functions partly as a norepinephrine and dopamine reuptake inhibitor, but it's binding affinity for norepinephrine transporters is low compared to it's binding affinity for dopamine transporters, and it causes very little in the way of side-effects for me.
Concerta was fab, esxcept for that one side effect. I felt alive and able to focus, and i had never known the difference, if that makes any sense.
Well, who needs to breathe when you can feel alive and able to focus instead? Fair trade-off to me. >:D
There was a difference between before and after, a wow kind of feeling that turned down the noise, but I'm not sure I consider it fair.
Itchy. The garden is swarming with midges and they've set up shop in my hair and inside Waggy's ears.Midgets in the garden are indeed a nuisance. :thumbdn: We should set up Evacuation Centers for the little pricks and have them build Christmas toys to keep them busy and out of innocent peoples gardens. My own theory is they get bitter over being the first to smell a fart and it just goes down hill from there. Het werk is vrijheid. :santa:
I'm having a Strattera-induced headache accompanied by a loud ringing in my ears. I think I need to stop taking the med.
I was wondering about how long the effects were lasting, because I thought you had already stopped taking them.
I stopped taking Concerta because I had trouble breathing properly. Strattera I'm still taking.
You might have the same issue that I do; I get bad side effects to varying degrees from drugs that increase synaptic norepinephrine concentrations, including atomoxetine/Straterra (a pure norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor that gave me the worst side effects of any drug I've tried), venlafaxine (serotonin-norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor), mirtazapine (noradrenergic and specific serotonergic antidepressant that also inhibits norepinephrine transporters) and lofepramine (serotonin-norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor with a high binding affinity for norepinephrine transporters), plus caffeine, which indirectly stimulates the release of norepinephrine.
I haven't tried methylphenidate/Concerta (a norepinephrine and dopamine reuptake inhibitor), but I think it might not agree with me terribly well either. Dexamphetamine also functions partly as a norepinephrine and dopamine reuptake inhibitor, but it's binding affinity for norepinephrine transporters is low compared to it's binding affinity for dopamine transporters, and it causes very little in the way of side-effects for me.
Concerta was fab, esxcept for that one side effect. I felt alive and able to focus, and i had never known the difference, if that makes any sense.
Well, who needs to breathe when you can feel alive and able to focus instead? Fair trade-off to me. >:D
There was a difference between before and after, a wow kind of feeling that turned down the noise, but I'm not sure I consider it fair.
Whoops, I was being facetious. I would imagine breathing troubles would be quite upsetting and certainly a reason to discontinue a drug.
I ended up taking 13 dexamphetamine yesterday. Felt ok but still tired. Gone back to taking my regular amount today, otherwise I will run out before it is time to get another script filled.Feel sleepy despite taking 6 Dexamphetamine. Going to take another 3. Probably shouldn't but I have to study.
I feel the same way today; I just took dexamphetamine pills #7 and #8 and I'm hoping that I'll wake up enough to get some work done.
Itchy. The garden is swarming with midges and they've set up shop in my hair and inside Waggy's ears.Midgets in the garden are indeed a nuisance. :thumbdn: We should set up Evacuation Centers for the little pricks and have them build Christmas toys to keep them busy and out of innocent peoples gardens. My own theory is they get bitter over being the first to smell a fart and it just goes down hill from there. Het werk is vrijheid. :santa:
Dutch, from babel fish - work is freedom.Itchy. The garden is swarming with midges and they've set up shop in my hair and inside Waggy's ears.Midgets in the garden are indeed a nuisance. :thumbdn: We should set up Evacuation Centers for the little pricks and have them build Christmas toys to keep them busy and out of innocent peoples gardens. My own theory is they get bitter over being the first to smell a fart and it just goes down hill from there. Het werk is vrijheid. :santa:
:evilplus: for mean-spirited hilarity! What language is that last line anyway? :rofl:
I'm having a Strattera-induced headache accompanied by a loud ringing in my ears. I think I need to stop taking the med.
I was wondering about how long the effects were lasting, because I thought you had already stopped taking them.
I stopped taking Concerta because I had trouble breathing properly. Strattera I'm still taking.
You might have the same issue that I do; I get bad side effects to varying degrees from drugs that increase synaptic norepinephrine concentrations, including atomoxetine/Straterra (a pure norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor that gave me the worst side effects of any drug I've tried), venlafaxine (serotonin-norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor), mirtazapine (noradrenergic and specific serotonergic antidepressant that also inhibits norepinephrine transporters) and lofepramine (serotonin-norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor with a high binding affinity for norepinephrine transporters), plus caffeine, which indirectly stimulates the release of norepinephrine.
I haven't tried methylphenidate/Concerta (a norepinephrine and dopamine reuptake inhibitor), but I think it might not agree with me terribly well either. Dexamphetamine also functions partly as a norepinephrine and dopamine reuptake inhibitor, but it's binding affinity for norepinephrine transporters is low compared to it's binding affinity for dopamine transporters, and it causes very little in the way of side-effects for me.
Concerta was fab, esxcept for that one side effect. I felt alive and able to focus, and i had never known the difference, if that makes any sense.
Well, who needs to breathe when you can feel alive and able to focus instead? Fair trade-off to me. >:D
There was a difference between before and after, a wow kind of feeling that turned down the noise, but I'm not sure I consider it fair.
Whoops, I was being facetious. I would imagine breathing troubles would be quite upsetting and certainly a reason to discontinue a drug.
They were, and I was absolutely terrified when my breathing grew laboured over a period of a few days, but at the same time the difference between what I was capable of before and after was not something I could ignore.
I've never tried drugs (beyond cigarettes and alcohol) so I don't know if that's just a "high" but it didn't fit the description.
I ended up taking 13 dexamphetamine yesterday. Felt ok but still tired. Gone back to taking my regular amount today, otherwise I will run out before it is time to get another script filled.Feel sleepy despite taking 6 Dexamphetamine. Going to take another 3. Probably shouldn't but I have to study.
I feel the same way today; I just took dexamphetamine pills #7 and #8 and I'm hoping that I'll wake up enough to get some work done.
Embarrassed. Travelled down to Loughborough today in the car (seriously long journey D:) and was looking around someone's house that we're interesting in buying and I fainted. :-[
Embarrassed. Travelled down to Loughborough today in the car (seriously long journey D:) and was looking around someone's house that we're interesting in buying and I fainted. :-[That sucks.
Embarrassed. Travelled down to Loughborough today in the car (seriously long journey D:) and was looking around someone's house that we're interesting in buying and I fainted. :-[That sucks.
Embarrassed. Travelled down to Loughborough today in the car (seriously long journey D:) and was looking around someone's house that we're interesting in buying and I fainted. :-[
No need to be embarrassed, a long car trip complicated by pain would be enough to make many people faint. :)
Embarrassed. Travelled down to Loughborough today in the car (seriously long journey D:) and was looking around someone's house that we're interesting in buying and I fainted. :-[That sucks.Embarrassed. Travelled down to Loughborough today in the car (seriously long journey D:) and was looking around someone's house that we're interesting in buying and I fainted. :-[
No need to be embarrassed, a long car trip complicated by pain would be enough to make many people faint. :)
Thanks guys :)
I'm a bit freaked out, my heart started racing and I went blind before it happened. I wonder if it was the 2 cans of red bull I had ???
I still can't see right at the minute.
I very often have near misses, I can't stand in shop queues unless they're very short for that reason. Didn't happen when I was able to walk around shopping but I can't really test that now to see if it's still true :PEmbarrassed. Travelled down to Loughborough today in the car (seriously long journey D:) and was looking around someone's house that we're interesting in buying and I fainted. :-[That sucks.Embarrassed. Travelled down to Loughborough today in the car (seriously long journey D:) and was looking around someone's house that we're interesting in buying and I fainted. :-[
No need to be embarrassed, a long car trip complicated by pain would be enough to make many people faint. :)
Thanks guys :)
I'm a bit freaked out, my heart started racing and I went blind before it happened. I wonder if it was the 2 cans of red bull I had ???
I still can't see right at the minute.
Has this ever happened to you before? If you don't feel better soon, please go to a doctor to get checked out. :hug:
I very often have near misses, I can't stand in shop queues unless they're very short for that reason. Didn't happen when I was able to walk around shopping but I can't really test that now to see if it's still true :PEmbarrassed. Travelled down to Loughborough today in the car (seriously long journey D:) and was looking around someone's house that we're interesting in buying and I fainted. :-[That sucks.Embarrassed. Travelled down to Loughborough today in the car (seriously long journey D:) and was looking around someone's house that we're interesting in buying and I fainted. :-[
No need to be embarrassed, a long car trip complicated by pain would be enough to make many people faint. :)
Thanks guys :)
I'm a bit freaked out, my heart started racing and I went blind before it happened. I wonder if it was the 2 cans of red bull I had ???
I still can't see right at the minute.
Has this ever happened to you before? If you don't feel better soon, please go to a doctor to get checked out. :hug:
My blood pressure is always low when they measure it (hardly ever seen it above 75 over 60 or at least I think that's the measurement it was) and my ECGs are normally okay. It's weird though, I'm scared to sleep :-\
I very often have near misses, I can't stand in shop queues unless they're very short for that reason. Didn't happen when I was able to walk around shopping but I can't really test that now to see if it's still true :PEmbarrassed. Travelled down to Loughborough today in the car (seriously long journey D:) and was looking around someone's house that we're interesting in buying and I fainted. :-[That sucks.Embarrassed. Travelled down to Loughborough today in the car (seriously long journey D:) and was looking around someone's house that we're interesting in buying and I fainted. :-[
No need to be embarrassed, a long car trip complicated by pain would be enough to make many people faint. :)
Thanks guys :)
I'm a bit freaked out, my heart started racing and I went blind before it happened. I wonder if it was the 2 cans of red bull I had ???
I still can't see right at the minute.
Has this ever happened to you before? If you don't feel better soon, please go to a doctor to get checked out. :hug:
My blood pressure is always low when they measure it (hardly ever seen it above 75 over 60 or at least I think that's the measurement it was) and my ECGs are normally okay. It's weird though, I'm scared to sleep :-\
Oopsypoopsy (um yes, turned gay overnight :laugh:), too much wine I drank last night.. feel.. numb, I reckon. Not hangovered, just very chill. Going to shower for an hour now and.. we'll see..
Oh, yeah.. painting/varnishing again after that.
Oopsypoopsy (um yes, turned gay overnight :laugh:), too much wine I drank last night.. feel.. numb, I reckon. Not hangovered, just very chill. Going to shower for an hour now and.. we'll see..
Oh, yeah.. painting/varnishing again after that.
Numb because of turning gay? Or was it the wine? Or maybe the combination of those two?
Inquisitive mind does wonder. :tard:
Fainting is a classic Victorian symptom announcing the arival of a sweet bundle in about 7 months.
Fainting is a classic Victorian symptom announcing the arival of a sweet bundle in about 7 months.
So if I fainted right now, a box of cake would be delivered to me in April? :drool:
Just thought the first word of the first sentence there was funny to use for once. Has a nice 'toodylydoo' ring to it. :LOL:
Nup, I was numb from the wine. Ummm, can one go numb turning gay?
Oh, hope Crip feels better soon.
Fainting is a classic Victorian symptom announcing the arival of a sweet bundle in about 7 months.
So if I fainted right now, a box of cake would be delivered to me in April? :drool:
7 month old cake :zombiefuck:
Fainting is a classic Victorian symptom announcing the arival of a sweet bundle in about 7 months.
So if I fainted right now, a box of cake would be delivered to me in April? :drool:
7 month old cake :zombiefuck:
No, freshly made cake, carefully timed as a reward to be anticipated for seven months! :2thumbsup:
Fainting is a classic Victorian symptom announcing the arival of a sweet bundle in about 7 months.
So if I fainted right now, a box of cake would be delivered to me in April? :drool:
7 month old cake :zombiefuck:
No, freshly made cake, carefully timed as a reward to be anticipated for seven months! :2thumbsup:
Abstaining from food for seven months could cause more than just fainting.
Fainting is a classic Victorian symptom announcing the arival of a sweet bundle in about 7 months.
So if I fainted right now, a box of cake would be delivered to me in April? :drool:
7 month old cake :zombiefuck:
No, freshly made cake, carefully timed as a reward to be anticipated for seven months! :2thumbsup:
Abstaining from food for seven months could cause more than just fainting.
Oh, I'd continue to eat normally while waiting for the cake, of course! :laugh:
I can't really take a break from the pills at the moment as I am trying to get some assignments done for uni. Might have to wait until the week before exams and take a few days then (see how it goes) or just wait until holidays. Have dropped to 4 a day today and yesterday and I am prescribed for 6 a day. Good idea about the spare pill bottle for extras. :)I ended up taking 13 dexamphetamine yesterday. Felt ok but still tired. Gone back to taking my regular amount today, otherwise I will run out before it is time to get another script filled.Feel sleepy despite taking 6 Dexamphetamine. Going to take another 3. Probably shouldn't but I have to study.
I feel the same way today; I just took dexamphetamine pills #7 and #8 and I'm hoping that I'll wake up enough to get some work done.
When I get up to needing more than 10 a day (50mg, vs my prescribed dose of 40mg), I try to take a break from them for at least a couple of days to let my tolerance drop a bit. It's often difficult to find the time to take a break, since I've developed a physiological dependence for dexamphetamine and I'm not much good for anything other than eating and sleeping when I come off it (at least for the first few days), so I have to wait for a gap when nothing critical needs to be done, but I get more work done in one good day when the meds are working well than in a whole week of mediocre or poor days when the meds aren't helping much, so it's worth it.
I have a pill bottle where I put spare pills from days when I didn't take any or took less than my prescribed dose, which gives me a buffer for when I need extra without risking running out and having an unplanned break until I get a refill.
I've fainted 3 times. The first time was when I was 16; I was in a shop with my mum and sister, I felt a pain in my stomach, got dizzy, my vision darkened and became blurred as I began to fall and I was unconscious by the time I hit the floor. Fortunately the back of my head landed on the toe of my sister's hard leather boot instead of the harder concrete floor. I was only out for a few seconds, but it took a while to recover afterwards.
The other two times happened at home; I have a scar on my septum from when I hit my face on the rim of the toilet bowl the second time, and I landed on my washing basket the third time, so I didn't have any injuries that time. There have been times when I've suffered from frequent dizzy spells where I'll suddenly feel faint, my vision will darken and I'll struggle to keep my balance and remain upright for a few seconds; the dizzy spells would happen several times a week over the course of 3-6 months, and infrequently at other times. They don't happen when I stand up from a sitting or lying position; they tend to occur when I'm already standing, often when I've been walking and come to a stop, but also at other times when I'm physically active.
I've fainted 3 times. The first time was when I was 16; I was in a shop with my mum and sister, I felt a pain in my stomach, got dizzy, my vision darkened and became blurred as I began to fall and I was unconscious by the time I hit the floor. Fortunately the back of my head landed on the toe of my sister's hard leather boot instead of the harder concrete floor. I was only out for a few seconds, but it took a while to recover afterwards.
The other two times happened at home; I have a scar on my septum from when I hit my face on the rim of the toilet bowl the second time, and I landed on my washing basket the third time, so I didn't have any injuries that time. There have been times when I've suffered from frequent dizzy spells where I'll suddenly feel faint, my vision will darken and I'll struggle to keep my balance and remain upright for a few seconds; the dizzy spells would happen several times a week over the course of 3-6 months, and infrequently at other times. They don't happen when I stand up from a sitting or lying position; they tend to occur when I'm already standing, often when I've been walking and come to a stop, but also at other times when I'm physically active.
Have you ever found out the reason for these fainting episodes? ???
Unmotivated
Hungry , haven't eaten all day :zombiefuck:.
Sad.
Today is the 3-year anniversary of an event that made me very happy at the time but now just hurts whenever I think about it.
(And I'm 13 hours and 43 minutes early, but w/e.)
Sad.
Today is the 3-year anniversary of an event that made me very happy at the time but now just hurts whenever I think about it.
(And I'm 13 hours and 43 minutes early, but w/e.)
Thanks CBC and Squid.
Well, since I've mostly stopped getting urges to throw myself under the nearest bus when I think about it, it does seem to be getting better slowly.
Thanks CBC and Squid.
Well, since I've mostly stopped getting urges to throw myself under the nearest bus when I think about it, it does seem to be getting better slowly.
Suicidal urges are a very horrible thing to experience , I'm very sorry you experienced them over whatever happened. :( :hug:
Thanks CBC and Squid.
Well, since I've mostly stopped getting urges to throw myself under the nearest bus when I think about it, it does seem to be getting better slowly.
Really happy and relaxed and feeling stress wash off me and bone tiredness assail and not that bothered by it. Tomorrow I will be better again.
Really happy and relaxed and feeling stress wash off me and bone tiredness assail and not that bothered by it. Tomorrow I will be better again.
I am happy for you and hope you get a good sleep now to add to the good feelings. :hug:
:thumbup:Really happy and relaxed and feeling stress wash off me and bone tiredness assail and not that bothered by it. Tomorrow I will be better again.
I am happy for you and hope you get a good sleep now to add to the good feelings. :hug:
I will. This coming month will be a good month for me.
:thumbup:Really happy and relaxed and feeling stress wash off me and bone tiredness assail and not that bothered by it. Tomorrow I will be better again.
I am happy for you and hope you get a good sleep now to add to the good feelings. :hug:
I will. This coming month will be a good month for me.
That is great Sir_Les.
Great news. Is it a better place than the one that is being sold from under you? Closer to work?
Miserable, and pissed off as all hell at Kia's so called "Friends", who couldn't be bothered to show up to her memorial service.
Still going to arrange a get together for her friends, but those who couldn't make it who didn't bother to make their apologies or write a letter? They can fuck off.
...Of course, that doesn't leave a lot of people, but fuck it, more for the rest of us.
Miserable, and pissed off as all hell at Kia's so called "Friends", who couldn't be bothered to show up to her memorial service.
Still going to arrange a get together for her friends, but those who couldn't make it who didn't bother to make their apologies or write a letter? They can fuck off.
...Of course, that doesn't leave a lot of people, but fuck it, more for the rest of us.
uuuugggggg so many mixed feelings.
I know I had a big part of responsibility of why it didnt work out last time, and now I know that I cant expect the boy to be who he isn't. He truly feels inferior to women, and I can't change that. I just have to know that I have more responsibility than just a girlfriend if I do decide to take him back. He would be my submissive and I can't confuse that with a boyfriend. We would never be equals, I will always be superior to him. I know he worships me, literally. i also know that I NEED D/s in my life and current boy is not interested nor is he the type to have hidden inclinations.
Hailey, what a strange boys you are, and you've been in my head and heart for almost a year now. The mistakes I made with you in the past I know won't happen again, but that doesnt mean it will work out. I don't think many girls would even understand a boy like Hailey, and I know that I do and that I can take care of him and protect him from the weary world. And he has a truck and will help me move :P
I never really stopped caring about him. But I dont know if 2 damaged people can make it work without damaging each other more. I know I want to see him, at least. I want to make sure he is happy and I want to see if there is anything I can do to make him feel better about himself. I almost had him convinced he was normal before we broke up the last time. I don't know what it going to happen but I have to see him. I have to.
Fucking HEADACHHE
but other than that I feel pretty good. name change going fairly well, apart from my nana who's SHIT with names and keeps fuckin it up lol
Lousy. I found out about an hour ago that my uncle died from the cancer that has been fucking him up. He was a union sheet metal worker in the 1960s through the early 1990s so it was exposure to asbestos and mesothelioma same as killed Warren Zevon. Now I have to be ready to travel I hope the service is in Nevada instead of Washington.
Lousy. I found out about an hour ago that my uncle died from the cancer that has been fucking him up. He was a union sheet metal worker in the 1960s through the early 1990s so it was exposure to asbestos and mesothelioma same as killed Warren Zevon. Now I have to be ready to travel I hope the service is in Nevada instead of Washington.
Lousy. I found out about an hour ago that my uncle died from the cancer that has been fucking him up. He was a union sheet metal worker in the 1960s through the early 1990s so it was exposure to asbestos and mesothelioma same as killed Warren Zevon. Now I have to be ready to travel I hope the service is in Nevada instead of Washington.I'm so sorry for your loss, PPK. :hug:
Thanks Jack, PSP, Hyke and Crip.
Lousy. I found out about an hour ago that my uncle died from the cancer that has been fucking him up. He was a union sheet metal worker in the 1960s through the early 1990s so it was exposure to asbestos and mesothelioma same as killed Warren Zevon. Now I have to be ready to travel I hope the service is in Nevada instead of Washington.
I feel really lonely. It all still seems unreal, like any minute now, Kia is going to stick her head round the door and declare, "HAH, GOTCHA!". She'd have thought that hilarious.
I think I need to go up to Canters and visit our mutual school friends there, do something for her birthday on the 6th. Maybe fly out, visit her grave.
Mad!
Embarrassed!
In shock!
Lousy. I found out about an hour ago that my uncle died from the cancer that has been fucking him up. He was a union sheet metal worker in the 1960s through the early 1990s so it was exposure to asbestos and mesothelioma same as killed Warren Zevon. Now I have to be ready to travel I hope the service is in Nevada instead of Washington.
In snarly monster mode.
Crap, but, I did get a really good night sleep last night, so, in some ways I do feel better than in days.
I miss talking to you. You know who you are.
:lol:I miss talking to you. You know who you are.
I will make more of an effort
I feel dazed and feverish, as I often do when I get sinus/upper respiratory congestion, but now I'm home. :nicegear:That sucks. :cbc:
I feel dazed and feverish, as I often do when I get sinus/upper respiratory congestion, but now I'm home. :nicegear:That sucks. :cbc:
^ Oink? It did? (*checks later)
I wish someone would give me a good 'shake' up
or a quick pisser round the head with a wet flannel
or a kick up the arse
or explosives in my underwear :eyebrows:
JUST WAKE ME UP!
:yawn:
I'm in pain (emo)
I'm in pain (emo)
Is it physical pain or emotional pain? ???
I'm in pain (emo)
Is it physical pain or emotional pain? ???
Physical. Cramps were being a bitch.
I'm in pain.
My elbow hurts despite taking two Norco pills, which so far have only made me kind of sleepy. I have septic olecranon bursitis, which woke me up in pain at 3 AM. My elbow was red, hot, and swollen, so I went to the emergency room for antibiotics at 5 AM because it got noticeably worse from the time it woke me up. I took one as soon as I got the prescription filled.
It still got worse and the redness and swelling spread, so I went to see the doctor on call about 3:30 this afternoon because it's my regular doctor's day off.
He prescribed a different antibiotic and I have taken two of them so far.
Hopefully all the antibiotics will kick in and it will feel better tomorrow.
I'm in pain.
My elbow hurts despite taking two Norco pills, which so far have only made me kind of sleepy. I have septic olecranon bursitis, which woke me up in pain at 3 AM. My elbow was red, hot, and swollen, so I went to the emergency room for antibiotics at 5 AM because it got noticeably worse from the time it woke me up. I took one as soon as I got the prescription filled.
It still got worse and the redness and swelling spread, so I went to see the doctor on call about 3:30 this afternoon because it's my regular doctor's day off.
He prescribed a different antibiotic and I have taken two of them so far.
Hopefully all the antibiotics will kick in and it will feel better tomorrow.
I've never heard of septic olecranon bursitis before. Is this a one-time thing or does it recur? ???
I'm in pain.
My elbow hurts despite taking two Norco pills, which so far have only made me kind of sleepy. I have septic olecranon bursitis, which woke me up in pain at 3 AM. My elbow was red, hot, and swollen, so I went to the emergency room for antibiotics at 5 AM because it got noticeably worse from the time it woke me up. I took one as soon as I got the prescription filled.
It still got worse and the redness and swelling spread, so I went to see the doctor on call about 3:30 this afternoon because it's my regular doctor's day off.
He prescribed a different antibiotic and I have taken two of them so far.
Hopefully all the antibiotics will kick in and it will feel better tomorrow.
Did you have the bursa aspirated?
I've never heard of septic olecranon bursitis before. Is this a one-time thing or does it recur? ???
I hope that it's going to be a one time thing in my case, but sometimes it does recur.
It's kind of a problem that I'm allergic to so many antibiotics, because the normal treatment would use some kind of penicillin or Bactrim, or maybe even erythromycin but I'm allergic to all three of these. The first doctor gave me Macrobid and the second doctor gave me Clindamycin. The ER doctor didn't want to prescribe Clindamycin because he has seen many cases where the Staph or Strep causing the bursitis was resistant to it, but the second doctor I saw today said that he had never used Macrobid for anything other than an UTI and thought that it was an odd choice.
I'm in pain.
My elbow hurts despite taking two Norco pills, which so far have only made me kind of sleepy. I have septic olecranon bursitis, which woke me up in pain at 3 AM. My elbow was red, hot, and swollen, so I went to the emergency room for antibiotics at 5 AM because it got noticeably worse from the time it woke me up. I took one as soon as I got the prescription filled.
It still got worse and the redness and swelling spread, so I went to see the doctor on call about 3:30 this afternoon because it's my regular doctor's day off.
He prescribed a different antibiotic and I have taken two of them so far.
Hopefully all the antibiotics will kick in and it will feel better tomorrow.
I've never heard of septic olecranon bursitis before. Is this a one-time thing or does it recur? ???
I hope that it's going to be a one time thing in my case, but sometimes it does recur.
It's kind of a problem that I'm allergic to so many antibiotics, because the normal treatment would use some kind of penicillin or Bactrim, or maybe even erythromycin but I'm allergic to all three of these. The first doctor gave me Macrobid and the second doctor gave me Clindamycin. The ER doctor didn't want to prescribe Clindamycin because he has seen many cases where the Staph or Strep causing the bursitis was resistant to it, but the second doctor I saw today said that he had never used Macrobid for anything other than an UTI and thought that it was an odd choice.
Did you have the bursa aspirated?
Feeling awesome. Found out the new house I'm moving to has an accessible garden with ramp and rails!
Deffo. I've plans for a herb garden, and also there's already large apple and pear trees too. Gonna help my dad too with the vegetables and that. I think I'll leave him to sort out the fucking massive willow tree though, it looks bigger than the house! :laugh:Feeling awesome. Found out the new house I'm moving to has an accessible garden with ramp and rails!
That IS awesome! Will you be planting things? :)
I'm in pain.
My elbow hurts despite taking two Norco pills, which so far have only made me kind of sleepy. I have septic olecranon bursitis, which woke me up in pain at 3 AM. My elbow was red, hot, and swollen, so I went to the emergency room for antibiotics at 5 AM because it got noticeably worse from the time it woke me up. I took one as soon as I got the prescription filled.
It still got worse and the redness and swelling spread, so I went to see the doctor on call about 3:30 this afternoon because it's my regular doctor's day off.
He prescribed a different antibiotic and I have taken two of them so far.
Hopefully all the antibiotics will kick in and it will feel better tomorrow.
I'm in pain.
My elbow hurts despite taking two Norco pills, which so far have only made me kind of sleepy. I have septic olecranon bursitis, which woke me up in pain at 3 AM. My elbow was red, hot, and swollen, so I went to the emergency room for antibiotics at 5 AM because it got noticeably worse from the time it woke me up. I took one as soon as I got the prescription filled.
It still got worse and the redness and swelling spread, so I went to see the doctor on call about 3:30 this afternoon because it's my regular doctor's day off.
He prescribed a different antibiotic and I have taken two of them so far.
Hopefully all the antibiotics will kick in and it will feel better tomorrow.
waiting to go and get something to eat finally, after my little brother bloody ate my dinner this afternoon
Super happy. I managed to get in and out of the bath without any help tonight, it felt so good I'm almost crying. I've only ever managed to take a bath once in the past year or so that I remember and that was really difficult even with a great deal of help from Schleed and grab rails. My joints haven't felt so good in many years! :green:Schleed should be happy with your improved hygiene Crip. :hahaha:
Super happy. I managed to get in and out of the bath without any help tonight, it felt so good I'm almost crying. I've only ever managed to take a bath once in the past year or so that I remember and that was really difficult even with a great deal of help from Schleed and grab rails. My joints haven't felt so good in many years! :green::thumbup:
It was only 3 months ago I'd be using a wet-wipe on a stick *shudder*Super happy. I managed to get in and out of the bath without any help tonight, it felt so good I'm almost crying. I've only ever managed to take a bath once in the past year or so that I remember and that was really difficult even with a great deal of help from Schleed and grab rails. My joints haven't felt so good in many years! :green:Schleed should be happy with your improved hygiene Crip. :hahaha:
Seriously I hope you have continuing improvement. :thumbup:
waiting to go and get something to eat finally, after my little brother bloody ate my dinner this afternoon
That was funny :laugh:
Complete and utter shit! If I didn't have kids I don't think I would put up with the pain anymore And it will only get worse over time.
It was only 3 months ago I'd be using a wet-wipe on a stick *shudder*Super happy. I managed to get in and out of the bath without any help tonight, it felt so good I'm almost crying. I've only ever managed to take a bath once in the past year or so that I remember and that was really difficult even with a great deal of help from Schleed and grab rails. My joints haven't felt so good in many years! :green:Schleed should be happy with your improved hygiene Crip. :hahaha:
Seriously I hope you have continuing improvement. :thumbup:
Thanks PPK and Hyke!
Fucking awesome. It's Friday night, I just got some good news, I have a bowl of delicious curried shrimp with rice, and I have two and a bit days to do whatever I damn well please.
Fucking awesome. It's Friday night, I just got some good news, I have a bowl of delicious curried shrimp with rice, and I have two and a bit days to do whatever I damn well please.
My day job gave me legal clearance to do book cover art on the side. In a certain limited venue I can take commissions. :green:
Not opening to public commissions quite yet, because I want to ramp up slowly.
^
Great!
Is this somewhat in the field of your day job, that they had to give you legal clearance?
Very painful, I got a cracked rib from getting kicked by a drunk as we were getting him on the stretcher. He had passed out in the middle of a road. He came to and was really belligerent as we loaded him into the ambulance. I just happened to be on the wrong end of the stretcher. He got carted to jail and I was the one seen in the ER. :facepalm2:
Yowch, hope you feel better soon.
Very painful, I got a cracked rib from getting kicked by a drunk as we were getting him on the stretcher. He had passed out in the middle of a road. He came to and was really belligerent as we loaded him into the ambulance. I just happened to be on the wrong end of the stretcher. He got carted to jail and I was the one seen in the ER. :facepalm2:
That sucks, I hope you're soon back in shape and ready to return to work!
So how did it feel to be in the ER as a patient instead of as staff? :orly:
Nope not codeine. I got a small dose of morphine to knock the initial pain down and then got sent home with some Vicodin. I'm due to see my doctor in 2 days for follow up. At least it's only cracked and not completely broken, no surgery, just a brace to keep the ribs as still as possible.
Very painful, I got a cracked rib from getting kicked by a drunk as we were getting him on the stretcher. He had passed out in the middle of a road. He came to and was really belligerent as we loaded him into the ambulance. I just happened to be on the wrong end of the stretcher. He got carted to jail and I was the one seen in the ER. :facepalm2:That sucks, I had two broke ribs before. Very painful. Don't sit in any easy chairs, you will hate getting up. I hope you heal up well.
Very painful, I got a cracked rib from getting kicked by a drunk as we were getting him on the stretcher. He had passed out in the middle of a road. He came to and was really belligerent as we loaded him into the ambulance. I just happened to be on the wrong end of the stretcher. He got carted to jail and I was the one seen in the ER. :facepalm2:
Nope not codeine. I got a small dose of morphine to knock the initial pain down and then got sent home with some Vicodin. I'm due to see my doctor in 2 days for follow up. At least it's only cracked and not completely broken, no surgery, just a brace to keep the ribs as still as possible.
At least it's worker's comp. Will you be off work for long?
Very painful, I got a cracked rib from getting kicked by a drunk as we were getting him on the stretcher. He had passed out in the middle of a road. He came to and was really belligerent as we loaded him into the ambulance. I just happened to be on the wrong end of the stretcher. He got carted to jail and I was the one seen in the ER. :facepalm2:That sucks, I had two broke ribs before. Very painful. Don't sit in any easy chairs, you will hate getting up. I hope you heal up well.
Lot's of pain. Strengthening my core to help with my back excaberbates my Celiac Artery Compression Syndrome. I can feel constant fluttering in my upper abdomen, likiely from the restricted blood flow. To top it off, headaches on left side are getting more intense and i have felt numbness in the left side of my face and temporarily lost hearing in my left ear. What fun! :thumbdn:
Nope not codeine. I got a small dose of morphine to knock the initial pain down and then got sent home with some Vicodin. I'm due to see my doctor in 2 days for follow up. At least it's only cracked and not completely broken, no surgery, just a brace to keep the ribs as still as possible.
At least it's worker's comp. Will you be off work for long?
We'll wait till the next doctor appointment, but, I'm hoping to be at least functional within the week. Driving, maybe dispatching, no heavy lifting. I can't sit around doing nothing too long!
I am freaking out.
Nope not codeine. I got a small dose of morphine to knock the initial pain down and then got sent home with some Vicodin. I'm due to see my doctor in 2 days for follow up. At least it's only cracked and not completely broken, no surgery, just a brace to keep the ribs as still as possible.
Nope not codeine. I got a small dose of morphine to knock the initial pain down and then got sent home with some Vicodin. I'm due to see my doctor in 2 days for follow up. At least it's only cracked and not completely broken, no surgery, just a brace to keep the ribs as still as possible.
Holy shit dude. Sorry to hear. What an arsehole.
Lot's of pain. Strengthening my core to help with my back excaberbates my Celiac Artery Compression Syndrome. I can feel constant fluttering in my upper abdomen, likiely from the restricted blood flow. To top it off, headaches on left side are getting more intense and i have felt numbness in the left side of my face and temporarily lost hearing in my left ear. What fun! :thumbdn:That sucks. I hope you find a solution soon. Stuff like that is better to get under control before you get on the other side of 40.
I am freaking out.Hang tough. Break it down to component parts. :thumbup:
Cold and full up
No full up with food lol just eaten my dinner
egg fried rice and chips!
Lot's of pain. Strengthening my core to help with my back excaberbates my Celiac Artery Compression Syndrome. I can feel constant fluttering in my upper abdomen, likiely from the restricted blood flow. To top it off, headaches on left side are getting more intense and i have felt numbness in the left side of my face and temporarily lost hearing in my left ear. What fun! :thumbdn:
I am freaking out.
Insecure about my looks. I wish my hair was long again.
Like my head is stuffed with cotton wool.
I came home last night feeling drunk because I was so overloaded (and I hadn't had a drop of alcohol (and I don't think I'd pushed myself enough/experienced enough sensory input to reasonably get to that point); woke up feeling groggy, fell asleep in the middle of the afternoon, and now... cotton wool for a brain.
Like my head is stuffed with cotton wool.
I came home last night feeling drunk because I was so overloaded (and I hadn't had a drop of alcohol (and I don't think I'd pushed myself enough/experienced enough sensory input to reasonably get to that point); woke up feeling groggy, fell asleep in the middle of the afternoon, and now... cotton wool for a brain.
Are you sick then, or maybe just run down? :-\
My sister picked me as her sponsor for her confirmation :O_o:
Insecure about my looks. I wish my hair was long again.
Insecure about my looks. I wish my hair was long again.
You fat ugly bitch. :hahaha:
(That's bad when it's coming from a fat ugly bastard.)
I am a weeble and proud! :2thumbsup:
Tea and toast and jam
Go to make a happy mam.
Tea and toast and jam
Go to make a happy mam.
What flavor of jam was it? :eyelash:
Tea and toast and jam
Go to make a happy mam.
What flavor of jam was it? :eyelash:
apricot jam from Egypt. (Sounds so exotic, but it's from Dollar Tree. It amazes me that they can make and send a pint of jam from Egypt and sell it for $1, which is less than 1/2 the price in the grocery store.) I bought a dozen jars and some bread (yes $1 at the dollar store)
Tired, just plain tired, ribs won't let me sleep very long. :yawn:
Tea and toast and jam
Go to make a happy mam.
What flavor of jam was it? :eyelash:
apricot jam from Egypt. (Sounds so exotic, but it's from Dollar Tree. It amazes me that they can make and send a pint of jam from Egypt and sell it for $1, which is less than 1/2 the price in the grocery store.) I bought a dozen jars and some bread (yes $1 at the dollar store)
I like the dollar store for some things, but I must guard against further hoarding! :viking:
Something between numbed and worried.
Something between numbed and worried.
awwe... whats going on hyke? i hope you feel better soon... anything i can do to help?
Hungry, but I shall start making my salad in half an hour.
Frustrated and slightly buzzed.....I got bored and bought some decent whiskey. Now, I'm going to get caught up on sleep!
Frustrated and slightly buzzed.....I got bored and bought some decent whiskey. Now, I'm going to get caught up on sleep!
Pairs especially nicely with narcs.
Sleep tight ... on your side if you can :)
I feel like throwing the phone out of window.
I feel like throwing the phone out of window.
I feel like that often. :LOL:
Pissed off.
I really hate NIMBY people
They should have their genitals slowly clipped away bit by bit with fingernail scissors.
I really hate NIMBY people
They should have their genitals slowly clipped away bit by bit with fingernail scissors.
???
So, you wouldn't mind having a sewage treatment plant in your back yard?
yeh do it
beards aren't a good look on teh ladies
A man after my own heart :zoinks:
who is psycho madman
oh ok cool, hello!
Weird and hyper. I should sleep but there is no way I can.
Weird and hyper. I should sleep but there is no way I can.
Seeing a movie at where you work might do the trick.
Weird and hyper. I should sleep but there is no way I can.
Seeing a movie at where you work might do the trick.
At the cinema or at my 9 to 5?
Weird and hyper. I should sleep but there is no way I can.
Seeing a movie at where you work might do the trick.
At the cinema or at my 9 to 5?
Whichever would work better. I was thinking the cinema, but I'm sure your 9 to 5 is quiet late at night on a weekend.
who is psycho madman
who is psycho madman
He is Psychophant, disguised for Halloween. 8)
Horny.
Me three...except my girlfriend is on patrol tonite! :(
Me three...except my girlfriend is on patrol tonite! :(
Fortunately for me, my GF and her five friends are always at my disposal. :wanker:
Like a massive egg :violin:
Like a massive egg :violin:
:cbc:
Me three...except my girlfriend is on patrol tonite! :(
Fortunately for me, my GF and her five friends are always at my disposal. :wanker:
Pissed off.
Pissed off.
Think back to that thingy and application you fixed earlier today.
Pissed off.
Think back to that thingy and application you fixed earlier today.
Not helping.
It feels a bit weird to be hugged by Queen Victoria the demon hunter. :hide:
It feels a bit weird to be hugged by Queen Victoria the demon hunter. :hide:
She'll hug you , then stab you in the face. :)
It feels a bit weird to be hugged by Queen Victoria the demon hunter. :hide:
Meh
Hormonal. Damn PMS. :thumbdn:
Depressed.
Dreading to go to bed, because I wonder if I will be able to get out of it in the morning. :wanker: :violin:That sucks Hyke. :hug:
Better go anyway.
Kind of shitty! I mean, I can't seem to concentrate long enough to finish and I am watching my 'GF' from HS on TV. Too much pain and discomfort. MRI in the morning.
An extreme amount of pain. MRI forced my arm over my head and that stressed my shoulder and whatever is wrong with it. I had to stop the MRI twice. I've never had to do that in the 30+ MRIs I've had. This pain felt like my arm was being pulled out of its socket. It hurt before they scooted me in, but I tried to just deal with it. I believe I have a high threshhold for pain too. I mean, both times I blew out my knee I laughed. It hurt, but meh. This was infinitely worse. I told them to make notes so my doctor realizes the shoulder is a much bigger deal than he seems to think. This was NOT awkward stretching pain.
I am feeling very embarassed.
I nearly walked outside in my underwear.
Went to go get the mail and forgot i wasnt wearing pants. Opened the door but didnt step outside. Someone probably did see me, tho
Kind of sad and maternal.
I just saw some kid with progeria dancing to rap music on youtube , and he was acting real gangsta , utterly cute ... I just found out he's actually dead. :'(
Yes I did well up , I'm a weepy fool. :lol:
Hungry and inspired. Weird combo. :zombiefuck:
Kind of sad and maternal.
I just saw some kid with progeria dancing to rap music on youtube , and he was acting real gangsta , utterly cute ... I just found out he's actually dead. :'(
Yes I did well up , I'm a weepy fool. :lol:
It's OK to be the sensitive type sometimes. :hug:
Pain! My left arm feels dead amd aches no matter where I put it or what I do with it.
Pain! My left arm feels dead and aches no matter where I put it or what I do with it.
Pain! My left arm feels dead and aches no matter where I put it or what I do with it.
Did the MRI show anything?
Wide awake since 3:00 a.m.
No. Bad dreams.
That's all I ever have. Usually if I dream, it's a nightmare.
Pain meds tend to not help me. I don't get relief and then just end up with a wicked headache afterwards. I get offered them all the time and turn them down.
No. Bad dreams.
Dizzy
Dizzy
cuz yer blonde :blonde:
Dizzy
cuz yer blonde :blonde:
Actually I'm mostly a redhead now :smarty:
Dizzy
cuz yer blonde :blonde:
Actually I'm mostly a redhead now :smarty:
Go ahead and hide behind that crimson hue, blondie. We all know your true color. :hahaha:
Dizzy
cuz yer blonde :blonde:
Dizzy
cuz yer blonde :blonde:
Actually I'm mostly a redhead now :smarty:
Go ahead and hide behind that crimson hue, blondie. We all know your true color. :hahaha:
Kiss my arse. At least I don't talk funny :zoinks:
like throwing things. Or detroying things. And just plain fucking tired.
Tired.:agreed:
like throwing things. Or detroying things. And just plain fucking tired.
I'M A MOTHERFUCKING CHAINSAW
Limp Bizkit - Break Stuff (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZpUYjpKg9KY#ws)
like throwing things. Or detroying things. And just plain fucking tired.
I'M A MOTHERFUCKING CHAINSAW
Limp Bizkit - Break Stuff (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZpUYjpKg9KY#ws)
Oh i love that song "gimme something to break....how bout your fuckin face"
yes that is good angry music!
Just discovered them? Me thinks you're younger than I thought. :laugh: I saw them in concert in 2003 and they were awesome. 8)like throwing things. Or detroying things. And just plain fucking tired.
I'M A MOTHERFUCKING CHAINSAW
Limp Bizkit - Break Stuff (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZpUYjpKg9KY#ws)
Oh i love that song "gimme something to break....how bout your fuckin face"
yes that is good angry music!
Very therapeutic is good angry music. Just discovered AC/DC........ :2thumbsup: :evillaugh:
Just discovered them? Me thinks you're younger than I thought. :laugh: I saw them in concert in 2003 and they were awesome. 8)like throwing things. Or detroying things. And just plain fucking tired.
I'M A MOTHERFUCKING CHAINSAW
Limp Bizkit - Break Stuff (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZpUYjpKg9KY#ws)
Oh i love that song "gimme something to break....how bout your fuckin face"
yes that is good angry music!
Very therapeutic is good angry music. Just discovered AC/DC........ :2thumbsup: :evillaugh:
Just discovered them? Me thinks you're younger than I thought. :laugh: I saw them in concert in 2003 and they were awesome. 8)like throwing things. Or detroying things. And just plain fucking tired.
I'M A MOTHERFUCKING CHAINSAW
Limp Bizkit - Break Stuff (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZpUYjpKg9KY#ws)
Oh i love that song "gimme something to break....how bout your fuckin face"
yes that is good angry music!
Very therapeutic is good angry music. Just discovered AC/DC........ :2thumbsup: :evillaugh:
Down. Kinda empty. Want a hug like hell.
like throwing things. Or detroying things. And just plain fucking tired.
I'M A MOTHERFUCKING CHAINSAW
Limp Bizkit - Break Stuff (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZpUYjpKg9KY#ws)
Oh i love that song "gimme something to break....how bout your fuckin face"
yes that is good angry music!
Very therapeutic is good angry music. Just discovered AC/DC........ :2thumbsup: :evillaugh:
I feel like i have a touch of the 'frank spencer's'
I feel like i have a touch of the 'frank spencer's'
Please translate that into English. :zoinks:
I feel like i have a touch of the 'frank spencer's'
Please translate that into English. :zoinks:
Even I don't know that one. :rofl:
Ahh...you're not that much younger than. Probably around the same age as my little sister. We're 10 years apart.Just discovered them? Me thinks you're younger than I thought. :laugh: I saw them in concert in 2003 and they were awesome. 8)like throwing things. Or detroying things. And just plain fucking tired.
I'M A MOTHERFUCKING CHAINSAW
Limp Bizkit - Break Stuff (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZpUYjpKg9KY#ws)
Oh i love that song "gimme something to break....how bout your fuckin face"
yes that is good angry music!
Very therapeutic is good angry music. Just discovered AC/DC........ :2thumbsup: :evillaugh:
Late 20's to be exact. :zoinks:
Ahh...you're not that much younger than. Probably around the same age as my little sister. We're 10 years apart.Just discovered them? Me thinks you're younger than I thought. :laugh: I saw them in concert in 2003 and they were awesome. 8)like throwing things. Or detroying things. And just plain fucking tired.
I'M A MOTHERFUCKING CHAINSAW
Limp Bizkit - Break Stuff (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZpUYjpKg9KY#ws)
Oh i love that song "gimme something to break....how bout your fuckin face"
yes that is good angry music!
Very therapeutic is good angry music. Just discovered AC/DC........ :2thumbsup: :evillaugh:
Late 20's to be exact. :zoinks:
i feel giggly
cat just ran up to me , bit my toe and ran away. Been lol'ing for 5 minutes.
Yes, cats bite out of love :) So do I :)
I am thinking stop thinking smutty thoughts and get the boy
off to school holiday club - then 5 hours of dirty thinking
is yours :zoinks:
well that is hardI am thinking stop thinking smutty thoughts and get the boy
off to school holiday club - then 5 hours of dirty thinking
is yours :zoinks:
Just :vibe: don't :vibe: think :vibe: about :vibe: willy :vibe: shaped :vibe: things! :vibe:
well that is hardI am thinking stop thinking smutty thoughts and get the boy
off to school holiday club - then 5 hours of dirty thinking
is yours :zoinks:
Just :vibe: don't :vibe: think :vibe: about :vibe: willy :vibe: shaped :vibe: things! :vibe:
I'm 28 and my GF turned me on to AC/DC. She's a bit older then me and she rocks! 8) :eyebrows:Sounds like she's cooler than you. :P
I'm 28 and my GF turned me on to AC/DC. She's a bit older then me and she rocks! 8) :eyebrows:Sounds like she's cooler than you. :P
I'm 28 and my GF turned me on to AC/DC. She's a bit older then me and she rocks! 8) :eyebrows:Sounds like she's cooler than you. :P
Maybe, we trade off being cool. 8)
Yes in an ideal world...well that is hardI am thinking stop thinking smutty thoughts and get the boy
off to school holiday club - then 5 hours of dirty thinking
is yours :zoinks:
Just :vibe: don't :vibe: think :vibe: about :vibe: willy :vibe: shaped :vibe: things! :vibe:
If it is already hard, all the better
And that whole conversation took place on page 69 :green: :2thumbsup:
Beaten down. My Dad just called. Endoscopy is done. The dr said they're doing a biopsy on my Mum for stomach cancer and the CT scan is at 3pm. I don't understand how much one person is supposed to take. :'(
Beaten down. My Dad just called. Endoscopy is done. The dr said they're doing a biopsy on my Mum for stomach cancer and the CT scan is at 3pm. I don't understand how much one person is supposed to take. :'(
Beaten down. My Dad just called. Endoscopy is done. The dr said they're doing a biopsy on my Mum for stomach cancer and the CT scan is at 3pm. I don't understand how much one person is supposed to take. :'(
Beaten down. My Dad just called. Endoscopy is done. The dr said they're doing a biopsy on my Mum for stomach cancer and the CT scan is at 3pm. I don't understand how much one person is supposed to take. :'(
I'm so sorry. :hug: from me for you and everyone you love.
Thanks guys. She's in for her CT Scan right now. Very difficult for me to be in another country when she's in so much pain. I'm actually feeling better though. Had been up for over 30 hours and had only eaten one meal so made myself eat and took an hour long nap and then a shower. Went to pick up monkeygirl and when you put the two monkeys together, you can't help but laugh. So I'm going to enjoy what's left of the day. Just take it as it comes. I can't control most of what is going on in my life so I have to let go of it or else I'll drive myself batshit crazy.
Thanks guys. She's in for her CT Scan right now. Very difficult for me to be in another country when she's in so much pain. I'm actually feeling better though. Had been up for over 30 hours and had only eaten one meal so made myself eat and took an hour long nap and then a shower. Went to pick up monkeygirl and when you put the two monkeys together, you can't help but laugh. So I'm going to enjoy what's left of the day. Just take it as it comes. I can't control most of what is going on in my life so I have to let go of it or else I'll drive myself batshit crazy.
Been better, but can't complain in comparison.How did your tests go? When will you get results?
In my elbow just a non-specific soft tissue edema pushing into the cubital tunnel triceps tendon and proximal ulna. It may also insinuate into the distal triceps tendon fibers medial aspect.
In my elbow just a non-specific soft tissue edema pushing into the cubital tunnel triceps tendon and proximal ulna. It may also insinuate into the distal triceps tendon fibers medial aspect.
Ooh, I love it when you talk dirty.
Depressed as fuck... somewhat suicidal.
Depressed as fuck... somewhat suicidal.aaaw zippo what's up?
Shit but relieved at the same time.
:lol:Shit but relieved at the same time.
I usually feel better after a good shit! :2thumbsup:
Um, hope others feel better soon. Well, I feel okay and calm :-* at the moment. This also due to the ache in and near my right ear is less of an annoyance than yesterday or the day before.
^ Thanks. You too, Zippo.I think most of us have been there in one form or another. I've battled depression my whole life.
Um, pondering.. Should I tell some of my experiences in dealing with feelings of depression? Well, I started out doing so 5 minutes ago, typing.. but.. dunno, might be too.. much or something..
^ Thanks. You too, Zippo.
Um, pondering.. Should I tell some of my experiences in dealing with feelings of depression? Well, I started out doing so 5 minutes ago, typing.. but.. dunno, might be too.. much or something..
^ Thanks. You too, Zippo.I think most of us have been there in one form or another. I've battled depression my whole life.
Um, pondering.. Should I tell some of my experiences in dealing with feelings of depression? Well, I started out doing so 5 minutes ago, typing.. but.. dunno, might be too.. much or something..
the thing about this cycle Zippo is that it WILL pass even though you're in the depths of it right now. :hug:
Hey zippo
EBM made a post about Depression not long back
(most of us have felt it)
anyway it might be worth reading. You are not
alone mate. I feel bad for you because you are
so young and wish i could make it better for you
because you should be enjoying life.
be :viking:
Tell him to fuck off.
Tell him to fuck off.
I did.
~
Well I told him I am glad he is getting help, and I wish the best for him but the things he didnt like about our relationship would not be different this time, so I don't see how it would ever work . Then He messaged me back asking about the cats and I blocked him.
I still obviously care a lot about him. Duh. Part of me always will, but I'd be fucking looney if I even stayed friends with him. I'm glad he is medicated now. Oh, and he cut all his fucking hair off and looks 12 years old. I'm not even all into it anymore. Still hurts.
AARRGGHH
Too much, too much.
Weird head.
As if I am a stuffed animal. :zombiefuck:
Weird head.
As if I am a stuffed animal. :zombiefuck:
You ARE a stuffed animal, remember, a lovable cow! :hug:
Weird head.
As if I am a stuffed animal. :zombiefuck:
You ARE a stuffed animal, remember, a lovable cow! :hug:
I am a for real cow, with brains, horns, udder, and all. Not stuffed with cotton and sawdust.
pretty good. hoping for a response from social worker tomorrw
Very good after getting 'BLOWN OFF'!!! :zoinks:
Hungry, my parmo won't arrive for an hour :'(
Also annoyed by the trick or treaters, giving my dog a heart attack.
Since when did Freddy Krueger like kissing dogs anyway? :dunno:
Dreading the rest of the year because of the PR's mental condition.:hug: i know how you must feel. but you are the best/only
like blowing the head off of everyone i dont like with a four bore.
Dreading the rest of the year because of the PR's mental condition.:hug:
like blowing the head off of everyone i dont like with a four bore.
*Bodi ducks*
Ah bless ya! i wish i could stretch a big hug to you and make youlike blowing the head off of everyone i dont like with a four bore.
*Bodi ducks*
dont worry, as strange as it may sound i like you... and no im not stalking you... much... ;)
Ah bless ya! i wish i could stretch a big hug to you and make youlike blowing the head off of everyone i dont like with a four bore.
*Bodi ducks*
dont worry, as strange as it may sound i like you... and no im not stalking you... much... ;)
feel better, you really should be having fun and not feeling like shit at
your age....i tell you what? ...you may COME OUT of your room now - there,
is that better? lol
you will feel better for it i think- good move!Ah bless ya! i wish i could stretch a big hug to you and make youlike blowing the head off of everyone i dont like with a four bore.
*Bodi ducks*
dont worry, as strange as it may sound i like you... and no im not stalking you... much... ;)
feel better, you really should be having fun and not feeling like shit at
your age....i tell you what? ...you may COME OUT of your room now - there,
is that better? lol
im only leaving my room in a few hours to check the mail and see if my games in than to go out with a friend for halloween... if i didnt dress up and go out my friends and family would know somethings up.
Lonely.Y?
Lonely.
Hmph. No trick or treaters. Had loads last year, even ran out of candy. Don't need all this candy.
Hmph. No trick or treaters. Had loads last year, even ran out of candy. Don't need all this candy.
A little overwhelmed.
Like every 2 minutes more kids come to the door for candy. They all ask me why I didnt dress up and I dunno what to say. I smile, avoid eye contact, give them candy, then try to shut the door as fast as i can. Kids are weird.
I have assorted aches and pains, not just the shoulder. I'm getting old. :prude:
A bit unwell.
Concerned. Uni are asking me to pay them over 800 pound in university fees but I don't have any money, nor do I believe I am the person who should be paying them. Thing is I'm a very poor communicator when it comes to this type of thing so I'm fucked really. :(
Bored. Think I'm going to hit the shower now and jump on my bike, with a book, sandwich and a bottle of water in my rucksack, after that. Seeya ~>
None yet, just that it's for my uni fees of the 2010/2011 academic year. I already paid that though I think, or rather, my student loan did. I left the year early and I shouldn't have had to pay for the time after I left. :dunno:Concerned. Uni are asking me to pay them over 800 pound in university fees but I don't have any money, nor do I believe I am the person who should be paying them. Thing is I'm a very poor communicator when it comes to this type of thing so I'm fucked really. :(
What kind of documentation have they sent to prove that you owe this money?
Can you have your parents talk to them and get it sorted out? :orly:
None yet, just that it's for my uni fees of the 2010/2011 academic year. I already paid that though I think, or rather, my student loan did. I left the year early and I shouldn't have had to pay for the time after I left. :dunno:Concerned. Uni are asking me to pay them over 800 pound in university fees but I don't have any money, nor do I believe I am the person who should be paying them. Thing is I'm a very poor communicator when it comes to this type of thing so I'm fucked really. :(
What kind of documentation have they sent to prove that you owe this money?
Can you have your parents talk to them and get it sorted out? :orly:
My Dad's away on business, I called him but he's in a meeting. Parents seem to want me to do this myself but the thing is when this happens I always mess up and then they tell me off even though I did my best and they knew it'd happen. I must be such an annoying child :laugh:
None yet, just that it's for my uni fees of the 2010/2011 academic year. I already paid that though I think, or rather, my student loan did. I left the year early and I shouldn't have had to pay for the time after I left. :dunno:Concerned. Uni are asking me to pay them over 800 pound in university fees but I don't have any money, nor do I believe I am the person who should be paying them. Thing is I'm a very poor communicator when it comes to this type of thing so I'm fucked really. :(
What kind of documentation have they sent to prove that you owe this money?
Can you have your parents talk to them and get it sorted out? :orly:
My Dad's away on business, I called him but he's in a meeting. Parents seem to want me to do this myself but the thing is when this happens I always mess up and then they tell me off even though I did my best and they knew it'd happen. I must be such an annoying child :laugh:
None yet, just that it's for my uni fees of the 2010/2011 academic year. I already paid that though I think, or rather, my student loan did. I left the year early and I shouldn't have had to pay for the time after I left. :dunno:Concerned. Uni are asking me to pay them over 800 pound in university fees but I don't have any money, nor do I believe I am the person who should be paying them. Thing is I'm a very poor communicator when it comes to this type of thing so I'm fucked really. :(
What kind of documentation have they sent to prove that you owe this money?
Can you have your parents talk to them and get it sorted out? :orly:
My Dad's away on business, I called him but he's in a meeting. Parents seem to want me to do this myself but the thing is when this happens I always mess up and then they tell me off even though I did my best and they knew it'd happen. I must be such an annoying child :laugh:
Agreed. Spoke with a woman from the finance department at uni and it's not something that would be covered by my student loan. I'm paying installments for the next four years and not gonna make the mistake of uni again, especially now the fees have gone up to 9k a year.None yet, just that it's for my uni fees of the 2010/2011 academic year. I already paid that though I think, or rather, my student loan did. I left the year early and I shouldn't have had to pay for the time after I left. :dunno:Concerned. Uni are asking me to pay them over 800 pound in university fees but I don't have any money, nor do I believe I am the person who should be paying them. Thing is I'm a very poor communicator when it comes to this type of thing so I'm fucked really. :(
What kind of documentation have they sent to prove that you owe this money?
Can you have your parents talk to them and get it sorted out? :orly:
My Dad's away on business, I called him but he's in a meeting. Parents seem to want me to do this myself but the thing is when this happens I always mess up and then they tell me off even though I did my best and they knew it'd happen. I must be such an annoying child :laugh:
From a business point of view:
They will have to pay the salaries and other expenses whether you finish your courses or not. They don't say to the professor, "A student dropped, so you'll be paid $175 less for the rest of the year." If they refunded your money they would not be able to find a student to take the rest of the class and pay. An analogy: If you don't eat all the food on your plate or leave a movie early because you don't like it would you ask for that share of your money back?
In the U.S. we have community or technical colleges.
The community college will grant you an Associates Degree after completing a 2 year course of studies in areas such as IT, Early Childhood Education, Vet Tech, etc. It will also let you transfer to some regular 4 year colleges if that is the course of studies you choose. It allows you to take the basic courses for college at a much cheaper cost.
A technical college will train you for a skilled job (culinary arts, electricial, computer aided drafting, practical nursing, welding, etc) usually in less than 6 months. They cost even less than community colleges.
In the U.S. we have community or technical colleges.
The community college will grant you an Associates Degree after completing a 2 year course of studies in areas such as IT, Early Childhood Education, Vet Tech, etc. It will also let you transfer to some regular 4 year colleges if that is the course of studies you choose. It allows you to take the basic courses for college at a much cheaper cost.
A technical college will train you for a skilled job (culinary arts, electricial, computer aided drafting, practical nursing, welding, etc) usually in less than 6 months. They cost even less than community colleges.
In the U.S. we have community or technical colleges.
The community college will grant you an Associates Degree after completing a 2 year course of studies in areas such as IT, Early Childhood Education, Vet Tech, etc. It will also let you transfer to some regular 4 year colleges if that is the course of studies you choose. It allows you to take the basic courses for college at a much cheaper cost.
A technical college will train you for a skilled job (culinary arts, electricial, computer aided drafting, practical nursing, welding, etc) usually in less than 6 months. They cost even less than community colleges.
i bileve CAD is computer aided design not drafting your Majesty...
@ cripI quit in January because I couldnt cope and had severe health problems. Well, in January I officially paused my studies and a few months ago I confirmed I was leaving for good. The £800 is an admin fee, 25% of what my tuition fees would have been for the entire year if I had attended. It costs £800 to take my name off their list of students basically. This admin fee something entirely different from the 10k+ of student loan debt (tuition) I have. The actual tuition for the time I was there I'm gonna pay when I start earning 17k or whatever the rule is these days for student loans. I told the woman on the phone I'm on a very low income due to disability but paying £20 a month for four years is the best I could get. :-\
so you are quitting uni - is it because of the high
fees, or because they are saying you owe them
eight hundred quid?
can't you blame them for the reason you did not
complete the year? i dunno, say you couldn't understand the tutor, or make something up!
you have just had a lot of surgery haven't you?
would they be lenient if you said it was due to
pain?
it is a lot of money (£800) and i don't understand
why she should pay for a service, or part thereof, if she has not used it :dunno:
her tutor would have been paid the going rate anyway, regardless of numbers attending...it
seems a bit unfair.
Makes me feel quite sad at how much of a struggle it is for young people to go on to higher education. It is all wrong IMO. No matter how bad the economy is no government should ever cut education funds. I think we should be putting more money in to encourage more students and do away with fees altogether. It might take a while, but the country as a whole would reap the benefits.@ cripI quit in January because I couldnt cope and had severe health problems. Well, in January I officially paused my studies and a few months ago I confirmed I was leaving for good. The £800 is an admin fee, 25% of what my tuition fees would have been for the entire year if I had attended. It costs £800 to take my name off their list of students basically. This admin fee something entirely different from the 10k+ of student loan debt (tuition) I have. The actual tuition for the time I was there I'm gonna pay when I start earning 17k or whatever the rule is these days for student loans. I told the woman on the phone I'm on a very low income due to disability but paying £20 a month for four years is the best I could get. :-\
so you are quitting uni - is it because of the high
fees, or because they are saying you owe them
eight hundred quid?
can't you blame them for the reason you did not
complete the year? i dunno, say you couldn't understand the tutor, or make something up!
you have just had a lot of surgery haven't you?
would they be lenient if you said it was due to
pain?
it is a lot of money (£800) and i don't understand
why she should pay for a service, or part thereof, if she has not used it :dunno:
her tutor would have been paid the going rate anyway, regardless of numbers attending...it
seems a bit unfair.
Learnt my lesson though, I'll never return to uni in this country :laugh:
Headachey and miserable.
Headachey and miserable.
prescription:
Insert :vibe: into ear and turn on.
Headachey and miserable.
prescription:
Insert :vibe: into ear and turn on.
I'm not terribly experienced or anything but I'm pretty sure it's not supposed to be inserted in there.
It'd probably just blow it off.:lol: that made me laugh so hard, I cried. :plus:
:tard:
It'd probably just blow it off.
:tard:
Crap. Tired. Sore. Weak. Depressed. Hopeless.:hug: I'm sorry your day is starting out a bit on the shitacular side.
It'd probably just blow it off.
:tard:
well, maybe you could use a good blow job. Do you have a vacuum cleaner handy?
It'd probably just blow it off.
:tard:
well, maybe you could use a good blow job. Do you have a vacuum cleaner handy?
It'd probably just blow it off.
:tard:
well, maybe you could use a good blow job. Do you have a vacuum cleaner handy?
Not a good one. They all suck.
^While you wait, use Sensodyne toothpaste and you can also apply it to the tooth throughout the day. It will help :)
Feeling full. Got chicken souvlaki takeout from Opa!
There's rice, potatoes, tziziki sauce, grilled pita bread and a salad. Yummy!^While you wait, use Sensodyne toothpaste and you can also apply it to the tooth throughout the day. It will help :)
Feeling full. Got chicken souvlaki takeout from Opa!
I love Sensodyne, I do use it and will start bringing some to work
to dab on when I hurt. :)
Chicken souvlaki sounds promising, what is in it besides chicken? :orly:
There's rice, potatoes, tziziki sauce, grilled pita bread and a salad. Yummy!^While you wait, use Sensodyne toothpaste and you can also apply it to the tooth throughout the day. It will help :)
Feeling full. Got chicken souvlaki takeout from Opa!
I love Sensodyne, I do use it and will start bringing some to work
to dab on when I hurt. :)
Chicken souvlaki sounds promising, what is in it besides chicken? :orly:
Cautiously optimistic about the tooth. Hopefully I don't develop a raging infection
in the jawbone or anything like that in the week I have till the appointment. :nerdy:
Cautiously optimistic about the tooth. Hopefully I don't develop a raging infection
in the jawbone or anything like that in the week I have till the appointment. :nerdy:
Perhaps you could rinse your mouth 2 or 3 times a day with a dilute solution of hydrogen peroxide (1 capful) and mouth wash?
Cautiously optimistic about the tooth. Hopefully I don't develop a raging infection
in the jawbone or anything like that in the week I have till the appointment. :nerdy:
Perhaps you could rinse your mouth 2 or 3 times a day with a dilute solution of hydrogen peroxide (1 capful) and mouth wash?
One capful of hydrogen peroxide to how much mouthwash? :orly:
Cautiously optimistic about the tooth. Hopefully I don't develop a raging infection
in the jawbone or anything like that in the week I have till the appointment. :nerdy:
Perhaps you could rinse your mouth 2 or 3 times a day with a dilute solution of hydrogen peroxide (1 capful) and mouth wash?
One capful of hydrogen peroxide to how much mouthwash? :orly:
Because I have a small mouth I use one capful (of the HP bottle) of Hydrogen peroxide to about 1/2 capful (of the MW bottle) of mouthwash. If the mouthwash is too drying, you could dilute it a bit with water or buy some alcohol free mouthwash. This was advice from a dental tech on keeping my teeth healthy. It probably won't cure what's wrong, but it may keep it from getting infected.
It'd probably just blow it off.
:tard:
well, maybe you could use a good blow job. Do you have a vacuum cleaner handy?
Not a good one. They all suck.
Fat and sleepy
I feel really really happy.
The urchin is really happy at school and it was so nice to see him in his assembly. :clap: :LOL: :)
Pissed out my fucking tree. :zoinks: :orly: :) :P :P :viking: :viking: :vibe: :vibrator: :santa: :tickle: :nerdy: :tickle: :hyke: :probe: :minusevil: :pwned: :pwned:
can I feel the left one? :green:
Can't sleep. Depressed. Anxiety. Alone. Sad. Desperate. Pathetic. Pain.
Nervous about this afternoon :-\
Sore.
Picked up a 50+lb laser printer the wrong way, paying the price for stupidity. :zombiefuck:
Nervous about this afternoon :-\
Whatever you have to do, I hope it goes well. :hug:
I feel relieved about my earlier dental appointment. Thumbs up for me! :2thumbsup:
Nervous about this afternoon :-\
Whatever you have to do, I hope it goes well. :hug:
I feel relieved about my earlier dental appointment. Thumbs up for me! :2thumbsup:
I have a drinks date. He just left me a message saying he left early so he could stop at the beach on the way. Me wonders how "casual" he's gonna look when he turns up :zombiefuck:
Nervous about this afternoon :-\
Whatever you have to do, I hope it goes well. :hug:
I feel relieved about my earlier dental appointment. Thumbs up for me! :2thumbsup:
I have a drinks date. He just left me a message saying he left early so he could stop at the beach on the way. Me wonders how "casual" he's gonna look when he turns up :zombiefuck:
Hmmm, I have no experience in these things, but it does seem a bit odd to me that he
needs to stop at the beach on the way to a date. Oh well, maybe he just likes to
fill his days with fun! I hope you have a good time. :thumbup:
little bit sad and really sick :zombiefuck:
little bit sad and really sick :zombiefuck:
Sick how? Stomach? Medication problem? Something you ate? ???
Pissed off.
Pissed off.
well my only advice for that mood is... GO FUCK SOME SHIT UP! YEAAAAAH!
Nervous about this afternoon :-\
Whatever you have to do, I hope it goes well. :hug:
I feel relieved about my earlier dental appointment. Thumbs up for me! :2thumbsup:
I have a drinks date. He just left me a message saying he left early so he could stop at the beach on the way. Me wonders how "casual" he's gonna look when he turns up :zombiefuck:
I am feeling relieved. I have finally finished my conversation analysis (a topic I never want to re-visit - honestly, just look it up and you will see how boring it is) report. I have yet to write the abstract and glossary for transcription symbols but I will do that tomorrow, it won't take long.
No...the reason I am so relieved is because it is late at night - 10pm. This is a very late night for me because usually I get up at 6am. I thought I was going to be up all night finishing this report, so glad that I won't be. :)I am feeling relieved. I have finally finished my conversation analysis (a topic I never want to re-visit - honestly, just look it up and you will see how boring it is) report. I have yet to write the abstract and glossary for transcription symbols but I will do that tomorrow, it won't take long.It sounds pretty dire, glad you're done with it. Now you can postwhore! :cheer:
No...the reason I am so relieved is because it is late at night - 10pm. This is a very late night for me because usually I get up at 6am. I thought I was going to be up all night finishing this report, so glad that I won't be. :)I am feeling relieved. I have finally finished my conversation analysis (a topic I never want to re-visit - honestly, just look it up and you will see how boring it is) report. I have yet to write the abstract and glossary for transcription symbols but I will do that tomorrow, it won't take long.It sounds pretty dire, glad you're done with it. Now you can postwhore! :cheer:
A bit irritable and dreading today's chores.
Took my meds and now feel anxious :thumbdn:
Took my meds and now feel anxious :thumbdn:
Is that supposed to happen? ???
Took my meds and now feel anxious :thumbdn:
Is that supposed to happen? ???
It does happen if I take them late and drink a lot of tea beforehand :P
Feel.. Um?
*counts to 10*
Well, my dryer just died. Wut? WTF? :thumbdn:
Jeez.
^ Dunno. Think a fuse burned or something similar. Going to look for the problem tomorrow and maybe ask my brother in law (hubby of sister that lives in the same city as I do) if he can take a look.. um, if I don't succeed (and it's something other than a burned fuse). He 'studied electricity'.
It's a bit strange for the machine is just a little over 2 years old. That's way too short a lifespan.. surely as little I use the sucker.
Oh, and checked.. there's no warranty left. Bummer.
I'm horny :(
I'm horny :(
:hug:
:zoinks:
:( :( :(
Sad that the last Harry Potter picture has finished playing at the local cinema. Glad that I was able to see that particular showing. Not bad, the run was almost 4 months.
Like an orgasm :thumbup:
Wow, you made a typo. :P^ Dunno. Think a fuse burned or something similar. Going to look for the problem tomorrow and maybe ask my brother in law (hubby of sister that lives in the same city as I do) if he can take a look.. um, if I don't succeed (and it's something other than a burned fuse). He 'studied electricity'.So it's not tumbling or doing anything at all when you turn it on?
It's a bit strange for the machine is just a little over 2 years old. That's way too short a lifespan.. surely as little I use the sucker.
Oh, and checked.. there's no warranty left. Bummer.
The first think you could check would be the circuit breaker or fusebox that supplies it with power.
depressed
depressed
awwe shit... want a hug? :cbc: im sick so can you give eris a hug for me?
^Like the dentist?
I don't know how I feel. I often don't unless I have a strong emotion happening.
I can understand that. I hope it is a painless experience for you.^Like the dentist?Yes, the dental visit somewhat worries me. :chin:
I don't know how I feel. I often don't unless I have a strong emotion happening.
I can understand that. I hope it is a painless experience for you.^Like the dentist?Yes, the dental visit somewhat worries me. :chin:
I don't know how I feel. I often don't unless I have a strong emotion happening.
Questions? No, you just lay there with your mouth open. ;)Thank you. I hope the dentist is approachable and has patience with my questions. :crossed:I can understand that. I hope it is a painless experience for you.^Like the dentist?Yes, the dental visit somewhat worries me. :chin:
I don't know how I feel. I often don't unless I have a strong emotion happening.
Questions? No, you just lay there with your mouth open. ;)Thank you. I hope the dentist is approachable and has patience with my questions. :crossed:I can understand that. I hope it is a painless experience for you.^Like the dentist?Yes, the dental visit somewhat worries me. :chin:
I don't know how I feel. I often don't unless I have a strong emotion happening.
Don't know exactly how I feel at the moment. Had a shitty night's sleep and just heard that a gentle giant died I've known since my first fora postings (on WP). Mmmm. :(:hug: Hard to understand isn't it.
RIP, man.
Nice and fresh 8) Had a shower, changed my sheets and had my cup of minty tea. Now I just gotta brush my teeth and I'm all set for bed.
Snotty. Feels like someone fitted axminster carpets to the inside of my mouth. Weak. Pathetic.
Still mentally sharp, need entertaining.
Utter shit. Home from work for lunch because otherwise I was going to have the kind of meltdown that would have landed me in HR.
Fucking hell, this is the longest meltdown ever.Yours?
Every breath I take, every move I make leaves me in excutiating pain. :thumbdn:
Fucking hell, this is the longest meltdown ever.Yours?
I have a headache.
Angrier than I have felt in a long time.
I'm all boobed out.
I'm all boobed out.
Your exhaustive dedication to the boobage is recognized and appreciated.
I'm all boobed out.
Your exhaustive dedication to the boobage is recognized and appreciated.
Fat
Fat
Same. I keep feeling horny and eating instead. I need to get laid :thumbdn:
Fat
Same. I keep feeling horny and eating instead. I need to get laid :thumbdn:
Best workout ever indeed.
Hungry. Had a few falls whilst I was out today after intense physio, can't walk now and in a lot of pain. Can't make it down to the kitchen and I'm starving. :-\
Hungry. Had a few falls whilst I was out today after intense physio, can't walk now and in a lot of pain. Can't make it down to the kitchen and I'm starving. :-\
Sad and disgusted after reading this:
http://www.lgbtqnation.com/2011/11/10-year-old-girl-hangs-herself-after-teasing-which-included-gender-based-bullying/ (http://www.lgbtqnation.com/2011/11/10-year-old-girl-hangs-herself-after-teasing-which-included-gender-based-bullying/)
:(
Sad and disgusted after reading this:
http://www.lgbtqnation.com/2011/11/10-year-old-girl-hangs-herself-after-teasing-which-included-gender-based-bullying/ (http://www.lgbtqnation.com/2011/11/10-year-old-girl-hangs-herself-after-teasing-which-included-gender-based-bullying/)
:(
Kids seem to get meaner every year, and at such young ages too. Poor child. :(
Having an eargasm.Are you using these :zoinks:
Having an eargasm.Are you using these :zoinks:
(http://rookery.s3.amazonaws.com/757500/757934_ce96_625x1000.jpg)
Random depression and suicidal thoughts. I can't think of any particular reason why either, other than being tired and little things annoying me.
Random depression and suicidal thoughts. I can't think of any particular reason why either, other than being tired and little things annoying me.
I had that a little while back as well. Came out of nowhere. Didn't last very long though.
Ill and infected. I need some time with no stress so I can get my immune system to quiet down.
Luckily I just took the next two days off work. :zoinks:
And you've come to unwind here of all places? :laugh:
And you've come to unwind here of all places? :laugh:
Yup. :tard: I can throw all my crap at y'all and it'll be just fine in the morning.
:lol: :pie:
*offers CBC some pumpkin pie*
*offers CBC some pumpkin pie*Adds whipped cream to Pyraxis`s pumpkin pie
damn ninjaed by CBC again...LOL*offers CBC some pumpkin pie*Adds whipped cream to Pyraxis`s pumpkin pie
damn ninjaed by CBC again...LOL*offers CBC some pumpkin pie*Adds whipped cream to Pyraxis`s pumpkin pie
Here, have a piece of your own. (http://icons.iconseeker.com/png/32/halloween-2004/pumpkin-pie.png)
Here, have a piece of your own. (http://icons.iconseeker.com/png/32/halloween-2004/pumpkin-pie.png)thanks
gold tooth?Here, have a piece of your own. (http://icons.iconseeker.com/png/32/halloween-2004/pumpkin-pie.png)
Why, it's magical! I wished for pie and here it is! *wishes for gold* :crossed:
gold tooth?Here, have a piece of your own. (http://icons.iconseeker.com/png/32/halloween-2004/pumpkin-pie.png)
Why, it's magical! I wished for pie and here it is! *wishes for gold* :crossed:
me too 15 minutes till they give the powerball numbergold tooth?Here, have a piece of your own. (http://icons.iconseeker.com/png/32/halloween-2004/pumpkin-pie.png)
Why, it's magical! I wished for pie and here it is! *wishes for gold* :crossed:
No, I'm talking about a trunkful! I want to be rich! :arrr:
me too 15 minutes till they give the powerball numbergold tooth?Here, have a piece of your own. (http://icons.iconseeker.com/png/32/halloween-2004/pumpkin-pie.png)
Why, it's magical! I wished for pie and here it is! *wishes for gold* :crossed:
No, I'm talking about a trunkful! I want to be rich! :arrr:
Hmm. There's an idea. I should take my meds.
It's so weird feeling this way when I was so happy all day.
Hmm. There's an idea. I should take my meds.
It's so weird feeling this way when I was so happy all day.
I hope that they help and you feel better soon.
Really sad. Today I finished my voluntary work at a local autism charity that I really, really loved. I loved the people, the work they do and the office environment was wonderful. The only reason I quit was because I'm relocating to the other end of the country, and they said if I wasn't moving I'd definitely get a job. I know in my heart of hearts that I'll probably never find such a good opportunity in such a place, that's what gets me down really. :(
like smashing my dad with my xbox.
Agreed. No wonder you are sad.Really sad. Today I finished my voluntary work at a local autism charity that I really, really loved. I loved the people, the work they do and the office environment was wonderful. The only reason I quit was because I'm relocating to the other end of the country, and they said if I wasn't moving I'd definitely get a job. I know in my heart of hearts that I'll probably never find such a good opportunity in such a place, that's what gets me down really. :(Sucks that you have to move.
Really sad. Today I finished my voluntary work at a local autism charity that I really, really loved. I loved the people, the work they do and the office environment was wonderful. The only reason I quit was because I'm relocating to the other end of the country, and they said if I wasn't moving I'd definitely get a job. I know in my heart of hearts that I'll probably never find such a good opportunity in such a place, that's what gets me down really. :(That is a damn shame. Maybe they will set up someday at the place you are moving too. The only positive i can think of right now is they are sure to give you a good reference. :)
Too tired and intoxicated to understand what all of you have been writing. Will try again later.
Too tired and intoxicated to understand what all of you have been writing. Will try again later.
Goodnight.
Sore and hurting. I put an executive office chair and a floor lamp in the front seat of a Matrix, with the passenger seat folded slightly back. My body is telling me I should have played little old lady and got one of the thrift store guys to do it.
And no, I couldn't use the trunk because it and 1/2 of the back seat is full of stuff.
Feel like shit at the moment. Forgot to off the central heating previous night and woke up dehydrated or sutin'. Going to make myself a cup of coffee in a minute and take a long shower after that in order to man up a little because ja, I've to go to a birthday party later on today.
Meh. (eh eh)
How are you after those falls from a few days ago?I'm much steadier now thanks, been getting around quite well. :)
Tired and I bed a wee
How are you after those falls from a few days ago?I'm much steadier now thanks, been getting around quite well. :)
I think the physio would like another session or two with me before I move house but things should be okay I hope!
The house move has just been delayed by another week again (slowpoke insurance companies) so thankfully I get to have another session after today. If I need one I'll get a referral to the new hospital yeah but my recovery is gonna take a long time because of my arthritis getting worse lately. We'll have to draw the line at how much better I'm gonna get soon, whilst it's important to try and get some function back after my surgery the exercise is making my knees much worse.How are you after those falls from a few days ago?I'm much steadier now thanks, been getting around quite well. :)
I think the physio would like another session or two with me before I move house but things should be okay I hope!
Will you be able to see a physio in your new location if you need one? :orly:
Like I just wanna sleep and read forever
Like I just wanna sleep and read forever
like stabbing someone in the eye with a spork... also hungry
I feel annoyed at the bloody awful doctors' handwriting in my pediatric records.
I was X-rayed twice in my early teens to monitor my (very minor) scoliosis, and
I was hoping to find some record of the degree of curvature that I have, but
all I see is page after page of:
rsghdhteuritoty
hgjov87943=21
!@#$%^&*
I mean, really, what if, god forbid, my life depended upon the
information camouflaged within the stupid chicken-track writing on those charts? :facepalm2:
I feel annoyed at the bloody awful doctors' handwriting in my pediatric records.
I was X-rayed twice in my early teens to monitor my (very minor) scoliosis, and
I was hoping to find some record of the degree of curvature that I have, but
all I see is page after page of:
rsghdhteuritoty
hgjov87943=21
!@#$%^&*
I mean, really, what if, god forbid, my life depended upon the
information camouflaged within the stupid chicken-track writing on those charts? :facepalm2:
Translation: She's a sweet little thing who's destined to turn into an egg shaped goody-two shoes. She should live to a ripe old age, just like fine cheese.
Like a sexual predator :tinfoil:???
Like a sexual predator :tinfoil:???
Weird. My right hand has decided to do whatever it wants and I've no control over it. Looks like I'm playing piano. :laugh:
It happens quite often, though usually it sticks to just a couple of fingers. I think it's something to do with how I would use crutches for years, I ended up getting very painful wrists that limit my ability to write, I think I've got arthritis in my right hand because when i move my thumb (say, to touch my pinkie finger) it cracks and it really, hurts. I often get the shakes quite badly too when my hands are in certain positions, even if they're not under pressure.Weird. My right hand has decided to do whatever it wants and I've no control over it. Looks like I'm playing piano. :laugh:
Has this ever happened to you before? ???
It happens quite often, though usually it sticks to just a couple of fingers. I think it's something to do with how I would use crutches for years, I ended up getting very painful wrists that limit my ability to write, I think I've got arthritis in my right hand because when i move my thumb (say, to touch my pinkie finger) it cracks and it really, hurts. I often get the shakes quite badly too when my hands are in certain positions, even if they're not under pressure.Weird. My right hand has decided to do whatever it wants and I've no control over it. Looks like I'm playing piano. :laugh:
Has this ever happened to you before? ???
The pain sucks, I think I may be developing arthritis in other joints such as my hips too. Limited range of motion along with cracking and pain :PIt happens quite often, though usually it sticks to just a couple of fingers. I think it's something to do with how I would use crutches for years, I ended up getting very painful wrists that limit my ability to write, I think I've got arthritis in my right hand because when i move my thumb (say, to touch my pinkie finger) it cracks and it really, hurts. I often get the shakes quite badly too when my hands are in certain positions, even if they're not under pressure.Weird. My right hand has decided to do whatever it wants and I've no control over it. Looks like I'm playing piano. :laugh:
Has this ever happened to you before? ???
It might be worth asking your doctor about. I'm sorry to hear about the pain. :(
The pain sucks, I think I may be developing arthritis in other joints such as my hips too. Limited range of motion along with cracking and pain :PIt happens quite often, though usually it sticks to just a couple of fingers. I think it's something to do with how I would use crutches for years, I ended up getting very painful wrists that limit my ability to write, I think I've got arthritis in my right hand because when i move my thumb (say, to touch my pinkie finger) it cracks and it really, hurts. I often get the shakes quite badly too when my hands are in certain positions, even if they're not under pressure.Weird. My right hand has decided to do whatever it wants and I've no control over it. Looks like I'm playing piano. :laugh:
Has this ever happened to you before? ???
It might be worth asking your doctor about. I'm sorry to hear about the pain. :(
Thankfully I'm cross-dominant/mixed-handed so I can adapt and write with my left hand instead.
I am getting verymerlotmellow.
I am getting verymerlotmellow.
Enjoy the wine, brace yourself for Christmas! :wine:
I am getting verymerlotmellow.
Enjoy the wine, brace yourself for Christmas! :wine:
I am not looking forward to this Christmas.
Feeling relieved after taking a 1,240ml piss. Do I get a medal for that? I was away at something, and I held it in for over an hour until I got home so that I could analyse and quantify it and add it to my records. Does anyone know how annoying it is to have a missing data point? My bladder still hurts a bit from the ordeal.
Feeling relieved after taking a 1,240ml piss. Do I get a medal for that? I was away at something, and I held it in for over an hour until I got home so that I could analyse and quantify it and add it to my records. Does anyone know how annoying it is to have a missing data point? My bladder still hurts a bit from the ordeal.
Missing data point? Are you keeping records for diagnostic purposes? :nerd!:
Like absolute shit. also got that "deep" heartbeat again and short of breath
Feeling relieved after taking a 1,240ml piss. Do I get a medal for that? I was away at something, and I held it in for over an hour until I got home so that I could analyse and quantify it and add it to my records. Does anyone know how annoying it is to have a missing data point? My bladder still hurts a bit from the ordeal.You should get a medal for that, it is a lot of pee to hold in!
Like absolute shit. also got that "deep" heartbeat again and short of breathAm wondering about this too. Sometimes I get skipped beats but I have been told that there is nothing actually wrong.
Concerned. Concerned for all involved.
He's back, isn't he?
Concerned. Concerned for all involved.
He's back, isn't he?
Yes, and with no promises or excuses, only "it was all my fault, and I'm sorry".
Don't worry, I am keeping my emotional guards up.
Concerned. Concerned for all involved.
He's back, isn't he?
Yes, and with no promises or excuses, only "it was all my fault, and I'm sorry".
Don't worry, I am keeping my emotional guards up.
Let him know I'm watching, for your welfare's sake.
This will end in hurt again, take my word, don't do it. No bitch on the scene anymore won't make any difference
"Too autistic".
A bit anxious. Dad and stepma are coming around on Sunday and they don't know I have a cat yet. They're not exactly fond of four-legged domestic animals :-\
^Off to the doctor you should go, sounds like an infection there for sure.
Concerned. Concerned for all involved.
He's back, isn't he?
Yes, and with no promises or excuses, only "it was all my fault, and I'm sorry".
Don't worry, I am keeping my emotional guards up.
Let him know I'm watching, for your welfare's sake.
This will end in hurt again, take my word, don't do it. No bitch on the scene anymore won't make any difference
I've asked him not to make any promises that he can't keep, and I still remember how things went last time: forewarned (against pain) is forearmed.
I'm not going to fall in love with him again, but I'm not going to pass the chance to at least talk things over and maybe be friends again. I thought that the lack of excuses or promises was a good sign.
I appreciate your concern.
Oh fuck the 2pt font, who gives a shit if he's reading. This makes no sense! How can a girl so fucking obsessed to buggery non stop for 3 years just drop him like a fly 12 months later ??? ???
Has he got to that story yet?
Concerned. Concerned for all involved.
He's back, isn't he?
Yes, and with no promises or excuses, only "it was all my fault, and I'm sorry".
Don't worry, I am keeping my emotional guards up.
Let him know I'm watching, for your welfare's sake.
This will end in hurt again, take my word, don't do it. No bitch on the scene anymore won't make any difference
I've asked him not to make any promises that he can't keep, and I still remember how things went last time: forewarned (against pain) is forearmed.
I'm not going to fall in love with him again, but I'm not going to pass the chance to at least talk things over and maybe be friends again. I thought that the lack of excuses or promises was a good sign.
I appreciate your concern.
Please don't do it, if you are discussing who I think you are. He hurt you before and he will hurt you again.Oh fuck the 2pt font, who gives a shit if he's reading. This makes no sense! How can a girl so fucking obsessed to buggery non stop for 3 years just drop him like a fly 12 months later ??? ???
Has he got to that story yet?
IMO, she won the "prize" by hanging on longer than anyone else who wanted him, then she finally took a good luck at her "prize" after she no longer had to compete to keep him. IMO, nobody who would put you through what he did by stringing you all along could possibly be worth it.
I did mention it.
A bit short of breath. Wheezy.
A bit short of breath. Wheezy.
You know what I'm going to tell you ... :police:
Like I want a new right knee :thumbdn:
No not even to the doctor yet. There will be time for that when business slows for now it ice and Motrin for meLike I want a new right knee :thumbdn:
Has it been MRI'd yet? :nerd!:
A bit short of breath. Wheezy.
