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Title: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 01, 2010, 09:54:58 PM
A little bit, everyday.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 01, 2010, 11:26:47 PM
Isolation is causing me to go insane. I stopped counting how many years of isolation, now. When my stuff gets here, I will get busy with my creative work and disappear from forums. I'm breaking down mentally, more and more I'm noticing, and being around jerks and ass holes I'm sure doesn't help. Guess that's how I see people anymore when you break it down. I was raised with a lot of abuse. I shouldn't even still be alive, but here I am. I don't know how to relate to people on top of it all. I have PTSD and autism (AS) with sensory hypersensitivity, not good combination's. My life is screwed up major and I'm getting more pissed about it everyday.

Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: The_Chosen_One on September 01, 2010, 11:43:47 PM
Someone I know told me anger is actually better than depression, because with anger you can let it all out, whereas depression bottles it all up. So feeling pissed and angry now and then releases the safety valve. Also, posting your feelings on forums as well vents the frustrations - never mind if there are dickheads that pooh-pooh what you have to say. There are plenty of good people around who will listen to what you have to say, and lots of them may be going through the same shit as well.

Hope whatever you decide to do works out.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 02, 2010, 12:11:18 AM
Very good points. Thank you for giving me something positive there to think on. :) I'm off to bed now, with that, it's late here, after 1am. Thanks for listening and for being there. It is very much appreciated. Have a good night, morning, day or whatever you are having where you are. :)
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Queen Victoria on September 02, 2010, 12:19:15 AM
Meadow - I haven't been through what you have experienced. 

I have found that, for me, life is a series of infinite challenges. occurrences and opportunities.  So many times we let our bad times and experiences take on such a large part of our lives that we don't realize that the actual action that hurt us was only for a very short period of time.  The way we react to it and re-live it is astronomical compared to that brief period.  I hope you find a way to minimize the bad times and live more in whatever good times you may find. 
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Phlexor on September 02, 2010, 01:42:52 AM
Smoke a joint.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: DukeNukem on September 02, 2010, 04:05:12 AM
Smoke a joint.

This is bad advice. Don't do drugs, kiddies! :green:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Phlexor on September 02, 2010, 05:41:22 AM
Smoke a joint.

This is bad advice. Don't do drugs, kiddies! :green:

Cannabis has shown to help people suffering PTSD. It help you forget.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: SBI_Patience on September 02, 2010, 07:51:07 AM
Smoke a joint.

This is bad advice. Don't do drugs, kiddies! :green:

Cannabis has shown to help people suffering PTSD. It help you forget.

Really? But it would mean you would have to keep taking it in order for you to not feel that way?
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: RageBeoulve on September 02, 2010, 08:16:45 AM
Isolation is causing me to go insane. I stopped counting how many years of isolation, now. When my stuff gets here, I will get busy with my creative work and disappear from forums. I'm breaking down mentally, more and more I'm noticing, and being around jerks and ass holes I'm sure doesn't help. Guess that's how I see people anymore when you break it down. I was raised with a lot of abuse. I shouldn't even still be alive, but here I am. I don't know how to relate to people on top of it all. I have PTSD and autism (AS) with sensory hypersensitivity, not good combination's. My life is screwed up major and I'm getting more pissed about it everyday.



Do you feel yourself making connections in your head that most people would raise their eyebrows at?
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: RageBeoulve on September 02, 2010, 09:49:39 AM
I see you readin, you worried. Here, let me clarify this.

http://www.medicalnewstoday.com/articles/29359.php

^Have a read of that and see if you think you'd ever been manic.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 02, 2010, 10:07:02 AM
Fuck!

Most of you are evidently rather sheltered and haven't a clue, but that isn't any surprise to me.

Smoking a joint didn't help and only made matters worse when I tried some, again, not too long ago.

Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: RageBeoulve on September 02, 2010, 10:10:12 AM
Fuck!

Most of you are evidently rather sheltered and haven't a clue, but that isn't any surprise to me.

Smoking a joint didn't help and only made matters worse when I tried some, again, not too long ago.



I have no clue what you just tried to imply. If you mean smoking pot should help, the opposite is true.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 02, 2010, 10:55:28 AM
Fuck!

Most of you are evidently rather sheltered and haven't a clue, but that isn't any surprise to me.

Smoking a joint didn't help and only made matters worse when I tried some, again, not too long ago.



I have no clue what you just tried to imply. If you mean smoking pot should help, the opposite is true.

I said it didn't help when I tried some not long ago.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 02, 2010, 11:02:09 AM
I had a real bad dream last night I had to wake myself up from. Someone was raking razor wire across the back of my neck when I opened the door to knocking, with the help of someone who was encouraging me to in that life was about to turn around for me a be a lot better than it has been up to this point and who ever it was on the other side of the door knocking then started immediately on the back of my neck with the razor wire. Um, it hurt and scared the life out of me, was rocking 'til I woke myself up.

Anyway, it was just a bad dream.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: RageBeoulve on September 02, 2010, 11:11:24 AM
Take a multivitamin. Make sure you get a feeling of accomplishment. Often.
Seek help from pros, and do what they tell you.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 02, 2010, 11:24:29 AM
Well, I appreciate the advice. I do need to get back on my vitamin and mineral supplements. I very rarely have bad dreams anymore so when I do I know I'm deeply disturbed about something. I don't go to the so-called Pro's. They're all a bunch of idiots, ass-holes and morons, in my experience. I'm better off without their drugs with the killer side effects, too. I'll work on the feeling of accomplishment right away though. Thanks. :)
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Phlexor on September 02, 2010, 11:29:01 AM
There is always exercise, that lifts you mood etc.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: RageBeoulve on September 02, 2010, 11:50:00 AM
Only in some cases. Lactic acid buildup in the muscles can cause more anxiety.

Also, look into cognative therapy, meadows. No drugs involved.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 02, 2010, 11:54:05 AM
There is always exercise, that lifts you mood etc.

Good idea!
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 02, 2010, 11:54:59 AM
Also, look into cognative therapy, meadows. No drugs involved.

Um, stick it in your ear and rotate.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: RageBeoulve on September 02, 2010, 11:58:07 AM
Also, look into cognative therapy, meadows. No drugs involved.

Um, stick it in your ear and rotate.

Fucking troll.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 02, 2010, 12:11:41 PM
Also, look into cognative therapy, meadows. No drugs involved.

Um, stick it in your ear and rotate.

Fucking troll.

Aww...
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: RageBeoulve on September 02, 2010, 12:14:53 PM
Also, look into cognative therapy, meadows. No drugs involved.

Um, stick it in your ear and rotate.

Fucking troll.

Aww...
Yeah. I see right through you.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: DukeNukem on September 02, 2010, 12:19:25 PM
Also, look into cognative therapy, meadows. No drugs involved.

Um, stick it in your ear and rotate.

Fucking troll.

Aww...
Yeah. I see right through you.

I tried to tell everyone that Meadow is up to no good. :wanker:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 02, 2010, 01:16:50 PM
You guys really do need to grow up. For being such major, macho, dick-heads, you can't take even the smallest measure considering all you dish out. You creeps are pathetic!
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Frolic_Fun on September 02, 2010, 01:29:59 PM
And you can't take it either. Aww.

Are you a fuckbuddy of Duke? :orly:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: odeon on September 02, 2010, 01:30:35 PM
You guys really do need to grow up. For being such major, macho, dick-heads, you can't take even the smallest measure considering all you dish out. You creeps are pathetic!

So why are you here? :-\

It's an honest question, btw.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 02, 2010, 01:50:01 PM
I knew you would turn on me, just a matter of time.

I didn't know I needed a reason, but definitely don't need to be.

Take care with you.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: odeon on September 02, 2010, 01:51:05 PM
You like to play the victim, right?
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 02, 2010, 01:54:27 PM
You're the typical, ignorant ass-hole, right?
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: odeon on September 02, 2010, 01:56:03 PM
Because I won't automatically pat you on the head and say poor you?
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 02, 2010, 01:58:18 PM
Right!
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Phlexor on September 02, 2010, 01:59:59 PM
To be honest, fishing for pitty here is a waste of time if that's the only trick you have up your sleeve. You'd be suited somewhere else if that's the case.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 02, 2010, 02:06:41 PM
Yea, I definitely walk into that one with you major, self-righteous ass-holes on board.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Phlexor on September 02, 2010, 02:15:14 PM
Yea, I definitely walk into that one with you major, self-righteous ass-holes on board.

Is there any need to talk to me in that way? I mean I was being honest and non-judgemental.

People from time to time are going to push your buttons here, just like in real life. You either learn to deal with it or you end up leading a miserable life. Your choice, it doesn't effect us which way you go.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 02, 2010, 02:26:48 PM
Telling someone they're just pitying themselves? That is non-judgmental? Typical jerk who can dish it out but can't take it himself.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: DukeNukem on September 02, 2010, 02:27:13 PM
Heh, I knew I'd get to you, Meadow! :zoinks:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 02, 2010, 02:35:52 PM
This all started and all of you started jumping me after I told Rage to take his cognitive therapy suggestion and to stick in his ear and rotate it. After I was jumped on x's two I said you are pathetic and Odeon or whatever his wank name wants to ask me why I'm here and accuse me of playing victim like the fuck-wad he really is. And as I said I didn't know I needed a reason but don't need to be here. That about sums it up. I'm not sure what type of site this is. Having been abused most of my life though, I can do without it. If that is deemed a pity call, fuck you!
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Phlexor on September 02, 2010, 02:49:57 PM
I tried being nice, but don't let the door hit your arse on the way out.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 02, 2010, 02:52:53 PM
Stick to what comes natural.  :yawn:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: odeon on September 02, 2010, 02:53:07 PM
This all started and all of you started jumping me after I told Rage to take his cognitive therapy suggestion and to stick in his ear and rotate it. After I was jumped on x's two I said you are pathetic and Odeon or whatever his wank name wants to ask me why I'm here and accuse me of playing victim like the fuck-wad he really is. And as I said I didn't know I needed a reason but don't need to be here. That about sums it up. I'm not sure what type of site this is. Having been abused most of my life though, I can do without it. If that is deemed a pity call, fuck you!

Do you think I was asking because I wanted to mock you? There are far easier ways. I asked why you are here because you seem unprepared for the kind of replies you can get here. You seem to have joined to get support or sympathy but that just won't happen automatically. Why should people care just because you want them to?

Oh, and there will always be boys like Duke who need attention and think the only way to get it is to use foul language. He's about as useless a flamer as the pope.

Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 02, 2010, 03:12:00 PM
This all started and all of you started jumping me after I told Rage to take his cognitive therapy suggestion and to stick in his ear and rotate it. After I was jumped on x's two I said you are pathetic and Odeon or whatever his wank name wants to ask me why I'm here and accuse me of playing victim like the fuck-wad he really is. And as I said I didn't know I needed a reason but don't need to be here. That about sums it up. I'm not sure what type of site this is. Having been abused most of my life though, I can do without it. If that is deemed a pity call, fuck you!

Do you think I was asking because I wanted to mock you? There are far easier ways. I asked why you are here because you seem unprepared for the kind of replies you can get here. You seem to have joined to get support or sympathy but that just won't happen automatically. Why should people care just because you want them to?

Oh, and there will always be boys like Duke who need attention and think the only way to get it is to use foul language. He's about as useless a flamer as the pope.



What makes you think my post was an effort to elicit support or sympathy? If I were seeking those things, would I really expect I could get that here? First and foremost that isn't my interest. I needed to blow off steam and that's what I did but you are always free to read it however you wish to. You haven't the foggiest clue, smart guy. And Duke doesn't bother me, if you haven't figured that out. I have seen him in action enough and have had a couple private convo's with him and kinda already know him or some of the stuff he's gone through. He's harmless like everyone else here. You can be big and bad but don't let a girl get in on the action because there's nothing worse of course to you jerk-off's than a female, BITCH!! So go fuck off, fuck yourself and get a life, fuck-wad.

At least I have an excuse if I need to get some anger management, and I don't. You guys just take yourselves way too seriously and then try dishing it on everyone else.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Eclair on September 02, 2010, 03:19:17 PM
This all started and all of you started jumping me after I told Rage to take his cognitive therapy suggestion and to stick in his ear and rotate it. After I was jumped on x's two I said you are pathetic and Odeon or whatever his wank name wants to ask me why I'm here and accuse me of playing victim like the fuck-wad he really is. And as I said I didn't know I needed a reason but don't need to be here. That about sums it up. I'm not sure what type of site this is. Having been abused most of my life though, I can do without it. If that is deemed a pity call, fuck you!

If you genuinely started the thread because you were feeling down and were wondering what to do, then you DID get genuine responses from Rage, Odeon and Phlexor. Whether you think their advice was good or not, there was no reason to jump down their throat.

Even though this isn't a support site, there are members who will throw you a genuine suggestion if you are going through a tough time. There is also an area of the site where you can start a thread if you are genuinely looking for help, and most people are respectful and won't flame up and everybody for the most part is expected to behave themselves....but it's a courtesy that goes both ways.

You started a thread here, no one actually was nasty to you until YOU started being aggressive back.

By the way - two things

1.  it's when people continually go down the 'oh feel sorry for me' road, or appear to be crying wolf for attention, that you kind of are going to get your ass burned here.
2.  You seem to think you have an over developed sense of 'entitlement' to understanding because you have suffered apparently henious abuse as a child. And if that is the case, then I am sorry for that. But what you may actually find is there are other people here that have gone through some pretty horrific things too, but they don't bandy it about or think it gives them the right to a free meal ticket in life to tell everyone to fuck off.




Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: DirtDawg on September 02, 2010, 03:20:25 PM
Because I won't automatically pat you on the head and say poor you?


I will. I have a stick made just for such purposes.
 :smashviolin:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 02, 2010, 03:25:42 PM
This all started and all of you started jumping me after I told Rage to take his cognitive therapy suggestion and to stick in his ear and rotate it. After I was jumped on x's two I said you are pathetic and Odeon or whatever his wank name wants to ask me why I'm here and accuse me of playing victim like the fuck-wad he really is. And as I said I didn't know I needed a reason but don't need to be here. That about sums it up. I'm not sure what type of site this is. Having been abused most of my life though, I can do without it. If that is deemed a pity call, fuck you!

If you genuinely started the thread because you were feeling down and were wondering what to do, then you DID get genuine responses from Rage, Odeon and Phlexor. Whether you think their advice was good or not, there was no reason to jump down their throat.

Even though this isn't a support site, there are members who will throw you a genuine suggestion if you are going through a tough time. There is also an area of the site where you can start a thread if you are genuinely looking for help, and most people are respectful and won't flame up and everybody for the most part is expected to behave themselves....but it's a courtesy that goes both ways.

You started a thread here, no one actually was nasty to you until YOU started being aggressive back.

By the way - two things

1.  it's when people continually go down the 'oh feel sorry for me' road, or appear to be crying wolf for attention, that you kind of are going to get your ass burned here.
2.  You seem to think you have an over developed sense of 'entitlement' to understanding because you have suffered apparently henious abuse as a child. And if that is the case, then I am sorry for that. But what you may actually find is there are other people here that have gone through some pretty horrific things too, but they don't bandy it about or think it gives them the right to a free meal ticket in life to tell everyone to fuck off.






Fancy or plain, it's all the same. Fuck off to you too.

I appreciated their supportive suggestions and said so. Put a sock in it!
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 02, 2010, 03:31:50 PM
If you are of the sort to beat a person when they are down, then get at it. I wasn't looking for support, obviously, and already know this isn't a support site. It's a site where people abuse each other for sport. I see you have the gang mentality at work, as well. Pathetic, in a word.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Eclair on September 02, 2010, 03:43:59 PM
If you are of the sort to beat a person when they are down, then get at it. I wasn't looking for support, obviously, and already know this isn't a support site. It's a site where people abuse each other for sport. I see you have the gang mentality at work, as well. Pathetic, in a word.

Trust me, I wouldn't be bothered to even argue with you sweetness. It's not how I get my kicks.

Just offered some simple advice as others did here when you asked for help.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Frolic_Fun on September 02, 2010, 03:55:15 PM
If you honestly think you're going to expect people giving a fuck online - turn off the computer and throw it out the window. You're not fit for the internet.

PS. Keep your problems to people who know you. We've our own problems to worry about rather than to pander to some complete stranger.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 02, 2010, 04:15:11 PM
First off, did I ask for support? No I did not.

Secondly, dick-head, stick it where the sun doesn't shine!!

I was exercising my freedom of speech, if you will, on the internet. You are free however to interpret my motivations however you wish, ass-holes!!
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Osensitive1 on September 02, 2010, 04:37:35 PM
Someone I know told me anger is actually better than depression, because with anger you can let it all out, whereas depression bottles it all up.
Some are the type to bottler their anger.

Hope you feel better soon, Meadow.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Eclair on September 02, 2010, 04:37:47 PM
First off, did I ask for support? No I did not.

Secondly, dick-head, stick it where the sun doesn't shine!!

I was exercising my freedom of speech, if you will, on the internet. You are free however to interpret my motivations however you wish, ass-holes!!

I love it when Meadow uses words like 'Dickhead' and thinks they are somehow insulting.

Reminds me of primary school when little kids thought they were really cool for using 'naughty' words like Dickhead or Fuck off.

Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 02, 2010, 04:42:54 PM
How do you express anger? Dick head and fuck wad is the best I can do. I'm sure you have a much more sophisticated version. I come from a ghetto, of sorts. Deal with it.

Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Frolic_Fun on September 02, 2010, 04:53:22 PM
Quote
First off, did I ask for support? No I did not.

Certainly gave the impression.

Quote
Secondly, dick-head, stick it where the sun doesn't shine!!

Showing anger to a person online is also an internet no-no. Although a great source of drama and laughs. :zoinks:

I was exercising my freedom of speech, if you will, on the internet. You are free however to interpret my motivations however you wish, ass-holes!!

And you know what I'm also doing? Expressing my freedom of speech. :orly:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Eclair on September 02, 2010, 04:54:11 PM
How do you express anger? Dick head and fuck wad is the best I can do. I'm sure you have a much more sophisticated version. I come from a ghetto, of sorts. Deal with it.



Well you assume a lot. I guess some people choose to wallow in their own self pity about life and use it as an excuse.

I suppose some people come from a ghetto and decide that they want to do better in their life than use their past as an excuse.

Your life will become a self fulfilling prophecy if you keep feeding yourself your daily dose of how tough you've had it.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Osensitive1 on September 02, 2010, 04:55:22 PM
How do you express anger?

Silently though the pores. On occasion, it will escape from the mouth but that seems to frighten.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Frolic_Fun on September 02, 2010, 04:57:05 PM
I come from a ghetto, of sorts. Deal with it.

From the ghetto, yo. Y'all niggaz haytin'.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: SBI_Patience on September 02, 2010, 05:50:28 PM
I come from a ghetto, of sorts. Deal with it.



I don't see any evidence or proof that your from the ghetto? :-\
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Osensitive1 on September 02, 2010, 05:58:50 PM
That sort of thing translates into text?
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 02, 2010, 06:10:25 PM
How do you express anger?

Silently though the pores. On occasion, it will escape from the mouth but that seems to frighten.

Nice answer :)
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 02, 2010, 06:12:22 PM
I come from a ghetto, of sorts. Deal with it.



I don't see any evidence or proof that your from the ghetto? :-\

I said, "of sorts" and the fuck wad above you is a pig! And I have given plenty of evidence about where I have come from.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 02, 2010, 06:15:14 PM
I'm a gifted and talented artist and don't need excuses for anything.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: P7PSP on September 02, 2010, 06:40:06 PM
I'm a gifted and talented artist and don't need excuses for anything.
:clap: You go girl!
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: DirtDawg on September 02, 2010, 06:42:31 PM
I'm a gifted and talented artist and don't need excuses for anything.




I am in absolute, speechless awe before your gifted, talented and artistic entrance.




I remember it went something like this:


 
:plane:       (http://img337.imageshack.us/img337/6484/clipboard673.jpg)
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: DirtDawg on September 02, 2010, 06:45:54 PM


Once your sugar ass melts from all your tears, what are you going to show us of your gifted, talented and artistic self, I wonder.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Frolic_Fun on September 02, 2010, 06:49:23 PM
I'm a gifted and talented artist and don't need excuses for anything.
Talent doesn't justify being a fucktard.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 02, 2010, 06:54:23 PM
I'm a gifted and talented artist and don't need excuses for anything.




I am in absolute, speechless awe before your gifted, talented and artistic entrance.


 
:plane:       (http://img337.imageshack.us/img337/6484/clipboard673.jpg)


You're just experiencing a touch of jealousy. Don't let it trouble you.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Frolic_Fun on September 02, 2010, 06:56:47 PM
The always say they're "talented" without showing anything for it. The actual talented ones just do it without the massive ego. :zoinks:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: DirtDawg on September 02, 2010, 07:06:43 PM
I'm a gifted and talented artist and don't need excuses for anything.




I am in absolute, speechless awe before your gifted, talented and artistic entrance.




I remember it went something like this:


 
:plane:       (http://img337.imageshack.us/img337/6484/clipboard673.jpg)


You're just experiencing a touch of jealousy. Don't let it trouble you.



What "troubles me"  is the leap of logic you have made in this statement.

Please, I am most curious to hear about the data you have collected and the thought processes that lead you to this conclusion.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 02, 2010, 07:10:48 PM
The always say they're "talented" without showing anything for it. The actual talented ones just do it without the massive ego. :zoinks:

You don't know too much.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Frolic_Fun on September 02, 2010, 07:12:51 PM
Well then, explain to me what makes a person "talented". Because to me, I'm hardly convinced.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: P7PSP on September 02, 2010, 07:17:50 PM
I'm a gifted and talented artist and don't need excuses for anything.
Will you post something to support the gifted and talented portion of that statement?
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: DirtDawg on September 02, 2010, 07:21:52 PM
I'm a gifted and talented artist and don't need excuses for anything.
Will you post something to support the gifted and talented portion of that statement?


She has already given us several examples of her talents.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Frolic_Fun on September 02, 2010, 07:23:46 PM
By judging her responses, I most likely think she'll weasel out of those questions. This could mean she probably doubts it herself, only using the "i'm talented" as a defence mechanism.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 02, 2010, 07:30:34 PM
I'm a gifted and talented artist and don't need excuses for anything.
Will you post something to support the gifted and talented portion of that statement?

I haven't formalized my copyrights yet so I'm reluctant to do so now but after I do and get my website published, I will PM a link. I have nothing to prove, however, to anyone.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 02, 2010, 07:33:31 PM
By judging her responses, I most likely think she'll weasel out of those questions. This could mean she probably doubts it herself, only using the "i'm talented" as a defence mechanism.

Where does "I'm talented" become a defense for anything?
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 02, 2010, 07:35:38 PM
Why would I ever want to show you creeps my work? Fuck off ass-holes!
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Frolic_Fun on September 02, 2010, 07:36:27 PM
Defence mechanism: Where you say a delusional/untrue statement to yourself to sooth your emotions after being butthurt. Narcissists use it a lot.

Why would I ever want to show you creeps my work? Fuck off ass-holes!

If you can't prove, we won't believe. Sorry.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: P7PSP on September 02, 2010, 07:38:33 PM
Why would I ever want to show you creeps my work? Fuck off ass-holes!
Do you consider every member here to be a creep?
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 02, 2010, 07:49:28 PM
Why would I ever want to show you creeps my work? Fuck off ass-holes!
Do you consider every member here to be a creep?

I think I have made it clear enough that I don't feel that way.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 02, 2010, 07:49:54 PM
God you guys, find something else to do.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Frolic_Fun on September 02, 2010, 07:52:18 PM
Same can be said for you.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 02, 2010, 07:53:56 PM
You guys are hitting me in a sensitive place here. And I've been trying to be tough enough, but no one really should have to be. Human beings can be such parasites and some of you here DO seem to be.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: P7PSP on September 02, 2010, 07:55:32 PM


Why would I ever want to show you creeps my work? Fuck off ass-holes!
Do you consider every member here to be a creep?

I think I have made it clear enough that I don't feel that way.
The post quoted below does not make that clear, it appears to be using a broad brush.
If you are of the sort to beat a person when they are down, then get at it. I wasn't looking for support, obviously, and already know this isn't a support site. It's a site where people abuse each other for sport. I see you have the gang mentality at work, as well. Pathetic, in a word.
God you guys, find something else to do.
This is an internet forum, people post here.

You guys are hitting me in a sensitive place here. And I've been trying to be tough enough, but no one really should have to be. Human beings can be such parasites and some of you here DO seem to be.
You started the hitting in this thread.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 02, 2010, 07:56:26 PM
Same can be said for you.

I'm trying to hang in here for some reason, not sure why. Could be that isolation thing I was trying to talk about.

Fuck it, and you!! I hate everyone. Thanks for your contributions.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 02, 2010, 08:00:19 PM


Why would I ever want to show you creeps my work? Fuck off ass-holes!
Do you consider every member here to be a creep?

I think I have made it clear enough that I don't feel that way.
The post quoted below does not make that clear, it appears to be using a broad brush.
If you are of the sort to beat a person when they are down, then get at it. I wasn't looking for support, obviously, and already know this isn't a support site. It's a site where people abuse each other for sport. I see you have the gang mentality at work, as well. Pathetic, in a word.
God you guys, find something else to do.
This is an internet forum, people post here.

You guys are hitting me in a sensitive place here. And I've been trying to be tough enough, but no one really should have to be. Human beings can be such parasites and some of you here DO seem to be.
You started the hitting in this thread.