You know what I'm going to tell you ... :police:
Two out of three old biddies agree. The last biddy, Callaway, will soon add her advice.
Rotten. My shoulder hurts and I'm fucking annoyed.
Ill, immobile and in pain. :violin:
Ill, immobile and in pain. :violin:
:hug:
I really want to skydive.
As for feelings, largely apathetic today.
I really want to skydive.
As for feelings, largely apathetic today.
Oh hell no for me. I have a terror of falling, but no fear of heights. So no to skydiving, yes to ballooning.
Cool, when did you go? I did bungee jumping about 10 years ago (now I feel old) and it was scary. Just not meant to fall like that and not die heh.I've been skydiving!I really want to skydive.Oh hell no for me. I have a terror of falling, but no fear of heights. So no to skydiving, yes to ballooning.
As for feelings, largely apathetic today.
It was awesome.
Ill, immobile and in pain. :violin:
:hug:
I really want to skydive.
As for feelings, largely apathetic today.
Oh hell no for me. I have a terror of falling, but no fear of heights. So no to skydiving, yes to ballooning.
I've been skydiving!
It was awesome.
Woke kind of all over sore again this morning.
Damned Aliens.
Damn. I'm headed for a major physical breakdown if I don't get rid of some of the stresses in my life. For the second time this week I feel like I have the flu, but no fever. Last time was Sunday and I was in bed before 7 p.m.
Woke kind of all over sore again this morning.
Damned Aliens.
Woke kind of all over sore again this morning.
Damned Aliens.
They only probe you 'cause they love you! :probe:
Woke kind of all over sore again this morning.
Damned Aliens.
They only probe you 'cause they love you! :probe:
:GA:
feeeeeeeel drunk.
Feel a bit off. Undecided about what to do.
Somehow the feeling of flu always amazes and amuses me.
Headache. :zombiefuck:
I feel very content to be home at last! :nicegear:
Worried. Mum supposedly left for QLD this morning and she hasn't got there yet :(
Worried. Mum supposedly left for QLD this morning and she hasn't got there yet :(
Are you able to reach her by cellphone? Maybe she just got delayed in traffic. :orly:
^Hmm. Maybe her flight was delayed? If she was going by plane that is.
As I recall, roads in QLD can be a bit confusing. And they have toll gates! We don't have those in WA. I am hoping your mum will get to wherever she is going safely. :)
Worried. Mum supposedly left for QLD this morning and she hasn't got there yet :(
Are you able to reach her by cellphone? Maybe she just got delayed in traffic. :orly:
My brother has been ringing and it goes to her message bank.
Worried. Mum supposedly left for QLD this morning and she hasn't got there yet :(
Are you able to reach her by cellphone? Maybe she just got delayed in traffic. :orly:
My brother has been ringing and it goes to her message bank.
Any chance she forgot to charge the phone?
Worried. Mum supposedly left for QLD this morning and she hasn't got there yet :(
Are you able to reach her by cellphone? Maybe she just got delayed in traffic. :orly:
My brother has been ringing and it goes to her message bank.
Any chance she forgot to charge the phone?
That's a good point, or maybe she turned it off and forgot to turn it back on! :orly:
Worried. Mum supposedly left for QLD this morning and she hasn't got there yet :(
Are you able to reach her by cellphone? Maybe she just got delayed in traffic. :orly:
My brother has been ringing and it goes to her message bank.
Any chance she forgot to charge the phone?
That's a good point, or maybe she turned it off and forgot to turn it back on! :orly:
I dunno, she never answers the phone anyway. It's my brothers house she was driving to in Brisbane. Her friend here back home is staying in the house for a few days so I've left a message for her on mum's machine. Her friend must be out at dinner or something. I don't have her friends mobile number.
Just got through to the other brother and asked if he'd heard from her; "oh, relax, she probably just left late in the day, no biggie, sheesh"
Err, dude, you weren't here that time we had to ring an ambulance for her :finger:
And it's now 9:55pm.
Just got through to the other brother and asked if he'd heard from her; "oh, relax, she probably just left late in the day, no biggie, sheesh"
Err, dude, you weren't here that time we had to ring an ambulance for her :finger:
And it's now 9:55pm.
When she arrives at her destination, will she be staying with/meeting anyone?
Can you contact them and see if anyone knows anything at that end? :orly:
Just got through to the other brother and asked if he'd heard from her; "oh, relax, she probably just left late in the day, no biggie, sheesh"
Err, dude, you weren't here that time we had to ring an ambulance for her :finger:
And it's now 9:55pm.
When she arrives at her destination, will she be staying with/meeting anyone?
Can you contact them and see if anyone knows anything at that end? :orly:
I wish I had my brother's number handy but I don't. She was supposed to be turning up on his doorstep to stay the night. It's probably too late to ring anyone now anyway, and he works odd shifts so he's probably at work atm. I've checked the RTA website and stuff, no traffic delays or accidents listed. Her friend staying at home would be the only one who would know what time she left town today, and she still hasn't got my message.
Now I am relieved! Thank fucking christ!! :zombiefuck:
She forgot her handbag when she dropped off the dog at the kennels on the way and she had to drive 2 hours all the way back to get it :laugh:
Now I am relieved! Thank fucking christ!! :zombiefuck:
She forgot her handbag when she dropped off the dog at the kennels on the way and she had to drive 2 hours all the way back to get it :laugh:
Oh wow, thank goodness, is she finally answering her phone now? :)
like drinking a root beer, lucky me i bought another 12'er yesterday
Now I am relieved! Thank fucking christ!! :zombiefuck:
She forgot her handbag when she dropped off the dog at the kennels on the way and she had to drive 2 hours all the way back to get it :laugh:
Oh wow, thank goodness, is she finally answering her phone now? :)
No lol. Just her friend finally came home and got my message and explained it all. Mum must have rang her during the day.
like drinking a root beer, lucky me i bought another 12'er yesterday
That reminds me, did you ever buy those crackers you were longing for? :orly:
like drinking a root beer, lucky me i bought another 12'er yesterday
That reminds me, did you ever buy those crackers you were longing for? :orly:
yes i went to my grandparents and i said "look i came over and spent fourty dollars of ferry to do work for you and i know your going to feed me but im kind of broke and have been craving crackers all fucking weekend [yes i sware (in small doses) around my grandparents] so please buy me some crackers"
the end result was grandma saying "okay charles, go buy some crackers"
than i had deliseous evenings with tastys... and than i read my signature today and thought to myself
i want crackers again FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
THAN on the ride home from the shop, my grandmother swore
i was like "lulz im soooo fucked up"
grandma was all like "charles we are all fucked up"
and i was like all like so like "i know rig--- HOLY SHIT YOU SWORE"
and than the world exploded... okay that part did not happen but it should have....
thanks for asking CBC how was your day?
work sucks :thumbdn: have a good day.
Stressed as fuck.
Stressed as fuck.
That's no fun at all :(
How come?
Sudden bout of huge stress and freaking out, after a very relaxed and pleasant evening.
I am ok. I think. Always have trouble with feelings. When psychs ask, "And how does that make you feel?" I usually say, "Um.. I don't know?"
shittin it. sat in waiting room at the hospital
I don't know, I haven't fully wakened up.
Flu symptoms still there, all of them, apart from fever.
Kind of wishing for fever, if that would make me get past this all quicker. Getting bored with the flu, the dizzy-spells and being tired.
^Due to phone calls?
I am ok. I think. Always have trouble with feelings. When psychs ask, "And how does that make you feel?" I usually say, "Um.. I don't know?"
I guess I am thirsty.
Flu symptoms still there, all of them, apart from fever.
Kind of wishing for fever, if that would make me get past this all quicker. Getting bored with the flu, the dizzy-spells and being tired.
You just had to spread it around didn't you? Well, have a sip of my tea that Lady Weeble has fixed.
Wondering how your appointment in Leeds (was it?) went. If you are pissed off, then probably not that good. Are they making you wait even more time for things? Sorry if you have written about this elsewhere.
I have a psych appointment next Tuesday. I fear that I am going to be dismissed for what may seem a small thing but is actually a big deal to me and has been really hard to handle since I came off the haloperidol. Tics are getting worse as well. The whole thing is frustrating.
A little shaken and upset.
Just had a rather nasty nightmare. :'(
A little shaken and upset.
Just had a rather nasty nightmare. :'(
What did you dream?
A little shaken and upset.
Just had a rather nasty nightmare. :'(
What did you dream?
Not going to go into detail as it was rather personal, but basically I was tortured.
Fucking awful. It's just a cold but it's a fuckingbad one. Can't slep with my nose like that. And now I'm worrying about my ears, ffs. As long as I don't get a bad headache I can still enjoy today. Realy hope I do t get headache, been looking forward to thisMaybe take some pain meds with you in case you feel a headache coming on, so you can stop it before it gets bad. Hope you have a fun time. :)
A little shaken and upset.
Just had a rather nasty nightmare. :'(
What did you dream?
Not going to go into detail as it was rather personal, but basically I was tortured.
A little shaken and upset.
Just had a rather nasty nightmare. :'(
What did you dream?
Not going to go into detail as it was rather personal, but basically I was tortured.
Are you feeling helpless in some IRL situation?
A little shaken and upset.
Just had a rather nasty nightmare. :'(
What did you dream?
Not going to go into detail as it was rather personal, but basically I was tortured.
I've had the roasted over hot coals and branded with irons dream a few times, when I've gotten dehydrated and overheated in bed.
Drunkfixed!
cynical
really bad headacheDrinking and eating enough? I know you get asked this all the time but I may as well add to it, heh. Sick migraines are the worst imo. A headache as bad as that and then throw up too? It is a horrible feeling.
really bad headacheDrinking and eating enough? I know you get asked this all the time but I may as well add to it, heh. Sick migraines are the worst imo. A headache as bad as that and then throw up too? It is a horrible feeling.
Confused. baffled, even.Okay, you are not really John Lennon. But you are cool anyway. :thumbup:
Confused. baffled, even.Okay, you are not really John Lennon. But you are cool anyway. :thumbup:
\Confused. baffled, even.Okay, you are not really John Lennon. But you are cool anyway. :thumbup:
I'm not?! :P
Like a bug on a windshield. :GA:
Like a bug on a windshield. :GA:
Should I turn on the wipers :zoinks:
:2thumbsup: I only use the good stuff so you'll be squeaky cleanLike a bug on a windshield. :GA:
Should I turn on the wipers :zoinks:
Just make sure you use the windshield fluid switch. Make sure I'm cleaned off properly.
:2thumbsup: I only use the good stuff so you'll be squeaky cleanLike a bug on a windshield. :GA:
Should I turn on the wipers :zoinks:
Just make sure you use the windshield fluid switch. Make sure I'm cleaned off properly.
:2thumbsup: I only use the good stuff so you'll be squeaky cleanLike a bug on a windshield. :GA:
Should I turn on the wipers :zoinks:
Just make sure you use the windshield fluid switch. Make sure I'm cleaned off properly.
Good, guts and gore need the good stuff. :bacon:
:2thumbsup: I only use the good stuff so you'll be squeaky cleanLike a bug on a windshield. :GA:
Should I turn on the wipers :zoinks:
Just make sure you use the windshield fluid switch. Make sure I'm cleaned off properly.
Good, guts and gore need the good stuff. :bacon:
:2thumbsup: I only use the good stuff so you'll be squeaky cleanLike a bug on a windshield. :GA:
Should I turn on the wipers :zoinks:
Just make sure you use the windshield fluid switch. Make sure I'm cleaned off properly.
Good, guts and gore need the good stuff. :bacon:
:trainwreck:
Is this the first time you have lived alone? It can be hard to get into a routine of eating and sleeping properly at first.
Ah ok. I am one of those who can't concentrate if I don't have breakfast. Seriously, I don't know how you can work all day without eating! You must be starving by the time you get home. It is a pain, but you could try preparing your lunch the night beforehand so all you have to do is get it out of the fridge in the morning before you leave for work.Is this the first time you have lived alone? It can be hard to get into a routine of eating and sleeping properly at first.Yes. Let's see, I haven't eaten breakfast in years, and lately I've been skipping lunch a lot because I can't afford to buy lunches like I used to. I should get in the habit of taking sandwiches or leftovers but I haven't got there yet :laugh:. Most days I don't eat till I get home from work. My sleeping habits have always been poor.
Undecided, unmotivated, uninspired and uninterested. Ugh.
Undecided, unmotivated, uninspired and uninterested. Ugh.
I have those days a lot. Maybe you need to learn another language! :nerd!:
Undecided, unmotivated, uninspired and uninterested. Ugh.
I have those days a lot. Maybe you need to learn another language! :nerd!:
Undecided, unmotivated, uninspired and uninterested. Ugh.
I have those days a lot. Maybe you need to learn another language! :nerd!:
Yes, but which one? :GA:
Undecided, unmotivated, uninspired and uninterested. Ugh.
I have those days a lot. Maybe you need to learn another language! :nerd!:
Yes, but which one? :GA:
Hmmm, well, it should be a language that's still widely used so that your knowledge
can come in handy one day, but it should also be one that very few Swedes know,
so that in the event a translator is needed, you can step up and be the hero! :viking:
Undecided, unmotivated, uninspired and uninterested. Ugh.
I have those days a lot. Maybe you need to learn another language! :nerd!:
Yes, but which one? :GA:
Hmmm, well, it should be a language that's still widely used so that your knowledge
can come in handy one day, but it should also be one that very few Swedes know,
so that in the event a translator is needed, you can step up and be the hero! :viking:
Hmm. So many languages, so little time.
You should then learn a funny walk too.Undecided, unmotivated, uninspired and uninterested. Ugh.
I have those days a lot. Maybe you need to learn another language! :nerd!:
Yes, but which one? :GA:
Hmmm, well, it should be a language that's still widely used so that your knowledge
can come in handy one day, but it should also be one that very few Swedes know,
so that in the event a translator is needed, you can step up and be the hero! :viking:
Hmm. So many languages, so little time.
egyptian
slightly disoriented as to life. Not much sleep last night, some heavy work today, stress from PAs surgery and a 2 hour nap about 3 pm has me off kilter. Will be fine in the morning.hope you and your husband will be well
Christmas parties. :zombiefuck:Indeed. I was lucky in that the only one I have had to go to was an autism group one. It was nice and quiet. :D
:runaway:
Undecided, unmotivated, uninspired and uninterested. Ugh.
I have those days a lot. Maybe you need to learn another language! :nerd!:
Yes, but which one? :GA:
Hmmm, well, it should be a language that's still widely used so that your knowledge
can come in handy one day, but it should also be one that very few Swedes know,
so that in the event a translator is needed, you can step up and be the hero! :viking:
Hmm. So many languages, so little time.
egyptian
A bit rough. Family convinced me I need to go to hospital with my leg, don't see the point seeing as I'm a spazz anyway.
I just moved house so I'm not registered with a doctor and can't visit a GP surgery or a walk in centre, hence the hospital. The past week or so I pushed my legs a bit too far and my knee's struggling. Don't have the strength to straighten or lift it any more and I keep hyperextending my hamstrings to try and walk but that's just making it worse. I've had a lot more falls too, my quad control's all over. It's as bad as it was just after my MPFL reconstruction in June.
I'm not convinced myself really, I just wanna get on with it.
My arm hurts. It's been hurting for around two months now. It started in my elbow, like how it feels when you whack your elbow on something hard. Now it's in my wrist as well. I had a dream I went to the doctor and it was cancer, so they cut my whole arm off.
Probably. I've just been so damn busy, barely have time to breathe. But it's a good kind of busy.
I just moved house so I'm not registered with a doctor and can't visit a GP surgery or a walk in centre, hence the hospital. The past week or so I pushed my legs a bit too far and my knee's struggling. Don't have the strength to straighten or lift it any more and I keep hyperextending my hamstrings to try and walk but that's just making it worse. I've had a lot more falls too, my quad control's all over. It's as bad as it was just after my MPFL reconstruction in June.
I'm not convinced myself really, I just wanna get on with it.
That sucks, I hope the hospital can be of some help. :(
True.
You are a wise one, your Majesty.
True.
You are a wise one, your Majesty.
She really is, I feel safer with her in charge of the Empire! :)
True.
You are a wise one, your Majesty.
She really is, I feel safer with her in charge of the Empire! :)
Not me ... I mean, not with you around. You're like the most dangerous person I've ever met.
:fiveshots:
Bacardi is an orgasm in a bottle. :thumbup:
:fiveshots:
Bacardi is an orgasm in a bottle. :thumbup:
you're inserting bacardi bottles into your anus now?
I recommend u try frozen bananas next
I need feeding :green: :eyebrows:
:fiveshots:
Bacardi is an orgasm in a bottle. :thumbup:
always good to have something warm inside you on these long winter evenings....
...like 'ready brek' ?
(http://www.buybritish.net/store/image.php?productid=18675)
always good to have something warm inside you on these long winter evenings....
...like 'ready brek' ?
(http://www.buybritish.net/store/image.php?productid=18675)
I knew our Bodie could not have meant anything bad! :harp:
always good to have something warm inside you on these long winter evenings....
...like 'ready brek' ?
(http://www.buybritish.net/store/image.php?productid=18675)
I knew our Bodie could not have meant anything bad! :harp:
That inside her isn't bad?
They're hot?
They're hot?
I assumed so, the stuff in the picture looks like hot cereal. I could be wrong. :tard:
They're hot?
I assumed so, the stuff in the picture looks like hot cereal. I could be wrong. :tard:
Weird.
They're hot?
I assumed so, the stuff in the picture looks like hot cereal. I could be wrong. :tard:
Weird.
Am not weird, just different! :emosad:
They're hot?
I assumed so, the stuff in the picture looks like hot cereal. I could be wrong. :tard:
Weird.
Am not weird, just different! :emosad:
I guess I shouldn't detail what I thought was inside her? :zoinks:
They're hot?
I assumed so, the stuff in the picture looks like hot cereal. I could be wrong. :tard:
Weird.
Am not weird, just different! :emosad:
I guess I shouldn't detail what I thought was inside her? :zoinks:
Uhhh, no. I'm perfectly happy to let that remain shrouded in mystery! :hide:
They're hot?
I assumed so, the stuff in the picture looks like hot cereal. I could be wrong. :tard:
Weird.
Am not weird, just different! :emosad:
I guess I shouldn't detail what I thought was inside her? :zoinks:
Uhhh, no. I'm perfectly happy to let that remain shrouded in mystery! :hide:
you are absolutely sure? I think this warrants its own thread, don't you? :zoinks:
Very sad.
Why did he have to come back? All it did is make me angry at everything that happened and reminds me of everything I'll never have (with anyone).
:indeed: I thought I would never meet anyone remotely like me then I got to know GA and we got married. It didn't work out in the end but I don't regret some of those happiest times of my life.Very sad.Please don't think that, he is not representative of everyone out there. :viking:
Why did he have to come back? All it did is make me angry at everything that happened and reminds me of everything I'll never have (with anyone).
There weren't any happy times.
Very sad.
Why did he have to come back? All it did is make me angry at everything that happened and reminds me of everything I'll never have (with anyone).
I've had a headache all day.
I'm not tired, is anyone else tired?
A bit off, and waiting for something to happen.
Better now that I've read the Riot Act to PA and the PR that
I'm not going to be a doormat for their problems when I offer the solution and it's rejected = PR
I'm going to do what he wants me to do and only what he wants me to do with his surgery aftermath (his request) = PA
I've had a headache all day.
Same. Feel better. :hug:
Going to bed. :zombiefuck:
Better now that I've read the Riot Act to PA and the PR that
I'm not going to be a doormat for their problems when I offer the solution and it's rejected = PR
I'm going to do what he wants me to do and only what he wants me to do with his surgery aftermath (his request) = PA
Royal empowerment. :viking:
Worried. Having trouble eating again.
I don't know. Am I really in love with a family friend of mine?Post pics of the wench and we will vote.
I don't know. Am I really in love with a family friend of mine?Post pics of the wench and we will vote.
I don't know. Am I really in love with a family friend of mine?
I am hungry :cheese: :oranna: :melon:mails a chocolate ice cream cake to bodaccea
and i need some of my favourite food groups...chocolate/cake/cream/ice cream
I am hungry :cheese: :oranna: :melon:
and i need some of my favourite food groups...chocolate/cake/cream/ice cream
I feel like a born again christian. Roman catholic of course. Feels like I'm in some Christmas movie.. where everybody is smiling, dancing, singing.. and all is good and sweet.. the world is just a better place to be in.. /sarcasm (surry)
~
Nah, dunno.. pretty okay/not bad, I suppose. Well, a bit prae-christmas hyper-ish.. cos of the groceries I still need to get (stores that close early tomorrow/aren't open on Sunday/what about Monday.. open/closed?).
Oh well..
Somewhat overwhelmed work is kinda busy and just now I got off the phone with a builder who has a big house to do this coming week :GA:I felt that way back in November when I was planning the cable pulls, familiarizing myself with the PG&E plan format etc. The jobs got done. It is nothing that you can't do. Break it up into bite size chunks if need be. :viking:
Somewhat overwhelmed work is kinda busy and just now I got off the phone with a builder who has a big house to do this coming week :GA:I felt that way back in November when I was planning the cable pulls, familiarizing myself with the PG&E plan format etc. The jobs got done. It is nothing that you can't do. Break it up into bite size chunks if need be. :viking:
I feel like a born again christian. Roman catholic of course. Feels like I'm in some Christmas movie.. where everybody is smiling, dancing, singing.. and all is good and sweet.. the world is just a better place to be in.. /sarcasm (surry)
~
Nah, dunno.. pretty okay/not bad, I suppose. Well, a bit prae-christmas hyper-ish.. cos of the groceries I still need to get (stores that close early tomorrow/aren't open on Sunday/what about Monday.. open/closed?).
Oh well..
Closed, Even DIYstores will mostly be closed I think. But supermarkets definitely.
I feel like a born again christian. Roman catholic of course. Feels like I'm in some Christmas movie.. where everybody is smiling, dancing, singing.. and all is good and sweet.. the world is just a better place to be in.. /sarcasm (surry)
~
Nah, dunno.. pretty okay/not bad, I suppose. Well, a bit prae-christmas hyper-ish.. cos of the groceries I still need to get (stores that close early tomorrow/aren't open on Sunday/what about Monday.. open/closed?).
Oh well..
Closed, Even DIYstores will mostly be closed I think. But supermarkets definitely.
:celebrate: Checked by asking it in the supermarket I frequent and girl said that they're going close shop at 17h00 tomorrow and going to be open from 16h00 till 21h00 on Monday. That's good news as far as I'm concerned.
Happy that the PR liked at least one of her presents. The Disney Princess sheet set.
Happy that the PR liked at least one of her presents. The Disney Princess sheet set.
I'm glad that she liked them. My daughter seems to be having the most fun right now shredding the red and green tissue from the gift bags and playing with that and the gift bags. She did, however, take her new enormous rainbow pillow and her new stuffed purple unicorn to her room to join her in the fun. I keep hearing, "I win!" So far, she has not even asked us about putting the trampoline together.
:laugh:
Happy that the PR liked at least one of her presents. The Disney Princess sheet set.
I'm glad that she liked them. My daughter seems to be having the most fun right now shredding the red and green tissue from the gift bags and playing with that and the gift bags. She did, however, take her new enormous rainbow pillow and her new stuffed purple unicorn to her room to join her in the fun. I keep hearing, "I win!" So far, she has not even asked us about putting the trampoline together.
:laugh:
The PR is in her bedroom watching an early Disney Princess film and having a barking battery-operated toy dog bark. It seems that she did have a nice day with minimal breakdown sadness.
Uncomfortable. Period pains :thumbdn:
flat
Anything but flat. I am feeling utterly rotund.
I fear I may roll out of bed, when Sirius curls up beside me and gives me a small push.Anything but flat. I am feeling utterly rotund.
Rotundity can be beautiful! :cbc:
Pleased. Yuppie neighbor put out some stuff and I walked away with
slow cooker
set of chrome racks that I'll recycle into something
a mini electric chopper
Tupperware
3 divided plates with tops for the microwave
a weird cooking tool
a pan for poaching eggs (was researching buying an electric one, but free is best buy)
Pots and pans that will go to the thrift store
Slightly unfocused and in need of a surge of motivation! :tard:<Kicks CBC in ass> Move along! Nothing to post here. :police:
Slightly unfocused and in need of a surge of motivation! :tard:<Kicks CBC in ass> Move along! Nothing to post here. :police:
Get drunk on beer and cheap wine and insult everyone around you?
Sore as fuck from snowmobiling up in the mountains, but otherwise quite awesome.
Groggy, and I feel like I wanna go back to bed.
Groggy, and I feel like I wanna go back to bed.
Do you drink coffee? Maybe that will help, it helps me! :coffee:
Groggy, and I feel like I wanna go back to bed.
Do you drink coffee? Maybe that will help, it helps me! :coffee:
I wish it helps, but sometimes, it's the sugar rush that dominates the caffeine. So after a few hours after coffee, I would still feel sleepy. Plus I don't like the upset stomach coffee is giving me. :yawn:
that sucks dude ^
I hope it goes asap.
I am looking forward to this weekend and hoping my ocd doesn't bother me too much
Weird, and kind of haunted.
Frustrated
Feel sleepy still. At 11h16 in the morning and awake for an hour an a half. Maybe a shower and a coffee now would properly wake me up.
^ Done both but still feel a bit doofy. Prolly I'm having a doof-day today. Best to 'oh well' it, I quess.
Oh, I only drink one cup of coffee a day.. more tend to shake me up too much. /whine (oh well.. )
^ Good for you.
Lighter and more comfortable, having lost (I'm guessing) 10-12 pounds recently. :thumbup:That's good but you need a scale to be sure.
Lighter and more comfortable, having lost (I'm guessing) 10-12 pounds recently. :thumbup:That's good but you need a scale to be sure.
Lighter and more comfortable, having lost (I'm guessing) 10-12 pounds recently. :thumbup:That's good but you need a scale to be sure.
Yes I do, but I am not in a hurry to get one, I can tell by the way my clothes fit. 8)
Worried.
Worried.
Why are you worried?
Lighter and more comfortable, having lost (I'm guessing) 10-12 pounds recently. :thumbup:That's good but you need a scale to be sure.
Yes I do, but I am not in a hurry to get one, I can tell by the way my clothes fit. 8)
Just the wee bit hungry, which is good since I'm trying not to overeat. I want my knee surgery this year, and my health, and my money (from not eatiang out so much.)
Lighter and more comfortable, having lost (I'm guessing) 10-12 pounds recently. :thumbup:That's good but you need a scale to be sure.
Yes I do, but I am not in a hurry to get one, I can tell by the way my clothes fit. 8)
Instead of using scales, you could use a measuring tape, to measure your waistline.
A waist measuring 88 cm or less for a woman is a healthy waistline. For men the threshold is 102 cm.
According to some this is much more accurate than weight or BMI.
It is something you can measure at home. A measuring tape doesn't cost that much, and doesn't take up much space either.
Go to a fabric shop. The tapes there are made for use by tailors/seamstresses.Lighter and more comfortable, having lost (I'm guessing) 10-12 pounds recently. :thumbup:That's good but you need a scale to be sure.
Yes I do, but I am not in a hurry to get one, I can tell by the way my clothes fit. 8)
Instead of using scales, you could use a measuring tape, to measure your waistline.
A waist measuring 88 cm or less for a woman is a healthy waistline. For men the threshold is 102 cm.
According to some this is much more accurate than weight or BMI.
It is something you can measure at home. A measuring tape doesn't cost that much, and doesn't take up much space either.
Maybe I can find one made especially for Weebles! :cbc:
Go to a fabric shop. The tapes there are made for use by tailors/seamstresses.Lighter and more comfortable, having lost (I'm guessing) 10-12 pounds recently. :thumbup:That's good but you need a scale to be sure.
Yes I do, but I am not in a hurry to get one, I can tell by the way my clothes fit. 8)
Instead of using scales, you could use a measuring tape, to measure your waistline.
A waist measuring 88 cm or less for a woman is a healthy waistline. For men the threshold is 102 cm.
According to some this is much more accurate than weight or BMI.
It is something you can measure at home. A measuring tape doesn't cost that much, and doesn't take up much space either.
Maybe I can find one made especially for Weebles! :cbc:
Bored
Unwell. :-\
Bawred.
Bawred.
???
Very awake which at almost 10 is not too good
Speaking of hoarding trying to break the habit of keeping too many things I threw out some parts to a respirator I thought I would never use, and now I have to go out and buy them as I am going to need them:thumbdn:Very awake which at almost 10 is not too good
I'm wide awake too, because I am watching Hoarders. :thumbup:
Speaking of hoarding trying to break the habit of keeping too many things I threw out some parts to a respirator I thought I would never use, and now I have to go out and buy them as I am going to need them:thumbdn:Very awake which at almost 10 is not too good
I'm wide awake too, because I am watching Hoarders. :thumbup:
^Your worker??
Ah ok. Well this may help a little with your depression then, to get you out of the house and doing stuff. My friend had someone similar, called a Mentor.^Your worker??part of my agreement with the situation im in is i get a worker to take me out of the house. drive me around, do errands with me... i dont need him to help me with these things but i probably would not leave the comfort of my room were it not for my 2 friends or food otherwise.
Ah ok. Well this may help a little with your depression then, to get you out of the house and doing stuff. My friend had someone similar, called a Mentor.^Your worker??part of my agreement with the situation im in is i get a worker to take me out of the house. drive me around, do errands with me... i dont need him to help me with these things but i probably would not leave the comfort of my room were it not for my 2 friends or food otherwise.
Speaking of hoarding trying to break the habit of keeping too many things I threw out some parts to a respirator I thought I would never use, and now I have to go out and buy them as I am going to need them:thumbdn:Very awake which at almost 10 is not too good
I'm wide awake too, because I am watching Hoarders. :thumbup:
Why do you need a respirator? ???
been out of the house with friends and family for the last three weeks or so. i just want to go back home and colapse in bed with my weighted blanket and just stop being so stressed...I don't mean going out continuously every day all day. Just a couple of times a week for a few hours or something. And not in your grandmother's company, heh.
i dont like going out. dont get me wrong i enjoyed my friends and a select few family members but my grandma has been at me every time i have been around her nagging me half to death and im just fed up with being yelled at for doing things like flicking an elastic band at my sister. she wasnt even fucking upset. she just said ouch and i got yelled at and called stupid.
FUCK.
anyways i just want to either let the world disipear right now or just fucking die.
dont know what my depressions is due to... i was starting to feel a bit better from my last bought a month before x-mas. than family comes along and BANG! gotcha! cant escape me!
/end rant
Speaking of hoarding trying to break the habit of keeping too many things I threw out some parts to a respirator I thought I would never use, and now I have to go out and buy them as I am going to need them:thumbdn:Very awake which at almost 10 is not too good
I'm wide awake too, because I am watching Hoarders. :thumbup:
Why do you need a respirator? ???
I work in very dusty environments at times in attics it is hard to see there is so much. I am going to be installing spray foam insulation and and need different cartridges and adapters that I used to have but threw out for the chemicals that are in it
^For the latter - the acetic acid vapour - how do you protect your eyes? I used to water mushrooms with chlorine and had to wear a full face mask for that because the fumes would make my eyes sting otherwise. The mask was heavy and a pain to have to wear for two hours at a time.
^For the latter - the acetic acid vapour - how do you protect your eyes? I used to water mushrooms with chlorine and had to wear a full face mask for that because the fumes would make my eyes sting otherwise. The mask was heavy and a pain to have to wear for two hours at a time.
I just did some reading on mushroom cultivation. I knew that fungi tended to be quite resistant to a wide range of chemicals, but I hadn't heard of watering them with chlorine bleach (1 part bleach to 200 parts water seems to be the dilution used). I wish I could use that trick with my live food cultures to stop mould and mites from infesting them, but the organisms being cultured are invariably less hardy than the invaders.
The acetic acid vapour doesn't bother my eyes as much as it bothers my throat and lungs, but safety goggles provide some protection if I need it. I use bleach to sterilise tanks and equipment and I sometimes wear my respirator and goggles for that too, but I put bleach into a misting bottle and spray it all over the things to be sterilised, so the main hazard is droplets of bleach being directly inhaled or getting in my eyes.
Sometimes mum mixes bleach with acidic household cleaning products when she cleans the bathroom, which causes it to give off lots of chlorine gas, and that can bother my eyes and respiratory tract, but again, it bothers my throat and lungs before it bothers my eyes.
^For the latter - the acetic acid vapour - how do you protect your eyes? I used to water mushrooms with chlorine and had to wear a full face mask for that because the fumes would make my eyes sting otherwise. The mask was heavy and a pain to have to wear for two hours at a time.
I just did some reading on mushroom cultivation. I knew that fungi tended to be quite resistant to a wide range of chemicals, but I hadn't heard of watering them with chlorine bleach (1 part bleach to 200 parts water seems to be the dilution used). I wish I could use that trick with my live food cultures to stop mould and mites from infesting them, but the organisms being cultured are invariably less hardy than the invaders.
The acetic acid vapour doesn't bother my eyes as much as it bothers my throat and lungs, but safety goggles provide some protection if I need it. I use bleach to sterilise tanks and equipment and I sometimes wear my respirator and goggles for that too, but I put bleach into a misting bottle and spray it all over the things to be sterilised, so the main hazard is droplets of bleach being directly inhaled or getting in my eyes.
Sometimes mum mixes bleach with acidic household cleaning products when she cleans the bathroom, which causes it to give off lots of chlorine gas, and that can bother my eyes and respiratory tract, but again, it bothers my throat and lungs before it bothers my eyes.
Does your mum know that she isn't supposed to mix bleach with acidic cleaners because chlorine gas is toxic?
^For the latter - the acetic acid vapour - how do you protect your eyes? I used to water mushrooms with chlorine and had to wear a full face mask for that because the fumes would make my eyes sting otherwise. The mask was heavy and a pain to have to wear for two hours at a time.
I just did some reading on mushroom cultivation. I knew that fungi tended to be quite resistant to a wide range of chemicals, but I hadn't heard of watering them with chlorine bleach (1 part bleach to 200 parts water seems to be the dilution used). I wish I could use that trick with my live food cultures to stop mould and mites from infesting them, but the organisms being cultured are invariably less hardy than the invaders.
The acetic acid vapour doesn't bother my eyes as much as it bothers my throat and lungs, but safety goggles provide some protection if I need it. I use bleach to sterilise tanks and equipment and I sometimes wear my respirator and goggles for that too, but I put bleach into a misting bottle and spray it all over the things to be sterilised, so the main hazard is droplets of bleach being directly inhaled or getting in my eyes.
Sometimes mum mixes bleach with acidic household cleaning products when she cleans the bathroom, which causes it to give off lots of chlorine gas, and that can bother my eyes and respiratory tract, but again, it bothers my throat and lungs before it bothers my eyes.
Does your mum know that she isn't supposed to mix bleach with acidic cleaners because chlorine gas is toxic?
I talked to her about it just there and she said that she knows not to mix bleach with other things. She uses bleach in a spray bottle like I do, and she tends to just chug bleach into the spray bottle, so it's something like a 1:4 or 1:3 dilution, even though I've explained many times that she's making it too strong. Also, the chlorine smell seems particularly to come from the toilet when she's added green or orange toilet cleaning stuff to the bowl and peeing in the toilet intensifies the chlorine smell, so I think she might be spraying bleach in the toilet before she adds the toilet cleaner, although she denied it.
She doesn't use enough to generate dangerous levels of chlorine; just enough to make me hold my breath while I pee straight after she's cleaned the bathroom.
^That is a tongue twister to even read. What does it mean?
Yes, now I remember you saying when you first started playing again how worn out you felt. :thumbup: for feeling good about it now.^That is a tongue twister to even read. What does it mean?I meant in basketball. Been practicing shooting in preparation for the actual matches coming up within a few months.
I have a slushy feeling in my chest, almost a sensation of something moving in it when I
breathe. Either I'm incubating an Alien :probe: , or I'm very congested. I think the latter.
I've just opened my new bottle of expectorant cough syrup to begin the healing!
I have a slushy feeling in my chest, almost a sensation of something moving in it when I
breathe. Either I'm incubating an Alien :probe: , or I'm very congested. I think the latter.
I've just opened my new bottle of expectorant cough syrup to begin the healing!
I was going to say something about a "slutty feeling in your chest", but not a good moment to joke. Feel good soon. :hug:
Alien - Extended Chestburster (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JehjqlzXwIQ#ws)
I have a slushy feeling in my chest, almost a sensation of something moving in it when I
breathe. Either I'm incubating an Alien :probe: , or I'm very congested. I think the latter.
I've just opened my new bottle of expectorant cough syrup to begin the healing!
I have a slushy feeling in my chest, almost a sensation of something moving in it when I
breathe. Either I'm incubating an Alien :probe: , or I'm very congested. I think the latter.
I've just opened my new bottle of expectorant cough syrup to begin the healing!
Perhaps you could lean over your bed with your chest and head lower than the mattress to help drain the fluid from your lungs?
Humiliated. :-[:hug: Wish I could smack those idiots around the head for you.
Just as I was leaving the jobcentre I fell over and the chavs outside just watched and laughed at me, making comments and laughing at how I struggled to get back up and hobbled away. Sure, it's funny to laugh at a normal person falling but I'm obviously a fucking cripple, it hurts physically and psychologically enough to fall over in public let alone being ridiculed for it.
Humiliated. :-[
Just as I was leaving the jobcentre I fell over and the chavs outside just watched and laughed at me, making comments and laughing at how I struggled to get back up and hobbled away. Sure, it's funny to laugh at a normal person falling but I'm obviously a fucking cripple, it hurts physically and psychologically enough to fall over in public let alone being ridiculed for it.
Humiliated. :-[
Just as I was leaving the jobcentre I fell over and the chavs outside just watched and laughed at me, making comments and laughing at how I struggled to get back up and hobbled away. Sure, it's funny to laugh at a normal person falling but I'm obviously a fucking cripple, it hurts physically and psychologically enough to fall over in public let alone being ridiculed for it.
Humiliated. :-[
Just as I was leaving the jobcentre I fell over and the chavs outside just watched and laughed at me, making comments and laughing at how I struggled to get back up and hobbled away. Sure, it's funny to laugh at a normal person falling but I'm obviously a fucking cripple, it hurts physically and psychologically enough to fall over in public let alone being ridiculed for it.
Humiliated. :-[
Just as I was leaving the jobcentre I fell over and the chavs outside just watched and laughed at me, making comments and laughing at how I struggled to get back up and hobbled away. Sure, it's funny to laugh at a normal person falling but I'm obviously a fucking cripple, it hurts physically and psychologically enough to fall over in public let alone being ridiculed for it.
They are arseholes Crip. A real man amoung them would have helped you up. They did precisely the opposite. They are not men and never will be.
Thanks lutra, renaeden, Queen Victoria, General Armin Metrac, Al Swearengen, Callaway and theimperiousdork. (what a mouthful)
I got over it now, gonna see a doc on Tuesday. Bashed myself up pretty good.
Currently feeling quite happy actually :)
Thanks lutra, renaeden, Queen Victoria, General Armin Metrac, Al Swearengen, Callaway and theimperiousdork. (what a mouthful)
I got over it now, gonna see a doc on Tuesday. Bashed myself up pretty good.
Currently feeling quite happy actually :)
Thanks lutra, renaeden, Queen Victoria, General Armin Metrac, Al Swearengen, Callaway and theimperiousdork. (what a mouthful)
I got over it now, gonna see a doc on Tuesday. Bashed myself up pretty good.
Currently feeling quite happy actually :)
i would wish it on them without a seconds remorse at the outcome.
I agree with my distinguished colleagues' opinions of the chav scum.
If they had to feel your pain for five minutes, they'd cry like little bitches! :hug:
I'm still sick but I'm going to work! Yarrrrrr! :pirate::thumbup: for bravery! :viking:
I'm still sick but I'm going to work! Yarrrrrr! :pirate::thumbup: for bravery! :viking:
Go get em cbc! :cbc:
Who are we fetching btw? :tard:
But yeah, try and contaminate as many people as possible! :squiddy: Extra points if they die.
But yeah, try and contaminate as many people as possible! :squiddy: Extra points if they die.
Hope you forget about it soon, Crip. Some morons in groups need to do that for intrinsic pathetic reasons. Think a real man would have helped you to get up your feet straight away.:agreed:
What ever them.
I'm still sick but I'm going to work! Yarrrrrr! :pirate:Rest up instead.
Fever last night broke this morning:thumbup:
Humiliated. :-[
Just as I was leaving the jobcentre I fell over and the chavs outside just watched and laughed at me, making comments and laughing at how I struggled to get back up and hobbled away. Sure, it's funny to laugh at a normal person falling but I'm obviously a fucking cripple, it hurts physically and psychologically enough to fall over in public let alone being ridiculed for it.
Very overwhelmed too much interaction today combined with too much noise makes parts a crazy guy :GA:
Been tired and been having pressure-in-my-head headaches for the past week.
Been tired and been having pressure-in-my-head headaches for the past week.
Interesting. Been having it myself for the past two days.
I'm afraid I'll need to go back to bed.
My lung hurts.
The right one. I don't know what it is. It hurts from my shoulder blade all the way through to my chest. Feel like I'm being stabbed. I felt great this morning, don't know what this is.
I feel like myself again for the first time since the bronchitis set in. It's all some. :green:
FYI -
Symptoms of a Heart Attack:
•Chest Discomfort- chest pain is the most recognizable of heart attack symptoms. This pain can range from mild to severe and is often described as tightness, squeezing or pressure in the center of the chest. Generally, the discomfort will last several minutes but it may come and go.
•Breathing Issues- Panting for breath or struggling to breathe are classic signs of a heart attack. This symptom is commonly followed by chest discomfort, but not always. Most heart attack symptoms can occur independently of the others. Shortness of breath preceding a heart attack is a symptom more commonly seen in women than men.
•Upper Body Pain- the hallmark symptom of a heart attack is radiating pain down the left arm. However, did you know that pain in other areas of the upper body can also be a sign? Pain in your shoulders, neck, back or even the jaw can be heart attack related and again these signs can occur independently of chest pain.
•Cold Sweat- sudden cold sweats is a much-reported symptom, however cold, pale and clammy skin should not be overlooked either.
•Nausea- vomiting and nausea
•Anxiety- a panic attack or sense of impending doom can be a heart attack symptom. This is one reason each of these disorders is often misdiagnosed.
•Dizziness
•Stomach Pain- not a symptom most people commonly associate with the signs of a heart attack, but not uncommon.
Men and Women
Would you be surprised to learn that the signs of heart attack can differ between men and women. A recent study on early heart attack symptoms in women revealed that 43% had no acute chest pain preceding the attack. Unfortunately, this is still the main symptom emergency room doctors look for when it comes to a heart attack.
Symptoms in Women:
•Fatigue
•Shortness of breath
•Weakness
•Lower chest discomfort
•Back pain
•Nausea and dizziness
I feel like myself again for the first time since the bronchitis set in. It's all some. :green:
I'm glad you feel better, that's all some. :) Did you get a flu shot this year ?
And I'm feeling very very good. It's nice outside, too. (for january) I think I am going to walk to the store instead of drive.
tired
yes it is him. every few weeks he messages me, apologizing and saying he wants me back.
I am staying away from him. he is poison. I didnt answer the email.
Awful.
Awful.
From the spasms you posted about?
I am feeling really good today I hope it's not a sign of an oncoming migraine which at times starts this way
Awful.
From the spasms you posted about?
I am feeling really good today I hope it's not a sign of an oncoming migraine which at times starts this way
From the thing that causes the spasms and that makes me feel shitty in 100 other ways. The spasms are the least shitty bit.
yes it is him. every few weeks he messages me, apologizing and saying he wants me back.
I am staying away from him. he is poison. I didnt answer the email.
bored, got all my chores done for the day
where do I startbored, got all my chores done for the day
Good, you can do MY chores and I can stay here and postwhore! 8)
where do I startbored, got all my chores done for the day
Good, you can do MY chores and I can stay here and postwhore! 8)
love ripping paperwhere do I startbored, got all my chores done for the day
Good, you can do MY chores and I can stay here and postwhore! 8)
I still have lots of old bills to shred from when I broke my first shredder! :laugh:
love ripping paperwhere do I startbored, got all my chores done for the day
Good, you can do MY chores and I can stay here and postwhore! 8)
I still have lots of old bills to shred from when I broke my first shredder! :laugh:
I felt it coming on yesterday. Tonsillitis. I should know, i'v had it in bouts off and on all my life.
Temperature, sore throat, but it's the aches and pains that really get me - i just want to lie down and go to sleep. Well yesterday i felt like this but was hoping it was maybe a cold or something. Just hoped i would wake up this morning feeling better. I didn't.
My doctor knows i get it a lot. We have talked about whipping them out but decided against it. If i ring him on the morning and say i got tonsillitis again he has a prescription on the desk for me by 10am. I don't even have to see him.
Of course, Sat and Sunday no doctors around. I went to the nhs website and completed an online symptom questionnaire, you have to leave your number and they call you back within an hour.
I found it quite good when i used it for the urchin last year, and he was seen by a doctor quite quick.
The bitch-ass nurse that phoned me back basically told me to wait til Monday and see my own GP. I feel like shit? I'v got a toddler to look after? The dried up old hag wouldn't get me in to see the out of hours doctor, saying it wasn't 'an emergency'. I fucking know it is not an emergency, i would have rang 999, or gone to A&E if i'd have thought that. Nasty bitch.
So, i bought some off a dealer. I couldn't get penicillin, which is what i got last time. I bought Amoxicillin, which is just as good, if not better.
Irony = A prescription is about £8 at the chemist.
I paid £5.
Fuck the system. Fuck you Nurse. I took the first one about 3pm, just had another. My temperature is normal and i feel much much better. I beat the system. You can buy anything round here. :laugh:
I know how it works. Users swap all there prescription drugs, inc. Vallium, prozac, methodone, sleeping pills, antibiotics for some heroin. This guy has got all sorts. He usually has some kind of antibiotic, i asked for penicillin but i got Amoxicillin. Close enough. I have bought vallium off him before for a pal, and antibiotics. Oh, and the odd bit of weed. I don't like it, it's not an admiral activity but i was getting worse, and have you ever tried getting old hyper-pants ready for school in the morning? Fucking cheaper, too.I felt it coming on yesterday. Tonsillitis. I should know, i'v had it in bouts off and on all my life.
Temperature, sore throat, but it's the aches and pains that really get me - i just want to lie down and go to sleep. Well yesterday i felt like this but was hoping it was maybe a cold or something. Just hoped i would wake up this morning feeling better. I didn't.
My doctor knows i get it a lot. We have talked about whipping them out but decided against it. If i ring him on the morning and say i got tonsillitis again he has a prescription on the desk for me by 10am. I don't even have to see him.
Of course, Sat and Sunday no doctors around. I went to the nhs website and completed an online symptom questionnaire, you have to leave your number and they call you back within an hour.
I found it quite good when i used it for the urchin last year, and he was seen by a doctor quite quick.
The bitch-ass nurse that phoned me back basically told me to wait til Monday and see my own GP. I feel like shit? I'v got a toddler to look after? The dried up old hag wouldn't get me in to see the out of hours doctor, saying it wasn't 'an emergency'. I fucking know it is not an emergency, i would have rang 999, or gone to A&E if i'd have thought that. Nasty bitch.
So, i bought some off a dealer. I couldn't get penicillin, which is what i got last time. I bought Amoxicillin, which is just as good, if not better.
Irony = A prescription is about £8 at the chemist.
I paid £5.
Fuck the system. Fuck you Nurse. I took the first one about 3pm, just had another. My temperature is normal and i feel much much better. I beat the system. You can buy anything round here. :laugh:
So England has gangs of antibiotics dealers roaming the streets? ALLSOME! :2thumbsup:
So England has gangs of antibiotics dealers roaming the streets? ALLSOME! :2thumbsup:I know how it works. Users swap all there prescription drugs, inc. Vallium, prozac, methodone, sleeping pills, antibiotics for some heroin. This guy has got all sorts. He usually has some kind of antibiotic, i asked for penicillin but i got Amoxicillin. Close enough. I have bought vallium off him before for a pal, and antibiotics. Oh, and the odd bit of weed. I don't like it, it's not an admiral activity but i was getting worse, and have you ever tried getting old hyper-pants ready for school in the morning? Fucking cheaper, too.
Sometimes my principals go a bit out the window. Today was one of them :police:
I sometimes feel like daring our local politician to spend a week here? he wouldn't know what the fuck had hit him?
I know how it works. Users swap all there prescription drugs, inc. Vallium, prozac, methodone, sleeping pills, antibiotics for some heroin. This guy has got all sorts. He usually has some kind of antibiotic, i asked for penicillin but i got Amoxicillin. Close enough. I have bought vallium off him before for a pal, and antibiotics. Oh, and the odd bit of weed. I don't like it, it's not an admiral activity but i was getting worse, and have you ever tried getting old hyper-pants ready for school in the morning? Fucking cheaper, too.I felt it coming on yesterday. Tonsillitis. I should know, i'v had it in bouts off and on all my life.
Temperature, sore throat, but it's the aches and pains that really get me - i just want to lie down and go to sleep. Well yesterday i felt like this but was hoping it was maybe a cold or something. Just hoped i would wake up this morning feeling better. I didn't.
My doctor knows i get it a lot. We have talked about whipping them out but decided against it. If i ring him on the morning and say i got tonsillitis again he has a prescription on the desk for me by 10am. I don't even have to see him.
Of course, Sat and Sunday no doctors around. I went to the nhs website and completed an online symptom questionnaire, you have to leave your number and they call you back within an hour.
I found it quite good when i used it for the urchin last year, and he was seen by a doctor quite quick.
The bitch-ass nurse that phoned me back basically told me to wait til Monday and see my own GP. I feel like shit? I'v got a toddler to look after? The dried up old hag wouldn't get me in to see the out of hours doctor, saying it wasn't 'an emergency'. I fucking know it is not an emergency, i would have rang 999, or gone to A&E if i'd have thought that. Nasty bitch.
So, i bought some off a dealer. I couldn't get penicillin, which is what i got last time. I bought Amoxicillin, which is just as good, if not better.
Irony = A prescription is about £8 at the chemist.
I paid £5.
Fuck the system. Fuck you Nurse. I took the first one about 3pm, just had another. My temperature is normal and i feel much much better. I beat the system. You can buy anything round here. :laugh:
So England has gangs of antibiotics dealers roaming the streets? ALLSOME! :2thumbsup:
Sometimes my principals go a bit out the window. Today was one of them :police:
I know how it works. Users swap all there prescription drugs, inc. Vallium, prozac, methodone, sleeping pills, antibiotics for some heroin. This guy has got all sorts. He usually has some kind of antibiotic, i asked for penicillin but i got Amoxicillin. Close enough. I have bought vallium off him before for a pal, and antibiotics. Oh, and the odd bit of weed. I don't like it, it's not an admiral activity but i was getting worse, and have you ever tried getting old hyper-pants ready for school in the morning? Fucking cheaper, too.I felt it coming on yesterday. Tonsillitis. I should know, i'v had it in bouts off and on all my life.
Temperature, sore throat, but it's the aches and pains that really get me - i just want to lie down and go to sleep. Well yesterday i felt like this but was hoping it was maybe a cold or something. Just hoped i would wake up this morning feeling better. I didn't.
My doctor knows i get it a lot. We have talked about whipping them out but decided against it. If i ring him on the morning and say i got tonsillitis again he has a prescription on the desk for me by 10am. I don't even have to see him.
Of course, Sat and Sunday no doctors around. I went to the nhs website and completed an online symptom questionnaire, you have to leave your number and they call you back within an hour.
I found it quite good when i used it for the urchin last year, and he was seen by a doctor quite quick.
The bitch-ass nurse that phoned me back basically told me to wait til Monday and see my own GP. I feel like shit? I'v got a toddler to look after? The dried up old hag wouldn't get me in to see the out of hours doctor, saying it wasn't 'an emergency'. I fucking know it is not an emergency, i would have rang 999, or gone to A&E if i'd have thought that. Nasty bitch.
So, i bought some off a dealer. I couldn't get penicillin, which is what i got last time. I bought Amoxicillin, which is just as good, if not better.
Irony = A prescription is about £8 at the chemist.
I paid £5.
Fuck the system. Fuck you Nurse. I took the first one about 3pm, just had another. My temperature is normal and i feel much much better. I beat the system. You can buy anything round here. :laugh:
So England has gangs of antibiotics dealers roaming the streets? ALLSOME! :2thumbsup:
Sometimes my principals go a bit out the window. Today was one of them :police:
I am feeling ... feeling ....
foremost, overstimulated
but also scared, bewildered and very very confused
the boy just asked me to move in with him.
Of course I said no. I've only known him for 6 weeks. And it makes me kind of question his maturity, to ask a question like that so soon. He says he is madly in love with me. And I believe him, I really do.
6 weeks is not long enough. I've live with enough dudes to know that. He has never lived with a girl before.
so, I was very very gentle about it. and actually called him and physically talked to him about it.he seemed really disappointed but says everything is fine.
I told him to ask me again in 3 months
I am feeling ... feeling ....
foremost, overstimulated
but also scared, bewildered and very very confused
the boy just asked me to move in with him.
Of course I said no. I've only known him for 6 weeks. And it makes me kind of question his maturity, to ask a question like that so soon. He says he is madly in love with me. And I believe him, I really do.
6 weeks is not long enough. I've live with enough dudes to know that. He has never lived with a girl before.
so, I was very very gentle about it. and actually called him and physically talked to him about it.he seemed really disappointed but says everything is fine.
I told him to ask me again in 3 months
Sorry your overstimmed but you did good :plus:
I WANT TO DIE!
Good. I;ve read a lot of interesting stuff today and feel pretty good.
My foot aches I smacked it on the door trim trying to keep Max from eating one of the cats. Might have broken something will see how it feels later
I've been up for 90 minutes and still haven't found my accelerator.
I can feel a slight headache starting. I really hope I am mistaken. I might get off the computer and just read for a bit instead, and hope it doesnt turn into a proper headache
Shite.
Do you have one of those bugs that are going around? :-\
my throat feels better, after my run erlier it felt like someone had stabed it with a knife, twisted it round four or five times, removed, rinsed, and repeated.
my throat feels better, after my run erlier it felt like someone had stabed it with a knife, twisted it round four or five times, removed, rinsed, and repeated.
Were you running in very cold air? Do you have asthma? :orly:
my throat feels better, after my run erlier it felt like someone had stabed it with a knife, twisted it round four or five times, removed, rinsed, and repeated.
Were you running in very cold air? Do you have asthma? :orly:
how was your nap cbc? and no, my throat does this every time i run simply because im that out of shape. it also does not help the ammount of phlegm i was coughing up... spitting lougies out about the size of a sphere with the diameter of a quarter. good times
also had a bloodie nose when i woke up this morning and have no clue why
my throat feels better, after my run erlier it felt like someone had stabed it with a knife, twisted it round four or five times, removed, rinsed, and repeated.
Were you running in very cold air? Do you have asthma? :orly:
how was your nap cbc? and no, my throat does this every time i run simply because im that out of shape. it also does not help the ammount of phlegm i was coughing up... spitting lougies out about the size of a sphere with the diameter of a quarter. good times
also had a bloodie nose when i woke up this morning and have no clue why
It was a good nap! I hope your phlegm problem is gone soon, as for the nosebleed I have
a friend at work who woke up with one too. Sometimes dry air (indoors or outdoors) is
all it takes to irritate the nose and cause a bleed.
my throat feels better, after my run erlier it felt like someone had stabed it with a knife, twisted it round four or five times, removed, rinsed, and repeated.
Were you running in very cold air? Do you have asthma? :orly:
how was your nap cbc? and no, my throat does this every time i run simply because im that out of shape. it also does not help the ammount of phlegm i was coughing up... spitting lougies out about the size of a sphere with the diameter of a quarter. good times
also had a bloodie nose when i woke up this morning and have no clue why
It was a good nap! I hope your phlegm problem is gone soon, as for the nosebleed I have
a friend at work who woke up with one too. Sometimes dry air (indoors or outdoors) is
all it takes to irritate the nose and cause a bleed.
i probably have nose cancer, i have had two nose bleeds in the last month and before that i have not had one in years.
My sinus thingy is finally going away.
It just clicked. People put out their Christmas trees recently. I'm allergic to pine trees. Mystery solved.
My sinus thingy is finally going away.
It just clicked. People put out their Christmas trees recently. I'm allergic to pine trees. Mystery solved.
Oh wow, don't you love it when you put the pieces together? :nerd!:
my throat feels better, after my run erlier it felt like someone had stabed it with a knife, twisted it round four or five times, removed, rinsed, and repeated.
Were you running in very cold air? Do you have asthma? :orly:
how was your nap cbc? and no, my throat does this every time i run simply because im that out of shape. it also does not help the ammount of phlegm i was coughing up... spitting lougies out about the size of a sphere with the diameter of a quarter. good times
also had a bloodie nose when i woke up this morning and have no clue why
It was a good nap! I hope your phlegm problem is gone soon, as for the nosebleed I have
a friend at work who woke up with one too. Sometimes dry air (indoors or outdoors) is
all it takes to irritate the nose and cause a bleed.
i probably have nose cancer, i have had two nose bleeds in the last month and before that i have not had one in years.
I never had a nosebleed till about three years ago, now I get them every winter.
Talk to your doctor about the nose and throat stuff, but don't panic in the meantime. 8)
my throat feels better, after my run erlier it felt like someone had stabed it with a knife, twisted it round four or five times, removed, rinsed, and repeated.
Were you running in very cold air? Do you have asthma? :orly:
how was your nap cbc? and no, my throat does this every time i run simply because im that out of shape. it also does not help the ammount of phlegm i was coughing up... spitting lougies out about the size of a sphere with the diameter of a quarter. good times
also had a bloodie nose when i woke up this morning and have no clue why
It was a good nap! I hope your phlegm problem is gone soon, as for the nosebleed I have
a friend at work who woke up with one too. Sometimes dry air (indoors or outdoors) is
all it takes to irritate the nose and cause a bleed.
i probably have nose cancer, i have had two nose bleeds in the last month and before that i have not had one in years.
I never had a nosebleed till about three years ago, now I get them every winter.
Talk to your doctor about the nose and throat stuff, but don't panic in the meantime. 8)
ill avoid my family doc thanks. aparantly shes lost her medical licence taken away four times.
my throat feels better, after my run erlier it felt like someone had stabed it with a knife, twisted it round four or five times, removed, rinsed, and repeated.
Were you running in very cold air? Do you have asthma? :orly:
how was your nap cbc? and no, my throat does this every time i run simply because im that out of shape. it also does not help the ammount of phlegm i was coughing up... spitting lougies out about the size of a sphere with the diameter of a quarter. good times
also had a bloodie nose when i woke up this morning and have no clue why
It was a good nap! I hope your phlegm problem is gone soon, as for the nosebleed I have
a friend at work who woke up with one too. Sometimes dry air (indoors or outdoors) is
all it takes to irritate the nose and cause a bleed.
i probably have nose cancer, i have had two nose bleeds in the last month and before that i have not had one in years.
I never had a nosebleed till about three years ago, now I get them every winter.
Talk to your doctor about the nose and throat stuff, but don't panic in the meantime. 8)
ill avoid my family doc thanks. aparantly shes lost her medical licence taken away four times.
How is it that she is still in practice then? Why was her license suspended? :orly:
A blog post... (http://galileoace.com/?p=262)
I'm not suicidal now, feel better now.
Sinking feeling in the stomach because of car repair costs. Just starting the repairs.
Sinking feeling in the stomach because of car repair costs. Just starting the repairs.
What all needs to be done and how much is it going to cost?
I know something like a rear main oil seal can be costly to replace because either the engine or transmission needs to come out to replace the seal which is between them.
really sore, tired, cranky, depressed. all in all just SHIT!..... :'(
really sore, tired, cranky, depressed. all in all just SHIT!..... :'(
Would a blow job help?
really sore, tired, cranky, depressed. all in all just SHIT!..... :'(
Would a blow job help?
isn't that what you meant to ask? ^
really sore, tired, cranky, depressed. all in all just SHIT!..... :'(
Would a :hug: help?
really sore, tired, cranky, depressed. all in all just SHIT!..... :'(
Would a blow job help?
isn't that what you meant to ask? ^
i wish.really sore, tired, cranky, depressed. all in all just SHIT!..... :'(
Would a :hug: help?
good 'nuff
really sore, tired, cranky, depressed. all in all just SHIT!..... :'(
Would a blow job help?
isn't that what you meant to ask? ^
i wish.really sore, tired, cranky, depressed. all in all just SHIT!..... :'(
Would a :hug: help?
good 'nuff
I was going to put the blowjob smiley in my post, but decided to take the more motherly route. In either case I don't do oral.
really sore, tired, cranky, depressed. all in all just SHIT!..... :'(
Would a blow job help?
isn't that what you meant to ask? ^
i wish.really sore, tired, cranky, depressed. all in all just SHIT!..... :'(
Would a :hug: help?
good 'nuff
I was going to put the blowjob smiley in my post, but decided to take the more motherly route. In either case I don't do oral.
what ever, your still my whore. :autism:
really sore, tired, cranky, depressed. all in all just SHIT!..... :'(
Would a blow job help?
isn't that what you meant to ask? ^
i wish.really sore, tired, cranky, depressed. all in all just SHIT!..... :'(
Would a :hug: help?
good 'nuff
I was going to put the blowjob smiley in my post, but decided to take the more motherly route. In either case I don't do oral.
what ever, your still my whore. :autism:
all too true. :pinkbeat:
AGGGH, MY THYS/LOWER BACK/FEET!!!!! >.<
Crappy and upset.
Crappy and upset.
Cold and miserable.
Cold and miserable.
feel better *brug (bro hug (brotherly hug)*
Cold and miserable.
feel better *brug (bro hug (brotherly hug)*
That's the second brotherly hug in a very short time. Something you need to share? :P
sad... tired... SICK :zombiefuck:
TURNS OUT.... when your sick people dont want to be around you.... vomit and diahriah within fifteen-30 minutes of you waking up... no fun.
It's 16C in here and there's a draft. This is ridiculous.
It's 16C in here and there's a draft. This is ridiculous.
Well, find some old film to burn. Keeps you warm and protests against the draft. :facepalm2:
Truly overtaken by the flu.
What a lot of muscles and hair-roots I have. They all ache. :laugh:
Dizzy and slightly nauseous.
Forgot to open my window while painting my nails and I had to re-do them a LOT. :tard:
Dizzy and slightly nauseous.
Forgot to open my window while painting my nails and I had to re-do them a LOT. :tard:
So, now the fumes have eaten your brains?
oh god I love the smell of nail polish fumes :drool:
Peaceful.
I'm home alone. :thumbup:
just had a kick-ass orgasm
Dunno.. bit overwhelmed after all the socializing today. My mum turned 74 y/o and we celebrated it this afternoon.
Also found out some folks are sneaking behind my back again.. which I totally loathe (whatever the 'meant' intention).. so there are some 'anger hormones' in my system as well.
My shoulder hurts like fuck.
My shoulder hurts like fuck.
Did you sleep on it wrong? Was it in the draft at the projection booth? Put some joint heating rub on it.
Depressed. Restless. Scared.
Thanks, QV.Depressed. Restless. Scared.
:hug:
Kinda good, apart from that bastard feeling when you've got something in the back of your mind and you know you need to do it but you just don't want to
Is saturated a feeling? I mean, I ate a tadski too much (dinner) and feel ja, saturated.. or full.Stuffed, like a turducken?
Is saturated a feeling? I mean, I ate a tadski too much (dinner) and feel ja, saturated.. or full.
My head feels bleh. Also, I fainted last night, so I'm going to make an appointment with the doctor.
My head feels bleh. Also, I fainted last night, so I'm going to make an appointment with the doctor.
scary. but at least you know the :bunny: didn't die.
A mix of sadness, anger and a lot of other things.
My head feels bleh. Also, I fainted last night, so I'm going to make an appointment with the doctor.
scary. but at least you know the :bunny: didn't die.
Do mention that nipple of yours too. Breast-infection can have a toll on your whole well-being, even more than the flu.
Gutted. Didn't manage to get the voluntary position for proof-reading at the blind college. It was something I really wanted to do, and disability is a cause I really want to be involved with. :(
:hyke:
Like throwing up. Jobcentre are making me apply for jobs I just cannot do. At all. Especially the shelving one, that'd be hilarious.
Like throwing up. Jobcentre are making me apply for jobs I just cannot do. At all. Especially the shelving one, that'd be hilarious.
Don't get me wrong, I'm desperate to get a job and hate scrounging off taxpayers. I'm doing everything I can to get a job and am sorting out voluntary work and work experience for myself too. Sorry if I didn't sound that way.
Eep. Feel a bit guilty now. :-[
used up, hurting, tired, angry, etc.
Good but fucking weird. Pull yourself together man! :laugh:I'll try Soph. Can't guarantee results. :zoinks:
*shrug* Unlovable.ren cares about you. That is worth something.
:P Physically fine though.
Boy's best friend's mom is dying of cancer (she's at home), they don't expect her to make it though the day. Had him stay over last night and let the both of them basically destroy the house as only 12 year old boys can do. :zoinks:
Fuck it, fuck it all.
His mom is a year younger than me. :(
:P Physically fine though.
Boy's best friend's mom is dying of cancer (she's at home), they don't expect her to make it though the day. Had him stay over last night and let the both of them basically destroy the house as only 12 year old boys can do. :zoinks:
Fuck it, fuck it all.
His mom is a year younger than me. :(
I feel drippy and congested, I also just had a nosebleed. :violin:Trim your fingernails before picking it next time. :hahaha:
I feel drippy and congested, I also just had a nosebleed. :violin:Trim your fingernails before picking it next time. :hahaha:
getting over an allergic reaction from last night. my cheeks are about their normal size again
getting over an allergic reaction from last night. my cheeks are about their normal size againThat's good that you are getting over it. Too bad you had it.
I have sinus congestion and I am looking forward to having tomorrow off. :tard:
I have sinus congestion and I am looking forward to having tomorrow off. :tard:
:hug: poor little weeble. get well.
You too Skyblue1
worried
worried
:hug:
Kinda relieved now.
My dad is in hospital, with high bloodsugar values. 40mmol/liter, on an empty stomach.
He was in a screening routine for sugar, because of age and a quite aggressive diabetes 2 family history, and all was well till last week. This week he went off the chart. They could not measure his values at the local health clinic.
Now he is on IV insulin, and IV rehydration fluids.
Kinda relieved now.
My dad is in hospital, with high bloodsugar values. 40mmol/liter, on an empty stomach.
He was in a screening routine for sugar, because of age and a quite aggressive diabetes 2 family history, and all was well till last week. This week he went off the chart. They could not measure his values at the local health clinic.
Now he is on IV insulin, and IV rehydration fluids.
I hope that he's doing much better soon.
Wow!
I just did the conversion to the units I'm more familiar with and that's 720 mg/dl, which I think is much higher than my mother's blood glucose levels when they found out that she was diabetic. I think that is the highest blood glucose level that I have ever heard of.
I hope that they also checked him for an infection because I think that my mom ran crazy high fasting blood glucose (but not that high) whenever she had an infection.
I have sinus congestion and I am looking forward to having tomorrow off. :tard:Try saline solution in your nostrils.
Try saline solution in your nostrils.
I'm hungry.:apondering:
Try saline solution in your nostrils.I'm hungry.:apondering:
Coffee kicked in hard.I like being wired on caffeine. :woohoo: :hyke: :laugh:
Buzzed and jumpy.
Sorry. It won't happen again. :crossed:Try saline solution in your nostrils.I'm hungry.:apondering:
Go wash your brain.
Perv.
:zombiefuck:
Coffee kicked in hard.I like being wired on caffeine. :woohoo: :hyke: :laugh:
Buzzed and jumpy.
Try saline solution in your nostrils.I'm hungry.:apondering:
Kinda relieved now.
My dad is in hospital, with high bloodsugar values. 40mmol/liter, on an empty stomach.
He was in a screening routine for sugar, because of age and a quite aggressive diabetes 2 family history, and all was well till last week. This week he went off the chart. They could not measure his values at the local health clinic.
Now he is on IV insulin, and IV rehydration fluids.
Wow Hyke I hope the Dr.s get a handle on that.I have sinus congestion and I am looking forward to having tomorrow off. :tard:Try saline solution in your nostrils.
Try saline solution in your nostrils.I'm hungry.:apondering:
Said the inquisition to Giordano Bruno. :hahaha:Try saline solution in your nostrils.I'm hungry.:apondering:
Don't overthink, you know that's not good for you. :zoinks:
Said the inquisition to Giordano Bruno. :hahaha:Try saline solution in your nostrils.I'm hungry.:apondering:
Don't overthink, you know that's not good for you. :zoinks:
Said the inquisition to Giordano Bruno. :hahaha:Try saline solution in your nostrils.I'm hungry.:apondering:
Don't overthink, you know that's not good for you. :zoinks:
I do not care about some obscure Italian fashion designer. :M
christ I just had a really FUCK OFF moment (well, half an hour or so of a moment)
This up and down , up and down shit is pissing me off lol. can't wait to get past this withdrawal
Said the inquisition to Giordano Bruno. :hahaha:Try saline solution in your nostrils.I'm hungry.:apondering:
Don't overthink, you know that's not good for you. :zoinks:
I do not care about some obscure Italian fashion designer. :M
:indeed:Said the inquisition to Giordano Bruno. :hahaha:Try saline solution in your nostrils.I'm hungry.:apondering:
Don't overthink, you know that's not good for you. :zoinks:
I do not care about some obscure Italian fashion designer. :M
He seems to be a pretty interesting man.
http://www.infidels.org/library/historical/john_kessler/giordano_bruno.html (http://www.infidels.org/library/historical/john_kessler/giordano_bruno.html)
Said the inquisition to Giordano Bruno. :hahaha:Try saline solution in your nostrils.I'm hungry.:apondering:
Don't overthink, you know that's not good for you. :zoinks:
I do not care about some obscure Italian fashion designer. :M
You have now earned yourself a penitential trip, on your bare knees, to the Campo de' Fiori in Rome.
Said the inquisition to Giordano Bruno. :hahaha:Try saline solution in your nostrils.I'm hungry.:apondering:
Don't overthink, you know that's not good for you. :zoinks:
I do not care about some obscure Italian fashion designer. :M
You have now earned yourself a penitential trip, on your bare knees, to the Campo de' Fiori in Rome.
Is that a disco? :blonde:
Said the inquisition to Giordano Bruno. :hahaha:Try saline solution in your nostrils.I'm hungry.:apondering:
Don't overthink, you know that's not good for you. :zoinks:
I do not care about some obscure Italian fashion designer. :M
You have now earned yourself a penitential trip, on your bare knees, to the Campo de' Fiori in Rome.
Is that a disco? :blonde:
Do your penitention. Go there, and you will see. One of the sweetest market places in Rome. And, Bruno has a statue there. And pray for your soul while you are in Rome. You really need it.
Said the inquisition to Giordano Bruno. :hahaha:Try saline solution in your nostrils.I'm hungry.:apondering:
Don't overthink, you know that's not good for you. :zoinks:
I do not care about some obscure Italian fashion designer. :M
You have now earned yourself a penitential trip, on your bare knees, to the Campo de' Fiori in Rome.
Is that a disco? :blonde:
Do your penitention. Go there, and you will see. One of the sweetest market places in Rome. And, Bruno has a statue there. And pray for your soul while you are in Rome. You really need it.
Perhaps I will visit a cathedral, too, and attend Mass! :pope:
The bovine one is wise. :viking:Said the inquisition to Giordano Bruno. :hahaha:Try saline solution in your nostrils.I'm hungry.:apondering:
Don't overthink, you know that's not good for you. :zoinks:
I do not care about some obscure Italian fashion designer. :M
You have now earned yourself a penitential trip, on your bare knees, to the Campo de' Fiori in Rome.
Is that a disco? :blonde:
Do your penitention. Go there, and you will see. One of the sweetest market places in Rome. And, Bruno has a statue there. And pray for your soul while you are in Rome. You really need it.
christ I just had a really FUCK OFF moment (well, half an hour or so of a moment)
This up and down , up and down shit is pissing me off lol. can't wait to get past this withdrawal
But, when you get yourself back to stable, we would need some real drama again here at I2, to keep us amused. :M
Still worried, but, glad my dad is where he needs to be.
Sugar levels still to high to measure with the usual measuring tools. Haven't heard the last results yet, bar from it being that high that it needed to be evaluated in the lab again. There are no signs of infection. Tomorrow they'll ultrasound his kidneys and pancreas.
He is less sleepy though. So, there is some progress. Not at all fit to leave medium care though.
Still worried, but, glad my dad is where he needs to be.That sounds nerve wracking.
Sugar levels still to high to measure with the usual measuring tools. Haven't heard the last results yet, bar from it being that high that it needed to be evaluated in the lab again. There are no signs of infection. Tomorrow they'll ultrasound his kidneys and pancreas.
He is less sleepy though. So, there is some progress. Not at all fit to leave medium care though.
Still worried, but, glad my dad is where he needs to be.That sounds nerve wracking.
Sugar levels still to high to measure with the usual measuring tools. Haven't heard the last results yet, bar from it being that high that it needed to be evaluated in the lab again. There are no signs of infection. Tomorrow they'll ultrasound his kidneys and pancreas.
He is less sleepy though. So, there is some progress. Not at all fit to leave medium care though.
The what now?What what now?
Pretty good
it feels so fucking great to get emails off my tutor with "Hi Adam," at the start
bank statements etc is one thing, but off someone you know and respect is a whole other thing.
Ever since I put up a pole in the bathroom to hang clothes from, my neck and upper back are sore at the end of the day. It's been 6 days. Getting old, lady.
are u still getting that off ppl, GA? and yeh, it is. i am lucky atm thò as everyone in my family and my friends are great about it now. the only time they get my name wrong now is accidental and they realise as soon as theyve said it. its difficult, but as long as its not done on purpose then i can deal with it. is anyone still getting ur name wrong on purpose?
Ever since I put up a pole in the bathroom to hang clothes from, my neck and upper back are sore at the end of the day. It's been 6 days. Getting old, lady.
How did you put the pole up and how high up is it? If you have to look up and reach up to use it, maybe you could be straining your neck and upper back muscles?
Happy, hearing that the blood-sugar levels are back to a safe 10.5 now.
I am tired and have sinus pressure in my head and I need :coffee: !
I am tired and have sinus pressure in my head and I need :coffee: !
Have you tried saline nasal spray?
There is other, more aggressive nasal spray too, but, you are not allowed to use that for longer than a week. Saline nasal spray you can use as long and as often as you like. It comes in various packages. The sprays that almost make a kind of mist when applied are most comfortable, in my experience. But, you can also sniff water with the right amount of salt dissolved in it. Feels very awkward though.
I am tired and have sinus pressure in my head and I need :coffee: !
Have you tried saline nasal spray?
There is other, more aggressive nasal spray too, but, you are not allowed to use that for longer than a week. Saline nasal spray you can use as long and as often as you like. It comes in various packages. The sprays that almost make a kind of mist when applied are most comfortable, in my experience. But, you can also sniff water with the right amount of salt dissolved in it. Feels very awkward though.
Salt and water? How does that work?
I am tired and have sinus pressure in my head and I need :coffee: !
Have you tried saline nasal spray?
There is other, more aggressive nasal spray too, but, you are not allowed to use that for longer than a week. Saline nasal spray you can use as long and as often as you like. It comes in various packages. The sprays that almost make a kind of mist when applied are most comfortable, in my experience. But, you can also sniff water with the right amount of salt dissolved in it. Feels very awkward though.
I am tired and have sinus pressure in my head and I need :coffee: !
Have you tried saline nasal spray?
There is other, more aggressive nasal spray too, but, you are not allowed to use that for longer than a week. Saline nasal spray you can use as long and as often as you like. It comes in various packages. The sprays that almost make a kind of mist when applied are most comfortable, in my experience. But, you can also sniff water with the right amount of salt dissolved in it. Feels very awkward though.
PPK recommended that too! I will buy some at the store if this persists! :thumbup:
Good. Hope :heart: has a beautiful voice. :2thumbsup:
Mazzy Star - Halah (with lyrics) (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4tu7lt27FNU#ws)
like im just a complete and utter steaming heap of shit. fucking pathetic
like im just a complete and utter steaming heap of shit. fucking pathetic
aww, that is so not true. :( you are not steaming shit (or cold turds) other people just suck
I am seeing them perform in Santa Cruz on April 10th. :thumbup:Good. Hope :heart: has a beautiful voice. :2thumbsup:
Mazzy Star - Halah (with lyrics) (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4tu7lt27FNU#ws)
i love mazzy star <3
and i am feeling peckish (and british)
Don't waste too much time kicking yourself in the ass. It does not help.like im just a complete and utter steaming heap of shit. fucking pathetic
aww, that is so not true. :( you are not steaming shit (or cold turds) other people just suck
not true. i robbed a lot of people of there lives simply because i was "special" its how it is and its fucking pathetic. i may be able to hide my problems a bit better now but there still there and still cause problems.
if anything other people are awesome.
Don't waste too much time kicking yourself in the ass. It does not help.like im just a complete and utter steaming heap of shit. fucking pathetic
aww, that is so not true. :( you are not steaming shit (or cold turds) other people just suck
not true. i robbed a lot of people of there lives simply because i was "special" its how it is and its fucking pathetic. i may be able to hide my problems a bit better now but there still there and still cause problems.
if anything other people are awesome.
are u still getting that off ppl, GA? and yeh, it is. i am lucky atm thò as everyone in my family and my friends are great about it now. the only time they get my name wrong now is accidental and they realise as soon as theyve said it. its difficult, but as long as its not done on purpose then i can deal with it. is anyone still getting ur name wrong on purpose?
Well I only had one person in mind for the "Evemn if it's when referring to you to other people while you're not there, it still sucks." But beyond that, most people I know only know Kayleigh. I mean they know I'm trans and that I "used to be male", but they've only ever known Kayleigh.
i feel like shit, and i feel even worse for not recognizing my own mistakes. goddammit
Feeling a little sad.
k, im back. that was easy
and y'all mean to tell me in that whole time no one made a single post ?
k, im back. that was easy
and y'all mean to tell me in that whole time no one made a single post ?
O.O
exhausted after last nightYou need to cut back on the orgies.
Feeling off. I have to do something to break out of the apathy, at least.
Feeling off. I have to do something to break out of the apathy, at least.
Seriously, this is how I feel too. I need a kick in the figurative ass. :apondering:
:smashviolin:Feeling off. I have to do something to break out of the apathy, at least.
Seriously, this is how I feel too. I need a kick in the figurative ass. :apondering:
It got you out of your apathy. :hahaha::smashviolin:Feeling off. I have to do something to break out of the apathy, at least.
Seriously, this is how I feel too. I need a kick in the figurative ass. :apondering:
Your answer is supposed to go under the quote. :hahaha:
It got you out of your apathy. :hahaha::smashviolin:Feeling off. I have to do something to break out of the apathy, at least.
Seriously, this is how I feel too. I need a kick in the figurative ass. :apondering:
Your answer is supposed to go under the quote. :hahaha:
Feeling off. I have to do something to break out of the apathy, at least.
Seriously, this is how I feel too. I need a kick in the figurative ass. :apondering:
Feeling off. I have to do something to break out of the apathy, at least.
Seriously, this is how I feel too. I need a kick in the figurative ass. :apondering:
And just where is a weeble's ass located so we can assist you, figuratively of course.
head still pounding. it is so bad my eyes hurt. tylenol didnt do shit.
i havent had a headache this bad in .... ever. i dont think i EVER had a headache this bad. the sound of my own typing is maddening.
im going to try to take a nap
k, im back. that was easy
and y'all mean to tell me in that whole time no one made a single post ?
We were too busy watching. :zoinks:
fucking headaches back. but not as bad as yesterday. also my ears feel funny, like im getting an ear infuction. i am not amused
yuck
i feel yuck
thinking this might be the flu, as headaches usually do not last this long and i also have no appetite and am very very sleepy. but i had a flu shot.
i just hope i stop feeling yuck
there are too many worms in my brain today; i should go fishing. i want to want to want to give fucks, and yellow and red might mean what they used to. does anyone give fucks ? prolly. prolly. I know you do S***. i guess we all want what we cant have something. to have someone give fucks.:agreed: Once you get off your ass to go fishing you will either go fishing or decide that you need to do something else. Initial movement is critical.
i should go fishing
there are too many worms in my brain today; i should go fishing. i want to want to want to give fucks, and yellow and red might mean what they used to. does anyone give fucks ? prolly. prolly. I know you do S***. i guess we all want what we cant have something. to have someone give fucks.:agreed: Once you get off your ass to go fishing you will either go fishing or decide that you need to do something else. Initial movement is critical.
i should go fishing
distant, hellish. maybe a bit gassy too so not helping the situation. i jst sent out this facebook message to my ex boyfriend. i am thinking it sounds a bit psychotic maybe
dear small one,
so thinking back as far as i can remember, taking what i can get seemed a viable option. i think i am a pretty nice person but i dont understand the world around me too well. i dont understand how to relate to other people too well. i can blame it on my autism but that is a cop out. so im fuciing paul again, but i know better than to give any fucks about it. like i am with you i guess. i want to give fucks. i want to give lots of fucks, but fucks are not to be gotten in return. i wish i was ok with this but i can't just be stone, against my nature. i fear you only like me because i am here; the cruelest thing you can do to someone is act like you care when you really dont. story of my life. how can i learn to give no fucks ? i do not pretend with my desires i just fail to realize and control them. you're a beautiful sailor. always thought so. always. im not myself. i want someone to give fucks.
- K
Depressed
Depressed
Are you still taking medication for bipolar disorder? You were either manic or hypomanic recently, so maybe the medication needs tweaking if you are still taking it.
Tooth fill/repair feels a awkward and a bit high. Will see if it feels more natural in a few days.
Tooth fill/repair feels a awkward and a bit high. Will see if it feels more natural in a few days.
I hate that, it's one of my pet peeves. I've learned to hang around the waiting room at the
dentist's office till the novocaine has worn off so I have a better idea of how the new work
feels, and so it can be filed down immediately if necessary. :green:
worse than I've felt in ages
:indeed:worse than I've felt in ages
What's wrong? :-\
Feel better soon.
i think it may be from coming off my meds. i wish i knew, as I need to go back on them pretty badly if this isn't temporary
my friend is coming to stay for a few days tho, maybe that will help. i'm goin to meet him at the station later
mentally. i've had physical symptoms too and still have a bit, but nothing really bad, just annoying. it's the mental stuff i am finding very diffficultThat sucks. :hug:
I feel unsettled and uncertain. I don't know what to do. :dunno:
I feel unsettled and uncertain. I don't know what to do. :dunno:
Post a lot it seems to work for you
mentally. i've had physical symptoms too and still have a bit, but nothing really bad, just annoying. it's the mental stuff i am finding very diffficult
Uncertain. I went to my dentist to have him replace my crown that had a root canal through it but apparently there was still some decay left in the tooth under it after the root canal. Now I have to decide whether to have the tooth extracted and have an implant or try to save it with oral surgery and a new crown even though there's not much tooth left anymore. My dentist doesn't want to tell me what to do.
Uncertain. I went to my dentist to have him replace my crown that had a root canal through it but apparently there was still some decay left in the tooth under it after the root canal. Now I have to decide whether to have the tooth extracted and have an implant or try to save it with oral surgery and a new crown even though there's not much tooth left anymore. My dentist doesn't want to tell me what to do.
An endodontist might be better qualified to help you decide. :apondering:
A bit tired and weary. I felt like screaming at my boss earlier, but that seems to have passed.
A bit tired and weary. I felt like screaming at my boss earlier, but that seems to have passed.
I often feel like screaming at work, but it always passes. :apondering:
A bit tired and weary. I felt like screaming at my boss earlier, but that seems to have passed.
I often feel like screaming at work, but it always passes. :apondering:
My boss is just a boy, really, but he is micro-managing everything we do. At least it feels like that.
A bit tired and weary. I felt like screaming at my boss earlier, but that seems to have passed.
I often feel like screaming at work, but it always passes. :apondering:
My boss is just a boy, really, but he is micro-managing everything we do. At least it feels like that.
If I were a manager I would probably tend to micro-manage. :-[
What gets to me at work is sarcasm/irritability from a boss.
A bit tired and weary. I felt like screaming at my boss earlier, but that seems to have passed.
I often feel like screaming at work, but it always passes. :apondering:
My boss is just a boy, really, but he is micro-managing everything we do. At least it feels like that.
If I were a manager I would probably tend to micro-manage. :-[
What gets to me at work is sarcasm/irritability from a boss.
I'd be sarcastic and irritable in return. :zoinks:
Do it like this guy.
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And people around you will have to :hide:
And people around you will have to :hide:
Indeed they will, if they know what's good for them! :flame:
And people around you will have to :hide:
Indeed they will, if they know what's good for them! :flame:
They'd open a :CanofWorms:
:hide:
not well
Mentally sick, I guess.I'm a little worried I might hurt myself
Mentally sick, I guess.I'm a little worried I might hurt myself
Can you talk to somebody about it?
Mentally sick, I guess.I'm a little worried I might hurt myself
Can you talk to somebody about it?
renaeden
Yeah I am not the best one to talk to about this stuff. Anyway, I took GA to hospital last night and this afternoon they transferred her to another hospital 100kms away. :( It was the only one that had a bed free.It might be a good idea to also talk to a professional, don't you think?renaedenMentally sick, I guess.I'm a little worried I might hurt myselfCan you talk to somebody about it?
Yeah I am not the best one to talk to about this stuff. Anyway, I took GA to hospital last night and this afternoon they transferred her to another hospital 100kms away. :( It was the only one that had a bed free.It might be a good idea to also talk to a professional, don't you think?renaedenMentally sick, I guess.I'm a little worried I might hurt myselfCan you talk to somebody about it?
So yeah, I feel :(
Yeah I am not the best one to talk to about this stuff. Anyway, I took GA to hospital last night and this afternoon they transferred her to another hospital 100kms away. :( It was the only one that had a bed free.It might be a good idea to also talk to a professional, don't you think?renaedenMentally sick, I guess.I'm a little worried I might hurt myselfCan you talk to somebody about it?
So yeah, I feel :(
I hope she feels better soon.
I hope she feels better soon.
Nope. But eh *shrugs*
I hope she feels better soon.
Nope. But eh *shrugs*
I hope she feels better soon.
Nope. But eh *shrugs*
Sorry to hear it. What are your options now?
Like I was ridden hard and put up wet.
Like I was ridden hard and put up wet.
Yay?
Too tired and sleepy to enjoy the port I promised myself. So, not touching the bottle tonight.
Intrigued, we just got hit by another earthquake @ about 5:32 am. :apondering:
No. Unlike people on the other coast we have a work ethic in Cali and get up early. :hahaha:Intrigued, we just got hit by another earthquake @ about 5:32 am. :apondering:
That's a hell of a wake-up! Did it knock you out of bed? :zombiefuck:
No. Unlike people on the other coast we have a work ethic in Cali and get up early. :hahaha:Intrigued, we just got hit by another earthquake @ about 5:32 am. :apondering:
That's a hell of a wake-up! Did it knock you out of bed? :zombiefuck:
When you read ethic you pm'ed me about not being ethic because I am white. :hahaha:No. Unlike people on the other coast we have a work ethic in Cali and get up early. :hahaha:Intrigued, we just got hit by another earthquake @ about 5:32 am. :apondering:
That's a hell of a wake-up! Did it knock you out of bed? :zombiefuck:
Oh please, we're way ahead of you and were well into our workday by then. :hahaha:
When you read ethic you pm'ed me about not being ethic because I am white. :hahaha:No. Unlike people on the other coast we have a work ethic in Cali and get up early. :hahaha:Intrigued, we just got hit by another earthquake @ about 5:32 am. :apondering:
That's a hell of a wake-up! Did it knock you out of bed? :zombiefuck:
Oh please, we're way ahead of you and were well into our workday by then. :hahaha:
:plus: for getting it now. :hahaha: :zoinks:When you read ethic you pm'ed me about not being ethic because I am white. :hahaha:No. Unlike people on the other coast we have a work ethic in Cali and get up early. :hahaha:Intrigued, we just got hit by another earthquake @ about 5:32 am. :apondering:
That's a hell of a wake-up! Did it knock you out of bed? :zombiefuck:
Oh please, we're way ahead of you and were well into our workday by then. :hahaha:
Everyone is ethnic. Not everyone is ethical. :M
:plus: for getting it now. :hahaha: :zoinks:When you read ethic you pm'ed me about not being ethic because I am white. :hahaha:No. Unlike people on the other coast we have a work ethic in Cali and get up early. :hahaha:Intrigued, we just got hit by another earthquake @ about 5:32 am. :apondering:
That's a hell of a wake-up! Did it knock you out of bed? :zombiefuck:
Oh please, we're way ahead of you and were well into our workday by then. :hahaha:
Everyone is ethnic. Not everyone is ethical. :M
Too tired and sleepy to enjoy the port I promised myself. So, not touching the bottle tonight.
Hey, I'm over here, just looking for a port or two.
Optimistic. I've started being able to read again! I still struggle a little, but it's getting better
Optimistic. I've started being able to read again! I still struggle a little, but it's getting better
:thumbup:
I know how that is.
Optimistic. I've started being able to read again! I still struggle a little, but it's getting better
:thumbup:
I know how that is.
Ohhhh, can I jump on, to make it a bandwagon?
:thumbup:
Optimistic. I've started being able to read again! I still struggle a little, but it's getting better
:thumbup:
I know how that is.
Ohhhh, can I jump on, to make it a bandwagon?
:thumbup:
No, this is an exclusive club. Membership required. It's... it's a CLIQUE! :zoinks:
Optimistic. I've started being able to read again! I still struggle a little, but it's getting better
:thumbup:
I know how that is.
Ohhhh, can I jump on, to make it a bandwagon?
:thumbup:
No, this is an exclusive club. Membership required. It's... it's a CLIQUE! :zoinks:
But, but, but, I started reading books again too this year. I finaly could again. I am half way through 3 books now.
I am actually fucking proud of that achievement.
Optimistic. I've started being able to read again! I still struggle a little, but it's getting better
:thumbup:
I know how that is.
Ohhhh, can I jump on, to make it a bandwagon?
:thumbup:
No, this is an exclusive club. Membership required. It's... it's a CLIQUE! :zoinks:
But, but, but, I started reading books again too this year. I finaly could again. I am half way through 3 books now.
I am actually fucking proud of that achievement.
OK, you can join. :)
Seriously, I'm glad you can read books again. It's an awful thing, not being able to.
I feel horrible :grrr:
I feel horrible :grrr:
:hug:
The laptop buggery I'm experiencing at the moment (since 3 days now) is making me feel a tadski sad (and angry). I tried fixing the fucker but I now think it's actually a hardware problem.. and ja, I need to return the laptop to the shop. Meh.
I have this stupid sorta guilty feeling when the sun's around that I need to get out and do stuff outside.. cos yeah, the sun's there. Kinda feel that way at the moment.
Feeling better than in months. :hyke:
@ Lutra, I mowed the lawn. :laugh:
Feeling better than in months. :hyke:
@ Lutra, I mowed the lawn. :laugh:
Feeling better than in months. :hyke:
@ Lutra, I mowed the lawn. :laugh:
With a lawn mower, or the cow's way?
Feeling better than in months. :hyke:
@ Lutra, I mowed the lawn. :laugh:
With a lawn mower, or the cow's way?
Now I have the cutest image in my head of Hyke grazing on her lawn! :laugh:
Pained and demoralised. Tried to be more active this week, walking a couple of miles a day and I went to the gym once. Arthritis is a bitch though and now there's loads of swelling and blood under my skin. I hope it'll go away :/ Didn't even know that was possible.
Sort of shitfaced.
Pained and demoralised. Tried to be more active this week, walking a couple of miles a day and I went to the gym once. Arthritis is a bitch though and now there's loads of swelling and blood under my skin. I hope it'll go away :/ Didn't even know that was possible.
Apparently so CBC. Never happened before, but I have felt my knees getting a lot worse of late. I don't really have any info on my arthritis or any specialist looking after me, I was just told by my surgeon that I have it as a result of my op and I'd have to get over it. I'm pretty confused and scared right now.
What is "bleeding into joints" anyway? :cbc:
Oh, right! Sorry :P
Yeah knees are swollen but this morning thankfully it's just a cluster of red dots under my skin now in one part of my right knee. So I guess it's sorting itself out :P
Sorry for worrying you, it was a lot worse last night and well, I didn't know anything.
I'm gonna risk it and go to the gym today and then I have physio on Thursday and I'll raise the topic there.
Thank you once again m'dear :hug:
Just a bit, though? How can I cheer you up, DFG?
Just a bit, though? How can I cheer you up, DFG?
Make me laugh so hard I drool. I get a real high laughing. I used to be addicted to joke sites but they kept giving my computer viruses.
Yeah, MSE is good? Should be able to handle most sites!
Bit cold.
Bit cold.
Cows get cold? :dunno: Grab a cat and cuddle.
My head and right eye hurt.
Also I injured my lower back Tuesday. :( Still hurts. Damn it.
Tired. As usual. Meh.
My head and right eye hurt.
Also I injured my lower back Tuesday. :( Still hurts. Damn it.
Do you have any idea why the eye hurts? :-\
:indeed:Bit cold.
Cows get cold? :dunno: Grab a cat and cuddle.
Cats do make toasty warm pillows, and they can be very loving too. :kitten: :heart:
:indeed:Bit cold.
Cows get cold? :dunno: Grab a cat and cuddle.
Cats do make toasty warm pillows, and they can be very loving too. :kitten: :heart:
My cat uses ME as a pillow :laugh:
still half asleep
Itchy and unsettled.
Need more coffee. :zombiefuck:
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Bad, I've become an official postwhore. :wanker:
A little fuzzy. I just had dental surgery and I took a painkiller before the anaesthetic wore off.
A little fuzzy. I just had dental surgery and I took a painkiller before the anaesthetic wore off.
Hope the after-effects will pass soon.
Bad, I've become an official postwhore. :wanker:
CBC would tell you that that is something to be proud of.
I sometimes doubt that for myself. :laugh:
Bad, I've become an official postwhore. :wanker:
CBC would tell you that that is something to be proud of.
I sometimes doubt that for myself. :laugh:
Not wanting to upset a couple Ho's, but is starting to feel a little bit like home now. :autism:
Need more coffee. :zombiefuck:
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I love this one.
Will get myself some coffee too.
Been a bit nutty all day. Windy days and big swings in air pressure make me feel almost like I am high
I woke up on the sofa! Disorientated.
subliminally aggressive, if that is possible.
Not passive aggressive, but, that sense of not aimed anger building up.
Hope it will get less overnight.
subliminally aggressive, if that is possible.
Not passive aggressive, but, that sense of not aimed anger building up.
Hope it will get less overnight.
I know that feeling, it's pretty uncomfortable. Hope it eases up. :hug:
I have a headache.
I have a headache.
Isn't there a headache thread?
I have a fucking awful headache for the third night in a ros (havent been having one in the mornings tho, for some reason it just starts late afternoon and i end up going to bed with it (it's the only thing I *am* going to bed with lately actually :P )
Anyone with a headache should consider electrolyte imbalance and drink Gatorade or other energy drinks and increase fluid intake, along with medication.
Do you mean 'kids'? :evillaugh:Anyone with a headache should consider electrolyte imbalance and drink Gatorade or other energy drinks and increase fluid intake, along with medication.
Those are the easy headaches. And can be cured quickly. I get them, when I forget to drink, or eat or go to the bathroom in time. The "what are you drinking" thread here has prevented many such a headache from happening.
I really hate the other types of headaches.
Do you mean 'kids'? :evillaugh:Anyone with a headache should consider electrolyte imbalance and drink Gatorade or other energy drinks and increase fluid intake, along with medication.
Those are the easy headaches. And can be cured quickly. I get them, when I forget to drink, or eat or go to the bathroom in time. The "what are you drinking" thread here has prevented many such a headache from happening.
I really hate the other types of headaches.
Do you mean 'kids'? :evillaugh:Anyone with a headache should consider electrolyte imbalance and drink Gatorade or other energy drinks and increase fluid intake, along with medication.
Those are the easy headaches. And can be cured quickly. I get them, when I forget to drink, or eat or go to the bathroom in time. The "what are you drinking" thread here has prevented many such a headache from happening.
I really hate the other types of headaches.
HAHAHAHAHAHA
They do now and then give me a headache. But, they also pamper me, and take care of me, when a headache floors me on the couch. My oldest was the sweetest nurse around, not even three, when I was at the end of my second pregnancy, and sometimes just had to take a nap. And both still are, when I am sick.
Kids. Builders. Bosses that seem to be too young to shave.
Kids. Builders. Bosses that seem to be too young to shave.Kids and bosses, yup i understand, but 'builders' - really odeon, can't you be a bit more construct-ive :tard:
Kids. Builders. Bosses that seem to be too young to shave.Kids and bosses, yup i understand, but 'builders' - really odeon, can't you be a bit more construct-ive :tard:
Feeling calmer than in days.Um, I think that's 'normal', for mothers? Glad you're feeling better, of course! Besides, my asshole hurts
Think the same is true for my youngest.
There is a relation between how I feel, and how my offspring is doing. Goes both ways, also when I don't want that.
Kids. Builders. Bosses that seem to be too young to shave.
Read an article yesterday, about treatment of employees by their superiors. The bigger the age gap, the less respect there was for the worker. Worst case scenario was an employee over 40, with a young boss.
Kids. Builders. Bosses that seem to be too young to shave.
Read an article yesterday, about treatment of employees by their superiors. The bigger the age gap, the less respect there was for the worker. Worst case scenario was an employee over 40, with a young boss.
OMG, they've included me.
Kids. Builders. Bosses that seem to be too young to shave.
Read an article yesterday, about treatment of employees by their superiors. The bigger the age gap, the less respect there was for the worker. Worst case scenario was an employee over 40, with a young boss.
OMG, they've included me.
Yup, it said "including Odeon" in a footnote.
Kids. Builders. Bosses that seem to be too young to shave.
Read an article yesterday, about treatment of employees by their superiors. The bigger the age gap, the less respect there was for the worker. Worst case scenario was an employee over 40, with a young boss.
OMG, they've included me.
Yup, it said "including Odeon" in a footnote.
:GA:
I bloody knew it. It's HIS work.
Kids. Builders. Bosses that seem to be too young to shave.
Read an article yesterday, about treatment of employees by their superiors. The bigger the age gap, the less respect there was for the worker. Worst case scenario was an employee over 40, with a young boss.
OMG, they've included me.
Yup, it said "including Odeon" in a footnote.
:GA:
I bloody knew it. It's HIS work.
How did a kid with peach fuzz come to be your boss? Does he have some special qualifications or is he somebody's nephew?
Kids. Builders. Bosses that seem to be too young to shave.
Read an article yesterday, about treatment of employees by their superiors. The bigger the age gap, the less respect there was for the worker. Worst case scenario was an employee over 40, with a young boss.
OMG, they've included me.
Yup, it said "including Odeon" in a footnote.
:GA:
I bloody knew it. It's HIS work.
How did a kid with peach fuzz come to be your boss? Does he have some special qualifications or is he somebody's nephew?
Do your managers in Holland have a tendency to inject their conversations with English phrases?Oh yes, that too. Looks flashy.
Do your managers in Holland have a tendency to inject their conversations with English phrases?Oh yes, that too. Looks flashy.
Seems that over 40 is the new too old on most work-floors. :facepalm2:
I love my superior. But, she is my age. She sang to me today, in English.
(And told me to tell her to shut up, if her verbosity got too much)
Do your managers in Holland have a tendency to inject their conversations with English phrases?Oh yes, that too. Looks flashy.
Seems that over 40 is the new too old on most work-floors. :facepalm2:
I love my superior. But, she is my age. She sang to me today, in English.
(And told me to tell her to shut up, if her verbosity got too much)
You're lucky.
My former CEO was about my age, relaxed and very secure in what he did. Perhaps too relaxed and too secure, I really don't know, but good grief, I miss him.
Not tosay that I haven't had good younger managers. I have. The last one at the film festival was in her early thirties and absolutely brilliant at what she did. She left, unfortunately.
Can't choose.Maybe both? :dunno:
IS is dumb or brave. :hahaha:
Like a dog with two cocks :P
Helpless. I hate it when a friend is depressed and there's nothing I can do.
I'm fucking horny. :laugh:
queen you always make me laugh now. way to goI'm fucking horny. :laugh:
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Fucking tired.me too :indeed:
Fucking tired.me too :indeed:
be another 5 hours before I turn inFucking tired.me too :indeed:
Thank goodness, it is about bedtime for me. For you it is a lot earlier in the day.
be another 5 hours before I turn inFucking tired.me too :indeed:
Thank goodness, it is about bedtime for me. For you it is a lot earlier in the day.
wow hadnt realised, thanks....bows to CBC & Hykesbe another 5 hours before I turn inFucking tired.me too :indeed:
Thank goodness, it is about bedtime for me. For you it is a lot earlier in the day.
You made your 4000th post.
And that, while fucking tired.
CBC will be so proud. :laugh:
I'm off, to spoil myself with a soft pillow, and a warm cover. 6 hours of sleep to enjoy.
I feel weepy.
I'm on my period.
I need a hug.
I feel weepy.
I'm on my period.
I need a hug.
Can it be a 'tight, painful' squeeze? ;)
Who are you again?
:laugh:
Nah I'm all right, it's not stomach trouble, it's some kind of bacterial infection. I'm just nervous because last time I got something like this I was just leaving for a convention, and I didn't pay attention to it until the convention was over, by that point I was too sick to do much and getting home was miserable. Antibiotics fixed it right up, though.
Hope a few days comes soon for you. You never seem to have enough time to stabilize.
Sadly...or thankfully...I lack explosives.http://www.amazon.com/Complete-Kitchen-Improvised-Plastic-Explosives-ebook/dp/B003AYEJG4 (http://www.amazon.com/Complete-Kitchen-Improvised-Plastic-Explosives-ebook/dp/B003AYEJG4)
Oh...Lit had a special interest in explosives I believe :orly:
Or a road sign! :arrr:
Or a road sign! :arrr:
Or an old appliance! :arrr:
Or a road sign! :arrr:
Or an old appliance! :arrr:
Or the authorities! :arrr:
Or a road sign! :arrr:
Or an old appliance! :arrr:
Or the authorities! :arrr:
Or the entire sociopolitical structure of the nation! :arrr:
What's this, pirates of the Caribbean?
What's this, pirates of the Caribbean?
No, it's the internet! The internet is BRAVE! :arrr:
Tired, even with a cup of coffee.
furious and burnt out
because of BS at some other board that has "play nice" rules, no less
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Hope you get some antibiotics sooner rather than later this time, in that case.
Hope you get some antibiotics sooner rather than later this time, in that case.
Going to the doctor tomorrow hopefully.
On the left side of my face.
What kind of infection did your mother in law have, that was so bad it took a few days in hospital and an IV to clear up?
me doing my best rage pose for the camera. my muscles could kick yer muscles ass etc.shirt muscles* brah
:lol1: I :plus: you for that one.me doing my best rage pose for the camera. my muscles could kick yer muscles ass etc.shirt muscles* brah
I'm constantly tired...and sometimes not physically tiredHave a muscle contest with Richard. :thumbup:
I'm constantly tired...and sometimes not physically tiredHave a muscle contest with Richard. :thumbup:
bewildered because of 'rapid drop' of mood from not having one of antidepressants.
I feel silly. My depression has bottom out and now I'm in a state of silliness.
Sometimes when this happens it feels like the depression has lifted, but it hasn't. It's kinda like a defence mechanism where when I become so depressed that I, and my life has come to a complete standstill and I wallow, my brain kinda snaps and I start doing something small that I enjoy. Like listening to music, and my mood gets silly.
I feel silly. My depression has bottom out and now I'm in a state of silliness.
Sometimes when this happens it feels like the depression has lifted, but it hasn't. It's kinda like a defence mechanism where when I become so depressed that I, and my life has come to a complete standstill and I wallow, my brain kinda snaps and I start doing something small that I enjoy. Like listening to music, and my mood gets silly.
depression is a bitch.
Well, hyper's fun, as long as you don't seem manic enough to get put in H for it..... Hope you feel better soon, though. Ceilidh!
Well, i'm not really expecting him to reply. he must be giving me the silent treatment. :M
I feel silly. My depression has bottom out and now I'm in a state of silliness.
Sometimes when this happens it feels like the depression has lifted, but it hasn't. It's kinda like a defence mechanism where when I become so depressed that I, and my life has come to a complete standstill and I wallow, my brain kinda snaps and I start doing something small that I enjoy. Like listening to music, and my mood gets silly.
I feel silly. My depression has bottom out and now I'm in a state of silliness.
Sometimes when this happens it feels like the depression has lifted, but it hasn't. It's kinda like a defence mechanism where when I become so depressed that I, and my life has come to a complete standstill and I wallow, my brain kinda snaps and I start doing something small that I enjoy. Like listening to music, and my mood gets silly.
I'm glad you can still enjoy things and get some relief. Music is great that way. :notes:
Feeling like a cynical old hag. And enjoying it. :zoinks:
Feeling like a cynical old hag. And enjoying it. :zoinks:
Welcome to cranky-old-bitchery! Have fun with it! I know I will! :witch:
I talk about myself sometimes too openly :P
Yeah depression is my bigger issue...Has been for years and years. The hypomania is a recent thing... I've only been in hospital though, collectively, for about 2 weeks.
Hyperspammyfixed :laugh:
Stuck. I am experiencing writer's block on my assignment.What has worked for me in the past is start writing. If you don't like how is is going change it as needed until you get the format/layout that you like.
Yes, I just did that and got a paragraph. I am supposed to be writing about a pretend 17 year old male who is tested using the WAIS-IV and his scores are all over the place. So I have to make up some stuff and find evidence in journal articles and such to back my claims I make about him.Stuck. I am experiencing writer's block on my assignment.What has worked for me in the past is start writing. If you don't like how is is going change it as needed until you get the format/layout that you like.
Good. You taught me about uneven abilities. It puzzled me until you clarified that point. Your autism is more of a nuisance* than mine but you kept going and qualified as a forklift driver and stuck it out in the workplace when others didn't. :viking: Keep putting one foot in front of the other. People get flummoxed not knowing what to do. Do something. Doing the wrong thing (hopefully without fucking things up too bad) will often point you toward what to do right. Harden the fuck up. :zoinks: :hug: <That is a virtual hug so don't get icked out. :viking:Yes, I just did that and got a paragraph. I am supposed to be writing about a pretend 17 year old male who is tested using the WAIS-IV and his scores are all over the place. So I have to make up some stuff and find evidence in journal articles and such to back my claims I make about him.Stuck. I am experiencing writer's block on my assignment.What has worked for me in the past is start writing. If you don't like how is is going change it as needed until you get the format/layout that you like.
Doing the wrong thing (hopefully without fucking things up too bad) will often point you toward what to do right.
Good. You taught me about uneven abilities. It puzzled me until you clarified that point. Your autism is more of a nuisance* than mine but you kept going and qualified as a forklift driver and stuck it out in the workplace when others didn't. :viking: Keep putting one foot in front of the other. People get flummoxed not knowing what to do. Do something. Doing the wrong thing (hopefully without fucking things up too bad) will often point you toward what to do right. Harden the fuck up. :zoinks: :hug: <That is a virtual hug so don't get icked out. :viking:Yes, I just did that and got a paragraph. I am supposed to be writing about a pretend 17 year old male who is tested using the WAIS-IV and his scores are all over the place. So I have to make up some stuff and find evidence in journal articles and such to back my claims I make about him.Stuck. I am experiencing writer's block on my assignment.What has worked for me in the past is start writing. If you don't like how is is going change it as needed until you get the format/layout that you like.
*That is not a slam ren.
Doing the wrong thing (hopefully without fucking things up too bad) will often point you toward what to do right.
Exactly. Momentum, even in the wrong direction, is still momentum.
Fat. :tard:
Thanks PPK. I did get a fair bit more done and then all the computers in the lab decided to shut down and start up again so that is why I didn't answer your post yesterday as soon as I saw it. When I qualified as a forkilift driver I had no clue about autism. I had no idea about it until I was actually assessed and thought I was wasting everyone's time.All over the place score on the WAIS-IV can be a nuisance. I'm interested in what you are writing Ren. It may be time for me to delve into that a bit more again too.Good. You taught me about uneven abilities. It puzzled me until you clarified that point. Your autism is more of a nuisance* than mine but you kept going and qualified as a forklift driver and stuck it out in the workplace when others didn't. :viking: Keep putting one foot in front of the other. People get flummoxed not knowing what to do. Do something. Doing the wrong thing (hopefully without fucking things up too bad) will often point you toward what to do right. Harden the fuck up. :zoinks: :hug: <That is a virtual hug so don't get icked out. :viking:Yes, I just did that and got a paragraph. I am supposed to be writing about a pretend 17 year old male who is tested using the WAIS-IV and his scores are all over the place. So I have to make up some stuff and find evidence in journal articles and such to back my claims I make about him.Stuck. I am experiencing writer's block on my assignment.What has worked for me in the past is start writing. If you don't like how is is going change it as needed until you get the format/layout that you like.
*That is not a slam ren.
Is the WAIS IV any better than III was?I don't know, I haven't done both, heh. I don't remember much about the assessment I took except that it was pretty hard. I liked sorting the red and white blocks into patterns though, that was for Performance IQ. But apparently the WAIS-IV doesn't take as long to administer. But then, there are more supplemental subtests.
How does the VI version compare to the III version?Is the WAIS IV any better than III was?I don't know, I haven't done both, heh. I don't remember much about the assessment I took except that it was pretty hard. I liked sorting the red and white blocks into patterns though, that was for Performance IQ. But apparently the WAIS-IV doesn't take as long to administer. But then, there are more supplemental subtests.
There is this site which tells you more about the WAIS-IV:
http://psychcorp.pearsonassessments.com/haiweb/cultures/en-us/productdetail.htm?pid=015-8980-808&Community=CA_Psych_AI_Ability (http://psychcorp.pearsonassessments.com/haiweb/cultures/en-us/productdetail.htm?pid=015-8980-808&Community=CA_Psych_AI_Ability)
If you scroll down to where it says training, there are some webinars you can watch and listen to. The woman's voice might drive you mad though. :P
I did the WAIS 3, I just wondered, since you already know about 4, if it seemed any better? Half of 3 seemed like, well, kids games - eg, the playiing with red/white blocks! Which involves dexterity as well as intelligence- how's that a fair test of only the latter, then?I don't really understand your question. The link I gave you above and the webinar - that is the extent of my knowledge about the WAIS-IV so you can watch that and know as much as I do. It is quite long though. I didn't think III seemed like kids games, I thought it was quite hard. The blocks, well that is seeing how you can copy a pattern physically from a picture. And it is timed so that is part of it.
I did the WAIS 3, I just wondered, since you already know about 4, if it seemed any better? Half of 3 seemed like, well, kids games - eg, the playiing with red/white blocks! Which involves dexterity as well as intelligence- how's that a fair test of only the latter, then?I don't really understand your question. The link I gave you above and the webinar - that is the extent of my knowledge about the WAIS-IV so you can watch that and know as much as I do. It is quite long though. I didn't think III seemed like kids games, I thought it was quite hard. The blocks, well that is seeing how you can copy a pattern physically from a picture. And it is timed so that is part of it.
Hyke - the main difference is with some of the subtests and the indexes.
I didn't make the gaps. I was given the data about my "client" by my horrible lecturer who probably thinks this is funny.
Yeah, I have read that autistics generally scored higher on the Performance IQ than the Verbal IQ. But that is to to with the WAIS-III, not the IV. There is not a whole lot to be found about the IV but I have found enough I think to say that my client may have a learning disorder or ADHD.
:hyke:
Got a zombie/numb feeling in my head.
Wonder if the migraine will come or not.
Had a massive aura during dinner. Never had one this big. Lasted long too.
Pretty fucking good. It's Friday evening and I'm alone in the house :headbang2:
Got a zombie/numb feeling in my head.
Wonder if the migraine will come or not.
Had a massive aura during dinner. Never had one this big. Lasted long too.
:hug:
Now I almost feel envy. :laugh:
Now I almost feel envy. :laugh:
Oops. :P Was not intentional.
Pretty fucking good. It's Friday evening and I'm alone in the house :headbang2:
Pretty fucking good. It's Friday evening and I'm alone in the house :headbang2:
Isn't it kick-ass? I'm always alone in the house! :headbang2:
I feel like crying.
Goddamn. I feel great, :orly:
i feel awful. :laugh:What a difference a day makes.
Sore. I wish this stupid fucking toothache would just fuck off already. The only thing that helps minimise the pain is swirling cold water around the tooth, which is a real pain in the arse having to get up every two minutes.
I could also just go to a dentist, but that'd be crazy. :autism:
hungry. the end of the month is obviously here, :P
Sore. I wish this stupid fucking toothache would just fuck off already. The only thing that helps minimise the pain is swirling cold water around the tooth, which is a real pain in the arse having to get up every two minutes.
I could also just go to a dentist, but that'd be crazy. :autism:
Unmotivated. Tired. Annoyed.y?
Unmotivated. Tired. Annoyed.y?
frustrated. one of my multiplayer games isn't working.
frustrated. one of my multiplayer games isn't working.
Might have to leave your house?
Sick. :-\
Sick. :-\
Take twowivesaspirin and call the doctor in the morning.
Sick. :-\
Take twowivesaspirin and call the doctor in the morning.
Sick. :-\
Take twowivesaspirin and call the doctor in the morning.
Not sure but I think bigamy is illegal in UK (http://i4.photobucket.com/albums/y116/iamjooish/Smilies/th_018.gif)
I'm feeling sad that you felt it necessary to qualify any emotions with your menstrual cycle. :zoinks:
Glad you're feeling better.
I feel pretty good. Just bought a really nice gem quality fire agate, I know i said i wouldntThere have been a few times I have bought a gun when it bit into my rainy day fund a little too much. I have always managed to land on my feet somehow. In November 2008 I bought my Les Baer Thunder Ranch Special for ~ $2000 OTD and got laid off a few days later. :autism: :hahaha: Even though I sort of kicked myself in the butt over that I have never regretted getting it. You only live once. :viking:
but i had to. :cbc:
I'm feeling sad that you felt it necessary to qualify any emotions with your menstrual cycle. :zoinks:
I'm feeling sad that you felt it necessary to qualify any emotions with your menstrual cycle. :zoinks:
Why? Whenever my emotions are out of whack, it is the time of my mentrual cycle. Almost always, anyway.
I'm feeling sad that you felt it necessary to qualify any emotions with your menstrual cycle. :zoinks:
Why? Whenever my emotions are out of whack, it is the time of my mentrual cycle. Almost always, anyway.
Lazy. :yawn:
Time to get to work.
Lazy. :yawn:
Time to get to work.
Cardinal Sin: working on saturdays. :M
you are absolutley right. When I go back to arizona its going to be like I am unemployed so I wont be able to buy anything cool, all my money is going to be tied up in rent and well, eating. :laugh:
Intrigued! I'm going to have an orthopedic consult for my hand! :autism:
Intrigued! I'm going to have an orthopedic consult for my hand! :autism:
Did the GP have any idea what was going on with it?
I think I've developed a cold. :apondering:
next time I'll be carefull, :orly:
next time I'll be carefull, :orly:
You do that, Richard! I'm a delicate flower and shit. :angel:
I am feeling a little bit teary in a good way because of a beautiful song. :)
Found out there's a community yard sale this weekend. :autism:
(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v249/danny0023/smilies/th340dbfa8.gif)
I am feeling a little bit teary in a good way because of a beautiful song. :)
(http://ts3.mm.bing.net/images/thumbnail.aspx?q=4687575084762082&id=4d93fe600ebcb8e84df68b6994e35203&url=http%3a%2f%2fi147.photobucket.com%2falbums%2fr307%2ffreecommenttags%2fHappy%2520Bunny%2fHappy-Bunny--Music.jpg)
Sums up my current sentiments in so many words or less. How people typically define "beautiful music" turns my stomach, usually. Not sure how weebles define it, though.
:P
They haven't bothered with taking my posting privileges away either.
:minusevil:
They haven't bothered with taking my posting privileges away either.
:minusevil:
Why would anyone take away your privileges? Intensity loves having people to hate. :viking:
/shrugs
He thinks he is being obnoxious.
/shrugs
He thinks he is being obnoxious.
He really needs pointers from the previous users who took his path. At this rate people will just tune him out eventually.
/shrugs
He thinks he is being obnoxious.
He really needs pointers from the previous users who took his path. At this rate people will just tune him out eventually.
/shrugs
He thinks he is being obnoxious.
He really needs pointers from the previous users who took his path. At this rate people will just tune him out eventually.
As my remarks are usually directed at one person (and one specific person as of late) at a time, that might be a welcome change for me :P
It would be too much to hope for Hubert and Odeon to cut their repetitive and boring flames and flamebait attempts out, though.
:zoinks:
/shrugs
He thinks he is being obnoxious.
He really needs pointers from the previous users who took his path. At this rate people will just tune him out eventually.
As my remarks are usually directed at one person (and one specific person as of late) at a time, that might be a welcome change for me :P
It would be too much to hope for Hubert and Odeon to cut their repetitive and boring flames and flamebait attempts out, though.
:zoinks:
Just for ONCE... blablabla.
I have to pee but dont want to leave the internet. :P
I have to pee but dont want to leave the internet. :P
Feel like shite.
i'm feeling packt like sardines in a crushd tin box
Better than I should feel, atm. :apondering:
Better than I should feel, atm. :apondering:
Why should you feel worse? How's your mother doing now?
OLD
There's a soreness across my back just below the waist. Hurts when I move. Didn't do anything to cause it that I can remember. Oh, well, OTC meds and heat for a bit should do the trick.
OLD
45 is a good age, I was just recently 45 and it was a fun year! :thumbup:
There's a soreness across my back just below the waist. Hurts when I move. Didn't do anything to cause it that I can remember. Oh, well, OTC meds and heat for a bit should do the trick.
Did you pick up anything heavy?
Kidney stone could get you in real agony, I'd rather give birth.... So, hoping it is not that.
Twisted lower back can be alleviated by laying on your back, legs pulled up a bit, and then slowly letting the knees (and legs, of course) fall to the right and then left alternately.
If you start getting a fever, visiting a doctor is a good thing too.
Kidney stone could get you in real agony, I'd rather give birth.... So, hoping it is not that.
Twisted lower back can be alleviated by laying on your back, legs pulled up a bit, and then slowly letting the knees (and legs, of course) fall to the right and then left alternately.
If you start getting a fever, visiting a doctor is a good thing too.
I remember when PA had a kidney stone. The nurse at the ER was taking his blood pressure and the squeezing was the final straw. "Take this G_d damn fucking thing off me before I kill you. " His exact words.
Try a heat pad.There's a soreness across my back just below the waist. Hurts when I move. Didn't do anything to cause it that I can remember. Oh, well, OTC meds and heat for a bit should do the trick.
Did you pick up anything heavy?
No. I'm wondering if it might be a kidney stone. Just a general twinginess and ache. Nothing serious yet, just an aggravation. Have already talked with my friend to drive me to the ER if I need it.
Kidney stone could get you in real agony, I'd rather give birth.... So, hoping it is not that.
Twisted lower back can be alleviated by laying on your back, legs pulled up a bit, and then slowly letting the knees (and legs, of course) fall to the right and then left alternately.
If you start getting a fever, visiting a doctor is a good thing too.
I remember when PA had a kidney stone. The nurse at the ER was taking his blood pressure and the squeezing was the final straw. "Take this G_d damn fucking thing off me before I kill you. " His exact words.
I got blocked by other means (my, to be born soon daughter), a long time ago. Effect similar to kidney stone. Pain was horrendous. And I had the image of my father with a kidney stone before me. Telling my mother, in the middle of the night, to get him the huge knife, so he could cut the damned pain out........
Kidney stone could get you in real agony, I'd rather give birth.... So, hoping it is not that.
Twisted lower back can be alleviated by laying on your back, legs pulled up a bit, and then slowly letting the knees (and legs, of course) fall to the right and then left alternately.
If you start getting a fever, visiting a doctor is a good thing too.
I remember when PA had a kidney stone. The nurse at the ER was taking his blood pressure and the squeezing was the final straw. "Take this G_d damn fucking thing off me before I kill you. " His exact words.
I got blocked by other means (my, to be born soon daughter), a long time ago. Effect similar to kidney stone. Pain was horrendous. And I had the image of my father with a kidney stone before me. Telling my mother, in the middle of the night, to get him the huge knife, so he could cut the damned pain out........
They can't just give you lots of morphine for kidney stone pain?
Feeling like crap.
Feeling like crap.
Feeling like crap.
Feeling like crap.
Ambivalent. The good news is that it's not a kidney stone or kidney infection. Nor is it a pulled muscle. The bad news is that my L1, L2 and L3 vertebra are deteriorating. I have scripts for anti-inflammatory, pain and muscle relaxants. It's going to be manageable for the near term, although I will probably consult an orthopedist within the next 6 months, particularly since my neck arthritis is flaring up. I almost wish it was the kidney stone. :'(
Ambivalent. The good news is that it's not a kidney stone or kidney infection. Nor is it a pulled muscle. The bad news is that my L1, L2 and L3 vertebra are deteriorating. I have scripts for anti-inflammatory, pain and muscle relaxants. It's going to be manageable for the near term, although I will probably consult an orthopedist within the next 6 months, particularly since my neck arthritis is flaring up. I almost wish it was the kidney stone. :'(
:hug:
It's waaaaaaaaay too early to think about that. It's more of a chronic aggravation right now. I'm sure anti-inflammatory meds, appropriate exercise, weight loss, better posture, different ways of getting things done, etc. will go a long ways in making me feel better and postponing surgery.
Do you think they'll want to fuse them?
Ambivalent. The good news is that it's not a kidney stone or kidney infection. Nor is it a pulled muscle. The bad news is that my L1, L2 and L3 vertebra are deteriorating. I have scripts for anti-inflammatory, pain and muscle relaxants. It's going to be manageable for the near term, although I will probably consult an orthopedist within the next 6 months, particularly since my neck arthritis is flaring up. I almost wish it was the kidney stone. :'(
Ambivalent. The good news is that it's not a kidney stone or kidney infection. Nor is it a pulled muscle. The bad news is that my L1, L2 and L3 vertebra are deteriorating. I have scripts for anti-inflammatory, pain and muscle relaxants. It's going to be manageable for the near term, although I will probably consult an orthopedist within the next 6 months, particularly since my neck arthritis is flaring up. I almost wish it was the kidney stone. :'(
I'm sorry for your pain and for the deterioration. :hug:
Ambivalent. The good news is that it's not a kidney stone or kidney infection. Nor is it a pulled muscle. The bad news is that my L1, L2 and L3 vertebra are deteriorating. I have scripts for anti-inflammatory, pain and muscle relaxants. It's going to be manageable for the near term, although I will probably consult an orthopedist within the next 6 months, particularly since my neck arthritis is flaring up. I almost wish it was the kidney stone. :'(
Ambivalent. The good news is that it's not a kidney stone or kidney infection. Nor is it a pulled muscle. The bad news is that my L1, L2 and L3 vertebra are deteriorating. I have scripts for anti-inflammatory, pain and muscle relaxants. It's going to be manageable for the near term, although I will probably consult an orthopedist within the next 6 months, particularly since my neck arthritis is flaring up. I almost wish it was the kidney stone. :'(
I'm sorry for your pain and for the deterioration. :hug:
Yeah, I should have realized something was down when I didn't even measure 4'11" in my socks.
Ambivalent. The good news is that it's not a kidney stone or kidney infection. Nor is it a pulled muscle. The bad news is that my L1, L2 and L3 vertebra are deteriorating. I have scripts for anti-inflammatory, pain and muscle relaxants. It's going to be manageable for the near term, although I will probably consult an orthopedist within the next 6 months, particularly since my neck arthritis is flaring up. I almost wish it was the kidney stone. :'(
(http://chzjustcapshunz.files.wordpress.com/2012/05/funny-animal-captions-it-looks-a-lot-like-my-tuesday-and-wednesday-faces.jpg)
It looks alot like my Tuesday & Wednesday Faces
(http://chzjustcapshunz.files.wordpress.com/2012/05/funny-animal-captions-it-looks-a-lot-like-my-tuesday-and-wednesday-faces.jpg)
It looks alot like my Tuesday & Wednesday Faces
Anxious.
Anxious.
:hug:
AWESOME
AWESOME
Are you WINNING? :viking:
I have the worst headache I've had in decades.
I have the worst headache I've had in decades.
I hope something helps it feel better soon.
chills with a fever and headache. any advice?
chills with a fever and headache. any advice?
In agony. Post spinal headaches and related.
Supposedly up to a week. Until the missing spinal fluid has been replaced. Brain's in shock.In agony. Post spinal headaches and related.
:zombiefuck:
How long are those after effects supposed to last?
Hope you feel better soon.
chills with a fever and headache. any advice?
Aspirin is good if you can take it, or ibuprofen. Drink liquids and get some rest. :)
And if you get sicker, off to the doctor you go! :nurse:
Supposedly up to a week. Until the missing spinal fluid has been replaced. Brain's in shock.In agony. Post spinal headaches and related.
:zombiefuck:
How long are those after effects supposed to last?
Hope you feel better soon.
Not half bad. Bought a small amount of a new derivative of 5-APB 5-(2-aminopropyl)benzofuran, a desoxy derivative of MDA. The compound I have, namely 5-IT, 5-(2-aminopropyl)indole, a positional isomer of AMT, is seemingly closer in pharmacology to 5-APB than to AMT.
Although I can't say for sure. Dose so far, I've taken it up to 60mg nasally, as 2x30mg 2 hours apart, I haven't taken 5-APB so I can't give a qualitative comparison. I got sent some as a free sample by a research chemical supply company I have done some business with, although the pigs seized it, along with most of a gram each of alpha-methyltryptamine, and 5-methoxy-n,n-diallyltryptamine. Tried charging me, forced to drop it as they have no grounds either for a legal search, and seized nothing illegal.
So they will have to return everything, including the 5-(2-aminopropyl)-benzofuran, I just have to call the bacon on monday to arrange that. And I intend to sue the cunts for this. When I get it back, when I get round to it, I will give the 5-APB a bioassay. As a rule I don't like entactogens. I am not built to be social, I'm just not wired up right for them, in terms of biochemistry. But thus far, the 5-IT seems ok.
I HATE MDMA, and its beta-keto analog methylone. The empathogenic effect seems forced and fake to me, I find its just not my ally and I can't accomplish much positive with it, so I don't bother taking MDMA or bk-MDMA. I do enjoy AMT though, which is a true 5HT2a agonist psychedelic in addition to its entactogenic effects, AMT has helped me get to a state where I can work through the issues that are responsible for causing my PTSD.
Summary of the 5-IT experience:
Body weight-around 10 stone
Gender-male
Age-25, nearly 26
Dosage-30mg 5-IT freebase, intranasally, followed by a further 30mg intranasally at T:2 hours.
Also on a little short of 1g of oxycodone HCl, intravenously along with a dose of a non-sedating antihistamine, and a load of antiinflammatories (traxam gel, and indomethacin capsules)
Effects:
Moderate stimulation, some elevation of heart rate, nothing alarming. The cardiovascular push at this dosage level is not threatening. I did however find it a little irritating, so took 8mg of tizanidine (an alpha2 adrenoreceptor agonist) to lessen it. Some increase of the muscle twitching I've been having a problem with. Took 10mg nitrazepam at T:+4 1/2 hours
Anorexia-Ate beforehand knowing this was a likely property of 5-IT, it is with most drugs of a stimulant nature. And as expected, it is indeed the case. I am not hungry at all, although thirst is normal, making sure to drink and stay hydrated.
Mindset: quite comfortable just sitting at my computer, talking to people on MSN, listening to music, And FINALLY managing to kill the fucking rootkit that has been plaguing my computer.
Some jaw grinding. I think in a bit I will go to the lab and find some magnesium sulfate, as Mg helps with stimulant-induced jaw tension and bruxism.
Overall, quite contented just sitting here, talking on MSN, listening to music, and checking updates on various forums. Some elevation of body temperature, as with MDMA, methylone, and other CNS stimulants, largely counteracted by the dose of paracetamol I took to help lessen the pain in my leg. Christ....I hope they bloody fix it soon. I have had enough of this shit. I shouldn't have to rely on a cane to walk at 25yo.
I think in a bit though I shall have to get off my arse and to the lab, I have a project I'm working on, the synthesis of a novel AMPAkine type nootropic, 1-benzoyl-4-propionylpiperazine, aka sunifiram. This one is of extreme potency by weight, and the journal references on it make it look pretty promising. Active at 0.1mg/kg (oral, rat) to 0.001mg/kg (IV, rat)
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sunifiram (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sunifiram)
No human bioassays out there that I can find, not so sure as its ever been tried in man. If it has, then nobody has reported about it online that I can find. My source of piperazine is impure though, I have it as an OTC de-worming medicine, which is mostly piperazine phosphate, but has a pinkish dye in it. Going to try purification via sublimation of the freebase, followed by formation of mono-hydrochloride salt, which should act as a protecting group, allowing selective mono-acylation with first benzoyl chloride, then removal of the HCl protecting group with base, allowing reaction with propionyl chloride to give sunifiram.
If however the intended reaction protocol proves a pain in the arse, I shall buy some n-BOC piperazine come monday when I get paid, or better still, some 1-benzoylpiperazine, if I can find it.
I think I might redose a little more 5-IT in a little while, and see where it takes me. No more re-doses after that though. Going to dose another 40mg of oxy, as my leg is still absofuckinglutely killing me. I can't wait until my appointment with the specialist pain clinic, my regular doctors are at a loss as to how to handle it now, my hip and knee have got so bad. Just took 20mg baclofen (a muscle relaxant) to help lessen the muscle tension in my leg, and am about to slam 40mg of oxycodone.
*mmm...that hit the spot ;D* Thats better. I can stand up now, and stretch my legs some.
slightly loopy from the pain killer and muscle relaxant
1-Why thank ye. I'd hardly call myself a genius though. I'm just self-taught in mycology and botany (since age 4-5) along with toxicology, forensics, psychopharmacology, (bio)chemistry, neurophysiology, general things pharmacology, chemistry and cognitive neuroscience. Have been since I was a little kid.You sound like a very clever sausage Lestat, and i would love to have a fumble around in your medicine cabinet. :zoinks:
And yes, I use drugs. I don't have a prejudice towards drugs as a whole, or drug users. I try not to let it negatively affect my life, and I do catch something negatively affecting my life, or functionality, I kick it in the arse. Only thing I do not like, yet can do fuck all about, is my physical dependence on regular, high dose opioid use. My knee, my hip, and my calf muscle, all fucked big time, and neuropathy thanks to surgery that was both useless, and made things worse, by leaving me with the nerve damage.
Even shooting up my oxycontin/oxynorm (prepped by micron filtering to remove particulate matter, such as pill binders, and sterilize the solution prior to injection), or IV'ing heroin or morphine does relatively little for the neuropathic pain, although intravenous injection of methoxetamine, or 4-methoxy-phencyclidine (will be trying 3-MeO-phencyclidine soon as I get paid tomorrow, 3-MeO-PCP is known to have greater affinity as a mu-opioid receptor agonist than 4-MeO-PCP, and having quite a bit of experience shooting MXE, which has quite a bit of MOR agonist activity, it makes all the difference to the analgesic effects. Also, NMDA antagonists have the useful property of reducing development of tolerance to opioids, and reducing existing tolerance, which I need to do..my opioid tolerance is way too damn high atm....physical dependence is unavoidable, since there is, as yet, no fix for my leg, or my hip, and I must take at least 120mg of oxy a day, IV or plugged if I have no needles to be able to walk. I'm on the pain meds for the forseeable future, so the best I can do is minimize tolerance)
Spybot didn't kill the rootkit. Avira antivirus did. Although its fucking slower than frozen dog shyte. The malware was running in memory, and avira killed the process and quarantined the responsible nasty. I'll have to reinstall my sound drivers, as the malware ate them. Pain in the arse, but nothing un-fixable.
And I wouldn't say I am addicted to substances, aside from my having to take pain meds daily. I just use a lot of different substances. Mainly research chemicals. Psychedelics particularly. I have found that AMT (alpha-methyltryptamine, an entactogen, but also a true 5HT2a agonist psychedelic. I am normally not wired for oxytocin-releasing entactogenic drugs, hating MDMA for instance, and likewise, hating methylone. But AMT has had a really positive effect on me, allowing me to do psychological work on my PTSD, and work through the issues that were causing the constant hyper-vigilance, hyper-arousal, panic every time I heard a car engine going outside the house. and other PTSD symptoms. Like the nightmares.
I took the AMT, insufflated, whilst walking out into the woods to hunt for wild mushrooms to eat (trained myself in mycology since age 4-5), hiked about for a bit each time, picked what I could find, then found a nice, quiet little clearing in the trees, and a tree to curl up at the base of, and close my eyes, and explore my psyche, working through any issues I could bring to mind.
Sounds like time for a countermassage. :P
Head is better but I have tinnitus instead.
Head is better but I have tinnitus instead.
Tinnitus is way better than lying down in agony with your head killing you. Even if it never goes away, it's something you can learn to ignore after awhile.
I feel aok
Nope. AT&T, and I gotta say the internet they provide is exellent, however they suck as a phone company
Head is better but I have tinnitus instead.
Tinnitus is way better than lying down in agony with your head killing you. Even if it never goes away, it's something you can learn to ignore after awhile.
This is not the ordinary kind, though. This is low-frequency hum and LP-induced, and there seems to be a hearing loss that goes with it. :(
Head is better but I have tinnitus instead.
Tinnitus is way better than lying down in agony with your head killing you. Even if it never goes away, it's something you can learn to ignore after awhile.
This is not the ordinary kind, though. This is low-frequency hum and LP-induced, and there seems to be a hearing loss that goes with it. :(
Mine is higher-pitched and I can still hear ambient sounds over it, so you're right that it's different. I have had mine for most of my life.
However, yours should get better when your CSF stops leaking and it is replaced.
I think I would still take yours in place of the killer headaches, though.
Head is better but I have tinnitus instead.
Tinnitus is way better than lying down in agony with your head killing you. Even if it never goes away, it's something you can learn to ignore after awhile.
This is not the ordinary kind, though. This is low-frequency hum and LP-induced, and there seems to be a hearing loss that goes with it. :(
Mine is higher-pitched and I can still hear ambient sounds over it, so you're right that it's different. I have had mine for most of my life.
However, yours should get better when your CSF stops leaking and it is replaced.
I think I would still take yours in place of the killer headaches, though.
Do you know what caused yours to start? :orly:
angry.
I feel undervalued :M
I feel undervalued :M
well cheers folks, no i didn't mean here, i was just meaning in the general scheme of the fuckpig called 'life' 8)I feel undervalued :M
your valued here :plus:
That sucks, PPK. Cancer is a nasty, nasty disease.Yeah it is.
Anxious, wee bit stressed but the day seems to be getting a bit easier. *crosses her crossable parts*:thumbup:
Yes life can beat people down.well cheers folks, no i didn't mean here, i was just meaning in the general scheme of the fuckpig called 'life' 8)I feel undervalued :M
your valued here :plus:
Better!
I'm feeling happy because I'm going to have the weekend off. :thumbup:
Meh. I've been off my meds for the past few days, since they weren't doing much for me, so I've been sleeping a lot and my muscles have been hurting. I started back on the meds a couple of hours ago, but it can take a day or two before I feel ok again.
I'm feeling happy because I'm going to have the weekend off. :thumbup:
Now you can postwhore, clean, dehoard, relax, etc.
Care to elaborate you little minx :eyebrows:I'm feeling happy because I'm going to have the weekend off. :thumbup:
Now you can postwhore, clean, dehoard, relax, etc.
I'm going to do all of that, and even more! :hyke:
Sick. I have a cold.
Sick. I have a cold.
Care to elaborate you little minx :eyebrows:I'm feeling happy because I'm going to have the weekend off. :thumbup:
Now you can postwhore, clean, dehoard, relax, etc.
I'm going to do all of that, and even more! :hyke:
favished
Much better. Finally got a good nights sleep.
:agreed:Much better. Finally got a good nights sleep.
Sleep makes all the difference, it makes everything easier to cope with. :thumbup:
What's wrong? :-\
What's wrong? :-\
Don't want to go into it.
I'm up for it! >:D
Trapped, and quite aggressive.
Mother killer instinct is switched on full force.
:P
Kid gave me his cold and I have 2 dozen Vietnamese cookies to make for his social studies fair Friday.
All I can say is that they're going to end up with Chip Ahoy! and LIKE it :viking: if I fuck these up. :LOL:
Trapped, and quite aggressive.
Mother killer instinct is switched on full force.
Trapped, and quite aggressive.
Mother killer instinct is switched on full force.
Let the assholes of the world beware the wrath of a stampeding mama cow! :hyke:
I'm up for it! >:D
Up for what?
Fuck it!!!!
Fuck it!!!!
I'm up for it! >:D
Up for what?
Copiers can be so much fun. Just saying. :autism:
"It"
Complete unbridled nawteeness! Whatever that is! I have just realised i had better act on all my crazy thoughts now - or what will i reminisce over when i am old and in a nursing home? I think i will have fun anyway as an OAP especially when i am watching the staff change my sheets "Oh i am sorry, dear, it was an accident!" >:D
I need to do things NOW! Nothing sinister, just usual stuff like sitting my naked ass on the photo copier and pressing the 'copy' button :tard:, or haggling with the staff in Poundland - where everything is one pound "can i give you ninety nine pennies please?" :laugh: or maybe propositioning a stranger to come to a hotel with me and then doing a runner and leaving him with the bill! :o
Yikes, i think it is mid life crisis time :viking:
I'm up for it! >:D
Up for what?
"It"
Complete unbridled nawteeness! Whatever that is! I have just realised i had better act on all my crazy thoughts now - or what will i reminisce over when i am old and in a nursing home? I think i will have fun anyway as an OAP especially when i am watching the staff change my sheets "Oh i am sorry, dear, it was an accident!" >:D
I need to do things NOW! Nothing sinister, just usual stuff like sitting my naked ass on the photo copier and pressing the 'copy' button :tard:, or haggling with the staff in Poundland - where everything is one pound "can i give you ninety nine pennies please?" :laugh: or maybe propositioning a stranger to come to a hotel with me and then doing a runner and leaving him with the bill! :o
Yikes, i think it is mid life crisis time :viking:
Like tit's on a bull. Pretty damn fuckin useless. :grrr:
Not as good as I will when I finish this 5.9 beer.natural ice?
Not as good as I will when I finish this 5.9 beer.natural ice?
I'm probably going to get drunk again in my life. but sadly not today, i have to much shit to do today that requires my undivided attention, :laugh:
I'm feeling ok. leaving this saturday, finally! :zoinks:
Not as good as I will when I finish this 5.9 beer.natural ice?
I'm probably going to get drunk again in my life. but sadly not today, i have to much shit to do today that requires my undivided attention, :laugh:
I'm feeling ok. leaving this saturday, finally! :zoinks:
Yes. PA asked for a 6 pack so he could drink it while watching LSU baseball. I bought it and the next day he got a gout attack, before he'd had a chance to drink any of it. So, guess who's going to drink it?
Not as good as I will when I finish this 5.9 beer.natural ice?
I'm probably going to get drunk again in my life. but sadly not today, i have to much shit to do today that requires my undivided attention, :laugh:
I'm feeling ok. leaving this saturday, finally! :zoinks:
Yes. PA asked for a 6 pack so he could drink it while watching LSU baseball. I bought it and the next day he got a gout attack, before he'd had a chance to drink any of it. So, guess who's going to drink it?
Well you can't let it go to waste. :thumbup:
that's one of my favourite songs of all time! My favourite version is by Kris Kristofferson though. Saw him perform it in concert. Amazing. I have such a crush on the old hippie :heart:Hung over.
That's what happens when you drink beer! Listen to this song! :harp:
Johnny Cash - Sunday Morning Coming Down (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hP67H4qfe5w#)
Hung over.
that's one of my favourite songs of all time! My favourite version is by Kris Kristofferson though. Saw him perform it in concert. Amazing. I have such a crush on the old hippie :heart:Hung over.
That's what happens when you drink beer! Listen to this song! :harp:
Johnny Cash - Sunday Morning Coming Down (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hP67H4qfe5w#)
(http://www.goldminemag.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/04/Kris-Kristofferson.jpg)
that's one of my favourite songs of all time! My favourite version is by Kris Kristofferson though. Saw him perform it in concert. Amazing. I have such a crush on the old hippie :heart:Hung over.
That's what happens when you drink beer! Listen to this song! :harp:
Johnny Cash - Sunday Morning Coming Down (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hP67H4qfe5w#)
(http://www.goldminemag.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/04/Kris-Kristofferson.jpg)
I have to say, I think he's a great narrator! I watched an episode of Behind The Music
on VH1 years ago, about Janis Joplin, and his weathered voice was perfect for the story! 8)
that's one of my favourite songs of all time! My favourite version is by Kris Kristofferson though. Saw him perform it in concert. Amazing. I have such a crush on the old hippie :heart:Hung over.
That's what happens when you drink beer! Listen to this song! :harp:
Johnny Cash - Sunday Morning Coming Down (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hP67H4qfe5w#)
(http://www.goldminemag.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/04/Kris-Kristofferson.jpg)
Why are you replying to CBC before she has posted? Her reply is below yours. :o
excited and depressed as fuck at the same time... o.O
You think you're the only one who can predict the future? :Mthat's one of my favourite songs of all time! My favourite version is by Kris Kristofferson though. Saw him perform it in concert. Amazing. I have such a crush on the old hippie :heart:Hung over.
That's what happens when you drink beer! Listen to this song! :harp:
Johnny Cash - Sunday Morning Coming Down (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hP67H4qfe5w#)
(http://www.goldminemag.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/04/Kris-Kristofferson.jpg)
Why are you replying to CBC before she has posted? Her reply is below yours. :o
You think you're the only one who can predict the future? :Mthat's one of my favourite songs of all time! My favourite version is by Kris Kristofferson though. Saw him perform it in concert. Amazing. I have such a crush on the old hippie :heart:Hung over.
That's what happens when you drink beer! Listen to this song! :harp:
Johnny Cash - Sunday Morning Coming Down (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hP67H4qfe5w#)
(http://www.goldminemag.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/04/Kris-Kristofferson.jpg)
Why are you replying to CBC before she has posted? Her reply is below yours. :o
hot and bothered :zombiefuck:
i am going to be grafting all day in the baking sun :hair:
Hedge, mucking out kennels, and sanding my shed door (urchin got a splinter) ;)hot and bothered :zombiefuck:
i am going to be grafting all day in the baking sun :hair:
what plants will you be grafting?
that's one of my favourite songs of all time! My favourite version is by Kris Kristofferson though. Saw him perform it in concert. Amazing. I have such a crush on the old hippie :heart:Hung over.
That's what happens when you drink beer! Listen to this song! :harp:
Johnny Cash - Sunday Morning Coming Down (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hP67H4qfe5w#)
(http://www.goldminemag.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/04/Kris-Kristofferson.jpg)
Why are you replying to CBC before she has posted? Her reply is below yours. :o
...feeling like if I ever make it through the "teenage years" with my sanity intact it's going to be a fucking miracle.
...feeling like if I ever make it through the "teenage years" with my sanity intact it's going to be a fucking miracle.
...feeling like if I ever make it through the "teenage years" with my sanity intact it's going to be a fucking miracle.
I'm going through my own "teenage years"...a second time :GA:
...feeling like if I ever make it through the "teenage years" with my sanity intact it's going to be a fucking miracle.:laugh:
Queezy :zombiefuck:
...feeling like if I ever make it through the "teenage years" with my sanity intact it's going to be a fucking miracle.:laugh:
I'd love to meet up with you in 7 years or so. Both batshit crazy. :laugh:
My eyes itch! :GA:
:(
:(
Is there anything wrong in particular, or just a blue mood? :orly:
:(
Is there anything wrong in particular, or just a blue mood? :orly:
just....everything
So sad.
So sad.
:hug:
My eyes itch! :GA:
Allergy?
Tired. I should go to bed.
Tired but accomplished. Today was crazy busy.
:indeed:Tired but accomplished. Today was crazy busy.
All kidded out
Tired but accomplished. Today was crazy busy.
All kidded out
Anxiety is now up to the puking level. Hasn't happened yet, but might any minute.
Anxiety is now up to the puking level. Hasn't happened yet, but might any minute.
:hug:
Anxiety is now up to the puking level. Hasn't happened yet, but might any minute.
:hug:
Thanks. I compounded the situation with coffee - bad move.
Anxiety is now up to the puking level. Hasn't happened yet, but might any minute.
:hug:
Thanks. I compounded the situation with coffee - bad move.
Anxiety about the house offer?
Well, a long response is better than a quick rejection.
Ah, right. Don't answer my question in that other thread, if you haven't already. Good luck with the house.
*crossing all of my crossable parts*Well, a long response is better than a quick rejection.
This is true, I am just bad at patience :)
*crossing all of my crossable parts*Well, a long response is better than a quick rejection.
This is true, I am just bad at patience :)
:hug:
*crossing all of my crossable parts*Well, a long response is better than a quick rejection.
This is true, I am just bad at patience :)
:hug:
Everyone crossed them just right :cheer:
*crossing all of my crossable parts*Well, a long response is better than a quick rejection.
This is true, I am just bad at patience :)
:hug:
Everyone crossed them just right :cheer:
*crossing all of my crossable parts*Well, a long response is better than a quick rejection.
This is true, I am just bad at patience :)
:hug:
Everyone crossed them just right :cheer:
That's awesome, you got the one you wanted? :)
Ecstatic. I locked in my mortgage rate at the lowest rate in the history of long term mortgages in the US. 3.5%:thumbup:
Figuratively. He is an inexperienced kid, fresh out of some Americanised consulting firm, with zero people skills and very little brain to compensate with.:agreed: The Americanised motherfuckers are the worst. :laugh: I hope you can find a way to nail him. :thumbup:
Feeling pissed off at my fucking 12-yo boss. Again. My unconscious has been working throughout the night. Again.
Figuratively. He is an inexperienced kid, fresh out of some Americanised consulting firm, with zero people skills and very little brain to compensate with.
Why aren't you the boss?
Feeling pissed off at my fucking 12-yo boss. Again. My unconscious has been working throughout the night. Again.
Is it the anger that keeps your brain percolating through the night? :apondering:
Feeling pissed off at my fucking 12-yo boss. Again. My unconscious has been working throughout the night. Again.
Is it the anger that keeps your brain percolating through the night? :apondering:
Yes. And every time I manage to calm down, he comes up with new ways to piss me off.
Figuratively. He is an inexperienced kid, fresh out of some Americanised consulting firm, with zero people skills and very little brain to compensate with.
What aspects of his Americanized training are most annoying? :orly:
Feeling pissed off at my fucking 12-yo boss. Again. My unconscious has been working throughout the night. Again.
Is it the anger that keeps your brain percolating through the night? :apondering:
Yes. And every time I manage to calm down, he comes up with new ways to piss me off.
Time to dream of murder in detail.
Feeling pissed off at my fucking 12-yo boss. Again. My unconscious has been working throughout the night. Again.
Is it the anger that keeps your brain percolating through the night? :apondering:
Yes. And every time I manage to calm down, he comes up with new ways to piss me off.
Time to dream of murder in detail.
I have. :zoinks:
And a tragic accident.
And a tragic accident.
Preferably one of those accidents that happen to overconfident young boys, with more testosterone than they can handle.
Maybe getting him interested in fireworks is a good idea.
And a tragic accident.
Preferably one of those accidents that happen to overconfident young boys, with more testosterone than they can handle.
Maybe getting him interested in fireworks is a good idea.
Why aren't you the boss?
Nobody asked me. :P
Why aren't you the boss?
Nobody asked me. :P
Most boss-wannabes don't wait to be asked.
I am a bit concerned about my foreman from my last job. He is a Lineman and got called out on a trouble call in a place called Bay City Texas and got nailed by 15,000 volts. Doctors are trying to save his left arm and get his kidneys functioning again last I heard through a mutual friend last night.
When an apprentice in my local blew off his left hand with a large firecracker back in 2007 the main reason the Drs worked to save his left hand initially was to get a max amount of healthy non necrotic skin to be able to amputate in an optimum spot to allow for best potential to use a prostethic. I was visiting Jesse in the hospital when the Dr told him this and right after the Dr left he started crying and asked me not to let the guys at work know he cried. I told him I wouldn't but I was damn close to it myself.
I am wondering if the Doctors in Texas are trying to save Henry's arm for the same reason. He is smart enough to get into a permanent office position but he will need rehab for his physical injuries and possible treatment for depression so an early retirement is a good possibility too. I have generally liked working on flightlines, heavy industry, refineries etc but when shit goes bad it can get really bad.
Seriously annoyed. My cousin threatened to kill my cats. He doesn't like their shedding. I told him he could leave. He's been pigging out on our food anyway. He says he won't leave, they will. I'll cut his dick and balls off if he touches my boys.He sounds like a real POS.
You may be right about that MK. Linemen are some macho mf's. The funny thing is that our union brothers and sisters tend to be easier on others than they are on themselves, so most of the pressure that you mention would come from within. But it is there too often.And that's exactly what I mean. He would support a brother in the same position and say do it, but would be harder on himself thinking he can tough it out. Sometimes all it takes is another union buddy to say hey, this could do some good so give it some serious thought.
Why aren't you the boss?
Nobody asked me. :P
Most boss-wannabes don't wait to be asked.
That accident is awful PPK. Hope he gets through OK.
He is just like his father who's an even bigger POS. He hates black ppl calls em niggers. He complains that black people looking like gorillas and yet he looks like a gorilla himself. He isn't as bad like when he was 17. He used to piss all over the toilet seat and on the bathroom floor. It was so smelly. My mother had to clean it up. When I told his mother she said "you're tattling" and when I told him to his face she'd say: "you're embarrassing him." She also never believed when her kids did something wrong. She said "do you have proof?" Well her kid ended up kicked out of the navy and went to prison twice. Can't even balance a checkbook. He wants all sorts of toys to play with though.
Why aren't you the boss?
Nobody asked me. :P
Most boss-wannabes don't wait to be asked.
I guess I don't want to be the boss.
Tired. Time for bed soon.
Tired. Time for bed soon.
Damn it Odeon. People are going to start gossiping about us.
Tired. Time for bed soon.
Damn it Odeon. People are going to start gossiping about us.WeCBC and Miss Kitty already are. :zoinks:
Tired. Time for bed soon.
Damn it Odeon. People are going to start gossiping about us.
Tired. Time for bed soon.
Damn it Odeon. People are going to start gossiping about us.
If worst comes to worst, we'll always have Paris. :eyelash:
It's a big city. We might have.
Depressedomatic:hug:
It's a big city. We might have.
Slightly off topic. I was only in Paris twice. Once for a connection between the airport and the train station (guided tour) and once for a 36 hour visit in 1973. I saw everything I wanted to see (Winged Victory of Samothrace), ate some pastries and still had change from a $20 bill.
Anxious. Will only get more anxious between now and the 31st.
Anxious. Will only get more anxious between now and the 31st.
:hug:
I just have a cold
:hug:
I just have a cold
I think it is called a flu. :M
Hope you get better soon.
Anxious. Will only get more anxious between now and the 31st.
Is that your closing date?
Anxious. Will only get more anxious between now and the 31st.
Is that your closing date?
Hopefully. It's a very short escrow but trying to pull it off. This is the cause of much of the anxiety.
Home from work sick. Damnit I want to enjoy days off, not be in bed.That bites :( Hope you feel better soon.
Thanks.
Anxious. Will only get more anxious between now and the 31st.
Is that your closing date?
Hopefully. It's a very short escrow but trying to pull it off. This is the cause of much of the anxiety.
Home from work sick. Damnit I want to enjoy days off, not be in bed.
Yes, there's a lot to do in this short amount of time, but I think you can do it unless something goes wrong. Were you prequalified with the financing people?yes
I'm assuming you already had the home inspector out and the condition of the house is acceptable.There are several items I am requiring be repaired including a leaking water main. I am waiting on these repairs so I can order the appraisal :(
Then I think you get an appraiser to make sure the house is worth what you are paying for it, or actually what you are borrowing to pay for it, and then the title people do a title search so they can insure a clear title. Do you have a buyer's agent?Yes, my SIL is a Realtor.
Yes, there's a lot to do in this short amount of time, but I think you can do it unless something goes wrong. Were you prequalified with the financing people?yesQuoteI'm assuming you already had the home inspector out and the condition of the house is acceptable.There are several items I am requiring be repaired including a leaking water main. I am waiting on these repairs so I can order the appraisal :(QuoteThen I think you get an appraiser to make sure the house is worth what you are paying for it, or actually what you are borrowing to pay for it, and then the title people do a title search so they can insure a clear title. Do you have a buyer's agent?Yes, my SIL is a Realtor.
Yes, there's a lot to do in this short amount of time, but I think you can do it unless something goes wrong. Were you prequalified with the financing people?yesQuoteI'm assuming you already had the home inspector out and the condition of the house is acceptable.There are several items I am requiring be repaired including a leaking water main. I am waiting on these repairs so I can order the appraisal :(QuoteThen I think you get an appraiser to make sure the house is worth what you are paying for it, or actually what you are borrowing to pay for it, and then the title people do a title search so they can insure a clear title. Do you have a buyer's agent?Yes, my SIL is a Realtor.
Then I'm sure you are in good hands. What's the holdup on the repairs? The seller agreed to them but is just dragging his feet? A leaking water main could be hard for you to deal with later and the seller would need to fix it for the next buyer anyway, so it makes sense to go ahead and just fix it.
On our house, the roof needed replacing, but we made a deal that they came down on the price a bit less than the price to replace it and threw in a two year old refrigerator, which saved us needing to buy a new one and they weren't going to use the refrigerator in their new house anyway, then we had the roof replaced ourselves after the sale.
Strangely (shatner pause) energetic.
I feel absolutely shatteredwhats up?
I feel absolutely shattered
Tired. Was up from 4-6am.
Strangely (shatner pause) energetic.
It was good for me, too. :zoinks:
Well, I've been up for about 30 hours. Took a one hour nap somewhere along the line. I've had a beer and I just may drift off. Hopefully, this will put me back on a sensible sleep cycle. (The 30 hours wasn't planned, just worked that way.)
Slightly congested and feverish, time to go to bed! :orly:
Slightly congested and feverish, time to go to bed! :orly:
What's wrong? :(
Slightly congested and feverish, time to go to bed! :orly:
What's wrong? :(
It feels like my usual pollen/weather change upper respiratory thingy. :orly:
Sick. I hate being sick. What I miss most about not having kids is being allowed to just stay home and be sick.
Sick. I hate being sick. What I miss most about not having kids is being allowed to just stay home and be sick.
do you have a cold? or is it just manflu?
do you have a cold? or is it just manflu?
I am unfamiliar with manflu. I just have a sore throat, runny nose, sinus pressure, headache and joint stiffness.
do you have a cold? or is it just manflu?
I am unfamiliar with manflu. I just have a sore throat, runny nose, sinus pressure, headache and joint stiffness.
It is not 'manflu' then...as that is just a slight sniffle!
If you have a temperature you should go to bed :police:
otherwise my advice is to sprawl on the couch and prepare yourself
for a fate worse than a fate worse than death..... that which is
'Children's TV'
:green:
How am I going to train so many people before July??? :facepalm2:
How am I going to train so many people before July??? :facepalm2:
With one of THESE! -----> :vortex:
do you have a cold? or is it just manflu?
I am unfamiliar with manflu. I just have a sore throat, runny nose, sinus pressure, headache and joint stiffness.
It is not 'manflu' then...as that is just a slight sniffle!
If you have a temperature you should go to bed :police:
otherwise my advice is to sprawl on the couch and prepare yourself
for a fate worse than a fate worse than death..... that which is
'Children's TV'
:green:
Sleepy. :yawn:
What is Manflu?
I'm pretty sure it's strep at this point. Throat is full of chunky pus. As it's been more than 3 days since it started antibiotics won't even do anything to help. Have to gut it out with my Halls. :viking:
I'm pretty sure it's strep at this point. Throat is full of chunky pus. As it's been more than 3 days since it started antibiotics won't even do anything to help. Have to gut it out with my Halls. :viking:
I'm pretty sure it's strep at this point. Throat is full of chunky pus. As it's been more than 3 days since it started antibiotics won't even do anything to help. Have to gut it out with my Halls. :viking:
:hug: Does that mean no kissing Eloise? Can you schedule a trip to Sweden to kiss Odeon's boss instead?
I'm pretty sure it's strep at this point. Throat is full of chunky pus. As it's been more than 3 days since it started antibiotics won't even do anything to help. Have to gut it out with my Halls. :viking:
Antibiotics don't work on infections older than three days? I did not know that. :dunno:
I'm pretty sure it's strep at this point. Throat is full of chunky pus. As it's been more than 3 days since it started antibiotics won't even do anything to help. Have to gut it out with my Halls. :viking:
:hug: Does that mean no kissing Eloise? Can you schedule a trip to Sweden to kiss Odeon's boss instead?
I'm pretty sure it's strep at this point. Throat is full of chunky pus. As it's been more than 3 days since it started antibiotics won't even do anything to help. Have to gut it out with my Halls. :viking:
Antibiotics don't work on infections older than three days? I did not know that. :dunno:
I think it's more likely that the strep is resistant to that antibiotic.
After three days your body is already handling the problem without assistance and antibiotics aren't needed, only contribute to antibiotic resistant strains at that point. At least, that's how the doc explained it.
After three days your body is already handling the problem without assistance and antibiotics aren't needed, only contribute to antibiotic resistant strains at that point. At least, that's how the doc explained it.
After three days your body is already handling the problem without assistance and antibiotics aren't needed, only contribute to antibiotic resistant strains at that point. At least, that's how the doc explained it.
Apple cider vinegar will dull the pain some and help break up the crud (well it works with me), dilute with water, gargle...and you'll smell like a tossed salad. :thumbup:
Happy, an old and dear friend of 36 years is in town and we're spending tomorrow together.
I feel rather too perky for 4:51 a.m., hope I don't crash later! :autism:how about you crash your fine ass on my cock!
I feel rather too perky for 4:51 a.m., hope I don't crash later! :autism:how about you crash your fine ass on my cock!
I feel rather too perky for 4:51 a.m., hope I don't crash later! :autism:how about you crash your fine ass on my cock!
I don't think fine upstanding citizens like Lady Weeble get up to such fuckery :M
Sick to my stomach. The central A/C started making a shrieking metal angainst metal sound that was horrendous. It's been turned off, but I suspect a new A/C is in the future.
Sick to my stomach. The central A/C started making a shrieking metal angainst metal sound that was horrendous. It's been turned off, but I suspect a new A/C is in the future.sounds like a bearing went bad
Sick to my stomach. The central A/C started making a shrieking metal angainst metal sound that was horrendous. It's been turned off, but I suspect a new A/C is in the future.sounds like a bearing went bad
or a ghost may have got caught in the fan blades
Sick to my stomach. The central A/C started making a shrieking metal angainst metal sound that was horrendous. It's been turned off, but I suspect a new A/C is in the future.sounds like a bearing went bad
or a ghost may have got caught in the fan blades
Excited.
Excited.
Why? Is something awesome about to happen? :orly:
Excited.
Why? Is something awesome about to happen? :orly:
Several things. Today I'm going to hear from two potential clients. And I'm thinking very hard about upgrading the Jag.
:-\:hug:
Sorry for your loss. :hug:Thanks :) It's times like this that I ponder why one can feel shocked that he passed even though he was nearly 100. I mean I KNEW he was on borrowed time (lots of heart issues) but yet when it actually happens? One can feel blindsided. Doesn't make logical sense but that's the outcome anyway.
Condolences to you Miss K and your family.
I am sure it will seem so strange for his wife, to be
apart from the man she has spent over seventy years
with.
That kind of time frame just bamboozles my brain! I cannot
begin to imagine what that must be like. I do hope she will
be ok.
Did he tell you lots of stories? I love listening to old folks, especially
ones of that kind of age who must have been quite young during WWII
It's tragic and beautiful and sad all all the same time.
Today must be the day for sadness. I saw my dearest friend of 36 years today when she and her brother were in town. She told me she has Stage 4 kidney disease and will probably need diaysis in the next year or so. I know it's not the immediate end of the world, but it seems awful knowing that I might not see her again. We've agreeed to write weekly letters (her computer broke and she gets a dry mouth if she talks too long) and make a real effort to be as healthy as we can. Life sucks sometimes, it really, really sucks.:hug: My Mum hit stage 3 and it was an awful process. Thankfully, in her case, it seemed to reverse itself. It's still only functioning at 27% but it's better than what it was.
Today must be the day for sadness. I saw my dearest friend of 36 years today when she and her brother were in town. She told me she has Stage 4 kidney disease and will probably need diaysis in the next year or so. I know it's not the immediate end of the world, but it seems awful knowing that I might not see her again. We've agreeed to write weekly letters (her computer broke and she gets a dry mouth if she talks too long) and make a real effort to be as healthy as we can. Life sucks sometimes, it really, really sucks.
Today must be the day for sadness. I saw my dearest friend of 36 years today when she and her brother were in town. She told me she has Stage 4 kidney disease and will probably need diaysis in the next year or so. I know it's not the immediate end of the world, but it seems awful knowing that I might not see her again. We've agreeed to write weekly letters (her computer broke and she gets a dry mouth if she talks too long) and make a real effort to be as healthy as we can. Life sucks sometimes, it really, really sucks.
Sad. Just found out my Gram's brother passed away. We're a very close family so it's hitting everyone quite hard even though he was in his 90's. I feel awful for his wife. They've been married over 70 years and we've always said one would be lost without the other. I wouldn't be surprised is she passes rather quickly herself. :-\That sucks. Sorry.
I've taken my 24 hours to cry and grieve. Now I'm turning my face to the optimism of friendship and the building of more wonderful memories with those in my life.
Thanks for all your (http://www.intensitysquared.com/Smileys/default/hug.gif) and posts.
I've taken my 24 hours to cry and grieve. Now I'm turning my face to the optimism of friendship and the building of more wonderful memories with those in my life.
Thanks for all your (http://www.intensitysquared.com/Smileys/default/hug.gif) and posts.
You do know that you are sometimes allowed more than 24 hours? :hug:
Drunk. Bit irresponsible of me considering I'm meeting my boyfriend's mother tomorrow. I hope I'm not hungover.
What do you take me for, some kind of whore? Same BF.Drunk. Bit irresponsible of me considering I'm meeting my boyfriend's mother tomorrow. I hope I'm not hungover.
Hoohoo you got a new bf?? :D
What do you take me for, some kind of whore? Same BF.Drunk. Bit irresponsible of me considering I'm meeting my boyfriend's mother tomorrow. I hope I'm not hungover.
Hoohoo you got a new bf?? :D
Iffy. A little bit this, and a little bit that.
Iffy. A little bit this, and a little bit that.That sounds familiar.
great fucking song....thanxIffy. A little bit this, and a little bit that.That sounds familiar.
Michelle Branch - The Game Of Love (live) (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LfBgrtPbxOg#)
I've taken my 24 hours to cry and grieve. Now I'm turning my face to the optimism of friendship and the building of more wonderful memories with those in my life.
Thanks for all your (http://www.intensitysquared.com/Smileys/default/hug.gif) and posts.
You do know that you are sometimes allowed more than 24 hours? :hug:
I know. But her immediate condition isn't terminal, just progressive. I also need to keep up a good face for the PR. She adores her "Aunt Kathy" and doesn't know about this yet.
Like a complete fool.
Tired but on a high from getting so much done. House is slowly becoming my own and a place I feel safe in.
Drunk. Bit irresponsible of me considering I'm meeting my boyfriend's mother tomorrow. I hope I'm not hungover.^I initially read that as "my boyfriend's master." And didn't question it. Was it really only a couple of years ago I'd had virtually no exposure to poly or kink? Jeez.
Drunk. Bit irresponsible of me considering I'm meeting my boyfriend's mother tomorrow. I hope I'm not hungover.^I initially read that as "my boyfriend's master." And didn't question it. Was it really only a couple of years ago I'd had virtually no exposure to poly or kink? Jeez.
I feel good...except for a fat lip :'(
So are you more, or less, kissable now?
Incensed, tired, hungry maybe probably not.
Incensed, tired, hungry maybe probably not.
Amused :zoinks:
>:D i got the horn....bad :P
>:D i got the horn....bad :P
Shouldn't that be "horns"? :M
>:D i got the horn....bad :P
Shouldn't that be "horns"? :M
it must be one of those phrases that is spoken locally in my area!
'i got the horn' just simply means horny!
mmm perhaps by saying 'horns' instead of 'horn' there is some reference there to DOUBLE PENETRATION :o :o :o in which case i would say 'NO' :nono: no rear entry for Bodie, thankyou :M that kind of act would only really be of any use if the front was kind of busy! It never is :nono:
If it were...i would simply ask to form an orderly queue :penis: :penis: :penis:
>:D i got the horn....bad :P
Shouldn't that be "horns"? :M
it must be one of those phrases that is spoken locally in my area!
'i got the horn' just simply means horny!
mmm perhaps by saying 'horns' instead of 'horn' there is some reference there to DOUBLE PENETRATION :o :o :o in which case i would say 'NO' :nono: no rear entry for Bodie, thankyou :M that kind of act would only really be of any use if the front was kind of busy! It never is :nono:
If it were...i would simply ask to form an orderly queue :penis: :penis: :penis:
I knew that and my joke backfired anyway. :laugh:
Coffeum vectis est :viking:Coffee is brave? :agreed: I think. :laugh:
"I feel"
:eyebrows:
Feel what?
Antsy. Things are getting very close now.nibble on something fat baby, that will calm your jittery nerves
I'm dying.
Actually I seem to be down with a slight cold, but I'm a man and these things are very difficult to tolerate.
I'm dying.
Actually I seem to be down with a slight cold, but I'm a man and these things are very difficult to tolerate.
You are dying, and, it looks like it is going to be a long and tedious process. May take up to 40 years or more.
Just looked in the freezer.....and oh my gods, hit the jackpot so to speak. 3/4th of a tub of a cherry version of raspberry ripple, spiked with frozen chewy cherries throughout, in addition to the layers of cherry sauce. 'Background' base of the ice cream is vanilla.
Going to grab a fag quickly, and then sink my teeth into this. Just tried one of those cherries, and its absolutely delicious:)
I'm dying.
Actually I seem to be down with a slight cold, but I'm a man and these things are very difficult to tolerate.
Lots of coffee, beer and crisps are prescribed, to ease your years.I'm dying.
Actually I seem to be down with a slight cold, but I'm a man and these things are very difficult to tolerate.
You are dying, and, it looks like it is going to be a long and tedious process. May take up to 40 years or more.
OMG, I knew it.
Lots of coffee, beer and crisps are prescribed, to ease your years.I'm dying.
Actually I seem to be down with a slight cold, but I'm a man and these things are very difficult to tolerate.
You are dying, and, it looks like it is going to be a long and tedious process. May take up to 40 years or more.
OMG, I knew it.
Lots of coffee, beer and crisps are prescribed, to ease your years.I'm dying.
Actually I seem to be down with a slight cold, but I'm a man and these things are very difficult to tolerate.
You are dying, and, it looks like it is going to be a long and tedious process. May take up to 40 years or more.
OMG, I knew it.
I feel better already.
Lots of coffee, beer and crisps are prescribed, to ease your years.I'm dying.
Actually I seem to be down with a slight cold, but I'm a man and these things are very difficult to tolerate.
You are dying, and, it looks like it is going to be a long and tedious process. May take up to 40 years or more.
OMG, I knew it.
I feel better already.
so you should, its only manflu
Just looked in the freezer.....and oh my gods, hit the jackpot so to speak. 3/4th of a tub of a cherry version of raspberry ripple, spiked with frozen chewy cherries throughout, in addition to the layers of cherry sauce. 'Background' base of the ice cream is vanilla.I'm jealous! I STILL have no ice cream. le sigh. Although tomorrow is grocery day. *runs away to jot it down on her shopping list*
Going to grab a fag quickly, and then sink my teeth into this. Just tried one of those cherries, and its absolutely delicious:)
Not sure where you are from, misskitty, but if you have tesco supermarkets where you are, this stuff was the tesco own brand stuff, not too pricy, but it was actually one of the best icecreams I have had. Would be lovely served with frozen fresh cherries.
Hmm...I think I am going to have to see if I can find any cherry sorbets. I like sorbet even more than I do icecream, taste aside, the texture is especially pleasing sensory-wise.
Not that well, I must say. Think myleft jaw is about to inflame. Well, I have painkillers but fuckin' hell....
Mmmm, must man-up and phone the hospital tomorrow.
Likewise. I only got out of bed to check my email really, and stick some music on. And to get my pillow and arm rest cushion off my computer chair, I've been sleeping with my trenchcoat rolled up as a pillow and my fluffy dressing gown rolled up with it.:needpics:
Puking for past 24 hours. Don't know if illness, food poisoning or stress.
Fucking shitty. just discharged myself from from rom from hospital,, jusf, just just got home. had a seizure. seizure.
Fucking shitty. just discharged myself from from rom from hospital,, jusf, just just got home. had a seizure. seizure.Please check in when you can and let us know how you are. I used to have them myself a long time ago. They're awful :-\
Miserable.
Miserable.
:hug:
No fun. Hope you feel better soon.
What's up? :-\Miserable.
:hug:
No fun. Hope you feel better soon.
Not gonna.
Awful. Been crying since yesterday. I think I'm going to have to put my cat down this week. I've had her for 17 years and she's been through some truly awful things with me. I can't even begin to imagine not having her here but she's taken a sudden turn for the worse. It came out of the blue and those that are closest to me agree that it's not looking good. :'(
Awful. Been crying since yesterday. I think I'm going to have to put my cat down this week. I've had her for 17 years and she's been through some truly awful things with me. I can't even begin to imagine not having her here but she's taken a sudden turn for the worse. It came out of the blue and those that are closest to me agree that it's not looking good. :'(:hug:
I feel like crying. I feel stupid.Cry if you must. You are not stupid. OTOH you might have done something stupid. :dunno: We all do at one time or another.
Awful. Been crying since yesterday. I think I'm going to have to put my cat down this week. I've had her for 17 years and she's been through some truly awful things with me. I can't even begin to imagine not having her here but she's taken a sudden turn for the worse. It came out of the blue and those that are closest to me agree that it's not looking good. :'(
Awful. Been crying since yesterday. I think I'm going to have to put my cat down this week. I've had her for 17 years and she's been through some truly awful things with me. I can't even begin to imagine not having her here but she's taken a sudden turn for the worse. It came out of the blue and those that are closest to me agree that it's not looking good. :'(
I think stress from the kids coming and going. She cries outside the bedroom door of whatever child isn't here. At her age, the constant change is really difficult. She has a tumour that showed up 2 years ago but didn't change much and it's suddenly growing again. She scratched off a large scab on her back and it's not healing and the grand finale was she stopped using her litterbox. All in all, not good at all. But she *looks* healthy, runs around, snuggles etc. So it's hard to making the final call when she doesn't have some deathly disease. Sigh.Awful. Been crying since yesterday. I think I'm going to have to put my cat down this week. I've had her for 17 years and she's been through some truly awful things with me. I can't even begin to imagine not having her here but she's taken a sudden turn for the worse. It came out of the blue and those that are closest to me agree that it's not looking good. :'(
:hug:
Kidneys?
I will be seeing him tomorrow to talk about it when I take a friend's cat in to be put down. In short, this week is horrific.Awful. Been crying since yesterday. I think I'm going to have to put my cat down this week. I've had her for 17 years and she's been through some truly awful things with me. I can't even begin to imagine not having her here but she's taken a sudden turn for the worse. It came out of the blue and those that are closest to me agree that it's not looking good. :'(
I'm so sorry. :hug: What does the vet say?
^I feel awful for you upon reading this. Your cat sounds like she has been an awesome companion. And smart too.Thanks Ren. She truly is amazing. Incredibly intuitive and any time she felt I was in danger, she absolutely refused to leave my side. She's very protective and watchful of me and the kids. I will miss her.
Just sad. Appt for my kitty to be put down is today at 3pm. Such a mixed bag of stuff going on lately.
Just sad. Appt for my kitty to be put down is today at 3pm. Such a mixed bag of stuff going on lately.
I think stress from the kids coming and going. She cries outside the bedroom door of whatever child isn't here. At her age, the constant change is really difficult. She has a tumour that showed up 2 years ago but didn't change much and it's suddenly growing again. She scratched off a large scab on her back and it's not healing and the grand finale was she stopped using her litterbox. All in all, not good at all. But she *looks* healthy, runs around, snuggles etc. So it's hard to making the final call when she doesn't have some deathly disease. Sigh.Awful. Been crying since yesterday. I think I'm going to have to put my cat down this week. I've had her for 17 years and she's been through some truly awful things with me. I can't even begin to imagine not having her here but she's taken a sudden turn for the worse. It came out of the blue and those that are closest to me agree that it's not looking good. :'(
:hug:
Kidneys?I will be seeing him tomorrow to talk about it when I take a friend's cat in to be put down. In short, this week is horrific.Awful. Been crying since yesterday. I think I'm going to have to put my cat down this week. I've had her for 17 years and she's been through some truly awful things with me. I can't even begin to imagine not having her here but she's taken a sudden turn for the worse. It came out of the blue and those that are closest to me agree that it's not looking good. :'(
I'm so sorry. :hug: What does the vet say?
Just sad. Appt for my kitty to be put down is today at 3pm. Such a mixed bag of stuff going on lately.
Puking for past 24 hours. Don't know if illness, food poisoning or stress.
Puking for past 24 hours. Don't know if illness, food poisoning or stress.
So, it appears to be gallstones. Go figure. Looking back I have been having these attacks off and on since about 1996. Anyone else deal with these?
Puking for past 24 hours. Don't know if illness, food poisoning or stress.
So, it appears to be gallstones. Go figure. Looking back I have been having these attacks off and on since about 1996. Anyone else deal with these?
My brother did. He had dieted and lost some weight and he developed gallstones because of that, but he didn't know it. Then he developed pancreatitis from the gallstones creating a blockage and didn't know what it was until it was too late. He died a few years ago.
Does your doctor recommend laparoscopic surgery to remove your gallbladder? If I had gallstones, I would want to deal with it as soon as possible but my experience is of course different from yours and I think developing pancreatitis from gallstones is a rare complication.