Okay, you're another knucklehead. Go away, okay? People like you have bullied me all my life. You see someone more vulnerable or weaker than yourself and you can't resist. I have people like you in my own family. I hate people like you. You are a parasite. A low form of life. If you see someone being circled by a crowd who is beating on them, you want to get a jab in there too. You're just a creep.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Frolic_Fun on September 02, 2010, 08:04:58 PM
If you consider this bullying, then you're a retarded mongoloid.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: P7PSP on September 02, 2010, 08:10:42 PM
Okay, you're another knucklehead.
I have been called worse by better people.
Quote
Go away, okay?
Not going to happen. I was here first and I like this place and most of the members here.
Quote
People like you have bullied me all my life.
Keep whatever delusions make your life bearable. 
Quote
You see someone more vulnerable or weaker than yourself and you can't resist. I have people like you in my own family. I hate people like you. You are a parasite. A low form of life. If you see someone being circled by a crowd who is beating on them, you want to get a jab in there too. You're just a creep.
You are an emo crybaby.  :violin: Go fucking cut yourself or, better yet  :gotowp: since Alex has allowed you back in.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 02, 2010, 08:11:49 PM
You guys have ganged up on me in a sensitive thread and those of you who have done so are major ass-holes and bullies, to be sure. You are also pathetic losers who will kick a person when they're down. I have no respect for anyone who does that.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 02, 2010, 08:13:14 PM
Okay, you're another knucklehead.
I have been called worse by better people.
Quote
Go away, okay?
Not going to happen. I was here first and I like this place and most of the members here.
Quote
People like you have bullied me all my life.
Keep whatever delusions make your life bearable. 
Quote
You see someone more vulnerable or weaker than yourself and you can't resist. I have people like you in my own family. I hate people like you. You are a parasite. A low form of life. If you see someone being circled by a crowd who is beating on them, you want to get a jab in there too. You're just a creep.
You are an emo crybaby.  :violin: Go fucking cut yourself or, better yet  :gotowp: since Alex has allowed you back in.

will do
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: P7PSP on September 02, 2010, 08:15:32 PM
Okay, you're another knucklehead.
I have been called worse by better people.
Quote
Go away, okay?
Not going to happen. I was here first and I like this place and most of the members here.
Quote
People like you have bullied me all my life.
Keep whatever delusions make your life bearable. 
Quote
You see someone more vulnerable or weaker than yourself and you can't resist. I have people like you in my own family. I hate people like you. You are a parasite. A low form of life. If you see someone being circled by a crowd who is beating on them, you want to get a jab in there too. You're just a creep.
You are an emo crybaby.  :violin: Go fucking cut yourself or, better yet  :gotowp: since Alex has allowed you back in.

will do
See how easy that was. Now we can be friends again.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Osensitive1 on September 02, 2010, 08:22:05 PM

I'm trying to hang in here for some reason, not sure why. Could be that isolation thing I was trying to talk about.
Yes, you should hang in here for some reason.

Quote
Fuck it, and you!! I hate everyone.
See? Already a common denominator.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: P7PSP on September 02, 2010, 08:27:47 PM
 :plus: to you Meadow for stating that you will leave for Wrong Planet. Are you honest enough to follow through?
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: ProfessorFarnsworth on September 02, 2010, 08:54:32 PM
Oh fuck, I knew all this would happen. I haz pyschic powers. :laugh:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 02, 2010, 09:01:00 PM
 :kapow:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: P7PSP on September 02, 2010, 09:03:05 PM
:kapow:
If you would knock off the melodrama and calling everyone else names for a bit you would probably be worth conversing with.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: The_Chosen_One on September 02, 2010, 09:17:24 PM
:kapow:
If you would knock off the melodrama and calling everyone else names for a bit you would probably be worth conversing with.

I think this all reminds me of a certain episode from last year AND another one with Kosmo, YET I survived and I'm still here. Shit happens, and you just have to realise that we've all been through something nasty.

Unfortunately that's the way things are and coping with it is what we all have to do.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: ProfessorFarnsworth on September 02, 2010, 09:32:14 PM
And to think what's happened in this thread is 'nice' compared to some of the more nasty stuff that can happen.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: The_Chosen_One on September 02, 2010, 09:34:25 PM
And to think what's happened in this thread is 'nice' compared to some of the more nasty stuff that can happen.

AMEN Brother.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Eclair on September 02, 2010, 09:36:58 PM
You guys have ganged up on me in a sensitive thread and those of you who have done so are major ass-holes and bullies, to be sure. You are also pathetic losers who will kick a person when they're down. I have no respect for anyone who does that.

As I mentioned earlier in this thread, there is a section of the site if you really are feeling down and need to discuss something. You could ask one of the admins to move the thread to there if you are geniunely wanting to talk about something.

http://www.intensitysquared.com/index.php/board,48.0.html

What you also must realise, is when you are rude when people did initially offer you sincere and genuine advice, and I mean particularly rude, like telling Rage to go rotate...then you kind of look silly for complaining that you are being picked on when people respond to your rudeness. I suggest you look back through this thread and imagine if someone responded the same way to you if you were trying to help them.

Although, I'm not sure if you've ever reached out and ever helped someone else yourself, so I'm not really sure if you understand how agressive you were at the beginning of the thread (genuine comment btw).

As I said, if you are genuinely upset, ask the Admins, or Odeon, to move it for you, I'm sure they will. Even though you persist in calling everyone creeps, assholes, and dickheads and various other stupid names, when they were actually attempting to offer advice initially.

Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 02, 2010, 10:05:21 PM
:kapow:
If you would knock off the melodrama and calling everyone else names for a bit you would probably be worth conversing with.

You are so predictable.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 02, 2010, 10:08:03 PM
:kapow:
If you would knock off the melodrama and calling everyone else names for a bit you would probably be worth conversing with.

I think this all reminds me of a certain episode from last year AND another one with Kosmo, YET I survived and I'm still here. Shit happens, and you just have to realise that we've all been through something nasty.

Unfortunately that's the way things are and coping with it is what we all have to do.

Excellent deductions, Watson.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 02, 2010, 10:10:04 PM
And to think what's happened in this thread is 'nice' compared to some of the more nasty stuff that can happen.

I made a noble effort.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 02, 2010, 10:11:26 PM
You guys have ganged up on me in a sensitive thread and those of you who have done so are major ass-holes and bullies, to be sure. You are also pathetic losers who will kick a person when they're down. I have no respect for anyone who does that.

As I mentioned earlier in this thread, there is a section of the site if you really are feeling down and need to discuss something. You could ask one of the admins to move the thread to there if you are geniunely wanting to talk about something.

http://www.intensitysquared.com/index.php/board,48.0.html

What you also must realise, is when you are rude when people did initially offer you sincere and genuine advice, and I mean particularly rude, like telling Rage to go rotate...then you kind of look silly for complaining that you are being picked on when people respond to your rudeness. I suggest you look back through this thread and imagine if someone responded the same way to you if you were trying to help them.

Although, I'm not sure if you've ever reached out and ever helped someone else yourself, so I'm not really sure if you understand how agressive you were at the beginning of the thread (genuine comment btw).

As I said, if you are genuinely upset, ask the Admins, or Odeon, to move it for you, I'm sure they will. Even though you persist in calling everyone creeps, assholes, and dickheads and various other stupid names, when they were actually attempting to offer advice initially.



Damn, you ARE long winded.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: P7PSP on September 02, 2010, 10:18:56 PM
You are so predictable.
Poor widdle Meadow. No response anyone writes can ever be the correct one. I'll try again to get it right just for the hell of it.

:kapow:
:wanker: :violin:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 02, 2010, 10:20:09 PM
You are so predictable.
Poor widdle Meadow. No response anyone writes can ever be the correct one. I'll try again to get it right just for the hell of it.

:kapow:
:wanker: :violin:

You can bend over all day long but I'm not going to kiss your ass.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: P7PSP on September 02, 2010, 10:25:10 PM
You are so predictable.
Poor widdle Meadow. No response anyone writes can ever be the correct one. I'll try again to get it right just for the hell of it.

:kapow:
:wanker: :violin:

You can bend over all day long but I'm not going to kiss your ass.
Try this instead.  :hanged:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Queen Victoria on September 02, 2010, 11:00:33 PM
Okay, everybody out of the pool.  There's enough shit floating in here to kill half of the world. 

Everyone have a good night's sleep and come back tomorrow in hopefully better moods.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: The_Chosen_One on September 02, 2010, 11:10:22 PM
Okay, everybody out of the pool.  There's enough shit floating in here to kill half of the world. 

Everyone have a good night's sleep and come back tomorrow in hopefully better moods.

You mean...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q6ovAG1Fox0
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 02, 2010, 11:26:41 PM
hu..that was funny.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Phlexor on September 03, 2010, 02:32:59 AM
Aw, isn't it cute how you think you have to be abuse to fit in. You can't even fake that right.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 03, 2010, 09:31:20 AM
Aw, isn't it cute how you think you have to be abuse to fit in. You can't even fake that right.

Use abuse to fit it? Now that's original! None of you here really strike me as knowing much, if anything, about it.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 03, 2010, 09:36:09 AM
Aw, isn't it cute how you think you have to be abuse to fit in. You can't even fake that right.

I'm totally done with this fucking site and morons like you.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Phlexor on September 03, 2010, 09:42:23 AM
Aw, isn't it cute how you think you have to be abuse to fit in. You can't even fake that right.

I'm totally done with this fucking site and morons like you.

 :LMAO:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Natalia Evans on September 03, 2010, 10:11:36 AM
Wow. Why am I not surprised with this? What the heck just happened here?


 :duh:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: ProfessorFarnsworth on September 03, 2010, 10:13:56 AM
Wow. Why am I not surprised with this? What the heck just happened here?


 :duh:

Just another typical day my guess. :toporly:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 03, 2010, 10:38:18 AM
Using someone's trauma history to mock and hurt them is very low. I'm sure you wouldn't understand.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: DukeNukem on September 03, 2010, 10:56:00 AM
Using someone's trauma history to mock and hurt them is very low. I'm sure you wouldn't understand.

Didn't you say you were done with this site? Now go, tiger... Go! :zoinks:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: odeon on September 03, 2010, 11:21:04 AM
This all started and all of you started jumping me after I told Rage to take his cognitive therapy suggestion and to stick in his ear and rotate it. After I was jumped on x's two I said you are pathetic and Odeon or whatever his wank name wants to ask me why I'm here and accuse me of playing victim like the fuck-wad he really is. And as I said I didn't know I needed a reason but don't need to be here. That about sums it up. I'm not sure what type of site this is. Having been abused most of my life though, I can do without it. If that is deemed a pity call, fuck you!

Do you think I was asking because I wanted to mock you? There are far easier ways. I asked why you are here because you seem unprepared for the kind of replies you can get here. You seem to have joined to get support or sympathy but that just won't happen automatically. Why should people care just because you want them to?

Oh, and there will always be boys like Duke who need attention and think the only way to get it is to use foul language. He's about as useless a flamer as the pope.



What makes you think my post was an effort to elicit support or sympathy? If I were seeking those things, would I really expect I could get that here? First and foremost that isn't my interest. I needed to blow off steam and that's what I did but you are always free to read it however you wish to. You haven't the foggiest clue, smart guy. And Duke doesn't bother me, if you haven't figured that out. I have seen him in action enough and have had a couple private convo's with him and kinda already know him or some of the stuff he's gone through. He's harmless like everyone else here. You can be big and bad but don't let a girl get in on the action because there's nothing worse of course to you jerk-off's than a female, BITCH!! So go fuck off, fuck yourself and get a life, fuck-wad.

At least I have an excuse if I need to get some anger management, and I don't. You guys just take yourselves way too seriously and then try dishing it on everyone else.

You really want me to flame you instead of raising what I see as legitimate questions?

Poor you. Yes, I know you are speshul and all that, but guess what? I don't care. There. Didn't that make you feel all warm and fuzzy inside?
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: odeon on September 03, 2010, 11:24:28 AM
I'm a gifted and talented artist and don't need excuses for anything.

You are gifted at being a target.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: odeon on September 03, 2010, 11:26:07 AM
I'm a gifted and talented artist and don't need excuses for anything.
Will you post something to support the gifted and talented portion of that statement?

I haven't formalized my copyrights yet so I'm reluctant to do so now but after I do and get my website published, I will PM a link. I have nothing to prove, however, to anyone.

So why do you feel the need to tell us how gifted and talented you are?
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: odeon on September 03, 2010, 11:27:04 AM
You guys are hitting me in a sensitive place here. And I've been trying to be tough enough, but no one really should have to be. Human beings can be such parasites and some of you here DO seem to be.

Why do you subject yourself to this place?
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 03, 2010, 12:00:21 PM
If you were asking a genuine question, I could offer a genuine answer. That isn't what I have been getting. This is a site for bullies and abusers and anyone I guess who enjoys being around them. Though it is familiar to me, I don't enjoy being around it. I don't think you have autism either. You are more likely a sadistic sociopath or psychopath and the "pro's" got it wrong in your case. And there are too many out there like you. You are "low" and I'm sure that pushes buttons for you.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: odeon on September 03, 2010, 12:28:13 PM
Yet you keep coming back.

(http://imagemacros.files.wordpress.com/2009/09/butthurt_report_form.jpg)
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: SBI_Patience on September 03, 2010, 01:30:32 PM
If you were asking a genuine question, I could offer a genuine answer. That isn't what I have been getting. This is a site for bullies and abusers and anyone I guess who enjoys being around them. Though it is familiar to me, I don't enjoy being around it. I don't think you have autism either. You are more likely a sadistic sociopath or psychopath and the "pro's" got it wrong in your case. And there are too many out there like you. You are "low" and I'm sure that pushes buttons for you.

Well the site does say this...

Quote
We stand for freedom of expression, combative debate, and the generation of ideas. There are no boundaries here over what may be said, save for one rule - be prepared to back up your words. Or face the wrath of the community.

If you seriously don't like the site, you don't have to go on the site.
Some of us (or probably most of us) have autism, and the whole reason was to actually get away from WP, not a WP ranting ground (I remembered odeon saying it). :LOL:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 03, 2010, 02:23:53 PM
You're just sour grapes because you can't create a better site than WP.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: skyblue1 on September 03, 2010, 02:46:47 PM
 :whatthe: :gotowp:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: SBI_Patience on September 03, 2010, 02:48:02 PM
You're just sour grapes because you can't create a better site than WP.

Actually Meadow, I was just giving you an advice and what the site is really about.
My site has actually been pretty successful despite it has been there for about a few months.

But it doesn't make me a sour grape. :LOL: (if that was meant to be an insult, I must say, it was lame).
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 03, 2010, 02:54:02 PM
You're just sour grapes because you can't create a better site than WP.

Actually Meadow, I was just giving you an advice and what the site is really about.
My site has actually been pretty successful despite it has been there for about a few months.

But it doesn't make me a sour grape. :LOL: (if that was meant to be an insult, I must say, it was lame).

Don't let it trouble you.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Adam on September 03, 2010, 02:56:19 PM
Saying we are trying to create a site "better than wp" suggests that we think wp is decent in the first place; if wp is what makes a site good then I'd rather spend time on a shit site  :zoinks:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: DukeNukem on September 03, 2010, 02:57:12 PM
You're just sour grapes because you can't create a better site than WP.

Actually Meadow, I was just giving you an advice and what the site is really about.
My site has actually been pretty successful despite it has been there for about a few months.

But it doesn't make me a sour grape. :LOL: (if that was meant to be an insult, I must say, it was lame).

Don't let it trouble you.

You let everything else trouble you, you dumb broad! ::)
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: SBI_Patience on September 03, 2010, 03:02:57 PM
You're just sour grapes because you can't create a better site than WP.

Actually Meadow, I was just giving you an advice and what the site is really about.
My site has actually been pretty successful despite it has been there for about a few months.

But it doesn't make me a sour grape. :LOL: (if that was meant to be an insult, I must say, it was lame).

Don't let it trouble you.

Why would trouble me? :zoinks:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 03, 2010, 03:17:01 PM
Saying we are trying to create a site "better than wp" suggests that we think wp is decent in the first place; if wp is what makes a site good then I'd rather spend time on a shit site  :zoinks:

That's what folks do best here.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 03, 2010, 03:19:06 PM
You're just sour grapes because you can't create a better site than WP.

Actually Meadow, I was just giving you an advice and what the site is really about.
My site has actually been pretty successful despite it has been there for about a few months.

But it doesn't make me a sour grape. :LOL: (if that was meant to be an insult, I must say, it was lame).

Don't let it trouble you.

You let everything else trouble you, you dumb broad! ::)

Do you have to be that nasty about it?
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: odeon on September 03, 2010, 04:21:55 PM
I have to say that this thread was aptly named.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Osensitive1 on September 03, 2010, 04:26:48 PM
If you were asking a genuine question, I could offer a genuine answer. That isn't what I have been getting. This is a site for bullies and abusers and anyone I guess who enjoys being around them. Though it is familiar to me, I don't enjoy being around it. I don't think you have autism either. You are more likely a sadistic sociopath or psychopath and the "pro's" got it wrong in your case. And there are too many out there like you. You are "low" and I'm sure that pushes buttons for you.
Most here are pretty nice. WP Meadow is pretty nice too. Some things just take time, and maybe a little deep breathing.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 03, 2010, 04:32:05 PM
I have to say that this thread was aptly named.

That was genuine.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 03, 2010, 04:32:34 PM
If you were asking a genuine question, I could offer a genuine answer. That isn't what I have been getting. This is a site for bullies and abusers and anyone I guess who enjoys being around them. Though it is familiar to me, I don't enjoy being around it. I don't think you have autism either. You are more likely a sadistic sociopath or psychopath and the "pro's" got it wrong in your case. And there are too many out there like you. You are "low" and I'm sure that pushes buttons for you.
Most here are pretty nice. WP Meadow is pretty nice too. Some things just take time, and maybe a little deep breathing.

For sure.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: DirtDawg on September 03, 2010, 04:41:48 PM
:kapow:
If you would knock off the melodrama and calling everyone else names for a bit you would probably be worth conversing with.

Now you are going to challenged to show proof.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 03, 2010, 04:43:00 PM
I have to say that this thread was aptly named.

You're a bastard and I hope you get tortured until you scream for mercy you sheltered fuck wad.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: DirtDawg on September 03, 2010, 04:48:15 PM
You guys have ganged up on me in a sensitive thread and those of you who have done so are major ass-holes and bullies, to be sure. You are also pathetic losers who will kick a person when they're down. I have no respect for anyone who does that.

As I mentioned earlier in this thread, there is a section of the site if you really are feeling down and need to discuss something. You could ask one of the admins to move the thread to there if you are geniunely wanting to talk about something.

http://www.intensitysquared.com/index.php/board,48.0.html

What you also must realise, is when you are rude when people did initially offer you sincere and genuine advice, and I mean particularly rude, like telling Rage to go rotate...then you kind of look silly for complaining that you are being picked on when people respond to your rudeness. I suggest you look back through this thread and imagine if someone responded the same way to you if you were trying to help them.

Although, I'm not sure if you've ever reached out and ever helped someone else yourself, so I'm not really sure if you understand how agressive you were at the beginning of the thread (genuine comment btw).

As I said, if you are genuinely upset, ask the Admins, or Odeon, to move it for you, I'm sure they will. Even though you persist in calling everyone creeps, assholes, and dickheads and various other stupid names, when they were actually attempting to offer advice initially.



Damn, you ARE long winded.


Wrong, again.  Generally, Eclair is quite succinct in her posting.


DID YOU ACTUALLY READ THE SUPPORT SHE HAS OFFERED YOU OR DID YOU TLDR HER POST?

She gave you some good advice. I have not. I have chosen to be as offensive in a childish way as you have chosen to be.

She has chosen on more than one occasion to offer you guidance.

Why do you continue to be a fucktard in your approach to people who offer you support?




Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: DirtDawg on September 03, 2010, 04:55:48 PM
I have to say that this thread was aptly named.

You're a bastard and I hope you get tortured until you scream for mercy you sheltered fuck wad.

Little do you know about the most of us here.  Odeon is hardly a shut-in; he has a family to support and he manages to maintain a decent job. 

Whether he is a bastard or not is up to him to defend, but your hope for harm to an individual you know nothing about shows more and more about your character.

You just happened to set one the worlds most peace loving and passive people against you, out of your ignorance.

Stop being an idiot and either stay or go, but if you stay, then learn about the community you have invaded.  I am not nearly as peace loving as our host and there are members here who are even decidedly harsh to idiots like you.

I am resisting telling you to grow the fuck up, but you need to either learn some more about those here or shut the fuck up.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 03, 2010, 04:56:23 PM
You guys have ganged up on me in a sensitive thread and those of you who have done so are major ass-holes and bullies, to be sure. You are also pathetic losers who will kick a person when they're down. I have no respect for anyone who does that.

As I mentioned earlier in this thread, there is a section of the site if you really are feeling down and need to discuss something. You could ask one of the admins to move the thread to there if you are geniunely wanting to talk about something.

http://www.intensitysquared.com/index.php/board,48.0.html

What you also must realise, is when you are rude when people did initially offer you sincere and genuine advice, and I mean particularly rude, like telling Rage to go rotate...then you kind of look silly for complaining that you are being picked on when people respond to your rudeness. I suggest you look back through this thread and imagine if someone responded the same way to you if you were trying to help them.

Although, I'm not sure if you've ever reached out and ever helped someone else yourself, so I'm not really sure if you understand how agressive you were at the beginning of the thread (genuine comment btw).

As I said, if you are genuinely upset, ask the Admins, or Odeon, to move it for you, I'm sure they will. Even though you persist in calling everyone creeps, assholes, and dickheads and various other stupid names, when they were actually attempting to offer advice initially.



Damn, you ARE long winded.


Wrong, again.  Generally, Eclair is quite succinct in her posting.


DID YOU ACTUALLY READ THE SUPPORT SHE HAS OFFERED YOU OR DID YOU TLDR HER POST?

She gave you some good advice. I have not. I have chosen to be as offensive in a childish way as you have chosen to be.

She has chosen on more than one occasion to offer you guidance.

Why do you continue to be a fucktard in your approach to people who offer you support?






You people really get off on this stuff don't you. My original post was genuine. The support I was offered was also genuine, until I stepped out of line when I said put a certain piece of advice in your ear and rotate it. I have reasons for saying something like that but instead of understanding anything, you people surround and attack like a pack of rabid dog. Shut the fuck up, okay, and go to hell.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 03, 2010, 04:59:29 PM
I have to say that this thread was aptly named.

You're a bastard and I hope you get tortured until you scream for mercy you sheltered fuck wad.

Little do you know about the most of us here.  Odeon is hardly a shut-in; he has a family to support and he manages to maintain a decent job. 

Whether he is a bastard or not is up to him to defend, but your hope for harm to an individual you know nothing about shows more and more about your character.

You just happened to set on the worlds most peace loving and passive people against you, out of your ignorance.

Stop being an idiot and either stay or go, but if you stay, then learn about the community you have invaded.  I am not nearly as peace loving as our host and there are members here who are even decidedly harsh to idiots like you.

I am resisting telling you to grow the fuck up, but you need to either learn some more about those here or shut the fuck up.

You need to take your own advice and shut the fuck up.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: DirtDawg on September 03, 2010, 05:02:12 PM
I have to say that this thread was aptly named.

You're a bastard and I hope you get tortured until you scream for mercy you sheltered fuck wad.

Little do you know about the most of us here.  Odeon is hardly a shut-in; he has a family to support and he manages to maintain a decent job. 

Whether he is a bastard or not is up to him to defend, but your hope for harm to an individual you know nothing about shows more and more about your character.

You just happened to set on the worlds most peace loving and passive people against you, out of your ignorance.

Stop being an idiot and either stay or go, but if you stay, then learn about the community you have invaded.  I am not nearly as peace loving as our host and there are members here who are even decidedly harsh to idiots like you.

I am resisting telling you to grow the fuck up, but you need to either learn some more about those here or shut the fuck up.

You need to take your own advice and shut the fuck up.
:hahaha:

I do at times, but a cadaverous ass wipe needs some containment.

We have seen "you people" before and generally, as a community, we are quite able to rid ourselves of your infection.


Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 03, 2010, 05:08:23 PM
I have to say that this thread was aptly named.

You're a bastard and I hope you get tortured until you scream for mercy you sheltered fuck wad.

Little do you know about the most of us here.  Odeon is hardly a shut-in; he has a family to support and he manages to maintain a decent job. 

Whether he is a bastard or not is up to him to defend, but your hope for harm to an individual you know nothing about shows more and more about your character.

You just happened to set on the worlds most peace loving and passive people against you, out of your ignorance.

Stop being an idiot and either stay or go, but if you stay, then learn about the community you have invaded.  I am not nearly as peace loving as our host and there are members here who are even decidedly harsh to idiots like you.

I am resisting telling you to grow the fuck up, but you need to either learn some more about those here or shut the fuck up.

You need to take your own advice and shut the fuck up.
:hahaha:

I do at times, but a cadaverous ass wipe needs some containment.

We have seen "you people" before and generally, as a community, we are quite able to rid ourselves of your infection.




You are clearly the infection, ass wipe!

I have been surrounded before, in real life, by a pack of cruel idiots like yourselves, more than once. It's one of the reasons I still have PTSD. I'm also autistic okay? Give a girl a break, okay fuckers!!!!??????
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Osensitive1 on September 03, 2010, 05:18:13 PM
*sigh*
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Callaway on September 03, 2010, 05:33:39 PM

You people really get off on this stuff don't you. My original post was genuine. The support I was offered was also genuine, until I stepped out of line when I said put a certain piece of advice in your ear and rotate it. I have reasons for saying something like that but instead of understanding anything, you people surround and attack like a pack of rabid dog. Shut the fuck up, okay, and go to hell.