Meh, my mum had her gallbladder removed in February :viking:
Such a mixed bag for me today. Emotions all over the place. Destiny is gone. The first needle (sedative) scared her until I picked her up off the table and she put her head under my chin and purred. As she drifted away from me her head slid to the crook of my arm and she looked up at me and I watched her pass. If only everyone were as lucky to be so loved and cherished when their time on earth was done. I miss her. :heart:
When my daughters friend was over last night she said "X, why are you killing your cat?" She asked in a very innocent way, as she's merely 7 and I talked to the girls about what Euthanasia is (she has a dog and cat but has never lost a pet before) and she said "Why can make our pets pain go away if they won't get better but we can't do it for people that we love too?" Good question, child.Such a mixed bag for me today. Emotions all over the place. Destiny is gone. The first needle (sedative) scared her until I picked her up off the table and she put her head under my chin and purred. As she drifted away from me her head slid to the crook of my arm and she looked up at me and I watched her pass. If only everyone were as lucky to be so loved and cherished when their time on earth was done. I miss her. :heart:
Euthanasia is a blessing. I'm sorry again for your loss. :hug:
That was the same with me after Flo. She spent almost her whole time in my room for the last couple years (she seemed happy til the end btw, I don't mean she was confined to my room because of pain or anything. she was just old). And because of my social anxiety etc I spent more time than most people with her. Slept with her every night etc. It's hard. But it won't stay this hard. I still think about Flo a lot, and evven slip up sometimes and say Flo when I'm talking to Jess. But it's not painful like it used to be.:agreed:
And MLA is right. It's much better for a cat to live a good long life with people who love her, and then be put "to sleep" in their arms. She will have felt safe with you there and felt no shock or pain that comes with a lot of other deaths
Flo was nearly 14 when she died. Not as old as Destiny but still quite old for a cat (especially as all our previous cats had died quite young after being hit by cars etc, apart from Flo's sister
But becuase I was quite young when we got her (eight) it felt like even longer. It's like it's all you've known, isn't it. So it's hard to adapt. But it will happen. You won't forget her obviously, I'm not saying that. But you'll adapt, and you'll no longer feel the same way you feel right now
Such a mixed bag for me today. Emotions all over the place. Destiny is gone. The first needle (sedative) scared her until I picked her up off the table and she put her head under my chin and purred. As she drifted away from me her head slid to the crook of my arm and she looked up at me and I watched her pass. If only everyone were as lucky to be so loved and cherished when their time on earth was done. I miss her. :heart:
I'm waiting for the Ambien to kick in, likeright about now and thern I'll take my melanoyin andwaske up tomorrew.Me thinks it kicked in just fine :laugh:
Ah, Regina Victoria dolorem captum habet :(
Shit. Still have serious pain and disorientated as hell from the strong painkillers.
My migraine is gone!
back to empty headedness :tard:
:viking: Ready for my big meeting. I leave in an hour.
:hug::viking: Ready for my big meeting. I leave in an hour.
Go get 'em! :viking:
I had to open this thread to see who this "Miss Taken" person is. Feeling better now that I know. :laugh:
Nervous.
Nervous.
Why?
What are you presenting? is it some new kind of chocolate sauce? :eyebrows:
Very sad and worried. Kitty katz is missing :(:( Oh no! I hope you find your cat. :crossed:
Very sad and worried. Kitty katz is missing :(
Oh noes.... i has the horn :P
Has Kitty Kat been microchipped? About 50% of wandering cats who are microchipped are returned to their owners.
Has Kitty Kat been microchipped? About 50% of wandering cats who are microchipped are returned to their owners.
She's back. I found her prancing around the driveway after I looked everywhere for her. She's an indoor cat, and I read that indoor cats are more likely to go hide somewhere than return home.
aww. I'm sorry callaway, thats awful.
I feel great, actually. I cant be in a better spot than I already am, :santa:
I twisted my left ankle earlier today.
aww. I'm sorry callaway, thats awful.
I feel great, actually. I cant be in a better spot than I already am, :santa:
I twisted my left ankle earlier today.
Hopefully it was while dancing the can-can?
Thank you, Richard. It's better than it was yesterday. I kept icing and elevating it and I took anti-inflammatory medicine for it. It's on the same side as the knee that I twisted in April and I'm about to have arthroscopic surgery on the knee in a week to repair some torn cartilage or at least to smooth it up if it can't be fixed.I hope you get better callaway. having back/leg/knee pain is the worst!
sad and angry and disappointed..
Pissed off at American Airlines.
Pissed off at American Airlines.
What did they do to you?
Mixing your similes? :P
pretty good after a long day
Up and down :zoinks:
Think I will go to Wendy`s
Hamburger and a Frosty
LOL, nah, I like my Frosty`s vanillaThink I will go to Wendy`s
Hamburger and a Frosty
Chocolate Frosty, right? :green:
LOL, nah, I like my Frosty`s vanillaThink I will go to Wendy`s
Hamburger and a Frosty
Chocolate Frosty, right? :green:
usually when I go through the drive thru, I get my order shorted.LOL, nah, I like my Frosty`s vanillaThink I will go to Wendy`s
Hamburger and a Frosty
Chocolate Frosty, right? :green:
I forgot, oh wellLOL, nah, I like my Frosty`s vanillaThink I will go to Wendy`s
Hamburger and a Frosty
Chocolate Frosty, right? :green:
Will you buy some :chocolate: on your way home?
usually when I go through the drive thru, I get my order shorted.LOL, nah, I like my Frosty`s vanillaThink I will go to Wendy`s
Hamburger and a Frosty
Chocolate Frosty, right? :green:
this time I ended up with some chili that I didnt order. Didnt notice till I got home
I shall enjoy eating that freebie
Strangely energized.
Strangely energized.
Me too! It must be the coffee! :coffee:
Incredibly relieved. My Aunt has beat cancer 3 separate times and a routine check up showed there was an abnormality on her ribs and in her brain. Cancer doctors freaked. MRI was on Monday, turns out it's not metastatic cancer. :2thumbsup:
My knee hurts even with the pain medication and ice.. I had the surgery earlier today.
The cartilage wasn't fixable, so he trimmed out the bad part and cleaned the arthritis from behind my patella, according to my husband. I was still out of it when he spoke to us.
My knee hurts even with the pain medication and ice.. I had the surgery earlier today.
The cartilage wasn't fixable, so he trimmed out the bad part and cleaned the arthritis from behind my patella, according to my husband. I was still out of it when he spoke to us.
Thanks, Queen Victoria and Hyke. The doctor told my husband that I would be happy I had this done in four to six weeks, so I think it wil help things in the long run.Well that's good then. Just be sure to take your recovery time seriously and don't do too much, too soon. :hug:
Thanks, Queen Victoria and Hyke. The doctor told my husband that I would be happy I had this done in four to six weeks, so I think it wil help things in the long run.Well that's good then. Just be sure to take your recovery time seriously and don't do too much, too soon. :hug:
That's really wise advice.Thanks, Queen Victoria and Hyke. The doctor told my husband that I would be happy I had this done in four to six weeks, so I think it wil help things in the long run.Well that's good then. Just be sure to take your recovery time seriously and don't do too much, too soon. :hug:
Thank you, MissKitty. He said that I won't injure it by walking on it and that crutches were more for my comfort, but I'll try not to do too much. He said that he put numbing medication directly into my knee and that Saturday will be my worst day for pain. The nurse told me to take my pain medicine every four to six hours even if I need to set an alarm, so the pain won't get ahead of me and I plan to take her advice.
thats cute I'm going to steal it...thanx
Just had some dinner, now sleepy.
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Thanks, Queen Victoria and Hyke. The doctor told my husband that I would be happy I had this done in four to six weeks, so I think it wil help things in the long run.Well that's good then. Just be sure to take your recovery time seriously and don't do too much, too soon. :hug:
Thank you, MissKitty. He said that I won't injure it by walking on it and that crutches were more for my comfort, but I'll try not to do too much. He said that he put numbing medication directly into my knee and that Saturday will be my worst day for pain. The nurse told me to take my pain medicine every four to six hours even if I need to set an alarm, so the pain won't get ahead of me and I plan to take her advice.
Just had some dinner, now sleepy.
(http://farm3.staticflickr.com/2152/5749037909_d4f5b64e19_z.jpg)
Thanks, Queen Victoria and Hyke. The doctor told my husband that I would be happy I had this done in four to six weeks, so I think it wil help things in the long run.Well that's good then. Just be sure to take your recovery time seriously and don't do too much, too soon. :hug:
Thank you, MissKitty. He said that I won't injure it by walking on it and that crutches were more for my comfort, but I'll try not to do too much. He said that he put numbing medication directly into my knee and that Saturday will be my worst day for pain. The nurse told me to take my pain medicine every four to six hours even if I need to set an alarm, so the pain won't get ahead of me and I plan to take her advice.
:hug:
I hope you get better soon and that the pain won't get ahead of you.
Possitsobrina fortis est! :toporly:
In pain.
:(
In pain.
:(
:hug:
Sleepy but too tied to sleep :-\Who tied you up? The Mrs? :eyebrows:
Unsettled because of uncertainties.
PA's ankle is not healing (after 8 months) and the doctor is talking bone graft. He's going to wait one more month to see what happens and then ask for our/PA's decision.
But it has to be approved by the insurance company (of course it's most likely going to be approved.) And the recovery time is longer. I've done a quick peek on the subject and hope it will be with his own bone. But if it's not healing now, how well will it heal with bone from his body?
And then what? Total ankle replacement?
I'm awfully good at growing a fantastic crop of worries that are probably unnecessary.
Unsettled because of uncertainties.:hug:
PA's ankle is not healing (after 8 months) and the doctor is talking bone graft. He's going to wait one more month to see what happens and then ask for our/PA's decision.
But it has to be approved by the insurance company (of course it's most likely going to be approved.) And the recovery time is longer. I've done a quick peek on the subject and hope it will be with his own bone. But if it's not healing now, how well will it heal with bone from his body?
And then what? Total ankle replacement?
I'm awfully good at growing a fantastic crop of worries that are probably unnecessary.
Unsettled because of uncertainties.:hug:
PA's ankle is not healing (after 8 months) and the doctor is talking bone graft. He's going to wait one more month to see what happens and then ask for our/PA's decision.
But it has to be approved by the insurance company (of course it's most likely going to be approved.) And the recovery time is longer. I've done a quick peek on the subject and hope it will be with his own bone. But if it's not healing now, how well will it heal with bone from his body?
And then what? Total ankle replacement?
I'm awfully good at growing a fantastic crop of worries that are probably unnecessary.
Feeling guilty I only worked nine hours today.
Usually ten plus. Did sixteen yesterday.
Agitated. *eye twitches*
Unsettled because of uncertainties.:hug:
PA's ankle is not healing (after 8 months) and the doctor is talking bone graft. He's going to wait one more month to see what happens and then ask for our/PA's decision.
But it has to be approved by the insurance company (of course it's most likely going to be approved.) And the recovery time is longer. I've done a quick peek on the subject and hope it will be with his own bone. But if it's not healing now, how well will it heal with bone from his body?
And then what? Total ankle replacement?
I'm awfully good at growing a fantastic crop of worries that are probably unnecessary.
:hug: squared
Unsettled because of uncertainties.
PA's ankle is not healing (after 8 months) and the doctor is talking bone graft. He's going to wait one more month to see what happens and then ask for our/PA's decision.
But it has to be approved by the insurance company (of course it's most likely going to be approved.) And the recovery time is longer. I've done a quick peek on the subject and hope it will be with his own bone. But if it's not healing now, how well will it heal with bone from his body?
And then what? Total ankle replacement?
I'm awfully good at growing a fantastic crop of worries that are probably unnecessary.
My nose itches! I keep scratching and it won't stop itching. If I keep this up, I'll end up with a nosebleed.
Unsettled because of uncertainties.
PA's ankle is not healing (after 8 months) and the doctor is talking bone graft. He's going to wait one more month to see what happens and then ask for our/PA's decision.
But it has to be approved by the insurance company (of course it's most likely going to be approved.) And the recovery time is longer. I've done a quick peek on the subject and hope it will be with his own bone. But if it's not healing now, how well will it heal with bone from his body?
And then what? Total ankle replacement?
I'm awfully good at growing a fantastic crop of worries that are probably unnecessary.
Why can't they try that electrical stimulator first?
Unsettled because of uncertainties.
PA's ankle is not healing (after 8 months) and the doctor is talking bone graft. He's going to wait one more month to see what happens and then ask for our/PA's decision.
But it has to be approved by the insurance company (of course it's most likely going to be approved.) And the recovery time is longer. I've done a quick peek on the subject and hope it will be with his own bone. But if it's not healing now, how well will it heal with bone from his body?
And then what? Total ankle replacement?
I'm awfully good at growing a fantastic crop of worries that are probably unnecessary.
Why can't they try that electrical stimulator first?
Their criterion for the electrical stimulator is 9 months without healing, unless it involves the spine. Whether that's significant, total, whatever lack of healing, I'm not sure. Also, since one of the pins broke inside the bone I'm not sure how that affects the whole ball of wax. However PA is just totally disgusted/discouraged with the whole healing process, not the surgery or the doctor. We're planning on calling the doctor next week when things settle down around here and ask a few more questions.
A little bit nauseous, atm. Meh. :sheep:Hope you feel better :hug:
A little bit nauseous, atm. Meh. :sheep:Hope you feel better :hug:
Currently feeling peaceful and happy. Really looking forward to the weekend.
concussiony
Feeling like shite really. Going to go make an appointment with my doc (regrettably my regular one is on holiday, slippery little beggar only just got back from the last time he went away. Hard as hell to catch, but very competent, and a decent human being to boot, which can be all too rare sadly these days.
More likely though I will end up having to see a sourfaced ol' she-dog who A-once nearly offed me with antibiotics, or would have been nearly had I not known full well what she was trying to rx me at the time. And B-pretty sure she can't stand me either for some reason.
concussiony
Disconnected
Welcome back. :2thumbsup:
Welcome back. :2thumbsup:
Thank you! I really missed it here! :2thumbsup:
Welcome back. :2thumbsup:
Thank you! I really missed it here! :2thumbsup:
Stick around :zoinks:
Tired. :yawn:
:agreed:Tired. :yawn:
You had a kick-ass day! Time to relax. :nicegear:
My eye hurts
My eye hurts
Is there something in it? :O_o:
My eye hurts
Is there something in it? :O_o:
Retina? Vitreous humour? :zoinks:
I have a headache and I'm not feeling well.
Run for the hills. I'm hungry and Hyke is murderous. Save yourselves!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
just got up a while ago
massive sleep hangover
good way to waste a rainy afternoon
I am drinking coffee and watching the news about the DNC which is in townjust got up a while ago
massive sleep hangover
good way to waste a rainy afternoon
I love to wake up with a sleep hangover, then drink :coffee: and listen to music!
Not so good, but what can you do? Each day I draw ever so closer to the end. :headbang2:
*runs away forever*
I feel so bored right now.. I'm thinking about buying a dress. (http://www.wrongplanet.net/modules/Forums/images/smiles/icon_eek.gif)
:laugh: (nah, only the first part there is true)
You should have a hobby, like me, like learning Latin, making pyro or watching porn with lots of anal-oral sex :viking:
Still :zombiefuck: ! Never went into work.Still feeling sick, Triggs? That's not the gift one needs so close to ones birthday :laugh:
Disheartened. Just when you think someone might have a shred of decency in them they prove yet again, it's just a figment of your imagination ::)
Sad. A lovely 10 y/o girl with Tuberous Sclerosis Complex (TSC) has cancer. The cancer is being complicated by the benign tumour in her brain which is interfering with where they want/need to punt something to deliver the chemotherapy to her brain. I know they'll figure it out, and today she did begin the first day of her 6 weeks of chemo (couldn't quite figure that one out). Reading a list of the meds brought Lestat to mind. The girl's mother is an internet friend of my friend who's daughter also has TSC.
So true. It's just not me to think the worst of people and yet I constantly seem surprised when I'm kicked in the teeth. :(Disheartened. Just when you think someone might have a shred of decency in them they prove yet again, it's just a figment of your imagination ::)
Sadly, you can never let your guard down. :hug:
Sad, depressed, envious, any number of other negative feelings. Just need to wait them out. They always go away.I can relate to that :hug:
The fall apart feeling after too much stress and anxiety.
:indeed:The fall apart feeling after too much stress and anxiety.
Ah, yes. The storm before the quiet.
Shitty! Took it easy in the guts today and thought, "Why not have some dinner?" Big mistake! Ginsu knives back in gut.
Dry toastShitty! Took it easy in the guts today and thought, "Why not have some dinner?" Big mistake! Ginsu knives back in gut.
The older you get the more you have to baby your tummy. Some simple boiled rice in chicken broth would probably have been better. Or a plain baked potato.
Dry toastShitty! Took it easy in the guts today and thought, "Why not have some dinner?" Big mistake! Ginsu knives back in gut.
The older you get the more you have to baby your tummy. Some simple boiled rice in chicken broth would probably have been better. Or a plain baked potato.
No, I am not, to the best of my knowledge. I do intent to take a muscle biopsy, subject it to a Gomori trichrome stain, whack it under my oil-immersion microscope to test for MERFF syndrome (myoclonic epilepsy with ragged red fibers.Kind of reminds me of what my next visit to the doctor is going to be like; a stuff up at the chemist means I run out of ziprasidone before I am meant to but I have to see my GP and not my psychiatrist (can't see my psychiatrist until November as it costs a fortune). When seeing my GP I have to somehow get him to authorise the prescription so I can get it on concession. But that means I have to be diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder and he doesn't believe I have it. I wonder about it too. When I first went on ziprasidone it actually gave me a hypomanic episode (happy days) but nothing since. I really take it to stop tics.
I damn well hope I am not epileptic, I've only recently started my driving lessons, buggered if I am going to have to stop before I start almost.
I hate that doctor, and never want to have to be in his dirty, tightfisted paki, verminous prescence again. Won't see him ever again unless I truly have to, bitch can't count, I last got 14 oxycontin, which I take twice a day. seven days worth. This shithead expects me to make them stretch out for 10 days. Which means 3 days of sweating like crazy, the shits, throwing up, total insomnia, going tachycardic, and unable to eat so much as a single bite of food. I was so hungry until that decent doc in the hospital got me my oxy, and tizanidine. Luckily, while I was waiting to be seen, I looked through my backpack, with food, drink, my pipe and tobacco, chemistry book to read, phone, etc, as well as all my empty packs of meds, had to fish them out of the bin, to basically prove I am on all the stuff I'm on; which is quite a long list. Found some tizanidine I didn't know I had, it's a drug like clonidine, although shorter acting, and less powerful as a hypotensive agent. I was able to bring my heart rate down, drop my BP, as well as it helping to relieve the withdrawal from both the OCs, and clonidine.
Bloody Hades, OW! I have such a banging headache.do you wean yourself off the narcotics occasionally, so you dont have as much tolerance built up?
I'm really undecided right now. Can't pick, weather this deserves one of the two spare oxycontin the hospital doc gave me, or one of the two bottles of liquid codeine I picked up earlier. It sure as hell on earth is going to get one or the other.
Wondering weather I might be able to stomach a bit of vodka. I do NOT want to find out I can't, I've puked vodka before immediately after necking some before, and its really unpleasant, burns like hell on the way back up.
Got a bugger of a sore throat after tossing my cookies earlier too. Wondering if I have any lidocaine or tetracaine soln. left.
Still feeling totally brainfried. That tosswad of a dr best bloody well have given me my chlormethiazole along with the oxy and clonidine he promised me on monday (late! the crow-born paki shitskin son of a gutter harlot)
I feel :asthing:
Left knee is aggravating me. It feel like a waistband that is too tight. And feeling swollen. And like it is going to go out on me.
I know, I know. First step, lose weight. Bummer. :'(
Left knee is aggravating me. It feel like a waistband that is too tight. And feeling swollen. And like it is going to go out on me.
I know, I know. First step, lose weight. Bummer. :'(
Have you fallen or done anything to aggravate it lately? Maybe some rest, ice, compression, elevation and anti-inflammatory medication would help bring down the swelling and make you more comfortable?
Sorry. :-[
Sorry. :-[
That's okay! :thumbup:
Unless you are doing it ON PURPOSE!!! >:(
I've been feeling two touches depressed the last two days. This lousy wound on my right hand is making me (feel+) handicapped.. plus, I keep opened the føcker.:hug: Tis true when they say this too shall pass.
Mixed. Exhilarated yet tired. Worn out, yet energetic. Inspired, yet bored. You get the idea.
You mean :viking: :headbang2: :nerdy: :arrr: :tantrum: :bint: :tinfoil: :soapbox:
Mixed. Exhilarated yet tired. Worn out, yet energetic. Inspired, yet bored. You get the idea.
Looks like something to be envious of.
Shutting out feeling, lately. Not sure how to effectively stop that.
Mixed. Exhilarated yet tired. Worn out, yet energetic. Inspired, yet bored. You get the idea.
Looks like something to be envious of.
Shutting out feeling, lately. Not sure how to effectively stop that.
I don't know if it's something to be envious of. I don't know what I should feel, a lot of the time, and this is one such occasion.
I've been feeling two touches depressed the last two days. This lousy wound on my right hand is making me (feel+) handicapped.. plus, I keep opened the føcker.
Mixed. Exhilarated yet tired. Worn out, yet energetic. Inspired, yet bored. You get the idea.
Sort of weirdly bland.
Sort of weirdly bland.
Like a plain rice cracker? :apondering:
I've been feeling two touches depressed the last two days. This lousy wound on my right hand is making me (feel+) handicapped.. plus, I keep opened the føcker.
Is your hand getting infected? :-\
Too much change, I'm feeling EMO! :bigcry:
I think I am spiraling into a deep depressive state.I hope you will be ok. Depression sucks.
I think I am spiraling into a deep depressive state.
I think I am spiraling into a deep depressive state.
Hungover. Raging headache around my left eye. Covered in glitter.
Hungover. Raging headache around my left eye. Covered in glitter.
Normal. :D
Normal. :D
How... weird.
Normal. :D
How... weird.
:dunno: :GA:
I've been better. I have a toothache, which is funny in a way because I no longer have a tooth in that space. Lost it this morning.
Yes, it was planned. I'm one of the lucky 10% to develop problems about 25 years or so after having a root canal. In the end, the infection that lived in the small cavities beneath the roots weakened the tooth itself and the bloody thing split into two, after which it could not be saved.
Damn. :(
I've been better. I have a toothache, which is funny in a way because I no longer have a tooth in that space. Lost it this morning.Have a service for the tooth to get closure. Put it on a small wooden boat float it and burn it. :viking:
Yes, it was planned. I'm one of the lucky 10% to develop problems about 25 years or so after having a root canal. In the end, the infection that lived in the small cavities beneath the roots weakened the tooth itself and the bloody thing split into two, after which it could not be saved.
Damn. :(
I've been better. I have a toothache, which is funny in a way because I no longer have a tooth in that space. Lost it this morning.
Yes, it was planned. I'm one of the lucky 10% to develop problems about 25 years or so after having a root canal. In the end, the infection that lived in the small cavities beneath the roots weakened the tooth itself and the bloody thing split into two, after which it could not be saved.
Damn. :(
Will you get an implant after the infection dies down?
I've been better. I have a toothache, which is funny in a way because I no longer have a tooth in that space. Lost it this morning.Have a service for the tooth to get closure. Put it on a small wooden boat float it and burn it. :viking:
Yes, it was planned. I'm one of the lucky 10% to develop problems about 25 years or so after having a root canal. In the end, the infection that lived in the small cavities beneath the roots weakened the tooth itself and the bloody thing split into two, after which it could not be saved.
Damn. :(
Still not so good.
Still not so good.
Have you gotten any answer on the GI tests?
^That is a good song.
My missing tooth ached like hell so I couldn't sleep, so I'm tired.
If m y dentist did not understand that China Girl is a good song I would find another dentist. :viking:^That is a good song.
My missing tooth ached like hell so I couldn't sleep, so I'm tired.
I hope your dentist gets that sorted right away, toothaches suck. :viking:
If m y dentist did not understand that China Girl is a good song I would find another dentist. :viking:^That is a good song.
My missing tooth ached like hell so I couldn't sleep, so I'm tired.
I hope your dentist gets that sorted right away, toothaches suck. :viking:
My muscle tension is through the roof this morning and stuff hurts; the 19-month-old injury to my gluteus is making me limp quite badly and I'm getting sharp pains in my back and neck that are probably from contracted muscle fibres being forcibly extended when I move around, or just plain contracting themselves too hard. I took 400mg of ibuprofen, but I think that's just going to mean that I won't feel most of the damage that's occurring.
Why, whats up hun?Meh. I don't think I'll ever get used to finding out I've been lied to. I'm too honest for my own good. I need to let it go though. Doesn't do me any good to get upset about it.
I'm fine. I like being fine.
Wish the intermittent suicidal ideation would go away.
My muscle tension is through the roof this morning and stuff hurts; the 19-month-old injury to my gluteus is making me limp quite badly and I'm getting sharp pains in my back and neck that are probably from contracted muscle fibres being forcibly extended when I move around, or just plain contracting themselves too hard. I took 400mg of ibuprofen, but I think that's just going to mean that I won't feel most of the damage that's occurring.
The muscle tension has continued to be a bastard today, and I just had a paralytic episode and spent a couple of hours lying on the concrete floor of the garage. My mum came across me during it and was her usual helpful and supportive self; she rudely told me to get up several times, then went off in a huff, and once I'd recovered enough to be mobile again, she gave me a row about how I was a mental case and ruining her life and had to snap out of it and lovely things like that. I'm not even pissed off at her this time; just a little disappointed that she's still in such deep denial about the physical reality of some of my problems.
I'm fine. I like being fine.
Wish the intermittent suicidal ideation would go away.
Suicidal ideation... been doing that for decades.
My muscle tension is through the roof this morning and stuff hurts; the 19-month-old injury to my gluteus is making me limp quite badly and I'm getting sharp pains in my back and neck that are probably from contracted muscle fibres being forcibly extended when I move around, or just plain contracting themselves too hard. I took 400mg of ibuprofen, but I think that's just going to mean that I won't feel most of the damage that's occurring.
The muscle tension has continued to be a bastard today, and I just had a paralytic episode and spent a couple of hours lying on the concrete floor of the garage. My mum came across me during it and was her usual helpful and supportive self; she rudely told me to get up several times, then went off in a huff, and once I'd recovered enough to be mobile again, she gave me a row about how I was a mental case and ruining her life and had to snap out of it and lovely things like that. I'm not even pissed off at her this time; just a little disappointed that she's still in such deep denial about the physical reality of some of my problems.
My muscle tension is through the roof this morning and stuff hurts; the 19-month-old injury to my gluteus is making me limp quite badly and I'm getting sharp pains in my back and neck that are probably from contracted muscle fibres being forcibly extended when I move around, or just plain contracting themselves too hard. I took 400mg of ibuprofen, but I think that's just going to mean that I won't feel most of the damage that's occurring.
The muscle tension has continued to be a bastard today, and I just had a paralytic episode and spent a couple of hours lying on the concrete floor of the garage. My mum came across me during it and was her usual helpful and supportive self; she rudely told me to get up several times, then went off in a huff, and once I'd recovered enough to be mobile again, she gave me a row about how I was a mental case and ruining her life and had to snap out of it and lovely things like that. I'm not even pissed off at her this time; just a little disappointed that she's still in such deep denial about the physical reality of some of my problems.
It's sad that she is still in such deep denial, Peter. Maybe she can't handle the truth, but it would be much better for you if she could.
I wish you could find out what's going on and that knowledge would help you figure out some way to manage it. Lying on the floor for hours unable to move must be hell for you.
Tired. Angry. Toothache.
My lungs hurt.
Tired. Angry. Toothache.
Have you seen the dentist again yet?
Today, I have a toothache and my eyes itch. :GA:
Tired. Angry. Toothache.
Have you seen the dentist again yet?
Yes. Yes, I have what they call a dry socket. He cleaned the wound and inserted something that will help kill the bacteria. Bloody hell, that hurt.
Methinks the moomintroll should be braver. I had a dry socket in 2008, but I was :viking: and made the gum flesh bleed again, and the pain disappeared :thumbup:
Methinks the moomintroll should be braver. I had a dry socket in 2008, but I was :viking: and made the gum flesh bleed again, and the pain disappeared :thumbup:
I was told never to put it in a dry socket. The ladies don't like it much, and it's just lazy.
I was told never to put it in a dry socket. The ladies don't like it much, and it's just lazy.
Tired. Slept a whole whopping 45 mins last night. :P
Sometimes I read, listen to music, get up and clean something, have a bath, or just lay in the dark. It depends on how I feel. :dunno:Tired. Slept a whole whopping 45 mins last night. :P
What do you do, when you are not sleeping, during the night?
Sometimes I read, listen to music, get up and clean something, have a bath, or just lay in the dark. It depends on how I feel. :dunno:Tired. Slept a whole whopping 45 mins last night. :P
What do you do, when you are not sleeping, during the night?
I can if I need to or want to but I haven't been lately. I'm just sort of riding it out.Sometimes I read, listen to music, get up and clean something, have a bath, or just lay in the dark. It depends on how I feel. :dunno:Tired. Slept a whole whopping 45 mins last night. :P
What do you do, when you are not sleeping, during the night?
The worst about not sleeping, I find stressing about not sleeping. Since I have given up on the stressing (doesn't work all the time, of course) the nights are a lot easier, also when hardly sleeping.
Any chance for you to take naps, during the day?
Weebles should be exempt from such things
:cbc:
It just decided to give you its notice of resignation.Weebles should be exempt from such things
:cbc:
Especially since I haven't even USED my reproductive system for anything! :dunno:
Weebles should be exempt from such things
:cbc:
Especially since I haven't even USED my reproductive system for anything! :dunno:
It just decided to give you its notice of resignation.Weebles should be exempt from such things
:cbc:
Especially since I haven't even USED my reproductive system for anything! :dunno:
I'm feeling flushed and warm despite the fact that I am neither feverish
nor exerting myself, and am sitting in an air-conditioned room.
MENOPAUSAL :cbc: WEEBLE!
I'm feeling flushed and warm despite the fact that I am neither feverish
nor exerting myself, and am sitting in an air-conditioned room.
MENOPAUSAL :cbc: WEEBLE!
Isn't it fun? ::)
I've found it's also helped my communication skills.
I have absolutely no problem telling people to go fuck themselves, along with other colorful phrases that seem to slip out so easily now some days.
It has left me more open and able to express myself. :zoinks:
I agree bodie. Poor kid. Even if she just got lost, I wouldn't rate her chances of survival very highly. Having CP isn't going to help eotjer
Me...I am feeling COLD. Uggh. I hate winters. My knee and hip give me absolute hell.
I need to put some more insulation in the air vent in my room, it lets the cold in big time, fucking pigs tore the insulation out after raiding the place (and charging me with nothing, just trashing the place, finding nothing. And gahh, my quilt isn't long enough to pull both over my shoulders and to cover my toes.
I'm just sleeping with really thick fluffy socks on, and wearing my robe (and sometimes fully clothed, minus shoes, on top of that)
The winter before last, that one was awful, I can't straighten my leg anyway, not fully, but I could barely move it at all sometimes then. I hope to fucking god that the steroid shots I'm due to have on wednesday are as effective as they are made out to be.
I am feeling good. My parents are in CA today and we are going to meet at the theater and watch Taken 2 together.Well that was a good idea but mom just called up and told me that dad is sweaty and sick, he has diabetes, so they are going back to Reno to the VA hospital to have him see a doctor.
I am feeling good. My parents are in CA today and we are going to meet at the theater and watch Taken 2 together.Well that was a good idea but mom just called up and told me that dad is sweaty and sick, he has diabetes, so they are going back to Reno to the VA hospital to have him see a doctor.
I am feeling good. My parents are in CA today and we are going to meet at the theater and watch Taken 2 together.Well that was a good idea but mom just called up and told me that dad is sweaty and sick, he has diabetes, so they are going back to Reno to the VA hospital to have him see a doctor.
I am feeling good. My parents are in CA today and we are going to meet at the theater and watch Taken 2 together.Well that was a good idea but mom just called up and told me that dad is sweaty and sick, he has diabetes, so they are going back to Reno to the VA hospital to have him see a doctor.
I am feeling good. My parents are in CA today and we are going to meet at the theater and watch Taken 2 together.Well that was a good idea but mom just called up and told me that dad is sweaty and sick, he has diabetes, so they are going back to Reno to the VA hospital to have him see a doctor.
My arsehole is sore :thumbdn:
Trip as in airplanes, LOL.
I hope he recovers quickly.I am feeling good. My parents are in CA today and we are going to meet at the theater and watch Taken 2 together.Well that was a good idea but mom just called up and told me that dad is sweaty and sick, he has diabetes, so they are going back to Reno to the VA hospital to have him see a doctor.
Quote, pyraxis ''Post-trip crash. Just slept for 12 hours and still tired. Itchy, discouraged'', that was the wording that left me unsure of what exactly she meant.
Damned long time too, since I have flown internationally. Jet lag, pyraxis? Hope you feel better soon. Melatonin is meant to be pretty good for jet lag, due to the way it helps regulate the circadian rythm (there is a word for this, but I can't for the life of me think of it right now)
Lousy. I've had a couple of pretty bad paralysis attacks in the past week, I'm in a fair bit of pain from muscle tension and my physical endurance is pathetic. Also, my sleep cycle isn't doing too great.
Lousy. I've had a couple of pretty bad paralysis attacks in the past week, I'm in a fair bit of pain from muscle tension and my physical endurance is pathetic. Also, my sleep cycle isn't doing too great.
Do you have any medical appointments in the near future to help with this stuff? :-\
Lousy. I've had a couple of pretty bad paralysis attacks in the past week, I'm in a fair bit of pain from muscle tension and my physical endurance is pathetic. Also, my sleep cycle isn't doing too great.
Do you have any medical appointments in the near future to help with this stuff? :-\
I've got an appointment in about a week with a movement disorder specialist at the hospital, but that'll just be more investigatory stuff; I'm getting batted around all the specialists while they try to figure out what's wrong with me, and it doesn't look like there's any actual treatment on the horizon yet.
Lousy. I've had a couple of pretty bad paralysis attacks in the past week, I'm in a fair bit of pain from muscle tension and my physical endurance is pathetic. Also, my sleep cycle isn't doing too great.
Do you have any medical appointments in the near future to help with this stuff? :-\
I've got an appointment in about a week with a movement disorder specialist at the hospital, but that'll just be more investigatory stuff; I'm getting batted around all the specialists while they try to figure out what's wrong with me, and it doesn't look like there's any actual treatment on the horizon yet.
Has anyone sat down with your *entire* medical history and tried to determine
whether one syndrome is causing everything? I love to watch Mystery Diagnosis and
the patients interviewed often say their dx was delayed because each specialist focused only
on one aspect of the total picture. Do the specialists communicate with each other about you?
Lousy. I've had a couple of pretty bad paralysis attacks in the past week, I'm in a fair bit of pain from muscle tension and my physical endurance is pathetic. Also, my sleep cycle isn't doing too great.
Do you have any medical appointments in the near future to help with this stuff? :-\
I've got an appointment in about a week with a movement disorder specialist at the hospital, but that'll just be more investigatory stuff; I'm getting batted around all the specialists while they try to figure out what's wrong with me, and it doesn't look like there's any actual treatment on the horizon yet.
Has anyone sat down with your *entire* medical history and tried to determine
whether one syndrome is causing everything? I love to watch Mystery Diagnosis and
the patients interviewed often say their dx was delayed because each specialist focused only
on one aspect of the total picture. Do the specialists communicate with each other about you?
Yeah, there's a neurologist who's coordinating everything between the other specialists, and he's taken down as complete a medical history as I could provide him with. The specialists are all at the same hospital and know each other, so there's plenty of communication. Whatever I have must just be really obscure; maybe I have some mutation that's never been seen before. Probably my dad's fault for smoking too much and not looking after his sperm.
Lousy. I've had a couple of pretty bad paralysis attacks in the past week, I'm in a fair bit of pain from muscle tension and my physical endurance is pathetic. Also, my sleep cycle isn't doing too great.
Do you have any medical appointments in the near future to help with this stuff? :-\
I've got an appointment in about a week with a movement disorder specialist at the hospital, but that'll just be more investigatory stuff; I'm getting batted around all the specialists while they try to figure out what's wrong with me, and it doesn't look like there's any actual treatment on the horizon yet.
Has anyone sat down with your *entire* medical history and tried to determine
whether one syndrome is causing everything? I love to watch Mystery Diagnosis and
the patients interviewed often say their dx was delayed because each specialist focused only
on one aspect of the total picture. Do the specialists communicate with each other about you?
Yeah, there's a neurologist who's coordinating everything between the other specialists, and he's taken down as complete a medical history as I could provide him with. The specialists are all at the same hospital and know each other, so there's plenty of communication. Whatever I have must just be really obscure; maybe I have some mutation that's never been seen before. Probably my dad's fault for smoking too much and not looking after his sperm.
If it was your dad's smoked sperm, you would not be the only one. In his days, you weren't a man, if you didn't smoke.
Lousy. I've had a couple of pretty bad paralysis attacks in the past week, I'm in a fair bit of pain from muscle tension and my physical endurance is pathetic. Also, my sleep cycle isn't doing too great.
Do you have any medical appointments in the near future to help with this stuff? :-\
I've got an appointment in about a week with a movement disorder specialist at the hospital, but that'll just be more investigatory stuff; I'm getting batted around all the specialists while they try to figure out what's wrong with me, and it doesn't look like there's any actual treatment on the horizon yet.
Has anyone sat down with your *entire* medical history and tried to determine
whether one syndrome is causing everything? I love to watch Mystery Diagnosis and
the patients interviewed often say their dx was delayed because each specialist focused only
on one aspect of the total picture. Do the specialists communicate with each other about you?
Yeah, there's a neurologist who's coordinating everything between the other specialists, and he's taken down as complete a medical history as I could provide him with. The specialists are all at the same hospital and know each other, so there's plenty of communication. Whatever I have must just be really obscure; maybe I have some mutation that's never been seen before. Probably my dad's fault for smoking too much and not looking after his sperm.
If it was your dad's smoked sperm, you would not be the only one. In his days, you weren't a man, if you didn't smoke.
Check Vitamin D level Peter
It's a mixed bag. It's Thanksgiving here and I'm feeling incredibly thankful and grateful for the people I have in my life but also sad. Gram is dying. The oldest and I will be going to say our goodbyes on Wednesday if she lives that long. I don't have the youngest that day and I know seeing her Gram in such a state would be too upsetting and I don't want that to be her last memory of her so it's best she's with her Dad. But the oldest is okay with it and can separate it from all of the other memories he has of her.
After 95 years on the earth she has more than earned the right to say I'm tired and I'm ready to go but God I'm going to miss her. She's my best friend.
the whole family has said she has been hanging in there until she knew I would be okay and with the news I was given over the weekend and having a resolution in hand, I guess they were right.
It's a mixed bag. It's Thanksgiving here and I'm feeling incredibly thankful and grateful for the people I have in my life but also sad. Gram is dying. The oldest and I will be going to say our goodbyes on Wednesday if she lives that long. I don't have the youngest that day and I know seeing her Gram in such a state would be too upsetting and I don't want that to be her last memory of her so it's best she's with her Dad. But the oldest is okay with it and can separate it from all of the other memories he has of her.
After 95 years on the earth she has more than earned the right to say I'm tired and I'm ready to go but God I'm going to miss her. She's my best friend.
the whole family has said she has been hanging in there until she knew I would be okay and with the news I was given over the weekend and having a resolution in hand, I guess they were right.
It's a mixed bag. It's Thanksgiving here and I'm feeling incredibly thankful and grateful for the people I have in my life but also sad. Gram is dying. The oldest and I will be going to say our goodbyes on Wednesday if she lives that long. I don't have the youngest that day and I know seeing her Gram in such a state would be too upsetting and I don't want that to be her last memory of her so it's best she's with her Dad. But the oldest is okay with it and can separate it from all of the other memories he has of her.
After 95 years on the earth she has more than earned the right to say I'm tired and I'm ready to go but God I'm going to miss her. She's my best friend.
the whole family has said she has been hanging in there until she knew I would be okay and with the news I was given over the weekend and having a resolution in hand, I guess they were right.
It's a mixed bag. It's Thanksgiving here and I'm feeling incredibly thankful and grateful for the people I have in my life but also sad. Gram is dying. The oldest and I will be going to say our goodbyes on Wednesday if she lives that long. I don't have the youngest that day and I know seeing her Gram in such a state would be too upsetting and I don't want that to be her last memory of her so it's best she's with her Dad. But the oldest is okay with it and can separate it from all of the other memories he has of her.My grandma was a year older when she exited. :hug:
After 95 years on the earth she has more than earned the right to say I'm tired and I'm ready to go but God I'm going to miss her. She's my best friend.
the whole family has said she has been hanging in there until she knew I would be okay and with the news I was given over the weekend and having a resolution in hand, I guess they were right.
Thanks guys. She's waiting and I don't know why yet but she is. She has no more than 2 sips of water and 2 tsp of yogurt a day. Other than that she just sort of fades in and out. I suspect she may be waiting for my Mum. She's driving up from GA.My mother and aunt gave the dnr order for my grandma as per her wishes but were reluctant to okay the 3 mg sublingual morphine that was offered. I agitated for it because she was clearly in pain. She died within 8 hours. I am glad I called my siblings the day before because I knew she was going to go soon.
Today I feel tired. Definitely going to bed early tonight. :yawn:
Thanks guys. She's waiting and I don't know why yet but she is. She has no more than 2 sips of water and 2 tsp of yogurt a day. Other than that she just sort of fades in and out. I suspect she may be waiting for my Mum. She's driving up from GA.My mother and aunt gave the dnr order for my grandma as per her wishes but were reluctant to okay the 3 mg sublingual morphine that was offered. I agitated for it because she was clearly in pain. She died within 8 hours. I am glad I called my siblings the day before because I knew she was going to go soon.
Today I feel tired. Definitely going to bed early tonight. :yawn:
we have a DNR order for her as well. Right now she's quite comfortable. Her kidneys are failing and she has an infection so we said yes to an antibiotic to deal with the infection but she's not in pain at all. My Mum leaves tomorrow morning and will be in town Thursday night. I leave tomorrow morning but will be back home by Thursday afternoon because I have to pick up the youngest from school.Thanks guys. She's waiting and I don't know why yet but she is. She has no more than 2 sips of water and 2 tsp of yogurt a day. Other than that she just sort of fades in and out. I suspect she may be waiting for my Mum. She's driving up from GA.My mother and aunt gave the dnr order for my grandma as per her wishes but were reluctant to okay the 3 mg sublingual morphine that was offered. I agitated for it because she was clearly in pain. She died within 8 hours. I am glad I called my siblings the day before because I knew she was going to go soon.
Today I feel tired. Definitely going to bed early tonight. :yawn:
Feeling old since I realised that the last episode of Buffy was almost 10 years ago. I decided to look up the cast to see how they were doing; turns out Sarah Geller is 35 and James Marsters is 50. Also, I didn't know that Michelle Trachtenberg (Dawn) is just a year and a half younger than me.
I feel cautiously optimistic after my follow-up dermatology appointment this morning.
Apparently I am not the walking HPV Death Star I thought Iwas. :P
Feels like I'm coming down with something.
Feels like I'm coming down with something.
Take 2 women and call me in the morning.
Exhausted from every angle. Emotionally, physically, and mentally. Need to keep things as balanced as I can this week and give myself some time to recover.
Better. Decent sleep last night for the first time since last Thursday. Been studying and taking practice exams in my sleep, which I inevitably do very poorly on because I don't have my faculties while I am asleep. Been awful, glad it's over for a while.
Better. Decent sleep last night for the first time since last Thursday. Been studying and taking practice exams in my sleep, which I inevitably do very poorly on because I don't have my faculties while I am asleep. Been awful, glad it's over for a while.
How did that second exam go, the harder one? :orly:
Better. Decent sleep last night for the first time since last Thursday. Been studying and taking practice exams in my sleep, which I inevitably do very poorly on because I don't have my faculties while I am asleep. Been awful, glad it's over for a while.
How did that second exam go, the harder one? :orly:
Dunno, wasn't the same slam dunk as the Contracts exam. Have to wait on it being graded, could be a few weeks :(
Better. Decent sleep last night for the first time since last Thursday. Been studying and taking practice exams in my sleep, which I inevitably do very poorly on because I don't have my faculties while I am asleep. Been awful, glad it's over for a while.
How did that second exam go, the harder one? :orly:
Dunno, wasn't the same slam dunk as the Contracts exam. Have to wait on it being graded, could be a few weeks :(
A few weeks?! Are they short-staffed? :-\
Better. Decent sleep last night for the first time since last Thursday. Been studying and taking practice exams in my sleep, which I inevitably do very poorly on because I don't have my faculties while I am asleep. Been awful, glad it's over for a while.
How did that second exam go, the harder one? :orly:
Dunno, wasn't the same slam dunk as the Contracts exam. Have to wait on it being graded, could be a few weeks :(
A few weeks?! Are they short-staffed? :-\
It's typical of Law Professors. Most law schools base your entire grade on a single 8-hour exam at the end of the year, partially because they don't want to be bothered grading. These classes have a 20/80 split between a midterm and a final, but I don't expect the prof to place a high priority on grading these exams. To be fair, he has to read 73 5-page essays looking for fine nuances. It's gonna be a lot of work.
Better. Decent sleep last night for the first time since last Thursday. Been studying and taking practice exams in my sleep, which I inevitably do very poorly on because I don't have my faculties while I am asleep. Been awful, glad it's over for a while.
How did that second exam go, the harder one? :orly:
Dunno, wasn't the same slam dunk as the Contracts exam. Have to wait on it being graded, could be a few weeks :(
A few weeks?! Are they short-staffed? :-\
It's typical of Law Professors. Most law schools base your entire grade on a single 8-hour exam at the end of the year, partially because they don't want to be bothered grading. These classes have a 20/80 split between a midterm and a final, but I don't expect the prof to place a high priority on grading these exams. To be fair, he has to read 73 5-page essays looking for fine nuances. It's gonna be a lot of work.
Wow, my father taught college physics and had a lot of stuff to grade,
but at least he didn't have to deal with so many nuances, mostly numbers I think. :apondering:
Overwhelmed. Like I can't breathe. I think my Gram will pass soon. Have been up since 4am and I can feel it. Called my Mum to say she's not doing well and she said the nursing home had called her early this morning to say that Gram has stopped responding to people and will not open her eyes. She wanted to know if anyone had called me, how did I know? We are incredibly close and I knew I would feel it when it comes time.
My head hurts, my eyeballs hurt, my back hurts and I feel kind of nauseous and cold; still, it's an improvement. My mum went to Rome last week and I think she brought something back with her.
Overwhelmed. Like I can't breathe. I think my Gram will pass soon. Have been up since 4am and I can feel it. Called my Mum to say she's not doing well and she said the nursing home had called her early this morning to say that Gram has stopped responding to people and will not open her eyes. She wanted to know if anyone had called me, how did I know? We are incredibly close and I knew I would feel it when it comes time.
Overwhelmed. Like I can't breathe. I think my Gram will pass soon. Have been up since 4am and I can feel it. Called my Mum to say she's not doing well and she said the nursing home had called her early this morning to say that Gram has stopped responding to people and will not open her eyes. She wanted to know if anyone had called me, how did I know? We are incredibly close and I knew I would feel it when it comes time.
Headache.
Headache.
Headache AND hot flash, got ya beat. :P
Headache.
Headache AND hot flash, got ya beat. :P
I have a sore throat too. :smarty:
Headache.
Headache AND hot flash, got ya beat. :P
I have a sore throat too. :smarty:
I win. Quite some headache, and mild trigeminal neuralgia. :yarly:
Headache.
Headache AND hot flash, got ya beat. :P
I have a sore throat too. :smarty:
Just be careful miss K, and avoid driving while sleep deprived if at all possible. Make sure to get at least a few hours sleep before driving, as sleep deprivation seriously slows rxn timing,
I'd hate to see you hurt.
Overwhelmed. Like I can't breathe. I think my Gram will pass soon. Have been up since 4am and I can feel it. Called my Mum to say she's not doing well and she said the nursing home had called her early this morning to say that Gram has stopped responding to people and will not open her eyes. She wanted to know if anyone had called me, how did I know? We are incredibly close and I knew I would feel it when it comes time.
I'd sooner not see her hurt in the first place. Hades, don't get me wrong. That doesn't mean for a minute I wouldn't be delighted to have her curled up in bed beside me. But I wouldn't want her ending up as meat paste.
now I'm just angry. goddamn, what a turnaround! :laugh: :facepalm2:
Tired. :yawn:
I'm all out of give a fuck. I haven't had a depression this deep and persistent for years. Also, it really doesn't help that stuff hurts all the time.
I'm all out of give a fuck. I haven't had a depression this deep and persistent for years. Also, it really doesn't help that stuff hurts all the time.
It is hard to land softly when falling forward like that. Plus you had the extra weight of the sandwiches themselves tipping your balance so I will not be surprised if you get a bruise. Hope this isn't a common occurrence!
I think I am having an emotional breakdown. Partially from unrelenting stress, partially from sleep deprivation.:agreed: I didn't even have to come up with my own response. You beat me to it. I'm sorry you're so overwhelmed right now :hug:
I think I am having an emotional breakdown. Partially from unrelenting stress, partially from sleep deprivation.
I'm all out of give a fuck. I haven't had a depression this deep and persistent for years. Also, it really doesn't help that stuff hurts all the time.
How soon can you see a doctor again? :(
I think I am having an emotional breakdown. Partially from unrelenting stress, partially from sleep deprivation.
I think I am having an emotional breakdown. Partially from unrelenting stress, partially from sleep deprivation.Thats what you get for being such a negative person and taking the internet so seriously.
I think I am having an emotional breakdown. Partially from unrelenting stress, partially from sleep deprivation.Thats what you get for being such a negative person and taking the internet so seriously.
He is overly concernd about me though. just look at how many times he has gheyed my karma weeble. This is payback and I hope he has a complete mental breakdown
He is overly concernd about me though. just look at how many times he has gheyed my karma weeble. This is payback and I hope he has a complete mental breakdown
Don't take your karma too seriously, it's just the internet. ;)
Fart, a couple of days ago a (type of influenza) virus 'hit' me, I reckon. Been feeling tired and my muscles ache for the last two/three days. Yesterday I started sneezing and this morning I woke up with a sore throat (and sneezed quite a few times today also).
Um, going to up my chilled water (with lemon juice) intake and I mustn't forget to buy oranges this evening. Oh, while you're at it.. get some chicken legs too and make yourself a broth. /note to self
^ Yes, I hope so. Well, the broth already simmered for p/m 50 minutes earlier and I 'peeled' off the best parts of the meat from the legs after that. Oh, of a free range chicken that is and that's now in a plastic box in my fridge to be used tomorrow. Threw the remaining bits back into the (big soup) pan to allow it to give off all it's good stuff, that.. along with all the herbs and vegetables too, to the broth overnight.
Bet I'll get into cooking a/o snacking mood in the early morning again and ja, who knows.. get myself, at least, a bowl of broth.
Am already feeling a tadski better..
What is this "tadski" you refer to in most posts?
I have gas. I can make a nice, stinking bombulum every ten or fifth minute or so :orly:
^ Yes, I hope so. Well, the broth already simmered for p/m 50 minutes earlier and I 'peeled' off the best parts of the meat from the legs after that. Oh, of a free range chicken that is and that's now in a plastic box in my fridge to be used tomorrow. Threw the remaining bits back into the (big soup) pan to allow it to give off all it's good stuff, that.. along with all the herbs and vegetables too, to the broth overnight.
Bet I'll get into cooking a/o snacking mood in the early morning again and ja, who knows.. get myself, at least, a bowl of broth.
Am already feeling a tadski better..
In pain.
One of my piercings has come out, I have a captive ball ring set in the side of my lip, and the ball came out, and being a tiny little round object, rolled off somewhere never to be seen again. I have the ring still. But I just had to put it back in, re-pierced it myself, sans local anaesthetic.
Not comfortable. As soon as I get paid, I'm headed to the nearest tatooist, to get a new ball set in the ring. The hole had only partially healed, so repiercing it was easier than it might otherwise have been. But still, I hate needles. And facial piercings always hurt like hell.
Everything hurts.
Wait, isn't that a song?
Everything hurts.
Wait, isn't that a song?
Every*body* hurts. It's a very sensitive song! :emosad:
Everything hurts.
Wait, isn't that a song?
Every*body* hurts. It's a very sensitive song! :emosad:
This could be a great one too. ;D
Everything hurts.
Wait, isn't that a song?
Every*body* hurts. It's a very sensitive song! :emosad:
This could be a great one too. ;D
You could have a band of old men singing it! :oldman:
Anyone else get a sore throat from their SSRIs? Sertraline tends to make my gullet tighten up quite uncomfortably if the pills are more than a few months old, and it becomes sensitive to hot liquids. It doesn't happen if the pills are sufficiently fresh, so I'm guessing there's some unpleasant breakdown product that builds up in them fairly quickly after they're manufactured. Old pills have a bit more of a pungent smell to them, too (and I'm not talking about expired-old, just ones that have been sitting in the cupboard, sealed in their blister packs for a few months). The expiry date on the ones I took today (which are giving me a sore throat) is in 2014.Never had that happen. Do you get a dry mouth as well?
Anyone else get a sore throat from their SSRIs? Sertraline tends to make my gullet tighten up quite uncomfortably if the pills are more than a few months old, and it becomes sensitive to hot liquids. It doesn't happen if the pills are sufficiently fresh, so I'm guessing there's some unpleasant breakdown product that builds up in them fairly quickly after they're manufactured. Old pills have a bit more of a pungent smell to them, too (and I'm not talking about expired-old, just ones that have been sitting in the cupboard, sealed in their blister packs for a few months). The expiry date on the ones I took today (which are giving me a sore throat) is in 2014.Never had that happen. Do you get a dry mouth as well?
I take Edronax which tastes terrible - so much that I sometimes gag on it. Worst antidepressant for taste.
I took zoloft without water and it got stuck in my throat now it hurts?
- Zoloft pill stuck in throat burns
Why does zoloft make my throat hurt?
- After taking my zoloft my throat hurt
Can zoloft burn your throat?
- Zoloft burns my throat
Why does sertraline burn my esophagus?
- Sertraline burning throat
Anyone else get a sore throat from their SSRIs? Sertraline tends to make my gullet tighten up quite uncomfortably if the pills are more than a few months old, and it becomes sensitive to hot liquids. It doesn't happen if the pills are sufficiently fresh, so I'm guessing there's some unpleasant breakdown product that builds up in them fairly quickly after they're manufactured. Old pills have a bit more of a pungent smell to them, too (and I'm not talking about expired-old, just ones that have been sitting in the cupboard, sealed in their blister packs for a few months). The expiry date on the ones I took today (which are giving me a sore throat) is in 2014.
It wont last long. Just applying a local anaesthetic gel from time to time, the meds I'm already on already cover both pain and inflammation. Although I'll not be sorry to see the last of the swelling in my lip. And its annoying as hell not having the captive ball part of the piercing in there. Its like a bodypart is missing. I only now realized what a subconscious habit I had of rotating the ring back and forth between my teeth. Lol I think it turned into a kind of stimming actually, it felt strangely satisfying somehow, but if I do that now, it will come out without the ball in to hold it in place.
Fucking annoying. Just like you would be if you actually had the capacity to be anything other than contemptible MLA :P
I'm pleased to have power, also apprehensive at the prospect of losing it. :apondering:Every powerful woman needs a man in her life. This will keep your power levels up because we will both make each other powerful
I'm pleased to have power, also apprehensive at the prospect of losing it. :apondering:Every powerful woman needs a man in her life. This will keep your power levels up because we will both make each other powerful
Nam Possitsobrina Virago (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Virago) est :thumbup:
Going back on the sertraline has cured me of my suicidal ideation, but I don't feel overly fantastic with the side effects.It worked that quickly? I thought it would take a couple of weeks. Still, I see that as a good thing. :)
Going back on the sertraline has cured me of my suicidal ideation, but I don't feel overly fantastic with the side effects.It worked that quickly? I thought it would take a couple of weeks. Still, I see that as a good thing. :)
I never noticed immediate changes from Zoloft either. :-\
Just thinking about Zoloft makes me shaky and sick to my stomach.I applaud the people that are brave enough to take medication for a mental issue. I was a wimp when it came to this, How do you know or what adverse side effects these things will have on you now or in the future? anyways cheers peter. I hope you feel better
I never noticed immediate changes from Zoloft either. :-\
Do you still take it? If not, how long were you on it for, and was it easy to come off?I never noticed immediate changes from Zoloft either. :-\
I did. I felt better the morning after my first dose. I haz a speshul brain. :nerdy:
Do you still take it? If not, how long were you on it for, and was it easy to come off?I never noticed immediate changes from Zoloft either. :-\
I did. I felt better the morning after my first dose. I haz a speshul brain. :nerdy:
Old? You aren't that much older than me. :P
I am considering a med change since I have been experiencing night-time depression for the past year or so and it is getting worse. I feel generally dysthymic but at night it gets really bad. I am on an NRI at the moment (Edronax).
Thanks. :)Old? You aren't that much older than me. :P
I am considering a med change since I have been experiencing night-time depression for the past year or so and it is getting worse. I feel generally dysthymic but at night it gets really bad. I am on an NRI at the moment (Edronax).
I hope you find a med that works better for you. :hug:
I never noticed immediate changes from Zoloft either. :-\
Not even things like vague not-quite-headaches, trembling in your extremities or sensations of mild agitation? I don't notice much effect after taking my pill each day when I've been on it for a while, since it's got a long half-life and eventually reaches a fairly stable level in the body with daily dosing, but the effects are quite significant and have a quick onset when I've been off it for a while and start back on it. Sometimes I get a very slight euphoric effect from it for the first couple of days that reminds me a bit of MDMA (but much weaker and without the nice physical sensations). Not this time unfortunately; this time I just got less depressed and anxious, with a side plate of not-quite-headaches, a little trembling, and some mild agitation, with the unpleasant side-effects peaking in the hours immediately after taking my dose and tailing off for the rest of the day.
Just thinking about Zoloft makes me shaky and sick to my stomach.I applaud the people that are brave enough to take medication for a mental issue. I was a wimp when it came to this, How do you know or what adverse side effects these things will have on you now or in the future? anyways cheers peter. I hope you feel better
I'm curently hungry but thats about it. :P
I never noticed immediate changes from Zoloft either. :-\
I did. I felt better the morning after my first dose. I haz a speshul brain. :nerdy:
I never noticed immediate changes from Zoloft either. :-\
I did. I felt better the morning after my first dose. I haz a speshul brain. :nerdy:
I never noticed immediate changes from Zoloft either. :-\
I did. I felt better the morning after my first dose. I haz a speshul brain. :nerdy:
Placebo effect. I am fairly certain that 24 hours on an SSRI would have no significant impact on brain chemistry.
I never noticed immediate changes from Zoloft either. :-\
I did. I felt better the morning after my first dose. I haz a speshul brain. :nerdy:
Placebo effect. I am fairly certain that 24 hours on an SSRI would have no significant impact on brain chemistry.
So I was told, but it certainly seemed real at the time. :apondering:
Zoloft worked well for me too. I was on it for years. I went off it in 2000 though and was med free for a long time but then needed something again. This time I tried Cipralex and it was definitely the best. Helps with anxiety as well. Currently off it though.I never noticed immediate changes from Zoloft either. :-\
Not even things like vague not-quite-headaches, trembling in your extremities or sensations of mild agitation? I don't notice much effect after taking my pill each day when I've been on it for a while, since it's got a long half-life and eventually reaches a fairly stable level in the body with daily dosing, but the effects are quite significant and have a quick onset when I've been off it for a while and start back on it. Sometimes I get a very slight euphoric effect from it for the first couple of days that reminds me a bit of MDMA (but much weaker and without the nice physical sensations). Not this time unfortunately; this time I just got less depressed and anxious, with a side plate of not-quite-headaches, a little trembling, and some mild agitation, with the unpleasant side-effects peaking in the hours immediately after taking my dose and tailing off for the rest of the day.
Well, I've never attributed short-term symptoms to it. In my case Zoloft works well. It's coming off it that is terrible.
I never noticed immediate changes from Zoloft either. :-\
I did. I felt better the morning after my first dose. I haz a speshul brain. :nerdy:
Placebo effect. I am fairly certain that 24 hours on an SSRI would have no significant impact on brain chemistry.
I never noticed immediate changes from Zoloft either. :-\
I did. I felt better the morning after my first dose. I haz a speshul brain. :nerdy:
Placebo effect. I am fairly certain that 24 hours on an SSRI would have no significant impact on brain chemistry.
I doubt it takes more than a few hours for it to reach your brain and bind to the serotonin transporters. It's the knock-on effects of the reuptake inhibition on the rest of the brain that take longer. Think of it this way; if you take an overdose of it, I'm betting it doesn't hit you a month later.
^This guy over-eats so he has tons of serotonin so he would know peter.
I never noticed immediate changes from Zoloft either. :-\
I did. I felt better the morning after my first dose. I haz a speshul brain. :nerdy:
Placebo effect. I am fairly certain that 24 hours on an SSRI would have no significant impact on brain chemistry.
I doubt it takes more than a few hours for it to reach your brain and bind to the serotonin transporters. It's the knock-on effects of the reuptake inhibition on the rest of the brain that take longer. Think of it this way; if you take an overdose of it, I'm betting it doesn't hit you a month later.
Of course not. My point being that inhibiting serotonin re-uptake is not adding serotonin. The process of achieving the end result takes time.
I never noticed immediate changes from Zoloft either. :-\
I did. I felt better the morning after my first dose. I haz a speshul brain. :nerdy:
Placebo effect. I am fairly certain that 24 hours on an SSRI would have no significant impact on brain chemistry.
I doubt it takes more than a few hours for it to reach your brain and bind to the serotonin transporters. It's the knock-on effects of the reuptake inhibition on the rest of the brain that take longer. Think of it this way; if you take an overdose of it, I'm betting it doesn't hit you a month later.
Of course not. My point being that inhibiting serotonin re-uptake is not adding serotonin. The process of achieving the end result takes time.
Kind of like how cocaine and methylphenidate don't add dopamine when they bind to the dopamine transporters, and thus take weeks to have a significant impact on brain chemistry?
Exogenous serotonin clearance was measured at about 8 minutes according to this (http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/books/NBK2584/) and in particular this (http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/books/NBK2584/figure/ch7.f3/?report=objectonly), which points towards a reasonably brisk release-reuptake cycle; the point of a neurotransmitter is to transmit a signal across a synaptic gap after all, so the release-reuptake cycle can't take too long if it's going to signal anything with shorter timescale requirements than the circadian rhythm. With a cycle frequency on the order of minutes, I'd expect a significant change in synaptic serotonin to occur in a small multiple of that once some of the transporters get plugged up, since plugging up the transporters doesn't stop neurons from continuing to manufacture it and release it from vesicles.
Suicidal! Woo yay!
Undecided. I'm not sure how I should feel.
hungry, hungry hippo! :P
Undecided. I'm not sure how I should feel.
Make a new thread with a poll, and let the spazzes decide! :autism:
Not to mention the moggies; miss K :)
Although I must say, your kids are very lucky to have a mom like you.
*hugs*Ahh..now I see. I think I need to convince one of my rescue fosters to name one of their new kittens Moggy. If it makes it to the website, I'll let you know :laugh:
And a moggy is a colloquial term of a cat.
Scared.. because it's not good news my sister, we, got yesterday. She does have breast cancer and coming Friday she has to undergo surgery.
Scared.. because it's not good news my sister, we, got yesterday. She does have breast cancer and coming Friday she has to undergo surgery.
Suicidal! Woo yay!
How soon can you get to see your doctor? :(
Scared.. because it's not good news my sister, we, got yesterday. She does have breast cancer and coming Friday she has to undergo surgery.
Suicidal! Woo yay!
I hope everything goes well. My best wishes to her and to all of your family.
Sleepy.
Scared.. because it's not good news my sister, we, got yesterday. She does have breast cancer and coming Friday she has to undergo surgery.I've been through this several times with family as breast cancer runs in my family so if you need to talk about it or have questions, PM me :hug:
Couldn't sleep, so wide-eyed from the novel phenyltropane stimulant I used to pull an all nighter :P
Eye hurts like fuck.:(
Eye hurts like fuck.
My right foot is crampy where the arch is, or should be. :tard:You don't have an arch? ??? Does it bother you to eat at McDonald's since they have such prominent arches? :nerdy: :apondering:
My right foot is crampy where the arch is, or should be. :tard:You don't have an arch? ??? Does it bother you to eat at McDonald's since they have such prominent arches? :nerdy: :apondering:
Eye hurts like fuck.:hug:
Eye hurts like fuck.
Eye hurts like fuck.:(
Currently feeling completely overwhelmed
Eye hurts like fuck.
Poor eye. Do the meds help any with the pain? :hug:
Sleeeeeeeepy. I want to go to bed but I am at the emergency room heart problems.
Sleeeeeeeepy. I want to go to bed but I am at the emergency room heart problems.
Not OK. Eye's bothering me.
Not OK. Eye's bothering me.
^This
Not OK. Eye's bothering me.
^This
Apply a cold girl and call the doctor in the morning.
Not OK. Eye's bothering me.
^This
Apply a cold girl and call the doctor in the morning.
On the EYE?!?!? :yikes:
I hope the dog wasn't hurt miss K.Apparently he's fine. Some breathing issues. Told me friend to mention to the neighbour that pets are prone to pneumonia when subjected to extreme smoke inhalation so that's something to watch out for.
Proud of my friend. Her neighbours house was on fire and no one was home. She busted in and rescued their dog before the firemen got there. :viking:Outstanding. :indeed:
Fortis es :viking:
After my eye surgery in 1991 I couldn't even sit still due to the pain for a whole day.
Proud of my friend. Her neighbours house was on fire and no one was home. She busted in and rescued their dog before the firemen got there. :viking:
I hope the dog wasn't hurt miss K.Apparently he's fine. Some breathing issues. Told me friend to mention to the neighbour that pets are prone to pneumonia when subjected to extreme smoke inhalation so that's something to watch out for.
A girl who works for my rescue, her apartment building went up in flames last week and she lost EVERYTHING but a bag of clothes. Firemen found her cat and revived it and they rescued her 2 guinea pigs which turned out okay too. Kitty has pneumonia now. At least she got what was most important but it's hard to start over and to lose everything else.
I've been off and on nauseous for 3 days now. If I didn't know better, I'd think I was (http://yoursmiles.org/tsmile/pregn/t8307.gif)congratulations?
I've been off and on nauseous for 3 days now. If I didn't know better, I'd think I was (http://yoursmiles.org/tsmile/pregn/t8307.gif)congratulations?
I've been off and on nauseous for 3 days now. If I didn't know better, I'd think I was (http://yoursmiles.org/tsmile/pregn/t8307.gif)
I've been off and on nauseous for 3 days now. If I didn't know better, I'd think I was (http://yoursmiles.org/tsmile/pregn/t8307.gif)
Can we have that smiley here? I love it! Not that I'd ever have occasion to use it. :P
I've been off and on nauseous for 3 days now. If I didn't know better, I'd think I was (http://yoursmiles.org/tsmile/pregn/t8307.gif)congratulations?
Oh, yea. Peter's the father.
The empty collar in MissKitty's avatar, after having been a full kitty just yesterday, makes me feel uneasy about the whereabouts of the cat.
The empty collar in MissKitty's avatar, after having been a full kitty just yesterday, makes me feel uneasy about the whereabouts of the cat.
I was wondering if it was to express a sense of freedom, or a sense of dreading/longing for being collared.
I hope the dog wasn't hurt miss K.Apparently he's fine. Some breathing issues. Told me friend to mention to the neighbour that pets are prone to pneumonia when subjected to extreme smoke inhalation so that's something to watch out for.
A girl who works for my rescue, her apartment building went up in flames last week and she lost EVERYTHING but a bag of clothes. Firemen found her cat and revived it and they rescued her 2 guinea pigs which turned out okay too. Kitty has pneumonia now. At least she got what was most important but it's hard to start over and to lose everything else.
I've been off and on nauseous for 3 days now. If I didn't know better, I'd think I was (http://yoursmiles.org/tsmile/pregn/t8307.gif)congratulations?
Oh, yea. Peter's the father.
I'm sorry; I was overcome by the sex mania. Have things healed yet?
The empty collar in MissKitty's avatar, after having been a full kitty just yesterday, makes me feel uneasy about the whereabouts of the cat.
I was wondering if it was to express a sense of freedom, or a sense of dreading/longing for being collared.
I was just worried the cat went missing or died.
Just saw this now :lol1:The empty collar in MissKitty's avatar, after having been a full kitty just yesterday, makes me feel uneasy about the whereabouts of the cat.
I was wondering if it was to express a sense of freedom, or a sense of dreading/longing for being collared.
I was just worried the cat went missing or died.
I wonder if it would work to leave out a bowl of virtual kibbles.
I've been off and on nauseous for 3 days now. If I didn't know better, I'd think I was (http://yoursmiles.org/tsmile/pregn/t8307.gif)congratulations?
Oh, yea. Peter's the father.
I'm sorry; I was overcome by the sex mania. Have things healed yet?
Not quite. I may need some more first aid. Can you dress up as a doctor this time?
I'm not sure. I think I have chest pains but I am unsure if I am imagining things.
The eye hurts, stings and itches, all at the same time. :GA:
The eye hurts, stings and itches, all at the same time. :GA:
Poor eye. :hug: When is your next doctor visit?
The eye hurts, stings and itches, all at the same time. :GA:
Poor eye. :hug: When is your next doctor visit?
Monday morning. I'm sure it's fine--I think it was like this the last time around, too, once it started healing properly.
The eye hurts, stings and itches, all at the same time. :GA:
Poor eye. :hug: When is your next doctor visit?
Monday morning. I'm sure it's fine--I think it was like this the last time around, too, once it started healing properly.
I have heard that itching is part of the healing process. :viking:
Fortis es!
There was a Roman who, before Rome had become an empire, burned his own hand to charcoal in a fire to show the enemy that he was :viking: :viking: :viking: :viking: :viking: :viking:
Don't let MLAnus read that odeon, or he might start cyber-stalking you, accusing you of being a junky piece of sewage like whoever of his family it is who made MLAnus so bitter. Seriously, he will follow you into the most irrelevant threads, like a poor little mentally subnormal puppy that can't doesn't realize Master doesn't give a shit about it's yapping:autism:
How am I feeling right now? sleepy still. The doc increased my meds and I'm still getting used to the larger dose.
Feeling grateful that the godsawful flareup of my leg problem seems to have been battered into a tolerable level of submission at least. Even started taking paracetamol, which I usually avoid as if it were the black plague.
On the downside though, something has caused a load of oedema in my feet. and they are horrendously swollen. Not sure why, but the skin over my feet is drawn really tight, hurts to put weight on them, or worse, bend them. I've started applying a hydrocortisone.for a while,
Not sure if its working for that yet, as I only started the cortef earlier today.
^ Wish not to give bad advice here (of course not) but couldn't carefully splashing (via clean hand formed in a sort of bowl) with fresh out of tap and cold water help you a little bit recuperate the eye?
Dunno.. but it tends to help me with (less severe, that is, yes) eye troubles. Perhaps it could help against the swelling also. Maybe you could ask your doctor if that's a helping treatment, doing that at times. Dunno..
~
Don't let MLAnus read that odeon, or he might start cyber-stalking you, accusing you of being a junky piece of sewage like whoever of his family it is who made MLAnus so bitter. Seriously, he will follow you into the most irrelevant threads, like a poor little mentally subnormal puppy that can't doesn't realize Master doesn't give a shit about it's yapping:autism:
:agreed:Don't let MLAnus read that odeon, or he might start cyber-stalking you, accusing you of being a junky piece of sewage like whoever of his family it is who made MLAnus so bitter. Seriously, he will follow you into the most irrelevant threads, like a poor little mentally subnormal puppy that can't doesn't realize Master doesn't give a shit about it's yapping:autism:
Nah. He's OK. Don't know why you two have this low-intensity row going on but I'm staying out of it. I like you both.
relieved because I ended up finding a place that had the tires I wanted. All 4 replaced, now just have to get my alignment done. :thumbup:I hate shopping for an alignment. Hard to tell if the mechanics are telling the truth when they say you need new parts
Exactly. This time I knew they were right because the way I hit the curb (which was double in height than it usually is which is why I blew a tire) and the force of it. I could tell right away it was all wonky. Thankfully I have a mechanic I trust completely. Never screws me over. He's in it because he loves it, not to make an extra quick buck. Has his own shop and only accepts work from people he knows well. Besides, I got a rebate from todays work which ends up covering the cost of the alignment so it's nothing extra out of pocket.relieved because I ended up finding a place that had the tires I wanted. All 4 replaced, now just have to get my alignment done. :thumbup:I hate shopping for an alignment. Hard to tell if the mechanics are telling the truth when they say you need new parts
:2thumbsup:Exactly. This time I knew they were right because the way I hit the curb (which was double in height than it usually is which is why I blew a tire) and the force of it. I could tell right away it was all wonky. Thankfully I have a mechanic I trust completely. Never screws me over. He's in it because he loves it, not to make an extra quick buck. Has his own shop and only accepts work from people he knows well. Besides, I got a rebate from todays work which ends up covering the cost of the alignment so it's nothing extra out of pocket.relieved because I ended up finding a place that had the tires I wanted. All 4 replaced, now just have to get my alignment done. :thumbup:I hate shopping for an alignment. Hard to tell if the mechanics are telling the truth when they say you need new parts
Don't let MLAnus read that odeon, or he might start cyber-stalking you, accusing you of being a junky piece of sewage like whoever of his family it is who made MLAnus so bitter. Seriously, he will follow you into the most irrelevant threads, like a poor little mentally subnormal puppy that can't doesn't realize Master doesn't give a shit about it's yapping:autism:
Exactly. This time I knew they were right because the way I hit the curb (which was double in height than it usually is which is why I blew a tire) and the force of it. I could tell right away it was all wonky. Thankfully I have a mechanic I trust completely. Never screws me over. He's in it because he loves it, not to make an extra quick buck. Has his own shop and only accepts work from people he knows well. Besides, I got a rebate from todays work which ends up covering the cost of the alignment so it's nothing extra out of pocket.relieved because I ended up finding a place that had the tires I wanted. All 4 replaced, now just have to get my alignment done. :thumbup:I hate shopping for an alignment. Hard to tell if the mechanics are telling the truth when they say you need new parts
So your a mind reader now, as well as a general waste of O2 MLAnusbandit?
better than suicidal ideation thats for sure :)
:laugh:Exactly. This time I knew they were right because the way I hit the curb (which was double in height than it usually is which is why I blew a tire) and the force of it. I could tell right away it was all wonky. Thankfully I have a mechanic I trust completely. Never screws me over. He's in it because he loves it, not to make an extra quick buck. Has his own shop and only accepts work from people he knows well. Besides, I got a rebate from todays work which ends up covering the cost of the alignment so it's nothing extra out of pocket.relieved because I ended up finding a place that had the tires I wanted. All 4 replaced, now just have to get my alignment done. :thumbup:I hate shopping for an alignment. Hard to tell if the mechanics are telling the truth when they say you need new parts
Any idea why it grew so much?
pretty sure I have quite a lot of anhydrous MgSO4 in the lab that I can dissolve in water.??? Won't that fuck up the anhydrousness of your MgSO4?
Aren't there meds for that?
Aren't there meds for that?
There are, but they make me nod off at my computer and wet myself. :zoinks:
Pissed off, all of a sudden. Some people never learn.
Loopy from the Vicodin. Can't remember this happening before, but I usually don't take it on an empty stomach.Get tips from Lestat next time before you abuse drugs. :viking:
Loopy from the Vicodin. Can't remember this happening before, but I usually don't take it on an empty stomach.Get tips from Lestat next time before you abuse drugs. :viking:
Badly
Badly
Are you sick? All that work and studying can leave you run down. :(
Badly
Are you sick? All that work and studying can leave you run down. :(
I thought this was the "how did you sleep" thread :autism:
Badly
Are you sick? All that work and studying can leave you run down. :(
I thought this was the "how did you sleep" thread :autism:
Well, don't just sit there, go post in the sleep thread! Get that count up!
I believe that at 12,500 posts you become a Maniacal Postwhore. :apondering:
Actually, now I am just aiming at other members post counts. Pyraxis is next up, then Rage.
Actually, now I am just aiming at other members post counts. Pyraxis is next up, then Rage.
The man has ambition....
Nauseated from the nausea-inducing sex-maniac pills.
Nauseated from the nausea-inducing sex-maniac pills.
Do they make you into a sex maniac, or prevent you from being one?
Apprehensive about the doctor's visit tomorrow. I know what he'll tell me:
Lose weight,
Sit and stand up straight,
Get a better mattress
Don't carry things on one side of your body.
So Why the Fuck am I going?
Apprehensive about the doctor's visit tomorrow. I know what he'll tell me:
Lose weight,
Sit and stand up straight,
Get a better mattress
Don't carry things on one side of your body.
So Why the Fuck am I going?
To get yourself two carrier bags on the way back.
Time to get the routine of having two carrier bags with you when shopping. Divide the weight, and you will walk taller then, the back just has to straighten.
Side-effect of carrying some weight (also the weight around the waist) is that it slows down osteoporoses a bit.
Apprehensive about the doctor's visit tomorrow. I know what he'll tell me:
Lose weight,
Sit and stand up straight,
Get a better mattress
Don't carry things on one side of your body.
So Why the Fuck am I going?
To get yourself two carrier bags on the way back.
Time to get the routine of having two carrier bags with you when shopping. Divide the weight, and you will walk taller then, the back just has to straighten.
Side-effect of carrying some weight (also the weight around the waist) is that it slows down osteoporoses a bit.
Thanks. I knew being fat was healthy, I just couldn't explain why.
Apprehensive.:thumbup: :hyke: :viking:
BD presents for the oldest should arrive within two hours.
And, feeling relieved too, that I came up with some presents she will really like.
I think the stress and tension are making me sick :(
I think the stress and tension are making me sick :(
How long till you get a break from the studies? :-\
I think the stress and tension are making me sick :(
How long till you get a break from the studies? :-\
Between now and Wednesday I need to do 9 hours of practice exams and about 30 hours of studying for Contracts. Between now and next Friday I need to do 4 practice exams and about 40 hours of studying for Civil Procedure. I am taking next week off of work, so that should help.
After next Friday I get three full weeks off of school before I start again. :2thumbsup:
Brrr².. this place is so frikkin' lousily insulated.. but but other than that.. I'm okay. Not bad at all.
Brrr².. this place is so frikkin' lousily insulated.. but but other than that.. I'm okay. Not bad at all.
There are a few members here who would like to keep you warm.
In pain, waiting for meds to kick in.
Had to have 2 teeth pulled and one had a root going into my sinus cavity. Fuck that was not fun. :zombiefuck:
In pain, waiting for meds to kick in.
Had to have 2 teeth pulled and one had a root going into my sinus cavity. Fuck that was not fun. :zombiefuck:
Are you a union delegate?
Stressed. In salary negotiations for the next three years.
Yuck! I'm glad I don't have to fuck with that.
No, I'm the only full time guy. Negotiating my own salary.
No, I'm the only full time guy. Negotiating my own salary.
No, I'm the only full time guy. Negotiating my own salary.
Forgotten. But fuck it, whatever, not my fault.
Nauseous after one bite of that sickening birthday cake.
Nauseous after one bite of that sickening birthday cake.
I can empathise. They bought a gluten free orange poppyseed cake for my birthday at work weeks ago. I thought it tasted terrible but I couldn't say anything, and then they insisted I take the rest of the cake home :zombiefuck:
Nauseous after one bite of that sickening birthday cake.
I can empathise. They bought a gluten free orange poppyseed cake for my birthday at work weeks ago. I thought it tasted terrible but I couldn't say anything, and then they insisted I take the rest of the cake home :zombiefuck:
Maybe they were being nice? At least you have a few months to come up with an alternative plan, or to find a bakery that does a dynamite gluten-free cake and rave about it a lot around your birthday.
Nauseous after one bite of that sickening birthday cake.
I can empathise. They bought a gluten free orange poppyseed cake for my birthday at work weeks ago. I thought it tasted terrible but I couldn't say anything, and then they insisted I take the rest of the cake home :zombiefuck:
Maybe they were being nice? At least you have a few months to come up with an alternative plan, or to find a bakery that does a dynamite gluten-free cake and rave about it a lot around your birthday.
Yeah. It's customary at work to buy a cake whenever there's a birthday so maybe I take it for granted. The thing is the new receptionist was the one who bought it and she's the only one who has those dietary requirements. I don't think anyone else besides her liked the cake either.
In pain, waiting for meds to kick in.
Had to have 2 teeth pulled and one had a root going into my sinus cavity. Fuck that was not fun. :zombiefuck:
I had that happen with one of my wisdom teeth. IIRC, I wound up taking antibiotics for a sinus infection.
Still hungry, darn it.
Still hungry, darn it.
Me too! Thanks for reminding me! Time to get some food! :drool:
Tired. Worn out.
Tired. Worn out.
ditto
Tired. Worn out.
ditto
ditto with a :yawn: added for emphasis :green:
Tired. :zombiefuck:
Need to put the kid on the bus in a bit, just so I can pick him up at noon. Half a day today and then the holiday vacation officially begins.
I need more coffee. :P
I feel like i have a touch of the Frank Spencer's
Stingy left eye. :-\
Stingy left eye. :-\
Is it playing Scrooge for the holidays?
Ugh, hope you feel better soon.
Like I want to throw today into the Mariana Trench with a 10 ton weight attached to it.
Sick. Eye infection won't leave me alone and I feel as if I had Captain Trips.
Sick. Eye infection won't leave me alone and I feel as if I had Captain Trips.
:zombiefuck:
Nobody "had" Captain Trips and lived to post about it. Well, it was pre-internet anyway ;)
Sick. Eye infection won't leave me alone and I feel as if I had Captain Trips.
:zombiefuck:
Nobody "had" Captain Trips and lived to post about it. Well, it was pre-internet anyway ;)
Not true, strictly speaking. Frannie's baby got it and survived.
Sick. Eye infection won't leave me alone and I feel as if I had Captain Trips.
:zombiefuck:
Nobody "had" Captain Trips and lived to post about it. Well, it was pre-internet anyway ;)
Not true, strictly speaking. Frannie's baby got it and survived.
Sick. Eye infection won't leave me alone and I feel as if I had Captain Trips.
:zombiefuck:
Nobody "had" Captain Trips and lived to post about it. Well, it was pre-internet anyway ;)
Not true, strictly speaking. Frannie's baby got it and survived.
Stu was injected with it and fought it off.
Sick. Eye infection won't leave me alone and I feel as if I had Captain Trips.
:zombiefuck:
Nobody "had" Captain Trips and lived to post about it. Well, it was pre-internet anyway ;)
Not true, strictly speaking. Frannie's baby got it and survived.
Stu was injected with it and fought it off.
In a word :thumbdn:.
I didn't sleep any last night. Spent the night reading and at the computer. Forgot to take my pills yesterday and carried in too heavy load of groceries. My legs are spasming because of the back pain and sitting too long at the computer. After I get dinner settled I intend to take any available medicines and get some sleep.
Annoyingly bright and cheerful >:D
Annoyingly bright and cheerful >:D
Just stop it, will you, before people get hurt.
Annoyingly bright and cheerful >:D
Just stop it, will you, before people get hurt.
Ok then, i will just hum some tunes and prance around with eternal optimism :asthing:
On your planet maybe... do i need to remind you i live on planet Bodie :laugh:Annoyingly bright and cheerful >:D
Just stop it, will you, before people get hurt.
Ok then, i will just hum some tunes and prance around with eternal optimism :asthing:
Bloody hell, do I have to remind you of how things work on this planet?
All this happiness is scaring me. :zombiefuck:
On your planet maybe... do i need to remind you i live on planet Bodie :laugh:Annoyingly bright and cheerful >:D
Just stop it, will you, before people get hurt.
Ok then, i will just hum some tunes and prance around with eternal optimism :asthing:
Bloody hell, do I have to remind you of how things work on this planet?
And me, I'm still sleepy. :yawn:
I'm content, happy even.
Am I still welcome in this thread?
I'm content, happy even.
Am I still welcome in this thread?
No you must never show your face in it again. For shame!
Or you could post in it every time you come on, to troll the fuck out of all the depressed cynical people.
:mwhaha:
And me, I'm still sleepy. :yawn:
If i am happy, you're sleepy, we only need dopey, grumpy, bashful, doc and sneezy! :laugh:
OLD!!!!!!!
Today is my oldest son's 21st birthday
OLD!!!!!!!
Today is my oldest son's 21st birthday
OLD!!!!!!!
Today is my oldest son's 21st birthday
Welcome to the party Old Man. I remember the look on PA's face when I was pregnant with the PR and I asked him, "Do you realize you'll be 68 before he/she can drink?"
Feeling blah.
I am not a huggy person IRLI am bigger than you and I am willing to put a rolled up sock in my skivvies if that will make you feel better. :2thumbsup:
but i quite like one on one hugs :hug:
it has to be someone bigger than me, though and a strong, tight hug. Nothing worse than
a weak, flimsy hug IMO
I'm wearing a purple tshirt with a drawing of Grumpy on it. So that's one less dwarf needed for the party. Who's going to be Snow White? CBC?
^Hopefully it'll pass.
Well, with my oven not working, it could be the only chance i have to get something warm inside me :zoinks:
I think I'm going to steal that word.
I am feeling too hyper to go to bed.
Well, with my oven not working, it could be the only chance i have to get something warm inside me :zoinks:
You must not be asking for volunteers
Well, with my oven not working, it could be the only chance i have to get something warm inside me :zoinks:
You must not be asking for volunteers
only to fix my oven
Crappy. I have only slept about 3 hours a day for the last 3 or 4 days. I don't want to go to work. I want to go to Paris or Ghent or some fucking place overseas.
Got a crown yesterday. My gums are tender around my new tooth
Except for the pins and needles in my arm and the pain in my back I'm feeling fairly good. No, wait, I'm hungry. If I take a pain pill then the pins and needles, pain and hunger will go away.
Except for the pins and needles in my arm and the pain in my back I'm feeling fairly good. No, wait, I'm hungry. If I take a pain pill then the pins and needles, pain and hunger will go away.
Why do you have pins and needles in your arm? :(
This will make you feel better. :thumbup:Except for the pins and needles in my arm and the pain in my back I'm feeling fairly good. No, wait, I'm hungry. If I take a pain pill then the pins and needles, pain and hunger will go away.
Why do you have pins and needles in your arm? :(
Arthritis in my neck.
Im happy as uts nearly bed time for the kids...daddys time to relax...now...wheres my porn collection. .. :mischief:
Afraid, very afraid. Pig and I are the only ones on Intensity now. If anything happens to me you know who did it.
Afraid, very afraid. Pig and I are the only ones on Intensity now. If anything happens to me you know who did it.
Why doesn't he post?
Not feeling well. I wonder if I should call in sick. :-\
Not feeling well. I wonder if I should call in sick. :-\
What's wrong? How is your eye? :-\
Afraid, very afraid. Pig and I are the only ones on Intensity now. If anything happens to me you know who did it.
Why doesn't he post?
Maybe, on some level, he realises his own inherent creepiness and does the one decent thing in his miserable existence, sparing us of the same?
Afraid, very afraid. Pig and I are the only ones on Intensity now. If anything happens to me you know who did it.
Why doesn't he post?
Maybe, on some level, he realises his own inherent creepiness and does the one decent thing in his miserable existence, sparing us of the same?
Politely making room for all the non-creepy members?
i can feel a shopping trip coming on
it depends on how much dosh i got to spend. have a few quid today so i feel quite excited :2thumbsup:Dosh quid = pit squeak. ??? :GA:
other days i will still go but i will be envious of any kleptomaniacs :zoinks:
it depends on how much dosh i got to spend. have a few quid today so i feel quite excited :2thumbsup:Dosh quid = pit squeak. ??? :GA:
other days i will still go but i will be envious of any kleptomaniacs :zoinks:
it depends on how much dosh i got to spend. have a few quid today so i feel quite excited :2thumbsup:Dosh quid = pit squeak. ??? :GA:
other days i will still go but i will be envious of any kleptomaniacs :zoinks:
DOSH - "n British. Money. This is a working-class term from the early 1950s which was falling out of use in the 1960s, but which, like many similar words (bunce, loot, lolly, etc.) was revived in the money-conscious late 1980s. It is a favourite with alternative comedians and 'professional cockneys.' The original would seem logically to be the old African colonial term 'dash,' denoting a tip or bribe, but other authorities claim that it is influenced by 'doss,' in the sense of the price of a bed (for the night)." From "Dictionary of Contemporary Slang" by Tony Thorne (Pantheon Books, New York, 1990).
Afraid, very afraid. Pig and I are the only ones on Intensity now. If anything happens to me you know who did it.
Why doesn't he post?
Maybe, on some level, he realises his own inherent creepiness and does the one decent thing in his miserable existence, sparing us of the same?
Politely making room for all the non-creepy members?
How very considerate of him, right?
I had you flummoxed wench! :hahaha: :zoinks:it depends on how much dosh i got to spend. have a few quid today so i feel quite excited :2thumbsup:Dosh quid = pit squeak. ??? :GA:
other days i will still go but i will be envious of any kleptomaniacs :zoinks:
That is a good question and one i don't actually know. I thought it was just a term for money. I doubt it is cockney slang for anything because we use 'splish splosh' for dosh.
I don't even know why i used the word. It just slipped out :zoinks:
Better now that I am home from work and have had a few laughs. :headbang2::flamer: :cbc: :finger: How about now weeble? :hahaha: :zoinks:
Better now that I am home from work and have had a few laughs. :headbang2::flamer: :cbc: :finger: How about now weeble? :hahaha: :zoinks:
Afraid, very afraid. Pig and I are the only ones on Intensity now. If anything happens to me you know who did it.
Why doesn't he post?
Maybe, on some level, he realises his own inherent creepiness and does the one decent thing in his miserable existence, sparing us of the same?
Politely making room for all the non-creepy members?
How very considerate of him, right?
He should come back.
I will try harder.
I have a headache. I was grinding my teeth all night. My eyes huirt. I need to massage my skull.
I have a headache. I was grinding my teeth all night. My eyes huirt. I need to massage my skull.
Maybe you need a mouth guard to wear when you sleep. :nerd!:
Better, now that the :coffee: has begun to work in my brain!:thumbup: :coffee: :viking:
Angry, frustrated and on my way to the blowing off steam thread.
:flame: HOT. FLASHY. :flame:
I still have a headache. :-\
Pentazocine can get rid of a headache. :zoinks:I still have a headache. :-\
I was curious if anyone had tried Nopalea on their migraines and I found this.
http://health.cellphonespy101.com/nailing-a-migraine-hitting-it-challenging-and-early-nopalea/ (http://health.cellphonespy101.com/nailing-a-migraine-hitting-it-challenging-and-early-nopalea/)
Discombobulated. Apparently eating the dinner that I planned, at the time that I planned it, is an important part of my routine.
This year's flu strain, I think. The wife and daughter are also sick. Son's the only one who seems to be OK.yuck
About to go to an Individual Learning Program meeting for my boy at college, with my ex-wife.
Here is the picture. He has been at college a few weeks and obviously it is a new environment and they are still trying to correct the fuckup they did with the timetabling and subjects.
Now the Executive Teaching Support person has organised for the teachers to come and meet us in this meeting and been instructed to "put in their two cents worth". One of them has already replied with a whine about my boy and how they could not accommodate him and so on.
So we see exactly where this is going to go. Now here is the question.
"Do you think I will happily stand there and have them whinge about him acting like a person with Autism and not being able to be non-Autistic in their class? Or do you think I will be more than a little keen to remind them that they are fucking teachers and paid to teach their kids shit and my kid is one of the kids in their class so not to whinge at me about it being hard for them that he is Autistic because it is nowhere near as hard for them as it is for him being Autistic for him.
Yeah this meeting is going to be an interesting one. I am not feeling very positive
About to go to an Individual Learning Program meeting for my boy at college, with my ex-wife.
Here is the picture. He has been at college a few weeks and obviously it is a new environment and they are still trying to correct the fuckup they did with the timetabling and subjects.
Now the Executive Teaching Support person has organised for the teachers to come and meet us in this meeting and been instructed to "put in their two cents worth". One of them has already replied with a whine about my boy and how they could not accommodate him and so on.
So we see exactly where this is going to go. Now here is the question.
"Do you think I will happily stand there and have them whinge about him acting like a person with Autism and not being able to be non-Autistic in their class? Or do you think I will be more than a little keen to remind them that they are fucking teachers and paid to teach their kids shit and my kid is one of the kids in their class so not to whinge at me about it being hard for them that he is Autistic because it is nowhere near as hard for them as it is for him being Autistic for him.
Yeah this meeting is going to be an interesting one. I am not feeling very positive
I feel mighty chipper for having slept like shitTM. :headbang2:
This year's flu strain, I think. The wife and daughter are also sick. Son's the only one who seems to be OK.
About to go to an Individual Learning Program meeting for my boy at college, with my ex-wife.
Here is the picture. He has been at college a few weeks and obviously it is a new environment and they are still trying to correct the fuckup they did with the timetabling and subjects.
Now the Executive Teaching Support person has organised for the teachers to come and meet us in this meeting and been instructed to "put in their two cents worth". One of them has already replied with a whine about my boy and how they could not accommodate him and so on.
So we see exactly where this is going to go. Now here is the question.
"Do you think I will happily stand there and have them whinge about him acting like a person with Autism and not being able to be non-Autistic in their class? Or do you think I will be more than a little keen to remind them that they are fucking teachers and paid to teach their kids shit and my kid is one of the kids in their class so not to whinge at me about it being hard for them that he is Autistic because it is nowhere near as hard for them as it is for him being Autistic for him.
Yeah this meeting is going to be an interesting one. I am not feeling very positive
I feel mighty chipper for having slept like shitTM. :headbang2:
You decided to trademark that saying? Mighty uppity of you.
This year's flu strain, I think. The wife and daughter are also sick. Son's the only one who seems to be OK.
There are three strains in the epidemic of this year.
I already had two. Just a month apart.
Hope this isn't a "gotta catch them all" year. Feeling squeamish again. :puke:
This year's flu strain, I think. The wife and daughter are also sick. Son's the only one who seems to be OK.
There are three strains in the epidemic of this year.
I already had two. Just a month apart.
Hope this isn't a "gotta catch them all" year. Feeling squeamish again. :puke:
Three? OK, this is just one of them, then. And I don't want the others, thankyouverymuch.
Isn't the swine flu one of this year's, btw?
I can't remember running a fever for this long before.
This year's flu strain, I think. The wife and daughter are also sick. Son's the only one who seems to be OK.
There are three strains in the epidemic of this year.
I already had two. Just a month apart.
Hope this isn't a "gotta catch them all" year. Feeling squeamish again. :puke:
Three? OK, this is just one of them, then. And I don't want the others, thankyouverymuch.
Isn't the swine flu one of this year's, btw?
I can't remember running a fever for this long before.
Swine flu is one of them indeed.
First flu I had this year, the fever kept coming back. The one I had last week only took three days, thank goodness. I was home alone, and could hop beds in the night, finding a cool place whenever I wanted.
About to go to an Individual Learning Program meeting for my boy at college, with my ex-wife.
Here is the picture. He has been at college a few weeks and obviously it is a new environment and they are still trying to correct the fuckup they did with the timetabling and subjects.
Now the Executive Teaching Support person has organised for the teachers to come and meet us in this meeting and been instructed to "put in their two cents worth". One of them has already replied with a whine about my boy and how they could not accommodate him and so on.
So we see exactly where this is going to go. Now here is the question.
"Do you think I will happily stand there and have them whinge about him acting like a person with Autism and not being able to be non-Autistic in their class? Or do you think I will be more than a little keen to remind them that they are fucking teachers and paid to teach their kids shit and my kid is one of the kids in their class so not to whinge at me about it being hard for them that he is Autistic because it is nowhere near as hard for them as it is for him being Autistic for him.
Yeah this meeting is going to be an interesting one. I am not feeling very positive
Have been to very similar meetings about my own boy, and he is only 5 yrs old so i reckon i got a few years to go. I said "of course teaching styles vary and it's a shame that he had to move out of Miss Sockett's class, because he really enjoyed her lessons. All he says now is "it's boring" so just let them know where the 'fails' are coming from.
You could always be real sarcastic and suggest they go on a course :laugh:
Been to a few of those as well. Good luck, mate. I know you'll do a good job speaking up for your kid.
I love it that you and your ex make such a good team in these situations. Rather surprised that *she* is the bad cop! :laugh:
I like that. :thumbup:I love it that you and your ex make such a good team in these situations. Rather surprised that *she* is the bad cop! :laugh:
No she is feisty and smart.
They know her and I am unknown. So it is a chance to have her have a well deserved vent and put them on notice (and as the person who spends most time with the kids, she has her finger on the pulse here)
But that presents a problem, maybe this will simply make them not want to feel they should listen to her or go to her.
So that is where they get Good cop (me)/Bad cop(her)/Worse Cop (me). They cop it from her and they look to me and I play nice until she runs out of steam and they stop listening to her and have attention and body language at me (the nice reasonable guy) and then I turn into an arsehole and rip into them and suddenly she seems like the easier and nicer one.
They then seek to make her happy and keep her informed and placated.
Usually works ok.
Hope it works out this time too.I love it that you and your ex make such a good team in these situations. Rather surprised that *she* is the bad cop! :laugh:
No she is feisty and smart.
They know her and I am unknown. So it is a chance to have her have a well deserved vent and put them on notice (and as the person who spends most time with the kids, she has her finger on the pulse here)
But that presents a problem, maybe this will simply make them not want to feel they should listen to her or go to her.
So that is where they get Good cop (me)/Bad cop(her)/Worse Cop (me). They cop it from her and they look to me and I play nice until she runs out of steam and they stop listening to her and have attention and body language at me (the nice reasonable guy) and then I turn into an arsehole and rip into them and suddenly she seems like the easier and nicer one.
They then seek to make her happy and keep her informed and placated.
Usually works ok.
Better. I'm ready to go back to work.You can listen to this old school hottie in your Jag on the way to work. :hahaha:
I could be better. I have a cold or rhino virus that is giving me snot nose, mild fever and sore throat. Fortunately last year when I had another ailment I bought a 48 pack of sudafed so I didn't have to go out and get more. I also have a few Ricola left.
Actually it was from my niece, the one you saw in a pic with me at Embarcadero Center. I am considering chastising her and making her cry. :zoinks:I could be better. I have a cold or rhino virus that is giving me snot nose, mild fever and sore throat. Fortunately last year when I had another ailment I bought a 48 pack of sudafed so I didn't have to go out and get more. I also have a few Ricola left.
You caught that from me when you mocked my posts earlier. :hahaha:
Actually it was from my niece, the one you saw in a pic with me at Embarcadero Center. I am considering chastising her and making her cry. :zoinks:I could be better. I have a cold or rhino virus that is giving me snot nose, mild fever and sore throat. Fortunately last year when I had another ailment I bought a 48 pack of sudafed so I didn't have to go out and get more. I also have a few Ricola left.
You caught that from me when you mocked my posts earlier. :hahaha:
A bag which used to contain belladonna seed I'd gathered from a wild plant to grow in my garden, now contains so few seeds I could count them on the fingers of one hand (and damn those things are a fucker to get to sprout-anyone have tips?)
My Datura seeds...gone. Cannot find those anywhere, likewise with my khat seeds.
My right shoulder hurts.
Still have low grade fever, shot nose and minor league sore throat. Hopefully it will be gone tomorrow. ,
My right shoulder hurts.
Why are you pained my fine fellow?
Feeling kinda strange, kinda high without taking any drugs :dunno:
I know what you mean CBC. It has that effect on me, but only when its metal, and played at maximum volume.
*currently blasting out FFDP and opeth tracks while tweaking*
Definitely putting me in a very stimmy, rocky, flappy mood :D
He played that part very well.
Tired. Drained and sad.:hug:
Starry-eyed. Nice when it happens at this age, or indeed at any age. :green:
Starry-eyed. Nice when it happens at this age, or indeed at any age. :green:
Val?
Dizzy and light headed (again).
This happened before at lunchtime as well :-\
Top Gun? :zoinks:
Top Gun? :zoinks:
As little as I care to see Tom Cruise, I would tolerate it to see Val as Iceman. :viking:
Sick. Acid reflux has been giving me hell last night, and making me hurl earlier.
Blowing chunks suspended in a gout of acid is no fun, especially out of your nose.
Pizza + a brew = happiness
puzzled.I think she is rhyming with stiffy? ???
Would that be because of autism awareness time of the year? :apondering:
puzzled.I think she is rhyming with stiffy? ???
Would that be because of autism awareness time of the year? :apondering:
:indeed: You must challenge her to hot oil wrestling. :viking:puzzled.I think she is rhyming with stiffy? ???
Would that be because of autism awareness time of the year? :apondering:
I was puzzled all by myself, without the curious posts of Bodie. She is feeling windy today, or airheaded, something like that. Pretty bag of wind? Maybe she is puzzled too, but doesn't realise it yet.
Autism awareness may be after us. :hide: :tinfoil:
a bit iffy
:indeed: You must challenge her to hot oil wrestling. :viking:puzzled.I think she is rhyming with stiffy? ???
Would that be because of autism awareness time of the year? :apondering:
I was puzzled all by myself, without the curious posts of Bodie. She is feeling windy today, or airheaded, something like that. Pretty bag of wind? Maybe she is puzzled too, but doesn't realise it yet.
Autism awareness may be after us. :hide: :tinfoil:
:indeed: You must challenge her to hot oil wrestling. :viking:puzzled.I think she is rhyming with stiffy? ???
Would that be because of autism awareness time of the year? :apondering:
I was puzzled all by myself, without the curious posts of Bodie. She is feeling windy today, or airheaded, something like that. Pretty bag of wind? Maybe she is puzzled too, but doesn't realise it yet.
Autism awareness may be after us. :hide: :tinfoil:
That would get both of us warm and well rubbed. Not a bad idea, in this freezing spring.
:indeed: You must challenge her to hot oil wrestling. :viking:
That would get both of us warm and well rubbed. Not a bad idea, in this freezing spring.
Would that be engine oil or cooking oil? :zoinks:
Sick. Acid reflux has been giving me hell last night, and making me hurl earlier.
Blowing chunks suspended in a gout of acid is no fun, especially out of your nose.
Top Gun? :zoinks:
As little as I care to see Tom Cruise, I would tolerate it to see Val as Iceman. :viking:
I happen to like Top Gun, in spite of Tom Cruise. :orly:
i think i would prefer baby oil:agreed: :green:
Top Gun? :zoinks:
As little as I care to see Tom Cruise, I would tolerate it to see Val as Iceman. :viking:
I happen to like Top Gun, in spite of Tom Cruise. :orly:
Then it's settled! I'll just :calodeon: during Cruise's scenes and watch for Val!
Frustrated.Do you have any idea when you might know for sure?
They've re-done the flood maps for South Louisiana. I can't tell how badly our house has fared in the new scheme. I do know that we are literally "on the edge." The line is just on the other side of the street. But I can't figure out what it means because there are so many possibilities on the legend. All I'm sure of is that our insurance premium will go up because no houses are grandfathered in. We have been paying a low premium because our house was built before the National Flood Insurance Program was started, and therefore grandfathered in.
I really feel for the people who live in the lower parishes. Some homes will be paying over $8,000 in flood insurance per year. An awful lot of the people have lived there for more than 3 generations. They can't sell their property and leave because no one will buy it. They can't afford the insurance, so the next hurricane may very well leave them destitute and homeless.
No I can't, CBC, my bed isn't one of those adjustable ones.
i think i would prefer baby oil
Frustrated.Do you have any idea when you might know for sure?
They've re-done the flood maps for South Louisiana. I can't tell how badly our house has fared in the new scheme. I do know that we are literally "on the edge." The line is just on the other side of the street. But I can't figure out what it means because there are so many possibilities on the legend. All I'm sure of is that our insurance premium will go up because no houses are grandfathered in. We have been paying a low premium because our house was built before the National Flood Insurance Program was started, and therefore grandfathered in.
I really feel for the people who live in the lower parishes. Some homes will be paying over $8,000 in flood insurance per year. An awful lot of the people have lived there for more than 3 generations. They can't sell their property and leave because no one will buy it. They can't afford the insurance, so the next hurricane may very well leave them destitute and homeless.
No I can't, CBC, my bed isn't one of those adjustable ones.
And besides, I can only sleep comfortably lying flat, preferably on my front, and I HATE big padded pillows, they are so uncomfortable. I got pissed when I put an old pillow in the wash, that was old enough and used enough to have been completely squashed flat.
I am getting treatment for the reflux though, taking an antihistamine, ranitidine, a proton pump inhibitor, pantoprazole, and gaviscon as and when needed. The latter is helpful for other reasons too, as raising the urinary PH level retards excretion of my pain meds, not sure by how much, but the longer its kept floating about, so to speak, the better.
Also on hyoscine, at 30mg/d (as the quaternary ammonium butylbromide salt, which means the amine nitrogen has a permanent positive charge, and as such, is limited in the side effects its capable of causing, as quats don't pass the blood-brain barrier, but since the chemoreceptor trigger zone, the bit of the brain that tells people when their insides would prefer being outside lies outside the BBB, hyoscine butylbromide can't produce central signs of antimuscarinic toxicity)
Currently feeling pleasantly satisfied, with very tingly lips and tongue, after wolfing down nearly a whole roast chicken, minus some of one breast, which my folks split between them (my mom has severe MS and I think possibly developing some sort of dementia-type condition, so she eats very little, as she can't really move, and can't walk at all, she doesn't need the calories to sustain an active lifestyle)
So whenever they do a roast chicken, I end up being given almost the entire bird, which suits me. I usually put it in the fridge to get cold before eating it, but I was hungry this time, so couldn't be bothered waiting, and just slathered it in hot habanero chilli sauce, the way I always have it, and ate it right away.
Time to finish checking a few things online, take my chlormethiazole (sedative/anticonvulsant), my pain meds are kicking in already, then go sprawl out in bed with a good book and my pipe :)
And possibly drink some more of that hot pepper sauce, I love it.
Frustrated.Do you have any idea when you might know for sure?
They've re-done the flood maps for South Louisiana. I can't tell how badly our house has fared in the new scheme. I do know that we are literally "on the edge." The line is just on the other side of the street. But I can't figure out what it means because there are so many possibilities on the legend. All I'm sure of is that our insurance premium will go up because no houses are grandfathered in. We have been paying a low premium because our house was built before the National Flood Insurance Program was started, and therefore grandfathered in.
I really feel for the people who live in the lower parishes. Some homes will be paying over $8,000 in flood insurance per year. An awful lot of the people have lived there for more than 3 generations. They can't sell their property and leave because no one will buy it. They can't afford the insurance, so the next hurricane may very well leave them destitute and homeless.
Our homeowners/flood insurance is renewed on 15 June each year. As I understand it, the increase in premiums will be phased in over 3 (?) years.
Feel the damned GERD a bit, but it's partly my own fault, since I have had to portions of chicken with Indian curry sauce and several glasses of whisky :-\
Slightly unwell, tired, bored, uninspired, stuck. :smashviolin:
Slightly unwell, tired, bored, uninspired, stuck. :smashviolin:
Get well, energize yourself, find something interesting to do, give yourself a pep talk and push hard.
it sounds acky yacky cacky !
I feel as dull as dishwater. Just got urchin to sleep. Gonna get some scram. Need to be
uppy perky really, this won't do :-\
Relieved. I just found my W-2. Now I can do my taxes. :chores:
About 20 minutes ago I took an anti-inflammatory, a muscle relaxant, a baby aspirin, Melatonin 10 mg and a sleeping pill. I should be seeing double soon and then will toddle off to bed.
About 20 minutes ago I took an anti-inflammatory, a muscle relaxant, a baby aspirin, Melatonin 10 mg and a sleeping pill. I should be seeing double soon and then will toddle off to bed.
Uninspired in a can't be arsed kind of way.
In the late stages of the worst cold I ever remember having.
Too fat for my own pants. Debating whether to buy a specific pair of shoes to take walks in - just decided no. Waste of money, I'll never do it and I'll never walk unless I get on my 2 feet and do it.in that case I suggest we have a pants off dance off!
Other than that, pretty good.
Too fat for my own pants. Debating whether to buy a specific pair of shoes to take walks in - just decided no. Waste of money, I'll never do it and I'll never walk unless I get on my 2 feet and do it.in that case I suggest we have a pants off dance off!
Other than that, pretty good.
Hi Peter, I haven't seen you around in a while. What's up, apart from the cold?
Hi Peter, I haven't seen you around in a while. What's up, apart from the cold?
Nothing good. Lots of pain and depression and other unpleasant things.
Tired and overwhelmed with all the crap that needs done around here. :GA:
*closes eyes wishes for a maid, gardener, and a handyman*
Sore I had another day of attic workbetter in the beginning o spring than dead of summer.
Hi Peter, I haven't seen you around in a while. What's up, apart from the cold?
Nothing good. Lots of pain and depression and other unpleasant things.
*closes eyes wishes for a maid, gardener, and a handyman*
oh snap*closes eyes wishes for a maid, gardener, and a handyman*
That sounds like the beginning of a dirty 90 minutes. :zoinks:
Infected. Uncomfortable.me too. Have we been kissing?
Infected. Uncomfortable.me too. Have we been kissing?
My wife started to get that itch in her throat and she drinks this stuff called: EMERGENT-C
She rarely catches a cold.
I'm drinking OJ right now. Should have taken vitamins earlier though.
Infected. Uncomfortable.
And now pissed off, because I didn't sleep well last night and this morning I seem to be completely incapable of communicating my point. Either that or the person I was talking to was an idiot.
And now pissed off, because I didn't sleep well last night and this morning I seem to be completely incapable of communicating my point. Either that or the person I was talking to was an idiot.
The second option is very likely. Even smart people have moments of idiocy. :tard:
And now pissed off, because I didn't sleep well last night and this morning I seem to be completely incapable of communicating my point. Either that or the person I was talking to was an idiot.
The second option is very likely. Even smart people have moments of idiocy. :tard:
Too many idiots know how to fake being smart.
Tired.
On the better side of overwhelmed, but it won't take much to get me on the wrong side.
Had a real meltdown yesterday, just before dinner. Had managed to evade a big one like that for years. Knew last week was filled, had built in some safety moments in my routine, but unexpected things wrecked that.
must be contagious. I yawned while reading this. Power of suggestion?Tired.
Ditto.
must be contagious. I yawned while reading this. Power of suggestion?Tired.
Ditto.
well dang diddally ditty doo, neighbor.must be contagious. I yawned while reading this. Power of suggestion?Tired.
Ditto.
:yawn:
On the better side of overwhelmed, but it won't take much to get me on the wrong side.
Had a real meltdown yesterday, just before dinner. Had managed to evade a big one like that for years. Knew last week was filled, had built in some safety moments in my routine, but unexpected things wrecked that.
Glad you're on the better side! Do you know what set you off?
Happy. My tooth hurts, though. Damn my tooth!!!!!!i like pooping too.
Tired.
Time to go post in the sex thread?do tell.
Me too! I am going to the bookstore. I might buy a book. Or maybe just a caffeinated drink.
Drinking bourbon and posting is :viking::agreed: and sometimes comical. :zoinks:
Drinking bourbon and posting on I2. Kids in bed after having seen Iron Man 3. Bit tired. BBQ with friends tomorrow. Spent about $150-$200 on food and drink for the BBQ. It better be good :)
Drinking bourbon and posting on I2. Kids in bed after having seen Iron Man 3. Bit tired. BBQ with friends tomorrow. Spent about $150-$200 on food and drink for the BBQ. It better be good :)
Live the life man. What're you throwing on the barby?
Drinking bourbon and posting on I2. Kids in bed after having seen Iron Man 3. Bit tired. BBQ with friends tomorrow. Spent about $150-$200 on food and drink for the BBQ. It better be good :)
Live the life man. What're you throwing on the barby?
Probably shrimp. *cheesy Aussie accent* "Throw another shrimp on the barby!" :2thumbsup:
Drinking bourbon and posting on I2. Kids in bed after having seen Iron Man 3. Bit tired. BBQ with friends tomorrow. Spent about $150-$200 on food and drink for the BBQ. It better be good :)
Live the life man. What're you throwing on the barby?
Probably shrimp. *cheesy Aussie accent* "Throw another shrimp on the barby!" :2thumbsup:
Chicken kebabs
Minute steaks
Sausages
Bought some cheesecake and Bavarian for dessert. Someone else is bring pavlova. Someone else is bringing salads and coleslaw.
Should be alright. I head off in 10 minutes
Drinking bourbon and posting is :viking::agreed: and sometimes comical. :zoinks:
Unattractive with this hairstyle. May get a new one this afternoon.Headed to the hairstyle store?
Unattractive with this hairstyle. May get a new one this afternoon.Headed to the hairstyle store?
Fades and flattops are in for some of the ladies these days :viking:
Fades are the old fashioned tapered (fade) buzzcut, crew cut, brush cut, thingUnattractive with this hairstyle. May get a new one this afternoon.Headed to the hairstyle store?
Fades and flattops are in for some of the ladies these days :viking:
Fades? Is that the horrible one where one side of the head is buzz cut?
Flattop - I'm short enough. I need some heighth.
Fades are the old fashioned tapered (fade) buzzcut, crew cut, brush cut, thingUnattractive with this hairstyle. May get a new one this afternoon.Headed to the hairstyle store?
Fades and flattops are in for some of the ladies these days :viking:
Fades? Is that the horrible one where one side of the head is buzz cut?
Flattop - I'm short enough. I need some heighth.
And of course you can wear some length on the top
Just a different word
Has its origins in ethnic haircutting
Fades are the old fashioned tapered (fade) buzzcut, crew cut, brush cut, thingUnattractive with this hairstyle. May get a new one this afternoon.Headed to the hairstyle store?
Fades and flattops are in for some of the ladies these days :viking:
Fades? Is that the horrible one where one side of the head is buzz cut?
Flattop - I'm short enough. I need some heighth.
And of course you can wear some length on the top
Just a different word
Has its origins in ethnic haircutting
I think I'll go back to my pixie cut, about 1 1/2 inches long on top.
Fades are the old fashioned tapered (fade) buzzcut, crew cut, brush cut, thingUnattractive with this hairstyle. May get a new one this afternoon.Headed to the hairstyle store?
Fades and flattops are in for some of the ladies these days :viking:
Fades? Is that the horrible one where one side of the head is buzz cut?
Flattop - I'm short enough. I need some heighth.
And of course you can wear some length on the top
Just a different word
Has its origins in ethnic haircutting
Well, it's not a pixie cut that I got. My hair was almost touching my shoulders. Told the lady to do what she thought best.
Side swept bang. Hair on the sides to the middle of my ear. Back is a graduated wedge.
Really kind of like it. I can tell I'm going to have to buy a curling iron or such. Maybe I'll just mousse and crunch it for a while.
Tired, happy. It was a really good day.
Both Seneca and Marcus Aurelius said that you shouldn't take a walk if not in the mood for it :book:
not feeling meself just now :-\
Both Seneca and Marcus Aurelius said that you shouldn't take a walk if not in the mood for it :book:
Both Seneca and Marcus Aurelius said that you shouldn't take a walk if not in the mood for it :book:
Both Seneca and Marcus Aurelius said that you shouldn't take a walk if not in the mood for it :book:
Unfortunately my doctor hasn't met Seneca or Marcus Aurelius. So, off I went. Actually I was a little proud of my stroll through the park.
Both Seneca and Marcus Aurelius said that you shouldn't take a walk if not in the mood for it :book:
Unfortunately my doctor hasn't met Seneca or Marcus Aurelius. So, off I went. Actually I was a little proud of my stroll through the park.
Good for you! :queenie: How does your back feel today?
Tired, happy. It was a really good day.
Any particular reason? :)
Neck is acting up. Really should find some exercises for the arthritis.
Tired, happy. It was a really good day.
Any particular reason? :)
Uh... had much fun with WolFish in the morning, got some work done on a project we're doing together, then we went to the climbing gym and he put me on the spot and I did a 5.12. Usually I have a hard time on the 5.11's and I peel right off a 5.12. Then we had dinner together, taco salad for me and chicken and mashed potatoes for him, and shared baked apples for dessert.
Neck is acting up. Really should find some exercises for the arthritis.
Would you like a massage?
Okay then.Neck is acting up. Really should find some exercises for the arthritis.
Would you like a massage?
Yes, please, but gently. PA's opinion of massages is that they MUST HURT TO DO ANY GOOD. I"ve had my nonsteroidal anti-inflammatory drug (NSAID) with analgesic and my muscle relaxer and a light beer. Soon I shall be asleep. I'm seeing double now.
Okay then.Neck is acting up. Really should find some exercises for the arthritis.
Would you like a massage?
Yes, please, but gently. PA's opinion of massages is that they MUST HURT TO DO ANY GOOD. I"ve had my nonsteroidal anti-inflammatory drug (NSAID) with analgesic and my muscle relaxer and a light beer. Soon I shall be asleep. I'm seeing double now.
*gently and melodically massages QV's neck*
Have a good night QV, I hope you feel better in the morning.
5.11? 5.12??
But I'm glad you had a good day. :)
Congratulations!!!
What's the job?
WowBore their socks off with your knowledge of literature and culture.
Tired. I washed 5 loads of laundry (got sort of behind), fed the family, took the PR to bowling, looked for documents and still had time to start coming down with the two-week cold that has been doing the rounds of the South. The PR has had it for a week. I've started coughing.
Tired. I washed 5 loads of laundry (got sort of behind), fed the family, took the PR to bowling, looked for documents and still had time to start coming down with the two-week cold that has been doing the rounds of the South. The PR has had it for a week. I've started coughing.
Taken some Vitamin C and it'll clear it right up.
Tired. I washed 5 loads of laundry (got sort of behind), fed the family, took the PR to bowling, looked for documents and still had time to start coming down with the two-week cold that has been doing the rounds of the South. The PR has had it for a week. I've started coughing.
Taken some Vitamin C and it'll clear it right up.
Confused: You've taken some Vitamin C for me and it will clear right up?
Tired. I washed 5 loads of laundry (got sort of behind), fed the family, took the PR to bowling, looked for documents and still had time to start coming down with the two-week cold that has been doing the rounds of the South. The PR has had it for a week. I've started coughing.
Taken some Vitamin C and it'll clear it right up.
Confused: You've taken some Vitamin C for me and it will clear right up?
Yup. I have also had a bowel movement, so you should feel quite relieved ;)
Lol...just kidding, it was a typo. It should have said:
"Take some Vitamin C and it'll clear it right up."
How are you feeling today?
Tired. I washed 5 loads of laundry (got sort of behind), fed the family, took the PR to bowling, looked for documents and still had time to start coming down with the two-week cold that has been doing the rounds of the South. The PR has had it for a week. I've started coughing.
Taken some Vitamin C and it'll clear it right up.
Confused: You've taken some Vitamin C for me and it will clear right up?
Yup. I have also had a bowel movement, so you should feel quite relieved ;)
Lol...just kidding, it was a typo. It should have said:
"Take some Vitamin C and it'll clear it right up."
How are you feeling today?
Did some needed grocery shopping, sorting and folding clothes, bought some 12-hour cough suppressant. I'm going to tell the family to make their own dinner (sandwiches) and I'm going to lie down for awhile. Have decided to take it easy for now because I have to work the election on Saturday.
~ washes hands ~
since no one kisses toads....I'm safe~ washes hands ~
I think it spreads by kissing.
since no one kisses toads....I'm safe~ washes hands ~
I think it spreads by kissing.
since no one kisses toads....I'm safe~ washes hands ~
I think it spreads by kissing.
Awwwww. I've been known to tell the PR that you have to kiss a lot of toads before your find a frog to start kissing.
I feel mellow and nostalgic. It's the music. 8)
Sick and in bed. :(
Sick and in bed. :(
Whats up master?
hope you feel better soon
Sick and in bed. :(
Whats up master?
hope you feel better soon
Some kind of stomach bug.
Thanks feeling fine now it comes and goes
Looks like I'll survive, anyway.
Spent last night shivering like mad. I was sure I had a fever but it turns out that my body temperature is lower than it should. :-\How much lower? Cold fevers are no fun at all.
Spent last night shivering like mad. I was sure I had a fever but it turns out that my body temperature is lower than it should. :-\How much lower? Cold fevers are no fun at all.
Spent last night shivering like mad. I was sure I had a fever but it turns out that my body temperature is lower than it should. :-\How much lower? Cold fevers are no fun at all.
Between 1-2 degrees lower.
Spent last night shivering like mad. I was sure I had a fever but it turns out that my body temperature is lower than it should. :-\How much lower? Cold fevers are no fun at all.
Between 1-2 degrees lower.
That can make you shiver like mad indeed. I prefer a high fever over a low one.
Spent last night shivering like mad. I was sure I had a fever but it turns out that my body temperature is lower than it should. :-\How much lower? Cold fevers are no fun at all.
Between 1-2 degrees lower.
That can make you shiver like mad indeed. I prefer a high fever over a low one.
Me too. I can function with a high fever but not with a low one.
Spent last night shivering like mad. I was sure I had a fever but it turns out that my body temperature is lower than it should. :-\How much lower? Cold fevers are no fun at all.
Between 1-2 degrees lower.
That can make you shiver like mad indeed. I prefer a high fever over a low one.
Me too. I can function with a high fever but not with a low one.
And a real high one can give some nice delusional effects too. :nerdy:
Temperature normal now? Or do you want me to send you a dozen filled hot-water-bottles?
Cold fevers nearly kill me. My normal body temp is 99.1. I'm used to being hot.
my normal temp is around 96 point sumthingCold fevers nearly kill me. My normal body temp is 99.1. I'm used to being hot.
Recently I went to the sdoctor with one of my upper respiratory infections, not feeling particularly sick,
and my temperature was 97 point something. Apparently I am a lizard. :gator:
my normal temp is around 96 point sumthingCold fevers nearly kill me. My normal body temp is 99.1. I'm used to being hot.
Recently I went to the sdoctor with one of my upper respiratory infections, not feeling particularly sick,
and my temperature was 97 point something. Apparently I am a lizard. :gator:
I'm up to 97 in the mornings. My oldest is cooler than me.my normal temp is around 96 point sumthingCold fevers nearly kill me. My normal body temp is 99.1. I'm used to being hot.
Recently I went to the sdoctor with one of my upper respiratory infections, not feeling particularly sick,
and my temperature was 97 point something. Apparently I am a lizard. :gator:
Coughy as opposed to coffee.egbok
Nose blowey.
Coughy as opposed to coffee.egbok
Nose blowey.
Great
Coughy as opposed to coffee.egbok
Nose blowey.
Right now I feel slightly smug :M because my laundry is almost done and it's still early.
egbok = everything's going to be ok
My esophagus hurts like a fucker from sertraline. It's an occasional and kind of weird side-effect I get from it, often when I don't take it with water. Feels like my esophagus is spasming.
My esophagus hurts like a fucker from sertraline. It's an occasional and kind of weird side-effect I get from it, often when I don't take it with water. Feels like my esophagus is spasming.
Does your doctor know about this? I hope it doesn't cause you any permanent harm. :-\
I feel relieved. I was pushing myself to get up early and walk to the clinic for my blood test, but I
couldn't even if I wanted to, because I forgot to fast after midnight. Yay gluttony! :devour:
Like shite. But sleep will come soon.
I feel relieved. I was pushing myself to get up early and walk to the clinic for my blood test, but I
couldn't even if I wanted to, because I forgot to fast after midnight. Yay gluttony! :devour:
As long as you haven't consumed anything but water in the previous 8 hours you should be able to have the test. For most people that's early in the morning. For me that may mean 11:00 or noon.
A bit meh.
And more than a bit annoyed at the latest idiot at work.
A bit meh.
And more than a bit annoyed at the latest idiot at work.
But, idiots at work :tard: :autism: are God's blessed little fools, entrusted to your care!
Of vengeance? :P
Happy. Saturday night and i am here, all alone. I am in good company :laugh:
Happy. Saturday night and i am here, all alone. I am in good company :laugh:
Still Saturday afternoon here, solitude is wonderful! :nicegear:
Happy. Saturday night and i am here, all alone. I am in good company :laugh:
Still Saturday afternoon here, solitude is wonderful! :nicegear:
So, we are ahead of you then, hope you have a very pleasant evening little weeble friend from across the pond :2thumbsup:
I feel more alert than I probably deserve to. I might get some stuff done today! :orly:
I feel more alert than I probably deserve to. I might get some stuff done today! :orly:
I could use some of that alertness.
Feeling tired and sleepy a lot, lately. Wondering if it is a side effect of the anti biotics. I could sleep more than 14 hours a day without a problem. :-\
I feel more alert than I probably deserve to. I might get some stuff done today! :orly:
I could use some of that alertness.
Feeling tired and sleepy a lot, lately. Wondering if it is a side effect of the anti biotics. I could sleep more than 14 hours a day without a problem. :-\
If you are going to be taking these antibiotics regularly, you might want to ask your doctor about the sleepiness. :orly:
I feel more alert than I probably deserve to. I might get some stuff done today! :orly:
I could use some of that alertness.
Feeling tired and sleepy a lot, lately. Wondering if it is a side effect of the anti biotics. I could sleep more than 14 hours a day without a problem. :-\
If you are going to be taking these antibiotics regularly, you might want to ask your doctor about the sleepiness. :orly:
I will ask about it, if it doesn't change soon. I've got a 14 days trial package of capsules. If the side-effects aren't too bad, I'll get a 6 week batch. This is a long term medication. I dislike anti-biotics a lot, but, in this case, I don't think I have another option. Wonder for how long I am allowed to take it in a row. Stopping with it would bring back the problems within a week. After menopause I should be more symptom free though. That does come late in the female line of my heritage though.
Tired, and mildly itchy.
* tries not to scratch *
Tired, and mildly itchy.(http://www.empowernetwork.com/probloggermastery/files/2013/03/backscratcher.jpg)
* tries not to scratch *
Tired, and mildly itchy.
* tries not to scratch *
I get itchy too especially if i have makeup on. What i do is poke my skin with my nail over and over instead of scratch. It doesn't feel as good as scratching, but doesnt break the skin like scratching does. It helps enough so i stop feeling itchy.
Tired, and mildly itchy.(http://www.empowernetwork.com/probloggermastery/files/2013/03/backscratcher.jpg)
* tries not to scratch *
my thoughts tooTired, and mildly itchy.(http://www.empowernetwork.com/probloggermastery/files/2013/03/backscratcher.jpg)
* tries not to scratch *
Nice back. :laugh:
Wired. Iced coffee. Now mountain dew
Feeling tired but okay.dammit woman, change your mindset. Do something new tomorrow. Repeat the next day. Get yourself out if your funky.
Feeling tired but okay.dammit woman, change your mindset. Do something new tomorrow. Repeat the next day. Get yourself out if your funky.
California?Feeling tired but okay.dammit woman, change your mindset. Do something new tomorrow. Repeat the next day. Get yourself out if your funky.
I have to go to work tomorrow. :P
But yeah. I'm working on it. I even have a half-baked plan to nuke my life and move across the country if the thing I'm trying for right now doesn't work out. Naturally the partner is not too happy about this. But I'm doing my damnedest to figure out some kind of middle ground that still breaks this rut.
California?
Is that a deer antler?believe it is
California?
Probably not, sorry to disappoint. :zoinks:
I prefer my amaretto mixed with egg nog (no cinnamon or nutmeg in the nog, please)
Frustrated because I can't form my argument/answer right. That must mean I'm arguing for the hell of it.
nauseous, crappy, with swollen glands.
And in dire, dire need of solitude.
Frustrated because I can't form my argument/answer right. That must mean I'm arguing for the hell of it.
Or that you are stuck in your options.
nauseous, crappy, with swollen glands.
And in dire, dire need of solitude.
antibiotic upsetting your stomach flora and fauna?
Frustrated because I can't form my argument/answer right. That must mean I'm arguing for the hell of it.
Or that you are stuck in your options.
Nah, I just wanted to be Miss Picky-Perfect in the riot thread.
Frustrated because I can't form my argument/answer right. That must mean I'm arguing for the hell of it.
Or that you are stuck in your options.
Nah, I just wanted to be Miss Picky-Perfect in the riot thread.
you just need a royal stampede in that thread, to prove your point.
Get all your people with you, ladies in waiting, fellow royals, admirals and more, and go for it.:witch1: :witch1: :oldman: :dwave: :rollercoaster: :deadhorse: :deadhorse: :FSM: :cbc: :flyingbat: :hyke: :squiddy:
feeling more autistic lately. :tard:
Overstimulated, cranky and agitated. Thank god I am now home alone! :GA:
Overstimulated, cranky and agitated. Thank god I am now home alone! :GA:
Now, now. Put your tootsies up and here's a nice (http://thumb1.shutterstock.com/photos/thumb_small/520453/520453,1295622058,1.jpg) and some (http://www.nicecupofteaandasitdown.com/media/images/welshcakes.jpg)
Overstimulated, cranky and agitated. Thank god I am now home alone! :GA:
Now, now. Put your tootsies up and here's a nice (http://thumb1.shutterstock.com/photos/thumb_small/520453/520453,1295622058,1.jpg) and some (http://www.nicecupofteaandasitdown.com/media/images/welshcakes.jpg)
What's with the leek?
Overstimulated, cranky and agitated. Thank god I am now home alone! :GA:
Now, now. Put your tootsies up and here's a nice (http://thumb1.shutterstock.com/photos/thumb_small/520453/520453,1295622058,1.jpg) and some (http://www.nicecupofteaandasitdown.com/media/images/welshcakes.jpg)
What's with the leek?
They're cakes traditionally made for St. David's day since he is the patron saint of Wales, thus the leeks, which are also traditionally Welsh.
Overstimulated, cranky and agitated. Thank god I am now home alone! :GA:
Now, now. Put your tootsies up and here's a nice (http://thumb1.shutterstock.com/photos/thumb_small/520453/520453,1295622058,1.jpg) and some (http://www.nicecupofteaandasitdown.com/media/images/welshcakes.jpg)
Geez, the things I have to Google to make you people think I'm smart!
Wales is primarily represented by the symbol of the red Welsh Dragon, but other national emblems include the leek and daffodil. The Welsh words for leeks (cennin) and daffodils (cennin Pedr, lit. "(Saint) Peter's Leeks") are closely related and it is likely that one of the symbols came to be used due to a misunderstanding for the other one, though it is less clear which came first.
NO, nothing else in the picture has any particlar ties to Wales.
nauseous, crappy, with swollen glands.
And in dire, dire need of solitude.
antibiotic upsetting your stomach flora and fauna?
Feels different than that. More like a virus or so. Or a reaction on a week where I went beyond my comfort zone way too much and way too far every day.
So far I am not having intestine problems because of the antibiotic yet. Normally that happens within a few days of taking antibiotics.
Great :)good for your birthday.
Having taken a stumble in the kitchen, my left knee cap is already bruising, while my left wrist, elbow and shoulder are letting me know they want they're share of attention. I've already taken the arthritis med and added a pain pill. Will probably have a few fancy biscuits to medicate my bruised emotions.
Having taken a stumble in the kitchen, my left knee cap is already bruising, while my left wrist, elbow and shoulder are letting me know they want they're share of attention. I've already taken the arthritis med and added a pain pill. Will probably have a few fancy biscuits to medicate my bruised emotions.
Having taken a stumble in the kitchen, my left knee cap is already bruising, while my left wrist, elbow and shoulder are letting me know they want they're share of attention. I've already taken the arthritis med and added a pain pill. Will probably have a few fancy biscuits to medicate my bruised emotions.
Having taken a stumble in the kitchen, my left knee cap is already bruising, while my left wrist, elbow and shoulder are letting me know they want they're share of attention. I've already taken the arthritis med and added a pain pill. Will probably have a few fancy biscuits to medicate my bruised emotions.
You should get some wrestling mats and put them on the floors. That way, if you ever fall again, it won't do so much damage. I hope your emotions recovered quickly.
I feel slightly paranoid about the guy on the ladder outside my window. :tinfoil:
I can still see him throughb my closed blinds ( they're not the greatest quality ) so I assume he can see me.
^ Icequeen, you're so evil! >:D He'll be here tomorrow too, the work is only about half done at best!
I wonder if it's depression or just frustration.
I wonder if it's depression or just frustration.
With me, frustration with things I cannot or are unable to change...can lead to the other. :hug:
I wonder if it's depression or just frustration.
With me, frustration with things I cannot or are unable to change...can lead to the other. :hug:
Is that a subtle reminder to recite the Serenity Prayer?
I wonder if it's depression or just frustration.
With me, frustration with things I cannot or are unable to change...can lead to the other. :hug:
Is that a subtle reminder to recite the Serenity Prayer?
That was found on a tiny piece of paper my grandmother had with her.
She did manage to make most out of life, despite life itself.
I wonder if it's depression or just frustration.
With me, frustration with things I cannot or are unable to change...can lead to the other. :hug:
Is that a subtle reminder to recite the Serenity Prayer?
That was found on a tiny piece of paper my grandmother had with her.
She did manage to make most out of life, despite life itself.
It has made a difference in my life.
(Although I'm not an alcoholic, I attend AA meetings twice a week. My addictions are food, spending money and hoarding. When I am doing too well in managing those things, I want to drink. Sort of an alcoholic in training. I'm determined not to add something else to the mix.) I definitely feel a lot less of the martyr, feel more calm and can handle situations with a lot less drama when I use the prayer.
The effects of the bug are back.
Yesterday I thought it was as good as gone. But today I was really relieved to see my time at work was up. I walked to the bus stop dizzy and totally drained. Glands are swollen again. Oldest is still like crap too.
I want that virus to leave us. Anyone needing a couple of sick-days?
The effects of the bug are back.
Yesterday I thought it was as good as gone. But today I was really relieved to see my time at work was up. I walked to the bus stop dizzy and totally drained. Glands are swollen again. Oldest is still like crap too.
I want that virus to leave us. Anyone needing a couple of sick-days?
I'll have you brought to Buckingham Palace, put up in a lovely four-poster bed. There will be a vase of lovely flowers on the nightstand, a cheery fire in the fireplace and all the peace and quiet you want. Lady Weeble and I will personally attend to your every need and desire, well, most of them. We will sit, quietly tatting awaiting your summons.
Cautiously optimistic, and determined to get rid of a ton of old baggage! :orly:
Cautiously optimistic, and determined to get rid of a ton of old baggage! :orly:
It's not nice to talk about your boss that way. :green:
Its pretty interesting watching events unfold around me. One day I will be free from this, look back and Lol.
But not now. nows a time to be travel in the low places
Tired, dizzy if I do too much. So, taking things slow today. Having a sick-day.
Are you lying low, then? Are you in hiding? :ninja:yes. been hiding for almost 33 years, :oranna:
Not great.
I just sat on my balls.
Not great.
I just sat on my balls.
:plus: Thank you for sharing that most intimate moment of pain and humiliation! :rofl:
Not great.
I just sat on my balls.
:plus: Thank you for sharing that most intimate moment of pain and humiliation! :rofl:
Seriously, did you forget they were there? :rofl:
Not great.
I just sat on my balls.
:plus: Thank you for sharing that most intimate moment of pain and humiliation! :rofl:
Seriously, did you forget they were there? :rofl:
Perhaps he has moose balls.
Like the north end if a south walking donkey.
this time something smells like shit.Like the north end if a south walking donkey.
Is that because you sat on your balls? :rofl:
I feel like crying. My mother is so persistent.
Emotionally violent. Even too much for the blowing off steam thread.
Emotionally violent. Even too much for the blowing off steam thread.
*brings you a cup of tea and a pillow* :hug:
Emotionally violent. Even too much for the blowing off steam thread.
*brings you a cup of tea and a pillow* :hug:
thank you. I almost took odeon on in his Cooper Belt thread, but he's innocent in all of this. Going to a meeting tonight hoping to straighten my head out.
Listening to Pablo Cruise
feeling good
get to work tonight :thumbup:
You're *lacking* poor judgment? ???
You're *lacking* poor judgment? ???
When I sai d I was comparable to a drunk person, I was serious. I could not articulate many coherent thoughts last night, lol.
You're *lacking* poor judgment? ???
When I sai d I was comparable to a drunk person, I was serious. I could not articulate many coherent thoughts last night, lol.
:laugh:
I figured as much.
Emotionally violent. Even too much for the blowing off steam thread.
I'm feeling like I need more coffee
blue-greenlittle sad. Little horny?
blue-greenlittle sad. Little horny?
Hot.Me too. Oh wait! It is only 77 F here. :hahaha:
In this case, seeing some really cool stuff on DeviantArt which gave me a good idea for a painting.That's awesome. :)
In this case, seeing some really cool stuff on DeviantArt which gave me a good idea for a painting.That's awesome. :)
I scoff at Jack's post count. :fart:In this case, seeing some really cool stuff on DeviantArt which gave me a good idea for a painting.That's awesome. :)
So is Jack's current post count. :thumbup:
In this case, seeing some really cool stuff on DeviantArt which gave me a good idea for a painting.Are you a great artist? Do people love you? :zoinks:
I scoff at Jack's post count. :fart:In this case, seeing some really cool stuff on DeviantArt which gave me a good idea for a painting.That's awesome. :)
So is Jack's current post count. :thumbup:
I scoff at Jack's post count. :fart:
:oon coffee
:flasher:
:flasher:
That is illegal. You'll have to come with us. :police: :flasher: :police:
:flasher:
That is illegal. You'll have to come with us. :police: :flasher: :police:
You pervert. :laugh:
:fatchef::flasher:
That is illegal. You'll have to come with us. :police: :flasher: :police:
You pervert. :laugh:
I am not the pervert, I am the avenging force of Justice! :police:
I feel like crying. I went to pee this morning and my mom come in and stresses me out to the point of having a panic attack. She kept prodding me about what she "realized" and I said ok, but she kept repeating herself like a psycho till I screamed at her to back off, then she got even worse and started ranting and screaming. I had just woken up!
Are you a great artist? Do people love you? :zoinks:
I feel like crying. I went to pee this morning and my mom come in and stresses me out to the point of having a panic attack. She kept prodding me about what she "realized" and I said ok, but she kept repeating herself like a psycho till I screamed at her to back off, then she got even worse and started ranting and screaming. I had just woken up!
I feel like crying. I went to pee this morning and my mom come in and stresses me out to the point of having a panic attack. She kept prodding me about what she "realized" and I said ok, but she kept repeating herself like a psycho till I screamed at her to back off, then she got even worse and started ranting and screaming. I had just woken up!
I feel like crying. I went to pee this morning and my mom come in and stresses me out to the point of having a panic attack. She kept prodding me about what she "realized" and I said ok, but she kept repeating herself like a psycho till I screamed at her to back off, then she got even worse and started ranting and screaming. I had just woken up!
No locks on the bathroom huh.
Your mother sounds quite insane.
Meh.
I am having some hot flashes at this time. :melt: The next batch will probably happen in October.Does aspirin help?
I am having some hot flashes at this time. :melt: The next batch will probably happen in October.Does aspirin help?
:dunno: I have never had that vexation.I am having some hot flashes at this time. :melt: The next batch will probably happen in October.Does aspirin help?
I haven't tried that. Is aspirin recommended for female hormone troubles? :orly:
:dunno: I have never had that vexation.I am having some hot flashes at this time. :melt: The next batch will probably happen in October.Does aspirin help?
I haven't tried that. Is aspirin recommended for female hormone troubles? :orly:
Bleeding and hot flashing females are unclean and must be kept in the tent during such times. :christ:
Put down that unused rolling pin and I will. :pwned:Bleeding and hot flashing females are unclean and must be kept in the tent during such times. :christ:
Why don't you fly out here and say that to my face! :rollingpin: :P
Put down that unused rolling pin and I will. :pwned:Bleeding and hot flashing females are unclean and must be kept in the tent during such times. :christ:
Why don't you fly out here and say that to my face! :rollingpin: :P
I am having some hot flashes at this time. :melt: The next batch will probably happen in October.
I am having some hot flashes at this time. :melt: The next batch will probably happen in October.
There are intervals of months between them? Wow.
I am having some hot flashes at this time. :melt: The next batch will probably happen in October.
There are intervals of months between them? Wow.
Yes, so far they seem to happen for a week at a stretch, about every four months. Of course, that could change ... :dunno:
I am having some hot flashes at this time. :melt: The next batch will probably happen in October.
There are intervals of months between them? Wow.
Yes, so far they seem to happen for a week at a stretch, about every four months. Of course, that could change ... :dunno:
Hope your week will pass soon.
Laundry's almost done and I'm pleased with my post count. :2thumbsup:if you work hard you will pass calandale by months end.
I'm new to perimenopause, so things will probably get more ... intense!I need to insert my pee pee before you go through menopause!
Laundry's almost done and I'm pleased with my post count. :2thumbsup:if you work hard you will pass calandale by months end.
I'm new to perimenopause, so things will probably get more ... intense!I need to insert my pee pee before you go through menopause!
I feel like crying. I went to pee this morning and my mom come in and stresses me out to the point of having a panic attack. She kept prodding me about what she "realized" and I said ok, but she kept repeating herself like a psycho till I screamed at her to back off, then she got even worse and started ranting and screaming. I had just woken up!
I prefer to throw phones.You would not need to clean your hands as thoroughly afterward.
I prefer to throw phones.
I'm new to perimenopause, so things will probably get more ... intense!I need to insert my pee pee before you go through menopause!
Not a good idea, my 47-year-old eggs are past their prime. :P
I'm new to perimenopause, so things will probably get more ... intense!I need to insert my pee pee before you go through menopause!
Not a good idea, my 47-year-old eggs are past their prime. :P
I am sure in some countries they would be a delicacy. :p
Hungry from postwhoring, eager to hit 38,000. :viking:You already did about 267 posts back. :tard:
Hungry from postwhoring, eager to hit 38,000. :viking:You already did about 267 posts back. :tard:
Or 3rd grade math. :pwned:Hungry from postwhoring, eager to hit 38,000. :viking:You already did about 267 posts back. :tard:
I meant 39,000. I can barely keep up with my own awesomeness! :autism:
Or 3rd grade math. :pwned:Hungry from postwhoring, eager to hit 38,000. :viking:You already did about 267 posts back. :tard:
I meant 39,000. I can barely keep up with my own awesomeness! :autism:
awake and ready to go
In a weird mood...I want to watch a movie. Any suggestions?Django Unchained
Really dehydrated, but feel like I cant drink anymore :grrr: I must have drank litres of water today, and I feel that any more will make me puke.water intoxication can kill
Dont think Ive ever felt this before.
Really dehydrated, but feel like I cant drink anymore :grrr: I must have drank litres of water today, and I feel that any more will make me puke.water intoxication can kill
Dont think Ive ever felt this before.
Really dehydrated, but feel like I cant drink anymore :grrr: I must have drank litres of water today, and I feel that any more will make me puke.
Dont think Ive ever felt this before.
Elated...so many good things going on right now. :)
Elated...so many good things going on right now. :)
I am happy for you, ginger mite! :sandmage: Long may you rejoice!
I am getting a cold. Day two and it is only very slowly taking hold. The throat and noses and headache.
Ironically I have been on a health food kick and no coke or grog and plenty of water....now it comes.
I am getting a cold. Day two and it is only very slowly taking hold. The throat and noses and headache.
Ironically I have been on a health food kick and no coke or grog and plenty of water....now it comes.
Get some vitamin C in you. That'll kick it out.
How am I feeling?
I don't know. I am happy. But there's this weird undertone which makes me think that something is bothering I just haven't gotten to the point where I can articulate it yet. I think I will go to the park and read, that will make me feel better.
Mentally drained.
Going grocery shopping sucks.
Going grocery shopping with someone else who is hyper 24/7 sucks even more.
Will you just shut up...pleeeeease?
Shoot me, shoot me now. :zombiefuck:
Can't say I know that feeling, but my Mom did. I was hyperactive and once we were in the door I was gone. The PR was happy to ride in grocery carts until she was about 5 or so. Eventually she just learned to plop her tush down in the magazine section and wait for me.
The 14yr old is fine.
It's the 44yr old that's a problem.
I don't think they sell the type of magazines that would keep his interest...at least not unsealed anyways. :LOL:
I absolutely refuse to go anywhere with the MIL. :blah: :blah: :zombiefuck:
I am getting a cold. Day two and it is only very slowly taking hold. The throat and noses and headache.
Ironically I have been on a health food kick and no coke or grog and plenty of water....now it comes.
Get some vitamin C in you. That'll kick it out.
How am I feeling?
I don't know. I am happy. But there's this weird undertone which makes me think that something is bothering I just haven't gotten to the point where I can articulate it yet. I think I will go to the park and read, that will make me feel better.
Vitamine C isn't helping me. Have been taking extra for a couple of days now. Fever is gone, but seem to get more and more blocked. Virus that I got from a colleague. The bliss of working. :smashviolin: Tomorrow I am going to spread the fun even further. If the others didn't get it by then.
I am getting a cold. Day two and it is only very slowly taking hold. The throat and noses and headache.
Ironically I have been on a health food kick and no coke or grog and plenty of water....now it comes.
Get some vitamin C in you. That'll kick it out.
How am I feeling?
I don't know. I am happy. But there's this weird undertone which makes me think that something is bothering I just haven't gotten to the point where I can articulate it yet. I think I will go to the park and read, that will make me feel better.
Vitamine C isn't helping me. Have been taking extra for a couple of days now. Fever is gone, but seem to get more and more blocked. Virus that I got from a colleague. The bliss of working. :smashviolin: Tomorrow I am going to spread the fun even further. If the others didn't get it by then.
Hope you feel better soon
Shook myself (self-inflicted nearly always it is, not?) up the last couple of days. Dipping (as in feeling a bit down), not taking care of myself properly, drinking a bit too much, having a rage-attack/tantrum, 'licking wounds'..
But, but.. Iz on the right track again, I think.. and today I'm okay.
Just don't let this city of morons 'touch' you, dude. 'Whatever' those behind the back going idiots. It's in their nature.. you can't change that.. but you CAN change your perception towards them. Fuck 'em.
(blahiah/sørry)
(http://sushibandit.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/01/elphantsarefun.gif)that is really cute!
I feel strange. think I have had too much sugar, I feel a diabetic seizure coming on. along with vomiting
:thumbdn:
Are you diabetic? And by "seizure," do you mean an epileptic seizure? :nerd!:no I am not diabetic. I was exaggerating my health last night, but something weird was going on. I feel much better today
(http://sushibandit.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/01/elphantsarefun.gif)that is really cute!
I feel strange. think I have had too much sugar, I feel a diabetic seizure coming on. along with vomiting
:thumbdn:
When one has the desire to be tasted. :zoinks: :bounce:
When one has the desire to be tasted. :zoinks: :bounce:
:eyebrows:
I think pictures would help, in this case.
When one has the desire to be tasted. :zoinks: :bounce:
:eyebrows:
I think pictures would help, in this case.
Well, we can only hope the Possum will still feel fruity when she comes back online.
I feel tired and pensive, in a pleasant sort of way, as if I am about to evolve. :checkout:
I feel tired and pensive, in a pleasant sort of way, as if I am about to evolve. :checkout:
Or like you're going to break out of your shell? :cbc: Will you be a swan? a peacock? a robin? a seagull?
I feel tired and pensive, in a pleasant sort of way, as if I am about to evolve. :checkout:
Or like you're going to break out of your shell? :cbc: Will you be a swan? a peacock? a robin? a seagull?
Irritable and pissed off. Coming home from work is supposed to mean down time, not more stuff to do.
:indeed:Irritable and pissed off. Coming home from work is supposed to mean down time, not more stuff to do.
Remember this if you ever start a family.
:indeed:Irritable and pissed off. Coming home from work is supposed to mean down time, not more stuff to do.
Remember this if you ever start a family.
I go to work to relax. :M
sadsorry for you. Feel better soon.
:indeed:Irritable and pissed off. Coming home from work is supposed to mean down time, not more stuff to do.
Remember this if you ever start a family.
I go to work to relax. :M
Voices of experience. :zombiefuck:
:indeed:Irritable and pissed off. Coming home from work is supposed to mean down time, not more stuff to do.
Remember this if you ever start a family.
I go to work to relax. :M
Voices of experience. :zombiefuck:
The older I get, and the more I hear from people with families, the more I love living alone. :nicegear:
:laugh::indeed:Irritable and pissed off. Coming home from work is supposed to mean down time, not more stuff to do.
Remember this if you ever start a family.
I go to work to relax. :M
Voices of experience. :zombiefuck:
The older I get, and the more I hear from people with families, the more I love living alone. :nicegear:
I'll trade with you for a week if you ever feel the need to experience the wonders of family life. :zoinks:
Honestly, not as bad as a few days ago.
... a Beatle quote, "It's gettting bettter alll the tii'iime!!!!"
:asthing:
I honestly feel like the KING SHIT of all cool dads!!
We have been home about an hour now and my daughter is sound asleep already.
We went to the Heart/Jason Bonham concert tonight!! I took my daughter to her first rock concert. She had an expression of amazement at first, then she REALLY got into it!!
It was a fucking awesome outdoor, under the stars concert and we sat on the grass and just LIVED TOGETHER!!
I honestly feel like the KING SHIT of all cool dads!!
We have been home about an hour now and my daughter is sound asleep already.
We went to the Heart/Jason Bonham concert tonight!! I took my daughter to her first rock concert. She had an expression of amazement at first, then she REALLY got into it!!
It was a fucking awesome outdoor, under the stars concert and we sat on the grass and just LIVED TOGETHER!!
Had you ever seen Heart or Jason Bonham in concert before that?
:plus:[suspicious] for being high on life.[/suspicious]
Bloated! :zombiefuck:
Knee is very swollen. Back is very sore. That's what I get from two straight nights of camping out with the little ones.
I feel like a pirate. Yarrr
Happy. Just got home from the gym and feel nice and stretched.
Also excited about going back to college. It's the last year so I'll get my degree because I'll work hard enough.
I've put out 3 trash bags of crap and clothes from the PRs bedroom today.That's awesome.
Voila, lab lemonade :D
I thought you didn't have any actual control over AFF?
Bitchy, Sleepy, and Sneezy. :zombiefuck:
If anyone made death threats , it would have been that psycho Madmick.Who got death threats?
I thought you didn't have any actual control over AFF?
...I've been running the place more or less solo with a selection of mods for the past year, year and a half.
Started the handover process to one of my moderators ("my" meaning, I selected him) and was demoted down to supermod whilst they took over the admin position. They washed out, but I ended up completely demodded and, well, if I hadn't started the handover, the events of the last week wouldn't have happened because I ACTUALLY FUCKING KNOW HOW TO MODERATE MODERATELY.
I thought you didn't have any actual control over AFF?
...I've been running the place more or less solo with a selection of mods for the past year, year and a half.
Started the handover process to one of my moderators ("my" meaning, I selected him) and was demoted down to supermod whilst they took over the admin position. They washed out, but I ended up completely demodded and, well, if I hadn't started the handover, the events of the last week wouldn't have happened because I ACTUALLY FUCKING KNOW HOW TO MODERATE MODERATELY.
:(
Sorry to hear it.
I thought you didn't have any actual control over AFF?
...I've been running the place more or less solo with a selection of mods for the past year, year and a half.
Started the handover process to one of my moderators ("my" meaning, I selected him) and was demoted down to supermod whilst they took over the admin position. They washed out, but I ended up completely demodded and, well, if I hadn't started the handover, the events of the last week wouldn't have happened because I ACTUALLY FUCKING KNOW HOW TO MODERATE MODERATELY.
:(
Sorry to hear it.
I was supposed to be put back into the Admin position if he washed out - that was agreed on. It just got reneged on.
So, yeah, little bit of guilt here.
I thought you didn't have any actual control over AFF?
...I've been running the place more or less solo with a selection of mods for the past year, year and a half.
Started the handover process to one of my moderators ("my" meaning, I selected him) and was demoted down to supermod whilst they took over the admin position. They washed out, but I ended up completely demodded and, well, if I hadn't started the handover, the events of the last week wouldn't have happened because I ACTUALLY FUCKING KNOW HOW TO MODERATE MODERATELY.
:(
Sorry to hear it.
I was supposed to be put back into the Admin position if he washed out - that was agreed on. It just got reneged on.
So, yeah, little bit of guilt here.
You have no guilt to feel Nu, no-one blames you in anyway.
Because none of this is your fault.
Don't make me do *Mom face with hands on hips* at you
Lonely, my Girlfriend is away in France celebrating the end of her Masters with a long climbing trip. Haven't seen her in a month and a half, haven't spoken to her either.
Melancholy, my rat gets put down tomorrow. Huge tumour. He is over four years old, though, so... Won't get to say goodbye, my sister has them and I won't get back to the village in time before the appointment.
Fucked off and guilty. A forum I put years of blood, sweat and actual tears into is gone, and it happened because I initiated the handover process to a modmin who couldn't take it.
Ill, I have a flu.
FUCKING AMAZING MONTH, GUISE.
I had lunch at the hotel today (yesterday). It was very good. Though my stomach is full and I was stupid enough to eat again and drink 1½ liter of Coke :facepalm2:
I had lunch at the hotel today (yesterday). It was very good. Though my stomach is full and I was stupid enough to eat again and drink 1½ liter of Coke :facepalm2:
Here, have some more :coke: to settle your stomach. Go on. It'll be all right. >:D
I had lunch at the hotel today (yesterday). It was very good. Though my stomach is full and I was stupid enough to eat again and drink 1½ liter of Coke :facepalm2:
Here, have some more :coke: to settle your stomach. Go on. It'll be all right. >:D
You are making me jealous CBC. I haven't figured out how to use smileys here on my iPad.
If anyone made death threats , it would have been that psycho Madmick.Who got death threats?
Lonely, my Girlfriend is away in France celebrating the end of her Masters with a long climbing trip. Haven't seen her in a month and a half, haven't spoken to her either.
Melancholy, my rat gets put down tomorrow. Huge tumour. He is over four years old, though, so... Won't get to say goodbye, my sister has them and I won't get back to the village in time before the appointment.
Fucked off and guilty. A forum I put years of blood, sweat and actual tears into is gone, and it happened because I initiated the handover process to a modmin who couldn't take it.
Ill, I have a flu.
FUCKING AMAZING MONTH, GUISE.
Rubbish. Julius, one of the main characters in my Latin book, says that only the rivers and forests in Germania stopped the Romans, not the barbarians living there :M
Rubbish. Julius, one of the main characters in my Latin book, says that only the rivers and forests in Germania stopped the Romans, not the barbarians living there :M
OW! dislocations hurt. Good you didn't have to set it yourself or anything, and you got some decent stuff for it. Out of interest, what was it?
Can't come too soon picking up my oxy in the morning, my damn leg doesn't want to move without being dragged or kicked from behind (by myself I might add)
Cheapskates. And yeah, tell me about it, my knee does that all the time, and makes a nasty crunching sound when it does. Either that or locks in place. Got into a physio program though at least now, after over a year of waiting.
Codeine has its place alright, I don't mind a bottle of cough syrup for a pick me up, but it doesn't do a fucking thing for my leg until I hit more or less the liver's metabolic capacity.
Frustrated-when I DIDN'T want depleted uranium, it was about. Now I want some I cannot find any DU for the fuck of me.
Problem is, ex fuel stocks are no good to me, being contaminated with trace levels of plutonium and neptunium.
Cheapskates. And yeah, tell me about it, my knee does that all the time, and makes a nasty crunching sound when it does. Either that or locks in place. Got into a physio program though at least now, after over a year of waiting.
I'm perfectly fine with the Cocodomol. I dislike taking painkillers anyway, strong ones much more so.
Work is going to be fun. Supposed to be racking a 97kg UPS tomorrow - that ain't happening now.
Disappointed. Bill McKibbin is holding a talk in my town, and I can't go. It's in three hours or so and I'll be too tired. Hell, I'm already too tired. I need to get my schedule on track, so that's what I'll be doing today. I will go until after dinner. And I'll set my alarm for eight hours later. Maybe keep it there. But I am way too sleepy. I ordered a pizza, though. I'm anticipating its arrival. Actually, I think I hear the delivery car in my drive way, so I'm really excited too. Pizza!!!!!!!!
Disappointed. Bill McKibbin is holding a talk in my town, and I can't go. It's in three hours or so and I'll be too tired. Hell, I'm already too tired. I need to get my schedule on track, so that's what I'll be doing today. I will go until after dinner. And I'll set my alarm for eight hours later. Maybe keep it there. But I am way too sleepy. I ordered a pizza, though. I'm anticipating its arrival. Actually, I think I hear the delivery car in my drive way, so I'm really excited too. Pizza!!!!!!!!
Is the talk available online? Perhaps you can watch it now.
Cheapskates. And yeah, tell me about it, my knee does that all the time, and makes a nasty crunching sound when it does. Either that or locks in place. Got into a physio program though at least now, after over a year of waiting.
I'm perfectly fine with the Cocodomol. I dislike taking painkillers anyway, strong ones much more so.
Work is going to be fun. Supposed to be racking a 97kg UPS tomorrow - that ain't happening now.
Are you ligaments that flexible, that you dislocate your shoulder and knee that often?
I only came close to full dislocation after a fall from a flight of stairs with a baby in my arm. Turned around not to get the baby hurt, and my shoulder took it all, but it popped into place right away. Did hurt a tad though. :P Went to the GP three days later, who told me it was pain after dislocation.
My youngest had a little bone in her wrist dislocating a few times, as a toddler. It would snap into place by itself, but did need a week of wrapping it up when she did that. She never had it again after she turned three.
Have you tried a knee brace pika? Might help stop the popping out due to the dysplasia. I've worn one before when my iffy knee kept collapsing on me.
Hope your a tad less sore now mate.
Smelly and gross. It's approaching that time of year where it's cold enough outside that my bedroom loses a noticeable amount of heat while I'm sleeping, but too hot during the day to turn the AC off. Also too hot right before I go to bed. I'm starting to get a headache from too much internets.
Thirsty, now. I have to remedy that.
I need to see a doctor. because I need a Exam, :zoinks:
Thirsty, now. I have to remedy that.
Anchor Steam or Fuller's?
Thirsty, now. I have to remedy that.
Anchor Steam or Fuller's?
Water.
Thirsty, now. I have to remedy that.
Anchor Steam or Fuller's?
Water.
:(
Part of me is numb (got the tooth repaired) and I'm hungry. Can't eat for another hour to let the filling harden or settle in or something.
Thirsty, now. I have to remedy that.
Anchor Steam or Fuller's?
Water.
:(
But I can haz Fuller's IPA tonight! :beer:
Part of me is numb (got the tooth repaired) and I'm hungry. Can't eat for another hour to let the filling harden or settle in or something.
Can you do broth? I find broth is good when eating is bad. Unless it's one of those "nothing but water" kinda things.`
:thumbup:Part of me is numb (got the tooth repaired) and I'm hungry. Can't eat for another hour to let the filling harden or settle in or something.
Can you do broth? I find broth is good when eating is bad. Unless it's one of those "nothing but water" kinda things.`
I can chew things now (after 90 minutes), but only on the other side from the repair. Ice cream for dinner I suppose. Well, if it has to be done............. I'll soldier on through it.
Like I am missing something.....
:chainsaw:
Tired and grumpy and uninspired.
I shouldn't be. Plenty of things to do at work, lots of interesting things. It's just that I work with morons, with very few exceptions, and I'm sick and tired of having to do everything myself if I want it done.
Hmm. Maybe this should go into the quick bitch thread.
I'm feeling ambivalent about my age and the amount of damage I've done to my life with decades of negligence.
I feel as if I either 1.) am too late to fix things, or 2.) have nothing left to lose. And I have a slight headache. :nerdy:
I'm feeling ambivalent about my age and the amount of damage I've done to my life with decades of negligence.I have felt the same way. when you have nothing to lose however you do even more damage, my advice would be don't worry about never accomplishing whatever it is, you think you are lacking. you are perfect just the way you are, and trying to change that wont make you feel any better about yourself.
I feel as if I either 1.) am too late to fix things, or 2.) have nothing left to lose.
^True
As for me, I'm feeling tired and uninspired.
^True
As for me, I'm feeling tired and uninspired.
So take a break and do something fun. :)
^True
As for me, I'm feeling tired and uninspired.
So take a break and do something fun. :)
I did, actually. Feeling better now. :)
rosy, after a long, hot shower.
Stuffed. Had Popeyes chicken and cornbread with a salad. (Sorry Parts.)
How can one FEEL yellow?
FAT. :seal: :kapkao: :melon: :fatchef: :devour: :situp: :sumo:
But, not discouraged.
FAT. :seal: :kapkao: :melon: :fatchef: :devour: :situp: :sumo:
But, not discouraged.
[font==sarcasm]Head cold, so just super![/sarcasm]
tired and sore
Still coughing up loads of phlegm. :zombiefuck:
Is there something we should know, you two? :eyebrows:hah. well, I needed a asprin afterwards. Don't know about the :hyke:
Fuck, I have a vicious, pounding headache, and I cannot stop shivering.
Think I'm going to curl up under my duvet for a while and warm up, I feel like a fucking ice cube.
No fever, and I've taken my regular meds, plus shot up a couple of oxy 80s, which have made me feel a bit better.
Is there something we should know, you two? :eyebrows:hah. well, I needed a asprin afterwards. Don't know about the :hyke:
I feel better now, your bovineness. :hyke: :plus:Is there something we should know, you two? :eyebrows:hah. well, I needed a asprin afterwards. Don't know about the :hyke:
Hope your aching is over now, Richard.
The :hyke: had a cool shower, and should have been in bed by now. Tomorrow will be another sweaty and tiring day.
Awful.
Numb. Hollow. Nauseated.
Awful.
Numb. Hollow. Nauseated.
Awful.
Numb. Hollow. Nauseated.
I hope you will feel better soon. :hug:
Thanks all. I am feeling less numb now.
The hollowness has given way to full-blown redheaded rage. >:(
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been getting crap sleep lately. so I'm feeling achy and sore, :P
Like ten tons of hammered muslim shit.
Vicious head and neck ache, every time I look down my neck starts raging at me with pain.
And my bad hip and both my knees have been collapsing all day. I THINK its stopped now but fucking christ, I was falling over, getting up and falling again in the next few stsps.
Buzzed myself.
What are you buzzed on possum?
Buzzed myself.
What are you buzzed on possum?
Too much coffee. I don't do drugs.
Buzzed myself.
What are you buzzed on possum?
Too much coffee. I don't do drugs.
Too much coffee will indeed cause a buzz, and the letdown can feature headaches, nausea and an overall sadness! :zombiefuck:
Buzzed myself.
What are you buzzed on possum?
Too much coffee. I don't do drugs.
Too much coffee will indeed cause a buzz, and the letdown can feature headaches, nausea and an overall sadness! :zombiefuck:
I got over it :)
The alternative was to try and generate 2 weeks of internet drama about it, but I just don't have the energy.
Buzzed myself.
What are you buzzed on possum?
Too much coffee. I don't do drugs.
Too much coffee will indeed cause a buzz, and the letdown can feature headaches, nausea and an overall sadness! :zombiefuck:
I got over it :)
The alternative was to try and generate 2 weeks of internet drama about it, but I just don't have the energy.
You would have the energy if you drank some more coffee! >:D
Buzzed myself.
What are you buzzed on possum?
Too much coffee. I don't do drugs.
Too much coffee will indeed cause a buzz, and the letdown can feature headaches, nausea and an overall sadness! :zombiefuck:
I got over it :)
The alternative was to try and generate 2 weeks of internet drama about it, but I just don't have the energy.
You would have the energy if you drank some more coffee! >:D
I'll get right on it ;)
Thanks all. I am feeling less numb now.
The hollowness has given way to full-blown redheaded rage. >:(
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Thanks all. I am feeling less numb now.
The hollowness has given way to full-blown redheaded rage. >:(
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Nervous.
Did too much yesterday, feel like someone beat me with a bat. :GA:
I'm in a bad mood. someone should rub my belly, :trollface:
Thanks all. I am feeling less numb now.
The hollowness has given way to full-blown redheaded rage. >:(
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Saudade, I have learned a new word.
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Me, I feel productive. :)
I had a very deep cavity filled last year, in an upper molar, and I was warned that it might still
need a root canal one day. I'm starting to feel twinges in it now. Here we go again. :fp:
My tummy huwts.
stooooned.
Like a dog with two cocks :green:
Itchy.
Like a dog with two cocks :green:
:dunno: ???
I have been depressed the last couple of days. not trying to be an emo ass, but damn. will this shit leave? must be the weather.
Its been raining and dark out so? :dunno:
When I get depressed I like over eating.
Like a dog with two cocks :green:
:dunno: ???
I think that's Brit-speak for proud. :apondering:
High as a kite, very relaxed and sleepy, feel all warm and fuzzy after a double shot of oxy and a sleeping pill.
I am just about to head for bed and relax, have a fag before going to sleep. Won't bother undressing aside from my socks as I have a doctors appt early in the morning, saves time getting dressed.
I'm a whatnow?
I'm a whatnow?
A consummate bachelor.
Sad.
I visited my cinema for the first time since May. They've massacred the place. A once beautiful cinema is now a badly modernised locale for gathering people for conferences and such, with some ability to screen films retained. I can't tell you how much this is stressing me.
I'm a whatnow?
A consummate bachelor. You're going to bed dressed for tomorrow for efficiency. ;)
I'm a whatnow?
A consummate bachelor. You're going to bed dressed for tomorrow for efficiency. ;)
Apparently bachelors are known for saving steps wherever possible! :laugh:
http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=Bachelor%20Clean (http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=Bachelor%20Clean)
http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=Bachelor%20Wash (http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=Bachelor%20Wash)
I'm a whatnow?
A consummate bachelor.
That's what they used to call gay men, and lifetime virgins
Semicolon you insolent fuckwit, piss off and bother someone else before I have to shut you up myself
Sad.
I visited my cinema for the first time since May. They've massacred the place. A once beautiful cinema is now a badly modernised locale for gathering people for conferences and such, with some ability to screen films retained. I can't tell you how much this is stressing me.
I am sorry. Try rocking when in distress. :cbc: It is what I do.
Sad.
I visited my cinema for the first time since May. They've massacred the place. A once beautiful cinema is now a badly modernised locale for gathering people for conferences and such, with some ability to screen films retained. I can't tell you how much this is stressing me.
:agreed:Sad.
I visited my cinema for the first time since May. They've massacred the place. A once beautiful cinema is now a badly modernised locale for gathering people for conferences and such, with some ability to screen films retained. I can't tell you how much this is stressing me.
:hug:
Seeing a building that you love change is hard enough. Seeing it ruined, taken the "soul" away from it, is horrible.
Newly awake. Ask me again in an hour.How are you feeling, right now?
Feeling like crap. Headache is numbed now with paracetamol, but my stomach is a pain in my belly. Just the stomach. Rest is very doable to fine.
Bed time, and hoping for sleep.
Newly awake. Ask me again in an hour.How are you feeling, right now?
Also the what are you doing thread, so that you're doing more than drinking coffee. :P
Why QV, whats wrong? *hugs*
Why QV, whats wrong? *hugs*
Too many things happening, noises/voices, etc. Just the normal everyday stuff.
Tkx for the hug.
Why QV, whats wrong? *hugs*
Too many things happening, noises/voices, etc. Just the normal everyday stuff.
Tkx for the hug.
*wobbles in :cbc: :tea: :queenie: with some tea for Her Majesty*
Wound down a little. Hoping for winding some more the next days.
Wound down a little. Hoping for winding some more the next days.
I'll help you relax! :notes: :cbc: :hyke: :notes: Let's put on some music and dance!
Almost an amphetamine high:hug:
From Wellbutrin and recently added 5mg of Abilify
Cant sleep
Wont eat
just sitting round
playing scales
going slowly NUTZ
Wound down a little. Hoping for winding some more the next days.
I'll help you relax! :notes: :cbc: :hyke: :notes: Let's put on some music and dance!
Almost an amphetamine highTry a language course or something. If you can't sleep you might as well learn something.
From Wellbutrin and recently added 5mg of Abilify
Cant sleep
Wont eat
just sitting round
playing scales
going slowly NUTZ
Almost an amphetamine highTry a language course or something. If you can't sleep you might as well learn something.
From Wellbutrin and recently added 5mg of Abilify
Cant sleep
Wont eat
just sitting round
playing scales
going slowly NUTZ
Also the what are you doing thread, so that you're doing more than drinking coffee. :P
Almost an amphetamine highTry a language course or something. If you can't sleep you might as well learn something.
From Wellbutrin and recently added 5mg of Abilify
Cant sleep
Wont eat
just sitting round
playing scales
going slowly NUTZ
I have a Pimsleur now odeon. It is the Tagalog. Now if I ever get off my ass and use it I can compare Pimsleur to Rosetta Stone.
Don't fuck with missy or I will :conspiracy: admin abuse you elsewhere. :hahaha: :zoinks:I have a Pimsleur now odeon. It is the Tagalog. Now if I ever get off my ass and use it I can compare Pimsleur to Rosetta Stone.
More likely an asteroid will demolish the earth first. :trollface:
Don't fuck with missy or I will :conspiracy: admin abuse you elsewhere. :hahaha: :zoinks:I have a Pimsleur now odeon. It is the Tagalog. Now if I ever get off my ass and use it I can compare Pimsleur to Rosetta Stone.
More likely an asteroid will demolish the earth first. :trollface:
Also the what are you doing thread, so that you're doing more than drinking coffee. :P
So true.
Yet it's morning here. Again. Guess what I'm doing? Guess how I'm feeling? ;D
After a week without anti-inflammatory meds, I ache. Tomorrow will be welcome.
Jittery. Went to the clinic today; apparently I have shingles. Now I'm on prednisone and antiviral pills.
There is a relationship between RSI and overall stress. With overall stress, the tension on your tendons is already high. Repetitive movements are way more damaging then.
There is a relationship between RSI and overall stress. With overall stress, the tension on your tendons is already high. Repetitive movements are way more damaging then.
This is true.
I've had a cold sore for the first time in more than a year. You're right about the overall stress.
^Just removed the troll's trolling. Sorry about that.
My RSI is flaring up. Or rather, it's been giving me grief for a while now and it doesn't seem to be going away.
^Just removed the troll's trolling. Sorry about that.
My RSI is flaring up. Or rather, it's been giving me grief for a while now and it doesn't seem to be going away.
What is RSI?
^Just removed the troll's trolling. Sorry about that.
My RSI is flaring up. Or rather, it's been giving me grief for a while now and it doesn't seem to be going away.
What is RSI?
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Repetitive_strain_injury (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Repetitive_strain_injury)
^Just removed the troll's trolling. Sorry about that.
My RSI is flaring up. Or rather, it's been giving me grief for a while now and it doesn't seem to be going away.
What is RSI?
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Repetitive_strain_injury (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Repetitive_strain_injury)
Can you use dragon dictation instead?
Got a headache.
Shitty, I have only slept a few hours since Friday I have a cold and am sore from work :GA:
Headache.
Cold sore.
Too little sleep.
I do think my stress levels are up.
Headache.
Cold sore.
Too little sleep.
I do think my stress levels are up.
Do something fun for yourself. :thumbup:
Headache.
Cold sore.
Too little sleep.
I do think my stress levels are up.
Do something fun for yourself. :thumbup:
Not sure what that would be. :-\
Not me, but the PR. She has a swollen right eye and is clucking her tongue almost constantly. I'm suspecting an allergy. She'll be taken to the doctor tomorrow.
Headache.
Cold sore.
Too little sleep.
I do think my stress levels are up.
Do something fun for yourself. :thumbup:
Not sure what that would be. :-\
Then you really need to do something fun. :( Go on a hike. Ride a reindeer. Wrestle a polar bear. Get drunk and troll WP. Do something that you would have liked to do as a child. :thumbup:
Not me, but the PR. She has a swollen right eye and is clucking her tongue almost constantly. I'm suspecting an allergy. She'll be taken to the doctor tomorrow.
Conjunctivitis (could be allergy or infection). She has some antibiotic eye drops and general hygiene tips. Follow-up on Thursday morning.
Headache.
Cold sore.
Too little sleep.
I do think my stress levels are up.
Do something fun for yourself. :thumbup:
Not sure what that would be. :-\
Then you really need to do something fun. :( Go on a hike. Ride a reindeer. Wrestle a polar bear. Get drunk and troll WP. Do something that you would have liked to do as a child. :thumbup:
Yeah, get drunk and troll WP was what I wanted to do as a child. How did you know? :P
Seriously, you are right. I need to do something to overcome this.
Unwell. Wondering if I should go to work today or not.
Shite. Too much vinum again :thumbdn:
I wish I had big loads of tramadol or oxy :mushie:
But how do I get the drugs with me home to Sweden? :-\
But how do I get the drugs with me home to Sweden? :-\
Trip while you're there. :thumbup:
Are there border crossings within the EU? It would be easier if the UK was part of the Schengen Area. :nerdy:
But how do I get the drugs with me home to Sweden? :-\
But how do I get the drugs with me home to Sweden? :-\
Don't think about what Caesar would have done now. Think about what the :viking: :viking: would have done. Build yourself a ship.
Or go like this. :shark: in reverse direction.
Tomorrow. I will fast tomorrow.:viking:
Tomorrow. I will fast tomorrow.:viking:
I've been thinking on starting a 5:2 routine for myself, but could not decide on when to start. I think my body now has made the decision for me. :tard:
Tomorrow. I will fast tomorrow.:viking:
I've been thinking on starting a 5:2 routine for myself, but could not decide on when to start. I think my body now has made the decision for me. :tard:
I'm thinking about moving to 6:1 for a while. I've lost enough weight, I think.
Haven't checked any of those. Maybe I should. :-\
Shit.
Shit.
I don't know how I feel. Like average I guess.
Anxious.
Anxious.
Come on, you can't be anxious just because you sued someone.
My stress levels are also up. Do you suppose it's all... <Shatner pause> ...connected?
Wanting sex with Pyraxis.
Fully clothed and her dressed like Daria <3 .
:zombiefuck: And here I thought he wasn't into shemales.True loves overcomes obstacle. :M
My stress levels are also up. Do you suppose it's all... <Shatner pause> ...connected?
Are you questioning this? :apondering:
:zombiefuck: And here I thought he wasn't into shemales.Does that mean you were born male? :'(
Anxious have to go to court in a few hours concerning my fathers estate
Does that mean you were born male? :'(
Please answer.
Get valium from your shrink. Kill him if he refuses :nerdy:
Get valium from your shrink. Kill him if he refuses :nerdy:
I don't want Valium. I just want the stress gone.
Get valium from your shrink. Kill him if he refuses :nerdy:
I don't want Valium. I just want the stress gone.
Kill someone else than the shrink?
Get valium from your shrink. Kill him if he refuses :nerdy:
I don't want Valium. I just want the stress gone.
Kill someone else than the shrink?
It's not that easy.
I don't have a blood feud. I'm stressed.
I don't have a blood feud. I'm stressed.