What I think you aren't seeing is that Rage's advice was also intended as genuine support and you told him to stick it in his ear and rotate it.  Even since then, much of the advice you have gotten has been intended as genuine support as far as I can see, knowing the people who have given it.  If you want to disregard any of the advice you are given, that's fine.  You know more about your own situation than anyone else could possibly know.  What is causing some people to become exasperated with you is that you seem to be attacking some of the people who are trying to give you genuine advice.  That's OK in the sense that it won't get you banned or anything like that.  But attacking people who are trying to give you support in the best way they know how is not getting you the response I think you were hoping for.

Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 03, 2010, 05:40:12 PM

You people really get off on this stuff don't you. My original post was genuine. The support I was offered was also genuine, until I stepped out of line when I said put a certain piece of advice in your ear and rotate it. I have reasons for saying something like that but instead of understanding anything, you people surround and attack like a pack of rabid dog. Shut the fuck up, okay, and go to hell.

What I think you aren't seeing is that Rage's advice was also intended as genuine support and you told him to stick it in his ear and rotate it.  Even since then, much of the advice you have gotten has been intended as genuine support as far as I can see, knowing the people who have given it.  If you want to disregard any of the advice you are given, that's fine.  You know more about your own situation than anyone else could possibly know.  What is causing some people to become exasperated with you is that you seem to be attacking some of the people who are trying to give you genuine advice.  That's OK in the sense that it won't get you banned or anything like that.  But attacking people who are trying to give you support in the best way they know how is not getting you the response I think you were hoping for.



This isn't a place for support and wasn't something I was hoping for. It's not a place to be vulnerable. My mistake was posting here at all with a lot of hard core jerks who are better at laughing at people than anything else. My mistake for being in this sort of environment. I have been around people like this in my past when it was very detrimental to me not only mentally but also physically. I wasn't attacking anyone who wasn't attacking me first. If I am going to be attacked I can either walk away or attack back and that's what I did. I know all of you want me to be in the wrong and I'm sorry I can't accept it.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Frolic_Fun on September 03, 2010, 05:51:19 PM
Blah blah blah.

If you want "genuine" support, go to WP and whine.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 03, 2010, 05:56:53 PM
Taking something very personal about a person, something they went out on a limb to share or try to talk about, and using it to mock and ridicule them is more of an attack on a person than simple name calling which is what I did in response to all the mockery and ridicule I have taken in this thread about the abuse I went through. That's pretty painful to take. I'm also autistic so it's very hard to talk about things, especially difficult things.

I have nothing more to say to any of you.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Parts on September 03, 2010, 05:57:11 PM
Blah blah blah.

If you want "genuine" support, go to WP and whine.

And follow the adds which will lead you to true salvation
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: P7PSP on September 03, 2010, 06:31:17 PM
I'm totally done with this fucking site and morons like you.
Another fucking lie, proven by your continuing to post despite stating that you are going back to Wankplanet.

I'm also autistic okay?
ZOMG! I had no idea that you are autistic! That automatically excuses all shit head conduct on your part.  :duh: :thumbdn:

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Give a girl a break, okay fuckers!!!!??????
:bigcry: Give me a break first by fucking off to Wrong Planet or somewhere else where your painful rectal itch level of shit headedness will be properly appreciated.  :upyours:

Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: DirtDawg on September 03, 2010, 07:34:35 PM
Blah blah blah.

If you want "genuine" support, go to WP and whine.

I beg to differ upon the point of "genuine"  support available at WP, but we will have that discussion a bit later (no need, actually - we all know how that place enables the weak to re-enforce each others' weaknesses)

The point that this gifted and talented, artistic asswipe should definitely go whine anyFUCKINGwhere else, I fully support, however.

Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: P7PSP on September 03, 2010, 07:42:41 PM
Taking something very personal about a person, something they went out on a limb to share or try to talk about, and using it to mock and ridicule them is more of an attack on a person than simple name calling which is what I did in response to all the mockery and ridicule I have taken in this thread about the abuse I went through. That's pretty painful to take. I'm also autistic so it's very hard to talk about things, especially difficult things.

I have nothing more to say to any of you.
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Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Frolic_Fun on September 03, 2010, 07:44:48 PM
Blah blah blah.

If you want "genuine" support, go to WP and whine.

I beg to differ upon the point of "genuine"  support available at WP, but we will have that discussion a bit later (no need, actually - we all know how that place enables the weak to re-enforce each others' weaknesses)

The point that this gifted and talented, artistic asswipe should definitely go whine anyFUCKINGwhere else, I fully support, however.



The "genuine" bit was sarcasm.

I'm also autistic okay?

Erm, we're autistic too y'know. :P
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: DirtDawg on September 03, 2010, 07:51:20 PM
Taking something very personal about a person, something they went out on a limb to share or try to talk about, and using it to mock and ridicule them is more of an attack on a person than simple name calling which is what I did in response to all the mockery and ridicule I have taken in this thread about the abuse I went through. That's pretty painful to take. I'm also autistic so it's very hard to talk about things, especially difficult things.


You happen to be among a number of autistic people (some with a great deal of experience with "TeH Outside World"  from whom you could learn valuable life lessons, if you open your mind instead of your arse) and it is partly through helping "you people" to see just how ridiculous you may appear to those who care not for our toils that we have found a kind of unsettled (even at times, hostile), unity.


You have been invited to be less of a touchy arse on at least three occasions in this thread, alone.  If you do you not consider that sort of whole life advise to be a kind of support, then you may truly not belong here.

Quote


I have nothing more to say to any of you.


Do you have a clue what the "What's Your Crime? Basic Discussion"  forum is about?  I think not.  You have been directed to the proper place to bleed and be left more or less alone with your pain.  We invite you to post the ins and outs of your very personal pain in the proper forum.  You happened to choose to post your favorite set of personal whines in clear view of the public.

I offer you a challenge to hold true to this statement you made about shutting the fuck up.  I also wait for some sign that you can deal with your miserable life in a more productive way, using what ever else you have to work with besides trying to apply a guilt trip upon the rest of the universe for your Self-Destructing.

I will stay silent in this thread as long as you do, in keeping with my challenge to you to do the same.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: DirtDawg on September 03, 2010, 07:57:51 PM
Blah blah blah.

If you want "genuine" support, go to WP and whine.

I beg to differ upon the point of "genuine"  support available at WP, but we will have that discussion a bit later (no need, actually - we all know how that place enables the weak to re-enforce each others' weaknesses)

The point that this gifted and talented, artistic asswipe should definitely go whine anyFUCKINGwhere else, I fully support, however.



The "genuine" bit was sarcasm.



Oops, I missed that subtlety, you bully!

 :asthing:



Quote

I'm also autistic okay?

Erm, we're autistic too y'know. :P

  :duh:







DONE!! 



Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 03, 2010, 09:08:17 PM
Simply saying you are autistic doesn't make it so. Cruel spirited Sociopaths would be more like it.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: P7PSP on September 03, 2010, 09:27:06 PM
Simply saying you are autistic doesn't make it so. Cruel spirited Sociopaths would be more like it.
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Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: The_Chosen_One on September 03, 2010, 09:31:35 PM
As has been said earlier, this is not a support site and never pretended to be. It's a social forum for people with AS/autism AND other to shoot the shit and stuff. As DD said, there are places here where you can feel free to offload your problems, and people will genuinely try to help (if you let them). But generally, it's more of a site for relieving frustrations and talking to others, or posting funny stuff and having a good time. If you see us as bullies, then fair enough I guess, BUT you have to realise that you AREN'T the only one here with major issues. I like a lot of the people here, because I can talk to them and have a laugh - when I first joined, though, it was a little different. And I've even had meltdowns on-line at times. BUT that's just part of going through life, and we all learn to cope.

Now I know you felt that Rage wasn't genuine with his advice (to me it was), and you have told others like DD, Eclair, odeon  (who is one of the nicest people here), PPK et al to fuck themselves; unfortunately, the problem with that is that is that by pissing everyone off, you won't have anyone to listen to you when you genuinely NEED help (which I'm sure you need now). If you really feel that you will get more support at WP, then by all means go there; if you decide to keep posting here, though, you must learn to give a bit more leeway to the others around you.

Oh, and I'm the long-winded one here, not eclair.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Frolic_Fun on September 03, 2010, 09:32:41 PM
Simply saying you are autistic doesn't make it so. Cruel spirited Sociopaths would be more like it.

Being Autistic does not instantly mean you're a good person.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: The_Chosen_One on September 03, 2010, 09:36:13 PM
Simply saying you are autistic doesn't make it so. Cruel spirited Sociopaths would be more like it.

Being Autistic does not instantly mean you're a good person.

Same as being NT doesn't mean you are evilly deranged and out to destroy the world.  ;D
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Frolic_Fun on September 03, 2010, 09:38:50 PM
From my personal observation, Aspies tend to be more dangerous if they follow their delusions. :zoinks:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 03, 2010, 09:49:36 PM
As has been said earlier, this is not a support site and never pretended to be. It's a social forum for people with AS/autism AND other to shoot the shit and stuff. As DD said, there are places here where you can feel free to offload your problems, and people will genuinely try to help (if you let them). But generally, it's more of a site for relieving frustrations and talking to others, or posting funny stuff and having a good time. If you see us as bullies, then fair enough I guess, BUT you have to realise that you AREN'T the only one here with major issues. I like a lot of the people here, because I can talk to them and have a laugh - when I first joined, though, it was a little different. And I've even had meltdowns on-line at times. BUT that's just part of going through life, and we all learn to cope.

Now I know you felt that Rage wasn't genuine with his advice (to me it was), and you have told others like DD, Eclair, odeon  (who is one of the nicest people here), PPK et al to fuck themselves; unfortunately, the problem with that is that is that by pissing everyone off, you won't have anyone to listen to you when you genuinely NEED help (which I'm sure you need now). If you really feel that you will get more support at WP, then by all means go there; if you decide to keep posting here, though, you must learn to give a bit more leeway to the others around you.

Oh, and I'm the long-winded one here, not eclair.

Stick a sock in it you whiny blow-fish.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: The_Chosen_One on September 03, 2010, 09:50:41 PM
As has been said earlier, this is not a support site and never pretended to be. It's a social forum for people with AS/autism AND other to shoot the shit and stuff. As DD said, there are places here where you can feel free to offload your problems, and people will genuinely try to help (if you let them). But generally, it's more of a site for relieving frustrations and talking to others, or posting funny stuff and having a good time. If you see us as bullies, then fair enough I guess, BUT you have to realise that you AREN'T the only one here with major issues. I like a lot of the people here, because I can talk to them and have a laugh - when I first joined, though, it was a little different. And I've even had meltdowns on-line at times. BUT that's just part of going through life, and we all learn to cope.

Now I know you felt that Rage wasn't genuine with his advice (to me it was), and you have told others like DD, Eclair, odeon  (who is one of the nicest people here), PPK et al to fuck themselves; unfortunately, the problem with that is that is that by pissing everyone off, you won't have anyone to listen to you when you genuinely NEED help (which I'm sure you need now). If you really feel that you will get more support at WP, then by all means go there; if you decide to keep posting here, though, you must learn to give a bit more leeway to the others around you.

Oh, and I'm the long-winded one here, not eclair.

Stick a sock in it you whiny blow-fish.

No. There is no need to be rude to people who are trying to point things out to you. I haven't told you to fuck yourself like some of the others (who only did so cos you dissed them); I actually tried to offer you some decent advice. And all I cop is a mouthful of abuse.

TL;DR.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Natalia Evans on September 03, 2010, 09:58:22 PM
If you were asking a genuine question, I could offer a genuine answer. That isn't what I have been getting. This is a site for bullies and abusers and anyone I guess who enjoys being around them. Though it is familiar to me, I don't enjoy being around it. I don't think you have autism either. You are more likely a sadistic sociopath or psychopath and the "pro's" got it wrong in your case. And there are too many out there like you. You are "low" and I'm sure that pushes buttons for you.

I don't think you have autism. I think you have schizophrenia or DID or maybe you just love to troll. I think you do it when you get upset.

No one has done anything in this thread. Rage gave you advice and you attacked him so he called you a troll. Then you started attacking other users when they ask you something. People attacked you only because you started it. But you just can't see it.

And you said you were done here but you keep coming back. You love a fight don't you?


If you were asking a genuine question, I could offer a genuine answer. That isn't what I have been getting. This is a site for bullies and abusers and anyone I guess who enjoys being around them. Though it is familiar to me, I don't enjoy being around it. I don't think you have autism either. You are more likely a sadistic sociopath or psychopath and the "pro's" got it wrong in your case. And there are too many out there like you. You are "low" and I'm sure that pushes buttons for you.
Most here are pretty nice. WP Meadow is pretty nice too. Some things just take time, and maybe a little deep breathing.


Nice, but she loves a fight and turns against people when they have done nothing wrong. She has mixed evil in her along with niceness. She can turn on you anytime when she thinks you have manipulated her or whatsoever.

I don't think she is a nice person and she is nice until she lashes out.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 03, 2010, 10:08:37 PM
Apparently I don't know how to get along with people very well. So what!
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 03, 2010, 10:12:08 PM
Kit, you just get real threatened when I say someone is "not autistic". I just don't have enough theory of mind to relate to some of these people here who are attacking me for not being a nice person, even though they themselves aren't, and that's just my way of saying it.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 03, 2010, 10:14:31 PM
Fuck all of you, again.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Queen Victoria on September 03, 2010, 10:23:32 PM
How long will it be before your stuff arrives?  It must be frustrating not to have the materials to exercise your creativity.  Kind of like a caged bird?

What do you do?  Write, art, music? 
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Natalia Evans on September 03, 2010, 10:26:33 PM
Kit, you just get real threatened when I say someone is "not autistic". I just don't have enough theory of mind to relate to some of these people here who are attacking me for not being a nice person, even though they themselves aren't, and that's just my way of saying it.

No I just find it pathetic and annoying. I don't go around undiagnosing people just because they aren't nice or because they did things.

So you were saying telling someone they aren't autisic is your way of saying "I don't relate to you?" (This is a genuine question)
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: ProfessorFarnsworth on September 03, 2010, 10:32:15 PM
Simply saying you are autistic doesn't make it so. Cruel spirited Sociopaths would be more like it.

Being Autistic does not instantly mean you're a good person.

Well Chris Chan certainly busted that and any superiority myths. :laugh:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 03, 2010, 10:32:29 PM
How long will it be before your stuff arrives?  It must be frustrating not to have the materials to exercise your creativity.  Kind of like a caged bird?

What do you do?  Write, art, music? 

Haha...that's good. I have more going on than mere frustration about missing my stuff. PTSD, autistic disorder, traumatic history, resulting current life problems...the ordinary everyday things we all deal with.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 03, 2010, 10:37:35 PM
Kit, you just get real threatened when I say someone is "not autistic". I just don't have enough theory of mind to relate to some of these people here who are attacking me for not being a nice person, even though they themselves aren't, and that's just my way of saying it.

No I just find it pathetic and annoying. I don't go around undiagnosing people just because they aren't nice or because they did things.

So you were saying telling someone they aren't autisic is your way of saying "I don't relate to you?" (This is a genuine question)

Right! Anything I give you will just be ammunition you can use to try to ridicule and humiliate some more. I know this about you from experience.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 03, 2010, 10:40:39 PM
How long will it be before your stuff arrives?  It must be frustrating not to have the materials to exercise your creativity.  Kind of like a caged bird?

What do you do?  Write, art, music? 

If you are being genuine, I appreciate that. I just don't feel safe here to reply the way I normally would with your average nice person. Hard to know what to trust in this environment.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: DirtDawg on September 03, 2010, 10:42:10 PM
If you were asking a genuine question, I could offer a genuine answer. That isn't what I have been getting. This is a site for bullies and abusers and anyone I guess who enjoys being around them. Though it is familiar to me, I don't enjoy being around it. I don't think you have autism either. You are more likely a sadistic sociopath or psychopath and the "pro's" got it wrong in your case. And there are too many out there like you. You are "low" and I'm sure that pushes buttons for you.

I don't think you have autism. I think you have schizophrenia or DID or maybe you just love to troll. I think you do it when you get upset.

No one has done anything in this thread. Rage gave you advice and you attacked him so he called you a troll. Then you started attacking other users when they ask you something. People attacked you only because you started it. But you just can't see it.

And you said you were done here but you keep coming back. You love a fight don't you?


If you were asking a genuine question, I could offer a genuine answer. That isn't what I have been getting. This is a site for bullies and abusers and anyone I guess who enjoys being around them. Though it is familiar to me, I don't enjoy being around it. I don't think you have autism either. You are more likely a sadistic sociopath or psychopath and the "pro's" got it wrong in your case. And there are too many out there like you. You are "low" and I'm sure that pushes buttons for you.
Most here are pretty nice. WP Meadow is pretty nice too. Some things just take time, and maybe a little deep breathing.


Nice, but she loves a fight and turns against people when they have done nothing wrong. She has mixed evil in her along with niceness. She can turn on you anytime when she thinks you have manipulated her or whatsoever.

I don't think she is a nice person and she is nice until she lashes out.


Clinically defined Schizophrenia is extremely rare, Kit.  I see way more signs of simple "depression" in this person than any other malady of the psyche.

That aside, I think she should go and find more qualified help off the internet.

I tried to do my best to leave this thread alone, assuming she chose to do the same, but, apparently she is being served by this exchange she has dipped into.
 :'(



OP:
Now you are tugging at my tangled heart strings, Meadow.

WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT!!!
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Natalia Evans on September 03, 2010, 10:44:36 PM
Kit, you just get real threatened when I say someone is "not autistic". I just don't have enough theory of mind to relate to some of these people here who are attacking me for not being a nice person, even though they themselves aren't, and that's just my way of saying it.

No I just find it pathetic and annoying. I don't go around undiagnosing people just because they aren't nice or because they did things.

So you were saying telling someone they aren't autisic is your way of saying "I don't relate to you?" (This is a genuine question)

Right! Anything I give you will just be ammunition you can use to try to ridicule and humiliate some more. I know this about you from experience.


Okay. I took you literal then when you were saying it. I don't relate to other autistics either nor pregnant women. Only things I can relate to is if they have the same experiance as me.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 03, 2010, 10:45:31 PM
Haha..awww..
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: DirtDawg on September 03, 2010, 10:47:56 PM
Kit, you just get real threatened when I say someone is "not autistic". I just don't have enough theory of mind to relate to some of these people here who are attacking me for not being a nice person, even though they themselves aren't, and that's just my way of saying it.

No I just find it pathetic and annoying. I don't go around undiagnosing people just because they aren't nice or because they did things.

So you were saying telling someone they aren't autisic is your way of saying "I don't relate to you?" (This is a genuine question)

Right! Anything I give you will just be ammunition you can use to try to ridicule and humiliate some more. I know this about you from experience.


Okay. I took you literal then when you were saying it. I don't relate to other autistics either nor pregnant women. Only things I can relate to is if they have the same experiance as me.

HOLD up a minute!!


KIT, Are you pregnant?

Really?


... or did I read something else into what you just typed?
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 03, 2010, 10:49:38 PM
Kit, you just get real threatened when I say someone is "not autistic". I just don't have enough theory of mind to relate to some of these people here who are attacking me for not being a nice person, even though they themselves aren't, and that's just my way of saying it.

No I just find it pathetic and annoying. I don't go around undiagnosing people just because they aren't nice or because they did things.

So you were saying telling someone they aren't autisic is your way of saying "I don't relate to you?" (This is a genuine question)

Right! Anything I give you will just be ammunition you can use to try to ridicule and humiliate some more. I know this about you from experience.


Okay. I took you literal then when you were saying it. I don't relate to other autistics either nor pregnant women. Only things I can relate to is if they have the same experiance as me.

Could be my own problem as well.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Phlexor on September 03, 2010, 10:49:55 PM
The joke's on you. Until you start taking some personal responsibility for your own feelings instead of lashing out at others when your poor little feelings are hurt, you are going to lead one miserable life.

 :hahaha:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 03, 2010, 10:54:15 PM
The joke's on you. Until you start taking some personal responsibility for your own feelings instead of lashing out at others when your poor little feelings are hurt, you are going to lead one miserable life.

 :hahaha:

Did you just pull that out of your ass, Doctor Fartingsmernoff??
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Natalia Evans on September 03, 2010, 10:57:03 PM
Kit, you just get real threatened when I say someone is "not autistic". I just don't have enough theory of mind to relate to some of these people here who are attacking me for not being a nice person, even though they themselves aren't, and that's just my way of saying it.

No I just find it pathetic and annoying. I don't go around undiagnosing people just because they aren't nice or because they did things.

So you were saying telling someone they aren't autisic is your way of saying "I don't relate to you?" (This is a genuine question)

Right! Anything I give you will just be ammunition you can use to try to ridicule and humiliate some more. I know this about you from experience.


Okay. I took you literal then when you were saying it. I don't relate to other autistics either nor pregnant women. Only things I can relate to is if they have the same experiance as me.

HOLD up a minute!!


KIT, Are you pregnant?

Really?


... or did I read something else into what you just typed?


I am.

Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Eclair on September 03, 2010, 10:57:12 PM
Kit, you just get real threatened when I say someone is "not autistic". I just don't have enough theory of mind to relate to some of these people here who are attacking me for not being a nice person, even though they themselves aren't, and that's just my way of saying it.

No I just find it pathetic and annoying. I don't go around undiagnosing people just because they aren't nice or because they did things.

So you were saying telling someone they aren't autisic is your way of saying "I don't relate to you?" (This is a genuine question)

Right! Anything I give you will just be ammunition you can use to try to ridicule and humiliate some more. I know this about you from experience.


Okay. I took you literal then when you were saying it. I don't relate to other autistics either nor pregnant women. Only things I can relate to is if they have the same experiance as me.

Could be my own problem as well.

It's pretty much a common problem with Autism. So, I hope you can see, or at least try to see, that when people have reached out to you here, they also have their own limitations - but they tried.

Just because someone doesn't say they've gone through XYZ like you, doesn't mean they haven't.

Sometimes it is good to assume someone has good intentions, and if they don't, then it's a reflection of them, rather than you....there's no point going 'oh stop picking on me'.

Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: DirtDawg on September 03, 2010, 11:01:07 PM
Kit, you just get real threatened when I say someone is "not autistic". I just don't have enough theory of mind to relate to some of these people here who are attacking me for not being a nice person, even though they themselves aren't, and that's just my way of saying it.

No I just find it pathetic and annoying. I don't go around undiagnosing people just because they aren't nice or because they did things.

So you were saying telling someone they aren't autisic is your way of saying "I don't relate to you?" (This is a genuine question)

Right! Anything I give you will just be ammunition you can use to try to ridicule and humiliate some more. I know this about you from experience.


Okay. I took you literal then when you were saying it. I don't relate to other autistics either nor pregnant women. Only things I can relate to is if they have the same experiance as me.

HOLD up a minute!!


KIT, Are you pregnant?

Really?


... or did I read something else into what you just typed?


I am.



Congratulations, Kiddo!!!

I do not know what to say, except that I hope you are happy and that you have a happy baby.


:woohoo:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 03, 2010, 11:03:34 PM
Kit, you just get real threatened when I say someone is "not autistic". I just don't have enough theory of mind to relate to some of these people here who are attacking me for not being a nice person, even though they themselves aren't, and that's just my way of saying it.

No I just find it pathetic and annoying. I don't go around undiagnosing people just because they aren't nice or because they did things.

So you were saying telling someone they aren't autisic is your way of saying "I don't relate to you?" (This is a genuine question)

Right! Anything I give you will just be ammunition you can use to try to ridicule and humiliate some more. I know this about you from experience.


Okay. I took you literal then when you were saying it. I don't relate to other autistics either nor pregnant women. Only things I can relate to is if they have the same experiance as me.

Could be my own problem as well.

It's pretty much a common problem with Autism. So, I hope you can see, or at least try to see, that when people have reached out to you here, they also have their own limitations - but they tried.

Just because someone doesn't say they've gone through XYZ like you, doesn't mean they haven't.

Sometimes it is good to assume someone has good intentions, and if they don't, then it's a reflection of them, rather than you....there's no point going 'oh stop picking on me'.



Your XYZ lesson went way over my head. Sorry if that's a disappointment. Feral autists like myself can't be taught anything. It's too late, too far gone if you know what I mean.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Phlexor on September 03, 2010, 11:04:48 PM
The joke's on you. Until you start taking some personal responsibility for your own feelings instead of lashing out at others when your poor little feelings are hurt, you are going to lead one miserable life.

 :hahaha:

Did you just pull that out of your ass, Doctor Fartingsmernoff??

Your life sucks and I'm still laughing so yeah, sure, why not, my ass is where I keep all my nuggets of wisdom.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: DirtDawg on September 03, 2010, 11:05:44 PM
Kit, you just get real threatened when I say someone is "not autistic". I just don't have enough theory of mind to relate to some of these people here who are attacking me for not being a nice person, even though they themselves aren't, and that's just my way of saying it.

No I just find it pathetic and annoying. I don't go around undiagnosing people just because they aren't nice or because they did things.

So you were saying telling someone they aren't autisic is your way of saying "I don't relate to you?" (This is a genuine question)

Right! Anything I give you will just be ammunition you can use to try to ridicule and humiliate some more. I know this about you from experience.


Okay. I took you literal then when you were saying it. I don't relate to other autistics either nor pregnant women. Only things I can relate to is if they have the same experiance as me.

Could be my own problem as well.

It's pretty much a common problem with Autism. So, I hope you can see, or at least try to see, that when people have reached out to you here, they also have their own limitations - but they tried.

Just because someone doesn't say they've gone through XYZ like you, doesn't mean they haven't.

Sometimes it is good to assume someone has good intentions, and if they don't, then it's a reflection of them, rather than you....there's no point going 'oh stop picking on me'.



Your XYZ lesson went way over my head. Sorry if that's a disappointment. Feral autists like myself can't be taught anything. It's too late, too far gone if you know what I mean.


NOPE!

I  learned something today and I will bet that I am as old as you are.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: DirtDawg on September 03, 2010, 11:07:29 PM
The joke's on you. Until you start taking some personal responsibility for your own feelings instead of lashing out at others when your poor little feelings are hurt, you are going to lead one miserable life.

 :hahaha:

Did you just pull that out of your ass, Doctor Fartingsmernoff??

Your life sucks and I'm still laughing so yeah, sure, why not, my ass is where I keep all my nuggets of wisdom.


... but you have to read through them with a mirror.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 03, 2010, 11:12:21 PM
The joke's on you. Until you start taking some personal responsibility for your own feelings instead of lashing out at others when your poor little feelings are hurt, you are going to lead one miserable life.

 :hahaha:

Did you just pull that out of your ass, Doctor Fartingsmernoff??

Your life sucks and I'm still laughing so yeah, sure, why not, my ass is where I keep all my nuggets of wisdom.

What makes you think my life sucks? You are one dumb fuck.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Queen Victoria on September 03, 2010, 11:24:07 PM
Isolation is causing me to go insane. I stopped counting how many years of isolation, now. When my stuff gets here, I will get busy with my creative work and disappear from forums. I'm breaking down mentally, more and more I'm noticing, and being around jerks and ass holes I'm sure doesn't help. Guess that's how I see people anymore when you break it down. I was raised with a lot of abuse. I shouldn't even still be alive, but here I am. I don't know how to relate to people on top of it all. I have PTSD and autism (AS) with sensory hypersensitivity, not good combination's. My life is screwed up major and I'm getting more pissed about it everyday.



Keep the bowl of cherries (as in Life is a bowl of cherries = great) if that description of your life doesn't say "SUCK."
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: The_Chosen_One on September 03, 2010, 11:29:25 PM
Isolation is causing me to go insane. I stopped counting how many years of isolation, now. When my stuff gets here, I will get busy with my creative work and disappear from forums. I'm breaking down mentally, more and more I'm noticing, and being around jerks and ass holes I'm sure doesn't help. Guess that's how I see people anymore when you break it down. I was raised with a lot of abuse. I shouldn't even still be alive, but here I am. I don't know how to relate to people on top of it all. I have PTSD and autism (AS) with sensory hypersensitivity, not good combination's. My life is screwed up major and I'm getting more pissed about it everyday.



Keep the bowl of cherries (as in Life is a bowl of cherries = great) if that description of your life doesn't say "SUCK."

Meh, I'd have said 'life is like a box of chocolates'.

But I'm not Forrest Gump.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 03, 2010, 11:30:42 PM
Isolation is causing me to go insane. I stopped counting how many years of isolation, now. When my stuff gets here, I will get busy with my creative work and disappear from forums. I'm breaking down mentally, more and more I'm noticing, and being around jerks and ass holes I'm sure doesn't help. Guess that's how I see people anymore when you break it down. I was raised with a lot of abuse. I shouldn't even still be alive, but here I am. I don't know how to relate to people on top of it all. I have PTSD and autism (AS) with sensory hypersensitivity, not good combination's. My life is screwed up major and I'm getting more pissed about it everyday.



Keep the bowl of cherries (as in Life is a bowl of cherries = great) if that description of your life doesn't say "SUCK."

You were a jerk to me before for no reason except to be a jerk, so this is no surprise.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Queen Victoria on September 03, 2010, 11:33:18 PM
Kit, you just get real threatened when I say someone is "not autistic". I just don't have enough theory of mind to relate to some of these people here who are attacking me for not being a nice person, even though they themselves aren't, and that's just my way of saying it.

No I just find it pathetic and annoying. I don't go around undiagnosing people just because they aren't nice or because they did things.

So you were saying telling someone they aren't autisic is your way of saying "I don't relate to you?" (This is a genuine question)

Right! Anything I give you will just be ammunition you can use to try to ridicule and humiliate some more. I know this about you from experience.


Okay. I took you literal then when you were saying it. I don't relate to other autistics either nor pregnant women. Only things I can relate to is if they have the same experiance as me.

HOLD up a minute!!


KIT, Are you pregnant?

Really?


... or did I read something else into what you just typed?


I am.



Congratulations, Kiddo!!!

I do not know what to say, except that I hope you are happy and that you have a happy baby.


:woohoo:

Great job on noticing that subtlety DirtDawg.  It flew under my radar.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 03, 2010, 11:33:59 PM
Isolation is causing me to go insane. I stopped counting how many years of isolation, now. When my stuff gets here, I will get busy with my creative work and disappear from forums. I'm breaking down mentally, more and more I'm noticing, and being around jerks and ass holes I'm sure doesn't help. Guess that's how I see people anymore when you break it down. I was raised with a lot of abuse. I shouldn't even still be alive, but here I am. I don't know how to relate to people on top of it all. I have PTSD and autism (AS) with sensory hypersensitivity, not good combination's. My life is screwed up major and I'm getting more pissed about it everyday.



Keep the bowl of cherries (as in Life is a bowl of cherries = great) if that description of your life doesn't say "SUCK."

Weakling is a fitting name for someone who will bash another just for the sake of bashing them.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Eclair on September 03, 2010, 11:39:45 PM
Isolation is causing me to go insane. I stopped counting how many years of isolation, now. When my stuff gets here, I will get busy with my creative work and disappear from forums. I'm breaking down mentally, more and more I'm noticing, and being around jerks and ass holes I'm sure doesn't help. Guess that's how I see people anymore when you break it down. I was raised with a lot of abuse. I shouldn't even still be alive, but here I am. I don't know how to relate to people on top of it all. I have PTSD and autism (AS) with sensory hypersensitivity, not good combination's. My life is screwed up major and I'm getting more pissed about it everyday.



Keep the bowl of cherries (as in Life is a bowl of cherries = great) if that description of your life doesn't say "SUCK."

Weakling is a fitting name for someone who will bash another just for the sake of bashing them.

Something you are well practised at, it would seem Meadow. Perhaps you should judge your own actions as harshly as you judge others.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Queen Victoria on September 03, 2010, 11:47:44 PM
Isolation is causing me to go insane. I stopped counting how many years of isolation, now. When my stuff gets here, I will get busy with my creative work and disappear from forums. I'm breaking down mentally, more and more I'm noticing, and being around jerks and ass holes I'm sure doesn't help. Guess that's how I see people anymore when you break it down. I was raised with a lot of abuse. I shouldn't even still be alive, but here I am. I don't know how to relate to people on top of it all. I have PTSD and autism (AS) with sensory hypersensitivity, not good combination's. My life is screwed up major and I'm getting more pissed about it everyday.



Keep the bowl of cherries (as in Life is a bowl of cherries = great) if that description of your life doesn't say "SUCK."

Weakling is a fitting name for someone who will bash another just for the sake of bashing them.

May I ask that you re-read my replies number 4, 107 and 170 and tell me which one of them you feel doesn't show some attempt to either show concern and/or attempt to derail this train wreck. If I've insulted or misunderstood you then I apologize.  It was not my intent. 
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: The_Chosen_One on September 03, 2010, 11:47:58 PM
Isolation is causing me to go insane. I stopped counting how many years of isolation, now. When my stuff gets here, I will get busy with my creative work and disappear from forums. I'm breaking down mentally, more and more I'm noticing, and being around jerks and ass holes I'm sure doesn't help. Guess that's how I see people anymore when you break it down. I was raised with a lot of abuse. I shouldn't even still be alive, but here I am. I don't know how to relate to people on top of it all. I have PTSD and autism (AS) with sensory hypersensitivity, not good combination's. My life is screwed up major and I'm getting more pissed about it everyday.



Keep the bowl of cherries (as in Life is a bowl of cherries = great) if that description of your life doesn't say "SUCK."

Weakling is a fitting name for someone who will bash another just for the sake of bashing them.

Something you are well practised at, it would seem Meadow. Perhaps you should judge your own actions as harshly as you judge others.

Eclair: 3 words to describe said actions.

Pot, kettle, black.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 03, 2010, 11:52:32 PM
Isolation is causing me to go insane. I stopped counting how many years of isolation, now. When my stuff gets here, I will get busy with my creative work and disappear from forums. I'm breaking down mentally, more and more I'm noticing, and being around jerks and ass holes I'm sure doesn't help. Guess that's how I see people anymore when you break it down. I was raised with a lot of abuse. I shouldn't even still be alive, but here I am. I don't know how to relate to people on top of it all. I have PTSD and autism (AS) with sensory hypersensitivity, not good combination's. My life is screwed up major and I'm getting more pissed about it everyday.



Keep the bowl of cherries (as in Life is a bowl of cherries = great) if that description of your life doesn't say "SUCK."

Weakling is a fitting name for someone who will bash another just for the sake of bashing them.

Something you are well practised at, it would seem Meadow. Perhaps you should judge your own actions as harshly as you judge others.

Another word for arrogant is ignorant.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: The_Chosen_One on September 03, 2010, 11:59:41 PM
Isolation is causing me to go insane. I stopped counting how many years of isolation, now. When my stuff gets here, I will get busy with my creative work and disappear from forums. I'm breaking down mentally, more and more I'm noticing, and being around jerks and ass holes I'm sure doesn't help. Guess that's how I see people anymore when you break it down. I was raised with a lot of abuse. I shouldn't even still be alive, but here I am. I don't know how to relate to people on top of it all. I have PTSD and autism (AS) with sensory hypersensitivity, not good combination's. My life is screwed up major and I'm getting more pissed about it everyday.



Keep the bowl of cherries (as in Life is a bowl of cherries = great) if that description of your life doesn't say "SUCK."

Weakling is a fitting name for someone who will bash another just for the sake of bashing them.

Something you are well practised at, it would seem Meadow. Perhaps you should judge your own actions as harshly as you judge others.

Another word for arrogant is ignorant.

Let's see:

Arrogance or arrogant may refer to:

    * Overbearing pride
    * Hubris
    * Arrogance (band)

while

Ignorance is a state of being uninformed (lack of knowledge). The word "ignorant" is an adjective describing a person in the state of being unaware and is often used as an insult. "Ignoramus" is commonly used in the UK and Ireland as a name of someone who is overwhemingly ignorant.

Ignorance should be distinguished from stupidity, although both can lead to "unwise" acts. Also, if important information is available, one may fail to acquire it due to lack of intelligence (not realizing its importance, or not understanding it).

Writer Thomas Pynchon articulated about the scope and structure of one's ignorance: "Ignorance is not just a blank space on a person's mental map. It has contours and coherence, and for all I know rules of operation as well. So as a corollary to [the advice of] writing about what we know, maybe we should add getting familiar with our ignorance, and the possibilities therein for writing a good story."[1]

The legal principle that ignorantia juris non excusat, literally "ignorance of the law is no excuse", stands for the proposition that the law applies also to those who are unaware of it.

Don't think there's much in common there.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Queen Victoria on September 04, 2010, 12:00:55 AM
Hint - If someone offers a sincere apology, it's nice to accept it.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Callaway on September 04, 2010, 12:01:26 AM
Isolation is causing me to go insane. I stopped counting how many years of isolation, now. When my stuff gets here, I will get busy with my creative work and disappear from forums. I'm breaking down mentally, more and more I'm noticing, and being around jerks and ass holes I'm sure doesn't help. Guess that's how I see people anymore when you break it down. I was raised with a lot of abuse. I shouldn't even still be alive, but here I am. I don't know how to relate to people on top of it all. I have PTSD and autism (AS) with sensory hypersensitivity, not good combination's. My life is screwed up major and I'm getting more pissed about it everyday.



Keep the bowl of cherries (as in Life is a bowl of cherries = great) if that description of your life doesn't say "SUCK."

You were a jerk to me before for no reason except to be a jerk, so this is no surprise.

 ???

Weakling has been nothing but kind to you in this thread.

I think your defensiveness is making you see people as acting like jerks toward you when they aren't.  
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 04, 2010, 12:07:41 AM
I think you guys just want to keep beating the fuck out of me. I'm just having flashbacks due to my traumatic past and these kinds of activities in real life. You are playing the nice guy and that is bull-shit! How many are there of you on me in this thread trying to mock, ridicule and stomp the crap out of me and doing a fine job to I might add. You are scum-bags in my book. I can't believe there are people like you in the world, but here you are.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 04, 2010, 12:11:54 AM
Isolation is causing me to go insane. I stopped counting how many years of isolation, now. When my stuff gets here, I will get busy with my creative work and disappear from forums. I'm breaking down mentally, more and more I'm noticing, and being around jerks and ass holes I'm sure doesn't help. Guess that's how I see people anymore when you break it down. I was raised with a lot of abuse. I shouldn't even still be alive, but here I am. I don't know how to relate to people on top of it all. I have PTSD and autism (AS) with sensory hypersensitivity, not good combination's. My life is screwed up major and I'm getting more pissed about it everyday.



Keep the bowl of cherries (as in Life is a bowl of cherries = great) if that description of your life doesn't say "SUCK."

^ This is nothing but kind? You have a warped sense of what kindness is. I didn't know her from Adam when she told me to "Go away" months ago. This is a circus I'm sure some find amusing. It isn't amusing me.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 04, 2010, 12:16:53 AM
I have some very serious trauma in my background, over a long period of time, inflicted on me by my own family.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 04, 2010, 12:19:27 AM
I hate you people so fucking much, you can't begin to imagine you sorry pieces of shit for brains.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Eclair on September 04, 2010, 12:20:41 AM
I have some very serious trauma in my background, over a long period of time, inflicted on me by my own family.

Well, get the thread moved to the right area!  :duh:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Phlexor on September 04, 2010, 12:24:28 AM
I have some very serious trauma in my background, over a long period of time, inflicted on me by my own family.

That's because you are worthless and probably deserved it. Your chief skill in life is to be an emotional punching bag for your family. They probably laughed so hard when you kept taking it and didn't stand up for yourself. You know you are a worthless little good for nothing bitch.  :laugh:





(There, is that what you're after? Some real bullying.)
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 04, 2010, 12:27:18 AM
I have some very serious trauma in my background, over a long period of time, inflicted on me by my own family.

That's because you are worthless and probably deserved it. Your chief skill in life is to be an emotional punching bag for your family. They probably laughed so hard when you kept taking it and didn't stand up for yourself. You know you are a worthless little good for nothing bitch.  :laugh:





(There, is that what you're after? Some real bullying.)

You didn't get that right, shit for brains.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Phlexor on September 04, 2010, 12:33:09 AM
I have some very serious trauma in my background, over a long period of time, inflicted on me by my own family.

That's because you are worthless and probably deserved it. Your chief skill in life is to be an emotional punching bag for your family. They probably laughed so hard when you kept taking it and didn't stand up for yourself. You know you are a worthless little good for nothing bitch.  :laugh:





(There, is that what you're after? Some real bullying.)

You didn't get that right, shit for brains.

I know you are now crying like a little bitch, so what do I care.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Adam on September 04, 2010, 12:35:54 AM
Meadow what is your actual problem with people here? I seem to be missing something
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 04, 2010, 12:40:02 AM
I was beaten with instruments, starved and my mother allowed her men to use me openly, in front of my entire family. I was deprived of all of my early education because of these activities and am completely self taught. I have some college but have had a lot of social problems due to the autism and emotional problems due to the abuse. I wasn't able to talk well, cry out in pain when I was being hurt or speak up to get help the help I needed. I still have a lot of trouble in this area. Despite what happened to me, I've been able to do well for myself.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 04, 2010, 12:42:46 AM
Meadow what is your actual problem with people here? I seem to be missing something

Almost all of the people in the thread trying to beat the cyber fuck out of me is all. No big deal.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Phlexor on September 04, 2010, 12:47:37 AM
I think she is such a twat to people all the time, she is just used to people reacting to that and being mean, that when someone isn't mean to her, she is just waiting for the penny to drop.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Eclair on September 04, 2010, 12:48:47 AM
I was beaten with instruments, starved and my mother allowed her men to use me openly, in front of my entire family. I was deprived of all of my early education because of these activities and am completely self taught. I have some college but have had a lot of social problems due to the autism and emotional problems due to the abuse. I wasn't able to talk well, cry out in pain when I was being hurt or speak up to get help the help I needed. I still have a lot of trouble in this area. Despite what happened to me, I've been able to do well for myself.

That doesn't mean other people have to take your shit. You have become the abuser. Go get proper help, stop expecting it here and abusing people.

I'm sorry for what you've gone through, but fucking no one here did it to you, so take a reality check.

I have worked with people who have been raped and tortured as small children in 3rd world countries and that doesn't mean they think they can treat the whole world like shit.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 04, 2010, 12:55:32 AM
I was beaten with instruments, starved and my mother allowed her men to use me openly, in front of my entire family. I was deprived of all of my early education because of these activities and am completely self taught. I have some college but have had a lot of social problems due to the autism and emotional problems due to the abuse. I wasn't able to talk well, cry out in pain when I was being hurt or speak up to get help the help I needed. I still have a lot of trouble in this area. Despite what happened to me, I've been able to do well for myself.

That doesn't mean other people have to take your shit. You have become the abuser. Go get proper help, stop expecting it here and abusing people.

I'm sorry for what you've gone through, but fucking no one here did it to you, so take a reality check.

I have worked with people who have been raped and tortured as small children in 3rd world countries and that doesn't mean they think they can treat the whole world like shit.

That wasn't supposed to be an excuse for anything, shit for brains.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Eclair on September 04, 2010, 01:00:46 AM
I was beaten with instruments, starved and my mother allowed her men to use me openly, in front of my entire family. I was deprived of all of my early education because of these activities and am completely self taught. I have some college but have had a lot of social problems due to the autism and emotional problems due to the abuse. I wasn't able to talk well, cry out in pain when I was being hurt or speak up to get help the help I needed. I still have a lot of trouble in this area. Despite what happened to me, I've been able to do well for myself.

That doesn't mean other people have to take your shit. You have become the abuser. Go get proper help, stop expecting it here and abusing people.

I'm sorry for what you've gone through, but fucking no one here did it to you, so take a reality check.

I have worked with people who have been raped and tortured as small children in 3rd world countries and that doesn't mean they think they can treat the whole world like shit.

That wasn't supposed to be an excuse for anything, shit for brains.

Is that supposed to offend me? Why did you call me shit for brains? Care to say why?

Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Natalia Evans on September 04, 2010, 01:06:09 AM
I was beaten with instruments, starved and my mother allowed her men to use me openly, in front of my entire family. I was deprived of all of my early education because of these activities and am completely self taught. I have some college but have had a lot of social problems due to the autism and emotional problems due to the abuse. I wasn't able to talk well, cry out in pain when I was being hurt or speak up to get help the help I needed. I still have a lot of trouble in this area. Despite what happened to me, I've been able to do well for myself.

That doesn't mean other people have to take your shit. You have become the abuser. Go get proper help, stop expecting it here and abusing people.

I'm sorry for what you've gone through, but fucking no one here did it to you, so take a reality check.

I have worked with people who have been raped and tortured as small children in 3rd world countries and that doesn't mean they think they can treat the whole world like shit.


Kassiane was abused by her mother and step father. She was also raped by him because her mom told him it was okay. She did not grow up to act that way. In fact I would say Kassiane is better than her even though she has PTSD. Yeah she still lashes out at people when you accidentally trigger something from her past so she attacks. But it be nice if she also apologized too for her actions. But she does not act like Meadow. Kassianne is also autistic.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: The_Chosen_One on September 04, 2010, 01:08:20 AM
I was beaten with instruments, starved and my mother allowed her men to use me openly, in front of my entire family. I was deprived of all of my early education because of these activities and am completely self taught. I have some college but have had a lot of social problems due to the autism and emotional problems due to the abuse. I wasn't able to talk well, cry out in pain when I was being hurt or speak up to get help the help I needed. I still have a lot of trouble in this area. Despite what happened to me, I've been able to do well for myself.

That doesn't mean other people have to take your shit. You have become the abuser. Go get proper help, stop expecting it here and abusing people.

I'm sorry for what you've gone through, but fucking no one here did it to you, so take a reality check.

I have worked with people who have been raped and tortured as small children in 3rd world countries and that doesn't mean they think they can treat the whole world like shit.

That wasn't supposed to be an excuse for anything, shit for brains.

Is that supposed to offend me? Why did you call me shit for brains? Care to say why?



????

Yes, good question.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 04, 2010, 01:14:32 AM
Don't expect me to act nice to people who are rude and insensitive to me. It's that simple. You just want to see me crash and burn, every one of you. Shows over people. I have been through way more than any of you can begin to imagine. It's too complicated to even talk about or try to comprehend. I perceive you as attacking me. I have said it over and over and that's why I'm responding the way I am. End of story.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Eclair on September 04, 2010, 01:19:21 AM
Don't expect me to act nice to people who are rude and insensitive to me. It's that simple. You just want to see me crash and burn, every one of you. Shows over people. I have been through way more than any of you can begin to imagine. It's too complicated to even talk about or try to comprehend. I perceive you as attacking me. I have said it over and over and that's why I'm responding the way I am. End of story.

You weren't treated rudely at the beginning of the thread.

WE perceive you as attacking us in return, we've said it over and over again, and that's the reason members are responding the way they are to you. End of story.

Goes both ways. See. Simple.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 04, 2010, 01:19:28 AM
All you have done is ridicule me, every one of you. I am trying to tell you just a small piece of my story and all you can do is more of the same. You're using me as a beating post because I took a piece of unsavory advice and told someone to stick in their ear and rotate it. Then you all pounced on me at once and it has been nonstop ever since.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Eclair on September 04, 2010, 01:22:40 AM
All you have done is ridicule me, every one of you. I am trying to tell you just a small piece of my story and all you can do is more of the same. You're using me as a beating post because I took a piece of unsavory advice and told someone to stick in their ear and rotate it. Then you all pounced on me at once and it has been nonstop ever since.

Aha...speaking for myself, I did not ridicule you. I offered a place you might like to move the thread to if you were looking for support.

I did question why you felt the need to swear and bad mouth people.

But then you went on and called me 'shit for brains'?

Then you wonder why people get tired of it?
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 04, 2010, 01:23:50 AM
I have been traumatized by the mental health system in quite a number of ways as well and why I responded the way I did to that.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 04, 2010, 01:27:19 AM
All you have done is ridicule me, every one of you. I am trying to tell you just a small piece of my story and all you can do is more of the same. You're using me as a beating post because I took a piece of unsavory advice and told someone to stick in their ear and rotate it. Then you all pounced on me at once and it has been nonstop ever since.

Aha...speaking for myself, I did not ridicule you. I offered a place you might like to move the thread to if you were looking for support.

I did question why you felt the need to swear and bad mouth people.

But then you went on and called me 'shit for brains'?

Then you wonder why people get tired of it?

You did use ridicule in that message, take another look. You clearly aren't the saint you wish to portray yourself.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Natalia Evans on September 04, 2010, 01:31:31 AM
 :popcorn:

Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 04, 2010, 01:37:13 AM
I'm just disgusted by all of this and all of you and your ongoing treatment toward me in the past and here again. Kit hates me and makes that known routinely all over the place. It doesn't bother me though. I did have a cry a little earlier and I don't give a shit about this anymore. I was triggered about a piece of "friendly" advice and though I'm sure it was meant that way, it triggered me and I said stick it in your ear and that was enough for all of you to start jumping me like a pack of rabid wolves, like I said before, and unfortunately it's all too reminiscent of some experiences I've had growing up with my peers when I 'was' in school that was really quite traumatizing as well and all you can do is mock and ridicule a person (me) who at least kept trying to indicate I've had a rough go and can you maybe back off and give a person a break, but no. You are like kids in school and don't give a shit so don't expect me to give a shit about any of you, likewise!
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Eclair on September 04, 2010, 01:38:04 AM
All you have done is ridicule me, every one of you. I am trying to tell you just a small piece of my story and all you can do is more of the same. You're using me as a beating post because I took a piece of unsavory advice and told someone to stick in their ear and rotate it. Then you all pounced on me at once and it has been nonstop ever since.

Aha...speaking for myself, I did not ridicule you. I offered a place you might like to move the thread to if you were looking for support.

I did question why you felt the need to swear and bad mouth people.

But then you went on and called me 'shit for brains'?

Then you wonder why people get tired of it?

You did use ridicule in that message, take another look. You clearly aren't the saint you wish to portray yourself.

If you look at one of my posts earlier on in the thread, you will see that I DID in fact say I can be an ass just like anyone else at times. And sometimes I don't see it, and then I think about it and see how what I've said might have been perceived and apologise or clarify the meaning of what I said. Most members here who have known me a while know that.

I never said I was a saint.

This is not a sexual abuse / child abuse etc support site Meadow...or even an Autism support site. It never will be - I can't say that any clearer.

As I suggested, move the thread if you wish to get something off your chest about your life and you will be treated respectfully if you do the same in return.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 04, 2010, 01:46:06 AM
All you have done is ridicule me, every one of you. I am trying to tell you just a small piece of my story and all you can do is more of the same. You're using me as a beating post because I took a piece of unsavory advice and told someone to stick in their ear and rotate it. Then you all pounced on me at once and it has been nonstop ever since.

Aha...speaking for myself, I did not ridicule you. I offered a place you might like to move the thread to if you were looking for support.

I did question why you felt the need to swear and bad mouth people.

But then you went on and called me 'shit for brains'?

Then you wonder why people get tired of it?

You did use ridicule in that message, take another look. You clearly aren't the saint you wish to portray yourself.

If you look at one of my posts earlier on in the thread, you will see that I DID in fact say I can be an ass just like anyone else at times. And sometimes I don't see it, and then I think about it and see how what I've said might have been perceived and apologise or clarify the meaning of what I said. Most members here who have known me a while know that.

I never said I was a saint.

This is not a sexual abuse / child abuse etc support site Meadow...or even an Autism support site. It never will be - I can't say that any clearer.

As I suggested, move the thread if you wish to get something off your chest about your life and you will be treated respectfully if you do the same in return.

Thanks for your reply. As I said before I wasn't looking for support and wouldn't expect that from this site, but I accept your suggestions as well meaning and appreciate them.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: odeon on September 04, 2010, 01:48:11 AM
I have to say that this thread was aptly named.

You're a bastard and I hope you get tortured until you scream for mercy you sheltered fuck wad.

I love you too.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 04, 2010, 01:49:41 AM
I have to say that this thread was aptly named.

You're a bastard and I hope you get tortured until you scream for mercy you sheltered fuck wad.

I love you too.

I'm not going to lie to you that way.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: odeon on September 04, 2010, 01:50:08 AM
Simply saying you are autistic doesn't make it so. Cruel spirited Sociopaths would be more like it.

And you must be a narcissist.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 04, 2010, 01:54:16 AM
Simply saying you are autistic doesn't make it so. Cruel spirited Sociopaths would be more like it.

And you must be a narcissist.

I know you're just starting out but I've taken all the abuse from your site I can handle in a single day by a lot of your little cronies all at once so I will bow out and let you have the last word since this is your domain, after all, and the kind of thing you enjoy best.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: odeon on September 04, 2010, 01:59:26 AM
I have some very serious trauma in my background, over a long period of time, inflicted on me by my own family.

You probably need to handle the trauma, somehow, but this place just ain't it, and certainly not if all you do here is insulting people who want to help. I realise you don't believe this but most people started out by trying to help or comment as honestly as they could. You lashed out and now it's all this.

Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: odeon on September 04, 2010, 02:03:40 AM
Simply saying you are autistic doesn't make it so. Cruel spirited Sociopaths would be more like it.

And you must be a narcissist.

I know you're just starting out but I've taken all the abuse from your site I can handle in a single day by a lot of your little cronies all at once so I will bow out and let you have the last word since this is your domain, after all, and the kind of thing you enjoy best.

Start taking responsibility for your own actions or you'll find this happening again and agin, everywhere you go.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: The_Chosen_One on September 04, 2010, 02:05:30 AM
Simply saying you are autistic doesn't make it so. Cruel spirited Sociopaths would be more like it.

And you must be a narcissist.

I know you're just starting out but I've taken all the abuse from your site I can handle in a single day by a lot of your little cronies all at once so I will bow out and let you have the last word since this is your domain, after all, and the kind of thing you enjoy best.

I may not be an aspie/autistic, so I can look at it from the other side - from what i see, people with AS/autism find it hard on occasions to understand irony or subtlety. That doesn't mean they are stupid at all. A lot of people with AS/autism bag NTs because they say they don't understand them - surprising, though, they understand more than they think. Only you really know what you went through, and we can't expect to understand, but as I said earlier being rude to those who are trying to help doesn't work in the long run. Being isolated is bad enough without further alienation.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 04, 2010, 02:17:13 AM
Simply saying you are autistic doesn't make it so. Cruel spirited Sociopaths would be more like it.

And you must be a narcissist.

I know you're just starting out but I've taken all the abuse from your site I can handle in a single day by a lot of your little cronies all at once so I will bow out and let you have the last word since this is your domain, after all, and the kind of thing you enjoy best.

I may not be an aspie/autistic, so I can look at it from the other side - from what i see, people with AS/autism find it hard on occasions to understand irony or subtlety. That doesn't mean they are stupid at all. A lot of people with AS/autism bag NTs because they say they don't understand them - surprising, though, they understand more than they think. Only you really know what you went through, and we can't expect to understand, but as I said earlier being rude to those who are trying to help doesn't work in the long run. Being isolated is bad enough without further alienation.

Thanks..
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 04, 2010, 02:20:44 AM
Simply saying you are autistic doesn't make it so. Cruel spirited Sociopaths would be more like it.

And you must be a narcissist.

I know you're just starting out but I've taken all the abuse from your site I can handle in a single day by a lot of your little cronies all at once so I will bow out and let you have the last word since this is your domain, after all, and the kind of thing you enjoy best.

Start taking responsibility for your own actions or you'll find this happening again and agin, everywhere you go.

I take responsibility for myself just fine, dick wad.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Natalia Evans on September 04, 2010, 02:21:12 AM
I'm just disgusted by all of this and all of you and your ongoing treatment toward me in the past and here again. Kit hates me and makes that known routinely all over the place. It doesn't bother me though. I did have a cry a little earlier and I don't give a shit about this anymore. I was triggered about a piece of "friendly" advice and though I'm sure it was meant that way, it triggered me and I said stick it in your ear and that was enough for all of you to start jumping me like a pack of rabid wolves, like I said before, and unfortunately it's all too reminiscent of some experiences I've had growing up with my peers when I 'was' in school that was really quite traumatizing as well and all you can do is mock and ridicule a person (me) who at least kept trying to indicate I've had a rough go and can you maybe back off and give a person a break, but no. You are like kids in school and don't give a shit so don't expect me to give a shit about any of you, likewise!


I do not hate you. I did in the past but I got over it. I just dislike you now because I do not like your behavior. In fact I don't even whine about you anymore nor talk about you much because I am not upset about it anymore what went on between us.

I am just enjoying the drama because you keep it going and want it to continue. If you wanted this to end, you would have stopped responding. None of us made fun of you or picked on you about your past and you are saying we did.

If you didn't care what we say to you or how you are treated here, you would not continue posting in this thread nor responding to trolls like Duke Nukem or Shleed. In fact you would have left the forum too since we are jerks and bullies and why would you want to be on a forum that is filled with them? Either you do care and you claim you don't or you just love a fight and you don't care what is being said to you.

But that's okay because I like trolls and I do not judge them. They make forums more fun and people respond to them because they just can't ignore them. They are nice people who have nothing better to do in their lives so they go online to troll to have fun and enjoy themselves. They are usually bored with their lives. This is a pattern I have noticed with my friends who have told me they troll online. DFG has claimed she does it out of frustration and it's a good way to blow off steam. Only trolls I don't like are the mean ones but I know they could be nice people and they are just bored. I like them and don't like them if that makes any sense.

BTW how do you expect us to give a shit if you started the attacks first? It doesn't matter if you were triggered or what you felt at the time. All you have to do is take responsbility over your actions and apologize and just be nice to people and we will be nice back. We lash out if you do it first. I go by facts and timeline (I go in order) about who started it and the person who started it is in the wrong and must apologize first and give a shit and we're next after that. But I don't find it worth it to try and help you because you won't listen and you don't get it. Even trying to teach you a lesson isn't worth it because you will see we started it, not you and you're the victim and not us and we're just mean people for fighting back. It's like both ways, you think we started it, we think you started it.

Honestly I tried to give you another chance after you said you were calm. But I remained skeptical of you and stayed cynical and wae laa, you slipped. I wasn't surpised. It looked like you wanted a fight so you started one with Rage and then you went after other people when they asked you something.

All you have done is ridicule me, every one of you. I am trying to tell you just a small piece of my story and all you can do is more of the same. You're using me as a beating post because I took a piece of unsavory advice and told someone to stick in their ear and rotate it. Then you all pounced on me at once and it has been nonstop ever since.

Aha...speaking for myself, I did not ridicule you. I offered a place you might like to move the thread to if you were looking for support.

I did question why you felt the need to swear and bad mouth people.

But then you went on and called me 'shit for brains'?

Then you wonder why people get tired of it?

You did use ridicule in that message, take another look. You clearly aren't the saint you wish to portray yourself.

If you look at one of my posts earlier on in the thread, you will see that I DID in fact say I can be an ass just like anyone else at times. And sometimes I don't see it, and then I think about it and see how what I've said might have been perceived and apologise or clarify the meaning of what I said. Most members here who have known me a while know that.

I never said I was a saint.

This is not a sexual abuse / child abuse etc support site Meadow...or even an Autism support site. It never will be - I can't say that any clearer.

As I suggested, move the thread if you wish to get something off your chest about your life and you will be treated respectfully if you do the same in return.

Thanks for your reply. As I said before I wasn't looking for support and wouldn't expect that from this site, but I accept your suggestions as well meaning and appreciate them.

So why did you post it?


Simply saying you are autistic doesn't make it so. Cruel spirited Sociopaths would be more like it.

And you must be a narcissist.

I know you're just starting out but I've taken all the abuse from your site I can handle in a single day by a lot of your little cronies all at once so I will bow out and let you have the last word since this is your domain, after all, and the kind of thing you enjoy best.

Now you are acting like a big girl.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 04, 2010, 02:35:08 AM
Kit, I think I have explained it fairly well already. I'm sorry I'm not apologetic. I don't feel sorry any more than anyone else here does. I thought your post was kind of funny. You are pretty good with words. I have to work at it and so it comes out the way it does and when I'm triggered really bad, it gets even worse. That's all I can say. I'm not sorry. I'm pissed. I have a lot to deal with and don't need any further contributions from people who don't understand and want to keep throwing more shit my way. I'm too angry to walk away so I stayed to fight it out. It doesn't help. Crying is better and being alone better still.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Natalia Evans on September 04, 2010, 03:13:30 AM
Kit, I think I have explained it fairly well already. I'm sorry I'm not apologetic. I don't feel sorry any more than anyone else here does. I thought your post was kind of funny. You are pretty good with words. I have to work at it and so it comes out the way it does and when I'm triggered really bad, it gets even worse. That's all I can say. I'm not sorry. I'm pissed. I have a lot to deal with and don't need any further contributions from people who don't understand and want to keep throwing more shit my way. I'm too angry to walk away so I stayed to fight it out. It doesn't help. Crying is better and being alone better still.

"Good with words?" I'm not sure what it means but thanks? It took me a while to type it all out. In real life I am not good but online it's easier because I can sit down and think and put all my words together. That's why I do better online with communication. 

I just try and be nice and rational is all. I could have said more in that post but I didn't because I felt it would have been unnessesary. Sometimes I will lose it and act all irrational and attack and I feel I should have tried harder at controlling it. I feel I should have handled it better in email between us than attacking back and obliging you but the problem was I was going through some issues myself, the sinsboldly incident so I was already sensitive than tough. I should have just walked away not not continue to talk with you or try and make you be rational because I know I made it worse.

I always tell myself it's the internet and who cares what a bunch of strangers think online, they don't know you in real life. I am the same with strangers, I also don't care what they think because they don't know me. I'm the same with anyone, co workers, neighbors. They don't know me. A stranger can yell asshole out the window to me and I wouldn't care or some woman getting bitchy with me as she is on her mobile just because I thought she was talking to me and I was in too much of a rush to catch a bus and I responded to her when I thought she spoke to me because I didn't even look at her to make sure.

You agree fighting it doesn't help and crying is better. I would go along with crying and no one will know. I learned a long time ago fighting online is a waste of time of energy and not worth it. Same as what people think. If I am online fighting and doing funny comebacks or insults, then that is me trolling. But I retired from it because I got bored with it and don't have the mental energy for it. Maybe it's my preggo hormones. They change your mood and energy.

I like being alone too because I also can't stand people. Lot of them piss me off and I bet another 50 years I won't have one niceness left in me because I got so fed up with the crap people do. I've already gotten less nicer over the last seven or eight years. People I can stand are my family and husband and I go to autism groups. None of them piss me off. My husband does a little and so can my mom but not much. Plus I find them boring. They can be fun but it depends on the person.

Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Frolic_Fun on September 04, 2010, 05:43:41 AM
Alright, this is getting boring. Give her no positive or negative attention.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: ProfessorFarnsworth on September 04, 2010, 05:45:34 AM
Oh well, guess I'll wait until later to see more drama. Because I doubt this will blow over so quickly.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Adam on September 04, 2010, 05:55:05 AM
I still don't get what's going on

I'm too lazy to read the whole thing tho
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: DukeNukem on September 04, 2010, 06:34:19 AM
Funny how two 50-something old hags (Meadow and sinsboldly) despise a young woman like you, Kit. :zoinks:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: ProfessorFarnsworth on September 04, 2010, 07:00:10 AM
I still don't get what's going on

I'm too lazy to read the whole thing tho

Rage suggested some advice, Meadow basically told him to stuff it, both sides got pissed, typical lynching (although strangely nicer than usual), then got boring. That's the shortest summary I can write, you get the idea.

Nothing out of the ordinary for i2 drama really. :toporly:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Adam on September 04, 2010, 07:03:42 AM
I just plussed you for "summing up teh drama" but my finger slipped  :laugh:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: ProfessorFarnsworth on September 04, 2010, 07:06:06 AM
How did you know I was summing g? :laugh:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: SBI_Patience on September 04, 2010, 07:17:13 AM
I sometimes think that Meadow is Sinsboldly? :-\ They both are capable of dramas. :orly:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Frolic_Fun on September 04, 2010, 07:34:26 AM
For a 50 year old, she acts 10.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: P7PSP on September 04, 2010, 08:17:47 AM
Kit, I think I have explained it fairly well already. I'm sorry I'm not apologetic. I don't feel sorry any more than anyone else here does. I thought your post was kind of funny. You are pretty good with words. I have to work at it and so it comes out the way it does and when I'm triggered really bad, it gets even worse. That's all I can say. I'm not sorry. I'm pissed. I have a lot to deal with and don't need any further contributions from people who don't understand and want to keep throwing more shit my way. I'm too angry to walk away so I stayed to fight it out. It doesn't help. Crying is better and being alone better still.
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Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: odeon on September 04, 2010, 08:27:53 AM
:yawn:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 04, 2010, 08:49:24 AM
For a 50 year old, she acts 10.

I can't argue with that.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 04, 2010, 09:05:40 AM
Kit, I think I have explained it fairly well already. I'm sorry I'm not apologetic. I don't feel sorry any more than anyone else here does. I thought your post was kind of funny. You are pretty good with words. I have to work at it and so it comes out the way it does and when I'm triggered really bad, it gets even worse. That's all I can say. I'm not sorry. I'm pissed. I have a lot to deal with and don't need any further contributions from people who don't understand and want to keep throwing more shit my way. I'm too angry to walk away so I stayed to fight it out. It doesn't help. Crying is better and being alone better still.

"Good with words?" I'm not sure what it means but thanks? It took me a while to type it all out. In real life I am not good but online it's easier because I can sit down and think and put all my words together. That's why I do better online with communication. 

I just try and be nice and rational is all. I could have said more in that post but I didn't because I felt it would have been unnessesary. Sometimes I will lose it and act all irrational and attack and I feel I should have tried harder at controlling it. I feel I should have handled it better in email between us than attacking back and obliging you but the problem was I was going through some issues myself, the sinsboldly incident so I was already sensitive than tough. I should have just walked away not not continue to talk with you or try and make you be rational because I know I made it worse.

I always tell myself it's the internet and who cares what a bunch of strangers think online, they don't know you in real life. I am the same with strangers, I also don't care what they think because they don't know me. I'm the same with anyone, co workers, neighbors. They don't know me. A stranger can yell asshole out the window to me and I wouldn't care or some woman getting bitchy with me as she is on her mobile just because I thought she was talking to me and I was in too much of a rush to catch a bus and I responded to her when I thought she spoke to me because I didn't even look at her to make sure.

You agree fighting it doesn't help and crying is better. I would go along with crying and no one will know. I learned a long time ago fighting online is a waste of time of energy and not worth it. Same as what people think. If I am online fighting and doing funny comebacks or insults, then that is me trolling. But I retired from it because I got bored with it and don't have the mental energy for it. Maybe it's my preggo hormones. They change your mood and energy.

I like being alone too because I also can't stand people. Lot of them piss me off and I bet another 50 years I won't have one niceness left in me because I got so fed up with the crap people do. I've already gotten less nicer over the last seven or eight years. People I can stand are my family and husband and I go to autism groups. None of them piss me off. My husband does a little and so can my mom but not much. Plus I find them boring. They can be fun but it depends on the person.



Kit, I hope it goes well this time for you and baby makes three. Take good care with yourself. I had wanted a family and all that but it didn't work out. I finally adjusted and accepted it wasn't going to happen. I hope you enjoy all that goes with and it turns out really good for you. I think it will and you will be a great mom.

You have plenty of good wisdom and experience with the forum stuff. It's too hard, too much work for me trying to talk, and the subject matter isn't worth any grand effort in this case, so anyway. It's why I don't make the best friend generally. People need a lot back and it takes me too long to work it out. But I have a good life most days so I'm okay with it. Thanks for all the useful feedback though. I will keep those things in mind. I'm already there though, mostly, with letting people stress me out. I just didn't want to feel like a victim and walk away but it's better to let people win feel victimized if need be than lower myself to their standards. Anyway, you're right with what you said. :) Take good care of you and I will be thinking of you as always. 
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 04, 2010, 09:07:36 AM
I sometimes think that Meadow is Sinsboldly? :-\ They both are capable of dramas. :orly:

Ian, that settles it. You are a !00% fuck wad. I can't leave without making a note there.

Fuck all the rest of you who are fuck wads and, take care now.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: P7PSP on September 04, 2010, 09:08:59 AM
I sometimes think that Meadow is Sinsboldly? :-\ They both are capable of dramas. :orly:

Ian, that settles it. You are a !00% fuck wad. I can't leave without making a note there.

Fuck all the rest of you who are fuck wads and, take care now.
You can't leave at all twat.  :hahaha:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 04, 2010, 09:15:40 AM
I sometimes think that Meadow is Sinsboldly? :-\ They both are capable of dramas. :orly:

Ian, that settles it. You are a !00% fuck wad. I can't leave without making a note there.

Fuck all the rest of you who are fuck wads and, take care now.
You can't leave at all twat.  :hahaha:

My entertainment career is over. Take care
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: SBI_Patience on September 04, 2010, 09:22:41 AM
I sometimes think that Meadow is Sinsboldly? :-\ They both are capable of dramas. :orly:

Ian, that settles it. You are a !00% fuck wad. I can't leave without making a note there.

Fuck all the rest of you who are fuck wads and, take care now.
Fuck sake, you need to grow up. I'm saying that because of the way you both acted, you both caused drama for practically no reason, that's what i'm saying.
 :minusevil:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: SBI_Patience on September 04, 2010, 09:25:15 AM
I sometimes think that Meadow is Sinsboldly? :-\ They both are capable of dramas. :orly:

Ian, that settles it. You are a !00% fuck wad. I can't leave without making a note there.

Fuck all the rest of you who are fuck wads and, take care now.
You can't leave at all twat.  :hahaha:

My entertainment career is over. Take care
Then leave, or take a break, you seriously aint coping and taking a break helps.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Adam on September 04, 2010, 09:31:37 AM
Worse shit goes on in the world than forum drama. you gotta learn to not give a shit
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: P7PSP on September 04, 2010, 09:34:15 AM
I sometimes think that Meadow is Sinsboldly? :-\ They both are capable of dramas. :orly:

Ian, that settles it. You are a !00% fuck wad. I can't leave without making a note there.

Fuck all the rest of you who are fuck wads and, take care now.
You can't leave at all twat.  :hahaha:

My entertainment career is over. Take care
You are still here.  :gotowp:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 04, 2010, 09:38:47 AM
I sometimes think that Meadow is Sinsboldly? :-\ They both are capable of dramas. :orly:

Ian, that settles it. You are a !00% fuck wad. I can't leave without making a note there.

Fuck all the rest of you who are fuck wads and, take care now.
Fuck sake, you need to grow up. I'm saying that because of the way you both acted, you both caused drama for practically no reason, that's what i'm saying.
 :minusevil:

That's YOUR definition of no reason which amounts to nothing.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 04, 2010, 09:39:57 AM
I sometimes think that Meadow is Sinsboldly? :-\ They both are capable of dramas. :orly:

Ian, that settles it. You are a !00% fuck wad. I can't leave without making a note there.

Fuck all the rest of you who are fuck wads and, take care now.
You can't leave at all twat.  :hahaha:

My entertainment career is over. Take care
You are still here.  :gotowp:

I'm off now, I promise.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: SBI_Patience on September 04, 2010, 09:41:51 AM
I sometimes think that Meadow is Sinsboldly? :-\ They both are capable of dramas. :orly:

Ian, that settles it. You are a !00% fuck wad. I can't leave without making a note there.

Fuck all the rest of you who are fuck wads and, take care now.
Fuck sake, you need to grow up. I'm saying that because of the way you both acted, you both caused drama for practically no reason, that's what i'm saying.
 :minusevil:

That's YOUR definition of no reason which amounts to nothing.
Forget it, you don't get what i'm talking about. :LOL:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 04, 2010, 09:43:20 AM
Worse shit goes on in the world than forum drama. you gotta learn to not give a shit

That's easier said than done sometimes.

Okay, bye.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: SBI_Patience on September 04, 2010, 11:20:02 AM
Worse shit goes on in the world than forum drama. you gotta learn to not give a shit

That's easier said than done sometimes.

Okay, bye.
Come back when you feel better. :)
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Natalia Evans on September 04, 2010, 11:44:33 AM
I sometimes think that Meadow is Sinsboldly? :-\ They both are capable of dramas. :orly:


No they are two different people. Do you think she created Meadow and aspiartist and had a fight with herself on the forum just to stir up shit and getting into a fight with fnord or few other members?


I hope that isn't true.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: The_Chosen_One on September 04, 2010, 11:50:32 AM
I sometimes think that Meadow is Sinsboldly? :-\ They both are capable of dramas. :orly:


No they are two different people. Do you think she created Meadow and aspiartist and had a fight with herself on the forum just to stir up shit and getting into a fight with fnord or few other members?


I hope that isn't true.

Stranger things have happened. I personally think that meadow and Sinsbitchly are not one in the same, and I would dread to think of the ramifications if they were. I think Ian is just throwing us a possibility that something could be rotten in Denmark IF that were the case.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 04, 2010, 11:56:52 AM
I sometimes think that Meadow is Sinsboldly? :-\ They both are capable of dramas. :orly:


No they are two different people. Do you think she created Meadow and aspiartist and had a fight with herself on the forum just to stir up shit and getting into a fight with fnord or few other members?


I hope that isn't true.

Stranger things have happened. I personally think that meadow and Sinsbitchly are not one in the same, and I would dread to think of the ramifications if they were. I think Ian is just throwing us a possibility that something could be rotten in Denmark IF that were the case.

If you think I'm Sinswhatever, then whatever, but yeah, forums can be crazy-making that way. I don't think I'm anything like her and not sure how I could be mistaken for her either. Ian just wants to start trouble and then play the nice guy after. Passive-aggressive type I guess.

Oh, bye again.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: The_Chosen_One on September 04, 2010, 12:07:12 PM
I sometimes think that Meadow is Sinsboldly? :-\ They both are capable of dramas. :orly:


No they are two different people. Do you think she created Meadow and aspiartist and had a fight with herself on the forum just to stir up shit and getting into a fight with fnord or few other members?


I hope that isn't true.

Stranger things have happened. I personally think that meadow and Sinsbitchly are not one in the same, and I would dread to think of the ramifications if they were. I think Ian is just throwing us a possibility that something could be rotten in Denmark IF that were the case.

If you think I'm Sinswhatever, then whatever, but yeah, forums can be crazy-making that way. I don't think I'm anything like her and not sure how I could be mistaken for her either. Ian just wants to start trouble and then play the nice guy after. Passive-aggressive type I guess.

Oh, bye again.

Besides, I think Sinsbitchly was Merle Morrigan.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: P7PSP on September 04, 2010, 12:08:43 PM
I sometimes think that Meadow is Sinsboldly? :-\ They both are capable of dramas. :orly:


No they are two different people. Do you think she created Meadow and aspiartist and had a fight with herself on the forum just to stir up shit and getting into a fight with fnord or few other members?


I hope that isn't true.

Stranger things have happened. I personally think that meadow and Sinsbitchly are not one in the same, and I would dread to think of the ramifications if they were. I think Ian is just throwing us a possibility that something could be rotten in Denmark IF that were the case.

If you think I'm Sinswhatever, then whatever, but yeah, forums can be crazy-making that way. I don't think I'm anything like her and not sure how I could be mistaken for her either. Ian just wants to start trouble and then play the nice guy after. Passive-aggressive type I guess.

Oh, bye again.
See you next post.  :thumbup:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Frolic_Fun on September 04, 2010, 12:21:13 PM
Just fucking go Meadow.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Natalia Evans on September 04, 2010, 12:21:25 PM
I sometimes think that Meadow is Sinsboldly? :-\ They both are capable of dramas. :orly:


No they are two different people. Do you think she created Meadow and aspiartist and had a fight with herself on the forum just to stir up shit and getting into a fight with fnord or few other members?


I hope that isn't true.

Stranger things have happened. I personally think that meadow and Sinsbitchly are not one in the same, and I would dread to think of the ramifications if they were. I think Ian is just throwing us a possibility that something could be rotten in Denmark IF that were the case.

If you think I'm Sinswhatever, then whatever, but yeah, forums can be crazy-making that way. I don't think I'm anything like her and not sure how I could be mistaken for her either. Ian just wants to start trouble and then play the nice guy after. Passive-aggressive type I guess.

Oh, bye again.

Besides, I think Sinsbitchly was Merle Morrigan.


Sins was Merle. She was also morriganinoregon.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: The_Chosen_One on September 04, 2010, 12:25:49 PM
I sometimes think that Meadow is Sinsboldly? :-\ They both are capable of dramas. :orly:


No they are two different people. Do you think she created Meadow and aspiartist and had a fight with herself on the forum just to stir up shit and getting into a fight with fnord or few other members?


I hope that isn't true.

Stranger things have happened. I personally think that meadow and Sinsbitchly are not one in the same, and I would dread to think of the ramifications if they were. I think Ian is just throwing us a possibility that something could be rotten in Denmark IF that were the case.

If you think I'm Sinswhatever, then whatever, but yeah, forums can be crazy-making that way. I don't think I'm anything like her and not sure how I could be mistaken for her either. Ian just wants to start trouble and then play the nice guy after. Passive-aggressive type I guess.

Oh, bye again.

Besides, I think Sinsbitchly was Merle Morrigan.


Sins was Merle. She was also morriganinoregon.

Oh, poor Oregon.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: P7PSP on September 04, 2010, 12:26:02 PM
Okay, bye.
Oh, bye again.
Under your crusty pissy exterior is a heart full of bile and hatred. In spite of that you are developing an intense love  :pinkbeat: for us aren't you? Even if it is a sick twisted Stockholm syndrome attachment you have I'll take it. Come here Meadow snookums. :hug: :kissykissy:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: The_Chosen_One on September 04, 2010, 12:29:00 PM
Okay, bye.
Oh, bye again.
Under your crusty pissy exterior is a heart full of bile and hatred. In spite of that you are developing an intense love  :pinkbeat: for us aren't you? Even if it is a sick twisted Stockholm syndrome attachment you have I'll take it. Come here Meadow snookums. :hug: :kissykissy:

PPK: is that a gun in your pock.... wait, that IS a gun in your pocket. :rofl:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: P7PSP on September 04, 2010, 12:31:11 PM
 :laugh:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Natalia Evans on September 04, 2010, 12:43:00 PM
I sometimes think that Meadow is Sinsboldly? :-\ They both are capable of dramas. :orly:


No they are two different people. Do you think she created Meadow and aspiartist and had a fight with herself on the forum just to stir up shit and getting into a fight with fnord or few other members?


I hope that isn't true.

Stranger things have happened. I personally think that meadow and Sinsbitchly are not one in the same, and I would dread to think of the ramifications if they were. I think Ian is just throwing us a possibility that something could be rotten in Denmark IF that were the case.

If you think I'm Sinswhatever, then whatever, but yeah, forums can be crazy-making that way. I don't think I'm anything like her and not sure how I could be mistaken for her either. Ian just wants to start trouble and then play the nice guy after. Passive-aggressive type I guess.

Oh, bye again.

Besides, I think Sinsbitchly was Merle Morrigan.


Sins was Merle. She was also morriganinoregon.

Oh, poor Oregon.


No poor me, I saw her saying on WP she is in my city so I assume she must have moved here.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Parts on September 04, 2010, 01:20:52 PM
Has it destructed yet :zoinks:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: P7PSP on September 04, 2010, 01:28:53 PM
Has it destructed yet :zoinks:
:lol: No, but it is leaving anytime now.  :thumbup: :eiffel:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: DirtDawg on September 04, 2010, 02:39:03 PM
Kit, you just get real threatened when I say someone is "not autistic". I just don't have enough theory of mind to relate to some of these people here who are attacking me for not being a nice person, even though they themselves aren't, and that's just my way of saying it.

No I just find it pathetic and annoying. I don't go around undiagnosing people just because they aren't nice or because they did things.

So you were saying telling someone they aren't autisic is your way of saying "I don't relate to you?" (This is a genuine question)

Right! Anything I give you will just be ammunition you can use to try to ridicule and humiliate some more. I know this about you from experience.


Okay. I took you literal then when you were saying it. I don't relate to other autistics either nor pregnant women. Only things I can relate to is if they have the same experiance as me.

HOLD up a minute!!


KIT, Are you pregnant?

Really?


... or did I read something else into what you just typed?


I am.



Congratulations, Kiddo!!!

I do not know what to say, except that I hope you are happy and that you have a happy baby.


:woohoo:

Great job on noticing that subtlety DirtDawg.  It flew under my radar.


It was actually her next sentence that gave me the clue I could NOT resist investigating.


This:

"Only things I can relate to is if they have the same experiance as me."



... is what made me curious.



I can not say why, but math is somewhat easier for me than for some and this equation included a variable that begged to be resolved in my mind.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: DirtDawg on September 04, 2010, 02:47:30 PM
:popcorn:




NO!!

NO DAMN POPCORN!!

I want to be called "Shit For Brains,"  also or I am out of here!!






I feel so neglected.


:bigcry:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: odeon on September 04, 2010, 02:48:00 PM
I sometimes think that Meadow is Sinsboldly? :-\ They both are capable of dramas. :orly:

Ian, that settles it. You are a !00% fuck wad. I can't leave without making a note there.

Fuck all the rest of you who are fuck wads and, take care now.
You can't leave at all twat.  :hahaha:

My entertainment career is over. Take care
You are still here.  :gotowp:

I'm off now, I promise.

You'll be back. ::)
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: DirtDawg on September 04, 2010, 02:58:13 PM
I still don't get what's going on

I'm too lazy to read the whole thing tho

Rage suggested some advice, Meadow basically told him to stuff it, both sides got pissed, typical lynching (although strangely nicer than usual), then got boring. That's the shortest summary I can write, you get the idea.

Nothing out of the ordinary for i2 drama really. :toporly:


Quite amiable for you to note that we have been a great deal more tolerant of this particular  "rotten peach"  than we would normally be in response to the level of animosity she has sprinkled over us at large.


Who can honestly say we have no heart as a community.



We can see who needs a cool rinse off ...


<pulls out the firehose>
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: odeon on September 04, 2010, 02:59:49 PM
I think we've been nice, considering.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: DirtDawg on September 04, 2010, 03:03:41 PM
For a 50 year old, she acts 10.

Are you serious? 

An old fart like me might look at this piece of work and say, "<drool> Hawt young chick?,"   instead of  "Grow the fuck up, you diaper licking baby and quit thinking that your shit is a toy."
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: DirtDawg on September 04, 2010, 03:06:47 PM
I think we've been nice, considering.







 :indeed:





Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: odeon on September 04, 2010, 03:07:51 PM
After some of the live performances I've attended through the years, the folks in the mixing booth have switched to calmer music. For ambiance, maybe, or personal preference, but there's been classical music, synth pads, all kinds of stuff designed to sort of calm down everything after the main event.

This feels a bit like it.

And mind, not all of those concerts were good.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: 'andersom' on September 04, 2010, 03:36:29 PM
Kit, you just get real threatened when I say someone is "not autistic". I just don't have enough theory of mind to relate to some of these people here who are attacking me for not being a nice person, even though they themselves aren't, and that's just my way of saying it.

No I just find it pathetic and annoying. I don't go around undiagnosing people just because they aren't nice or because they did things.

So you were saying telling someone they aren't autisic is your way of saying "I don't relate to you?" (This is a genuine question)

Right! Anything I give you will just be ammunition you can use to try to ridicule and humiliate some more. I know this about you from experience.


Okay. I took you literal then when you were saying it. I don't relate to other autistics either nor pregnant women. Only things I can relate to is if they have the same experiance as me.

HOLD up a minute!!


KIT, Are you pregnant?

Really?


... or did I read something else into what you just typed?


I am.



Congratulations.

How long? And how are you doing.


I was about to skip the rest of this thread when I saw DD pointing this out. Was worth reading it after all.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: richard on September 04, 2010, 03:51:39 PM
recycling is a good thing, maybe you should recycle yer life. you might come out a different product, perhaps new and improved?
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Natalia Evans on September 04, 2010, 03:56:35 PM
23 weeks and I am hoping for no stillborn. I have already seen the baby through an ultrasound and he was doing fine. No symptoms really except sore breasts and they grew about a cup and I used to be more tired and I have been experiencing mood swings. Things that used to not bug me bug me now. I can feel him move. He gets his active moments.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Osensitive1 on September 04, 2010, 03:59:37 PM
Congratulations, Kit.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: SBI_Patience on September 04, 2010, 04:32:31 PM
Congratulations Kit. :congrats:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: P7PSP on September 04, 2010, 04:40:28 PM
Congrats SG.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Natalia Evans on September 04, 2010, 04:43:31 PM
Now this has changed to a congratulating kit thread. If this thread ever dies, maybe I'll bump it with a pregnant picture.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: 'andersom' on September 04, 2010, 04:58:49 PM
Now this has changed to a congratulating kit thread. If this thread ever dies, maybe I'll bump it with a pregnant picture.
  :2thumbsup:

Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Osensitive1 on September 04, 2010, 05:05:55 PM
Now this has changed to a congratulating kit thread. If this thread ever dies, maybe I'll bump it with a pregnant picture.

Oh no. New babies should get nice shiny new clean ones.

Edit: Sorry, just noticed you said pregnant and not baby picture. Bit out of it today. Please ignore the flower.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Parts on September 04, 2010, 06:06:08 PM
23 weeks and I am hoping for no stillborn. I have already seen the baby through an ultrasound and he was doing fine. No symptoms really except sore breasts and they grew about a cup and I used to be more tired and I have been experiencing mood swings. Things that used to not bug me bug me now. I can feel him move. He gets his active moments.


 :plus:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: DirtDawg on September 04, 2010, 06:13:07 PM
23 weeks and I am hoping for no stillborn. I have already seen the baby through an ultrasound and he was doing fine. No symptoms really except sore breasts and they grew about a cup and I used to be more tired and I have been experiencing mood swings. Things that used to not bug me bug me now. I can feel him move. He gets his active moments.

This is awesome!!

He wakes and sleeps on his own schedule, not yours. It can be disrupting, but enjoy your pregnancy as best as you can.  There is very little of your previous life that can remain after this amazing event.

I + you, for having the ultimate courage to carry this through.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: DirtDawg on September 04, 2010, 06:16:58 PM
Now this has changed to a congratulating kit thread. If this thread ever dies, maybe I'll bump it with a pregnant picture.

I think you should start your own "Pregnant Bitch With An Attitude and DAMN Proud Of It!"  thread.  (please, choose a more appropriate name for your thread)

You deserve to be congratulated!!




Do you carry a gun?

(kidding)


Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: 'andersom' on September 04, 2010, 06:19:39 PM
23 weeks and I am hoping for no stillborn. I have already seen the baby through an ultrasound and he was doing fine. No symptoms really except sore breasts and they grew about a cup and I used to be more tired and I have been experiencing mood swings. Things that used to not bug me bug me now. I can feel him move. He gets his active moments.

This is awesome!!

He wakes and sleeps on his own schedule, not yours. It can be disrupting, but enjoy your pregnancy as best as you can.  There is very little of your previous life that can remain after this amazing event.

I + you, for having the ultimate courage to carry this through.

So true. A new era. A marking point in personal history.

Hope it will continue to go well Kit.

It's due around Christmas/new year?
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Natalia Evans on September 04, 2010, 07:40:10 PM
December 29th. So in between.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Queen Victoria on September 04, 2010, 07:59:19 PM
December 29th. So in between.

There was this one woman whom I grew to dislike intensely, but I always felt a little sorry for her because her birthday was Dec. 26.  Not quite Christmas, but who (even in her family) wanted to celebrate a birthday on such a big shopping day?

I hope the pregnancy continues with outstandingly intense results. 
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: The_Chosen_One on September 04, 2010, 08:02:59 PM
I had a mate who had his birthday on Christmas Eve, and I also knew someone else who had theirs on Dec 29. I always wondered about the 2 sets of presents thing.

Anyway, congrats SG.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: "couldbecousin" on September 04, 2010, 08:05:37 PM
December 29th. So in between.

There was this one woman whom I grew to dislike intensely, but I always felt a little sorry for her because her birthday was Dec. 26.  Not quite Christmas, but who (even in her family) wanted to celebrate a birthday on such a big shopping day?

I hope the pregnancy continues with outstandingly intense results. 

 :agreed:  Best wishes to you and your husband.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Natalia Evans on September 04, 2010, 08:19:31 PM
Funny thing is, my last baby was due on March 29th and now this one is due on December 29th and I knew a girl who was born on that day. I also have a friend from WP who was born on March 29th.

Weird huh?

My dad has a December birthday but it's six days before Christmas. My nephew has a December birthday too.

I hear some people feel gypped on their birthdays because their birthday is right around Christmas. They don't get as much presents is why. My old boss's daughter felt that way every year on her birthday. She was born a few days after Christmas. My husband felt that way too at times in his childhood because his birthday is in January.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: The_Chosen_One on September 04, 2010, 08:28:04 PM
A quote from Billy Connolly on birthdays:

"A year in my life goes like this - 'Should old aquaintance be forgot...', 'Happy birthday to you', 'We wish you a merry Christmas'.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Parts on September 04, 2010, 09:05:32 PM
Your baby deserves it's own thread :party:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: P7PSP on September 04, 2010, 09:07:37 PM
Your baby deserves it's own thread :party:
:agreed: A thread untarnished by Meadow's acerbic nastiness.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: The_Chosen_One on September 04, 2010, 09:54:24 PM
Your baby deserves it's own thread :party:
:agreed: A thread untarnished by Meadow's acerbic nastiness.

And it'll be a baby born on the RIGHT planet.

With the inherant ability to tell fools to fuck off.

SG wiil raise it well.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: odeon on September 05, 2010, 01:19:33 AM
23 weeks and I am hoping for no stillborn. I have already seen the baby through an ultrasound and he was doing fine. No symptoms really except sore breasts and they grew about a cup and I used to be more tired and I have been experiencing mood swings. Things that used to not bug me bug me now. I can feel him move. He gets his active moments.

Congrats. :)
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: DukeNukem on September 05, 2010, 07:16:14 AM
Good luck with your baby, Kit! :green:

And Meadow, get a life. :wanker:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Charlotte Quin on September 05, 2010, 08:22:20 AM
Wow Kit, I didn't know your pregnancy was that far along!

Congratulations, and well wishes for a happy healthy babeh :)
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: RageBeoulve on September 06, 2010, 02:18:14 PM
This all started and all of you started jumping me after I told Rage to take his cognitive therapy suggestion and to stick in his ear and rotate it. After I was jumped on x's two I said you are pathetic and Odeon or whatever his wank name wants to ask me why I'm here and accuse me of playing victim like the fuck-wad he really is. And as I said I didn't know I needed a reason but don't need to be here. That about sums it up. I'm not sure what type of site this is. Having been abused most of my life though, I can do without it. If that is deemed a pity call, fuck you!

It is deemed a pity call. And you didn't fool a single person on here. Not even the village idiot, duke. It would seem to be that someone like you would fit right in on wrong planet, because they like to ban the people who force themselves to be funtional and protect dramatic babies like you.

Thank you, come again. No really. Come again.  ;)

Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: DirtDawg on September 06, 2010, 04:31:59 PM
December 29th. So in between.




that will be one week after my daughter's birthday



i will light a candle for you and your baby on the eve of that day



i hope it all goes well for you all










and i insist you start your own baby thread!!
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 14, 2010, 12:59:00 AM
This all started and all of you started jumping me after I told Rage to take his cognitive therapy suggestion and to stick in his ear and rotate it. After I was jumped on x's two I said you are pathetic and Odeon or whatever his wank name wants to ask me why I'm here and accuse me of playing victim like the fuck-wad he really is. And as I said I didn't know I needed a reason but don't need to be here. That about sums it up. I'm not sure what type of site this is. Having been abused most of my life though, I can do without it. If that is deemed a pity call, fuck you!

It is deemed a pity call. And you didn't fool a single person on here. Not even the village idiot, duke. It would seem to be that someone like you would fit right in on wrong planet, because they like to ban the people who force themselves to be funtional and protect dramatic babies like you.

Thank you, come again. No really. Come again.  ;)



You people have shit for brains.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: The_Chosen_One on September 14, 2010, 02:01:34 AM
She's back.........
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Frolic_Fun on September 14, 2010, 03:24:11 AM
This all started and all of you started jumping me after I told Rage to take his cognitive therapy suggestion and to stick in his ear and rotate it. After I was jumped on x's two I said you are pathetic and Odeon or whatever his wank name wants to ask me why I'm here and accuse me of playing victim like the fuck-wad he really is. And as I said I didn't know I needed a reason but don't need to be here. That about sums it up. I'm not sure what type of site this is. Having been abused most of my life though, I can do without it. If that is deemed a pity call, fuck you!

It is deemed a pity call. And you didn't fool a single person on here. Not even the village idiot, duke. It would seem to be that someone like you would fit right in on wrong planet, because they like to ban the people who force themselves to be funtional and protect dramatic babies like you.

Thank you, come again. No really. Come again.  ;)



You people have shit for brains.

I thought we all agreed that you leave this forum?
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: ProfessorFarnsworth on September 14, 2010, 03:40:33 AM
You people have shit for brains.

Why, thank you. :eyelash:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: ProfessorFarnsworth on September 14, 2010, 04:02:01 AM
I thought we all agreed that you leave this forum?

Well you know how it is. The temptation of wanting to know what's said behind their back, always lures them back.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Frolic_Fun on September 14, 2010, 04:25:51 AM
Well there isn't anything new apart from the already established fact that she's a retard.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: ProfessorFarnsworth on September 14, 2010, 04:26:43 AM
Well she probably didn't know that. :zoinks:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Frolic_Fun on September 14, 2010, 04:29:50 AM
I basically told her on this thread before she left! Can't get clearer than that. :zoinks:

As for talking behind one's back: There was times I got tempted myself in the past, but for the most part I left it be. Anytime I confronted others usually didn't end well (as in making a fool of myself). Let people say shit if you know it's bullshit, you don't need to explain yourself. Explaining yourself gives the opposite effect, most of the time.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: ProfessorFarnsworth on September 14, 2010, 05:09:32 AM
I basically told her on this thread before she left! Can't get clearer than that. :zoinks:

As for talking behind one's back: There was times I got tempted myself in the past, but for the most part I left it be. Anytime I confronted others usually didn't end well (as in making a fool of myself). Let people say shit if you know it's bullshit, you don't need to explain yourself. Explaining yourself gives the opposite effect, most of the time.

That's pretty much the same with me too. Obsession over what people say shows insecurity and lashing out on it is just asking for it.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Loupgarou on September 14, 2010, 05:14:59 AM
Meadow,

"Long winded speech is exhausting. Better to stay centred".

A Taoist quote.

Loup.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: The Member Formerly Known As Sophist on September 14, 2010, 05:57:05 AM
Far better to have long-winded tangential monologues.  :green: :thumbup:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Loupgarou on September 14, 2010, 06:08:22 AM
Far better to have long-winded tangential monologues.  :green: :thumbup:
:2thumbsup: Only if I can chain smoke and drink red wine......then I will never shut up

Loup
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Al Swearegen on September 14, 2010, 06:45:18 AM
This all started and all of you started jumping me after I told Rage to take his cognitive therapy suggestion and to stick in his ear and rotate it. After I was jumped on x's two I said you are pathetic and Odeon or whatever his wank name wants to ask me why I'm here and accuse me of playing victim like the fuck-wad he really is. And as I said I didn't know I needed a reason but don't need to be here. That about sums it up. I'm not sure what type of site this is. Having been abused most of my life though, I can do without it. If that is deemed a pity call, fuck you!

It is deemed a pity call. And you didn't fool a single person on here. Not even the village idiot, duke. It would seem to be that someone like you would fit right in on wrong planet, because they like to ban the people who force themselves to be funtional and protect dramatic babies like you.

Thank you, come again. No really. Come again.  ;)



You people have shit for brains.

Well it sure as hell isn't a support forum.
Again like I said to Judy. You are in an Aspie forum full of Aspies, who by merely having the condition have been up against it their lives and always will. You are not an orphan here in having had a hard time growing up. So before you look at your situation as unique and special, consider if we have and all do have a hard time in life and that some people here have had an equally hard time in life, why should we care or make allowances for the fact that like is hard for you?
Whilst you think it over go to www.intensitysquared.com and read the main page and think on what this site is by this brief paragraph. May make it a bit easier for you.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 14, 2010, 10:50:53 AM
You still have shit for brains.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Frolic_Fun on September 14, 2010, 11:47:37 AM
We had 22 pages of you basically saying that.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: ProfessorFarnsworth on September 14, 2010, 11:55:45 AM
Let it now be 23?
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 14, 2010, 12:00:15 PM
Yeeaaahhh...
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: 'andersom' on September 14, 2010, 12:00:45 PM
You still have shit for brains.

Amazing what we can do with it, isn't it?

Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Squidusa on September 14, 2010, 12:01:32 PM
Yeeaaahhh...

Such intelligence.........  :zoinks:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Adam on September 14, 2010, 12:41:04 PM
here's a picture of me and a u-boat on my 21st birthday:

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Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: DukeNukem on September 14, 2010, 12:59:11 PM
Oh Meadow, why did you come back? :eyelash:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 14, 2010, 01:01:12 PM
here's a picture of me and a u-boat on my 21st birthday:

Nice photo.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: DukeNukem on September 14, 2010, 01:03:31 PM
here's a picture of me and a u-boat on my 21st birthday:

Nice photo.

I heard that Wal Mart were having a sale on Playtex tampons. Just in case you are having your period, that's all. ::)
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: odeon on September 14, 2010, 03:02:10 PM
Meadow, you sure coming back was a good idea?
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 14, 2010, 03:07:42 PM
Meadow, you sure coming back was a good idea?

mmhmm...
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: odeon on September 14, 2010, 03:08:56 PM
Why would you subject yourself to this again?
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: RageBeoulve on September 14, 2010, 04:52:45 PM
Meadow, you sure coming back was a good idea?

mmhmm...

Would you be a little more specific?
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Osensitive1 on September 14, 2010, 05:01:32 PM
Meadow, you sure coming back was a good idea?
It's not the coming back, it's the entrance.


 
Why would you subject yourself to this again?
Oden gets right to the good questions, doesn't he.

Welcome back, meadow.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 14, 2010, 05:02:40 PM
Because I like charming, lovable people?
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: RageBeoulve on September 14, 2010, 05:03:23 PM
Because I like charming, lovable people?


.......



WEL HAI! Welcome back buddy!  :green:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: The_Chosen_One on September 14, 2010, 05:10:32 PM
JUdy: that was girdles they had a special on, for your support. Meds make tampons, so if you keep on your meds you'll be fine.

Get it right!!!
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Osensitive1 on September 14, 2010, 05:13:15 PM
Because I like charming, lovable people?
Is that a question?
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 14, 2010, 06:25:20 PM
Because I like charming, lovable people?
Is that a question?

No?
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: The_Chosen_One on September 14, 2010, 06:30:19 PM
Because I like charming, lovable people?
Is that a question?

No?

Osensitive1: It was a rhetorical.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Osensitive1 on September 14, 2010, 06:48:33 PM
Because I like charming, lovable people?
Is that a question?

No?
:laugh:


Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: odeon on September 15, 2010, 01:29:54 PM
Because I like charming, lovable people?

Because you like pain?
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Squidusa on September 15, 2010, 01:36:49 PM
Because I like charming, lovable people?

Because you like pain?

 :whipped: :bonban: :dom: :dominatrix:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Callaway on September 15, 2010, 01:39:28 PM
Because I like charming, lovable people?

 :eyelash:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Natalia Evans on September 15, 2010, 02:34:02 PM
My dad used to call one of our dogs shit for brains.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Adam on September 15, 2010, 02:34:56 PM
My mum used to call my dad shit for brains  :zoinks:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Squidusa on September 15, 2010, 02:36:55 PM
My mum used to call my dad shit for brains  :zoinks:

 :lol:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 21, 2010, 01:48:33 AM
Because I like charming, lovable people?

Because you like pain?

No actually I don't like pain. I'm saying bye to the human race, known as forums, now. We are allergic to each other. Language is not my medium. It's too hard and stressful on me. Just so if anyone ever wonders whatever happened. You are all cool.  :viking: :evillaugh:

And Duke, I hope you will stop jerking off long enough to, well, do something else. :)

Take care pretty people! :)
 
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 21, 2010, 01:49:36 AM
My dad used to call one of our dogs shit for brains.

That's sad. :)

Take care of you..  :thumbup:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: odeon on September 21, 2010, 08:26:11 AM
Me, I'd simply leave...
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Al Swearegen on September 21, 2010, 08:33:37 AM
Because I like charming, lovable people?

Because you like pain?

No actually I don't like pain. I'm saying bye to the human race, known as forums, now. We are allergic to each other. Language is not my medium. It's too hard and stressful on me. Just so if anyone ever wonders whatever happened. You are all cool.  :viking: :evillaugh:

And Duke, I hope you will stop jerking off long enough to, well, do something else. :)

Take care pretty people! :)
 

You are a little sensitive.
You don't bother us. Why not lay low and learn to flame and then try and give Odeon a good hiding?
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 21, 2010, 08:54:41 AM
Me, I'd simply leave...

You are definitely the better person.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 21, 2010, 08:56:09 AM
Because I like charming, lovable people?

Because you like pain?

No actually I don't like pain. I'm saying bye to the human race, known as forums, now. We are allergic to each other. Language is not my medium. It's too hard and stressful on me. Just so if anyone ever wonders whatever happened. You are all cool.  :viking: :evillaugh:

And Duke, I hope you will stop jerking off long enough to, well, do something else. :)

Take care pretty people! :)
 

You are a little sensitive.
You don't bother us. Why not lay low and learn to flame and then try and give Odeon a good hiding?

I think your advice is good.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Al Swearegen on September 21, 2010, 09:01:27 AM
Because I like charming, lovable people?

Because you like pain?

No actually I don't like pain. I'm saying bye to the human race, known as forums, now. We are allergic to each other. Language is not my medium. It's too hard and stressful on me. Just so if anyone ever wonders whatever happened. You are all cool.  :viking: :evillaugh:

And Duke, I hope you will stop jerking off long enough to, well, do something else. :)

Take care pretty people! :)
 

You are a little sensitive.
You don't bother us. Why not lay low and learn to flame and then try and give Odeon a good hiding?

I think your advice is good.

Maybe start off Beating up Richard and work your way through the ranks. It could be quite addictive and think of the self-confidence you would get. Or you could start lower and try me out.  :asthing:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: skyblue1 on September 21, 2010, 09:06:55 AM
Because I like charming, lovable people?

Because you like pain?

No actually I don't like pain. I'm saying bye to the human race, known as forums, now. We are allergic to each other. Language is not my medium. It's too hard and stressful on me. Just so if anyone ever wonders whatever happened. You are all cool.  :viking: :evillaugh:

And Duke, I hope you will stop jerking off long enough to, well, do something else. :)

Take care pretty people! :)
 

You are a little sensitive.
You don't bother us. Why not lay low and learn to flame and then try and give Odeon a good hiding?

I think your advice is good.

Maybe start off Beating up Richard and work your way through the ranks. It could be quite addictive and think of the self-confidence you would get. Or you could start lower and try me out.  :asthing:
yes meadow, it is easy.

All you have to do is say fuck off Sir Les.....and whamo you have become :viking:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 21, 2010, 09:07:40 AM
Because I like charming, lovable people?

Because you like pain?

No actually I don't like pain. I'm saying bye to the human race, known as forums, now. We are allergic to each other. Language is not my medium. It's too hard and stressful on me. Just so if anyone ever wonders whatever happened. You are all cool.  :viking: :evillaugh:

And Duke, I hope you will stop jerking off long enough to, well, do something else. :)

Take care pretty people! :)
 

You are a little sensitive.
You don't bother us. Why not lay low and learn to flame and then try and give Odeon a good hiding?

I think your advice is good.

Maybe start off Beating up Richard and work your way through the ranks. It could be quite addictive and think of the self-confidence you would get. Or you could start lower and try me out.  :asthing:

I don't know. I'm just going to see if I can learn something but hopefully not about being as mean, intolerant and rude as other people can be. But I do have to toughen up and not let people get to me.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 21, 2010, 09:09:25 AM
Because I like charming, lovable people?

Because you like pain?

No actually I don't like pain. I'm saying bye to the human race, known as forums, now. We are allergic to each other. Language is not my medium. It's too hard and stressful on me. Just so if anyone ever wonders whatever happened. You are all cool.  :viking: :evillaugh:

And Duke, I hope you will stop jerking off long enough to, well, do something else. :)

Take care pretty people! :)
 

You are a little sensitive.
You don't bother us. Why not lay low and learn to flame and then try and give Odeon a good hiding?

I think your advice is good.

Maybe start off Beating up Richard and work your way through the ranks. It could be quite addictive and think of the self-confidence you would get. Or you could start lower and try me out.  :asthing:
yes meadow, it is easy.

All you have to do is say fuck off Sir Les.....and whamo you have become :viking:

I don't even know who Richard is.  :thumbup:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 21, 2010, 09:12:11 AM
Ugh!
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Al Swearegen on September 21, 2010, 09:15:12 AM
Because I like charming, lovable people?

Because you like pain?

No actually I don't like pain. I'm saying bye to the human race, known as forums, now. We are allergic to each other. Language is not my medium. It's too hard and stressful on me. Just so if anyone ever wonders whatever happened. You are all cool.  :viking: :evillaugh:

And Duke, I hope you will stop jerking off long enough to, well, do something else. :)

Take care pretty people! :)
 

You are a little sensitive.
You don't bother us. Why not lay low and learn to flame and then try and give Odeon a good hiding?

I think your advice is good.

Maybe start off Beating up Richard and work your way through the ranks. It could be quite addictive and think of the self-confidence you would get. Or you could start lower and try me out.  :asthing:
yes meadow, it is easy.

All you have to do is say fuck off Sir Les.....and whamo you have become :viking:

Then I go quiet except for a creepy, disconcerting, giggle as I get out my surgical instruments
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: skyblue1 on September 21, 2010, 09:16:38 AM
Because I like charming, lovable people?

Because you like pain?

No actually I don't like pain. I'm saying bye to the human race, known as forums, now. We are allergic to each other. Language is not my medium. It's too hard and stressful on me. Just so if anyone ever wonders whatever happened. You are all cool.  :viking: :evillaugh:

And Duke, I hope you will stop jerking off long enough to, well, do something else. :)

Take care pretty people! :)
 

You are a little sensitive.
You don't bother us. Why not lay low and learn to flame and then try and give Odeon a good hiding?

I think your advice is good.

Maybe start off Beating up Richard and work your way through the ranks. It could be quite addictive and think of the self-confidence you would get. Or you could start lower and try me out.  :asthing:
yes meadow, it is easy.

All you have to do is say fuck off Sir Les.....and whamo you have become :viking:

Then I go quiet except for a creepy, disconcerting, giggle as I get out my surgical instruments
:lol: :plus:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: The_Chosen_One on September 21, 2010, 09:24:24 AM
Because I like charming, lovable people?

Because you like pain?

No actually I don't like pain. I'm saying bye to the human race, known as forums, now. We are allergic to each other. Language is not my medium. It's too hard and stressful on me. Just so if anyone ever wonders whatever happened. You are all cool.  :viking: :evillaugh:

And Duke, I hope you will stop jerking off long enough to, well, do something else. :)

Take care pretty people! :)
 

You are a little sensitive.
You don't bother us. Why not lay low and learn to flame and then try and give Odeon a good hiding?

I think your advice is good.

Maybe start off Beating up Richard and work your way through the ranks. It could be quite addictive and think of the self-confidence you would get. Or you could start lower and try me out.  :asthing:
yes meadow, it is easy.

All you have to do is say fuck off Sir Les.....and whamo you have become :viking:

I don't even know who Richard is.  :thumbup:

Richard is the guy who likes to play with his agates and post vids of his Willie on the net. You can't miss him, just look for the bad spelling.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Natalia Evans on September 21, 2010, 10:05:03 AM
He's richardbenson on WP but he usually goes by Richard here.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 21, 2010, 10:09:09 AM
Because I like charming, lovable people?

Because you like pain?

No actually I don't like pain. I'm saying bye to the human race, known as forums, now. We are allergic to each other. Language is not my medium. It's too hard and stressful on me. Just so if anyone ever wonders whatever happened. You are all cool.  :viking: :evillaugh:

And Duke, I hope you will stop jerking off long enough to, well, do something else. :)

Take care pretty people! :)
 

You are a little sensitive.
You don't bother us. Why not lay low and learn to flame and then try and give Odeon a good hiding?

I think your advice is good.

Maybe start off Beating up Richard and work your way through the ranks. It could be quite addictive and think of the self-confidence you would get. Or you could start lower and try me out.  :asthing:
yes meadow, it is easy.

All you have to do is say fuck off Sir Les.....and whamo you have become :viking:

I don't even know who Richard is.  :thumbup:

Richard is the guy who likes to play with his agates and post vids of his Willie on the net. You can't miss him, just look for the bad spelling.

That isn't something I would ever hope to find. Thanks for warning me. I will tread carefully 'round here.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: DukeNukem on September 21, 2010, 10:09:17 AM
Hey, Meadow. How are you doing? Did they ban your ass from WP yet? :wanker:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 21, 2010, 10:11:51 AM
He's richardbenson on WP but he usually goes by Richard here.

Wow. No wonder he gave me the creeps last time I was at WP, when he tried to talk to me in an inappropriate sort of way. I had no idea. I started to feel sorry for him because he writes so badly.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: The_Chosen_One on September 21, 2010, 10:17:01 AM
Hey, Meadow. How are you doing? Did they ban your ass from WP yet? :wanker:

Are you still not able to post at AFF?

No?

Pikajedi's doing well then.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: odeon on September 21, 2010, 12:38:28 PM
I think it's good you are here, Meadow. This place will enable you, if you let it. :)
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Osensitive1 on September 21, 2010, 04:25:59 PM
Welcome back meadow. Maybe just start off easy, in the games forum.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Queen Victoria on September 21, 2010, 05:14:22 PM
some advice I gave FeralAspie
 Type once, think twice, post once.

Ask yourself if you'd be upset if you got the post your'e going to send.

End of lecture.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 22, 2010, 11:34:14 AM
some advice I gave FeralAspie
 Type once, think twice, post once.

Ask yourself if you'd be upset if you got the post your'e going to send.

End of lecture.

I think you should take your own advice, hypocrite.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Squidusa on September 22, 2010, 11:35:19 AM
some advice I gave FeralAspie
 Type once, think twice, post once.

Ask yourself if you'd be upset if you got the post your'e going to send.

End of lecture.

I think you should take your own advice, hypocrite.


Kindly point out how weakling is a hypocrite?
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: RageBeoulve on September 22, 2010, 11:40:11 AM
some advice I gave FeralAspie
 Type once, think twice, post once.

Ask yourself if you'd be upset if you got the post your'e going to send.

End of lecture.

I think you should take your own advice, hypocrite.
PAAAHAHA! You aren't going to last, tender morsel.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 22, 2010, 11:45:34 AM
Weakling is a hypocrite. Is that better?
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: RageBeoulve on September 22, 2010, 11:48:39 AM
Weakling is a hypocrite. Is that better?
No.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Squidusa on September 22, 2010, 11:50:09 AM
Weakling is a hypocrite. Is that better?

OMG WOW BEST EXPLANATION EVER  :zoinks:

No point out "how" Weakling is a hypocrite , what has she said that in your opinion has made her hypocritical , becuase in my opinion she is a very wise and kind lady who often does follow her advice.

If you're going to call someone a hypocrite expect to be asked to prove it.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 22, 2010, 11:55:53 AM
Weakling is a hypocrite. Is that better?

OMG WOW BEST EXPLANATION EVER  :zoinks:

No point out "how" Weakling is a hypocrite , what has she said that in your opinion has made her hypocritical , becuase in my opinion she is a very wise and kind lady who often does follow her advice.

If you're going to call someone a hypocrite expect to be asked to prove it.

She told me to "Just Go" when I was here before and I don't know her from Adam. When a lot of people want to gang up on one person, I call them cowards.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 22, 2010, 11:57:17 AM
I'm beyond burned out by the "human race" and I will "Just Go!!" But you know how I feel about you.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Adam on September 22, 2010, 11:58:18 AM
Just forget about all this shit and everyone else will too. what do you like talking about?
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: odeon on September 22, 2010, 12:11:55 PM
Don't bother. She'll just think you insulted her, Soph. ::)
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Phlexor on September 22, 2010, 12:13:48 PM
I'm beyond burned out by the "human race" and I will "Just Go!!" But you know how I feel about you.

The important thing is, do we give a fuck  :laugh:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: odeon on September 22, 2010, 12:14:39 PM
I'm beyond burned out by the "human race" and I will "Just Go!!" But you know how I feel about you.

The important thing is, do we give a fuck  :laugh:

Of course we do. :grouphug:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Phlexor on September 22, 2010, 12:15:30 PM
Weakling is a hypocrite. Is that better?

OMG WOW BEST EXPLANATION EVER  :zoinks:

No point out "how" Weakling is a hypocrite , what has she said that in your opinion has made her hypocritical , becuase in my opinion she is a very wise and kind lady who often does follow her advice.

If you're going to call someone a hypocrite expect to be asked to prove it.

She told me to "Just Go" when I was here before and I don't know her from Adam. When a lot of people want to gang up on one person, I call them cowards.

Perhaps you should call them right.

And you are the coward. Too scared to look inwards and realise that you are the one who has been making themselves miserable all this time.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: RageBeoulve on September 22, 2010, 12:19:44 PM
When a group bullies one person, that person is often a shithead. So whats the problem, BITCH? :lol:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Squidusa on September 22, 2010, 12:29:29 PM
When a group bullies one person, that person is often a shithead. So whats the problem, BITCH? :lol:

You certainly have a way with words :rofl:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: DukeNukem on September 22, 2010, 12:29:38 PM
When a group bullies one person, that person is often a shithead. So whats the problem, BITCH? :lol:

Cyberbulling is illegal you know.


(http://bbsimg.ngfiles.com/1/13720000/ngbbs46c91008c71cd.jpg)
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: RageBeoulve on September 22, 2010, 12:34:32 PM
When a group bullies one person, that person is often a shithead. So whats the problem, BITCH? :lol:

Cyberbulling is illegal you know.


(http://bbsimg.ngfiles.com/1/13720000/ngbbs46c91008c71cd.jpg)
:eyelash: Not trying to butter me up are you?
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Natalia Evans on September 22, 2010, 12:52:27 PM
When a group bullies one person, that person is often a shithead. So whats the problem, BITCH? :lol:

I can see the logic how it make a bunch of people cowards for gaining up on one person. Someone just couldn't do it alone so they needed other people to do it with them.


Fact is all bullies are cowards.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Queen Victoria on September 22, 2010, 12:55:47 PM
Weakling is a hypocrite. Is that better?

OMG WOW BEST EXPLANATION EVER  :zoinks:

No point out "how" Weakling is a hypocrite , what has she said that in your opinion has made her hypocritical , becuase in my opinion she is a very wise and kind lady who often does follow her advice.

If you're going to call someone a hypocrite expect to be asked to prove it.

She told me to "Just Go" when I was here before and I don't know her from Adam. When a lot of people want to gang up on one person, I call them cowards.

Meadow, I apologize for saying "Just Go" before. 
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: skyblue1 on September 22, 2010, 12:56:36 PM
some people want folks to gang up on them. it gives them a warm fuzzy feeling
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Frolic_Fun on September 22, 2010, 12:56:58 PM
Fact is all bullies are cowards.

Anyone who says this are simply a naive cunt. :violin:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Natalia Evans on September 22, 2010, 12:58:10 PM
Weakling is a hypocrite. Is that better?

OMG WOW BEST EXPLANATION EVER  :zoinks:

No point out "how" Weakling is a hypocrite , what has she said that in your opinion has made her hypocritical , becuase in my opinion she is a very wise and kind lady who often does follow her advice.

If you're going to call someone a hypocrite expect to be asked to prove it.

She told me to "Just Go" when I was here before and I don't know her from Adam. When a lot of people want to gang up on one person, I call them cowards.

Meadow, I apologize for saying "Just Go" before. 


How does that make you a hypocrite?

Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Natalia Evans on September 22, 2010, 12:59:14 PM
Fact is all bullies are cowards.

Anyone who says this are simply a naive cunt. :violin:


And I bet you wonder why I have you on MSN block. I don't need friends who insult me or make fun of me because I want respect from my friends.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Callaway on September 22, 2010, 01:02:22 PM
Weakling is a hypocrite. Is that better?

OMG WOW BEST EXPLANATION EVER  :zoinks:

No point out "how" Weakling is a hypocrite , what has she said that in your opinion has made her hypocritical , becuase in my opinion she is a very wise and kind lady who often does follow her advice.

If you're going to call someone a hypocrite expect to be asked to prove it.

She told me to "Just Go" when I was here before and I don't know her from Adam. When a lot of people want to gang up on one person, I call them cowards.

Meadow, I apologize for saying "Just Go" before. 


How does that make you a hypocrite?



I don't get that either.  I read "Just Go" when Weakling posted it as friendly advice to someone that she saw was fragile and hurting and might have been likely to be hurt more here.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Phlexor on September 22, 2010, 01:04:53 PM
When a group bullies one person, that person is often a shithead. So whats the problem, BITCH? :lol:

I can see the logic how it make a bunch of people cowards for gaining up on one person. Someone just couldn't do it alone so they needed other people to do it with them.


Fact is all bullies are cowards.

Bullying is in the eye of the beholder.

This is especially true for those on the spectrum.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Queen Victoria on September 22, 2010, 01:07:34 PM
Like a lot of people I don't always choose the better words when I am tired or frustrated or angry.  I don't remember how I felt when I told Meadow that.

Even though I try to emulate the better members here (cbc and Hyke come to mind first) I occasionally fall short of my goals.  I hurt Meadow's feelings and however or why I did isn't important.  To explain or justify my words diminishes my apology because it turns the focus on my feelings, not hers. 

So, one simple apology.  If any person chooses not to accept it, that is their decision to make.  No hard feelings on my part if my apology is declined by anyone.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Squidusa on September 22, 2010, 01:10:10 PM
Like a lot of people I don't always choose the better words when I am tired or frustrated or angry.  I don't remember how I felt when I told Meadow that.

Even though I try to emulate the better members here (cbc and Hyke come to mind first) I occasionally fall short of my goals.  I hurt Meadow's feelings and however or why I did isn't important.  To explain or justify my words diminishes my apology because it turns the focus on my feelings, not hers. 

So, one simple apology.  If any person chooses not to accept it, that is their decision to make.  No hard feelings on my part if my apology is declined by anyone.

I think it was probably just her over-reacting but oh well.

 :plus: for being such a benevolent queen :)
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: RageBeoulve on September 22, 2010, 01:11:57 PM
Meadow just needs to get fucked, thats all.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Queen Victoria on September 22, 2010, 01:12:30 PM
Meadow just needs to get fucked, thats all.

I think a lot of us just need to get fucked.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Squidusa on September 22, 2010, 01:14:01 PM
Meadow just needs to get fucked, thats all.

I think a lot of us just need to get fucked.

I do hope rage is offering to fuck us all  :zoinks:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Natalia Evans on September 22, 2010, 01:15:43 PM
I've been fucked enough.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: RageBeoulve on September 22, 2010, 01:16:58 PM
Fuck
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Queen Victoria on September 22, 2010, 01:19:44 PM
Fuck

Thank you, Thank you, THANK YOU.  That was such a relief. :afterglow:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Squidusa on September 22, 2010, 01:28:50 PM
Fuck

 :missionary: :handjob: :booty: :penis: :dom: :bonban: :69: :squit:

Dear god theres blue foam EVERYWHERE :aff:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Adam on September 22, 2010, 01:29:45 PM
I really wanna fuck one of my neighbours. she's married and has kids though
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: odeon on September 22, 2010, 01:31:39 PM
You'll have to do it when the kids aren't at home.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Squidusa on September 22, 2010, 01:32:36 PM
I really wanna fuck one of my neighbours. she's married and has kids though

You never know she might have an open relationship  :orly:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Frolic_Fun on September 22, 2010, 03:21:13 PM
Fact is all bullies are cowards.

Anyone who says this are simply a naive cunt. :violin:


And I bet you wonder why I have you on MSN block. I don't need friends who insult me or make fun of me because I want respect from my friends.

Respect is to be earned.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 22, 2010, 03:41:08 PM
Just forget about all this shit and everyone else will too. what do you like talking about?

Art, food, nature, animals...boring stuff.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 22, 2010, 03:42:32 PM
I'm beyond burned out by the "human race" and I will "Just Go!!" But you know how I feel about you.

The important thing is, do we give a fuck  :laugh:

No, not any more than I give a fuck about you.  :thumbup:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 22, 2010, 03:44:00 PM
Weakling is a hypocrite. Is that better?

OMG WOW BEST EXPLANATION EVER  :zoinks:

No point out "how" Weakling is a hypocrite , what has she said that in your opinion has made her hypocritical , becuase in my opinion she is a very wise and kind lady who often does follow her advice.

If you're going to call someone a hypocrite expect to be asked to prove it.

She told me to "Just Go" when I was here before and I don't know her from Adam. When a lot of people want to gang up on one person, I call them cowards.

Perhaps you should call them right.

And you are the coward. Too scared to look inwards and realise that you are the one who has been making themselves miserable all this time.

I'm not miserable. Everyone has a bad day here and there.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 22, 2010, 03:44:51 PM
When a group bullies one person, that person is often a shithead. So whats the problem, BITCH? :lol:

That logic clearly works for you.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 22, 2010, 03:45:35 PM
Meadow just needs to get fucked, thats all.

Just not that into it.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 22, 2010, 03:46:21 PM
Meadow just needs to get fucked, thats all.

I think a lot of us just need to get fucked.

Eww.. Good one!
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 22, 2010, 03:47:14 PM
Fuck

 :missionary: :handjob: :booty: :penis: :dom: :bonban: :69: :squit:

Dear god theres blue foam EVERYWHERE :aff:

Huh???
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Adam on September 22, 2010, 04:05:13 PM
Just forget about all this shit and everyone else will too. what do you like talking about?

Art, food, nature, animals...boring stuff.

that's not boring. I like animals and nature too. in my house we have a cat, a dog, a tortoise, two zebra finches, a fish and a bearded dragon :P
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Queen Victoria on September 22, 2010, 04:05:38 PM
The Blue Gusher comment is a reference to a commercial posted on another thread.  Not very appetizing.

You posted you liked boring things like food.  Cooking or eating?  What kinds?  Anything you hate to eat?
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 22, 2010, 04:09:38 PM
Just forget about all this shit and everyone else will too. what do you like talking about?

Art, food, nature, animals...boring stuff.

that's not boring. I like animals and nature too. in my house we have a cat, a dog, a tortoise, two zebra finches, a fish and a bearded dragon :P


Wow, very cool! :)
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Adam on September 22, 2010, 04:10:40 PM
thanks. have u got any pets?
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: DukeNukem on September 22, 2010, 04:11:14 PM
Just forget about all this shit and everyone else will too. what do you like talking about?

Art, food, nature, animals...boring stuff.

that's not boring. I like animals and nature too. in my house we have a cat, a dog, a tortoise, two zebra finches, a fish and a bearded dragon :P


Wow, very cool! :)

Hey, maybe you could live with Spastic, then he would have a cougar to go with those animals. :zoinks:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Queen Victoria on September 22, 2010, 04:14:24 PM
Just forget about all this shit and everyone else will too. what do you like talking about?

Art, food, nature, animals...boring stuff.

that's not boring. I like animals and nature too. in my house we have a cat, a dog, a tortoise, two zebra finches, a fish and a bearded dragon :P


Wow, very cool! :)

Hey, maybe you could live with Spastic, then he would have a cougar to go with those animals. :zoinks:

Meeeooowww.  Although I give you points for not posting that he could have some pussy with his animals.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 22, 2010, 04:17:27 PM
The Blue Gusher comment is a reference to a commercial posted on another thread.  Not very appetizing.

You posted you liked boring things like food.  Cooking or eating?  What kinds?  Anything you hate to eat?

Thanks for that bit of info.

I like cooking and eating but these days I don't cook quite as much as I used to. I like a lot of vegetarian dishes like tabbouleh, hummus, falafel w/ lemon tahini with veggies in pita pocket, it's endless, but I do eat meat  on occasion. A lot of those dishes requires cooking or a lot of prep. These days I have simple sandwiches, pasta salads, baked fish with veggies, ice cream, cheese cake, good things to drink... candy, chips.. whatever strikes the mood.

What about you?
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 22, 2010, 04:18:37 PM
thanks. have u got any pets?

Yes, I have two calico cats I love and adore. :)
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Adam on September 22, 2010, 04:21:23 PM

my cat is calico too !

She'll be 14 soon. very big and fat lol

we had her and her sister from when they were only a few weeks old. Her sister died in 2007 though

here's my cat Flo and her sister:

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Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Natalia Evans on September 22, 2010, 04:27:16 PM
I had a Calico cat but she passed away two years ago. I can't even find a photo of her I have on photobucket because they changed the darn thing again and I can't figure the darn thing out. :wanker:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Adam on September 22, 2010, 04:31:40 PM
I love calico cats

I mean I love all cats, but especially calico cats

here's one of my neighbours:

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Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Queen Victoria on September 22, 2010, 05:23:25 PM
I'm in the process of learning to cook healthier.  It's not going as quickly as I would like.  Both Prince Albert and the Princess Royal need to eat healthier also.  Anyways I'm doing simpler cooking, hoping to learn to use a crockpot.  We're eating more salads.  My ideal rotation for eating/cooking is:

Sandwich, soup, salad or combination for lunch
Monday and Thursday Dinner - Beans
Tuesday and Friday Dinner - Fish
Wednesday and Saturday Dinner - Chicken
Sunday Dinner - Beef, Pork or cooks choice.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: The_Chosen_One on September 22, 2010, 05:54:20 PM
Eating and pussy, my this is getting interesting.

And it was obvious the only one who wasn't getting fucked earlier was felcher. Still have that hymen intact there?
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 22, 2010, 06:14:42 PM

my cat is calico too !

She'll be 14 soon. very big and fat lol

we had her and her sister from when they were only a few weeks old. Her sister died in 2007 though

here's my cat Flo and her sister:

One of my calico cats is very fat and the other is thin. The fat one doesn't eat the thin one's food. I wouldn't allow that. That very different. The fat one has short legs and a different body type and wants to eat all the time. I can't let her do that or she might kill herself. I have to keep the thin cat's food on the counter so she will have her fair share.

Your cats look very sweet. :)
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 22, 2010, 06:16:37 PM
I love calico cats

I mean I love all cats, but especially calico cats

here's one of my neighbours:

Wow, that one is beautiful. She looks a little bit in the face like me fat Sarah kitty. :)
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 22, 2010, 06:20:30 PM
I'm in the process of learning to cook healthier.  It's not going as quickly as I would like.  Both Prince Albert and the Princess Royal need to eat healthier also.  Anyways I'm doing simpler cooking, hoping to learn to use a crockpot.  We're eating more salads.  My ideal rotation for eating/cooking is:

Sandwich, soup, salad or combination for lunch
Monday and Thursday Dinner - Beans
Tuesday and Friday Dinner - Fish
Wednesday and Saturday Dinner - Chicken
Sunday Dinner - Beef, Pork or cooks choice.

I know what you mean. I just make do and eat whatever looks good. Open a can of chili beans and there's dinner. I like Mexican food too. I try to keep tortilla chips, salsa and guacamole on hand to try and eat healthy.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 22, 2010, 06:21:37 PM
Eating and pussy, my this is getting interesting.

And it was obvious the only one who wasn't getting fucked earlier was felcher. Still have that hymen intact there?

Men! All they can think of is their weenie.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: The_Chosen_One on September 22, 2010, 06:25:34 PM
Eating and pussy, my this is getting interesting.

And it was obvious the only one who wasn't getting fucked earlier was felcher. Still have that hymen intact there?

Men! All they can think of is their weenie.

No, that's what we want women to think about.  :LOL:

Felcher on the other hand thinks of the lack of one.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Squidusa on September 22, 2010, 06:28:01 PM
Some of them think about other men's weenies, but yes.


DING

Right here!  :zoinks:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Osensitive1 on September 22, 2010, 06:30:39 PM
lol. Removed it, fearing it might be taken the wrong way. Glad you thought it was funny too.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Squidusa on September 22, 2010, 06:32:38 PM
lol. Removed it, fearing it might be taken the wrong way. Glad you thought it was funny too.


Oh dont worry it wasnt offensive, well I didnt think it was anyway  :orly:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Osensitive1 on September 22, 2010, 06:34:02 PM
Didn't figure it was too offensive, but thought it might seem I was talking about myself lol.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Squidusa on September 22, 2010, 06:34:50 PM
Didn't figure it was too offensive, but thought it might seem I was talking about myself lol.

Ahhh  :lol:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: The_Chosen_One on September 22, 2010, 06:40:47 PM
Didn't figure it was too offensive, but thought it might seem I was talking about myself lol.

Ahhh  :lol:

Judy might, but those teeth say different..
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Squidusa on September 22, 2010, 06:42:12 PM
Didn't figure it was too offensive, but thought it might seem I was talking about myself lol.

Ahhh  :lol:

Judy might, but those teeth say different..

For some reason I now want to hum "Alvin and The Chimpmunks"...... how odd  :orly:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Queen Victoria on September 22, 2010, 06:42:45 PM
lol. Removed it, fearing it might be taken the wrong way. Glad you thought it was funny too.

Darn it.  I was going to post something about pigs in a blanket.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: DukeNukem on September 22, 2010, 06:42:57 PM
Oh, shut up about me.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: The_Chosen_One on September 22, 2010, 07:16:34 PM
Oh, shut up about me.

NO!
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 22, 2010, 07:37:20 PM
lol. Removed it, fearing it might be taken the wrong way. Glad you thought it was funny too.

Darn it.  I was going to post something about pigs in a blanket.

Now that's the kind of weenie I can get on with. :)
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Callaway on September 22, 2010, 07:39:27 PM
I'm in the process of learning to cook healthier.  It's not going as quickly as I would like.  Both Prince Albert and the Princess Royal need to eat healthier also.  Anyways I'm doing simpler cooking, hoping to learn to use a crockpot.  We're eating more salads.  My ideal rotation for eating/cooking is:

Sandwich, soup, salad or combination for lunch
Monday and Thursday Dinner - Beans
Tuesday and Friday Dinner - Fish
Wednesday and Saturday Dinner - Chicken
Sunday Dinner - Beef, Pork or cooks choice.

Crock pots are easy.  If you want to make red beans, for example, you can cook them slowly in your crock pot after an overnight soak.  Just don't add any acidic seasonings until near the end of the cooking time or the beans won't get as soft as they should.  Here's a recipe I found:

http://southernfood.about.com/od/crockpotbeans/r/bln69.htm

I like to make vegetable beef soup in my crock pot, so I add everything including the meat and cut-up vegetables in the morning and I have soup when I get home.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Squidusa on September 22, 2010, 07:40:32 PM
lol. Removed it, fearing it might be taken the wrong way. Glad you thought it was funny too.

Darn it.  I was going to post something about pigs in a blanket.

Mmmm ... Pigs in blankets are delicious..... have you tried the ones where its cheese wrapped with bacon instead of a sausage? omg Im drooling just thinking about them....:drool:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Queen Victoria on September 22, 2010, 07:41:43 PM
I just got this from an Enewsletter today.  Some nice ideas for the fall holidays.

You can use canned cranberry sauce for the following ideas but I make my own and it works just as well. I absolutely love cranberries so I've naturally done all the ideas listed.

Soak raisins and chopped dried apricots in rum or brandy for half an hour. Add to cranberry sauce. Heat and drizzle over ice cream or frozen yogurt.

Season sauce with Worcestershire, chopped garlic, and basil or sage. Great over pork or turkey burgers.

Top a cocktail bread square or large, thick cracker with a slice of sharp cheddar. Spoon on a little cranberry sauce mixed with sliced green onion.

Stir cranberry sauce with chutney to give an added layer of flavor. Sprinkle with chopped cilantro. Serve with pork.

Finely chop candied ginger and stir into sauce. Spoon atop a big wedge of warm brie.

Partially fill frozen mini-tart shells with crumbed blue cheese or a flavorful grated cheese. Bake as directed. Top with sauce. Sprinkle with chopped fresh mint or parsley, if desired.

Mix in generous pinches of cinnamon, nutmeg and allspice to the sauce. Fill the centers of cored pear or apple halves and bake for about a half-hour at 350 degrees F.

Simmer sauce with a little curry paste. Excellent as a dipping sauce for kebabs.

Stir coarsely chopped clementines and finely chopped apple or pear into sauce. Does wonders for rotisserie chicken or pork chops.

Add dashes of Tabasco and a few drizzles of balsamic vinegar. Heat frozen meatballs and coat with sauce.

Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Osensitive1 on September 22, 2010, 07:42:15 PM
Crock pots are easy.  If you want to make red beans, for example, you can cook them slowly in your crock pot after an overnight soak.  Just don't add any acidic seasonings until near the end of the cooking time or the beans won't get as soft as they should.  Here's a recipe I found:

http://southernfood.about.com/od/crockpotbeans/r/bln69.htm

I like to make vegetable beef soup in my crock pot, so I add everything including the meat and cut-up vegetables in the morning and I have soup when I get home.
Everything taste great from a crock pot too. Food that's cooked all day tastes like grandma's or something.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on September 22, 2010, 11:12:03 PM
I just got this from an Enewsletter today.  Some nice ideas for the fall holidays.

You can use canned cranberry sauce for the following ideas but I make my own and it works just as well. I absolutely love cranberries so I've naturally done all the ideas listed.

Soak raisins and chopped dried apricots in rum or brandy for half an hour. Add to cranberry sauce. Heat and drizzle over ice cream or frozen yogurt.

Season sauce with Worcestershire, chopped garlic, and basil or sage. Great over pork or turkey burgers.

Top a cocktail bread square or large, thick cracker with a slice of sharp cheddar. Spoon on a little cranberry sauce mixed with sliced green onion.

Stir cranberry sauce with chutney to give an added layer of flavor. Sprinkle with chopped cilantro. Serve with pork.

Finely chop candied ginger and stir into sauce. Spoon atop a big wedge of warm brie.

Partially fill frozen mini-tart shells with crumbed blue cheese or a flavorful grated cheese. Bake as directed. Top with sauce. Sprinkle with chopped fresh mint or parsley, if desired.

Mix in generous pinches of cinnamon, nutmeg and allspice to the sauce. Fill the centers of cored pear or apple halves and bake for about a half-hour at 350 degrees F.

Simmer sauce with a little curry paste. Excellent as a dipping sauce for kebabs.

Stir coarsely chopped clementines and finely chopped apple or pear into sauce. Does wonders for rotisserie chicken or pork chops.

Add dashes of Tabasco and a few drizzles of balsamic vinegar. Heat frozen meatballs and coat with sauce.



Damn, you're good! I'd like to try all of those. That last one though...tabasco and balsamic vinegar. It's hard to imagine how those go well together.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Queen Victoria on September 23, 2010, 07:18:10 AM
I think the balsamic vinegar adds a bit of the sweet and sour taste.  The tabasco would provide just a hint of heat.  The overall combo sounds faintly chinese with a kungfu kick.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Eclair on September 23, 2010, 07:42:38 AM
I think the balsamic vinegar adds a bit of the sweet and sour taste.  The tabasco would provide just a hint of heat.  The overall combo sounds faintly chinese with a kungfu kick.

I read the end as "with a kungfu fuck"...naughty me!
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Al Swearegen on September 23, 2010, 07:46:05 AM
I think the balsamic vinegar adds a bit of the sweet and sour taste.  The tabasco would provide just a hint of heat.  The overall combo sounds faintly chinese with a kungfu kick.

I read the end as "with a kungfu fuck"...naughty me!

Indeed very naughty. I will be forced to give you a +1 for that
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: The_Chosen_One on September 23, 2010, 08:02:06 AM
I think the balsamic vinegar adds a bit of the sweet and sour taste.  The tabasco would provide just a hint of heat.  The overall combo sounds faintly chinese with a kungfu kick.

I read the end as "with a kungfu fuck"...naughty me!

Indeed very naughty. I will be forced to give you a +1 for that

Everybody was kung fu fucking
There backs were humping and bucking
In fact is was a little bit frightening
Cos their dicks moved with the speed of lightning
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Squidusa on September 23, 2010, 09:02:43 AM
I think the balsamic vinegar adds a bit of the sweet and sour taste.  The tabasco would provide just a hint of heat.  The overall combo sounds faintly chinese with a kungfu kick.

I read the end as "with a kungfu fuck"...naughty me!

Indeed very naughty. I will be forced to give you a +1 for that

Everybody was kung fu fucking
There backs were humping and bucking
In fact is was a little bit frightening
Cos their dicks moved with the speed of lightning


 :plus:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Queen Victoria on September 23, 2010, 12:26:11 PM
You guys  :duh: .  Now you have to watch Little Orphan Annie as punishment.  :viking:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: RageBeoulve on September 24, 2010, 06:09:07 AM
When a group bullies one person, that person is often a shithead. So whats the problem, BITCH? :lol:

That logic clearly works for you.
Clearly logic doesn't work for you.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Al Swearegen on September 24, 2010, 07:24:32 AM
I think we are just misunderstood  :zoinks:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: RageBeoulve on September 24, 2010, 07:32:32 AM
I think we are just misunderstood  :zoinks:

Shes a bitch! I called her a bitch right in front of her tits!

(http://www.aleuranthropy.com/myspace_tourettesguy.jpg)
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Al Swearegen on September 24, 2010, 07:39:26 AM
I think we are just misunderstood  :zoinks:

Shes a bitch! I called her a bitch right in front of her tits!

(http://www.aleuranthropy.com/myspace_tourettesguy.jpg)

How could a guy like this suffer from being misunderstood?
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: RageBeoulve on September 24, 2010, 07:40:25 AM
Seriously! :green:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: DukeNukem on September 24, 2010, 08:56:19 AM
Come on, Meadow. bark. Bark! BARK! :evillaugh:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: RageBeoulve on September 24, 2010, 08:59:15 AM
Come on, Meadow. bark. Bark! BARK! :evillaugh:

You have no room to talk, you little inbred.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Al Swearegen on September 24, 2010, 09:16:45 AM
I wonder if they muzzle Judy in real life and take him for walks around the park to work off his man boobs?
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: RageBeoulve on September 24, 2010, 09:22:39 AM
If you weren't such a mean spirited little shit, duke. We would leave you alone.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: ProfessorFarnsworth on September 24, 2010, 10:01:58 AM
I really feel this should have pointed out a long time ago...

(http://img245.imageshack.us/img245/6114/yallniggaspostininatrol.png)
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: RageBeoulve on September 24, 2010, 10:19:48 AM
Nah she was serious. ::)
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: ProfessorFarnsworth on September 24, 2010, 10:23:58 AM
Nevertheless, I would have posted that regardless, just for the sake of being an ass. :zoinks:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: RageBeoulve on September 24, 2010, 10:37:47 AM
Troodat. To be honest, I can't believe it never crossed my mind.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: ProfessorFarnsworth on September 24, 2010, 10:42:34 AM
...

(http://28.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_l0d90gqsMo1qbylvso1_250.gif)
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: DukeNukem on September 24, 2010, 11:12:29 AM
This is a forum FULL of trolls. :evillaugh: And I own it!
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Al Swearegen on September 24, 2010, 11:13:46 AM
This is a forum FULL of trolls. :evillaugh: And I own it!

Really? How do you figure either of these premises?
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: DukeNukem on September 24, 2010, 11:16:13 AM
This is a forum FULL of trolls. :evillaugh: And I own it!

Really? How do you figure either of these premises?

Because peons like you just kneel down in front of me and suck on my magnificent PINGAS! :zoinks:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: RageBeoulve on September 24, 2010, 11:18:45 AM
 :facepalm2: Poor duke.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: ProfessorFarnsworth on September 24, 2010, 11:21:33 AM
PINGAS PINGAS PINGAS PINGAS PINGAS PINGAS PINGAS PINGAS PINGAS PINGAS PINGAS PINGAS PINGAS PINGAS PINGAS PINGAS PINGAS PINGAS PINGAS PINGAS PINGAS PINGAS PINGAS PINGAS PINGAS PINGAS PINGAS PINGAS PINGAS PINGAS PINGAS PINGAS PINGAS PINGAS PINGAS PINGAS PINGAS PINGAS PINGAS PINGAS PINGAS PINGAS PINGAS PINGAS PINGAS PINGAS PINGAS PINGAS PINGAS PINGAS PINGAS PINGAS PINGAS PINGAS PINGAS PINGAS.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: ProfessorFarnsworth on September 24, 2010, 11:22:21 AM
Holy fucking shit, did you notice it also could mean PIN GAS? :o
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: ProfessorFarnsworth on September 24, 2010, 11:24:26 AM
Or P IN GAS?
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Al Swearegen on September 24, 2010, 11:26:54 AM
This is a forum FULL of trolls. :evillaugh: And I own it!

Really? How do you figure either of these premises?

Because peons like you just kneel down in front of me and suck on my magnificent PINGAS! :zoinks:

You would have to get past your man boons and jelly belly to see your own pingas and you at least have motivation to do so.
You fantasise that I may have some desire to but that is because you are young and desperate. You'd probably try to fuck a rat on a chain given the chance and you'd have more chance with that than getting your pingas near anything human.
So try again you bucktooth inbred.

Now answer my question without trying to hit on me.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: DukeNukem on September 24, 2010, 11:33:10 AM
This is a forum FULL of trolls. :evillaugh: And I own it!

Really? How do you figure either of these premises?

Because peons like you just kneel down in front of me and suck on my magnificent PINGAS! :zoinks:

You would have to get past your man boons and jelly belly to see your own pingas and you at least have motivation to do so.
You fantasise that I may have some desire to but that is because you are young and desperate. You'd probably try to fuck a rat on a chain given the chance and you'd have more chance with that than getting your pingas near anything human.
So try again you bucktooth inbred.

Now answer my question without trying to hit on me.

Hit on YOU? Don't flatter yourself! I'm straight, and besides, I don't flirt with married people.

And don't try to gross me out, because I just had lunch!
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: RageBeoulve on September 24, 2010, 11:38:42 AM
Then stop asking men to play with your penis.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Al Swearegen on September 24, 2010, 11:39:42 AM
This is a forum FULL of trolls. :evillaugh: And I own it!

Really? How do you figure either of these premises?

Because peons like you just kneel down in front of me and suck on my magnificent PINGAS! :zoinks:

You would have to get past your man boons and jelly belly to see your own pingas and you at least have motivation to do so.
You fantasise that I may have some desire to but that is because you are young and desperate. You'd probably try to fuck a rat on a chain given the chance and you'd have more chance with that than getting your pingas near anything human.
So try again you bucktooth inbred.

Now answer my question without trying to hit on me.

Hit on YOU? Don't flatter yourself! I'm straight, and besides, I don't flirt with married people.

And don't try to gross me out, because I just had lunch!

You are the one fantasising about me getting intimate with you. Don't play coy now. You were probably stuffing your maw with something deep-fried whilst posting your want to me sucking on your pingas, amirite.
I imagine eating takes up a fair bit of your waking hours, hence the man boobs.
Desperate, fat, troll wannabe.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: odeon on September 24, 2010, 02:51:11 PM
Nevertheless, I would have posted that regardless, just for the sake of being an ass. :zoinks:

But you are right, most likely.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: odeon on September 24, 2010, 02:52:20 PM
This is a forum FULL of trolls. :evillaugh: And I own it!

As in you're constantly being owned here, yes. Language really isn't your strongest skill, is it?
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: RageBeoulve on September 24, 2010, 06:47:22 PM
This is a forum FULL of trolls. :evillaugh: And I own it!

As in you're constantly being owned here, yes. Language really isn't your strongest skill, is it?

Actually he's fairly verbal. He's just completely oblivious to others. As is no excuse for that either, so don't even try, duke.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: The_Chosen_One on September 25, 2010, 08:50:24 PM
Here's Judy:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yj4LnfkdJDM
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: DukeNukem on September 26, 2010, 12:49:25 PM
This is a forum FULL of trolls. :evillaugh: And I own it!

As in you're constantly being owned here, yes. Language really isn't your strongest skill, is it?

Actually he's fairly verbal. He's just completely oblivious to others. As is no excuse for that either, so don't even try, duke.

How about ADHD?
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: "couldbecousin" on September 26, 2010, 12:51:47 PM
This is a forum FULL of trolls. :evillaugh: And I own it!

As in you're constantly being owned here, yes. Language really isn't your strongest skill, is it?

Actually he's fairly verbal. He's just completely oblivious to others. As is no excuse for that either, so don't even try, duke.

How about ADHD?

Do you have that?  :nerd!:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: DukeNukem on September 26, 2010, 01:00:46 PM
This is a forum FULL of trolls. :evillaugh: And I own it!

As in you're constantly being owned here, yes. Language really isn't your strongest skill, is it?

Actually he's fairly verbal. He's just completely oblivious to others. As is no excuse for that either, so don't even try, duke.

How about ADHD?

Do you have that?  :nerd!:

I was diagnosed with that along with autism when I was a child. I am taking Adderall for it now. Poor me! ::)
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: "couldbecousin" on September 26, 2010, 01:32:49 PM
This is a forum FULL of trolls. :evillaugh: And I own it!

As in you're constantly being owned here, yes. Language really isn't your strongest skill, is it?

Actually he's fairly verbal. He's just completely oblivious to others. As is no excuse for that either, so don't even try, duke.

How about ADHD?

Do you have that?  :nerd!:

I was diagnosed with that along with autism when I was a child. I am taking Adderall for it now. Poor me! ::)

I take Strattera myself. I am inattentive rather than hyperactive.  :orly:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: odeon on September 26, 2010, 02:19:57 PM
I have ADD traits but not enough for a separate dx. :orly:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Natalia Evans on September 26, 2010, 02:44:29 PM
I have ADD too but sometimes I question if I really have it or not. It was over diagnosed in the 90's.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Adam on September 26, 2010, 02:45:47 PM
I have anaemia
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: "couldbecousin" on September 26, 2010, 02:59:24 PM
I have anaemia

Maybe that explains why you are always tired.  :-\
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: odeon on September 26, 2010, 03:20:45 PM
I have ADD too but sometimes I question if I really have it or not. It was over diagnosed in the 90's.

That's what my doc said too.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: ProfessorFarnsworth on October 01, 2010, 11:16:37 AM
No round 3... yet?
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: odeon on October 01, 2010, 11:26:48 AM
Give it time. :orly:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Osensitive1 on October 01, 2010, 04:11:43 PM
Maybe next time this thread will stay dead.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: The_Chosen_One on October 01, 2010, 06:02:29 PM
Threaddie's Dead....
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: "couldbecousin" on October 01, 2010, 06:04:37 PM
Threaddie's Dead....

Unless it turns out to be...  a zombie!  :zombiefuck:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: ZEGH8578 on October 01, 2010, 06:17:46 PM
Someone I know told me anger is actually better than depression, because with anger you can let it all out, whereas depression bottles it all up. So feeling pissed and angry now and then releases the safety valve. Also, posting your feelings on forums as well vents the frustrations - never mind if there are dickheads that pooh-pooh what you have to say. There are plenty of good people around who will listen to what you have to say, and lots of them may be going through the same shit as well.

Hope whatever you decide to do works out.

it was actually a turning point in life when i decided to _handle_ depression.
i did first turn it into anger, and my god how angry i was...
i had bursts of anger so dark and intense it would almost cause me to just black out
but from there on, i only felt better.

the as diagnosis, which i got very late, was sortof the last piece i needed to my own puzzle, and since then i feel honkey dorey really.
the only thing i fear is another world war while i live.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: ProfessorFarnsworth on October 06, 2010, 11:08:17 AM
Bumped, for great justice. :toporly:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: ZEGH8578 on October 06, 2010, 11:10:18 AM
Bumped, for great justice. :toporly:

you bumped a sortof old thread for kicks? :I
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: ProfessorFarnsworth on October 06, 2010, 11:12:04 AM
Bumped, for great justice. :toporly:

you bumped a sortof old thread for kicks? :I

See the drama in the "Banned again from WP", I feel it's relevant to some interests. :zoinks:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: ZEGH8578 on October 06, 2010, 11:13:49 AM
Bumped, for great justice. :toporly:

you bumped a sortof old thread for kicks? :I

See the drama in the "Banned again from WP", I feel it's relevant to some interests. :zoinks:

ahh yes, i figured right after posting

btw you ARE professor farnsworth, you arent some aspie dude behind a computer. you know that right?
its totally messing w my head :(
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: The_Chosen_One on October 06, 2010, 06:37:15 PM
Bumped, for great justice. :toporly:

you bumped a sortof old thread for kicks? :I

See the drama in the "Banned again from WP", I feel it's relevant to some interests. :zoinks:

ahh yes, i figured right after posting

btw you ARE professor farnsworth, you arent some aspie dude behind a computer. you know that right?
its totally messing w my head :(

Yes he is; Fry, Leela and Dr Zoidberg will vouch for that.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Callaway on March 31, 2012, 09:37:39 PM
I was beaten with instruments, starved and my mother allowed her men to use me openly, in front of my entire family. I was deprived of all of my early education because of these activities and am completely self taught. I have some college but have had a lot of social problems due to the autism and emotional problems due to the abuse. I wasn't able to talk well, cry out in pain when I was being hurt or speak up to get help the help I needed. I still have a lot of trouble in this area. Despite what happened to me, I've been able to do well for myself.

That doesn't mean other people have to take your shit. You have become the abuser. Go get proper help, stop expecting it here and abusing people.

I'm sorry for what you've gone through, but fucking no one here did it to you, so take a reality check.

I have worked with people who have been raped and tortured as small children in 3rd world countries and that doesn't mean they think they can treat the whole world like shit.

That wasn't supposed to be an excuse for anything, shit for brains.

Interesting.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Meadow on March 31, 2012, 09:50:17 PM
I'm the one getting abused here by morons. I fight back and then they want to call me the abuser. What a fucking Ho you are, Callaway. Truth is a bitch, isn't it!
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Adam on March 31, 2012, 09:51:12 PM
What a fucking Ho you are, Callaway.

 :2thumbsup: :agreed: :plus:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Pyraxis on March 31, 2012, 09:55:30 PM
 :mischief: :fun dance: :include: lols


 :P
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Phallacy on March 31, 2012, 10:02:07 PM
Meadow is self-destructing because her systems are overheating and blowing off steam isn't helping! :orly:
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Callaway on March 31, 2012, 10:09:45 PM
I'm the one getting abused here by morons. I fight back and then they want to call me the abuser. What a fucking Ho you are, Callaway. Truth is a bitch, isn't it!

The way I saw it, you were getting genuine advice for your problem, then you didn't like Rage's advice, told him to stick it in his ear and rotate, and then you started swinging at almost everyone.  You even accused QV of attacking you.

Also, look into cognative therapy, meadows. No drugs involved.

Um, stick it in your ear and rotate.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Queen Victoria on March 31, 2012, 10:12:21 PM
I'm the one getting abused here by morons. I fight back and then they want to call me the abuser. What a fucking Ho you are, Callaway. Truth is a bitch, isn't it!

The way I saw it, you were getting genuine advice for your problem, then you didn't like Rage's advice, told him to stick it in his ear and rotate, and then you started swinging at almost everyone.  You even accused QV of attacking you.
Also, look into cognative therapy, meadows. No drugs involved.

Um, stick it in your ear and rotate.

Well, at least she has good taste.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Callaway on March 31, 2012, 10:19:49 PM
Here's your response in case you were curious but didn't want to reread the whole thread to find it:

Isolation is causing me to go insane. I stopped counting how many years of isolation, now. When my stuff gets here, I will get busy with my creative work and disappear from forums. I'm breaking down mentally, more and more I'm noticing, and being around jerks and ass holes I'm sure doesn't help. Guess that's how I see people anymore when you break it down. I was raised with a lot of abuse. I shouldn't even still be alive, but here I am. I don't know how to relate to people on top of it all. I have PTSD and autism (AS) with sensory hypersensitivity, not good combination's. My life is screwed up major and I'm getting more pissed about it everyday.



Keep the bowl of cherries (as in Life is a bowl of cherries = great) if that description of your life doesn't say "SUCK."

Weakling is a fitting name for someone who will bash another just for the sake of bashing them.

May I ask that you re-read my replies number 4, 107 and 170 and tell me which one of them you feel doesn't show some attempt to either show concern and/or attempt to derail this train wreck. If I've insulted or misunderstood you then I apologize.  It was not my intent.


Here's what she said to Odeon for noting that the thread was appropriately named:

I have to say that this thread was aptly named.

You're a bastard and I hope you get tortured until you scream for mercy you sheltered fuck wad.

Interesting.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: Jesse on March 31, 2012, 10:22:25 PM
I've had my issues with callaway, but one thing she is not is a hoe. so fuck you meadow, i hope you get deleted.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: odeon on April 01, 2012, 02:19:59 AM
I'm the one getting abused here by morons. I fight back and then they want to call me the abuser. What a fucking Ho you are, Callaway. Truth is a bitch, isn't it!

Get help.
Title: Re: I'm self-destructing
Post by: BruceCM on April 01, 2012, 04:18:41 AM
Yeah? Meadow, you sure do NEED some & this forum really isn't the place for it, sorry?