Sometimes stress can't be avoided, and has to be endured. Find some breathing spaces in between. If need be by trashing the ugliest china you can find, or by kidnapping a dog from the neighbours for a long walk.
I don't have a blood feud. I'm stressed.
Sometimes stress can't be avoided, and has to be endured. Find some breathing spaces in between. If need be by trashing the ugliest china you can find, or by kidnapping a dog from the neighbours for a long walk.
You're right about getting a dog. I wish I could.
I don't have a blood feud. I'm stressed.
Sometimes stress can't be avoided, and has to be endured. Find some breathing spaces in between. If need be by trashing the ugliest china you can find, or by kidnapping a dog from the neighbours for a long walk.
You're right about getting a dog. I wish I could.
No shelter in the neighbourhood where they need volunteers to walk some dogs on a weekly basis? Not the same as a dog for your own, but it's something.
I don't have a blood feud. I'm stressed.
Sometimes stress can't be avoided, and has to be endured. Find some breathing spaces in between. If need be by trashing the ugliest china you can find, or by kidnapping a dog from the neighbours for a long walk.
You're right about getting a dog. I wish I could.
No shelter in the neighbourhood where they need volunteers to walk some dogs on a weekly basis? Not the same as a dog for your own, but it's something.
No, unfortunately. No dogs to be walked in the neighbourhood. The closest I get to dogs is when happening across one outside a shop. They all wag their tails when spotting me, happily engaging in conversation if I approach and say hi.
:(
If you've talked to that many trans people, then you should have some idea of how rude it is to fixate on what's in someone's pants.
If you've talked to that many trans people, then you should have some idea of how rude it is to fixate on what's in someone's pants.
Yes. And that is why I clarified here (http://www.intensitysquared.com/index.php/topic,21816.msg1009848.html#msg1009848) that it is entirely irrelevant. Transsexuals are fundamentally different from any other minority group in the way they seek acceptance. Gay people seek acceptance by being acknowledged as who they truly are, and to not be judged for it. Transsexuals on the other hand demand acceptance by being not acknowledged as what they are, but instead as what they perceive themselves to be. Here is the very important difference: They require ignorance.
No one really cares about word definitions, that is what 'woman' can mean and what 'men' can mean or whatever gender is. People care about reality, and the reality is that they were born of one sex and have all the properties of that sex but then develop the notion that their social image or whatever personality is of the other sex. And the reality is, that sex and gender is not spiritual or self-chosen or self-perceived, but that the many factors that make you male or female in a way that actually matters to the outside observer rely on genetics, hormones and how that shapes your neurological makeup. And that might not be as apparent to both normal people and transsexuals, but those factors and many fine details determine our emotional realities and the outcomes of social interaction.
So here is where transsexual 'acceptance' fails entirely. You can ignore reality, as long as it doesn't matter much. That is you can interact with people socially as if they were manly women or girly males and not talk to them about your perception about them, or even lie to them to make them happy. After all, they aren't that important and it may be only superficial. But you can't ignore it once it truly matters. When it comes to sexuality and any deeper kind of relationship, you don't have a choice to act by your most accurate perception of reality, rather than the socially preferable one.
And that is only the tip of the iceberg of the inconsistencies that acceptance by ignorance causes. There are many fine details to how women react and feel and men react and feel differently that help us to react appropriately and in respect to the other person, but which are at best only roughly conforming in transsexuals. Deceive (look like you are something you aren't on the superficial outside, hide what is actually the case), Inveigle (make people engage on your misrepresented circumstances), Obfuscate (redefine the meaning of words such that identification is less likely, invent new social conventions to remain hidden, deny any approach towards the misfit circumstances under the disguise of discrimination and offense). Those are the tactics of criminals, not minorities. Why not say "I am male, but I always felt like a woman" that is me, I want to be accepted.
Why all this stupid mess? Do Moslem immigrants hide their religion and visit Christian churches? Do they claim with insistence that religion isn't really that important and that what's in someone's belief system is none of your business? Do they try to redefine the meaning of 'religion' so that it doesn't apply to them or makes them Christian? Do they do face surgery in order to hide their heritage and religious background?
If they did, how would that look like?
MtF women are not normal women and Muslems aren't Christians, although both are religious. What someone believes does matter the same way their sex does. Ignorance is always wrong. It has nothing to do with real acceptance. At best it only shows that you just want to get your way and avoid dealing with everything else.
It is not societies fault if you were born male but think that you are female. Of course, it causes problems and things that are emotionally difficult for you. Acceptance doesn't mean that all of your problems are simply shifted towards other people's responsibilities. Acceptance simply means that you are acknowledged and respected as who you actually are (and not as whatever you believe yourself to be).
[/quote]If you've talked to that many trans people, then you should have some idea of how rude it is to fixate on what's in someone's pants.
There are many fine details to how women react and feel and men react and feel differently that help us to react appropriately and in respect to the other person, but which are at best only roughly conforming in transsexuals.
See you try to reason here is painful. It is like seeing a wildebeest stuck chest deep in mud and struggling to seek purchase to get out. I have to turn away.....
Batman Vs. Superman (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-G4Y8JtT1j0#)
I never felt autistic. It is only in distant memory that I can see it, because of the improvements I am making.
I think emotions are overrated, anything beyond "functional, partly functional, not functional" seems pretty abstract and arbitrary to me.
I don't have a blood feud. I'm stressed.
Sometimes stress can't be avoided, and has to be endured. Find some breathing spaces in between. If need be by trashing the ugliest china you can find, or by kidnapping a dog from the neighbours for a long walk.
You're right about getting a dog. I wish I could.
Not as sick as I have felt lately but my voice is still screwed up
I used to get it like that once sometimes twice a year but it has been about two years since I even had a cold so it's hitting me kinda hardNot as sick as I have felt lately but my voice is still screwed up
When I get bronchitis ( as I do just about every year ), it can take over a month for my voice to recover. :orly:
I used to get it like that once sometimes twice a year but it has been about two years since I even had a cold so it's hitting me kinda hardNot as sick as I have felt lately but my voice is still screwed up
When I get bronchitis ( as I do just about every year ), it can take over a month for my voice to recover. :orly:
That sucks, hope you recover fast. What made me post, though, is that I haven't had a cold or other virus for over two years. Makes me hope I don't get an extra big one when I do get sick again.I used to get it like that once sometimes twice a year but it has been about two years since I even had a cold so it's hitting me kinda hardNot as sick as I have felt lately but my voice is still screwed upWhen I get bronchitis ( as I do just about every year ), it can take over a month for my voice to recover. :orly:
That sucks, hope you recover fast. What made me post, though, is that I haven't had a cold or other virus for over two years. Makes me hope I don't get an extra big one when I do get sick again.I used to get it like that once sometimes twice a year but it has been about two years since I even had a cold so it's hitting me kinda hardNot as sick as I have felt lately but my voice is still screwed upWhen I get bronchitis ( as I do just about every year ), it can take over a month for my voice to recover. :orly:
Confused.
Confused.
Turn it over. :thumbup:
Confused.
Turn it over. :thumbup:
˙pǝsnɟuoƆ
Confused.
Turn it over. :thumbup:
˙pǝsnɟuoƆ
:laugh:
Confused.
Turn it over. :thumbup:
˙pǝsnɟuoƆ
:laugh:
Does that help?
Disturbed.
Disturbed.
Were you reading one of DFGL's love notes? :facepalm2:
Confused.
Turn it over. :thumbup:
Barely awake. :yawn:
In a can't-be-arsed mode.
In a can't-be-arsed mode.
Sounds like the "old days." Sounds like a familiar old pal, actually.
Clearly, these past months have driven me into that direction.
Fighting chronic pain, wanting to get stuff done, getting off of opiates, having a few successes, still fighting.
.. Fuck it!
... can't be arsed. Not today. Try tomorrow.
In a can't-be-arsed mode.
Sounds like the "old days." Sounds like a familiar old pal, actually.
Clearly, these past months have driven me into that direction.
Fighting chronic pain, wanting to get stuff done, getting off of opiates, having a few successes, still fighting.
.. Fuck it!
... can't be arsed. Not today. Try tomorrow.
Had a migraine attack yesterday afternoon. I was able to drive home from work before the real fun began and then placed myself in strict maintenance mode. Still not out of it.
Now wondering if I should drive to work or not. My stress, lately, is the probable cause, and the probable cause of my stress is work.
What to do, what to do. :GA:
Time to mentally work your CEO, together with your colleagues. Tell him how bad he looks, and how he really needs to take some days off. Do it subtle. Use different phrases, so he does not get the notion of being played on purpose. Start gentle, asking if every thing is all right. And press a bit more, if he says it is. If he asks why, just improvise further.
:flyingbat:
Why does everyone else have a headache? Was there an I2 party last night that I wasn't invited to? :GA:
Why does everyone else have a headache? Was there an I2 party last night that I wasn't invited to? :GA:
Why does everyone else have a headache? Was there an I2 party last night that I wasn't invited to? :GA:
:hahaha:
Bored. There is lots of sorting and packing to do and I would rather be procrastinating on the internet.
Gorillaz Im Happy (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zm8cpspWuus#)
So procrastinate on the internet. :thumbup:
So procrastinate on the internet. :thumbup:
Mission accomplished.
Stomach bug
Like hitting my teddy. :grrr:
No, only pretty ones left with toadstools on them. I wish it were summer and I could go and hack the hedge. I used to enjoy doing that.:indeed:
I'm past my shitty mood.
Fooling around with CBC, Semi, and two admins helped a lot.
I found the bubblewrap :laugh:
I found the bubblewrap :laugh:
Cold.
I feel like a new Bodie :laugh:
Cold.
I feel like a new Bodie :laugh:
I thought we already had one and I really do not like her at all.
Cold.
WAIT!
I thought you were in the southern tit of (Florida) the USA.
... and you are cold? Must be worse than I had thought.
Cold.
WAIT!
I thought you were in the southern tit of (Florida) the USA.
... and you are cold? Must be worse than I had thought.
It was the one day a year it drops into the single digits celsius. I've gotten soft. :hahaha:
Nothing like a roast chicken to fill a hole.
Although IMO stuck in the fridge after cooking, preferably drowned in chilli sauce and eaten before the latter has chance to melt its way through both plate AND newspaper into one's legs and out the other side is best.
Nothing like a roast chicken to fill a hole.
Although IMO stuck in the fridge after cooking, preferably drowned in chilli sauce and eaten before the latter has chance to melt its way through both plate AND newspaper into one's legs and out the other side is best.
It depends on which hole. :zombiefuck:
Nothing like a roast chicken to fill a hole.
Although IMO stuck in the fridge after cooking, preferably drowned in chilli sauce and eaten before the latter has chance to melt its way through both plate AND newspaper into one's legs and out the other side is best.
It depends on which hole. :zombiefuck:
We should tip DFGL.
Tired. I should probably also bitch about it to make the most of it.
Tired. I should probably also bitch about it to make the most of it.
:indeed:
Postwhore efficiently. :hamsterwheel:
Tired. I should probably also bitch about it to make the most of it.
:indeed:
Postwhore efficiently. :hamsterwheel:
And don't miss a follow-up when presented with the opportunity.
Tired. I should probably also bitch about it to make the most of it.
:indeed:
Postwhore efficiently. :hamsterwheel:
And don't miss a follow-up when presented with the opportunity.
:agreed:
Tired. I should probably also bitch about it to make the most of it.
:indeed:
Postwhore efficiently. :hamsterwheel:
And don't miss a follow-up when presented with the opportunity.
:agreed:
Taking the easy way out, I see. :zoinks:
Tired. I should probably also bitch about it to make the most of it.
:indeed:
Postwhore efficiently. :hamsterwheel:
And don't miss a follow-up when presented with the opportunity.
:agreed:
Taking the easy way out, I see. :zoinks:
I was just agreeing with you. :P You're the one who keeps postwhoring; I am just responding. :M
Tired. I should probably also bitch about it to make the most of it.
:indeed:
Postwhore efficiently. :hamsterwheel:
And don't miss a follow-up when presented with the opportunity.
:agreed:
Taking the easy way out, I see. :zoinks:
I was just agreeing with you. :P You're the one who keeps postwhoring; I am just responding. :M
I'm a pro, see. :M
Nothing like a roast chicken to fill a hole.
Although IMO stuck in the fridge after cooking, preferably drowned in chilli sauce and eaten before the latter has chance to melt its way through both plate AND newspaper into one's legs and out the other side is best.
It depends on which hole. :zombiefuck:
We should tip DFGL.
I hope not, considering he is dead.
Tip cows? what the fuck is that when its at home.
And hole for DFGL? why spend the effort to dig it, on such a jackal-souled, worthless little haploid scrotumsucker. (unless one would simply bypass the effort, and make him dig his own grave of course)
Just nail him to a cross, and stick him in a barrel full of quicklime, slowly topping it up until it comes to his stomach level, then winch him out again, to allow all his internal organs to suddenly realize they lack the support they previously had, and suddenly fall out into the CaO.
And then? just leave him to scream and scream and fucking scream, until there isn't anything left to do anymore screaming, and walk off, while he whimpers his last agonized gasps of terror, humiliation and suffering from the bloodied, ruptured scraps of necrotic tissue that once bore the name 'vocal cords'.
Fucking piece of muslim ordure that DFGL is.
I hope not, considering he is dead.
If I was going to HAVE to be dead, then I would choose to be Theodore Roosevelt, I think or possibly Benjamin Franklin, but I am scared of lightning. I would NEVER do that kite shit!!
Overall we are warm, which came into question yesterday
Tip cows? what the fuck is that when its at home.
And hole for DFGL? why spend the effort to dig it, on such a jackal-souled, worthless little haploid scrotumsucker. (unless one would simply bypass the effort, and make him dig his own grave of course)
Just nail him to a cross, and stick him in a barrel full of quicklime, slowly topping it up until it comes to his stomach level, then winch him out again, to allow all his internal organs to suddenly realize they lack the support they previously had, and suddenly fall out into the CaO.
And then? just leave him to scream and scream and fucking scream, until there isn't anything left to do anymore screaming, and walk off, while he whimpers his last agonized gasps of terror, humiliation and suffering from the bloodied, ruptured scraps of necrotic tissue that once bore the name 'vocal cords'.
Fucking piece of muslim ordure that DFGL is.
Great job DirtDawg.
Really sad now. See the random events thread for an explanation. :(Hope that with the sadness also good memories will come back, to bring smiles with the sad. Not that that will make it less sad.
Tip cows? what the fuck is that when its at home.
And hole for DFGL? why spend the effort to dig it, on such a jackal-souled, worthless little haploid scrotumsucker. (unless one would simply bypass the effort, and make him dig his own grave of course)
Just nail him to a cross, and stick him in a barrel full of quicklime, slowly topping it up until it comes to his stomach level, then winch him out again, to allow all his internal organs to suddenly realize they lack the support they previously had, and suddenly fall out into the CaO.
And then? just leave him to scream and scream and fucking scream, until there isn't anything left to do anymore screaming, and walk off, while he whimpers his last agonized gasps of terror, humiliation and suffering from the bloodied, ruptured scraps of necrotic tissue that once bore the name 'vocal cords'.
Fucking piece of muslim ordure that DFGL is.
Really sad now. See the random events thread for an explanation. :(Hope that with the sadness also good memories will come back, to bring smiles with the sad. Not that that will make it less sad.
Sleepy, out of time with the world, unpeaceful inside. Very unusual for me.
I'm happy to report that the glute I pulled last night while dashing across a crosswalk is less achy. :M
I'm happy to report that the glute I pulled last night while dashing across a crosswalk is less achy. :M
:apondering:
Why were you pulling glutes? Wouldn't adapting your diet be more easy?
Like a rockstar, in a way. (wish my book could be published so you could know what a rockstar feeels like)
First time I have gotten five hours of uninterrupted sleep in months. Went to bed at seven AM and sleppt until the fucking assscrack of Noon.
Not sure any of it helped, but I AM A ROCKSTAR
:hahaha:
I'm happy to report that the glute I pulled last night while dashing across a crosswalk is less achy. :M
:apondering:
Why were you pulling glutes? Wouldn't adapting your diet be more easy?
I mean my gluteus maximus, my ass muscle, it went into a mini-spasm after I ran! :laugh:
Hungover. I want a burrito to materialise in front of me right now.
Hungover. I want a burrito to materialise in front of me right now.
:uses Jedi powers to draw a burrito from the force: :then Grunts really hard:
What, no burrito? I am sure that you are empowered by my powers.
:-*
Hi, Cutie. Missed you.
I feel content, yet a little blah, in need of a new ambition. :apondering:
I feel content, yet a little blah, in need of a new ambition. :apondering:
So you have an ambition for a new ambition? I feel torn.
Perhaps you should take up coin collecting. It's simple, neat, takes up very little space and appeals to orderly aspies. Here (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Coin_collecting) is a link to get you started. You could also take up fishing, which is messier but involves "free" food. :thumbup:
I feel content, yet a little blah, in need of a new ambition. :apondering:
So you have an ambition for a new ambition? I feel torn.
Perhaps you should take up coin collecting. It's simple, neat, takes up very little space and appeals to orderly aspies. Here (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Coin_collecting) is a link to get you started. You could also take up fishing, which is messier but involves "free" food. :thumbup:
I actually try not to collect anything, but free food, hmmm ... could I go fishing in your refrigerator? :laugh:
I feel content, yet a little blah, in need of a new ambition. :apondering:
So you have an ambition for a new ambition? I feel torn.
Perhaps you should take up coin collecting. It's simple, neat, takes up very little space and appeals to orderly aspies. Here (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Coin_collecting) is a link to get you started. You could also take up fishing, which is messier but involves "free" food. :thumbup:
I actually try not to collect anything, but free food, hmmm ... could I go fishing in your refrigerator? :laugh:
Why are you stealing my food? Go steal from Parts. :fish: :P
I feel content, yet a little blah, in need of a new ambition. :apondering:
So you have an ambition for a new ambition? I feel torn.
Perhaps you should take up coin collecting. It's simple, neat, takes up very little space and appeals to orderly aspies. Here (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Coin_collecting) is a link to get you started. You could also take up fishing, which is messier but involves "free" food. :thumbup:
I actually try not to collect anything, but free food, hmmm ... could I go fishing in your refrigerator? :laugh:
Why are you stealing my food? Go steal from Parts. :fish: :P
I don't dare steal from Parts, he has vintage weapons around the house! :runaway:
I doubt you have a stash of weapons in your home. :P
Sleepy (ate a high sugar meal), headachey and grumpy. Hey, I'm 2 of the 7 dwarfs.
Sleepy (ate a high sugar meal), headachey and grumpy. Hey, I'm 2 of the 7 dwarfs.
Three, if you count Dopey. :smarty:
Sleepy (ate a high sugar meal), headachey and grumpy. Hey, I'm 2 of the 7 dwarfs.
Three, if you count Dopey. :smarty:
You hurt my widdle feelings. :'(
Sleepy (ate a high sugar meal), headachey and grumpy. Hey, I'm 2 of the 7 dwarfs.
Three, if you count Dopey. :smarty:
You hurt my widdle feelings. :'(
Semicolon just forgot to apply his or her butthurt soothing cream today. :trollface:
Sleepy (ate a high sugar meal), headachey and grumpy. Hey, I'm 2 of the 7 dwarfs.
Three, if you count Dopey. :smarty:
You hurt my widdle feelings. :'(
Semicolon just forgot to apply his or her butthurt soothing cream today. :trollface:
You're trolling yourself now. Reminds me of that Miami Vice episode in which Crockett thought he really was Burnett. :orly:
You could try posting your own thoughts, if and when you have any. :P
You could try posting your own thoughts, if and when you have any. :P
This is a thread for feelings, not thoughts. Therefore, those afflicted with the Ass Burgers Disease should post in a different thread. :police: :P
You could try posting your own thoughts, if and when you have any. :P
This is a thread for feelings, not thoughts. Therefore, those afflicted with the Ass Burgers Disease should post in a different thread. :police: :P
I did not understand the subtle nuances of thread etiquette, cause of the Ass Burgers. :tard:
You could try posting your own thoughts, if and when you have any. :P
This is a thread for feelings, not thoughts. Therefore, those afflicted with the Ass Burgers Disease should post in a different thread. :police: :P
I did not understand the subtle nuances of thread etiquette, cause of the Ass Burgers. :tard:
Come back when it has cleared up. :police:
You could try posting your own thoughts, if and when you have any. :P
This is a thread for feelings, not thoughts. Therefore, those afflicted with the Ass Burgers Disease should post in a different thread. :police: :P
I did not understand the subtle nuances of thread etiquette, cause of the Ass Burgers. :tard:
Come back when it has cleared up. :police:
Ass Burgers is a serious disease. :'( Maybe Jenny McCarthy can cure me. :apondering:
I am bored.
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Evidently not bored enough. You left out
DEROB
and it's variants
Like the shit man on the totem pole.
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Evidently not bored enough. You left out
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and it's variants
Later last night she told her mom that she wished she had another adult to talk to, besides her mom.The internet is good for that.
Later last night she told her mom that she wished she had another adult to talk to, besides her mom.The internet is good for that.
Sad.
:(
Hoping that a little bit sick doesn't turn into a lot sick. Just my luck, always happens on a Friday.
So fucking tired that I was almost disappointed when the lady from the hospital told me I probably only have to stay one night over. Two nights in a row, and two days in bed started to look like a holiday to look forward to.Hospital? Are you ok?
So fucking tired that I was almost disappointed when the lady from the hospital told me I probably only have to stay one night over. Two nights in a row, and two days in bed started to look like a holiday to look forward to.Hospital? Are you ok?
Ah, thanks for telling me. I hope you get your two nights so it is a bit of a holiday.
Hoping that a little bit sick doesn't turn into a lot sick. Just my luck, always happens on a Friday.
Is Friday the day you finally allow your body to notice being sick?
I recognise the pattern, weekends, and holidays, the first bit of relaxing kicks in, and then the bugs and fatigue hit hard.
There is a certain appeal to being in hospital and being taken care of. I hope it goes smoothly for you and you get your relaxation and recovery time.Thanks. I hope it will work that way. Right now I am under enough other pressure to have shut down all non-vital things, like noticing ongoing pains and stress. And I have no time to get nervous. Funny thing is, I can realise this is going on, just not feel it.
Hoping that a little bit sick doesn't turn into a lot sick. Just my luck, always happens on a Friday.
Is Friday the day you finally allow your body to notice being sick?
I recognise the pattern, weekends, and holidays, the first bit of relaxing kicks in, and then the bugs and fatigue hit hard.
Quite possibly. In this case I haven't developed a cold but the ever-present allergies are infected again. Physical activity seems to help so I went climbing all afternoon yesterday.
Hoping that a little bit sick doesn't turn into a lot sick. Just my luck, always happens on a Friday.
Is Friday the day you finally allow your body to notice being sick?
I recognise the pattern, weekends, and holidays, the first bit of relaxing kicks in, and then the bugs and fatigue hit hard.
So fucking tired that I was almost disappointed when the lady from the hospital told me I probably only have to stay one night over. Two nights in a row, and two days in bed started to look like a holiday to look forward to.Hospital? Are you ok?
I'm getting, if all goes to plan, some minor surgery. Getting my gallbladder and the stones it is containing removed.
I am scheduled to go in on February 27, unless an emergency comes up. Because they told me I had to expect two nights in hospital, I asked if it could be done during a school holiday. That way my kids can stay over at family.
They had one space in the holidays, so, if anyone gets rolled in with something urgent, I will have to wait a bit longer.
Now I heard it will probably be just for one night. Then I do not really need it to be during a holiday. So, we'll see. With a bit of luck I will be home from surgery in two weeks.
Feeling a little disturbed to see so many coyotes roaming the neighborhood, thrashing everyone's trash.
We have had so much snow and the ground has been snowed over for over two months.
These WILD animals (edit: which normally keep to the rivers) are getting dangerously hungry, so much so that are venturing into the populated parts of town.
The energy of these beasts is a wonder to behold!
Full of Czech germs. :(
Czech germs, still. I'm definitely not going to work today.
Czech germs, still. I'm definitely not going to work today.
Time to postwhore. :GA:
Nervous with big thunderstorms rolling in
Like watching lightning storms too.Nervous with big thunderstorms rolling in
They have the opposite affect on me, I get excited and have to get out and watch them
Nervous with big thunderstorms rolling inUsed to have problems with hyperventilation during storms when young due to old trauma, but mom taught how to appreciate them by watching their beauty. Still takes the breath away, only different.
I'm not going out for thunderstorms, I do not own a car. But, I will open the curtains, and enjoy them.
I love watching a good thunderstorm.
When I lived in the third layer of a housing block, I would position myself on the balcony, sunglasses on the face, enjoying the show. Great view we had there, and a roof over the balcony, so, perfect spot to be, unless it got really ugly.I love watching a good thunderstorm.
Same. I have a big sliding glass door (little balcony) in the living room with a recliner poised for looking out at the show which is were I'm at unless it gets really, really ugly...then I feel a bit safer downstairs. :viking:
I love watching a good thunderstorm.
Same. I have a big sliding glass door (little balcony) in the living room with a recliner poised for looking out at the show which is were I'm at unless it gets really, really ugly...then I feel a bit safer downstairs. :viking:
very sad
very sad
Embarrassed, but determined. I've gone to the gym 3 days. I'm still not up to more than 6 minutes at the lowest level on the stair climber. But, persistence will pay off. Just hope my knee holds out.
Embarrassed, but determined. I've gone to the gym 3 days. I'm still not up to more than 6 minutes at the lowest level on the stair climber. But, persistence will pay off. Just hope my knee holds out.
Embarrassed, but determined. I've gone to the gym 3 days. I'm still not up to more than 6 minutes at the lowest level on the stair climber. But, persistence will pay off. Just hope my knee holds out.Do they have cross-trainers there? Using one of those is easier on the knees.
Happy to be back. Yes, truly back this time.
Meh! A Xanax a day is not keeping the chest pains away. Daughter opened up she has been cutting and considering suicide due to bullying. She is better now, which is why she came clean (so to speak).
Happy to be back. Yes, truly back this time.
Meh! A Xanax a day is not keeping the chest pains away. Daughter opened up she has been cutting and considering suicide due to bullying. She is better now, which is why she came clean (so to speak).
Meh! A Xanax a day is not keeping the chest pains away. Daughter opened up she has been cutting and considering suicide due to bullying. She is better now, which is why she came clean (so to speak).
Happy to be back. Yes, truly back this time.
Thanks guys. I've missed you all :)
Currently feeling PMS-y. Don't mind me as I curl up in the fetal position until it passes. :P
lol I don't get angry when I'm PMSing. I just get crampy and cuddly. I'm a sap 1 week a month. :PThanks guys. I've missed you all :)
Currently feeling PMS-y. Don't mind me as I curl up in the fetal position until it passes. :P
:hug:
Make a flame thread and yell at people. :P
lol I don't get angry when I'm PMSing. I just get crampy and cuddly. I'm a sap 1 week a month. :PThanks guys. I've missed you all :)
Currently feeling PMS-y. Don't mind me as I curl up in the fetal position until it passes. :P
:hug:
Make a flame thread and yell at people. :P
Work is making me angry. On the plus side in two days I am on leave for 18 days.
lol I don't get angry when I'm PMSing. I just get crampy and cuddly. I'm a sap 1 week a month. :PThanks guys. I've missed you all :)
Currently feeling PMS-y. Don't mind me as I curl up in the fetal position until it passes. :P
:hug:
Make a flame thread and yell at people. :P
Work is making me angry. On the plus side in two days I am on leave for 18 days.
Vacation, this time of year?
Work is making me angry. On the plus side in two days I am on leave for 18 days.
Vacation, this time of year?
Not great I know but I need to use up my outstanding annual leave by the end of the financial year or I lose it.
A new eye infection in the works. Oh joy.
A new eye infection in the works. Oh joy.
Sympathising.
The grain of sand sensation is back in my right eye
And I've got a bloody headache. Kid woke me at 3:30, because she was wide awake. :GA:
Really puberty kids are like toddlers.
Sore. Me + sneaky hidden ice patch = :hahaha:
Those are cool! Where did you get them?Sore. Me + sneaky hidden ice patch = :hahaha:
Ouch. Sneaky ice patches are evil. Do you have a pair of those cleats? There's different types, mine are similar to these.
(http://cozywinters.com/shopping/graphics/00000001/DG-GO_B.jpg)
Nothing but hill here and ice all winter, I love them.
Those are cool! Where did you get them?Sore. Me + sneaky hidden ice patch = :hahaha:
Ouch. Sneaky ice patches are evil. Do you have a pair of those cleats? There's different types, mine are similar to these.
(http://cozywinters.com/shopping/graphics/00000001/DG-GO_B.jpg)
Nothing but hill here and ice all winter, I love them.
Meh! A Xanax a day is not keeping the chest pains away. Daughter opened up she has been cutting and considering suicide due to bullying. She is better now, which is why she came clean (so to speak).
:hug:
How old is she?
Meh! A Xanax a day is not keeping the chest pains away. Daughter opened up she has been cutting and considering suicide due to bullying. She is better now, which is why she came clean (so to speak).
:hug:
How old is she?
She will be 15 in a couple of weeks.
Meh! A Xanax a day is not keeping the chest pains away. Daughter opened up she has been cutting and considering suicide due to bullying. She is better now, which is why she came clean (so to speak).
:hug:
How old is she?
She will be 15 in a couple of weeks.
Yep. :hug:
My son just turned 15.
Don't really want to go into the whole mess, but mom's on Ativan now.
Like a stuffed toy. Brains, bones and muscles are not acting as if they are present. :P
Anxious I have Probate court for my fathers estate in a few hours
Anxious I have Probate court for my fathers estate in a few hours
:hug: (Our) lawyer handled all the legal stuff to settle our parent's estate. I'm pretty sure you've dotted your :tea: s and crossed your boobs2 (couldn't find an eye smiley). You'll do fine. But, just in case, here's another :hug:
Worried.
Worried.
Worried.
You too? :-\
Worried and anxious, me.
Worried.
You too? :-\
Worried and anxious, me.
Very. Worried and anxious.
Congested from allergies. And that feeling of moving too fast, the world blurring around you so that you never quite touch it.
Congested from allergies. And that feeling of moving too fast, the world blurring around you so that you never quite touch it.
If you're suffering from outside allergies, cover your hair and wear some type of a light coat. When you get inside take them off and you won't be breathing the pollen. Similarly each night wash your hair to keep the pollen from your pillows.
If you're suffering from outside allergies, cover your hair and wear some type of a light coat. When you get inside take them off and you won't be breathing the pollen. Similarly each night wash your hair to keep the pollen from your pillows.
It's because I'm in denial that I'm developing lactose intolerance and still eat ice cream on occasion.
If you're suffering from outside allergies, cover your hair and wear some type of a light coat. When you get inside take them off and you won't be breathing the pollen. Similarly each night wash your hair to keep the pollen from your pillows.
It's because I'm in denial that I'm developing lactose intolerance and still eat ice cream on occasion.
Ah, then wrap your ice cream in a scarf before eating it.
I think I will. I tried almond milk today but I got the unsweetened kind by accident and it was awful. Sour like curdled urine. I have calcium infused orange juice but one serving is only 35% of the daily requirement. I used to drink milk every night. I don't understand why my body is being so hypocritical, craving milk products because I'm sure I'm deficient and then getting sick when I have them.
Sour like curdled urine.:lol1:
I couldn't give up dairy totally.
Totally addicted to stilton (the blue kind, not really fond of white stilton much, I like mine blue and stinky.)
Another thing to try is lactase, lactaid is one brand I know of in the US, its simply a packaged form of the otherwise missing enzyme required to digest lactose.
Migrainy. Bloody teenaged daughters. >:(
Migrainy. Bloody teenaged daughters. >:(
Has she multiplied herself?
:hug: for the migraine.
I am glad about that.
A bit better than before.
WolFish uses Lactaid, but it makes me sick to my stomach. I don't think it's a digestive thing. I just get congested.Ceilidh too has trouble with Lactase. Both times she tried it, she threw up. Once was on Christmas day which kind of ruined the celebratory atmosphere, heh.
Tired as fuck. Didn't sleep properly.
Tired as fuck. Didn't sleep properly.
At least its April fools day....? A good day to blow off steam or eff things up and then be like "just kidding".
Did you make it to be an interesting day?Tired as fuck. Didn't sleep properly.
At least its April fools day....? A good day to blow off steam or eff things up and then be like "just kidding".
You're right. This is going to be an interesting day.
Did you make it to be an interesting day?Tired as fuck. Didn't sleep properly.
At least its April fools day....? A good day to blow off steam or eff things up and then be like "just kidding".
You're right. This is going to be an interesting day.
I feel like a big fat ovoid! :cbc: I need to eat a salad! :laugh:
I feel like a big fat ovoid! :cbc: I need to eat a salad! :laugh:
You would be de-hoarding your vegetables! :arrr:
I feel like a big fat ovoid! :cbc: I need to eat a salad! :laugh:
You would be de-hoarding your vegetables! :arrr:
I need to buy some first! That's what I'll do! To the supermarket! :arrr:
Sad, angry, meh
Drove past the old house this evening, haven't done that in awhile because I know they aren't much on yard maintenance...and I'm a little anal retentive/OCD about things.
What a total fucking shithole. The gardens are totally over-run with small trees and weeds, trash in the yard. :P
Anxious. Worried. I shouldn't be, but I am.Same. Out of element, doing angst stuff and being angst.
Sad, angry, meh
Drove past the old house this evening, haven't done that in awhile because I know they aren't much on yard maintenance...and I'm a little anal retentive/OCD about things.
What a total fucking shithole. The gardens are totally over-run with small trees and weeds, trash in the yard. :P
My building is a dump too. The front walk is littered with cigarette butts, there's a USED CONDOM
on the lawn :GA: and old newspapers, random trash and unused recycling bins complete the picture. :P
I feel like a big fat ovoid! :cbc: I need to eat a salad! :laugh:
You would be de-hoarding your vegetables! :arrr:
I need to buy some first! That's what I'll do! To the supermarket! :arrr:
You need to convince your work to cook slenderizing food.
Bored.
Bored.
Time to start spamming WP. :trollface:
Sad, I think.
Bored.
Time to start spamming WP. :trollface:
Not that bored.
Bored.
Time to start spamming WP. :trollface:
Not that bored.
You can use this time to bond with your daughter's boyfriend. :GA:
Just went from a steadily brewing, simmering, steaming cauldron of some truly venomous anger yesterday (got busted, had a seizure; a full fucking blown tonic-clonic as well, got busted by some pig that I yacked my insides up all over in the not too distant past; doubtless that greasy, trotter-footed sack of ordure so low as to be fouler still than week-old, semidecayed dog shite, scraped from the shoes of a muslim paedophile was getting revenge for the face/front-full of violently ejected stomach contents. Lost nearly a half O of synthetic bud, which I am trying to force them to lab test in order to demand its return, and about a gram of ching. Would have lost another gram and just short of a gram of the benzofuran analog of MDE, N-ethyl-5-APB had I not just finished the ching and 5-EAPB.
Wanker took the remaining shit, found a rig I'd forgotten about in my coat.
and then started searching and harassing me further, took the new needles I'd only just got from the exchange in town.
Really wasn't my day. Got home stiff aching and sore as a gerbil with a banger up its anal passageway, legs fucking killing me and my hip complaining like nobody's sodding business.
But on the way home, picked up another 8 th of the genuine article to smoke. Only to GET home and figure I wanted a toke. Went to get some out and found I'd gone and totally lost it (I mean the greens, or so I thought. So shut it :D)
Just went to pick up a pouch of bacyy and found I'd not seen in months for some reason, used a finger to hook it out from beneath the bed, and what came out but a nice tasty sack of ganj :)
Fucking sweet.
Thought I'd ever see that 8th again.
The queen's english be buggered :P
Insectarium?
I know what it meant.
I'm feeling all warm and fuzzy, although itchy a bit too.
Just picked up my prescriptions, and cooked up a shot of morphine. Well, three shots actually, I'm just on my fourth one now. Or is it fifth, I lost track.
I think I might just whip up a little dipropionyl-analog of heroin in a bit though when I feel like its time for my next shot of gear though.
Only if I get to bugger you back :P
Tired, although not grumpy. And sore. After my recent grand-mal seizure I must have fallen flat on my arse, as my hip, coccyx and arse cheeks are aching something awful. Although frequent and freely administered injections of morphine sulfate and/or dipropionyl-heroin along with oral indomethacin and topical diclofenac spray, and oral/rectally administered tizanidine (an anti-adrenergic myorelaxant) are helping take the edge off.
Just had a shot of 60mg MS which is helping reduce the pain to tolerable levels, and whats left of it isn't really bothering me much right now, as I'm nicely relaxed due to the morph and a couple of strong tranqs :)
Tired
Tired
At a loss, missing the avatar of Her Highness.
And tired, I should be in bed, but I don't want to go.
:-\
(http://www.lasalle.edu/~mcinneshin/325/wk10/images/SecretofEnglandGreatness.jpg)
Discouraged. The more I try/better to change myself, the less I seem to achieve.
Discouraged. The more I try/better to change myself, the less I seem to achieve.
Barely awake.
Barely awake.
Back to sleep, then. :zzz:
Barely awake.
Back to sleep, then. :zzz:
My employer didn't agree.
Bored. Uninspired.
Bored. Uninspired.
Link (http://www.goteborg.com/en/Do/s/EventGuide/View/Activities-Parks_and_gardens/Botaniska_Tradgarden_4961)
I found an interesting site that shows things to do in Goteborg.
Bored. Uninspired.
Link (http://www.goteborg.com/en/Do/s/EventGuide/View/Activities-Parks_and_gardens/Botaniska_Tradgarden_4961)
I found an interesting site that shows things to do in Goteborg.
Does it include stopping at odeon's for coffee and a movie?
Bored. Uninspired.
Link (http://www.goteborg.com/en/Do/s/EventGuide/View/Activities-Parks_and_gardens/Botaniska_Tradgarden_4961)
I found an interesting site that shows things to do in Goteborg.
Does it include stopping at odeon's for coffee and a movie?
I don't know. :tard: Ask him if he'll share his coffee.
Bored. Uninspired.
Link (http://www.goteborg.com/en/Do/s/EventGuide/View/Activities-Parks_and_gardens/Botaniska_Tradgarden_4961)
I found an interesting site that shows things to do in Goteborg.
Does it include stopping at odeon's for coffee and a movie?
I don't know. :tard: Ask him if he'll share his coffee.
Bored. Uninspired.
Link (http://www.goteborg.com/en/Do/s/EventGuide/View/Activities-Parks_and_gardens/Botaniska_Tradgarden_4961)
I found an interesting site that shows things to do in Goteborg.
Does it include stopping at odeon's for coffee and a movie?
I don't know. :tard: Ask him if he'll share his coffee.
odeon, will you share your coffee (and a movie) with a mastodon who's low on caffeine (and can't fit in a regular movie seat)? Pretty please with sugar on it?
Bored. Uninspired.
Link (http://www.goteborg.com/en/Do/s/EventGuide/View/Activities-Parks_and_gardens/Botaniska_Tradgarden_4961)
I found an interesting site that shows things to do in Goteborg.
Does it include stopping at odeon's for coffee and a movie?
I don't know. :tard: Ask him if he'll share his coffee.
odeon, will you share your coffee (and a movie) with a mastodon who's low on caffeine (and can't fit in a regular movie seat)? Pretty please with sugar on it?
Feeling quite dead, still.
I already told I will. Aren't you listening?
Feeling quite dead, still.
Courage, Moomin! :moomin: You are still young compared to me! :oldman:
Bored. Uninspired.
Link (http://www.goteborg.com/en/Do/s/EventGuide/View/Activities-Parks_and_gardens/Botaniska_Tradgarden_4961)
I found an interesting site that shows things to do in Goteborg.
Does it include stopping at odeon's for coffee and a movie?
I don't know. :tard: Ask him if he'll share his coffee.
Sure. C'mon over and I'll make coffee.
I love the botanical garden but my allergy only permits short visits.
Feeling quite dead, still.
Courage, Moomin! :moomin: You are still young!
Feeling quite dead, still.
Courage, Moomin! :moomin: You are still young!
I am? My daughter would disagree. :P
Feeling quite dead, still.:hug:
Feeling quite dead, still.
Courage, Moomin! :moomin: You are still young!
I am? My daughter would disagree. :P
You do realise that teenage daughters have a distorted perception, when it comes to age, don't you? They may drool over 50+ moviestars, and think their parents are old.
Feeling quite dead, still.
Courage, Moomin! :moomin: You are still young!
I am? My daughter would disagree. :P
Middle age is still a vital and productive time in life! Enjoy every day! :arrr:
Shit!
Just watched the last Game of Thrones episode.
Shit! NO NO NO NO NO NO.....ohhhhhhhhh shit. My eye balls hurt. omfg.
Shit!
Just watched the last Game of Thrones episode.
Shit! NO NO NO NO NO NO.....ohhhhhhhhh shit. My eye balls hurt. omfg.
Post here instead. :M
Newly awake. Dazed. Tired.
Regretting my late night.
Shit!
Just watched the last Game of Thrones episode.
Shit! NO NO NO NO NO NO.....ohhhhhhhhh shit. My eye balls hurt. omfg.
Post here instead. :M
I've been watching 3 seasons of American Horror story and NOTHING- NOTHING- has been so gruesome as THAT.
Fucking ffffffffffffffuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!!!!!! WHYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!
I can't get the image out of my mind!!!!!!!!!!
EXPLODING SKULLS!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! :GA:
Newly awake. Dazed. Tired.
Regretting my late night.
Newly awake. Dazed. Tired.
Regretting my late night.
Good morning :)
Newly awake. Dazed. Tired.
Regretting my late night.
Good morning :)
Nothing good about it but I know what you mean. :P
Newly awake. Dazed. Tired.
Regretting my late night.
Good morning :)
Shit!
Just watched the last Game of Thrones episode.
Shit! NO NO NO NO NO NO.....ohhhhhhhhh shit. My eye balls hurt. omfg.
Newly awake. Dazed. Tired.
Regretting my late night.
Newly awake. Dazed. Tired.
Regretting my late night.
What were you doing? :beer: or :smash: ?
Feeling crap. Cold developed into something with a fever. And I am sneezing my brains out.
Feeling crap. Cold developed into something with a fever. And I am sneezing my brains out.
Drink lots of herbal tea (lemon and honey, or peppermint)...Rest well. Stay away from dairy product and oily stuff. <3 u! Feel better....or else....
Feeling hungry.
Feeling crap. Cold developed into something with a fever. And I am sneezing my brains out.
Drink lots of herbal tea (lemon and honey, or peppermint)...Rest well. Stay away from dairy product and oily stuff. <3 u! Feel better....or else....
Unfortunately she can't do that, 'cause she's a cow! :hyke:
Feeling crap. Cold developed into something with a fever. And I am sneezing my brains out.
Drink lots of herbal tea (lemon and honey, or peppermint)...Rest well. Stay away from dairy product and oily stuff. <3 u! Feel better....or else....
Unfortunately she can't do that, 'cause she's a cow! :hyke:
Oh, I am out of production, so staying away from dairy is doable.
Luckily for sg1008, I will stay away from chicken soup too, no matter how good it is supposed to be for the ill.
Feel better hyke. :hug:
My headache is finally fading. They were paving the highway in front of the house, I finally gave up and came in a little after they started, felt like my head was going to explode...at least my asthma didn't act up though.
Newly awake. Dazed. Tired.
Regretting my late night.
What were you doing? :beer: or :smash: ?
Newly awake. Dazed. Tired.
Regretting my late night.
What were you doing? :beer: or :smash: ?
Reading, I think. :book:
My paperback copy of The Shining that I got new in 1980 smelled exactly like fresh tar. :)
My paperback copy of The Shining that I got new in 1980 smelled exactly like fresh tar. :)
Why? ???
Newly awake. Dazed. Tired.
Regretting my late night.
What were you doing? :beer: or :smash: ?
Reading, I think. :book:
See how much better your post looks when done MY way? :autism:
My paperback copy of The Shining that I got new in 1980 smelled exactly like fresh tar. :)
Why? ???
Newly awake. Dazed. Tired.
Regretting my late night.
What were you doing? :beer: or :smash: ?
Reading, I think. :book:
See how much better your post looks when done MY way? :autism:
You didn't add any trolling, so how can it be YOUR way? :orly:
Newly awake. Dazed. Tired.
Regretting my late night.
What were you doing? :beer: or :smash: ?
Reading, I think. :book:
See how much better your post looks when done MY way? :autism:
You didn't add any trolling, so how can it be YOUR way? :orly:
I'm not a troll. Not my fault you are butthurt. :trollface:
Your expression of concern is in itself a form of trolling. Did you know there is such a thing as "concern-trolling"?
That means trolling/insulting/criticizing with the pretense of expressing concern. Think about it. :M :P
Your expression of concern is in itself a form of trolling. Did you know there is such a thing as "concern-trolling"?
That means trolling/insulting/criticizing with the pretense of expressing concern. Think about it. :M :P
I am thinking about it. I think that it's interesting that you know so many trolling techniques. :trollface: For someone who claims not to troll, you know a lot about trolling. :M :P
Your expression of concern is in itself a form of trolling. Did you know there is such a thing as "concern-trolling"?
That means trolling/insulting/criticizing with the pretense of expressing concern. Think about it. :M :P
I am thinking about it. I think that it's interesting that you know so many trolling techniques. :trollface: For someone who claims not to troll, you know a lot about trolling. :M :P
I read extensively about such things on the internet! :spitscreen:
My paperback copy of The Shining that I got new in 1980 smelled exactly like fresh tar. :)
Why? ???
That's just how the ink smelled. I loved it. Months after I got it, I would sniff the
pages and be reminded of the summer of 1980. It was a Proustian type thing. :autism:
I'm nervous right now, in kind of a good way. My boss and the assistant cook are off work today,
attending a management seminar, so the other kitchen helper and I are running the kitchen for the day.
We know what to do and I'm sure it will be fine, I'm just a little fluttery at the moment. :spaz:
I'm nervous right now, in kind of a good way. My boss and the assistant cook are off work today,
attending a management seminar, so the other kitchen helper and I are running the kitchen for the day.
We know what to do and I'm sure it will be fine, I'm just a little fluttery at the moment. :spaz:
Can't find my anti-inflammatory pills. My calves are fluttering and my back is aching.
Can't find my anti-inflammatory pills. My calves are fluttering and my back is aching.
Oh, your Highness, calves can be very bothersome indeed.
Can't find my anti-inflammatory pills. My calves are fluttering and my back is aching.
Oh, your Highness, calves can be very bothersome indeed.
With 6 of your own you are the expert.
Can't find my anti-inflammatory pills. My calves are fluttering and my back is aching.
Oh, your Highness, calves can be very bothersome indeed.
With 6 of your own you are the expert.
And one of those six has two very bothersome calves of her own. I have to massage those three almost daily, lately.
Very tired, with headache, worries and a dose of anxiety. :-\
Very tired, with headache, worries and a dose of anxiety. :-\
:(
Here is CBC, bringing you a soothing cup of herbal tea:
:cbc: :tea: :hyke:
Very tired, with headache, worries and a dose of anxiety. :-\
:(
Here is CBC, bringing you a soothing cup of herbal tea:
:cbc: :tea: :hyke:
Good, I can have that with the anti-biotics I will pick up in half an hour.
Pretty good, now that I have my bagel with honey ham.
My mood just goes right to hell when I don't get food on time. WolFish calls it low blood sugar but I don't have diabetes and I thought that was a life-threatening state to be in. I just metamorphose into an overloaded bitch.
It's 3:04 a.m. and I'm posting, listening to music and feeling great! Which means I'll probably
feel like shit when I have to get up for work in three hours, but oh well, such is my sleep cycle. :autism:
It's 3:04 a.m. and I'm posting, listening to music and feeling great! Which means I'll probably
feel like shit when I have to get up for work in three hours, but oh well, such is my sleep cycle. :autism:
Did you drink too much coffee yesterday? :police:
I never, never, never, never, never, never, never, never, ever believed that I would think, say, or write this. But, I miss going to the gym.
It's 3:04 a.m. and I'm posting, listening to music and feeling great! Which means I'll probably
feel like shit when I have to get up for work in three hours, but oh well, such is my sleep cycle. :autism:
Did you drink too much coffee yesterday? :police:
Probably not. This just seems to be my sleep pattern. Right now I feel better than I should. :zoinks:
(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v249/danny0023/danger_zpse27fea28.jpg)
Wide awake here tonight too. :LOL:
I never, never, never, never, never, never, never, never, ever believed that I would think, say, or write this. But, I miss going to the gym.
(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v249/danny0023/danger_zpse27fea28.jpg)
Wide awake here tonight too. :LOL:
OMG, I want that as my new avatar! I'm totally taking it! :green:
(http://www.wecaregifts.net/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/4a4ea__breaking-bad-i-am-the-danger-television-poster.jpg)
(http://www.wecaregifts.net/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/4a4ea__breaking-bad-i-am-the-danger-television-poster.jpg)
Such a great character! I am watching the show for the first time, free-on-demand. 8)
Tomorrow will be fish fillets cooked in butter and garlic with a mix-up of corn kernels, eggplant, tomatoes and black beans with the rest of the french bread.
Monday and Thursday = beans
Tuesday and Friday = fish
Wednesday and Saturday = chicken
Sunday = pork or roast beef.
Pissed off and disappointed.
Pissed off and disappointed.
I'm sorry to hear that. :hug:
I am a bit disheartened myself, and in need of a kick in the ass. :tard:
*playfully kicks the weeble up the bumhole*
Better. Had the obligatory "now that the crisis is over" blow-up and things are settling down. It's amazing how a little letting off steam can clear the air.
I have a headache.
A bit groggy yesterday I took a nap when I got home from the flea marked around 330 and didn't get up till this morning at 630 that's 15 hours and I woke up only twice briefly before falling back asleep
A bit groggy yesterday I took a nap when I got home from the flea marked around 330 and didn't get up till this morning at 630 that's 15 hours and I woke up only twice briefly before falling back asleep
Wow, that's like a marathon of sleep! Has that ever happened to you before? :orly:
I don't get jealous, I get curious, and I ask for more data. Hence my question. :M :P
Bitch, if I wanna troll, I'm gonna do it. Anytime, anywhere. :trollface:
Jesse Pinkman is an adorable mix of street smarts and stoner dumbness! :heart:
A bit groggy yesterday I took a nap when I got home from the flea marked around 330 and didn't get up till this morning at 630 that's 15 hours and I woke up only twice briefly before falling back asleep
Wow, that's like a marathon of sleep! Has that ever happened to you before? :orly:
Jesse Pinkman is an adorable mix of street smarts and stoner dumbness! :heart:
Perhaps you should imitate him. We could call the show "Breaking Weeble". :cbc:
Yo, bitches, it's a shitty morning and I can't be arsed.
Yo, bitches, it's a shitty morning and I can't be arsed.
Jesse Pinkman is an adorable mix of street smarts and stoner dumbness! :heart:
Perhaps you should imitate him. We could call the show "Breaking Weeble". :cbc:
I don't break. I'm not like Humpty Dumpty. :P
Slept like two babies.. very soundly. Had my first cup of coffee but I'm still in the sleep mode. Heading towards the shower soon and maybe after that (plus a second cuppa) I could take on the world.
:viking:
Meow.. ("
Slept like two babies.. very soundly. Had my first cup of coffee but I'm still in the sleep mode. Heading towards the shower soon and maybe after that (plus a second cuppa) I could take on the world.
:viking:
Meow.. ("
Babies don't sleep soundly. :GA:
Slept like two babies.. very soundly. Had my first cup of coffee but I'm still in the sleep mode. Heading towards the shower soon and maybe after that (plus a second cuppa) I could take on the world.
:viking:
Meow.. ("
Babies don't sleep soundly. :GA:
How do you know?
My kids slept a lot better when they were babies.
Slept like two babies.. very soundly. Had my first cup of coffee but I'm still in the sleep mode. Heading towards the shower soon and maybe after that (plus a second cuppa) I could take on the world.
:viking:
Meow.. ("
Babies don't sleep soundly. :GA:
How do you know?
My kids slept a lot better when they were babies.
I've rarely encountered a soundly sleeping baby. :M
To keep me with both legs on this populated world, a girl nextdoor starts squeeking "EYO, EYO, EYO...", or something like that, along with something considered to be music.
To keep me with both legs on this populated world, a girl nextdoor starts squeeking "EYO, EYO, EYO...", or something like that, along with something considered to be music.
I recognised the kindergarten kids rhythm, this it is, the eternal K3.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wPZ_R50FHRs (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wPZ_R50FHRs)
Still jetlagged.
Still jetlagged.
Go to bed. :green:
Still jetlagged.
Go to bed. :green:
Not a good idea.
Still jetlagged.
Go to bed. :green:
Not a good idea.
But it's your bedtime. :dunno:
Still jetlagged.
Go to bed. :green:
Not a good idea.
But it's your bedtime. :dunno:
I don't want to sleep through the conference.
Still jetlagged.
Go to bed. :green:
Not a good idea.
But it's your bedtime. :dunno:
I don't want to sleep through the conference.
Oh, I thought you were done with your workday.
Why the heck would anyone listen to a gopher? :lol1:
Bone and joint pains suck. Been there, still doing that.
A few years ago I had some bone fragments removed from behind the patellar tendon on my left side. Turns out things were better with them still in there. Still had and have the same old pain, but I didn't have the nerve damage, inflicted I presume, by the surgery, as it wasn't there previously.
Still jetlagged.
Go to bed. :green:
Not a good idea.
But it's your bedtime. :dunno:
I don't want to sleep through the conference.
Oh, I thought you were done with your workday.
Odeon knows better than to listen to a Gopher.
Still jetlagged.
Go to bed. :green:
Not a good idea.
But it's your bedtime. :dunno:
I don't want to sleep through the conference.
Oh, I thought you were done with your workday.
Odeon knows better than to listen to a Gopher.
I don't take advice from most critters. :P
Groggy. I just awoke from a 3 hour "nap" because I didn't pay attention to my blood sugar and didn't take my meds. Silly queen.
Really good. I got a lot of comments about my presentation, all of them positive. Quite a few people now want to talk to me about it.
Really good. I got a lot of comments about my presentation, all of them positive. Quite a few people now want to talk to me about it.
Nice! Odeon is famous now!
Whatever you do, don't work for the US gov't if they recruit you. :tinfoil:
Better yet, DO work for the gov't and then report everything you find out to us.
Really good. I got a lot of comments about my presentation, all of them positive. Quite a few people now want to talk to me about it.
Nice! Odeon is famous now!
Whatever you do, don't work for the US gov't if they recruit you. :tinfoil:
Better yet, DO work for the gov't and then report everything you find out to us.
How many Europeans would the US government hire to do computer security work? :dunno:
Really good. I got a lot of comments about my presentation, all of them positive. Quite a few people now want to talk to me about it.
Nice! Odeon is famous now!
Whatever you do, don't work for the US gov't if they recruit you. :tinfoil:
Better yet, DO work for the gov't and then report everything you find out to us.
How many Europeans would the US government hire to do computer security work? :dunno:
I photographed the Pentagon, yesterday. :zoinks:
I photographed the Pentagon, yesterday. :zoinks:
We at the NSA would like to discuss your recent espionage. :police: :moomin: :police:
I photographed the Pentagon, yesterday. :zoinks:
We at the NSA would like to discuss your recent espionage. :police: :moomin: :police::moomin: :police: :police:
Sheesh. It was the *parking lot* at the Memorial.
Although the front of the building is visible in some of the pictures.
Although the front of the building is visible in some of the pictures.
:GA:
Although the front of the building is visible in some of the pictures.
:GA:
There were Japanese tourists taking selfies against the Pentagon backdrop. You should probably arrest them before harassing a peaceful moomin.
Robin williams offed himself? how, when, whats gone down there?
As for me, wide-eyed and wired, just done the last of one of my bags of nose candy in one big fuckoff shot. Saving the rest (or most of it) for speedballs once I pick up my morphine/oxy.
Although the front of the building is visible in some of the pictures.
:GA:
There were Japanese tourists taking selfies against the Pentagon backdrop. You should probably arrest them before harassing a peaceful moomin.
Japanese tourists are always taking pictures.
:apondering:
Although the front of the building is visible in some of the pictures.
:GA:
There were Japanese tourists taking selfies against the Pentagon backdrop. You should probably arrest them before harassing a peaceful moomin.
Japanese tourists are always taking pictures.
:apondering:
Ignorance of the NSA is no excuse. :police:
Anxious...like I am going to throw up my heart.
I HATE having this crush. She is the only girl EVER who makes me feel this way. :'(
Anxious...like I am going to throw up my heart.
I HATE having this crush. She is the only girl EVER who makes me feel this way. :'(
Anxious...like I am going to throw up my heart.
I HATE having this crush. She is the only girl EVER who makes me feel this way. :'(
:hug:
I remember feeling that way many times. I hope it is not all anxiety-making. Infatuation is thrilling too. :)
Although the front of the building is visible in some of the pictures.
:GA:
There were Japanese tourists taking selfies against the Pentagon backdrop. You should probably arrest them before harassing a peaceful moomin.
Japanese tourists are always taking pictures.
:apondering:
Ignorance of the NSA is no excuse. :police:
They don't like you taking pictures at the Pentagon Metro Station.
How do you know that she would find you repulsive?
I was thinking the same thing. I have so many regrets for not just taking that chance when I was younger. My thing was to fall in love with a friend and over time, she'd realize how much better I was than the losers she'd date while I was her friend. It was a bit mor complicated, but that is the gist. Five years of pining would kill me.
How do you know that she would find you repulsive?
I dunno, I figure I don't look manly enough.
How do you know that she would find you repulsive?
I dunno, I figure I don't look manly enough.
A bit presumptuous to assume you know her sexual preferences.
Frustrated and depressed.
worried about hyke.... u okay beautiful bovine?
worried about hyke.... u okay beautiful bovine?
I'll bounce back. Very worried about my calves.
Sick. :(
A little angry at life. A friend's facebook had a post from a friend of a friend.
Well we got the results from the MRI. Sorry for taking so long to post something. It's not the news we wanted to hear. The aneurysm has gotten bigger. It has grown 2 mm in size. So it is still growing at the same rapid rate. We probably won't get another MRI anytime soon since we know that it is growing at that rate, since it is such a risk for her to go under anesthesia. So this also brought up other conversation that we did not want to have. We thought it was going to be immediate when it ruptured, come to find out they say it could take up to 30 or 40 minutes, all while her pressures drop and she struggles to breathe. He says it will probably be at a pretty rapid rate, but if she were to make it to the hospital and get put on life-support it could sustain her life for awhile. So then we would have the decision to leave her on life-support in a vegetative state or pull the plug. Anyway, we refuse to make that decision at this time. Since we don't know what scenario is going to take place, we will make that decision at that time if it were to come to that. Right now, we can only take it one day at a time. One day at a time and our faith in the Lord is our only way of making it right now.
The girl is 3 and has Tuberous Sclerosis Complex (TSC), which I've made one post about. Shitty disease.
A little angry at life. A friend's facebook had a post from a friend of a friend.
Well we got the results from the MRI. Sorry for taking so long to post something. It's not the news we wanted to hear. The aneurysm has gotten bigger. It has grown 2 mm in size. So it is still growing at the same rapid rate. We probably won't get another MRI anytime soon since we know that it is growing at that rate, since it is such a risk for her to go under anesthesia. So this also brought up other conversation that we did not want to have. We thought it was going to be immediate when it ruptured, come to find out they say it could take up to 30 or 40 minutes, all while her pressures drop and she struggles to breathe. He says it will probably be at a pretty rapid rate, but if she were to make it to the hospital and get put on life-support it could sustain her life for awhile. So then we would have the decision to leave her on life-support in a vegetative state or pull the plug. Anyway, we refuse to make that decision at this time. Since we don't know what scenario is going to take place, we will make that decision at that time if it were to come to that. Right now, we can only take it one day at a time. One day at a time and our faith in the Lord is our only way of making it right now.
The girl is 3 and has Tuberous Sclerosis Complex (TSC), which I've made one post about. Shitty disease.
:(
Can't they do anything about the aneurysm?
I feel like shit
Anxious.Why?
Relieved. Doctor took me serious. Time to go to the pharmacist and pick up some high dosage diclofenac.
No one should leave this bovine behind in the fields for birds of prey now.
Relieved. Doctor took me serious. Time to go to the pharmacist and pick up some high dosage diclofenac.
No one should leave this bovine behind in the fields for birds of prey now.
:lutra: Hyper as hell and still a little out of breath.
They put me on steroids for my asthma for a week.
:lutra: Hyper as hell and still a little out of breath.
They put me on steroids for my asthma for a week.
I am going to try some herbal remedies for asthma. Gonna get a pipe and smoke some Lobelia or Coltsfoot...whichever I can find first lol.
Anxious.Why?
Relieved. Doctor took me serious. Time to go to the pharmacist and pick up some high dosage diclofenac.
No one should leave this bovine behind in the fields for birds of prey now.
Ah, I'm on that also.
Relieved. Doctor took me serious. Time to go to the pharmacist and pick up some high dosage diclofenac.
No one should leave this bovine behind in the fields for birds of prey now.
Ah, I'm on that also.
I was too, but it didn't help me much. They gave me something called Orudis instead.
Anxious.Why?
I was waiting for a phone call from a doctor, so the call itself, the social aspect, the contents of that call, etc.
I didn't know it could present without a rash. :-\
I suspect a rheumatologist would have thought about it, though. He suspects I may have psoriatic arthritis.
So many I^2 people going to the doctors for things..... maybe we should have a heath intervention on here. :apondering:
Relieved. Doctor took me serious. Time to go to the pharmacist and pick up some high dosage diclofenac.
No one should leave this bovine behind in the fields for birds of prey now.
Ah, I'm on that also.
I was too, but it didn't help me much. They gave me something called Orudis instead.
So many I^2 people going to the doctors for things..... maybe we should have a heath intervention on here. :apondering:
Look at the average age, of people writing about doctors. It explains a lot, alas.
So many I^2 people going to the doctors for things..... maybe we should have a heath intervention on here. :apondering:
So many I^2 people going to the doctors for things..... maybe we should have a heath intervention on here. :apondering:
My kid brought this home, he's in cyber school...but he still has to visit his friend who isn't and bring me all the latest diseases at the start of school. :GA:
Some kind of nasty respiratory bug this year.
So many I^2 people going to the doctors for things..... maybe we should have a heath intervention on here. :apondering:
My kid brought this home, he's in cyber school...but he still has to visit his friend who isn't and bring me all the latest diseases at the start of school. :GA:
Some kind of nasty respiratory bug this year.
I didn't know it could present without a rash. :-\
I suspect a rheumatologist would have thought about it, though. He suspects I may have psoriatic arthritis.
Yes, it can come without a rash.
And it hurts a lot.
Had it a few years ago. First a few days under the weather and feverish. A while after that my fingers and toes started aching, took a few months, before it was gone, for me. For some it takes way longer.
Did not think about it again, till last week, it suddenly was back for a day, not very strong, but every small joint did ache, and felt swollen. Sometimes it is just back, for one or two days. When it happened last week, I thought of you.
Relieved. Doctor took me serious. Time to go to the pharmacist and pick up some high dosage diclofenac.
No one should leave this bovine behind in the fields for birds of prey now.
Ah, I'm on that also.
I was too, but it didn't help me much. They gave me something called Orudis instead.
Does that make your remnants suitable as vulture fodder?
So many I^2 people going to the doctors for things..... maybe we should have a heath intervention on here. :apondering:
Look at the average age, of people writing about doctors. It explains a lot, alas.
:apondering:
But y'all aren't really that old...
I think they have to actively look for it. But, it can be found with blood tests.I didn't know it could present without a rash. :-\
I suspect a rheumatologist would have thought about it, though. He suspects I may have psoriatic arthritis.
Yes, it can come without a rash.
And it hurts a lot.
Had it a few years ago. First a few days under the weather and feverish. A while after that my fingers and toes started aching, took a few months, before it was gone, for me. For some it takes way longer.
Did not think about it again, till last week, it suddenly was back for a day, not very strong, but every small joint did ache, and felt swollen. Sometimes it is just back, for one or two days. When it happened last week, I thought of you.
Would it show in the blood work?
Relieved. Doctor took me serious. Time to go to the pharmacist and pick up some high dosage diclofenac.
No one should leave this bovine behind in the fields for birds of prey now.
Ah, I'm on that also.
I was too, but it didn't help me much. They gave me something called Orudis instead.
Does that make your remnants suitable as vulture fodder?
What are the criteria for that?
I suspect nothing will grow within a mile of me. ;D
I suspect nothing will grow within a mile of me. ;D
You could sell your excrements as multipurpose weed and vermin detergent.
Irritable.
Irritable.
You can rub my tummy if you like. I always find that soothing. :green:
Irritable.
You can rub my tummy if you like. I always find that soothing. :green:
You weren't the one who needed to be soothed. I probably would have ended up punting you across the room.
Weary
Tired - I have to be up in 3 hours 10 minutes.
Tired - I have to be up in 3 hours 10 minutes.
I see we're both quite restless, My Majesty. :eyelash:
Tired - I have to be up in 3 hours 10 minutes.
I see we're both quite restless, My Majesty. :eyelash:
It is now 3:20 and I'm up from my bed. Hopefully I can nap while the PR is in surgery. PA is coming with us, so he can drive home if I'm too sleepy. And go get the pain pills and ice cream.
Everything on the check list has been checked off. Now we're off to the hospital.
Everything on the check list has been checked off. Now we're off to the hospital.
Tired - I have to be up in 3 hours 10 minutes.
I see we're both quite restless, My Majesty. :eyelash:
It is now 3:20 and I'm up from my bed. Hopefully I can nap while the PR is in surgery. PA is coming with us, so he can drive home if I'm too sleepy. And go get the pain pills and ice cream.
Knackered. I've been up for about 36 hours with only the occasional cat nap. Did all the driving, errands, most of the sitting with the PR (only 1 visitor at a time and it's not really appropriate for a father to help a grown-up daughter with some things), phone calls, etc. I still have to stay up another 3 hours to give her the midnight pain pill. At least PA is an early riser and will give her the 6 a.m. one.
(Please note that PA has vision problems and only feels comfortable driving to 3 or 4 places around our neighborhood, so I'm the family chauffeur.)
Your new recruit? ???
Tired. I should probably go to bed. It has been a long day.Only slept a couple of hours last night, and found myself yawning while standing beside my boss' desk and she was talking to me. Told her, nevermind me, I always yawn when I'm interested.
It's sneezy season again.
It's sneezy season again.
Yep, same here.
Sad. Paul Revere passed away. (FYI, that's Milton Berle introducing the group. Paul Revere is playing the keyboard.)
Paul Revere & The Raiders - Kicks (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a2OBN1oCcSY#)
Scared. Spiders are huge this year. A rather large, ugly specimen is eye balling me. Daring me to walk under him.i all ways found arachnophobia odd, see i used to... heck still do, handle black widows with my bare hands, as long as you dont pinch em they wont bites.
Hungry. I should eat something. :-\
Pretty fucking good.
Pretty fucking good.
might i enquire as to why?
Popular. So weird. WTF!You do make a good fit here.
Popular. So weird. WTF!You do make a good fit here.
Meh.
Not a good morning but I can't pinpoint why.
Hey, no fair flirting with Jack. >:(
On edge.
My MIL was life-flighted this morning...they think she had a stroke.
Waiting to hear more. :P
On edge.
My MIL was life-flighted this morning...they think she had a stroke.
Waiting to hear more. :P
:hug: for everyone in the families.
On edge.
My MIL was life-flighted this morning...they think she had a stroke.
Waiting to hear more. :P
:hug: for everyone in the families.
:grouphug:
Thank you.
She's doing better, they aren't really saying anything yet, waiting for test results. It was a mild or mini stroke (TIA) I am thinking. Will know more in the morning I guess.
I've had 2 TIAs and PA has had one. Of course the PR had her stroke before she was born.
Oddly enough I've noticed that the 2 times I had my TIAs I had been eating a lot of bananas. Evidently too much potassium makes my heart rhythm wonky and blood clots form.
Thank you.
She's doing better, they aren't really saying anything yet, waiting for test results. It was a mild or mini stroke (TIA) I am thinking. Will know more in the morning I guess.
I hope it all goes well.
TIAs are scary stuff. My father-in-law had one while stopping by for a coffee once. The coffee cup was in midair when he, well, froze. The hand holding the cup started shaking but he continued talking, only what came out was gibberish. We rushed him to a hospital but by the time a doctor saw him, it had all cleared up.
He couldn't understand what the fuss was about.
I've had 2 TIAs and PA has had one. Of course the PR had her stroke before she was born.
Oddly enough I've noticed that the 2 times I had my TIAs I had been eating a lot of bananas. Evidently too much potassium makes my heart rhythm wonky and blood clots form.
Is there a genetic component? :-\
I've had 2 TIAs and PA has had one. Of course the PR had her stroke before she was born.
Oddly enough I've noticed that the 2 times I had my TIAs I had been eating a lot of bananas. Evidently too much potassium makes my heart rhythm wonky and blood clots form.
Is there a genetic component? :-\
Probably not. Our TIAs are from blood clots, not aneurysms.
I've had 2 TIAs and PA has had one. Of course the PR had her stroke before she was born.
Oddly enough I've noticed that the 2 times I had my TIAs I had been eating a lot of bananas. Evidently too much potassium makes my heart rhythm wonky and blood clots form.
Is there a genetic component? :-\
Probably not. Our TIAs are from blood clots, not aneurysms.
:-\
What are you doing about them?
well I'm feeling that the scales are all wrong saying I'm 10 pounds heaver when I work out 4 times a week, then again I do struggle with binge eating, chewing up food and then spitting it out...who knows in regards to that...I am feeling ashamed that I'm consumed with freaking numbers like my worth is based on my weight dress size shoe size boob size :headhurts: make it stop...Working out can make that you get thinner and weigh more at the same time.
well I'm feeling that the scales are all wrong saying I'm 10 pounds heaver when I work out 4 times a week, then again I do struggle with binge eating, chewing up food and then spitting it out...who knows in regards to that...I am feeling ashamed that I'm consumed with freaking numbers like my worth is based on my weight dress size shoe size boob size :headhurts: make it stop...
Not good. :-\
Hung over and my joints ache.
Fine now, but this morning I felt like ...
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Queen Victoria activate. Queen Victoria destroy.
Annoyed and disgusted.
Annoyed and disgusted.
:(
That's how I feel whenever I talk to the gopher. :orly:
Annoyed and disgusted.
:(
That's how I feel whenever I talk to the gopher. :orly:
You know you love me, Semicolon. :-*
A bit like the weather (hic et nunc).. I'm feeling. Grey/meh.
Very sad.
We found a badly injured cat, earlier. She could not use her hind legs and there was blood all over her. She cried--there's no better way to describe it--as soon as I touched her. Heartbreaking.
We took her to the vet but there was not much they could do other than put her to sleep.
:'(
Very sad.
We found a badly injured cat, earlier. She could not use her hind legs and there was blood all over her. She cried--there's no better way to describe it--as soon as I touched her. Heartbreaking.
We took her to the vet but there was not much they could do other than put her to sleep.
:'(
Very sad.
We found a badly injured cat, earlier. She could not use her hind legs and there was blood all over her. She cried--there's no better way to describe it--as soon as I touched her. Heartbreaking.
We took her to the vet but there was not much they could do other than put her to sleep.
:'(
joyful :yarly:
Very sad.
We found a badly injured cat, earlier. She could not use her hind legs and there was blood all over her. She cried--there's no better way to describe it--as soon as I touched her. Heartbreaking.
We took her to the vet but there was not much they could do other than put her to sleep.
:'(
:(
You did for her all that could be done. Taking the last suffering from her.
Like the vortex is sucking me down.
(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v249/danny0023/smilies/CA07S7EF.gif)
...it's been a long day.
Very sad.
We found a badly injured cat, earlier. She could not use her hind legs and there was blood all over her. She cried--there's no better way to describe it--as soon as I touched her. Heartbreaking.
We took her to the vet but there was not much they could do other than put her to sleep.
:'(
Very sad.
We found a badly injured cat, earlier. She could not use her hind legs and there was blood all over her. She cried--there's no better way to describe it--as soon as I touched her. Heartbreaking.
We took her to the vet but there was not much they could do other than put her to sleep.
:'(
Awww jeez. Bless you for trying. At least she knew compassion at the end. :hug:
Was there anything to indicate she had an owner --- collar, tags? :(
Was there anything to indicate she had an owner --- collar, tags? :(
No, nothing.
Was there anything to indicate she had an owner --- collar, tags? :(
No, nothing.
So sad, I wonder if anyone is looking for her. :'(
Was there anything to indicate she had an owner --- collar, tags? :(
No, nothing.
So sad, I wonder if anyone is looking for her. :'(
I've been looking for missing cat posters. There's a board at our local grocery store that people tend to use for everything. I've also talked to the store's owner since he tends to talk to most of the locals.
Not sure what to hope for, here. :(
Was there anything to indicate she had an owner --- collar, tags? :(
No, nothing.
So sad, I wonder if anyone is looking for her. :'(
I've been looking for missing cat posters. There's a board at our local grocery store that people tend to use for everything. I've also talked to the store's owner since he tends to talk to most of the locals.
Not sure what to hope for, here. :(
If nothing shows up on the board or in the newspaper ads, I guess that's it. You did a good thing. :hug:
Was there anything to indicate she had an owner --- collar, tags? :(
No, nothing.
So sad, I wonder if anyone is looking for her. :'(
I've been looking for missing cat posters. There's a board at our local grocery store that people tend to use for everything. I've also talked to the store's owner since he tends to talk to most of the locals.
If nothing shows up on the board or in the newspaper ads, I guess that's it. You did a good thing. :hug:
I don't feel good about it. :(
Not sure what to hope for, here. :(
Ik voel me kut.
(Feeling like shit)
Are you also suspecting they may do something good?
Grades? Now?? ???
Joints hurt. Head hurts. Miserable.
Worried and somewhat numb.
Still feeling mentally bruised and worn out.
My optimism continues. Waiting for the crash, which will probably come.
Christmas is coming. It makes people sick. :zoinks:
Too stressed for my own good.
Christmas is coming. It makes people sick. :zoinks:
I feel beat up by owning a home of my own.
I was just lying there, asleep on the couch, an hour ago when I thought I heard my cat hissing, but it never stopped. She hissed forever.
As I became conscious, I found that a pipe had suddenly broken under the sink.
BUT, not in a nice way. It happened inside the wall.
I have today off and I was planning a day of just being mellow, "napping in front of the tube" or something similarly sedentary.
NOW, I have to crawl around on my knees and work on pipes, FFS!
I feel beat up by owning a home of my own.
I was just lying there, asleep on the couch, an hour ago when I thought I heard my cat hissing, but it never stopped. She hissed forever.
As I became conscious, I found that a pipe had suddenly broken under the sink.
BUT, not in a nice way. It happened inside the wall.
I have today off and I was planning a day of just being mellow, "napping in front of the tube" or something similarly sedentary.
NOW, I have to crawl around on my knees and work on pipes, FFS!
Ugh.
95% of everything here is under the floor and although I really hate the ugly drop ceiling in the basement...my neighbors dry walled everything and I now understand after a couple of small floods why my dad didn't.
Homeownership is a blast some days.
Exhausted.
I was going to posst about my son's piano recital, but I will save thaat until I can beam like a proper proud father.
Feeling anxious, as is the norm for me these days.
Fed.
Fed.
This is where I want to add "up". :P
Fed.
This is where I want to add "up". :P
I wonder what it would imply if you added "down" instead... :apondering:
Fed.
This is where I want to add "up". :P
I wonder what it would imply if you added "down" instead... :apondering:
Damn. Now I want to know. :GA:
Fed.
This is where I want to add "up". :P
I wonder what it would imply if you added "down" instead... :apondering:
Damn. Now I want to know. :GA:
:trollface:
Fed.
This is where I want to add "up". :P
I wonder what it would imply if you added "down" instead... :apondering:
Damn. Now I want to know. :GA:
:trollface:
Bad chicken. >:(
Fed.
This is where I want to add "up". :P
I wonder what it would imply if you added "down" instead... :apondering:
Damn. Now I want to know. :GA:
:trollface:
Bad chicken. >:(
Why did the chicken cross the field?
Fed.
This is where I want to add "up". :P
I wonder what it would imply if you added "down" instead... :apondering:
Damn. Now I want to know. :GA:
:trollface:
Bad chicken. >:(
Why did the chicken cross the field?
To post irrelevant questions. :M
Migraine in the works. Stressed out of my mind. Cold sore hurting. Itchy eyes.
But other than that, I'm fine. :P
Exhausted.
I was going to posst about my son's piano recital, but I will save thaat until I can beam like a proper proud father.
I read it as "piano rectal" and briefly wondered what that was about.
Migraine in the works. Stressed out of my mind. Cold sore hurting. Itchy eyes.
But other than that, I'm fine. :P
Good to see you are counting your blessings. :P
Exhausted.
I was going to posst about my son's piano recital, but I will save thaat until I can beam like a proper proud father.
I read it as "piano rectal" and briefly wondered what that was about.
Not too briefly, I hope; it is an hilarious diversion from the norm.
But, anyway, it really was a kind of nightmare.
I know my son is just learning, but I have heard him practice and he is not bad (these days). This recital (piano rectal) was about twenty kids on stage all making different wronng notes at differennt times, as far as I could tell.
I would love to say that my son soared above the others, but I honestly could not telll who was missing what notes or who was disrupting the musical meter, etc.
It was thirty minutes of sheer torture.
:-\
We stopped for fast food after and my son gave me HIS personal version of a recital, one on one or two, since his sister was still in attendance. He is not bad at all.
However, putting twenty kids on one stage who, individually are "not bad at all," as a way of enticing the parents to continue the program, probably needs to be RE-THUNK at some point.
:police:
How were there twenty kids at once playing at a piano recital? Were they all on different instruments?
Bringing earmuffs to a simultaneous piano recital by 20 kids would probably be considered to be rude. :tard:
Bringing earmuffs to a simultaneous piano recital by 20 kids would probably be considered to be rude. :tard:
But necessary. I'd rather be rude than have a meltdown.
Bringing earmuffs to a simultaneous piano recital by 20 kids would probably be considered to be rude. :tard:
But necessary. I'd rather be rude than have a meltdown.
And with good earmuffs no negative remark would be heard on being rude either.
How were there twenty kids at once playing at a piano recital? Were they all on different instruments?
Twenty pianos would be impressive, in an end of the world kind of way.
Good luck. :GA:
Bringing earmuffs to a simultaneous piano recital by 20 kids would probably be considered to be rude. :tard:
Bringing earmuffs to a simultaneous piano recital by 20 kids would probably be considered to be rude. :tard:
I use disposable ear plugs, they are barely visible.
They wrote back saying that I should email the academic chair (why do they call a person a chair?)The correct title is chairman, but some women probably take offense to being called chairman.
If I am successful at all this and pass, I will be graduating mid-2015.That's awesome.
They wrote back saying that I should email the academic chair (why do they call a person a chair?)The correct title is chairman, but some women probably take offense to being called chairman.If I am successful at all this and pass, I will be graduating mid-2015.That's awesome.
They wrote back saying that I should email the academic chair (why do they call a person a chair?)The correct title is chairman, but some women probably take offense to being called chairman.If I am successful at all this and pass, I will be graduating mid-2015.That's awesome.
Renaeden's professor is Chair? :tard:
I'm having an Odeon time with my leg. Took 2 over the counter pills earlier. Just took 2 pain pills.
Thanks Jack. :)They wrote back saying that I should email the academic chair (why do they call a person a chair?)The correct title is chairman, but some women probably take offense to being called chairman.If I am successful at all this and pass, I will be graduating mid-2015.That's awesome.
Thanks Jack. :)They wrote back saying that I should email the academic chair (why do they call a person a chair?)The correct title is chairman, but some women probably take offense to being called chairman.If I am successful at all this and pass, I will be graduating mid-2015.That's awesome.
The English language can be pretty weird.
Students doing an Independent Study Contract is apparently pretty rare, hopefully I can easily get a supervisor.
ACHY, TIRED, NOSE IS SORE. HIT THE CAPS LOCK AND ADAM TO TURN IT OFF.
ACHY, TIRED, NOSE IS SORE. HIT THE CAPS LOCK AND ADAM TO TURN IT OFF.
My Majesty is shouting!! :GA:
Almost back to normal.
Old.
Weird. Tired, cold and teary. Not sad though. :chin:
Old.
That sucks. Hope you get some sunshine into your life soon. I am opposite - hot weather depresses me. It is just so draining.Weird. Tired, cold and teary. Not sad though. :chin:
Still tired. Not cold. But steadily getting sadder. Does not feel bad. It just is there, just like the weather is.
Old.
Awwwww.
The saying that you are only as old as you feel is no comfort, I guess.
:hug:
That sucks. Hope you get some sunshine into your life soon. I am opposite - hot weather depresses me. It is just so draining.Weird. Tired, cold and teary. Not sad though. :chin:
Still tired. Not cold. But steadily getting sadder. Does not feel bad. It just is there, just like the weather is.
That sucks. Hope you get some sunshine into your life soon. I am opposite - hot weather depresses me. It is just so draining.Weird. Tired, cold and teary. Not sad though. :chin:
Still tired. Not cold. But steadily getting sadder. Does not feel bad. It just is there, just like the weather is.
Thanks Hyke. It feels weird that I am well enough mentally to be able to cope on my own.Good that you got this far though.
How sick is the dog?
Yeah that is what I wonder; what do I do should I need help again. I really should have asked the psychologist in the last session. I still have my psychiatrist who I see twice a year so that's something. And of course my GP.Thanks Hyke. It feels weird that I am well enough mentally to be able to cope on my own.Good that you got this far though.
Always liked being independent of mental health help, but I'm glad that it is there, when I need it again. I'm now in a kind of "weaning off" course. In between from mental health center and coping on my own. It is quite practical, in dealing with stress and finding my ways to recuperate in such a way that it fits in in my life.
I just have been feeling violent of late...I just want to just go ape crazy on someone...it's no longer violence directed at myself, nor on those I love...but these fools who are bbq'ing people, beheading people just because they are gay, christian, different, women, men, kids, take your dang pick...I am so amp'ed up against evil it's not even funny...I fantasize about biting someone in the neck that does sick stuff like that and watching as they bleed out... :headhurts:
I just have been feeling violent of late...I just want to just go ape crazy on someone...it's no longer violence directed at myself, nor on those I love...but these fools who are bbq'ing people, beheading people just because they are gay, christian, different, women, men, kids, take your dang pick...I am so amp'ed up against evil it's not even funny...I fantasize about biting someone in the neck that does sick stuff like that and watching as they bleed out... :headhurts:
I got angry last night and then had this thought...if there is an evil force out there, they want to incite reactionary violence. Reactionary violence is easily manipulated...like a drug...dangerous to start because you have very little control over when you stop. So the best thing to do is to separate yourself from the anger and be weary of it... then you can try to create a rational, or poetic reply. Bring the situation into your control by using your mental power to examine it within a big picture...and then whatever physical action you take, it will be calculated and effective, and not reactionary.
:hug:
thanks...love wins in the end, as proven by you thank you for serious :asthing:
thanks...love wins in the end, as proven by you thank you for serious :asthing:
I like your post just the way it is. Sure, it's a fucked up thing to say but it's also emotionally honest. I don't think there's anything wrong with simply saying you're fantasizing about biting a chunk out of someone's neck, without trying to make it sound like something nice.
Content.Good. Just asked in your other thread, but already found the answer.
Content.Good. Just asked in your other thread, but already found the answer.
exhausted anxious and excited and happy. tomorrow at 4pm we leave for Canada.I would be jumping with excitement. Such a big move for you. Hope your trip goes smoothly. :)
OverwhelmedMe too.
Feeling relief.
Feeling relief.
:headbang2:
lol
Physically tired (as is evident with the white noise in my ears), but very content and slightly spring-feverish.
Feeling relief.
:headbang2:
lol
Feeling happy the Spring Chicken is filling this page with me.
Physically tired (as is evident with the white noise in my ears), but very content and slightly spring-feverish.
You get noises too?
How does the bridge of your nose feel?
Physically tired (as is evident with the white noise in my ears), but very content and slightly spring-feverish.
You get noises too?
How does the bridge of your nose feel?
Yeah...I didn't used to, but now I get it all the time...white noise drowning out sound and at the same time sound sensitivity.... odd combination. I think its actually the onset of an acephalgic migraine because if I don't rest or what-not, I get visual auras and the sensitivity becomes painful.
The bridge of my nose feels...like a bridge lol. It feels fine to me. I don't wear my glasses though...
Physically tired (as is evident with the white noise in my ears), but very content and slightly spring-feverish.
You get noises too?
How does the bridge of your nose feel?
Yeah...I didn't used to, but now I get it all the time...white noise drowning out sound and at the same time sound sensitivity.... odd combination. I think its actually the onset of an acephalgic migraine because if I don't rest or what-not, I get visual auras and the sensitivity becomes painful.
The bridge of my nose feels...like a bridge lol. It feels fine to me. I don't wear my glasses though...
Pressure on my ears, and white noise, or other sound effects go together with pressure on the bridge of my nose. Happens when I'm tired and comes rapidly when heading towards getting overwhelmed. Can't change it. So, now see it as a warning sign from my body, telling me I am tired. (I often do not realise in time that I am, now I have a physical signal)
We there yet?
We there yet?
Where?
We there yet?
Where?
On the next page, to avoid a picture.
I have a headache. Pretty sure it's stress.
I have a headache. Pretty sure it's stress.
Because of the big day it is today?
Good luck!
Maybe I should take more coffee too. Or take some Ritalin. Maybe both. :apondering: :GA: :CanofWorms: :headhurts:
All to get completely focused and ZEN ---> :cbc:
^What makes you feel fed up with the Ritalin?
Headache. Second day in a row. Didn't there used to be a thread for this?
What is keeping you from sleeping?
I'm pretty good. Had two exceptionally good nights. But I do dream weird stuff.
What is keeping you from sleeping?
I'm pretty good. Had two exceptionally good nights. But I do dream weird stuff.
I think I wrote about it in another thread, can't remember where though.
We spent the night in the ER with the daughter because of a suspected appendicitis. It took forever before the doctor actually took a look (we think this was deliberate because they wanted to observe her) and admitted her. The good news is that she probably won't need surgery.
What is keeping you from sleeping?
I'm pretty good. Had two exceptionally good nights. But I do dream weird stuff.
I think I wrote about it in another thread, can't remember where though.
We spent the night in the ER with the daughter because of a suspected appendicitis. It took forever before the doctor actually took a look (we think this was deliberate because they wanted to observe her) and admitted her. The good news is that she probably won't need surgery.
Hope she feels well soon.
Any chance of taking a nap during the day for you?
What is keeping you from sleeping?
I'm pretty good. Had two exceptionally good nights. But I do dream weird stuff.
I think I wrote about it in another thread, can't remember where though.
We spent the night in the ER with the daughter because of a suspected appendicitis. It took forever before the doctor actually took a look (we think this was deliberate because they wanted to observe her) and admitted her. The good news is that she probably won't need surgery.
Hope she feels well soon.
Any chance of taking a nap during the day for you?
I'm at the hospital now, so not really. Maybe later. She is getting some sleep now, though, which is a good thing.
What is keeping you from sleeping?
I'm pretty good. Had two exceptionally good nights. But I do dream weird stuff.
I think I wrote about it in another thread, can't remember where though.
We spent the night in the ER with the daughter because of a suspected appendicitis. It took forever before the doctor actually took a look (we think this was deliberate because they wanted to observe her) and admitted her. The good news is that she probably won't need surgery.
Hope she feels well soon.
Any chance of taking a nap during the day for you?
I'm at the hospital now, so not really. Maybe later. She is getting some sleep now, though, which is a good thing.
They won't operate? So ti wasn't appendicitis after all?
When I had appendicitis it resealed itself so I didn't need surgery right away...they put me on antibiotics and I came back a month later for the surgery.
What is keeping you from sleeping?
I'm pretty good. Had two exceptionally good nights. But I do dream weird stuff.
I think I wrote about it in another thread, can't remember where though.
We spent the night in the ER with the daughter because of a suspected appendicitis. It took forever before the doctor actually took a look (we think this was deliberate because they wanted to observe her) and admitted her. The good news is that she probably won't need surgery.
Hope she feels well soon.
Any chance of taking a nap during the day for you?
I'm at the hospital now, so not really. Maybe later. She is getting some sleep now, though, which is a good thing.
They won't operate? So ti wasn't appendicitis after all?
When I had appendicitis it resealed itself so I didn't need surgery right away...they put me on antibiotics and I came back a month later for the surgery.
They say that this one healed by itself but it might reoccur. She's back home now.
What is keeping you from sleeping?
I'm pretty good. Had two exceptionally good nights. But I do dream weird stuff.
I think I wrote about it in another thread, can't remember where though.
We spent the night in the ER with the daughter because of a suspected appendicitis. It took forever before the doctor actually took a look (we think this was deliberate because they wanted to observe her) and admitted her. The good news is that she probably won't need surgery.
Hope she feels well soon.
Any chance of taking a nap during the day for you?
I'm at the hospital now, so not really. Maybe later. She is getting some sleep now, though, which is a good thing.
They won't operate? So ti wasn't appendicitis after all?
When I had appendicitis it resealed itself so I didn't need surgery right away...they put me on antibiotics and I came back a month later for the surgery.
They say that this one healed by itself but it might reoccur. She's back home now.
They should just take it out. The surgery is minor...its better to do it when its under control than to wait for it to rupture again...in which case the surgery would be more risky, and the sepsis would threaten her life.
I know of hospitals that do take out the appendix when it is not inflamed. If it has acted up a few times in a way that it could be treated otherwise, they wait till the inflammation is gone. The patient will be top fit then, the gut will be at ease, the operation will take less healing and there will be less chance of complications.
I know of hospitals that do take out the appendix when it is not inflamed. If it has acted up a few times in a way that it could be treated otherwise, they wait till the inflammation is gone. The patient will be top fit then, the gut will be at ease, the operation will take less healing and there will be less chance of complications.
Thats what they told my family...the doc was real adamant about preventing it rupturing again. it just seems strange they wouldn't plan to take it out if they have the opportunity, especially when they know it will probably rupture again in the future. if it ruptures again and she gets septic, she could die. but then again, maybe my docs were just trying to scare me into being compliant with the antibiotics.
maybe they thought i was at risk because it took me 4 days to get to the ER on account of I thought the stomach pain was due to stress. i was 16 at the time.
I know of hospitals that do take out the appendix when it is not inflamed. If it has acted up a few times in a way that it could be treated otherwise, they wait till the inflammation is gone. The patient will be top fit then, the gut will be at ease, the operation will take less healing and there will be less chance of complications.
Thats what they told my family...the doc was real adamant about preventing it rupturing again. it just seems strange they wouldn't plan to take it out if they have the opportunity, especially when they know it will probably rupture again in the future. if it ruptures again and she gets septic, she could die. but then again, maybe my docs were just trying to scare me into being compliant with the antibiotics.
maybe they thought i was at risk because it took me 4 days to get to the ER on account of I thought the stomach pain was due to stress. i was 16 at the time.
There is a big difference between rupture and inflammation. Ruptures are way more dangerous, because the inflammation can then spread to all intestines.
I know of hospitals that do take out the appendix when it is not inflamed. If it has acted up a few times in a way that it could be treated otherwise, they wait till the inflammation is gone. The patient will be top fit then, the gut will be at ease, the operation will take less healing and there will be less chance of complications.
Thats what they told my family...the doc was real adamant about preventing it rupturing again. it just seems strange they wouldn't plan to take it out if they have the opportunity, especially when they know it will probably rupture again in the future. if it ruptures again and she gets septic, she could die. but then again, maybe my docs were just trying to scare me into being compliant with the antibiotics.
maybe they thought i was at risk because it took me 4 days to get to the ER on account of I thought the stomach pain was due to stress. i was 16 at the time.
There is a big difference between rupture and inflammation. Ruptures are way more dangerous, because the inflammation can then spread to all intestines.
Saddened. My friend, who seemed happy all day told me via text that she felt like cutting. As she is in hospital, I said she should go and tell her nurse immediately. She did but they weren't watchful enough. An hour later she text me saying she was at another hospital to get stitched up.
She used to self harm A LOT when younger. Now she is back into doing it (this is the third time in a week that she has needed stitches) and it seems there is nothing I can do. Also, the hospital she is staying at is hopeless.
Saddened. My friend, who seemed happy all day told me via text that she felt like cutting. As she is in hospital, I said she should go and tell her nurse immediately. She did but they weren't watchful enough. An hour later she text me saying she was at another hospital to get stitched up.
She used to self harm A LOT when younger. Now she is back into doing it (this is the third time in a week that she has needed stitches) and it seems there is nothing I can do. Also, the hospital she is staying at is hopeless.
Anxious. Nervous. Full of OCDish thoughts.
Wondering if I should just commit myself for a week just to get away from everyone? :GA:
They need places like that...someplace you can check in, request no visitors, and just get the hell away from your family for a week so that you can regain some sanity.
I need funding, this could be a multi-million dollar franchise...like a Hampton Inn, but with a spa, good wine, and a security guard keeping dysfunctional family members away. :autism:
Wondering if I should just commit myself for a week just to get away from everyone? :GA:
They need places like that...someplace you can check in, request no visitors, and just get the hell away from your family for a week so that you can regain some sanity.
I need funding, this could be a multi-million dollar franchise...like a Hampton Inn, but with a spa, good wine, and a security guard keeping dysfunctional family members away. :autism:
Worried. Dreading something, so, on edge.
Rockin back and forth....I can feel my thoughts scattering all over. Trying not to fight it...tryna accept this is just going to happen every now and then. On the surface I'm in a good mood...like you know, a pirate with a sense of humor even when it looks like the ship is capsising :P :pirate:
What did you do? :LOL:Simplified a seven step database query to one single step; it's been bugging me for a couple of years.
What did you do? :LOL:Simplified a seven step database query to one single step; it's been bugging me for a couple of years.
Rockin back and forth....I can feel my thoughts scattering all over. Trying not to fight it...tryna accept this is just going to happen every now and then. On the surface I'm in a good mood...like you know, a pirate with a sense of humor even when it looks like the ship is capsising :P :pirate:
:hug:
Better. Vaguely worried.
Feeling better. My dreading has gone to the background. Will emerge again. Will try not to let it get a hold on me. But for now, it is tucked away.
Feeling better. My dreading has gone to the background. Will emerge again. Will try not to let it get a hold on me. But for now, it is tucked away.
I was thinking of you the past fews days...I've been sitting outside, looking at the sky, feeling the elements on my skin (sunlight, or wind)...taking in the moment. It has helped.
I can feel myself going overboard...I am heading down a path, and when the path is clear to me I always start running down it too fast...then I crash and realise I am lost. I feel it happening...trying to stay grounded...to take my time.
Feeling better. My dreading has gone to the background. Will emerge again. Will try not to let it get a hold on me. But for now, it is tucked away.
I was thinking of you the past fews days...I've been sitting outside, looking at the sky, feeling the elements on my skin (sunlight, or wind)...taking in the moment. It has helped.
I can feel myself going overboard...I am heading down a path, and when the path is clear to me I always start running down it too fast...then I crash and realise I am lost. I feel it happening...trying to stay grounded...to take my time.
Been thinking of you too. Similar reasons. Knew something was bugging me in such a way that I barely could take in the moment, because I was keeping my panic under control all the time.
Past that now, for now. So, back to taking care of me in taking in the moment.
A bit worried.
I feel like an idiot. Went specifically to the shops to get toilet paper and minced meat. Forgot the meat.
Another technique that works for me, is being incredibly silly about whatever I am feeling or whatever could cause me to panic. Just taking it all the way to a ridiculously catastrophic conclusion, and making jokes all along....funny metaphors, and such things. Or I might dramatically act out exasperation, such as being stabbed and falling to the ground and calling out to my bertayer, "Whyyyyyyy! Padre whyyyyyyy!" or something funny. gets the energy out. :P
I feel like an idiot. Went specifically to the shops to get toilet paper and minced meat. Forgot the meat.
Sleepy took cold meds last night
Better. Vaguely worried.
What's up?
Damn cold, it has went from not being able to talk (SO enjoyed two whole days of peace :asthing:), to a stuffy head and an itchy, burning eye.
I always get the eye thing, it's annoying.
Better. Vaguely worried.
What's up?
I think my subconscious is working against me. I'm having fun at work so my subconscious is coming up with ways to punish me.
Better. Vaguely worried.
What's up?
I think my subconscious is working against me. I'm having fun at work so my subconscious is coming up with ways to punish me.
Guilt is interesting. The old position, it was entirely yours and you owned it, a duty and responsibility, an accountability. It might take some time.Better. Vaguely worried.
What's up?
I think my subconscious is working against me. I'm having fun at work so my subconscious is coming up with ways to punish me.
A bit worried.
So many worriers today...kind of make me worry....what's up?
A bit worried.
So many worriers today...kind of make me worry....what's up?
Immigration difficulties.
Guilt is interesting. The old position, it was entirely yours and you owned it, a duty and responsibility, an accountability. It might take some time.Better. Vaguely worried.
What's up?
I think my subconscious is working against me. I'm having fun at work so my subconscious is coming up with ways to punish me.
It speaks to a sense of dedication and maybe even a sense of identity. Irrational guilt, but still somewhat honorable when considering the why of the matter.Guilt is interesting. The old position, it was entirely yours and you owned it, a duty and responsibility, an accountability. It might take some time.Better. Vaguely worried.
What's up?
I think my subconscious is working against me. I'm having fun at work so my subconscious is coming up with ways to punish me.
It is interesting, isn't it? I understand all this, but a part of my brain isn't playing along yet.
Drunkish, and fairly cheerful as I have upgraded to Mel's 22" HD monitor which is no longer required in the attic. :zoinks:
Bored.
Bored.
Still in London, and bored?
Weird.
Old sadness hanging around me like veils from the past.
Itchy, tired.May I scratch for you? :zoinks:
Weird.
Old sadness hanging around me like veils from the past.
A good time to write some emo poetry :P
:hug:
I'm drunk too. :orly:
Only mildly? What did they do?
No! :GA:
Anyone who goes near me when eczema is driving me nuts gets hit.
If you like. :LOL:
Slightly drunk and cheerful
Slightly drunk and cheerful
Ditto. the offspring has finally found a JOB! :headbang2:
Slightly drunk and cheerful
Ditto. the offspring has finally found a JOB! :headbang2:
Awesome, congrats to Amber! :plus:
Great Ozy, what kind of job did she find?
Great Ozy, what kind of job did she find?
It is her FIRST job, but, it's part time at Mcdonalds. So she will finally be earning her own money. It's a step in the right direction, She will get out of the house and put into practice her social skills and start building up experience in the real world. She's looking forward to it as well. I did many a scut job before I found my calling. 8)
I have cramps
The leg with the troubled knee?
Hot and sticky.
Tired. Itchy.Tired, itchy, headachy.
:yawn:Oh yes, that too.
Itchy.itchy,
Itchy.itchy,
Scratchy. :eyelash:
Itchy.itchy,
Scratchy. :eyelash:
No, it's my eyes that itch. :nerdy:
sick....but oddly, I am not bothered about it since I got it from the kids I'm working with....kind of thankful.
sick....but oddly, I am not bothered about it since I got it from the kids I'm working with....kind of thankful.
The way Ebola nurses feel about their patients. :zoinks:
sick....but oddly, I am not bothered about it since I got it from the kids I'm working with....kind of thankful.Enough time spent around children and the immune system to common virus will develop to be like a superpower.
Takes a few years though. :hyke:sick....but oddly, I am not bothered about it since I got it from the kids I'm working with....kind of thankful.Enough time spent around children and the immune system to common virus will develop to be like a superpower.
For me only took struggling through one cold season; though generally not one to get sick often so that might have something to do with it.Takes a few years though. :hyke:sick....but oddly, I am not bothered about it since I got it from the kids I'm working with....kind of thankful.Enough time spent around children and the immune system to common virus will develop to be like a superpower.
Mildly discombobulated........... :GA:
For me only took struggling through one cold season; though generally not one to get sick often so that might have something to do with it.Takes a few years though. :hyke:sick....but oddly, I am not bothered about it since I got it from the kids I'm working with....kind of thankful.Enough time spent around children and the immune system to common virus will develop to be like a superpower.
Mildly discombobulated........... :GA:
Did a gear fall out?
For me only took struggling through one cold season; though generally not one to get sick often so that might have something to do with it.Takes a few years though. :hyke:sick....but oddly, I am not bothered about it since I got it from the kids I'm working with....kind of thankful.Enough time spent around children and the immune system to common virus will develop to be like a superpower.
Looks like there is some clarity appearing in my mind, after weeks of memory induced brainfog.Very clear lately too and noticing new things.
Feeling barely awake.
Feeling barely awake.
Trust your feelings. :zoinks:
OK-ish but a bit windy. :zoinks::laugh:
Feeling barely awake.
Trust your feelings. :zoinks:
Not a good idea. I would go back to sleep.
I miss my friend she died in the hospital of sepsis
I miss my friend she died in the hospital of sepsis
:(
How did it happen?
I miss my friend she died in the hospital of sepsis
Mourning the loss the two fictional characters.
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(http://i.imgur.com/toVAwUV.jpg)
Tired. Couldn't sleep so got up and had a coffee instead.
Tired. Couldn't sleep so got up and had a coffee instead.
I couldn't sleep either. Even with a pain pill..
Tired. Couldn't sleep so got up and had a coffee instead.
I couldn't sleep either. Even with a pain pill..
You and me both.
Tired. Couldn't sleep so got up and had a coffee instead.
I couldn't sleep either. Even with a pain pill..
You and me both.
So I guess we don't need the If you woke up thread.
Tired. Couldn't sleep so got up and had a coffee instead.
I couldn't sleep either. Even with a pain pill..
You and me both.
So I guess we don't need the If you woke up thread.
We're not limited to five words either. :eyelash:
Tired. Couldn't sleep so got up and had a coffee instead.
I couldn't sleep either. Even with a pain pill..
You and me both.
So I guess we don't need the If you woke up thread.
We're not limited to five words either. :eyelash:
But, if they're the right five words........
Groggy after a not so good night. Joints ache, especially the small ones. Big muscles are not cooperative, and my intestines are not back to normal yet either. :P
Mourning the loss the two fictional characters.
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(http://i.imgur.com/toVAwUV.jpg)
Who's that?
I've been better. My joints ache.The little ones in your hands and feet? Or all joints?
I've been better. My joints ache.The little ones in your hands and feet? Or all joints?
I am sharing your pain, alas. :P
Knees and elbows are getting better though.
Still not trusting my bowels. :-\
I've been better. My joints ache.The little ones in your hands and feet? Or all joints?
I am sharing your pain, alas. :P
Knees and elbows are getting better though.
Still not trusting my bowels. :-\
Especially the smaller ones, but also some selected larger ones. I feel privileged. :P
Feelings of fraternal affection welling up for you all...
Feelings of fraternal affection welling up for you all...
Offering you a big bovine hug.
Good to see you popping up again.
Feelings of fraternal affection welling up for you all...
Offering you a big bovine hug.
Good to see you popping up again.
:heart:
Feelings of fraternal affection welling up for you all...
Offering you a big bovine hug.
Good to see you popping up again.
:heart:
Aaaawww, that's so sweet. I'm jealous because I aint in the hug. :violin:
How old is Danny Glover anyway?
How old is Danny Glover anyway?
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Weird. I see the photo.
http://www.godlikeproductions.com/sm/custom/9c93abc839.jpg
403 Forbidden?
nginx
hurt very hurt
Weird. I see the photo.
http://www.godlikeproductions.com/sm/custom/9c93abc839.jpg
:mischief: I zinged a telemarketer just now. He called about my Windows account. I told him that was pretty good because the computer wasn't connected. "Oh!? Thank you."
Weird. I see the photo.
http://www.godlikeproductions.com/sm/custom/9c93abc839.jpg
Is it supposed to say:Quote403 Forbidden?
nginx
Weird. I see the photo.
http://www.godlikeproductions.com/sm/custom/9c93abc839.jpg
Is it supposed to say:Quote403 Forbidden?
nginx
Pretty sure you have a caching or cookie problem.
:mischief: I zinged a telemarketer just now. He called about my Windows account. I told him that was pretty good because the computer wasn't connected. "Oh!? Thank you."
It wasn't a telemarketer, it was probably one of those phishing calls that have been figuring lately.
The last time they called me I told them how odd it was since I use Linux. They hung up.
Weird. I see the photo.
http://www.godlikeproductions.com/sm/custom/9c93abc839.jpg
Is it supposed to say:Quote403 Forbidden?
nginx
Pretty sure you have a caching or cookie problem.
Not so sure.
Cleaning and clearing did not solve the problem.
Weird. I see the photo.
http://www.godlikeproductions.com/sm/custom/9c93abc839.jpg
Is it supposed to say:Quote403 Forbidden?
nginx
Pretty sure you have a caching or cookie problem.
Not so sure.
Cleaning and clearing did not solve the problem.
Weird. I see the photo.
http://www.godlikeproductions.com/sm/custom/9c93abc839.jpg
Is it supposed to say:Quote403 Forbidden?
nginx
Pretty sure you have a caching or cookie problem.
Not so sure.
Cleaning and clearing did not solve the problem.
Now it really gets weird. I did get the 403 message again. But, when logging out of the computer, I found the picture on a visited page?
Very weird.
But, at least now I can see.
And I am too old for this shit too.
hurt very hurt
You okay?
Just incase you need one, :hug:
Weird. I see the photo.
http://www.godlikeproductions.com/sm/custom/9c93abc839.jpg
Is it supposed to say:Quote403 Forbidden?
nginx
But not any more, it is a miracle.Weird. I see the photo.
http://www.godlikeproductions.com/sm/custom/9c93abc839.jpg
Is it supposed to say:Quote403 Forbidden?
nginx
Sounds like your ISP has blocked the site or something.
sleepy :yawn:
sleepy :yawn:
I dunno. Happy and proud of myself? I took my daughter to Sydney yesterday to see her favourite Korean Pop, Boy band. She had a great time. She was a few inches too short to see the band, so I got her to stand on my foot. The few inches made all the difference. I have a spare foot
:twitch:
^You certainly did, going by what was written elsewhere.
I feel frustrated. I can't clean the mess up in the house as none of the stuff is mine. Starting to think about throwing stuff out.
^You certainly did, going by what was written elsewhere.
I feel frustrated. I can't clean the mess up in the house as none of the stuff is mine. Starting to think about throwing stuff out.
:twitch:Much better. :M Sometimes people amaze me.
energised
:twitch:Much better. :M Sometimes people amaze me.
Rarely. Circumstances made me expect to lose my friend; shouldn't have underestimated him.:twitch:Much better. :M Sometimes people amaze me.
Only sometimes?
Real friends are not easy to lose.Apparently not ones who are smarter than internets and computers.
Real friends are not easy to lose.Apparently not ones who are smarter than internets and computers.
Then imaginary friends also are not easy to lose?Real friends are not easy to lose.Apparently not ones who are smarter than internets and computers.
Surely there is no such thing. :zoinks:
Upset.
I get really sad
Tired and angry.
Tired and angry.
What's going on?
I am tired too. Only got 4 hours of sleep last night because I was cleaning the house. Got it all done though. Now Kayleigh has volunteered me for a role playing game with friends. All I want to do is go to bed.
I am tired too. Only got 4 hours of sleep last night because I was cleaning the house. Got it all done though. Now Kayleigh has volunteered me for a role playing game with friends. All I want to do is go to bed.
I have a headache.
Not here, too. What's wrong with you?I have a headache, and it is growing on me.
Not here, too. What's wrong with you?I have a headache, and it is growing on me.
Not here, too. What's wrong with you?I have a headache, and it is growing on me.
That's no reason to do group hugs out of the blue.
Not here, too. What's wrong with you?I have a headache, and it is growing on me.
That's no reason to do group hugs out of the blue.
I stumbled, and clung on to everyone in my way.
Not here, too. What's wrong with you?I have a headache, and it is growing on me.
That's no reason to do group hugs out of the blue.
I stumbled, and clung on to everyone in my way.
You did that to a bunch of aspies?
Group hugs are scary. :hide:
Exhausted. I didn't sleep last night (not sleepy) and had a rough time with the PR's surgery. Didn't eat anything until 2 p.m. Not good since I'm a diabetic. Will need to sleep lightly tonight to be able to hear the PR if she needs me.
Thanks odeon. Things went well last night. Managed to wake up and give her the pain meds at 2 and 6. Slept for the rest of the night. Just need a couple of days to get back to normal, what ever that is.
Still exhausted.
Tired, mildly numb, as rock hound called it applies too. Also content in a quiet way.
I wish I hadn't responded to a certain post.
I wish I hadn't responded to a certain post.
Which one? :orly:
I wish I hadn't responded to a certain post.
Which one? :orly:
Nothing that concerns you! It's between me and her.
Embarrassed. I forgot she likes zero
I go for water in stead of diet versions of softdrinks.I've been drinking lemon flavored carbonated water. That's all it is, just carbonated water and lemon, not even any artificial sweeteners. They're really good. I tried them because I like to have a soda sometimes in the evening but then the caffeine gets me. :GA:
Kinda battered. Melted down a bit. :sigh:
restless.
Will have to make a catch up post when I can string proper sentences together. Life is currently 'interesting' (some of which is good) but I don't know if I'm coming or going.
Bit drowsy. Watched some lectures on cutting hair with a knife. First two had a good tutor. The tutor on the third bit was sleep-inducing. Did not learn a thing from her.Is there a link for the haircutting techniques
Did learn good techniques from the guy in the first two though. So, did not waste all of my time.
http://barettamedia.nl/preview-hair_level-24_gelijke_afnemende_toenemende_lengten_knippen/Bit drowsy. Watched some lectures on cutting hair with a knife. First two had a good tutor. The tutor on the third bit was sleep-inducing. Did not learn a thing from her.Is there a link for the haircutting techniques
Did learn good techniques from the guy in the first two though. So, did not waste all of my time.
Shitty, overwhelmed, tired
Shitty, overwhelmed, tired
You can take one of my spare blankets to hide under. Don't touch the one I am under though.
Shitty, overwhelmed, tired
You can take one of my spare blankets to hide under. Don't touch the one I am under though.
Thanks. I needed ... something :hide:
Can't do that with cats unless you want to gamble having your arm slashed. ;)You should meet Sirius. He rolls over on his back and will then stretch out, to get his belly rubbed for as long as the human is willing to do that.
Cats like that are cool. Liam will put up with a certain amount when he rolls onto his back. But cross the line and he will use his claws.Can't do that with cats unless you want to gamble having your arm slashed. ;)You should meet Sirius. He rolls over on his back and will then stretch out, to get his belly rubbed for as long as the human is willing to do that.
Cats like that are cool. Liam will put up with a certain amount when he rolls onto his back. But cross the line and he will use his claws.Can't do that with cats unless you want to gamble having your arm slashed. ;)You should meet Sirius. He rolls over on his back and will then stretch out, to get his belly rubbed for as long as the human is willing to do that.
I understand that. Liam drinks out of the bathroom tap and that requires one of us to turn the tap on and off for him. He often wants me to give him a drink in the middle of the night and to get my attention, he will scratch my wicker clothes basket knowing it drives me crazy.Cats like that are cool. Liam will put up with a certain amount when he rolls onto his back. But cross the line and he will use his claws.Can't do that with cats unless you want to gamble having your arm slashed. ;)You should meet Sirius. He rolls over on his back and will then stretch out, to get his belly rubbed for as long as the human is willing to do that.
Sirius will use his claws "affectionately" and deep, when on my lap and purring. And he'll use them at night, first to scratch doors to wake me, and if I do not react quick enough, he will use them, quite gently, on me, to wake me.
I often scold him at 4 am. :P
Can't do that with cats unless you want to gamble having your arm slashed. ;)
Bit groggy in one way. But sweaty and satisfied the other way.
(I did go to the gym, you perverts.)
Tired. Had tickets to a live online screening of a documentary by a psychologist that I admire but the program didn't even begin until 10:30pm my time. Went to bed at 2am and then had to get up with the sun.
Around 6:50 am or so? It wasn't fully bright when I was up around then.Tired. Had tickets to a live online screening of a documentary by a psychologist that I admire but the program didn't even begin until 10:30pm my time. Went to bed at 2am and then had to get up with the sun.
Inquisitive me wants to know what time the sun rises, where you are.
Here it is a bit after 7 am, nowadays.
Had my first candle-lit breakfast of the season already.
Sensitive. :zoinks::dom:
Duped. :eyebrow:Oh no. What happened?
Nervous, too much caffeine, nervous
I have a cold.Have an issue? Take a tissue (my daughter says that all the time if someone is sick and needs a tissue :laugh: )
I have a cold.Have an issue? Take a tissue (my daughter says that all the time if someone is sick and needs a tissue :laugh: )
I'm feeling content. Really good afternoon. Hoping to have a quiet night and then a good sleep. One can wish. :yawn:
Flying is brutal when you're sickI have a cold.Have an issue? Take a tissue (my daughter says that all the time if someone is sick and needs a tissue :laugh: )
I'm feeling content. Really good afternoon. Hoping to have a quiet night and then a good sleep. One can wish. :yawn:
I have an issue. Ran a fever this morning. No fun to go to work in that condition but I had no choice since I had to check out from the hotel room. It was no fun flying back home either.
:zombiefuck:
Not good.Your cold isn't improving at all?
Not good.Your cold isn't improving at all?
Not good.Your cold isn't improving at all?
Not really, no.
Add a few more ingredients to your whiskey and make it a hot toddy. My great grandmother swore by it for a cold. http://www.food.com/recipe/dr-pats-hot-toddy-cold-remedy-234344
Currently feeling happy but also trying to figure out some rumblings in my head of changes I need to make. Now to figure out how.
Drained, defeated and deflated after massive meltdown from kid.Did everyone make it to school? I hope you had some time to recover. Days like that are awful.
Both kids are drained too. One because of the meltdown, the other, collateral damage. Being sick did not help her.
One went to school, three hours late. Other did not make it, condition of breathing and throat plummeted massively this morning.Drained, defeated and deflated after massive meltdown from kid.Did everyone make it to school? I hope you had some time to recover. Days like that are awful.
Both kids are drained too. One because of the meltdown, the other, collateral damage. Being sick did not help her.
Currently feeling tired. Slept better last night but still haven't caught up to recover from the sleep I missed the days previous.
I hope everyone is in recovery mode tonight :hug:One went to school, three hours late. Other did not make it, condition of breathing and throat plummeted massively this morning.Drained, defeated and deflated after massive meltdown from kid.Did everyone make it to school? I hope you had some time to recover. Days like that are awful.
Both kids are drained too. One because of the meltdown, the other, collateral damage. Being sick did not help her.
Currently feeling tired. Slept better last night but still haven't caught up to recover from the sleep I missed the days previous.
Still tired.
PA is an owl that is a lark? I'm confused. :-\
Better. :)Well that is good to hear :)
PA is an owl that is a lark? I'm confused. :-\
QV is an owl, she married a lark, PA. Together they got a little owl, the PR.
It's one of the miracles of nature that Attenborough forgot to document, the breeding of owls and larks.
Inconveniently unsleepy :GA:
And nowhere near as drunk as I ought to be. Where's it all gone? I drank enough fucking beer. :dunno:
Sore, my ribs along the right side got whacked when I fell onto a 2X4 as a step ladder collapsed beneath me. (could have been worse). My right knee is sore after CPR class. My back is sore for no good reason and my shoulders are still a tad stiff and sore from the hike we did on Katahdin. Tune in tomorrow for the continuing saga of "This OLD carcass".
Sore, my ribs along the right side got whacked when I fell onto a 2X4 as a step ladder collapsed beneath me. (could have been worse). My right knee is sore after CPR class. My back is sore for no good reason and my shoulders are still a tad stiff and sore from the hike we did on Katahdin. Tune in tomorrow for the continuing saga of "This OLD carcass".
I know, aches and pains are a bitch, but old age still rocks.
I'm up.:lol1:
I think.
Then again, maybe not. :yawn:
The rib pains are slowly abating. Bruised ribs are hell.It will be quite awhile longer before you're fully healed from this one. :-\
The rib pains are slowly abating. Bruised ribs are hell.It will be quite awhile longer before you're fully healed from this one. :-\
Yeah my Dad took a fall last year and he cracked three of them. Took a long time to completely heal.The rib pains are slowly abating. Bruised ribs are hell.It will be quite awhile longer before you're fully healed from this one. :-\
Unfortunately, ribs take at least a month or two to heal. OY
The rib pains are slowly abating. Bruised ribs are hell.It will be quite awhile longer before you're fully healed from this one. :-\
Unfortunately, ribs take at least a month or two to heal. OY
Yeah my Dad took a fall last year and he cracked three of them. Took a long time to completely heal.The rib pains are slowly abating. Bruised ribs are hell.It will be quite awhile longer before you're fully healed from this one. :-\
Unfortunately, ribs take at least a month or two to heal. OY
still no fun, that's for sure. :grouphug:Yeah my Dad took a fall last year and he cracked three of them. Took a long time to completely heal.The rib pains are slowly abating. Bruised ribs are hell.It will be quite awhile longer before you're fully healed from this one. :-\
Unfortunately, ribs take at least a month or two to heal. OY
OUCH and that is heartfelt. I cracked a rib twice and that pain memory will never go away. You learn new ways to get out of bed! :'( At least these pains are just bruising. <phew>
still no fun, that's for sure. :grouphug:Yeah my Dad took a fall last year and he cracked three of them. Took a long time to completely heal.The rib pains are slowly abating. Bruised ribs are hell.It will be quite awhile longer before you're fully healed from this one. :-\
Unfortunately, ribs take at least a month or two to heal. OY
OUCH and that is heartfelt. I cracked a rib twice and that pain memory will never go away. You learn new ways to get out of bed! :'( At least these pains are just bruising. <phew>
It's tempting, isn't it? I almost gave myself another thirty minutes on the alarm clock.
It's tempting, isn't it? I almost gave myself another thirty minutes on the alarm clock.
I did give myself ten this morning. Was not enough.
Did the coffee help?
Maybe I should make myself an early coffee too. Most of the times it does not help me to wake up though. But, the taste is good.
Calming down. And it is taking me longer than it took my kid. Probably because I could not see her and only could worry from a distance. She grew a lot today.I hate it when that happens. I had the same thing happen to me this week.
I love my prince he has the sweetest little meowYour cat is gorgeous. You can post pics of him whenever you want. ;)
Feeling nothing ATM ... Waiting...(http://image2.spreadshirtmedia.com/image-server/v1/compositions/20785786/views/1,width=235,height=235,appearanceId=5/brain-loading...-Long-Sleeve-Shirts.jpg)
Feeling nothing ATM ... Waiting...(http://image2.spreadshirtmedia.com/image-server/v1/compositions/20785786/views/1,width=235,height=235,appearanceId=5/brain-loading...-Long-Sleeve-Shirts.jpg)
:laugh:
Feeling nothing ATM ... Waiting...
Now there is underlying panic, for my essay that is due next week.
Now there is underlying panic, for my essay that is due next week.:hug: You'll get it done. I know you like big blocks of working time and once your bed is delivered and set up, you'll have more time.
Times like this, I hate that I envision everything as I read it. :zombiefuck:
Hungry, a little sick.
Because you're the only person who tries to off themselves with an axe, only to become a mass axe murderer because you took out everyone around you, and not yourself. :laugh:
well offing ones head tends to do more than kill a headache :PBecause you're the only person who tries to off themselves with an axe, only to become a mass axe murderer because you took out everyone around you, and not yourself. :laugh:
Did not want to off myself, only wanted to kill my headache. :P
well offing ones head tends to do more than kill a headache :PBecause you're the only person who tries to off themselves with an axe, only to become a mass axe murderer because you took out everyone around you, and not yourself. :laugh:
Did not want to off myself, only wanted to kill my headache. :P
Sore. I have either pulled a muscle in my back or pinched a nerve. Hurts to breathe.
Sore. I have either pulled a muscle in my back or pinched a nerve. Hurts to breathe.
An ancient eastern Europe cure was to have a bear walk on your back. Could you substitute Flowers or Loki?
I could use Loki. She most resembles the bear in both looks and size. She's currently standing on her hind legs licking the dirty dishes in sink. I think she's trying to earn her keep.Sore. I have either pulled a muscle in my back or pinched a nerve. Hurts to breathe.
An ancient eastern Europe cure was to have a bear walk on your back. Could you substitute Flowers or Loki?
Sore. I have either pulled a muscle in my back or pinched a nerve. Hurts to breathe.
An ancient eastern Europe cure was to have a bear walk on your back. Could you substitute Flowers or Loki?
Are you reading on ancient lore medication at the moment?
I saw you post a cure on headache too. Could not find the prescribed medicine though.
I have never heard of a dog doing that. Hilarious!I could use Loki. She most resembles the bear in both looks and size. She's currently standing on her hind legs licking the dirty dishes in sink. I think she's trying to earn her keep.Sore. I have either pulled a muscle in my back or pinched a nerve. Hurts to breathe.
An ancient eastern Europe cure was to have a bear walk on your back. Could you substitute Flowers or Loki?
It's because she's so big. :laugh: She's nearly 5'8" when she's standing on her hind legs.I have never heard of a dog doing that. Hilarious!I could use Loki. She most resembles the bear in both looks and size. She's currently standing on her hind legs licking the dirty dishes in sink. I think she's trying to earn her keep.Sore. I have either pulled a muscle in my back or pinched a nerve. Hurts to breathe.
An ancient eastern Europe cure was to have a bear walk on your back. Could you substitute Flowers or Loki?
I have found that listening to people loudly belilttle other people on tv is a huge trigger for me. I get an actual headache from it and it makes me want to throttle them. :laugh:
:hair: Can you belittle the team a bit more loudly? The Inuits said they can't hear you. :hair:
I have found that listening to people loudly belilttle other people on tv is a huge trigger for me. I get an actual headache from it and it makes me want to throttle them. :laugh:
:hair: Can you belittle the team a bit more loudly? The Inuits said they can't hear you. :hair:
I find that as I grow older I'm more aware of how much autism/Aspergers affects my life.
I find that as I grow older I'm more aware of how much autism/Aspergers affects my life.
QFT.
Stuff that I could overlook before now bugs the hell out of me. :P
Exactly.I find that as I grow older I'm more aware of how much autism/Aspergers affects my life.
QFT.
Stuff that I could overlook before now bugs the hell out of me. :P
Numb. This is my default feeling. I have finished uni.Congratulations.
Hello blue one.Indeed.
Thanks Jack. :)
I think the celebratory feelings will kick in when I catch up with a friend tomorrow.
I have finished the Bachelor of Psychology. Not continuing into postgraduate study. That would completely do my head in. Thankfully there are no oral tests or anything like that.
I don't know when the graduation ceremony is. I think I will find out when I get my final grade.
I have finished the Bachelor of Psychology. Not continuing into postgraduate study. That would completely do my head in. Thankfully there are no oral tests or anything like that.Brilliant! Well done Ren :)
I don't know when the graduation ceremony is. I think I will find out when I get my final grade.
I have finished the Bachelor of Psychology. Not continuing into postgraduate study. That would completely do my head in. Thankfully there are no oral tests or anything like that.
I don't know when the graduation ceremony is. I think I will find out when I get my final grade.
Thank you all. It means a lot to me. It is hard to believe that I am all done. Though it is nice to relax and not have a feeling of panic all the time.
Like a ship taking on water and about to keel over :P
:lol1:Like a ship taking on water and about to keel over :P
We'd man the bilge pumps for you, but I'm afraid of what might come up. :happypuke:
Thanks Pyraxis. :) Haven't got my grade yet, hoping it is better than the last one!Thank you all. It means a lot to me. It is hard to believe that I am all done. Though it is nice to relax and not have a feeling of panic all the time.
Congratulations Renaeden!!!!
full. Dinner was good. Mmmm...lasagna.
A have a spare walking stick.
I have several, actually. I bought a few when I needed one, then when I could get around better, I made three of them from wood that grew in my yard.
Two are hickory and one is from an oak. The oaken one is very crooked, but I love it. It is natural and all I did to it after curing the wood was to whittle off the bark, clean up around the smallish branches I cut off, stain and oil it. It is actually my favorite, due to how I was able to shape palm piece. It is also too heavy, to use constantly, but as a "fashion statement" cane, it is very cool.
One of the hickories is actually quite a bit more practical, being quite thin and light. I actually planed this one down and tapered it sanded it forever with finer and finer grade abrasives, finally using "0000" steel wool for the last until it was shiny and then just oiled it.
The other hickory is more like a true "walking stick" than a cane. Comes up to my forehead and I always wanted to find a really Gandalf looking burl or branching thing to add to the top and maybe buy a cheap but huge lucite diamond cut crystal to mount in the grasp of the branches after mounting a powerful LED flashlight inside the stalk to light up the crystal when I wanted.
:zoinks:
Might have to dig them out and take a pic.
Surly and dissatisfied.
:lolhit:Surly and dissatisfied.
:eyelash:
I have several, actually. I bought a few when I needed one, then when I could get around better, I made three of them from wood that grew in my yard.
Two are hickory and one is from an oak. The oaken one is very crooked, but I love it. It is natural and all I did to it after curing the wood was to whittle off the bark, clean up around the smallish branches I cut off, stain and oil it. It is actually my favorite, due to how I was able to shape palm piece. It is also too heavy, to use constantly, but as a "fashion statement" cane, it is very cool.
One of the hickories is actually quite a bit more practical, being quite thin and light. I actually planed this one down and tapered it sanded it forever with finer and finer grade abrasives, finally using "0000" steel wool for the last until it was shiny and then just oiled it.
The other hickory is more like a true "walking stick" than a cane. Comes up to my forehead and I always wanted to find a really Gandalf looking burl or branching thing to add to the top and maybe buy a cheap but huge lucite diamond cut crystal to mount in the grasp of the branches after mounting a powerful LED flashlight inside the stalk to light up the crystal when I wanted.
:zoinks:
Might have to dig them out and take a pic.
The image is magic. :laugh:
I have been dabbling in building lawn furniture and hoping to sell a few more.Interesting. Any photos?
Sick
I have been dabbling in building lawn furniture and hoping to sell a few more.Interesting. Any photos?
I will post some pics once the winter is over and I can get going again.Sounds good.
I was talking about my own state of mind, and wondering if drained by proxy was a good way to express it.
Maybe collateral drainage suits better. Don't know.
I went drained in the surge of a melting and draining kid. :P
Grumpy and I'm not sure why.
Grumpy and I'm not sure why.
How bad is it?
Should I send you some of my "ugly earthenware meant to throw with"?
Tired.
Very tired!
Exhausted. :zoinks:And drained and dissipated. :M
Better after a week long stomach bug (and a houseful of cranky teenagers also suffering from the damn thing so couldn't even be under the weather in peace while off work sick, sigh). Finally getting some Friday night peace and quiet and nice not to feel queasy. Beer time!
Innovative. :M
* wonders if there is a cemused too * :zoinks:
Probably. :M Sometimes amaze myself, so can only imagine how impressive that must be to others.Innovative. :M
You look great, feeling innovative. :M
Sick. Lungs full of shit.
Excited. Head full of potentialities.
Heartburny and tired and a little itchy around my knee.
Finally sleepy, so I'm off to bed.
(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v249/danny0023/smilies/Evil%20Thought%20and%20Anger%20Management/screaming-smiley.gif)
It's been one of those mornings.
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It's been one of those mornings.
Can we have that smiley, pleaaaaaase.
Will come in handy.
sleepy, finally.
Sorry, there is something wrong with that GIF. I can't make it work.
Its Friday night........ :fiveshots: :beer:
Sorry, there is something wrong with that GIF. I can't make it work.
:roar:
I finessed it :)
: roar :
Sorry, there is something wrong with that GIF. I can't make it work.
:roar:
I finessed it :)
: roar :
Sorry, there is something wrong with that GIF. I can't make it work.
:roar:
I finessed it :)
: roar :
Odd. What did you do?
:roar: :hair: :headexplode:
Maybe I can channel that energy on the rowing machine in an hour. :P
I've been up for an hour, but am trying to get fully awake.
Feeling tired and deflated.
really sick
canadian colds suck. never got this sick from a cold in the states.
I want to go back to bed.
sick and tired
sick and tired
Want a hot water bottle? I'm becoming a pro in making them. :nurse:
Barely awake. I overslept.
Barely awake. I overslept.
You know what you need to do. :coffee: :coffee: :coffee:
Hurried and numb at the same time.
Planning fell to pieces the past few days, but the agenda doesn't change. So, massive backlog, and numb hyke. Not a good combo.
If I want to get all done that I had planned the past two days, I have this night left. Not an option. But tomorrow I have to leave the house for the seasonal stuff. Not looking forward.
:GA:
Disconcerted and out of sorts. Started off a bit hungover and dreading work a little. Work was okay. First quiet then rushed. I managed to get it complete. Then early knock off.
It's 12:45 in the afternoon. On bus heading to do meat shopping for bbqs for Christmas. That will not be fun and will take forever to get home.....but then... Holidays.
So mixed bag.
A bit stressed. Not sure what time I should be going to my sister's tomorrow so I will get there for lunch time. Don't know what I should be bringing by way of food so I am taking a Christmas chocolate mud cake (it has Merry Christmas written on it). I didn't make it, I bought it. Don't know if I will be looked down upon for it. I am not too good at making food.
Plus there's the hugging upon getting there and then again upon leaving. I really wish I could skip that. Then there's my weight issue and how obvious it is that it is noticed.
Fuck, I wish I could just stay in bed.
Hurried and numb at the same time.
Planning fell to pieces the past few days, but the agenda doesn't change. So, massive backlog, and numb hyke. Not a good combo.
If I want to get all done that I had planned the past two days, I have this night left. Not an option. But tomorrow I have to leave the house for the seasonal stuff. Not looking forward.
:GA:
:hug:
Trollish
Trollish
Now is the time to explore that side of your nature. :trollface:
Trollish
Now is the time to explore that side of your nature. :trollface:
Okay >:D
Bladder is full but I'm too busy/lazy to go pee. :autism:
Pretty good! I'm de-hoarding with a vengeance for the new year! :headbang:i'm de-hoarding too.
Tired. :yawn: I drove to Denmark and back yesterday.
Tired. :yawn: I drove to Denmark and back yesterday.
How was Denmark?
More affected than I thought I would be. I'm crying.
More affected than I thought I would be. I'm crying.
More affected than I thought I would be. I'm crying.
*wobbles in :cbc: :tea: with a comforting cuppa*
Dangerously close to the outermost edge of my sanity
Dangerously close to the outermost edge of my sanity
Take a break from the studies. :hug:
When is the exam? :-\
When is the exam? :-\
5 weeks from now
When is the exam? :-\
5 weeks from now
A little dizzy from trying to keep up with CBC. Just recovering from food poisoning and a deep cavity filling so a little out of sorts too. And now I will take a nap....
:(
Afraid, very afraid. A dear friend's daughter (handicapped and the "cousin" of the PR) called me with news that the Doctor's appointment for the daughter is "probably not good news." I'll go over to her house when she calls me that she's home.:hug:
Afraid, very afraid. A dear friend's daughter (handicapped and the "cousin" of the PR) called me with news that the Doctor's appointment for the daughter is "probably not good news." I'll go over to her house when she calls me that she's home.:hug:
Afraid, very afraid. A dear friend's daughter (handicapped and the "cousin" of the PR) called me with news that the Doctor's appointment for the daughter is "probably not good news." I'll go over to her house when she calls me that she's home.
Afraid, very afraid. A dear friend's daughter (handicapped and the "cousin" of the PR) called me with news that the Doctor's appointment for the daughter is "probably not good news." I'll go over to her house when she calls me that she's home.
Afraid, very afraid. A dear friend's daughter (handicapped and the "cousin" of the PR) called me with news that the Doctor's appointment for the daughter is "probably not good news." I'll go over to her house when she calls me that she's home.
I hope it will be all right. :hug:
You can do my laundry if you want to. Ours is free. :zoinks:
You can do my laundry if you want to. Ours is free. :zoinks:
Do you wash your clothes in the freezing cold waters by the side of the fjord? :moomin:
Your working day was about being bored. It is over now. And even in your leisure time you go on with being bored?
You must be a workaholic.
I feel the need for some caffeine! :coffee: I'll go make some now!
Went outside to get some clothes out the washer and to feed the cat. I am barefoot. Feet are cold.
Went outside to get some clothes out the washer and to feed the cat. I am barefoot. Feet are cold.
The washer is outside? Wringer?
If so, I'm jealous.
Would like one on the back porch and some lines stretching out back, even if it wouldn't be usable in the winter months.
Went outside to get some clothes out the washer and to feed the cat. I am barefoot. Feet are cold.
The washer is outside? Wringer?
If so, I'm jealous.
Would like one on the back porch and some lines stretching out back, even if it wouldn't be usable in the winter months.
In a room attached to the garage. Not a wringer (way too expensive. I looked into it a while back.) No dryer, so hanging inside and outside.
Scared, angry, pissed off, irate, murderous, get the idea????????????????????????????????
My back hurts. No idea why; it was like this when I woke up.
My back hurts. No idea why; it was like this when I woke up.
You must have "slept wrong." :oldman:
That's what we old-timers say when something hurts for no apparent reason. :prude:
Tired. Headache. Miserable.
Excited for my three-day weekend. It's gonna be great! :green:
Excited for my three-day weekend. It's gonna be great! :green:
I guess it's Clean, Clean, Clean instead of Party, Party, Party
Impatient. Damn car! Deliver it to me NOW!! :mad:By the time it is delivered the release of two newer models will have happened.
Impatient. Damn car! Deliver it to me NOW!! :mad:By the time it is delivered the release of two newer models will have happened.
It was put on a truck about 1 hour after I posted that :laugh:
The deviant little shites!
Impatient. Damn car! Deliver it to me NOW!! :mad:
Worn out.
I feel almost fifty, which is a little baffling. Where did the time go? :tard:
:P Sneezing, Coughing.
Boy gave me the blight/plague/whatever he brought home from school. Nothing like public education to strengthen the immune system. :thumbdn:
Same. Been intermittently bursting to the bathroom to spew my insides out.
Going to try and pursuade my doc to script me some ondansetron come monday morning when the surgery opens, they gave me some in hospital by mouth, which came right back up amidst a torrential gout of the most unspeakable, noxious chunky spleen slush puppy, of a virulent and lurid greenish shade of khaki, acidic enough to feel like its stripped a layer or two off the surface of my teeth in saying goodbye.
And the shits. Not so bad as the offal-chunk-gushing barf-tsunamis though. Listeria, possibly, given my old man had camembert cheese, a lot of which as been recently recalled due to listeria contamination.
I've been practically drinking gaviscon by the pint, loading up with hyoscine butylbromide and hyoscine/scopolamine transdermal patches, as well as cyclizine, which does give me some relief, but only for a short while. In the hospital, for my hand, when I kept retching up buckets of foam and bile when I got given that ondansetron though....damn, that was incredibly effective and very quick acting. The doc did give me some funny looks and the starts of some sort of questioning, when he was being too slow for my liking, and with a not too comfortable technique either when it comes to giving intramuscular injections. I got fed up of his buggering about, took it from him, shot it and gave him back the empty rig. Within minutes, I'd stopped feeling nauseous, stopped horking chunks and spewing bile foam. Fucking incredible stuff. Its expensive as meds go, and the NHS don't like using it much, but for things like cancer patients chemo sickness, and when other, first line antiemetics either have been used and found not to bring relief, or where they cannot for some reason be used. I can't tolerate antidopaminergics, like domperidone, trifluoroperazine (That was a bad one, a really, really bad one), metaclopramide, promethazine etc.
And I'd already been taking cyclizine as a regular med, for my sedating type antihistamine choice and antinauseant, as well as buscopan, so all that was left really, is ondansetron and other closely related serotonin 3HT3 antagonists. As well as the likes of synthetic or extracted THC products, nabilone, marinol, the cannabinoidergic type pharmaceuticals. But I don't see my being given those, what with people's general prejudice against all things weed and spice.
Not great. :zombiefuck:
Jesus ain't got shit to do with it mate, other than in the sense of his name having been spat out in the form of a stream of vitriolic cursing fit to strip the auditory nerves from the inner ear of old nick himself.
Fuck, I've had about enough of this, I really have. Buggered if I'm not off out now to grab a large pile of something or other thats green and smokeable. Right now, I could give less than a hobo's jizz stain if its natural or synthetic, just as long as I get SOMETHING that will effectively neuter nausea regardless of how bad.
Lets just hope I do not have to open the window while I'm catching the tram in order to blow chunks. That would be both embarrassing, and unpleasant, if my experience of having to puke whilst travelling at speed in a moving car, hanging out the window and facing the wrong way round to avoid a 'blow-back' experience goes.
Got a sodding stomach ache./ Fucking acid reflux. I'll be glad when they get the ultrasound done to see whats causing my GI troubles.
Thanks. I think I'm a bit better this morning.
Worn out.
Worn out.
I danced my arse off. I feel like my body needs traction. I am gonna be in pain later, LOL. I have drunk a heap and sweated a lot of it out. I do not want to play Dad tomorrow afternoon. I am knackered.
More than any of this, I am pleased with myself. I was invited to a party to people I did not know. 1 night warning. I made a great impression and all of the birthday girl's friends are saying that I am cool and trying to match make us.
That will not go anywhere, but it is a nice result.
Worn out.
I danced my arse off. I feel like my body needs traction. I am gonna be in pain later, LOL. I have drunk a heap and sweated a lot of it out. I do not want to play Dad tomorrow afternoon. I am knackered.
More than any of this, I am pleased with myself. I was invited to a party to people I did not know. 1 night warning. I made a great impression and all of the birthday girl's friends are saying that I am cool and trying to match make us.
That will not go anywhere, but it is a nice result.
Girls can dream.
I don't like socialising. There needs to be a purpose, something to do. And it still sometimes fails. I never know what to say.
I don't like socialising. There needs to be a purpose, something to do. And it still sometimes fails. I never know what to say.
That.
I hung out at bars because I loved to shoot pool.
Wish I had a room big enough to stuff a pool table in, I would have one tomorrow.
I don't like socialising. There needs to be a purpose, something to do. And it still sometimes fails. I never know what to say.
That.
I hung out at bars because I loved to shoot pool.
Wish I had a room big enough to stuff a pool table in, I would have one tomorrow.
I'll bet you are a shark at the pool table! :shark: <--- Icequeen
Hungry and frustrated.
Kind of wishing I didn't start posting again. The immaturity of some is...to say the least...headache-inducing, and at its worst...anxiety-inducing. I just thank those that made me smile today.Stick around, Trigger.
Kind of wishing I didn't start posting again. The immaturity of some is...to say the least...headache-inducing, and at its worst...anxiety-inducing. I just thank those that made me smile today.Stick around, Trigger.
Kind of wishing I didn't start posting again. The immaturity of some is...to say the least...headache-inducing, and at its worst...anxiety-inducing. I just thank those that made me smile today.Stick around, Trigger.
Kind of wishing I didn't start posting again. The immaturity of some is...to say the least...headache-inducing, and at its worst...anxiety-inducing. I just thank those that made me smile today.Stick around, Trigger.
Agreed. It's nice having you back. :thumbup:
Conflict resolution isn't the sharpest social skill to be found here
Meh. Just inadvertently stepped into a beehive is all. Conflict resolution isn't the sharpest social skill to be found here, myself included; they'll deal with it in their own way. Don't stress it too much.
Kind of wishing I didn't start posting again. The immaturity of some is...to say the least...headache-inducing, and at its worst...anxiety-inducing. I just thank those that made me smile today.
*boxes jack's ears* Yes it is. Repeat after me, yes it sodding well is:P :D:laugh:
Kind of wishing I didn't start posting again. The immaturity of some is...to say the least...headache-inducing, and at its worst...anxiety-inducing. I just thank those that made me smile today.Stick around, Trigger.
Agreed. It's nice having you back. :thumbup:
A little bummed nobody threw me an anniversary oarty today. Eight years on this place. Oh well.
A little bummed nobody threw me an anniversary oarty today. Eight years on this place. Oh well.
Happy Intensiversary! :orly:
A little bummed nobody threw me an anniversary oarty today. Eight years on this place. Oh well.
Happy Intensiversary! :orly:
And your first post:
Uhhh...I don't really have anything to say at the moment. Finally signed up here since it is supposedly the place with the most internet drama. To those I know, "What's up?" To those I don't, "Piss off until otherwise called upon!"
Hot here too. Home from work sick but not feeling as crappy as I did this morning.
Extremely sore. Body can't physically do so much lifting, carrying, and moving. More to do tomorrow. So tired, but can't sleep due to throbbing right leg and mid-spine. Also got so thirsty, I drank too much water and now my stomach is super bloated and I feel like I am going to throw up. This is why I don't do anything anymore.
Kind of wishing I didn't start posting again. The immaturity of some is...to say the least...headache-inducing, and at its worst...anxiety-inducing. I just thank those that made me smile today.
Life is good. 8)
Life is good. 8)
Life is good. :hug:
Waiting for my caffeine to kick in.
Why not admit to it. It is not admitting anything, it is simply making a statement of fact if it be the case; for there is, and indeed should be, no shame in being depressed. It is simply an unfortunate biochemical state, or/and unfortunate set of circumstances. It is NOT something you are somehow wrong in being, doesn't make you a monster, or somebody to be shunned.
Don't feel ashamed about depression. It may help you to talk about it. And I am fairly sure that at least the people here on I2 are not going to suddenly think any less of you, or see you as somehow a worse person for it. I speak for others, yes, here, but because I honestly believe it to be the case.
Better than I have all week.
Positive. And fucking tired. :yawn:
Annoyed. Car promised in AM today and I called, but the guy was out at lunch and was supposed to call me back when he returned. It has been over an hour since he was supposed to return.
Excited. :)I hope you were just being a dumb Aspie, and failed to read the preceding post before posting, your own shit, odeon? That might be construed as a response, and taken as prof positive of Odeon's sadism. People are watching , ya know? :LOL:
Glad to be home from my hellhole job...where I have given my notice. Stay tuned, I was offered another position in the company, but, the atmosphere there is toxic and I have always been one to give notice, move on and NOT look back!
Glad to be home from my hellhole job...where I have given my notice. Stay tuned, I was offered another position in the company, but, the atmosphere there is toxic and I have always been one to give notice, move on and NOT look back!
Excited. :)I hope you were just being a dumb Aspie, and failed to read the preceding post before posting, your own shit, odeon? That might be construed as a response, and taken as prof positive of Odeon's sadism. People are watching , ya know? :LOL:
Sorry to hear that, Trigger :(
Give in to the hate and join the dark side. We have cookies.
In serious pain and misery. I've badly hurt my foot cant even use crutches, I just tried, to go and get my baccy from the kitchen but i BARELY managed to get my smokes and my mortar and pestle. Fell and hopped about all over the place and almost trashed the lounge. Saw my doc yesterday though last day he works this week and he came out to do a home visit, assess it all and see how it went.
Then came back today, one of his days off, bringing me both antibiotics (erythromycin)= as I'm allergic to penicillins and can't take clarithromycin or clindamycin, as both of those wreck my guts.
Foot hurts something absolutely agonizing. But my doc, nevermind the fact its damn hard even to pre-BOOK an appointment at the surgery never mind fucking a home visit. But my GP (my main one that is the guy I see as kinda assigned DR) has his moments alright, he's a good man, and showed me an awfully generous degree of kindness in his going over and above the call of duty coming to see me at home on his day off. He brought me the antibiotics, amd additionally brought me two boxes full of different morphine formulations and a box of oxy-no paracetamol present to contaminate it.
My doc brought me a box of oxy, and the two morphine formulations enough that it would usually last me a week, but he told me that it's not going to mean I get less in my regular prescription, and just said make sure it lasts me long enough to cover tomorrow and the next day. He was in no way unsubtle about the idea being to get me absolutely hammered and keep me in said state and pain free or at least minimal for the time it takes for the antibiotics to drive out the portion of my hurt foot thats become infected
OK. Tired, with a fried brain.
Positive. And fucking tired. :yawn:
Sad.
Sad.
OK. Tired, with a fried brain.
With chips on the side?
I'm sleepy, and avoiding bed.
Not smart. :P
I'm sleepy, and avoiding bed.
Not smart. :P
I suspect that we all do that sometimes.
That's why this place can be bad for your health
Ummm :Pondering: apart from the obvious reasons that is. :D
(Dammit, my attempt at grabbing the pondering smiley failed yet again! Last time, I noticed that I'd put a lower-case "p" where there ought to a capital . Obviously, I also missed some other vital little piece of syntax. Aaaargh)
I'm sleepy, and avoiding bed.
Not smart. :P
I suspect that we all do that sometimes.
That's why this place can be bad for your health
Ummm :Pondering: apart from the obvious reasons that is. :D
(Dammit, my attempt at grabbing the pondering smiley failed yet again! Last time, I noticed that I'd put a lower-case "p" where there ought to a capital . Obviously, I also missed some other vital little piece of syntax. Aaaargh)
The :apondering: smiley is : apondering : without the spaces. :)
It's available among the smileys that pop up when you go to post a reply. :apondering:
Sad.
Why sad? :(
Just when I think my disgust with humanity can't get any lower....it plummets thru the basement floor! ::)
Just when I think my disgust with humanity can't get any lower....it plummets thru the basement floor! ::)
:(
..which i'm taking to mean you're still going through some serious RL shit?
Well, unless "humanity" means we spazzes round here, keep us posted, hmm? some us care muchly, ya know? (though we mostly express it in silly ways, ofc)
*hugs*
-Walkie
Sweaty, stinky,
Sweaty, stinky,
:eyebrows:
Anxious
Anxious
Me too :-\
Anxious
Me too :-\
I'm going to join you, Trigger and Odeon on this one. It's relatively mild, but it is there.
Weepy, scared, lost
Weepy, scared, lost
Weepy, scared, lost
Weepy, scared, lost
:grouphug:
*hugs* whats wrong, QV? is PA ok? and fuck me, nothings happened to the PR has it? shes ok isn't she??
*worried now*
Weepy, scared, lost
Had oatmeal and peanut butter for b'fast at 7. Was hungry for lunch, so I fixed it and started eating, then realized it's only 10:30. Going to be a looooooooooooooong day.
Calmer and hopefully a bit wiser.
Not looking forward to a couple of visits in the next 2 days, but one is VERY necessary. PA's niece is coming on Saturday for a bit. Since she and her children are the optimal (and just about only) possibilities for taking care of The PR, I need to tear down some fences and build a closer relationship with her.
She is not only The PR's cousin, but her godmother.
Had oatmeal and peanut butter for b'fast at 7. Was hungry for lunch, so I fixed it and started eating, then realized it's only 10:30. Going to be a looooooooooooooong day.
Now I have a craving for peanut butter. Not had it in ages but used to love it on toast.
Had oatmeal and peanut butter for b'fast at 7. Was hungry for lunch, so I fixed it and started eating, then realized it's only 10:30. Going to be a looooooooooooooong day.
Now I have a craving for peanut butter. Not had it in ages but used to love it on toast.
Peanut butter on toast with honey and a cup of good coffee for the win.
Had oatmeal and peanut butter for b'fast at 7. Was hungry for lunch, so I fixed it and started eating, then realized it's only 10:30. Going to be a looooooooooooooong day.
Now I have a craving for peanut butter. Not had it in ages but used to love it on toast.
Peanut butter on toast with honey and a cup of good coffee for the win.
That.
Gotta have honey.
Tired.
Finally silence here, it was a long day.
Calmer and hopefully a bit wiser.
Not looking forward to a couple of visits in the next 2 days, but one is VERY necessary. PA's niece is coming on Saturday for a bit. Since she and her children are the optimal (and just about only) possibilities for taking care of The PR, I need to tear down some fences and build a closer relationship with her.
She is not only The PR's cousin, but her godmother.
Calmer and hopefully a bit wiser.
Not looking forward to a couple of visits in the next 2 days, but one is VERY necessary. PA's niece is coming on Saturday for a bit. Since she and her children are the optimal (and just about only) possibilities for taking care of The PR, I need to tear down some fences and build a closer relationship with her.
She is not only The PR's cousin, but her godmother.
I hope the visit goes as well as can be expected. :hug:
Had oatmeal and peanut butter for b'fast at 7. Was hungry for lunch, so I fixed it and started eating, then realized it's only 10:30. Going to be a looooooooooooooong day.
Now I have a craving for peanut butter. Not had it in ages but used to love it on toast.
Peanut butter on toast with honey and a cup of good coffee for the win.
That.
Gotta have honey.
Tired.
Finally silence here, it was a long day.
As a child a particular treat was to eat honey on Saltine crackers and drink evaporated milk from the can. Unimaginable now.
Sleepy, but unable to sleep:hug:
No, they were things I needed to do about PA's death. My sister is coming in on Tuesday night. Between she and my g'friend I'm sure everything will be thought out. Besides, if I thought of it once, I can think of it again.
Better, thanks to this song. It takes me away to a
peaceful place far away from the bullshit at my job. 8)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RQOaLP-qPmk
Getting urge to do emotional eating.
Feeling good because I'm accomplishing housecleaning and houseclearing stuff.
Enjoying the silence of the TV. Planning on cooking fava beans.
Getting urge to do emotional eating.
Feeling good because I'm accomplishing housecleaning and houseclearing stuff.
Enjoying the silence of the TV. Planning on cooking fava beans.
Maybe some liver and a nice Chianti to go with your fava beans? :evillaugh:
House clearing stuff scares me. Are we just talking about clearing clutter or is there more to this?
We have a layer or two of "living clutter" that is moved on a daily basis. None of it we could do without, without some serious repercussions.
I can not offer a solution to the urge, but maybe some favorite decadent, expensive, rarely eaten or afforded fruit to tank out on?
A bit anxious. I need to do something about it.
A bit anxious. I need to do something about it.
Me too. Fucking OCD! :grrr: But I have an appointment this week to discuss things.
Meltdowny.
Adrift.
Adrift.
have i missed something?
:hug: anyway
Meltdowny.
Aww damn. Melting down at the final hurdle, is it? Or are have you pased the final hurdle now, and you're melting down on the way back home?
Either way, you deserve a medal.
:hug:
-Walkie
Pretty good, mostly, but I have aggravated an old injury and that part hurts a lot.
:violin:
I feel guardedly hopeful that, with a major obstacle pushed aside, I might get out of my own way. :apondering:I know that feeling!
cold, headachy, exhausted, sleeping way, way too much
had TN all over my face until I suddenly recalled that I can fix that by wrapping my face up in a scarf.
It's lucky that I rarely go out, I suppose, cos someday, somebody's gonna take me for a Muslim, and give me a taste of this "race-hate" that we read so much about ( it's not exactly race ofc. we have Muslims of every race-excluding chinese and japanese- in this city. You can't tell Muslims aprat from everybody else, except by dress. But the hate is real enough, in some individuals)
Sad about all the shit in the world.
cold, headachy, exhausted, sleeping way, way too much
had TN all over my face until I suddenly recalled that I can fix that by wrapping my face up in a scarf.
It's lucky that I rarely go out, I suppose, cos someday, somebody's gonna take me for a Muslim, and give me a taste of this "race-hate" that we read so much about ( it's not exactly race ofc. we have Muslims of every race-excluding chinese and japanese- in this city. You can't tell Muslims aprat from everybody else, except by dress. But the hate is real enough, in some individuals)
Sad about all the shit in the world.
Randomly scatterbrained alternated with bright moments. And that for the second day in a row. Both days days off. Such a waste of free time. :PI dunno, sounds kinda fun to me.
Randomly scatterbrained alternated with bright moments. And that for the second day in a row. Both days days off. Such a waste of free time. :PI dunno, sounds kinda fun to me.
But then i'm weird.
Randomly scatterbrained alternated with bright moments. And that for the second day in a row. Both days days off. Such a waste of free time. :PI dunno, sounds kinda fun to me.
But then i'm weird.
Occasional sensations in jaw and teeth and other parts of the triplet nerve area too. Want some? :P
No pain, just telling me it is still there.
Yush! thought it'd be that one. The Trigeminal nerve.yep it's 3rd one Atypical TN.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Trigeminal_nerve
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Trigeminal_neuralgia
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Atypical_trigeminal_neuralgia
I feel guardedly hopeful that, with a major obstacle pushed aside, I might get out of my own way. :apondering:
Pretty good, mostly, but I have aggravated an old injury and that part hurts a lot.
:violin:
I'll get Lady Weeble to rub where it hurts.
Yush! thought it'd be that one. The Trigeminal nerve.yep it's 3rd one Atypical TN.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Trigeminal_nerve
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Trigeminal_neuralgia
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Atypical_trigeminal_neuralgia
I thought Hyke was just being creative with langauage.
I've been arguing for years that my teeth were decaying or coming up with abscesses, one by one, following protracted episodes of acute TN in the given tooth; and I was always told that "There is no known link beween TN and tooth decay" grrr. Well, there wouldn't be, would there, if they say that to every patient who tells them there is a link?
I finally found a dentist who believed me, but since i'd gone to this one to get what was left of my teeth extracted, it's a moot point, really. I did loads of research in my efforts to explain it and finally came up with: dead nerve tissue can cause abscesses/decay, if not surgically removed. So, the TN in the teeth was caused by the dental nerve dying, I guess. Slightly worrying, now I get that pain everywhere else in my face and head.
My episodes of TMJ are normally related to stress.
Not the same, but really sucks...I feel for both of you.
:hug:
My episodes of TMJ are normally related to stress.
Not the same, but really sucks...I feel for both of you.
:hug:
It's the same cranial nerve that gets triggered. Not that different. Does come in different gradations, from mild to excruciating too, doesn't it?
@ Walkie,
I was lucky, when I had my first full blown attack of TN. It was the complete works. All pains imaginable happening along the lines of the nerve on the left side of my face. Clearly stopping at the middle of the face. From intense burning sensations to stabbing to abrasion pain. I went to see my GP. He checked only a few things, and within two minutes I was outside, with a referral to a physiotherapist who knew what to do and who knew what TN was. No need to explain a thing. She could explain me. I had to explain to my dentist what TN was though.
The physiotherapist told me that in the past there had been electromasks, 'euro shaped' to put on the face of people suffering from TN, to electronically fry the nerve. Somewhere she had one of those, as an antique gadget. :lol1:
I'll keep that about MS in mind, in case weird things start to happen. At the moment I cannot be arsed to get that ruled out or investigated. Life is hectic enough without.
I've had weird spasms, stumbling, double vision etc., when some other cranial nerves got jammed after a fall (and concussion). Getting those cranial nerves freed again made a massive difference. So, despite having experienced weird things, I don't think I have to worry about MS at the moment.
My episodes of TMJ are normally related to stress.feel for you too :hug:
Not the same, but really sucks...I feel for both of you.
:hug:
I have that, too. No fun.TMJ or TN?
I have that, too. No fun.TMJ or TN?
I've an idea you mentioned TN in the past , which would be interesting, given that TN is supposed to rare, and I've never yet met another RL sufferer.
Have we stumbled upon another of those things that are much more common in the Aspie population?
Yep, i already ran every Google seach i could think of , long ago. No known link. But what do those freakin' arrogant NT doctors know, huh? Not much, as they repeatedly demonstrate.
:hug:
-Walkie
I have that, too. No fun.TMJ or TN?
Mixed...24 years ago was the rift that my bio family caused with me and my REAL family. 2 and a half years ago that my bio-niece threw me under the bus when I made the most difficult, yet, easy decision of my life.. As it did not fit in her own delusional view of "family". Mary Alexander lives a few miles from me.....yet, my wife supports me and Mary Alexander has thrown my daughter under the bus for some unrealistic and stupid vision of reality. Her loss and my she and my remaining bio family can go to hell. They refuse to talk directly to me, they talk under, over and around me. I may be weird, difficult or whatever, talk TO me and you or they may be surprised. Otherwise, go fuck yourself! :finger:
Yes, it's RAGE IN THE CAGE! Anniversary's are so much fun! :P
Mixed...24 years ago was the rift that my bio family caused with me and my REAL family. 2 and a half years ago that my bio-niece threw me under the bus when I made the most difficult, yet, easy decision of my life.. As it did not fit in her own delusional view of "family". Mary Alexander lives a few miles from me.....yet, my wife supports me and Mary Alexander has thrown my daughter under the bus for some unrealistic and stupid vision of reality. Her loss and she and my remaining bio family can go to hell. They refuse to talk directly to me, they talk under, over and around me. I may be weird, difficult or whatever, talk TO me and you or they may be surprised. Otherwise, go fuck yourself! :finger:
Yes, it's RAGE IN THE CAGE! Anniversary's are so much fun! :P
Hey :) At least you know who you are, Ozy. Stay strong.
I used to think that my friends counted more than my family, because they and I chose each other; wheras my family basically lamented that strork had come to the wrong address.
I'd still be thinking that today, except my family somehow mellowed down the years and have come to delight in being a bunch of incurable oddballs with myself as prize specimen .
Seems they followed my lead eventually, and clean gave up that stupid dream of someday being "normal" .
Life never ceases to surprise me. Sometimes it even surprises me in a pleasant sort of way.
Hope it does the same for you, and even if doesn't, your self-made family sound great :)
Frustrated. And not unpissed off.
I want my chemicals damnation take it, I want my f*****g stuff, where the blazing perdition IS. MY. SHIPMENT. I paid for it. I want it and I want it last week.
Blurry vision all morning making it hard to work.
What do you mean by 'soothing music'.
I don't know quite what you mean by upwind of. But yes I do. Well not so much death metal (like slipknot) but bands like mudvayne, and doom metal, industrial metal and doomy stuff.
I was just hoping you'd not have me be subjected to the likes of 'soothing' classical music. People have tried that before in meatspace, or R&B, and I just couldn't BEAR it, I have to leave the room if that stuff has to be played by others at any gathering I've been in. Its like someone first giving my brain and spinal cord a covering of skin, in order to lightly rub wool over it, and rub the coarse grain of wooden ice lolly sticks and the wooden spoons used for baking over my mental fingernails. And I NEED to go rock back and forth, or stand and spin and twirl in place, and hand-flap as though tomorrow I become an amputee at the wrists, with neither hands to flap nor fingers to flick and click. For that kind of music, and soft rock'n'roll, I must have some good doom, to soothe my fraying nervous system.
After a toxic exposure of that nature, harsh industrial metal, and even better, doom, as well as some, but not all death metal (I especially like a band called 'Kittie'), its like balm to the burns inflicted by such a nasty corrosive exposure..
Irritated, tired.
Not sure. Tired; fuzzy round the edges thanks to a heavy head cold and three bottles of Batemans Mocha Beer; cautiously optimistic; a bit overwhelmed. All at once. Much happening at the moment, some good,some currently stressful. I should really try to sleep since I have to be up for work in five hours. :GA:Does beer help a cold?
Only in the sense of relaxation and fighting thirst.Alcohol actually lowers body temperature, despite what it feels like at first. ;)
I'd reccomend more in the way of a spirit, in small measures before bed, or if one is feeling shivery and miserable, to warm one's cockles. *not one's cock however, dipping that in spirit is probably not a good idea:P)
Pissed off. We (son and I , since he's pretty much resident ATM )are expecting a house guest to arrive roundabout midnight tonight (in just over 12 hours) , and our efforts to clean, tidy etc have been stymied by recurring disaster, beginning with Walkie being far too ill for far too long , such that my part of the house got progressively worse until a few days back. We were getting there slowly, but day before yeasteday, we lost power in every damned electrical socket at a time when my rental agency was closed. To make things more difficult, both mobiles were running out of charge, and we no longer have a landline. So calling them at all presented another fun diversion. What's more I was just about to confirm my online grocery order (to be deliverered following day) when this happened. I shan't bore you with the details of how I more-or-less resolved this, eventually.
Yesterday, the antiquated bank of electical sockets which had caused the problem was replaced by an electrician. However, my washing machine is now dead (presumably due to power surge). Found that out last night when I walked in to find son kneeling by the bath . "Oh!. you're cleaning the bath! " I exclaimed, very pleasantly surprised (having long-ago got bored silly with ineffectually reminding him that's supposed to be his job). No he wasn't, was he? He was trying to work through his huge backlog of laundry.Meantime, we have almost run out of clean towels. i suspect that the towels are nearly all in son's room, at bottom of the heap of aforementioned backlog.
Don't expect many posts from me today :(
Not sure. Tired; fuzzy round the edges thanks to a heavy head cold and three bottles of Batemans Mocha Beer; cautiously optimistic; a bit overwhelmed. All at once. Much happening at the moment, some good,some currently stressful. I should really try to sleep since I have to be up for work in five hours. :GA:Does beer help a cold?
Actually looked it up, and read an article that say hops have a chemical called humulone which can help the body fight viruses, but a person would have to drink about thirty beers to get enough of the chemical. :laugh: Though there's also a lot of articles which suggest a small amount of alcohol of most any type for exactly what you said, getting a decent rest.Not sure. Tired; fuzzy round the edges thanks to a heavy head cold and three bottles of Batemans Mocha Beer; cautiously optimistic; a bit overwhelmed. All at once. Much happening at the moment, some good,some currently stressful. I should really try to sleep since I have to be up for work in five hours. :GA:Does beer help a cold?
A few dark strong ones does help me if I'm full of cold, both by numbing the passages a bit to reduce the coughing and discomfort and allowing me to sleep for a bit. Felt a fair bit better this morning as I was able to nod off upright in my chair so all the shit hadn't settled on my chest.
I'm sorry to hear that, Walkie. What a pain in the ass! :thumbdn:
I feel pretty good at the moment. Going to work soon with my friends. We'll kick ass! :pirate:
Better.
Actually stumbled upon someone's blog post that totally made my day. 8)
Just someone's childhood memories from about 40 some years ago.
(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v249/danny0023/evenmore%203_zps1xdbb3k2.jpeg)
She is the kid on the right...the brat playing on the mechanic's creeper on the left is me.
Better.
Actually stumbled upon someone's blog post that totally made my day. 8)
Just someone's childhood memories from about 40 some years ago.
(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v249/danny0023/evenmore%203_zps1xdbb3k2.jpeg)
She is the kid on the right...the brat playing on the mechanic's creeper on the left is me.
You were/are a cute brat. :)
It's a jack.
It's a jack.Takes one to know one, hmm? :D
It's a jack.
Pain. What else is new? So tired of this.
Pain. What else is new? So tired of this.
Any pain management specialists/clinics near you? :(
Clean, just got out of the shower.
Clean, just got out of the shower.
Can you provide photos to corroborate this alibi?
Clean, just got out of the shower.
Can you provide photos to corroborate this alibi?
I would be happy to provide you with photos of my wet bathroom, except that the water has already evaporated and with it, the proof.
Clean, just got out of the shower.
Can you provide photos to corroborate this alibi?
I would be happy to provide you with photos of my wet bathroom, except that the water has already evaporated and with it, the proof.
Then I'll have to keep you in my file cabinet as a person of interest.
Sad. Depressed. Anxious. Pain. Not a good time for me, but gotta keep pushing forward.
Sore throat.hope you feel better soon
Sore throat.hope you feel better soon
I cannot even set to type what I am feeling right now. To say I am...no...just...I am MILES beyond berserkirgang now. I am struggling to contain my rage. It isn't being set upon anybody or thing that has not been the cause of my raging, searing livid black fucking fury and luckily for them I am going to have to go the legal route to take it out on them. Only, mind you because they are too far away. If that was not the case I would seriously, now, or in ten years FUCKING time, burn their house down with their god damned family tied the fuck up in it, the way I am feeling. Not for public consumption where just anyone could read it. Elsewhere, you'll hear about it..
I cannot even set to type what I am feeling right now. To say I am...no...just...I am MILES beyond berserkirgang now. I am struggling to contain my rage. It isn't being set upon anybody or thing that has not been the cause of my raging, searing livid black fucking fury and luckily for them I am going to have to go the legal route to take it out on them. Only, mind you because they are too far away. If that was not the case I would seriously, now, or in ten years FUCKING time, burn their house down with their god damned family tied the fuck up in it, the way I am feeling. Not for public consumption where just anyone could read it. Elsewhere, you'll hear about it..
Take a ton of deep breaths. Passion is admirable, but sometimes a restrained silence or calm is a better reaction. (I really have no idea what I'm saying, so feel free to ignore my years of experience.)
wide awakeHi, skyblue1.
Hi Jackwide awakeHi, skyblue1.
If he did, he would know better than to leave tracks and get caught by a bunch of lousy NT's.
Oh wait, that wasn't the kind of reassurance you're looking for, was it? :zoinks:
My joints hurt.
My joints hurt.
Maybe you're rolling them wrong. :zoinks:
Sore and headachey.
My joints hurt.
Maybe you're rolling them wrong. :zoinks:
Aching joints.
Just had a simple, but very nice mid afternoon snack.
Can of rice pudding, that had been in the fridge for ages to get it nice and cold (I don't cook it..hot rice pudding..BLASPHEMER! BLASPHEMER!
Just..no, its meant to be cold!. Got a can out of the fridge and mixed it up with 3--4 chopped up bananas, in big chunks. Was tasty.
My joints hurt.
Maybe you're rolling them wrong. :zoinks:
Lonely and sore
My joints hurt.
Maybe you're rolling them wrong. :zoinks:
Nobody likes a smartass. :spank:
Coffee, taking The PR to the Center, a nice pep talk, and some oatmeal. In 3 or 4 days I should feel human.
Discouraged by my technical deficiencies as an artist, but determined to improve! :pirate:
Discouraged by my technical deficiencies as an artist, but determined to improve! :pirate:
You must be BRAVE! :viking:
Stressed after son wanted to talk to me about how stressed he is. :GA:
Discouraged by my technical deficiencies as an artist, but determined to improve! :pirate:
You must be BRAVE! :viking:
I must deploy aspie perseverance! :chores:
Discouraged by my technical deficiencies as an artist, but determined to improve! :pirate:
You must be BRAVE! :viking:
I must deploy aspie perseverance! :chores:
Discouraged by my technical deficiencies as an artist, but determined to improve! :pirate:
You must be BRAVE! :viking:
I must deploy aspie perseverance! :chores:
10,000 hours and you'll get there.
Stressed after son wanted to talk to me about how stressed he is. :GA:
Awwwwwwww.
Am now picturing the Odeon family in Sweden keeping themselves warm in a stressed way.
:GA: :GA: :GA: :GA:
Discouraged by my technical deficiencies as an artist, but determined to improve! :pirate:
You must be BRAVE! :viking:
I must deploy aspie perseverance! :chores:
10,000 hours and you'll get there.
I've heard that figure before. There must be a shortcut. >:D
Stressed after son wanted to talk to me about how stressed he is. :GA:
Awwwwwwww.
Am now picturing the Odeon family in Sweden keeping themselves warm in a stressed way.
:GA: :GA: :GA: :GA:
He is worried about an English course he is taking, but for the life of me I can't understand why he always chooses to have these talks after 11 PM.
Discouraged by my technical deficiencies as an artist, but determined to improve! :pirate:
You must be BRAVE! :viking:
I must deploy aspie perseverance! :chores:
Combined with an aspie eye for details.
Discouraged by my technical deficiencies as an artist, but determined to improve! :pirate:
You must be BRAVE! :viking:
I must deploy aspie perseverance! :chores:
Combined with an aspie eye for details.
I had a go at that for a while (a few years, in fact). A friend of mine (who was a professional artist) gave me some really good advice: work exclusively in monochrome at first, so as to focus on the patterns of light and shade, then bring in the colour once you've masterered that (or as near as you can be arsed).
Apart from that, getting your work looked over by a trained artist , on occasion is really, really, really helpful. That saves endless agony trying to work out where you're going wrong for yourself.
Stressed after son wanted to talk to me about how stressed he is. :GA:
Awwwwwwww.
Am now picturing the Odeon family in Sweden keeping themselves warm in a stressed way.
:GA: :GA: :GA: :GA:
He is worried about an English course he is taking, but for the life of me I can't understand why he always chooses to have these talks after 11 PM.
When I am alert enough, I refuse to go in to that kind of talks after 10 pm. Or 9 pm with the youngest.
What kind of course is he taking?
Stressed after son wanted to talk to me about how stressed he is. :GA:
Awwwwwwww.
Am now picturing the Odeon family in Sweden keeping themselves warm in a stressed way.
:GA: :GA: :GA: :GA:
He is worried about an English course he is taking, but for the life of me I can't understand why he always chooses to have these talks after 11 PM.
When I am alert enough, I refuse to go in to that kind of talks after 10 pm. Or 9 pm with the youngest.
What kind of course is he taking?
Some pre-uni thing. He's going to be fine, he is good at it and good at expressing himself in writing. But he is worried about schedules and self-organisation and all the administrative stuff.
This is supposed to be my time, dammit. :GA:
Discouraged by my technical deficiencies as an artist, but determined to improve! :pirate:
You must be BRAVE! :viking:
I must deploy aspie perseverance! :chores:
Combined with an aspie eye for details.
I had a go at that for a while (a few years, in fact). A friend of mine (who was a professional artist) gave me some really good advice: work exclusively in monochrome at first, so as to focus on the patterns of light and shade, then bring in the colour once you've masterered that (or as near as you can be arsed).
Apart from that, getting your work looked over by a trained artist , on occasion is really, really, really helpful. That saves endless agony trying to work out where you're going wrong for yourself.
Stressed after son wanted to talk to me about how stressed he is. :GA:
Awwwwwwww.
Am now picturing the Odeon family in Sweden keeping themselves warm in a stressed way.
:GA: :GA: :GA: :GA:
He is worried about an English course he is taking, but for the life of me I can't understand why he always chooses to have these talks after 11 PM.
When I am alert enough, I refuse to go in to that kind of talks after 10 pm. Or 9 pm with the youngest.
What kind of course is he taking?
Some pre-uni thing. He's going to be fine, he is good at it and good at expressing himself in writing. But he is worried about schedules and self-organisation and all the administrative stuff.
This is supposed to be my time, dammit. :GA:
By the time he gets his certificate, he will not remember how he stressed you out with his stress. And you can tell him not to bother you again after 9 pm with stuff like that.
Stressed after son wanted to talk to me about how stressed he is. :GA:
Awwwwwwww.
Am now picturing the Odeon family in Sweden keeping themselves warm in a stressed way.
:GA: :GA: :GA: :GA:
He is worried about an English course he is taking, but for the life of me I can't understand why he always chooses to have these talks after 11 PM.
When I am alert enough, I refuse to go in to that kind of talks after 10 pm. Or 9 pm with the youngest.
What kind of course is he taking?
Some pre-uni thing. He's going to be fine, he is good at it and good at expressing himself in writing. But he is worried about schedules and self-organisation and all the administrative stuff.
This is supposed to be my time, dammit. :GA:
By the time he gets his certificate, he will not remember how he stressed you out with his stress. And you can tell him not to bother you again after 9 pm with stuff like that.
There's always going to be something new to worry about. :( After 11PM, of course.
Discouraged by my technical deficiencies as an artist, but determined to improve! :pirate:
You must be BRAVE! :viking:
I must deploy aspie perseverance! :chores:
Combined with an aspie eye for details.
I had a go at that for a while (a few years, in fact). A friend of mine (who was a professional artist) gave me some really good advice: work exclusively in monochrome at first, so as to focus on the patterns of light and shade, then bring in the colour once you've masterered that (or as near as you can be arsed).
Apart from that, getting your work looked over by a trained artist , on occasion is really, really, really helpful. That saves endless agony trying to work out where you're going wrong for yourself.
Discouraged by my technical deficiencies as an artist, but determined to improve! :pirate:
You must be BRAVE! :viking:
I must deploy aspie perseverance! :chores:
Combined with an aspie eye for details.
I had a go at that for a while (a few years, in fact). A friend of mine (who was a professional artist) gave me some really good advice: work exclusively in monochrome at first, so as to focus on the patterns of light and shade, then bring in the colour once you've masterered that (or as near as you can be arsed).
Apart from that, getting your work looked over by a trained artist , on occasion is really, really, really helpful. That saves endless agony trying to work out where you're going wrong for yourself.
That sort of depends. I prefer pencil but that's because I don't have the patience for anything else, but some people seem to have a natural talent for colour and so you could learn about proportions and light in colour just as easily as in black and white.
But for people without a obvious choice in that department, I'd say the advice is sound. I'd also add that it is a good idea to learn about the technicalities as early as possible, from anatomy to perspective and so on.
Stressed after son wanted to talk to me about how stressed he is. :GA:
Awwwwwwww.
Am now picturing the Odeon family in Sweden keeping themselves warm in a stressed way.
:GA: :GA: :GA: :GA:
He is worried about an English course he is taking, but for the life of me I can't understand why he always chooses to have these talks after 11 PM.
When I am alert enough, I refuse to go in to that kind of talks after 10 pm. Or 9 pm with the youngest.
What kind of course is he taking?
Some pre-uni thing. He's going to be fine, he is good at it and good at expressing himself in writing. But he is worried about schedules and self-organisation and all the administrative stuff.
This is supposed to be my time, dammit. :GA:
By the time he gets his certificate, he will not remember how he stressed you out with his stress. And you can tell him not to bother you again after 9 pm with stuff like that.
There's always going to be something new to worry about. :( After 11PM, of course.
Only life-threatening things like fire and armed burglary are acceptable as an excuse after 10 pm in this household. (Doesn't always work, but it does most of the times, that rule). Oh, and having fun when sharing a beer is also a great excuse for spending time together and pondering on the great things in life after 11 pm.
Tell him you are even more dangerous than all his problems after 10pmStressed after son wanted to talk to me about how stressed he is. :GA:
Awwwwwwww.
Am now picturing the Odeon family in Sweden keeping themselves warm in a stressed way.
:GA: :GA: :GA: :GA:
He is worried about an English course he is taking, but for the life of me I can't understand why he always chooses to have these talks after 11 PM.
When I am alert enough, I refuse to go in to that kind of talks after 10 pm. Or 9 pm with the youngest.
What kind of course is he taking?
Some pre-uni thing. He's going to be fine, he is good at it and good at expressing himself in writing. But he is worried about schedules and self-organisation and all the administrative stuff.
This is supposed to be my time, dammit. :GA:
By the time he gets his certificate, he will not remember how he stressed you out with his stress. And you can tell him not to bother you again after 9 pm with stuff like that.
There's always going to be something new to worry about. :( After 11PM, of course.
Only life-threatening things like fire and armed burglary are acceptable as an excuse after 10 pm in this household. (Doesn't always work, but it does most of the times, that rule). Oh, and having fun when sharing a beer is also a great excuse for spending time together and pondering on the great things in life after 11 pm.
Everything is life-threatening when my kid is in the mood. :(
Better now, because of this great music. 8)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9iteRKvRKFA
Better now, because of this great music. 8)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9iteRKvRKFA
I have that movie on DVD
Better now, because of this great music. 8)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9iteRKvRKFA
I have that movie on DVD
I have never seen the movie, but if it's anything like the music, it must be great! :thumbup:
^You have a basement. Do you have an attic as well?
I would like a basement. Or even just a spare room, really.
sleepy
After 3 to 4 hours sleep, an early (9 am) appointment and another one in less than 1 hour, I'm zonked. The PR has a cold and has been home for the past 3 days. SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPPPPPPPPP.
After 3 to 4 hours sleep, an early (9 am) appointment and another one in less than 1 hour, I'm zonked. The PR has a cold and has been home for the past 3 days. SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPPPPPPPPP.
:grouphug:
Hope it is sorted soon.
Happy.
Will it help the happiness quotient if I come over and build lego with you?
PR has acold ? awwww :( I'd stil snog her though
tired
It's all about selective dependencies. :Phuh? my illness? this thread? this board? ...ahh, hang on, that some sort of computing jargon isn't , and you'r speaking with reference to my last para. That begins to make some sort of sense, now.
i've probably had a near-constant presence here, accoding to the "active" list, cos i think it's about 3 days since ui last suceeeded in actually shutting down my PC before going to bed, and good old I2 has a habit of seizing on sleeping members and sucking them back in, so it seemsHave never noticed that happening with you. When showing as online, you're always posting and/or actively moving around.
tired
Good to see you
Interesting to know. I've just been assuming I'm the same as Pyraxis, there.i've probably had a near-constant presence here, accoding to the "active" list, cos i think it's about 3 days since ui last suceeeded in actually shutting down my PC before going to bed, and good old I2 has a habit of seizing on sleeping members and sucking them back in, so it seemsHave never noticed that happening with you. When showing as online, you're always posting and/or actively moving around.
:hug: Walkie.
Stay away from those sweets, you know they make the pain worse (easier said than done...and need to follow my own advice some days).
If I were closer I would send soup. ;)
Interesting to know. I've just been assuming I'm the same as Pyraxis, there.i've probably had a near-constant presence here, accoding to the "active" list, cos i think it's about 3 days since ui last suceeeded in actually shutting down my PC before going to bed, and good old I2 has a habit of seizing on sleeping members and sucking them back in, so it seemsHave never noticed that happening with you. When showing as online, you're always posting and/or actively moving around.
Hang, on, hang on. So the system loves Pyraxis but not me? Huh. :grrr:
Interesting to know. I've just been assuming I'm the same as Pyraxis, there.i've probably had a near-constant presence here, accoding to the "active" list, cos i think it's about 3 days since ui last suceeeded in actually shutting down my PC before going to bed, and good old I2 has a habit of seizing on sleeping members and sucking them back in, so it seemsHave never noticed that happening with you. When showing as online, you're always posting and/or actively moving around.
Hang, on, hang on. So the system loves Pyraxis but not me? Huh. :grrr:
Wait, what? There's a system that loves me?
Where's your love, or where's your system? :zoinks:um, is that a poem, a riposte, a nosey enquiry, or a plea for clarification?
My head's all over the place about Dox. :'( I think he doesn't like me at all.
I was trying not to cry in front of my friend today when he told me his odd beating heart was getting worse. I hugged him a few times. :'(
Buzzed, waiting for Carla to come home to a hot supper and strong shot of rye whiskey. After a long hard day of work!
Nowhere near asleep enough considering I have to get up for work in 3 hours.
Nowhere near asleep enough considering I have to get up for work in 3 hours.
It's almost 6 a.m. here, I've been awake since 2:30 a.m., I'm going to work at 9! :laugh:
Buzzed, waiting for Carla to come home to a hot supper and strong shot of rye whiskey. After a long hard day of work!
A hot supper sounds very nice. :puppy:
Buzzed, waiting for Carla to come home to a hot supper and strong shot of rye whiskey. After a long hard day of work!
A hot supper sounds very nice. :puppy:
Hot oven baked turkey pita pockets with diced tomato and a sauce made from sour cream, mayo, sharp cheddar cheese and a liberal dose of chive. They are tasty, healthy and easy to make and flexible to whatever ingredients the cook wants to add to them.
Miserable like I have the weight of the world on my shoulders.
Get em' CBC. :thumbup:
Have a stomach bug of some description, AND I have a cold.
Very tired...not much sleep last night from the colonoscopy prep. :yawn:
Very tired...not much sleep last night from the colonoscopy prep. :yawn:
I hope they keep you comfortable and get it done with minimal fuss! :crossed:
Very tired...not much sleep last night from the colonoscopy prep. :yawn:
I hope they keep you comfortable and get it done with minimal fuss! :crossed:
It was done this morning about 7 am. And it was done in an outpatient surgical clinic. No hospital maze to wander thru or layers of staff to get thru. Minimal fuss, they injected the prophanol into the IV line and I was out like a light. Came home ate a nice bagel with some butter and went to bed for 3 hours. Probably got one to barely two hours of sleep last night. Had to take my last dosage of miralax at 1:30 am and it's hard to sleep when your worried about "accidents" or your pouring out liquid like Niagra Falls every ten minutes. :zombiefuck:
Very tired...not much sleep last night from the colonoscopy prep. :yawn:
I hope they keep you comfortable and get it done with minimal fuss! :crossed:
It was done this morning about 7 am. And it was done in an outpatient surgical clinic. No hospital maze to wander thru or layers of staff to get thru. Minimal fuss, they injected the prophanol into the IV line and I was out like a light. Came home ate a nice bagel with some butter and went to bed for 3 hours. Probably got one to barely two hours of sleep last night. Had to take my last dosage of miralax at 1:30 am and it's hard to sleep when your worried about "accidents" or your pouring out liquid like Niagra Falls every ten minutes. :zombiefuck:
Glad it's over, and I hope everything looks healthy! 8)
Very tired...not much sleep last night from the colonoscopy prep. :yawn:
I hope they keep you comfortable and get it done with minimal fuss! :crossed:
It was done this morning about 7 am. And it was done in an outpatient surgical clinic. No hospital maze to wander thru or layers of staff to get thru. Minimal fuss, they injected the prophanol into the IV line and I was out like a light. Came home ate a nice bagel with some butter and went to bed for 3 hours. Probably got one to barely two hours of sleep last night. Had to take my last dosage of miralax at 1:30 am and it's hard to sleep when your worried about "accidents" or your pouring out liquid like Niagra Falls every ten minutes. :zombiefuck:
Glad it's over, and I hope everything looks healthy! 8)
They say everything looked good. They gave me some pictures afterwards. I have a mild Diverticulosis, and they did a little tissue snip for analysis.
*sniffle*
*sniffle*
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Don't sneeze on the thread.
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*sniffle*
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Don't sneeze on the thread.
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Head still hurts after an ibuprofen and two cups of coffee. :thumbdn:
Head still hurts after an ibuprofen and two cups of coffee. :thumbdn:
Codeine is where it's at, as far as painkillers go. Ibuprofen doesn't do a thing for me.
Head still hurts after an ibuprofen and two cups of coffee. :thumbdn:
Codeine is where it's at, as far as painkillers go. Ibuprofen doesn't do a thing for me.
Ibuprofen usually works better for me than this. I hope a hot shower helps. :orly:
Head still hurts after an ibuprofen and two cups of coffee. :thumbdn:
Codeine is where it's at, as far as painkillers go. Ibuprofen doesn't do a thing for me.
Ibuprofen usually works better for me than this. I hope a hot shower helps. :orly:
If you would have had the alcohol you probably wouldn't have the headache.
I hardly ever get headaches. :wine:
Or maybe you're just high as fuck. :stoned:Unlikely.
I probably have alexithymia.I have difficulties with this thread as well. :dunno:
Ugh. Newly awake.
Ugh. Newly awake.
I know the feeling. Especially when there are tiresome things to be done. :emosad:
Ugh. Newly awake.
I know the feeling. Especially when there are tiresome things to be done. :emosad:
I hate going to bed and I hate having to leave the bed. :(
Sort of ok.
Ugh. Newly awake.
I know the feeling. Especially when there are tiresome things to be done. :emosad:
I hate going to bed and I hate having to leave the bed. :(
At least when you get out of bed, it will be in a world where Trump is the President Elect of the US though. That will make your mornings easier
Ugh. Newly awake.
I know the feeling. Especially when there are tiresome things to be done. :emosad:
I hate going to bed and I hate having to leave the bed. :(
At least when you get out of bed, it will be in a world where Trump is the President Elect of the US though. That will make your mornings easier
Beginning to get an appetite. Going soon to a friend's house for her homemade chili. :2thumbsup:
Sleepy. :yawn:
Beginning to get an appetite. Going soon to a friend's house for her homemade chili. :2thumbsup:
White or red?
Sigh, down.
Despite what I've been saying about Dox...what would it take for him to go out with me?
I'm genuinely asking. :'(
Beginning to get an appetite. Going soon to a friend's house for her homemade chili. :2thumbsup:
White or red?
Red in color, but made with ground turkey if that matters. Red kidney beans. :)
Sad, worried, tired and angry.
Did I mention I have a headache too?
I'm enraged oooh. I'm addicted to this evil Mobile game that I should own stocks in by now. I have put in so much money. I am thinking of quitting but I'm still addicted.How much are you spending?
A lot. I don't want to think about it. I just spent about $150 this month alone. Though the account can be sold for money if I quit. People buy and sell accounts frequently. It's addictive.I'm enraged oooh. I'm addicted to this evil Mobile game that I should own stocks in by now. I have put in so much money. I am thinking of quitting but I'm still addicted.How much are you spending?
Start saving your money. You need a goal.A lot. I don't want to think about it. I just spent about $150 this month alone. Though the account can be sold for money if I quit. People buy and sell accounts frequently. It's addictive.I'm enraged oooh. I'm addicted to this evil Mobile game that I should own stocks in by now. I have put in so much money. I am thinking of quitting but I'm still addicted.How much are you spending?
Start saving your money. You need a goal.A lot. I don't want to think about it. I just spent about $150 this month alone. Though the account can be sold for money if I quit. People buy and sell accounts frequently. It's addictive.I'm enraged oooh. I'm addicted to this evil Mobile game that I should own stocks in by now. I have put in so much money. I am thinking of quitting but I'm still addicted.How much are you spending?
I do have a savings but I'm terrible at it. I was obsessed with it but my dad borrowed from me because he didn't want to borrow from my mom because she'd yell at him.
I do have a savings but I'm terrible at it. I was obsessed with it but my dad borrowed from me because he didn't want to borrow from my mom because she'd yell at him.
I do have a savings but I'm terrible at it. I was obsessed with it but my dad borrowed from me because he didn't want to borrow from my mom because she'd yell at him.
I do have a savings but I'm terrible at it. I was obsessed with it but my dad borrowed from me because he didn't want to borrow from my mom because she'd yell at him.
Will he pay back? Within a reasonable time? Otherwise, do not ever lend him money again.
He said he'd pay me back plus 500 dollars and I believe him.Good. Put it all back in savings and don't waste it on gaming, or only waste a little bit on gaming equipment or software where there's at least something real to show for it. Otherwise, might as well be driving down the road and throwing money out the window of the car. A second account is something worth considering. People wont ask for money they don't know exists, and if people wont let you save in peace then you'll be less inclined to save the first place.
Sick and achy. Probably the flu.
Refreshed and satisfied.
Refreshed and satisfied.
The sex was that good, huh?
My left eye feels like someone poured acid on it. :zombiefuck:
I doubt you'd be typing if it was that bad odeon. As having the likes of acid in your eye.
Albeit with caustic alkali not acid, I know what that is like and it is NOT pleasant.
My left eye feels like someone poured acid on it. :zombiefuck:
I'm feeling lucky now. Past few years I seemed to follow you with infected eyes. So far infection is still far away from the eyes. Hope it will stay that way.
Good luck with your eye.
Do the eye infections have any correlation to the number or type of "dirty" magazines you look at? :angel:
Full. I ate half a tub of mango yogurt.
Full. I ate half a tub of mango yogurt.
How much yogurt is in a tub? :bath:
720grams.Full. I ate half a tub of mango yogurt.How much yogurt is in a tub? :bath:
Rejected.
Right now I feel okay. But I don't know what you call a gin and lemonade. Probably "stupid mistake" next morning.
Right now I feel okay. But I don't know what you call a gin and lemonade. Probably "stupid mistake" next morning.
Rejected.
Rejected.
Hate it. Unreliability needs to die.
I need to blame myself. The red flag was there from the start, and I'm stupid. Fucking stupid.
I want a man to make a big fuss of me, like I'm the best Goddamned thing that's ever happened to them. Like I'm the queen.
Brilliant. :M
Rejected.
Hate it. Unreliability needs to die.
I need to blame myself. The red flag was there from the start, and I'm stupid. Fucking stupid.
I want a man to make a big fuss of me, like I'm the best Goddamned thing that's ever happened to them. Like I'm the queen.
Have a slew of new database tables from our master data planning source. Have in the past created new processes and tools which have revolutionized the team's auditing techniques using reports from that source, but running reports from that system is still somewhat time consuming. Now with the new tables, have been building a query to generate results for massive amounts of data, formatted in the same structure as the system reports, which will then work with existing audit tools. However the system reports perform some sort of IT magic behind the scenes to create a partially disconnected subset of the data; it's hard to explain and have had trouble figuring out how to make that magic happen in the results of my query. It's been bugging me for a couple of months. Had an epiphany yesterday while staring at the pond; the pond is where these things usually happen. Really need to come up with a good name for the pond. It's the pond of brilliant ideas. Still have some things to finish, then copy it and re-build part of it again to accommodate another configuration, then test both queries, but from the results today can clearly see it's going to work. It's going to be a great time saver for the whole team.
You are a geekmeister! ::laugh: Boss says I think outside the box, but really only create better boxes to think in.
You are a geekmeister! ::laugh: Boss says I think outside the box, but really only create better boxes to think in.
Is it really, though? Sort of like saying someone marches to the beat of their own drum; sure it's something different but they're still marching to a drum.You are a geekmeister! ::laugh: Boss says I think outside the box, but really only create better boxes to think in.
I think that's the definition of thinking outside the box. :)
Is it really, though? Sort of like saying someone marches to the beat of their own drum; sure it's something different but they're still marching to a drum.You are a geekmeister! ::laugh: Boss says I think outside the box, but really only create better boxes to think in.
I think that's the definition of thinking outside the box. :)
Thank you. :laugh:
I did fall asleep somewhere, exhausted. Slept for two hours. Feeling a bit calmer, for now.
And thats not schroedinger's hug, that looks more like a weak covalent hug to me.
And thats not schroedinger's hug, that looks more like a weak covalent hug to me.
Clearly we are lacking in icons.
And thats not schroedinger's hug, that looks more like a weak covalent hug to me.
Clearly we are lacking in icons.
Feeling better now b.t.w.
Brain feels like it has been run over by a bus, bruised from mental ordeal and hard mental work from the past days.
But, things have been dealt with. Safe solutions have been organised. This mama can sleep tonight, she hopes.
(Better be sleeping tonight, have a BD to organise for the day after tomorrow.)
Feeling better now b.t.w.
Brain feels like it has been run over by a bus, bruised from mental ordeal and hard mental work from the past days.
But, things have been dealt with. Safe solutions have been organised. This mama can sleep tonight, she hopes.
(Better be sleeping tonight, have a BD to organise for the day after tomorrow.)
Rest and recuperate as much as you can, brave little bovine. :heart: :hyke: :heart:
Hope you feel better raxis and hyke.had to bold each character for the Schrodinger smiley to work without transforming into some other smiley. Icequeen's trick of hold down the "Alt" key while typing 0173 between characters will also work.
And you lucky bugger hyke! that must have been fascinating.
Lestat(:('raxis :D
Let down.
Let down.
All week I've been looking forward to going to an autistics meet up in the city. Then late yesterday, Kayleigh said she didn't want to go. She was the one who asked me if I wanted to go in the first place. She said she didn't want to go because I am not driving. Well I don't have enough money for petrol. And it would be over an hour's drive anyway to get there. Going by train is free and we'd get off the train practically a 5 minute walk from where we need to go.Let down.
What's going on? :-\
All week I've been looking forward to going to an autistics meet up in the city. Then late yesterday, Kayleigh said she didn't want to go. She was the one who asked me if I wanted to go in the first place. She said she didn't want to go because I am not driving. Well I don't have enough money for petrol. And it would be over an hour's drive anyway to get there. Going by train is free and we'd get off the train practically a 5 minute walk from where we need to go.Let down.
What's going on? :-\
I'll see what she says when I wake he up now.
Septic line is finally fixed.
I am $2,000 poorer, and my driveway is a mud hole...but I can flush my commode without worry and wash clothes now.
Woo Fucking Hoo. :zombiefuck:
Septic line is finally fixed.
I am $2,000 poorer, and my driveway is a mud hole...but I can flush my commode without worry and wash clothes now.
Woo Fucking Hoo. :zombiefuck:
I worry about mine, we had roots really bad a few times till we had the tress cut down. I have just under 50 feet to the main line but have been told it would be close to 6000 :zombiefuck:
Fever seems to be breaking, finally. Hoping for the best.
Fever seems to be breaking, finally. Hoping for the best.
Keep drinking lots of fluids to hasten your recovery! :opkikkertje:
Fever seems to be breaking, finally. Hoping for the best.
Keep drinking lots of fluids to hasten your recovery! :opkikkertje:
I've replaced the fever with coughing. Do we have a suitable smiley? I forget...
Give me time. There might be some diarrhea yet. :P
Finally, my latest project, what I've been working at all last night until just now, hopefully will be done in a matter of a few hours. Thank fuck for that is all I can say. Ready to purify my intermediate and setup for distillation.
I am feeling unmotivated. Again.
I am feeling unmotivated. Again.
I get like that when I'm studying.
Hungry (no b'fast yet) and unmotivated after yesterday's small, but significant clean out. I'll find my motivation soon though.
Glad that we're setting a routine where The PR wakes me with a cup of fairly good coffee. She's a sweetheart at times.
God damn she is such a fucking lovely gal.What I wouldn't give....
And, QV, its ONLY because its you, and I can know you didn't mean ill of her, or disrespect, that I don't take offense. Pretty much anybody else, I'd quite happily put through a window for suggesting that, if they meant it. Or if they were being facetious for that matter. If I heard somebody say that of K in meatspace, somebody would be gettting hurt. You, no, because I know you weren't intending any disrespect, but most people would be getting defenestrated for that.
Can't put a price on a girl like the PR, fuck no. Not that I'd pay if there was one, for that would shift the equilibrium of power too far to the right. Which in this case, would be too far also to the wrong. No. I want to be as much hers as she would be mine. 50-50, aside from tasks requiring skills or abilities only one of us were capable of performing. Then I'd take a step aside, sure, if it took something she had and I didn't. Or of course, giving hell to anyone stepping on her cute wee royal toes.
Better than yesterday by far. Yesterday I kept having repeated..well not quite sure what, but sort of micro-seizures I think. Felt like a sudden jolt to the head and spine as if from an electric shock.So far none of that business today; which is a damn relief, felt like shit when that was happening, and I didn't know if I was going to at any moment have a full-blown seizure.
My left leg has been bothering me for weeks, possibly trouble with the IT band, and I've hardly been
able to put weight on it when first getting out of bed. I've been holding onto chairs for support
and hobbling like a pirate with a peg leg. Today, it's fine. No pain or stiffness whatsoever.
Maybe it's the 400mg of ibuprofen I took last night, maybe it's the fact that I kept the leg stretched out
straight while sleeping instead of curling it up and allowing the muscles to contract ... I feel good. 8)
My left leg has been bothering me for weeks, possibly trouble with the IT band, and I've hardly been
able to put weight on it when first getting out of bed. I've been holding onto chairs for support
and hobbling like a pirate with a peg leg. Today, it's fine. No pain or stiffness whatsoever.
Maybe it's the 400mg of ibuprofen I took last night, maybe it's the fact that I kept the leg stretched out
straight while sleeping instead of curling it up and allowing the muscles to contract ... I feel good. 8)
Could this be menopause related?
My left leg has been bothering me for weeks, possibly trouble with the IT band, and I've hardly been
able to put weight on it when first getting out of bed. I've been holding onto chairs for support
and hobbling like a pirate with a peg leg. Today, it's fine. No pain or stiffness whatsoever.
Maybe it's the 400mg of ibuprofen I took last night, maybe it's the fact that I kept the leg stretched out
straight while sleeping instead of curling it up and allowing the muscles to contract ... I feel good. 8)
Could this be menopause related?
I'm thinking it's more weight-related. My joints can only take so much. :tard:
My left leg has been bothering me for weeks, possibly trouble with the IT band, and I've hardly been
able to put weight on it when first getting out of bed. I've been holding onto chairs for support
and hobbling like a pirate with a peg leg. Today, it's fine. No pain or stiffness whatsoever.
Maybe it's the 400mg of ibuprofen I took last night, maybe it's the fact that I kept the leg stretched out
straight while sleeping instead of curling it up and allowing the muscles to contract ... I feel good. 8)
Could this be menopause related?
I'm thinking it's more weight-related. My joints can only take so much. :tard:
I've noticed that my left leg is bothering me again. I've been eating stupidly since PA died.
Itchy.
Sleepy. And we've tickets for Beauty and The Beast in two hours. I'll be damned if I'll sleep during a movie I paid this much for The PR to see.
Stayed awake for BATB, got home after 1 a.m. Still a bit sleepy at 1 p.m.
Itchy and sore and will hit any unlucky SOB that dares come near.
Overloaded and irked. Looks like its one of them days ey no folks? Now I've got to clean up the entire kitchen because one of my condenser coolant lines came loose during a vac distillation and water shot out, drained the reservoir in a second or two all over the damned floor.
Overloaded and irked. Looks like its one of them days ey no folks? Now I've got to clean up the entire kitchen because one of my condenser coolant lines came loose during a vac distillation and water shot out, drained the reservoir in a second or two all over the damned floor.
That's a fair bit worse than the spilled frappuccino I had to wipe off the bottom of the cooler at work. :-\
I'm convinced that taste buds change over time. Mine have. Things I wouldn't touch when I was little, like yogurt and mushrooms, are delicious now. I'm convinced they get less sensitive. It might also be related to the balance of nutrients in the body, because when I was young, my mother constantly fed us milk with every meal, so I probably had plenty of calcium. As an adult, there have been times when I ended up with low enough calcium that my nails got weak, due to different drinking habits. Now I've been using the yogurt to try and get enough.
Itchy and sore and will hit any unlucky SOB that dares come near.
It's morning.
It's morning.
And how do you ... feel about that? :toporly:
I don't know about that ren, I don't like the cheap (or more expensive) shop-bought button mushrooms, and same goes for quite a few wild Agaricus species. Some of them are tasty, mainly those that come with an aniseed like odour and taste, like the horse mushroom.Do you like flats (the white ones opened, exposing the brown gills)?
Worried about my friend.
Man flu, still.
Man flu, still.
Of course. Takes longer to heal when it is a man flu. Those manly bugs are :arrr:
Man flu, still.
Of course. Takes longer to heal when it is a man flu. Those manly bugs are :arrr:
IF I heal. :'(
Man flu, still.
Of course. Takes longer to heal when it is a man flu. Those manly bugs are :arrr:
IF I heal. :'(
Mildly uncomfortable about the adulting I'm avoiding. :hide:
Man flu, still.
Of course. Takes longer to heal when it is a man flu. Those manly bugs are :arrr:
IF I heal. :'(
Be sure to dry those manly tears :'( with soft tissues. Chafed eyelids are no joke. :'(
Man flu, still.
Of course. Takes longer to heal when it is a man flu. Those manly bugs are :arrr:
IF I heal. :'(
Here's some eucalyptus oil and 100 year old Scotch. Mix them together, chug it in one gulp and you'll be right as :puke:
Man flu, still.
Of course. Takes longer to heal when it is a man flu. Those manly bugs are :arrr:
IF I heal. :'(
Be sure to dry those manly tears :'( with soft tissues. Chafed eyelids are no joke. :'(
There are COMORBIDS?!? :zombiefuck:
Man flu, still.
Of course. Takes longer to heal when it is a man flu. Those manly bugs are :arrr:
IF I heal. :'(
Be sure to dry those manly tears :'( with soft tissues. Chafed eyelids are no joke. :'(
There are COMORBIDS?!? :zombiefuck:
Apparently, all your mucous membranes can get chapped. It's a serious issue that needs
attention from the global medical community. We've been kept in the dark for too long. :'(
Man flu, still.
Of course. Takes longer to heal when it is a man flu. Those manly bugs are :arrr:
IF I heal. :'(
Be sure to dry those manly tears :'( with soft tissues. Chafed eyelids are no joke. :'(
There are COMORBIDS?!? :zombiefuck:
Apparently, all your mucous membranes can get chapped. It's a serious issue that needs
attention from the global medical community. We've been kept in the dark for too long. :'(
The horror that is my illness is about to take a turn for the worse?
Just be honest with me. Will I die? :'(
Just be honest with me. Will I die? :'(
No, but you will feel oh so sick. :'(
Just be honest with me. Will I die? :'(
Just be honest with me. Will I die? :'(
No, but you will feel oh so sick. :'(
I'm ALREADY feeling oh so sick. :o
Annoyed by Liam. He wants to be fed but it's not time yet.
Just be honest with me. Will I die? :'(
Yes. :zoinks:
Just be honest with me. Will I die? :'(
No, but you will feel oh so sick. :'(
I'm ALREADY feeling oh so sick. :o
Stay hydrated so you don't run out of tears. :'(
Aching all over, doubtless due to schlepping bucket after bucket after bucket of boiling water and bending my back in ways nature hadn't intended.
Had a couple of muscle relaxers and taking a rest from that now.
Tired.
Tired.
Was.
I just overdosed on chocolate covered pretzels and coffee.
:tigger:
Tired.
Was.
I just overdosed on chocolate covered pretzels and coffee.
:tigger:
I went for peanuts. Didn't help me at all. :yawn:
Tired.
Was.
I just overdosed on chocolate covered pretzels and coffee.
:tigger:
I went for peanuts. Didn't help me at all. :yawn:
Are peanuts caffeinated? I think not. Therein lies the problem. :M :P
After a day filled with small accomplishments, tired.
Worn out, mentally. Just drained. I have been fighting a battle with the school and finally had them buckle. Took weeks longer than I would have thought. I do not understand the resistance.
That, money stress, and work stress, and a couple of other things have meant this was probably more than I needed. But they have capitulated and come to the table literally and shit has finally got sorted.
Could sleep for a week to recharge.
Worn out, mentally. Just drained. I have been fighting a battle with the school and finally had them buckle. Took weeks longer than I would have thought. I do not understand the resistance.
That, money stress, and work stress, and a couple of other things have meant this was probably more than I needed. But they have capitulated and come to the table literally and shit has finally got sorted.
Could sleep for a week to recharge.
:plus: for fighting for your child. I'll bet you gave them a few gray hairs. Hope you recuperate fast!
I am sad.
My daughter has a kidney infection. We were at hospital until the early hours of this morning. I am off to find a pharmacy that is still open. Very few and far between on a Sunday night
Thanks All. She is not well and finally asleep. I hate it when she is sick and in pain. I finally found a pharmacist and the meds have kicked in. She is pretty tough but she is still my baby.
I always think it's very sweet when a man takes care of his children, even when I see one just pushing a pram along. I don't even know why.Probably something biological.
Thanks All. She is not well and finally asleep. I hate it when she is sick and in pain. I finally found a pharmacist and the meds have kicked in. She is pretty tough but she is still my baby.
I always think it's very sweet when a man takes care of his children, even when I see one just pushing a pram along. I don't even know why.
Thanks All. She is not well and finally asleep. I hate it when she is sick and in pain. I finally found a pharmacist and the meds have kicked in. She is pretty tough but she is still my baby.
I always think it's very sweet when a man takes care of his children, even when I see one just pushing a pram along. I don't even know why.
PA stayed home with The PR for the first 10 years of her life. We were just talking about those days yesterday.
I've had that kind of love (like your SO for your child) swept from under my feet.
I guess at least you taught your child to be independent.
I feel like my family hates me.
SO was the better mother.
*kid falls down and scrapes his knee.
SO: "Here son are you okay? Here let me put something on that *special power rangers band-aid*. Oh my such a brave boy, let me give you a kiss. Do you feel better now?"
Me: "What did you do now? Why are you crying? Oh it's not that bad, I don't even see any blood, you're fine. No, you don't need a band aid, go back out and play...you'll be fine. Watch out for the gravel next time."
Feeling bummed out, at a loss. And not much I can do about it, until either my old man gets some, or I have the money for some 5 amp fuses. And I hope to fucking christ its only a blown fuse, if it isn't, then the problem gets upgraded from shitty to a fucking catastrophe.
Yeah, that really sucks. I hope the fuses are all that you need.Feeling bummed out, at a loss. And not much I can do about it, until either my old man gets some, or I have the money for some 5 amp fuses. And I hope to fucking christ its only a blown fuse, if it isn't, then the problem gets upgraded from shitty to a fucking catastrophe.Sorry to hear that mate
Much better today than yesterday. I got my laundry done, I'm caffeinated, and after work
I can go to the store and return home for the season premiere of Better Call Saul. :tv:
Awake. Barely.
Headache, and lost track of that fucking thread again
Awake. Barely.
Give your zombie brain what it needs! :zombie: Caffeeeeeiiinne
Headache, and lost track of that fucking thread again
:hug:
I'm not going to buy cheap Japanese snacks anymore. I used to love them. These days they taste meh to me. They don't compare to a fresh salad with lemon dressing, olives and goats cheese, for instance. My taste buds have really changed. I still love burgers too.
Headache, and lost track of that fucking thread again
:hug:
I'm not going to buy cheap Japanese snacks anymore. I used to love them. These days they taste meh to me. They don't compare to a fresh salad with lemon dressing, olives and goats cheese, for instance. My taste buds have really changed. I still love burgers too.
Sounds as if your preferences are switching from sweets to savory foods. Mine too. 8)
Headache, and lost track of that fucking thread again
:hug:
I'm not going to buy cheap Japanese snacks anymore. I used to love them. These days they taste meh to me. They don't compare to a fresh salad with lemon dressing, olives and goats cheese, for instance. My taste buds have really changed. I still love burgers too.
Sounds as if your preferences are switching from sweets to savory foods. Mine too. 8)
Yeh, they are! Sweet things are tasting like cardboard these days.
Headache, and lost track of that fucking thread again
:hug:
I'm not going to buy cheap Japanese snacks anymore. I used to love them. These days they taste meh to me. They don't compare to a fresh salad with lemon dressing, olives and goats cheese, for instance. My taste buds have really changed. I still love burgers too.
Sounds as if your preferences are switching from sweets to savory foods. Mine too. 8)
Yeh, they are! Sweet things are tasting like cardboard these days.
Savory foods just kind of "hit the spot," they are more satisfying. 8)
^Yeah, slip-on shoes don't support ankles very well. Once I had some Nike sneakers that had a zip instead of laces. Loved those shoes, they lasted about 10 years.
They were great. In the end I was gluing the soles back together regularly and colouring the faded black parts with permanent marker - I think I extended their life by about 2 years!^Yeah, slip-on shoes don't support ankles very well. Once I had some Nike sneakers that had a zip instead of laces. Loved those shoes, they lasted about 10 years.
They sound great. I wish my shoes lasted 10 years, but I wear them out fast! :laugh:
They were great. In the end I was gluing the soles back together regularly and colouring the faded black parts with permanent marker - I think I extended their life by about 2 years!^Yeah, slip-on shoes don't support ankles very well. Once I had some Nike sneakers that had a zip instead of laces. Loved those shoes, they lasted about 10 years.
They sound great. I wish my shoes lasted 10 years, but I wear them out fast! :laugh:
^ Have you tried Merrells?I haven't. Thanks for the suggestion. :)
If its support you want, try newrock boots. They make plenty different ones, I've got a pair that come up to a bit below the knee, leather zip-ip boots with big heavy platform soles about 4.5 inch thick, metal plates on the heel and toe. Weren't exactly cheap but they are really comfy.
If its support you want, try newrock boots. They make plenty different ones, I've got a pair that come up to a bit below the knee, leather zip-ip boots with big heavy platform soles about 4.5 inch thick, metal plates on the heel and toe. Weren't exactly cheap but they are really comfy.
They sound great for adventuring, maybe not so much for working in a hot kitchen. ;)
Feeling very wet. It has rained most every day for over a week.
Not sure what it means but I saw a line of animals marching two by two today.
:laugh:
:lol1:
Feeling very wet. It has rained most every day for over a week.
Not sure what it means but I saw a line of animals marching two by two today.
:laugh:
:lol1:
Feeling very wet. It has rained most every day for over a week.
Not sure what it means but I saw a line of animals marching two by two today.
:laugh:
Awwww, and it's not even late where you are.
I've noticed today I've been talking in a panicky way to people. My voice sounds jittery and like I'm about to cry.
I've noticed today I've been talking in a panicky way to people. My voice sounds jittery and like I'm about to cry.
extreme psychological stress can have that effect. ofc. :hug:
I feel dressy in my pretty pink lady hat! :)
I feel dressy in my pretty pink lady hat! :)
PA announcement - Will the weeble in the pink hat PLEASE not pick the daffodils?
Slightly buzzed. :beer:
Exhausted per usual
Hungry. I sat before making breakfast which was really a bad decision because now the kitchen feels alllllll the way over there, and I have a 110 lb dog laying across my legs. I'm trapped my fluffiness I tell you! So. Much. Fluffiness.
Terrified.Oh no. Why?
Terrified.Oh no. Why?
Currently not feeling tired and I really should be. It's late.
Slight headache. :-\
I can understand that. I hope you get the resolution that you want.Terrified.Oh no. Why?
Currently not feeling tired and I really should be. It's late.
I guess I just felt the pressure and posted that. I have been trying to get myself out of this situation. I dunno, I feel quite private about it. Like I don't want to tempt fate or something, heh.
Bored, blah, can't be arsed. I need to get excited about something. :dunno:
Bored, blah, can't be arsed. I need to get excited about something. :dunno:
Let's pretend we're Rockettes and kick some shit stuff out our lives.
I can understand that. I hope you get the resolution that you want.Terrified.Oh no. Why?
Currently not feeling tired and I really should be. It's late.
I guess I just felt the pressure and posted that. I have been trying to get myself out of this situation. I dunno, I feel quite private about it. Like I don't want to tempt fate or something, heh.
I can understand that. I hope you get the resolution that you want.Terrified.Oh no. Why?
Currently not feeling tired and I really should be. It's late.
I guess I just felt the pressure and posted that. I have been trying to get myself out of this situation. I dunno, I feel quite private about it. Like I don't want to tempt fate or something, heh.
:)
I was asking for a response really, I mean, I kind of want to talk about my problems, then it gets too much.
Happy bee! :bee: I introduced that smiley. :)
My left leg aches. The hip joint is especially sensitive. :yoda: I wanted to lie down for awhile,
but the muscles in that leg are very tight from a long day on my feet at work. Whatever is wrong with
the hip is throwing off my gait so that I walk in an unnaturally tense way, hence the discomfort at night.
My left leg aches. The hip joint is especially sensitive. :yoda: I wanted to lie down for awhile,
but the muscles in that leg are very tight from a long day on my feet at work. Whatever is wrong with
the hip is throwing off my gait so that I walk in an unnaturally tense way, hence the discomfort at night.
Get it checked dear Weeble. You're not happy with this unbalanced wobble. Could be al kind of things, with a hip. And different things need different treatment.
My left leg aches. The hip joint is especially sensitive. :yoda: I wanted to lie down for awhile,
but the muscles in that leg are very tight from a long day on my feet at work. Whatever is wrong with
the hip is throwing off my gait so that I walk in an unnaturally tense way, hence the discomfort at night.
Get it checked dear Weeble. You're not happy with this unbalanced wobble. Could be al kind of things, with a hip. And different things need different treatment.
I have a doctor's appointment this week especially for this. :)
My left leg aches. The hip joint is especially sensitive. :yoda: I wanted to lie down for awhile,
but the muscles in that leg are very tight from a long day on my feet at work. Whatever is wrong with
the hip is throwing off my gait so that I walk in an unnaturally tense way, hence the discomfort at night.
Get it checked dear Weeble. You're not happy with this unbalanced wobble. Could be al kind of things, with a hip. And different things need different treatment.
I have a doctor's appointment this week especially for this. :)
Good. Hope it is something that can be treated easily and quick.
I'm glad you've already got an appointment because if left unchecked it will eventually affect both your back and your knee and you don't need that. :hug:My left leg aches. The hip joint is especially sensitive. :yoda: I wanted to lie down for awhile,
but the muscles in that leg are very tight from a long day on my feet at work. Whatever is wrong with
the hip is throwing off my gait so that I walk in an unnaturally tense way, hence the discomfort at night.
Get it checked dear Weeble. You're not happy with this unbalanced wobble. Could be al kind of things, with a hip. And different things need different treatment.
I have a doctor's appointment this week especially for this. :)
Good. Hope it is something that can be treated easily and quick.
Thank you, me too. I don't like being slowed down like this. :orly:
I'm glad you've already got an appointment because if left unchecked it will eventually affect both your back and your knee and you don't need that. :hug:My left leg aches. The hip joint is especially sensitive. :yoda: I wanted to lie down for awhile,
but the muscles in that leg are very tight from a long day on my feet at work. Whatever is wrong with
the hip is throwing off my gait so that I walk in an unnaturally tense way, hence the discomfort at night.
Get it checked dear Weeble. You're not happy with this unbalanced wobble. Could be al kind of things, with a hip. And different things need different treatment.
I have a doctor's appointment this week especially for this. :)
Good. Hope it is something that can be treated easily and quick.
Thank you, me too. I don't like being slowed down like this. :orly:
Not tired and that's a problem
Because it was really late in my little corner of the world and I have some health issues that my doctor said will not get any better unless my stress is drastically reduced and my sleep drastically increased. Both of which feel impossible at the moment. I'm supposed to be cutting back on everything and today I have 3 appts and on only 3 hours of broken sleep, I'm breaking all the rules.Not tired and that's a problem
Why is that a problem? :-\
Because it was really late in my little corner of the world and I have some health issues that my doctor said will not get any better unless my stress is drastically reduced and my sleep drastically increased. Both of which feel impossible at the moment. I'm supposed to be cutting back on everything and today I have 3 appts and on only 3 hours of broken sleep, I'm breaking all the rules.Not tired and that's a problem
Why is that a problem? :-\
Because it was really late in my little corner of the world and I have some health issues that my doctor said will not get any better unless my stress is drastically reduced and my sleep drastically increased. Both of which feel impossible at the moment. I'm supposed to be cutting back on everything and today I have 3 appts and on only 3 hours of broken sleep, I'm breaking all the rules.Not tired and that's a problem
Why is that a problem? :-\
Me too. Early to bed for me tonight.Because it was really late in my little corner of the world and I have some health issues that my doctor said will not get any better unless my stress is drastically reduced and my sleep drastically increased. Both of which feel impossible at the moment. I'm supposed to be cutting back on everything and today I have 3 appts and on only 3 hours of broken sleep, I'm breaking all the rules.Not tired and that's a problem
Why is that a problem? :-\
Oh, right. I hope you can get more sleep. :hug:
Fed up.
Run down and exhausted
Annoyed. My right eye is really itchy.
Fed up.
Sometimes being fed up is the first step toward setting things right! :pirate:
Allergies are bad this year. Monkeyboy is having a heck of a time as well.Annoyed. My right eye is really itchy.
Is there anything in it, maybe under a lid? Like a speck of pollen? :nerd!:
Pain-free for the first time in awhile. Walking without a limp. :orly:Yay! That's a nice reprieve.
Blight, cold, WTF...boy has it too. A gift from his dad.Huh. I've never heard of that before. I'm going to have to try it!
We just had boiled coke (the liquid type ;)) with ginger and lemon after reading about obscure Chinese remedies. It was REALLY good, and my throat feels a bit better, I'll probably need to make another cup tomorrow. :zoinks:
http://yourenotfromaroundhere.com/blog/boiled-coke-with-ginger-a-chinese-cold-remedy/
Slowly recovering after a migraine attack.:hug: Those are brutal.
I'm glad you've spoken to your friend. :)Me too. We have this weird intense connection where we know what's going on with the other person even if we live far apart. I know when she's having a bad day, I can sense it and she's the same with me. I don't like it when things are weird between us.
Dead tired.
But I can't sleep. :(Me neither.
Ugh. Another morning. I hate mornings.They always pass, let that be a comfort.
:thumbup:
You know, I could be a morning person if morning happened a bit around noon or so.
:M
:thumbup:
You know, I could be a morning person if morning happened a bit around noon or so.
:M
You know, I could be a morning person if morning happened a bit around noon or so.
:M
"You'll just have to go to bed early."
:facepalm:
Bored. Peevish. Wanting entertainment. :P
Tired. That seems the be the popular thing around here lately.
This is true :lol1:Tired. That seems the be the popular thing around here lately.
We're a tired lot.
Oh, and me too. :P
I'm not 40 yet. :zoinks:You're ahead of your peers in development.
Do you mean as in for tracing network traffic and protocol analysis, ren? I might be able to help you if that is the case. It's been a while, but I might know some things of use if you want to PM me or post me the kind of stuff your after doing.It's Cisco Packet Tracer, are you familiar with it? I had to ask how to give a network switch an IP address. The teacher had me go into the Command Line Interface and type a bunch of stuff in there. That's where I get confused, how am I meant to know what to type in there? Have had a look all over the internet and people type all kinds of stuff. Weird.
I'm not 40 yet. :zoinks:
No, not familiar with cisco, sorry. I tend to use netcat.That's ok. I haven't heard of netcat. Will probably look it up when on my laptop. Thursday is the last day I can work on my assignment, then I hand it in (electronically).
Had a nasty tumble in the kitchen. Proper bang up on my knee, forhead and wrenched my back. At least I had put the knife up before I went tits and arse up or else I'd have had a nasty slash.May I be so bold as to advise Her Majesty to trust her Lady in waiting, CBC, to take care of all domestic tasks concerning the kitchen.
Took ibuprofen right away, and will use the heating pad and pain pill tonight. Unfortunately laundry MUST get done today.
Had a nasty tumble in the kitchen. Proper bang up on my knee, forhead and wrenched my back. At least I had put the knife up before I went tits and arse up or else I'd have had a nasty slash.
Took ibuprofen right away, and will use the heating pad and pain pill tonight. Unfortunately laundry MUST get done today.
How is her Majesty feeling? It's been a few days. I worry about you. :hug:
Run down. Got a cold sore or maybe its just chaffing from blowing my nose, as injury to insult.
Feeling tired and grotty. Only one more day at work
Tearful over Wolf and Py.* Sets herself next to QV. Not tearful, but sad, worried and thinking about them a lot. *
Anxious
Tearful over Wolf and Py.* Sets herself next to QV. Not tearful, but sad, worried and thinking about them a lot. *
worried about pyraxis and wolfie. no word for a while,:hug:
Not brilliant (but I had a lot of fun yesterday).
:indeed:Not brilliant (but I had a lot of fun yesterday).
This post is worthless without pics. :green:
Mildly sore all over. All my muscles are tensed up. From my brow and cheeks to my feet.:hug:
Thank you.Mildly sore all over. All my muscles are tensed up. From my brow and cheeks to my feet.:hug:
Not brilliant (but I had a lot of fun yesterday).
This post is worthless without pics. :green:
Feeling cold.
Feeling cold.
Tired and worn out but not too bad.
Feeling cold.
Tired and worn out but not too bad.
Early night with a hot grog?
Feeling cold.
Tired and worn out but not too bad.
Early night with a hot grog?
Not long out of bed :)
In a lot of pain
Had a fall the other day. Sprained both ankles, both knees, one wrist, one hip, my back, and both palms of my hands are bruised and cut. And I move in 2 days. Ankle pics in blowing off steam. They're so hot. :orly: (actually, no. They're not. They're more like :zombiefuck: )In a lot of pain
Why? What's going on? :hug:
Pay attention.In a lot of pain
Why? What's going on? :hug:
Pay attention.In a lot of pain
Why? What's going on? :hug:
Still in a lot of pain.What she said.
Sleepy.Me too. :yawn: (and I actually yawned while typing that :laugh: )
Sneezy, Wheezy, Sleepy, Grumpy.Ha! Same over here. *pass the inhaler*
I've got 3 of the seven dwarfs covered and their asthmatic cousin.
Okay.... Um, should be heading towards bed though (at 1:10am) but.. thinking about playing my piano, atm.Do you live without adjacent neighbours?
No, I don't.. I'm afraid. Truly wish that was the case. I 'dim' my piano though.. by moving the hammers closer to the strings (trick/long story.. ).. it lessens the volume considerably.
Still holds me back though.. tip-toeing me playing my beloved instrument at night.. which sucks.
It's morning. >:(
It's morning. >:(
Therefore I'm unmotivated.
:hug:It's morning. >:(
Therefore I'm unmotivated.
I just want to drink coffee and hide.
Like re-arranging the sofas and furniture in the basement and sliding a 200lb jukebox around to a new location was probably a mistake.:lol1:
Sad.:hug: It's been a long couple of weeks for you, my friend.
Today is a relative concept.
Cranky and impatient ... with myself, with others, with situations that I've tolerated for years. :roar::lol1: I'm laughing only because of the recent conversation we had about this. It's not an easy life skill and the people who had it comin' really get it when we unleash it. And they don't see it coming :laugh:
Cranky and impatient ... with myself, with others, with situations that I've tolerated for years. :roar::lol1: I'm laughing only because of the recent conversation we had about this. It's not an easy life skill and the people who had it comin' really get it when we unleash it. And they don't see it coming :laugh:
I think that's a normal part of aging. Getting tired of the BS. I have to save my energy for important things.
Me too. It's liberating.I think that's a normal part of aging. Getting tired of the BS. I have to save my energy for important things.
I kind of like being this way, being this age, being out of patience with stupid stuff. >:D
Me too. It's liberating.I think that's a normal part of aging. Getting tired of the BS. I have to save my energy for important things.
I kind of like being this way, being this age, being out of patience with stupid stuff. >:D
Tired/discouraged/hungry.
:hug: for Py.
I'm feeling worn out, sad, disheartened. Despite me smiling at a squirrel who circled this cottage. Seems too early for this holiday. There's a lot of eggshells to walk.
Massive headache.
A bit stiff. I really need to find myself some sort of exercises to do on a regular basis (maybe some yoga ones or something) for I should stay a bit more flex. Think that's better for the mind as well. More flex physically = more flex mentally.Yoga is a good idea. I used to do it regularly and should start again. Rockhound has been doing it for ages.
Oh, feel okay (mentally) at the moment. Going to take a shower now.. that also helps a little (concerning stiffness).
:hug: for Py.
I'm feeling worn out, sad, disheartened. Despite me smiling at a squirrel who circled this cottage. Seems too early for this holiday. There's a lot of eggshells to walk.
Massive headache.
:hug:
How come so many eggshells?
Lack of sleep makes everything worse. :hug::hug: for Py.
I'm feeling worn out, sad, disheartened. Despite me smiling at a squirrel who circled this cottage. Seems too early for this holiday. There's a lot of eggshells to walk.
Massive headache.
:hug:
How come so many eggshells?
Meltdowns of an overwhelmed kid, on holiday when not rely recovered of a very nasty and demanding bug she had the week before. Think she lost over 10% of her weight. The place was booked now. So we went.
Also the first time in over a year that we are together in one place for that long. Meltdowns are not helping. Kid barely sleeping is helping even less.
Ok... I'm officially taking tonight off.I think that's wise.
So tired that it feels as if I feel like crying.
So tired that it feels as if I feel like crying.
Let down. Aimless. I need to get excited about some new stuff. :jaded:why let down?
Let down. Aimless. I need to get excited about some new stuff. :jaded:When is the last time you sketched/painted?
http://grapee.jp/en/81899
http://grapee.jp/en/81899
Do you feel like the hamster or like the treat?
I just showed DD and we were laughing so hard we were crying :laugh:http://grapee.jp/en/81899
Do you feel like the hamster or like the treat?
Like the hamster. :laugh:
Okay. Started in on the unpacking today. Did a lot and barely put a dent in it.Thanks to Scrappy's thread necrophilia, I found a quote from Al c. 2011 to cheer you up, Pyraxis:
Have you met Pyraxis?
You will like her. I wrote a special poem for her.
"She is fun and always in good cheer
She will happily rip you from arsehole to ear"
I just showed DD and we were laughing so hard we were crying :laugh:http://grapee.jp/en/81899
Do you feel like the hamster or like the treat?
Like the hamster. :laugh:
Tired, upset, confused. It's hard knowing things others don't and having to keep it to yourself, and figuring out what it all means.
Life is just pure strange. The last few years and what is happening now, just, unbelievable. Good and bad. Totally confusing all the same. I need someone with an eidetic memory on every religion and philosophy, so that I could understand life better.
And I want Dox to hold me. I only bring him up because I haven't liked anyone else since.
Tired, upset, confused. It's hard knowing things others don't and having to keep it to yourself, and figuring out what it all means.
Life is just pure strange. The last few years and what is happening now, just, unbelievable. Good and bad. Totally confusing all the same. I need someone with an eidetic memory on every religion and philosophy, so that I could understand life better.
Want to start a thread on that?
You won't find someone with a memory like that. Every religion, every life philosophy has so many sub variations. There is no way anyone can get all that. Look at the Mennonites for instance, one of their subdivisions had female vicars since 1911.
But in a thread you might get ideas on some things you are thinking about.
And I want Dox to hold me. I only bring him up because I haven't liked anyone else since.
Looks like you could do with a tight hug.
Sending you a virtual one, if you want it. :hug:
Tired, upset, confused. It's hard knowing things others don't and having to keep it to yourself, and figuring out what it all means.How does understanding religion and philosophy equate to understanding life?
Life is just pure strange. The last few years and what is happening now, just, unbelievable. Good and bad. Totally confusing all the same. I need someone with an eidetic memory on every religion and philosophy, so that I could understand life better.
And I want Dox to hold me. I only bring him up because I haven't liked anyone else since.
Looks like you could do with a tight hug.
Sending you a virtual one, if you want it. :hug:
Thanks. :hug: Hugs are much appreciated by me.
in that case , have another :) :hug:And I want Dox to hold me. I only bring him up because I haven't liked anyone else since.
Looks like you could do with a tight hug.
Sending you a virtual one, if you want it. :hug:
Thanks. :hug: Hugs are much appreciated by me.
Stop the group hugs or I'll do :kumbaya:OK you're out too, then :angel:
And I want Dox to hold me. I only bring him up because I haven't liked anyone else since.
Looks like you could do with a tight hug.
Sending you a virtual one, if you want it. :hug:
Thanks. :hug: Hugs are much appreciated by me.
I feel jealous because I aint in the hug. :violin:
Tired, upset, confused. It's hard knowing things others don't and having to keep it to yourself, and figuring out what it all means.How does understanding religion and philosophy equate to understanding life?
Life is just pure strange. The last few years and what is happening now, just, unbelievable. Good and bad. Totally confusing all the same. I need someone with an eidetic memory on every religion and philosophy, so that I could understand life better.
Do you need a hug to calm you down? >:D
Tired, upset, confused. It's hard knowing things others don't and having to keep it to yourself, and figuring out what it all means.How does understanding religion and philosophy equate to understanding life?
Life is just pure strange. The last few years and what is happening now, just, unbelievable. Good and bad. Totally confusing all the same. I need someone with an eidetic memory on every religion and philosophy, so that I could understand life better.
Because there are a lot of wise things said under both (major) subjects.
There are a lot of theoretical things said under both subjects. If anything, they muddy the waters and blur lines when attempting to have a better understanding of fact based realities in life.Tired, upset, confused. It's hard knowing things others don't and having to keep it to yourself, and figuring out what it all means.How does understanding religion and philosophy equate to understanding life?
Life is just pure strange. The last few years and what is happening now, just, unbelievable. Good and bad. Totally confusing all the same. I need someone with an eidetic memory on every religion and philosophy, so that I could understand life better.
Because there are a lot of wise things said under both (major) subjects.
Religion is mainly about power and copouts.
Religion is mainly about power and copouts.
It's sad that it's like a get-out-of-jail-free card for a lot of them. "I can treat people badly and be a total asshole...but it's okay...I'm a Christian." :laugh:
Let down. Aimless. I need to get excited about some new stuff. :jaded:why let down?
Let down. Aimless. I need to get excited about some new stuff. :jaded:When is the last time you sketched/painted?
Accomplished. Did a lot of errands I didn't feel up to doing but got them done.
Let down. Aimless. I need to get excited about some new stuff. :jaded:When is the last time you sketched/painted?
It's been awhile. Sometimes I think my stuff is just gimmicky doodles anyway. :-\
They are better than anything I could ever do. Have you thought about night art classes where you could refine your talent?It's been awhile. Sometimes I think my stuff is just gimmicky doodles anyway. :-\Let down. Aimless. I need to get excited about some new stuff. :jaded:When is the last time you sketched/painted?
They are better than anything I could ever do. Have you thought about night art classes where you could refine your talent?It's been awhile. Sometimes I think my stuff is just gimmicky doodles anyway. :-\Let down. Aimless. I need to get excited about some new stuff. :jaded:When is the last time you sketched/painted?
They are better than anything I could ever do. Have you thought about night art classes where you could refine your talent?It's been awhile. Sometimes I think my stuff is just gimmicky doodles anyway. :-\Let down. Aimless. I need to get excited about some new stuff. :jaded:When is the last time you sketched/painted?
Thank you. :hug: I have thought about that, yes. Maybe I could exhibit one day! :orly:
They are better than anything I could ever do. Have you thought about night art classes where you could refine your talent?It's been awhile. Sometimes I think my stuff is just gimmicky doodles anyway. :-\Let down. Aimless. I need to get excited about some new stuff. :jaded:When is the last time you sketched/painted?
Thank you. :hug: I have thought about that, yes. Maybe I could exhibit one day! :orly:
Is there satisfaction for you in the process of drawing/painting? Or do you need the idea of e exhibiting/selling your work to give you pleasure?
Without inherent motivation of there being pleasure in the making I think it would be hard to do it. The pressure would add stress to it all too.
With the pleasure, there would be satisfaction, also without recognition outside your own four walls.
And I want Dox to hold me. I only bring him up because I haven't liked anyone else since.
Looks like you could do with a tight hug.
Sending you a virtual one, if you want it. :hug:
Thanks. :hug: Hugs are much appreciated by me.
I feel jealous because I aint in the hug. :violin:
You gave me a sweaty one last time. No hugs for you. :P
Why, what happened to your face gopher boy?
I'm more interested in fending for myself than other people, mainly because other people are generally so closed off and don't want to look for any answers. They like complaining for the sake of it and I don't like it. I like listening to other people who provide me answers and information (to a degree, I have my own cognitive dissonance too) because if I try to teach anyone any shortcuts, they think I am immoral. Life, right and wrong are so much more than just the rigid set of morals that some people stick to. Especially people who are walked over by other people. It also undermines trauma by different people because people determine what subjects (perhaps such as death) would traumatise a person more than another subject (like being bullied at school), so that person would get a lot more sympathy when someone close to them had died, even if they didn't care for them all that much. I know my examples aren't exactly based on morals, but it's what I'm trying to get at. People rate things by value rigidly. They don't base it on individual wants and values, but what is generally accepted.
Often my feelings (emotions) come with a massive delay. They are not something I can use to communicate. And when things are though, hard or need all my attention I don't seem to have energy left for emotions.
Makes it hard when others need emotions for their communication. Have been misunderstood more than once because of not being emotional at the 'right' moment.
That's why I have precious little confidence in ASD professionals , with a few rare excep[tions. It's known that ASD is a neurol;ogical thing, not a mental illness, and yet still think of it as if it's a mental illness, or as if you have comprehension issues. They think if the autistic person only understood the importance of certain things, then they would act appropriately. That's true of only a very limited range of things. In most cases , I think, we know very well why an NT gives certain things high priority, but then we only have so many spoons. so, with the best will in the world, and the best comprehension in the world, some things are gonna drop off that priority list, no helping it. And since we're the ones living our lives, it makles sense for us to be the ones who decide which things should have such high priority that we obsess about them all the time for fear of otherwise forgetting 'em. And- unless our livelihood depends on it- it's not likely to be straightening otr necktie and combing our hair, is it?
But most of the time emotions are not there at the time they stem from. And it sucks when even ASD professionals read that as not giving a shit, when what I am doing is giving a whole lot, just to keep things safe. So, without emotions present.
But most of the time emotions are not there at the time they stem from. And it sucks when even ASD professionals read that as not giving a shit, when what I am doing is giving a whole lot, just to keep things safe. So, without emotions present.
And yes, I do think that the delay of emotions that way is known to a lot of people on the spectrum.
I suspect that mostly comes down to us being more honest than NTs. It's well known that you have to present big events like 9/11 from a personal , more "human " perspective, before they rreally get to people emotionally. You ned to zero in on one individual and tell his sttory in such a way that the audience feels they know that individual, and care what happens to him.But most of the time emotions are not there at the time they stem from. And it sucks when even ASD professionals read that as not giving a shit, when what I am doing is giving a whole lot, just to keep things safe. So, without emotions present.
And yes, I do think that the delay of emotions that way is known to a lot of people on the spectrum.
I don't get sad about stuff that's "supposed to" make me sad, like natural disasters, 9/11, etc.
Even deaths that should affect me. But the right music will enable me to feel something. :dunno:
I suspect that mostly comes down to us being more honest than NTs. It's well known that you have to p[resent big events like 9/11 from a personal , more "human " perspective, before they rreally get to people emotionally. You ned to zero in on one individual and tell his sttory in such a way that the audience feels they know that individual, and care what happens to him.But most of the time emotions are not there at the time they stem from. And it sucks when even ASD professionals read that as not giving a shit, when what I am doing is giving a whole lot, just to keep things safe. So, without emotions present.
And yes, I do think that the delay of emotions that way is known to a lot of people on the spectrum.
I don't get sad about stuff that's "supposed to" make me sad, like natural disasters, 9/11, etc.
Even deaths that should affect me. But the right music will enable me to feel something. :dunno:
An NT will often get the intellectual idea that he ought to care, notice that he doesn't, then fix that for himself by telling himself a bunch of sad stories. And if that doesn't work, he'll fake it.
After decades of fascination with people , both spazz and NT, and trying to understand how their minds work, I'm pretty confident that NTs are really no different from you and I, emotionally speaking, they just tweak themselves in the interests of conformity. And so would I, probably, If I hadn't been blessed with a spazz brain, because conformity pressure can be crushing. As a kid , i would have done almost anything to escape that awful pressure, but I just didn't know how to make myself normal, so I remained my natural self by default. Thankfully :)
That's why I have precious little confidence in ASD professionals , with a few rare excep[tions. It's known that ASD is a neurol;ogical thing, not a mental illness, and yet still think of it as if it's a mental illness, or as if you have comprehension issues.
That's why I have precious little confidence in ASD professionals , with a few rare excep[tions. It's known that ASD is a neurol;ogical thing, not a mental illness, and yet still think of it as if it's a mental illness, or as if you have comprehension issues.
So glad I know one really big exception. She can read me better than I can read myself. She's of great help to me. But then, she does have lots of traits herself.
Seeing behaviour as a function, with a purpose, rather than a signal of defect makes a big difference.
Think it is a problem in lots of the mental health, that there is a fixed idea of healthy. When maybe "mental illness' can also be seen as coping strategies gone too far in lots of cases. That would ask for a way more creative and daring approach.
Not great. :(
Not great. :(
What's wrong? Physical problem, or bad state of mind? :(
Not great. :(
What's wrong? Physical problem, or bad state of mind? :(
Mostly a bad state of mind. :(
Not something that is easily helped, I'm afraid. It's one of those weeks.
Not something that is easily helped, I'm afraid. It's one of those weeks.
I'm sorry, I hope you feel better ASAP. :hug:
P.S. Gonna have to go do something else. My eyes are weeping like crazy. They often do that. The condition is paradoxically known as "dry eye" :LOL: cos that's what causes ithe weeping . The freaking tear ducts overcompsateI have the same problem. Always have to have tissues on me.
Vindicated. A hurricane is coming. :GA: Now my disaster hoarding doesn't seem so silly. Sugarbutt asked me today, how much water do I have. :zoinks:
Vindicated. A hurricane is coming. :GA: Now my disaster hoarding doesn't seem so silly. Sugarbutt asked me today, how much water do I have. :zoinks:
Stay hydrated and safe little gopher.
Can't see you not being prepared though, I can picture the bottled water, candles, and space blankets on the table already. :laugh:
Woke up with a headache. Ugh.
Woke up with a headache. Ugh.
Is that any way to talk about your wife?
I have a lower back pain
I have a lower back pain
I have a lower back pain
*wobbles in :cbc: with antiseptic to clean the Royal Tramp Stamp!*
Tired and reluctant to be going back to work tomorrow.Why the work reluctance?
Better after two cups of coffee and the awakening of a new ambition! :2thumbsup:What is the new ambition?
:lol1:Woke up with a headache. Ugh.
Is that any way to talk about your wife?
I have a lower back pain
Tired and reluctant to be going back to work tomorrow.Why the work reluctance?
Woke up with a headache. Ugh.
Is that any way to talk about your wife?
Better after two cups of coffee and the awakening of a new ambition! :2thumbsup:What is the new ambition?
Woke up with a headache. Ugh.
Is that any way to talk about your wife?
She alway says she's got one. :P
Yet another headache (no, QV, not THAT).
Alert, energetic, optimistic. At least until the caffeine wears off. :zoinks:
i'm autistic. and perplexed :SYet another headache (no, QV, not THAT).
The not m
entioned actions QV seemed to hint at are said to help cure a headache.
i'm autistic. and perplexed :SYet another headache (no, QV, not THAT).
The not m
entioned actions QV seemed to hint at are said to help cure a headache.
what exactl;y is this mysterious subtext? i'm intrigued now
i'm autistic. and perplexed :SYet another headache (no, QV, not THAT).
The not m
entioned actions QV seemed to hint at are said to help cure a headache.
what exactl;y is this mysterious subtext? i'm intrigued now
"Not now, I have a headache" is supposed to be a common thing to say when you don't want sex with your partner. Maybe not wanting to hurt someone with being totally not in the mood? :dunno:
Apparently some researchers looked at what the effect of pleasant sex was on people with a headache. The headaches got less bad.
i'm autistic. and perplexed :SYet another headache (no, QV, not THAT).
The not m
entioned actions QV seemed to hint at are said to help cure a headache.
what exactl;y is this mysterious subtext? i'm intrigued now
"Not now, I have a headache" is supposed to be a common thing to say when you don't want sex with your partner. Maybe not wanting to hurt someone with being totally not in the mood? :dunno:
Apparently some researchers looked at what the effect of pleasant sex was on people with a headache. The headaches got less bad.
Alert, energetic, optimistic. At least until the caffeine wears off. :zoinks:
Challenged. Today will be a day of accomplishments (?). Had coffee and oatmeal. It's 10:15 and I'm ready to take on the day.
Alert, energetic, optimistic. At least until the caffeine wears off. :zoinks:
Challenged. Today will be a day of accomplishments (?). Had coffee and oatmeal. It's 10:15 and I'm ready to take on the day.
*wobbles in :cbc: to serve and support Her Majesty as needed!*
Right now, I feel like making a voodoo doll of myself and giving it a really nice long back rub. Hoping that helps.
:dunno:
Do they really work like that? :P
Do they really work like that? :P
I do not know but I am desperate.
Do they really work like that? :P
I do not know but I am desperate.
While researching a term paper in high school I went wandering through the sources/references. In medieval times a backache could be cured by having a bear walk on your back. A headache could be cured by wearing a noose that was used to hang a man.
Do they really work like that? :P
I do not know but I am desperate.
While researching a term paper in high school I went wandering through the sources/references. In medieval times a backache could be cured by having a bear walk on your back. A headache could be cured by wearing a noose that was used to hang a man.
Do they really work like that? :P
I do not know but I am desperate.
While researching a term paper in high school I went wandering through the sources/references. In medieval times a backache could be cured by having a bear walk on your back. A headache could be cured by wearing a noose that was used to hang a man.
That is interesting, but I do not have access to either on the fly, but thank you.
I guess I will stick with twisty stretches and ice in a few spots and heat where it is needed.
Not sure what I have done but I "pulled something" and it is a new hurt, so to speak.
If you want Loki instead there's a discount since she's the 3 legger.Do they really work like that? :P
I do not know but I am desperate.
While researching a term paper in high school I went wandering through the sources/references. In medieval times a backache could be cured by having a bear walk on your back. A headache could be cured by wearing a noose that was used to hang a man.
That is interesting, but I do not have access to either on the fly, but thank you.
I guess I will stick with twisty stretches and ice in a few spots and heat where it is needed.
Not sure what I have done but I "pulled something" and it is a new hurt, so to speak.
Phoenix can lend you Flowers. She's about as big as an adolescent bear.
I've heard I give good backrubs. :zoinks:
Do they really work like that? :P
I do not know but I am desperate.
While researching a term paper in high school I went wandering through the sources/references. In medieval times a backache could be cured by having a bear walk on your back. A headache could be cured by wearing a noose that was used to hang a man.
That is interesting, but I do not have access to either on the fly, but thank you.
I guess I will stick with twisty stretches and ice in a few spots and heat where it is needed.
Not sure what I have done but I "pulled something" and it is a new hurt, so to speak.
Do they really work like that? :P
Fresh.That would really suit you. It's one of my favourite cuts. A friend of mine just had it done.
Kid had an appointment to get her hair cut. But she was ill. I've been avoiding making an appointment for myself. Last time was in May. So, I went in her place.
Asymmetrical pixie cut, and afterwards a shower to remove hairs and scent. Yup, feeling fresh.
I feel like hoarding some stuff. :zoinks:
Do they really work like that? :P
I'm guessing they don't really work at all. :zoinks:
Do they really work like that? :P
I'm guessing they don't really work at all. :zoinks:
I have a gopher-shaped one. :zoinks:
Does it hurt anywhere? :P
* Places "dome" over the palace. Only CBC can come in with some well deserved refreshments, pillows and a stack of good books. *
I tried putting that into Google Translate and wasn't even the slightest bit enlightened. :laugh:
"kut met peren" is a Dutch expression for "totally shit". Literally it translates as "twat/cunt with pears":lol1:
"kut met peren" is a Dutch expression for "totally shit". Literally it translates as "twat/cunt with pears":lol1:
how the heck did the pears get into that expression?
kut met kaffe.
I'm trying for "twat with coffee"...but I'm probably doing it wrong.
I was extrapolating from 'kuss mich/kuss mein' 'kiss me/kiss my' respectively. And predicting context, using the most likely aphorism of that kind of structure, spoken by a female. Although the german for 'arse' is 'arsch'. Can't say as I know any dutch profanity
I was extrapolating from 'kuss mich/kuss mein' 'kiss me/kiss my' respectively. And predicting context, using the most likely aphorism of that kind of structure, spoken by a female. Although the german for 'arse' is 'arsch'. Can't say as I know any dutch profanity
To enhance your Dutch vocabulary, we say "like m'n reet" in stead of kiss my arse. Literally it would be "lick my butt crack".
:hyke:I was extrapolating from 'kuss mich/kuss mein' 'kiss me/kiss my' respectively. And predicting context, using the most likely aphorism of that kind of structure, spoken by a female. Although the german for 'arse' is 'arsch'. Can't say as I know any dutch profanity
To enhance your Dutch vocabulary, we say "lik m'n reet" in stead of kiss my arse. Literally it would be "lick my butt crack".
I think I could like speaking Dutch. :laugh:
We Brits used to say someone was "speaking Double Dutch" when they were being incomprehensible,. That saying seems to have gone out of fashion now, though .
Ficken sheiße. Sie Deutsch ist nicht dermaßen weniger schmerzhaft auf der zunge.
Ich will mein zunge ungeteilt, dankeschon :P
Ficken sheiße. Sie Deutsch ist nicht dermaßen weniger schmerzhaft auf der zunge.
Ich will mein zunge ungeteilt, dankeschon :P
Ficken sheiße. Sie Deutsch ist nicht dermaßen weniger schmerzhaft auf der zunge.
Ich will mein zunge ungeteilt, dankeschon :P
You do and you clean it up, young man.
Ficken sheiße. Sie Deutsch ist nicht dermaßen weniger schmerzhaft auf der zunge.
Ich will mein zunge ungeteilt, dankeschon :P
You do and you clean it up, young man.
:lol1: :plus:
Very pleased about successfully installing a Dolby Digital soundhead in the garage.Saw the picture. Very impressive!
Very pleased about successfully installing a Dolby Digital soundhead in the garage.Saw the picture. Very impressive!
A lot better than earlier today.
Newly awake. I'l live. Probably.
Newly awake. I'l live. Probably.
Have some coffee. It will get you through the morning. :coffee:
Newly awake. I'l live. Probably.
Have some coffee. It will get you through the morning. :coffee:
I had coffee and that's how I survived.
Newly awake. I hate mornings.
Newly awake. I hate mornings.
Newly awake. I hate mornings.
Hug the pup. She will bring a smile.
MMmmm QV. I bought what must be nearly 10 tubs of ben&jerrys peanut butter ice cream earlier today. Took me about 5 minutes to eat 4 of them, one after the other. Salty peanut butter-caramel with chocolate-covered lumps of frozen peanut butter throughout, and caramel sauce in a toffee-peanut butter salty and caramel-flavoured peanut butter icecream. Fucking lovely. Came with one of those foul coarse untouchable, unspeakably disgusting in a sensory molestation kind of way lolly sticks meant to be used as a spoon. So I gritted my teeth and used my knife to lift them off the top of the pots and flick the sticks into the bin without touching them or looking at them any more than I had to. Well not touching the fucking things at all. I can't BEAR those awful things. They are just fucking WRONGNESS. A befoulment even of parts of un-nature that have no right to exist in this universe, and a source of putrescent filth that pollutes the world just by their being present upon it.
*sends QV big hug and sends miss K a couple of lines of freshly made, guaranteed un-cut premium-grade amphetamine HCl, of the kind I'd consider good enough for myself, and guaranteed Hg-free, having been done via borohydride reduction of P2NP instead, followed by acidic iron dust/ferric chloride reduction in glacial acetic acid, plus a couple of his sleeping pill script for after your business picking up the SO is done so you can sleep easily after:) And a big hug too of course. Can't leave you out can I now?*I'm sure that is said with a lot of care, but for the non-chemists, it sounds like you're trying to kill me. :laugh:
I had no idea how much stress it was causing me until I finally got it taken care of. Now the company will stop blowing up my phone (I had to return equipment which was supposed to be returned on moving day but movers accidentally packed it in the moving van and I had to wait until we stumbled across it in the unpacking post move).
I have heard that this occurs from time to time.
:2thumbsup:
Mystery to me.
:hug: for you and your son.
It's hard to see kid getting dumped.
And it's weird to notice how you can miss the ex of a kid yourself after a while, when they were nice and warm people.
Did son move away far?
been having one heckova week , what with son moving out on Saturday, as planned ( but not to say all plans were smoothly executed *chuckle*. It's been a mammoth p[roject ) whilst concurrently suffering one huge emotional crisis ( The love of his life having dumped him the previous weekend) .
yep . indeed . but. well. some people are a tad uncomfortable with happiness and shit like that., aren;'t they. ? prolly had to crash at some point in time. :(. too good to be deserved and all that. *sigh*been having one heckova week , what with son moving out on Saturday, as planned ( but not to say all plans were smoothly executed *chuckle*. It's been a mammoth p[roject ) whilst concurrently suffering one huge emotional crisis ( The love of his life having dumped him the previous weekend) .
:( :( :(
Everything seemed to be going so well with them last I knew.
I've had an icy draught blowing through my house since ChristmasFinally. I've managerd to get myself warm through again. So warm, in fact, that I've broken out in a sweat several times over, and was actually forced to remove my thick jumper .
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rant rant rant
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*offers big squeezes to 'Raxy
The flu is going around here. Not looking forward to it.Can you get the flu vaccine there? I get it free here every year because I have asthma. And so I haven't had the flu for years, last time was H1N1 and that was really mild, thankfully.
The flu is going around here. Not looking forward to it.Can you get the flu vaccine there? I get it free here every year because I have asthma. And so I haven't had the flu for years, last time was H1N1 and that was really mild, thankfully.
I really hope you don't get the flu!
Freudian slip? why?
Too damn hot. And there is a slight, but annoyingly persistent odor of bromine floating about.
Anyone unfortunate enough to get Br2 on their face would know about it, and it wouldn't be pleasant. Probably leave them with some deep and ugly scarring for the rest of their life. Its pretty corrosive stuff, and well known to cause severe burns if it contacts flesh. It must be coming from the still thats set up, as I've got a flask full of bromine awaiting distillation. Eats stainless steel, eats plastics (with the exception of teflon and other highly resistant fluoropolymers), eats wood, eats people too given half a chance.That was just a joke, but to be fair it's a much funnier joke when people say they smell shit. :dunno:
I know of a fellow chemist who got it on her, and she ended up in hospital IIRC. Certainly got very badly burnt by it. Dead now though, sadly :( (wasn't the bromine exposure that killed her, she took her own life. Pretty cut up about it still, I rather..well we kinda liked each other, sweet girl, although too far away from here to get together with her, since she lived in albania. Ended up doing me this charcoal sketch of the two of us together, just days before she died), but it did badly injure her.
Going to plant a memorial garden for her.
*passes odeon a pipe of H* I know the feeling all too well. Although my pain meds are atm, doing a decent enough job, as well as keeping me nicely relaxed.
Currently just feeling sooooo thirsty. Although I'm well supplied with beverages of choice. Cold coke and KA grape pop, and of course BEER. Can't say 'no' to a cold one on a hot night. And that, is just what I am currently supping on. A nice cold beer, and a can of that delish black grape pop.
^Get better soon, whatever it is.
Joint pain.
Pyraxis, did you have a new baby?There's a thread in the elder section.
Joint pain.
Im not sure if youve already considered this, but CBD (hemp oil) can help with inflammation.
Joint pain.
Im not sure if youve already considered this, but CBD (hemp oil) can help with inflammation. I hope it subsides and you are enjoying your days inspite of it.
The last time I had more of a presence here (and a presence of mind), you were on your way to fly to DC (i think.....) to give a presentation at a conference... how did it pan out in the grand scheme of things? or did I already ask about it all those years ago?
Ehlers-Danlos? That's pretty common among Autistics.
Odeon's post about handshakes reminded me of one of my pet peeves.
Sometimes you go to shake someone's hand and as you extend your hand they grab you around the fingers and squeeze the fuck out of them.
What is that all about? Some kind of "alpha male" posturing thing? I'm very much a beta male.
I have really big hands. For a lot of people playing an octave on a standard piano is a stretch. That's 8 notes. I can play a 10 note chord easily and if I stretch I can play an 11 note chord (not that there really is such a thing, but the 10 note chord does come in handy for some pieces). Maybe that's got something to do with it, not wanting their hand to get lost in mine or something.
Ehlers-Danlos? That's pretty common among Autistics.
Psoriatic arthritis. Inflammation after inflammation.
Ehlers-Danlos? That's pretty common among Autistics.
Psoriatic arthritis. Inflammation after inflammation.
Damn that sucks
[font==emo]Not too good. Can’t sleep. Headache. Pain in lower back and down left cheek and leg. Feeling this bad exacerbates my lonelieness and emptiness. Oh well! Maybe I will fall asleep eventually. At least then I won’t have to think about it anymore. Well...not until I wake up again.[/emo] *sigh*
Meh! Chest pains. Probably anxiety.Got to be wary of those.
:zombiefuck: Sick. Cub and I both caught colds.
Like warmed over shit.
Finally home, about two hours behind schedule. I hate taking the train.
Finally home, about two hours behind schedule. I hate taking the train.
Aren't autistic people supposed to love trains?
I love trains. I hate being squeezed onto trains with all the sick, coughing, snorting, gross humans.
Finally home, about two hours behind schedule. I hate taking the train.
Aren't autistic people supposed to love trains?
I love trains. I hate being squeezed onto trains with all the sick, coughing, snorting, gross humans.
Damn, I can't be autistic, then. You caught me.
Seriously, though, I wouldn't mind them if they ran on time and if people would just shut up and leave me alone.
I have so much gas now.
Side effect is med wearing off so everything looks bright with a glare, and I can feel the akathisia stirring just beneath my skin, like millions of tiny vibrating cells waiting for when they can break through. Just about 12 hours since I took the side effect med this morning...like clockwork it seems to be wearing off. Hmm... I think this morning I decided to take it every 12 hours no matter when I take the main med. I guess I'll take it soon then.
Side effect is med wearing off so everything looks bright with a glare, and I can feel the akathisia stirring just beneath my skin, like millions of tiny vibrating cells waiting for when they can break through. Just about 12 hours since I took the side effect med this morning...like clockwork it seems to be wearing off. Hmm... I think this morning I decided to take it every 12 hours no matter when I take the main med. I guess I'll take it soon then.
Do you have sensory issues? That stirring under the skin feeling would drive me batty.
Right. I understand that. I'm glad you came back sg and I'm glad you trusted the crazy lot of us with everything that has gone on. Stick it out f you can and see if it abates. :hug:Side effect is med wearing off so everything looks bright with a glare, and I can feel the akathisia stirring just beneath my skin, like millions of tiny vibrating cells waiting for when they can break through. Just about 12 hours since I took the side effect med this morning...like clockwork it seems to be wearing off. Hmm... I think this morning I decided to take it every 12 hours no matter when I take the main med. I guess I'll take it soon then.
Do you have sensory issues? That stirring under the skin feeling would drive me batty.
Sensory issues, Yup. Well in general I have cross wiring of sensations, but they get problematic when I am not well (see thread in elders place for diagnosis). I am trying to be patient with these side effects. Currently I am trying to decide whether being sick or well is worse. [*laughs at the irony*]
Feeling pretty good. I solved a code thingie just now and am quite pleased.Nicely done! :nerdy:
Feeling pretty good. I solved a code thingie just now and am quite pleased.
*brings miss K a big mug of hot chocolate, with a spoonful of honey in it*Thank you. That sounds perfect.
*tucks miss K in on a nice big comfy soft bed with freshly plumped pillows, leaving a can of coke and a couple of sleeping pills by her bedside table*
Whats saddening you hun?
*brings miss K a big mug of hot chocolate, with a spoonful of honey in it*Thank you. That sounds perfect.
*tucks miss K in on a nice big comfy soft bed with freshly plumped pillows, leaving a can of coke and a couple of sleeping pills by her bedside table*
Whats saddening you hun?
It was the one year anniversary of losing my cancer pup. Hard day.
Aw hunny bunny, thats got to be tough, remembering the wee furry bugger.Thank you. That is very kind. I'm okay. Just sad sometimes.
*squeezes*if you want to talk about it, feel you need some support, I'd be glad to give you my landline number, via PM, and for anything else, my inbox is always open to thee, as are my pointy ears and flappy arms.
Anything I can do to help you have the squeebles you deserve, just tell me. Because our miss K deserves her squeebles.
Agitated. I don't understand why this feeling won't leave. Makes me want to crawl out of my own skin. :roar:
It's been building for the last several days and I'm at a loss on how to get it to calm the fuck down. Makes it hard to function without wanting to bite peoples heads off. :GA:Agitated. I don't understand why this feeling won't leave. Makes me want to crawl out of my own skin. :roar:
Been there, done that. Today.
Agitated. I don't understand why this feeling won't leave. Makes me want to crawl out of my own skin. :roar:Christmas makes people crazy.
Agitated. I don't understand why this feeling won't leave. Makes me want to crawl out of my own skin. :roar:
Been there, done that. Today.
Like I want to quit these meds. It fluctuates. Earlier I was considering staying on at least 6 months to a year. Then I wanted to quit immediately. Now I am thinking about changing them at my next appointment. WTF is with my inconsistent resolve! lolNew meds can be brutal. :hug:
Pissed off at a colleague.
Pissed off at a colleague.
Maybe you need to ... correct him. :toporly:
Treated myself to some Ghost in the Shell material to add to my collection.
Ghost in the Shell: Arise 1,2,3,4 and the Ghost in the Shell: New Movie
I'm not enough of a fan to seek more, but Arise is my son's favorite and we've watched it several times together.
He has it all.
I'm intrigued by the story line and kind of wish there was a top run live action movie that might check a few more of my boxes.
Treated myself to some Ghost in the Shell material to add to my collection.
Ghost in the Shell: Arise 1,2,3,4 and the Ghost in the Shell: New Movie
Ohh! another Gits fan. Really liked Arise. Have you watch 2045? I felt it had good bit, but you kinda had to ignore the animation style.
somewhat depressed
It's easy. Just buy a new home and declare all birthdays, holidays of any sort and random gift giving events completely off.
It's easy. Just buy a new home and declare all birthdays, holidays of any sort and random gift giving events completely off.
I usually wreck the christmas budget, but never that bad. :lol1:
Yup, covid. We all have it now. Hoping you own't.No, I didn't get it. I'm feeling pretty lucky. I have a sinus infection from hayfever though. But it's slowly getting better.
Creeped out... a little weirded out at myself for wondering why they keep telling the mutual contact that they "miss me" -__-
Yup, covid. We all have it now. Hoping you own't.
^ I've been wondering what happened to you, what a horrible time you've had. No hugs because I don't want what you're having. ;)
I'm feeling a headache coming on so I will take some pain meds.
Sore and tiredI empathise because I feel the same way a lot of the time.
Depressed
Yup, covid. We all have it now. Hoping you own't.No, I didn't get it. I'm feeling pretty lucky. I have a sinus infection from hayfever though. But it's slowly getting better.
I'm an uncultured barbarian.
Annoyed. Tired.hope your day gets better
Also kinda postwhorish.
Desiring to become somewhat inebriated.
Desiring to become somewhat inebriated.
Go for it. :zoinks:
Shitty. Discouraged.
Frustrated with my arm not moving the way it should yet. I can't do palm facing up or down.
A bit meh.
Thank you for the good luck. I can almost fully straighten my elbow when it's at my side. And I have more strength in my grip. :) Things are improving but I'm just impatient.Frustrated with my arm not moving the way it should yet. I can't do palm facing up or down.Good luck with this!
I still do not have full range of motion in my wrist after more than a year now. And, it pops all the time.
My grip is good and my dexterity is back, but the large motion of rotating the entire wrist is still a work in progress, I suppose.
Therapist had me using weights to twist and I have not continued fully after they decided I was OK (?). That might be a problem.
I might need to get me some weights to use as I twist and lift, even still after a year.
A bit meh.
What’s up?
Restless and lonely.
Pain level is a 8.2
Frustrated. I've been on hold with the tax office for 58 minutes. I'm hungry and want my lunch but I'm reluctant to hang up in case I have to go through this again.
Frustrated. I've been on hold with the tax office for 58 minutes. I'm hungry and want my lunch but I'm reluctant to hang up in case I have to go through this again.
Did you get to talk to them? :orly:
They sent me a text saying they were cancelling my Australian Business Number which I provide to my supervisor at work every fortnight. So I rang them in a panic and got put on hold for an hour. The music was interesting, then boring, then irritating. Almost dropped my phone when a human being answered. They said because I hadn't lodged a tax return in the last two years, they assumed I hadn't been working. I said I didn't earn enough to pay tax. So now they're sending out a form for me to fill in about my work situation.Hope so!Frustrated. I've been on hold with the tax office for 58 minutes. I'm hungry and want my lunch but I'm reluctant to hang up in case I have to go through this again.Did you get to talk to them? :orly:
My son was dealing with insurance and the bank at the same time today. He gave up on the bank and we eventually drove over and talked to People and got things done. The insurance thing "timed out" and he had to call back.
Renaeden, we know the frustration!
Almost dropped my phone when a human being answered.
I had started reading a book. :DAlmost dropped my phone when a human being answered.I completely get that. :lol1: It's hard for me to be on hold for a long time, especially for an important call that takes some forethought. There have been times when I've gotten distracted, or purposely started doing something else, and when they finally pick up I'm shocked and don't know or remember what I wanted to say. :GA:
A little numb, a bit sad... especially since I found one of my birds dead.
A little numb, a bit sad... especially since I found one of my birds dead.
Very anxious not sure why
A little numb, a bit sad... especially since I found one of my birds dead.
*silently screaming*
It's been a loooong day.
Literally wanting to throw a pie at my old boss
Literally wanting to throw a pie at my old boss
nuuuuuu eat the pie, pie is so tasty *cri cri*
Satisfied that I've had my supper... now I just need to prepare for my task(s) tomorrow.
Shut up Ben Franklin!
Nervous... I find out the results today.
:congrats: your depression is almost to the level of over 9,000 how do you feel?
Hehe, that would be an authoritarian's argument.
Look at Jessica's endless court battles. In most of them, he says he is the persecuted one.
I do believe he hasn't read Mein Kampf. He doesn't read.
I think he watched a summary on Youtube.
I do believe he hasn't read Mein Kampf. He doesn't read.
I think he watched a summary on Youtube.
His father was a Klansmen though
I do believe he hasn't read Mein Kampf. He doesn't read.
I think he watched a summary on Youtube.
His father was a Klansmen though
Most of those cunts couldn't read.
OH MY GOD my girlfriend just messaged me that she might be needing a new roommate soon and I am FREAKING OUT! I'm not an easy person to live with. I'm so afraid right now. I need to pay rent for my current place tomorrow, I need to take my car in to get inspected and possibly my battery replaced, and I need to get back to work cause I only made about fifty dollar over the last two days. I asked my girlfriend how much her rent was but I think she's asleep right now (she works nights). I don't know what's going to happen but I'm afraid it'll be something bad.
Even the games threads have died? What happened?
I was literally going to troll X under the guise of Donald Trump's mother... yet then again... I should pose as Elon's Mom (yet I won't)
I was literally going to troll X under the guise of Donald Trump's mother... yet then again... I should pose as Elon's Mom (yet I won't)
Ivana...the first wife buried on the gold court...if no one is doing that they should. :laugh:
Even the games threads have died? What happened?
Woo, as I post this I'm at 16666 posts.
I'm feeling grateful for the cub and the cuddles of a six year old.Can't believe he's six already. Time has gone fast on my end.
I'm feeling grateful for the cub and the cuddles of a six year old.
Numb. I don't know how to feel anymore.
These last few years have just been tiring and it never seems to stop.
Lost my older cat George 2 weeks ago it's so damn quiet here now.
Trick or treat tomorrow...youngest grandson loves me to pieces...damned if I know why...I'm such a moody old bitch anymore some days. :P
I'm thinking of taking one day of isolation and watching a Tarkovsky movie all day.
Anxious, but excited about my trip to Hungary to see a friend. Hopefully the bus can get me to the airport on time for me to catch my trans-Atlantic flight, which I booked back in May.
Oh, and for the flight itself to go smoothly. That would be great, too! *crosses fingers*
Like I actually don't want to go to New York and annoy Andy Cohen
Numb. I don't know how to feel anymore.
These last few years have just been tiring and it never seems to stop.
Lost my older cat George 2 weeks ago it's so damn quiet here now.
Trick or treat tomorrow...youngest grandson loves me to pieces...damned if I know why...I'm such a moody old bitch anymore some days. :P
All I wanted to do was escape from reality tonight... but Mom insisted on me doing that damn phone call to Customer Service -_____-
SHIT it was terrifying :( The masking alone made me feel draining by under 9,000.
Maybe you can help your friend come off the meth. It's an extremely addictive drug, it's possible to get addicted after one try of it.
Sick. Head hurts, sore throat, itchy eyes.That sucks. Hope it's just a 24 hour virus and you feel better tomorrow. :hug:
Sick. Head hurts, sore throat, itchy eyes.That sucks. Hope it's just a 24 hour virus and you feel better tomorrow. :hug: