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Start here => Free For ALL => Topic started by: Christopher McCandless on October 06, 2009, 02:15:18 AM
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Can someone get the next one to do this:
(http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/en/7/78/Burningmonk.jpg)
Ta.
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You go first.
It's not on my list of things to do.
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That hurts. I'd gladly blow myself up together with certain people, though, if I ever get incurable cancer or similar.
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You go first.
It's not on my list of things to do.
I am a long stretch from suicidal. Was just leaving a polite note to those of us who are.
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Burning hurts like hell. Blowing yourself up is completely painless.
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You go first.
It's not on my list of things to do.
I am a long stretch from suicidal.
That makes two of us.
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Burning hurts like hell. Blowing yourself up is completely painless.
My point is this, if the suicidal aspies were not cowards, then they would help the cause on the way out. Just like good old Cho.
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Cho was BRAVE! :arrr:
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Maybe some suicidal aspies care about the family and friends they leave behind. I don't think I want to see my friends burning in the street
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Maybe some suicidal aspies care about the family and friends they leave behind. I don't think I want to see my friends burning in the street
Neither do I, but I feel that they should care about having the next generation not feel as shit as they did.
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Cho was BRAVE! :arrr:
Aye.
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Burning hurts like hell. Blowing yourself up is completely painless.
A lot of suicide bombers seem to get quite neatly decapitated by the blast, and I've wondered if any of them remain conscious for a while post-detonation, or if the effects of the blast always render them unconscious before they can experience anything meaningful.
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If the head isn't attached to the body, they probably can't feel anything.
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Burning hurts like hell. Blowing yourself up is completely painless.
My point is this, if the suicidal aspies were not cowards, then they would help the cause on the way out. Just like good old Cho.
Hey Chris: You're great at volunteering others for shit you don't have guts to do, huh?
I've thought about it, but reading snide posts like yours have talked me out of it.
I'd rather live my life in chronic pain than give lulz to asshats like you.
Go crawl back under your rock.
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Burning hurts like hell. Blowing yourself up is completely painless.
My point is this, if the suicidal aspies were not cowards, then they would help the cause on the way out. Just like good old Cho.
Hey Chris: You're great at volunteering others for shit you don't have guts to do, huh?
I've thought about it, but reading snide posts like yours have talked me out of it.
I'd rather live my life in chronic pain than give lulz to asshats like you.
Go crawl back under your rock.
Kind of the point I am making - I particuarly don't want aspies to have a bad moment and end it on the basis of that nights mood.
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Your story is so touching but it sounds just like a lie.
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Whatsamatta? No witty comeback you candyass? Not even a "Baw" or a :hanged:
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Sorry, Hadron. Completely misread intent of your post. Please ignore my pissiness.
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Sorry, Hadron. Completely misread intent of your post. Please ignore my pissiness.
That is quite alright :)
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If the head isn't attached to the body, they probably can't feel anything.
They can't feel what's happening to their body, but they might feel what's happening to their head as it spirals through the air and smacks face-first into the asphalt.
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Maybe, though I doubt it. They should be unconscious within seconds. And if the explosion is big enough, their head will be blown into pieces in fractions of a second.
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Burning hurts like hell. Blowing yourself up is completely painless.
^Makes it seem like you have already done it a couple of times. ;)
17 years ago, I would have seriously thought about it. Not now, though.
BTW, can you change the title? Aspies.
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I know this thread was about whether the next aspie contemplating suicide should immolate him/herself, but can you say beyond doubt that it was an Aspie in the picture, hadron? Or are you just making a statememnt to prove a point, as you seem to do quite regularly?
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Maybe, though I doubt it. They should be unconscious within seconds. And if the explosion is big enough, their head will be blown into pieces in fractions of a second.
I don't think this guy's explosion was big enough:
http://www.liveleak.com/view?i=138_1176142844
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Well, obviously he didn't keep his head. ;D
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Its amazing how some aspies bitch and moan about not being understood by others, yet they fail to try and understand people back.
I'm not saying you've done this, but i've certainly noticed people who have. Make fun of suicidal people if you want to, but one day, someone might make fun of you for something you wish they'd try to understand.
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Maybe, though I doubt it. They should be unconscious within seconds. And if the explosion is big enough, their head will be blown into pieces in fractions of a second.
I don't think this guy's explosion was big enough:
http://www.liveleak.com/view?i=138_1176142844
Nice. Good I don't have a weak stomach. I'm drinking my morning coffee. 8)
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Looks like time for a game of football
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I know this thread was about whether the next aspie contemplating suicide should immolate him/herself, but can you say beyond doubt that it was an Aspie in the picture, hadron? Or are you just making a statememnt to prove a point, as you seem to do quite regularly?
I never said it was an Aspie in the picture, just that if less of us go quitely, in the long run less of us will go full stop.
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http://blogofmanytrades.blogspot.com/2007/11/square-one.html
In this link an Aspie is about to commit suicide just because he's bein pushed round a bit. Ya gotta scroll down. He didn't but..... :duh:
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Does the fact that you're secretely gay make you very suicidal Hadron? :(
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If I'd do it nobody would know there would be searching for days. There is an island of the coast where I live claims several a year
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Elmo would miss you.
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You go first.
It's not on my list of things to do.
I am a long stretch from suicidal.
That makes two of us.
Elmo can count to threesies. :orly:
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Elmo didn't get a fuck or a blow job so Elmo left! :hahaha:
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who was elmo?
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http://blogofmanytrades.blogspot.com/2007/11/square-one.html
In this link an Aspie is about to commit suicide just because he's bein pushed round a bit. Ya gotta scroll down. He didn't but..... :duh:
Wow, that Phil they are talking about sounds like bad news, to send a bunch of thugs to torment a teenager over him warning another teenager to stay away from Phil.
Joeker said...
I AM THE STROMGEST MIND!
You have no idea what shit i went throught, what i survved, what i had to live with. I too k conrtol, not Aspegers, ME!
I'm the one who made my will, made my body obey me, you have no idea what this took , no ide of the struggle its been just to be able to move when i want, not when the as does. I'm covered in scras, ave them inside and out, emotional and physical. I had to do it, there was noone to talk to about it all. I was tortured, broken, hurt in so many ways, and all by people i only wanted to frends with. I tired killing myself so many time i cant ccount em on my hands.
I lived therough all of that, and took my body for me. I could have been a suicide, I could have been a school shooter, I could have become a freaking emotionless sociopath, but I survived.
ever wanted t okill yourself? ever wanted to kill yourself because you thought it;d make evertone happy? Eveer tried killing self for that? Don you fucking try to make me your goddamn bitch i survved a hell that make you look like notheing, NOTHING!
Joeker said...
You low, disgusting, vile, shameless beasts. I almost... I was going to... I would've
You fucking assholes. You motherfucking assholes. Do you know how close... And you still...
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Well, truth is, far more of us are suicidal, and will suicide, than the NT, that's statistical reality. Personally I have ensured that if it ever comes to that there are friends who will make a major media banquet out of it in terms of the reasons why. I have lived most of my life on a personal "death row" where I could genuinely run out of viable alternatives to suicide any day...with nowhere to turn for effective and appropriate help or support.
It's not about a death wish. I am as terrified of dying as anyone. It's about how close I have had no choice but live my life to that vanishing point where, however terrifying and distressing it is, death becomes at least less terrifying and distressing than going on living.
I resent the fuck outa that aspect of my reality, and the ONLY thing that would make it easy on me, in the event, would be knowing that my death will be used well after I am gone to ensure that, at least, somebody else doesn't have to go through what I have.
I don't know you well, but it seems to me that you could do much more to make sure other people don't have to go through what you went through if you stay alive.
What help and support do you need?
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who was elmo?
Apparently, Elmo was someone who felt comfortable posting here only as a guest.
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Thanks for answering.
I'm glad that your life at least for now is running optimally and you are doing fine.
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http://blogofmanytrades.blogspot.com/2007/11/square-one.html
In this link an Aspie is about to commit suicide just because he's bein pushed round a bit. Ya gotta scroll down. He didn't but..... :duh:
Wow, that Phil they are talking about sounds like bad news, to send a bunch of thugs to torment a teenager over him warning another teenager to stay away from Phil.
That Phil is Philip Gluyas, aka Timelord.
He really hates it when you post his full name btw, especially in relation to his timelord alias, so fuck him.
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Okay. Where do I find him?
Here's another one;
http://www.thezach.net
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http://blogofmanytrades.blogspot.com/2007/11/square-one.html
In this link an Aspie is about to commit suicide just because he's bein pushed round a bit. Ya gotta scroll down. He didn't but..... :duh:
Wow, that Phil they are talking about sounds like bad news, to send a bunch of thugs to torment a teenager over him warning another teenager to stay away from Phil.
Joeker said...
I AM THE STROMGEST MIND!
You have no idea what shit i went throught, what i survved, what i had to live with. I too k conrtol, not Aspegers, ME!
I'm the one who made my will, made my body obey me, you have no idea what this took , no ide of the struggle its been just to be able to move when i want, not when the as does. I'm covered in scras, ave them inside and out, emotional and physical. I had to do it, there was noone to talk to about it all. I was tortured, broken, hurt in so many ways, and all by people i only wanted to frends with. I tired killing myself so many time i cant ccount em on my hands.
I lived therough all of that, and took my body for me. I could have been a suicide, I could have been a school shooter, I could have become a freaking emotionless sociopath, but I survived.
ever wanted t okill yourself? ever wanted to kill yourself because you thought it;d make evertone happy? Eveer tried killing self for that? Don you fucking try to make me your goddamn bitch i survved a hell that make you look like notheing, NOTHING!
Joeker said...
You low, disgusting, vile, shameless beasts. I almost... I was going to... I would've
You fucking assholes. You motherfucking assholes. Do you know how close... And you still...
Yup Phil is a dropkick and a bully and loves pushing around teenagers. Joker was 18 but he does it with as young as 13. I have a 13 year old son and if some slimy little toad like him tried that with my son I would go over there and sort the little creep out. As it is I have had some fun with Timelord and his friends and sabotaged all his efforts at being any online autistic presence. I am pleased with that.
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http://www.philsworld.com.au/as/index.htm
This is his clubhouse and a stranger kookier place on the internet simply does not exist. I tried desperately to get him here but he refrained.
I would love him here. I would like to metaphorically, make fun of him, slap him, around push him over, and piss on him. He deserves no less.
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Unfortunately, I am at that stage where I am less afraid of dying than living. I need professional help and will seek it for real this week.
I'd rather live for a cause than die for it.
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Unfortunately, I am at that stage where I am less afraid of dying than living. I need professional help and will seek it for real this week.
I'd rather live for a cause than die for it.
I hope you're going to be OK.
I think if it's partly about the huge stress of being the full-time caregiver for your wife, if it came down to a difficult choice, both you and she would be better off if you left her and stayed alive rather than you leaving her through dying.
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Unfortunately, I am at that stage where I am less afraid of dying than living. I need professional help and will seek it for real this week.
I'd rather live for a cause than die for it.
I wish you well. I hope you get the help you need from good people.
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Unfortunately, I am at that stage where I am less afraid of dying than living. I need professional help and will seek it for real this week.
I'd rather live for a cause than die for it.
I hope you're going to be OK.
I think if it's partly about the huge stress of being the full-time caregiver for your wife, if it came down to a difficult choice, both you and she would be better off if you left her and stayed alive rather than you leaving her through dying.
Thanks. But it'snot that simple. Anyway, I'll get some help, stay off the drink and get on with my life.
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Unfortunately, I am at that stage where I am less afraid of dying than living. I need professional help and will seek it for real this week.
I'd rather live for a cause than die for it.
I wish you well. I hope you get the help you need from good people.
:hug:
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Unfortunately, I am at that stage where I am less afraid of dying than living. I need professional help and will seek it for real this week.
I'd rather live for a cause than die for it.
I wish you well. I hope you get the help you need from good people.
:agreed: Wish I could add something useful...
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I echo couldbecousin. I haven't walked in your shoes so my advice would be superficial. but you have my thoughts and prayers.
My great grandfather on my mom's side committted suicide (gun) in the 1900 decade. While I don't know the details or even the broad picture of their lives I suspect it affected the family greatly. He left 7 children and a wife in poverty. Perhaps he was depressed that he couldn't care for them adequately. I don't know.
I have seen first hand the effect that a parent's death leaves on a child. My mom's dad was murdered when she was 3. I don't think she ever recovered from that, nor did her mother. I am trying to break the inherited cycle of loss with my own family.
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Thanks. it's just awhole bunch of shit: no job, recovering alcoholic, and now broke. Not a good combo--don't recommend it. :P Feel OK ATM--got some work done and am eating. :devour:
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I realise the world is shit, humans are shit and that my life is more likely that it's not going anywhere. Strangely enough I'm far from suicidal.
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Thanks. it's just awhole bunch of shit: no job, recovering alcoholic, and now broke. Not a good combo--don't recommend it. :P Feel OK ATM--got some work done and am eating. :devour:
I'm glad you are in recovery from the alcoholism, and I highly recommend eating and getting some work done, those have helped me as well.
You're doing the best you can... :viking:
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I realise the world is shit, humans are shit and that my life is more likely that it's not going anywhere. Strangely enough I'm far from suicidal.
As long as you can find your own corner of the world that isn't shit, and a few humans who bring you some happiness, I guess it isn't so bad. :chin:
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Easier said than done, but I'm not even depressed because of that either. :P
I suppose my curiosity of what makes people and society tick keeps me going.
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I realise life is shit but don't think I'm depressed anymore. I have my bad days but I think everyone has them
I think it can actually help. to realise that life is shit regardless. It makes you appreciate the things that make it bearable more than you would do if you were constantly trying to reach some level of happiness that was virtually impossible to reach. I know I'm never gonna have the perfect life , so I try and make do with what I do have
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dying is painful. even while asleep im shure its excrushiating pain like worlds tearing apart :(
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I realise life is shit but don't think I'm depressed anymore. I have my bad days but I think everyone has them
I think it can actually help. to realise that life is shit regardless. It makes you appreciate the things that make it bearable more than you would do if you were constantly trying to reach some level of happiness that was virtually impossible to reach. I know I'm never gonna have the perfect life , so I try and make do with what I do have
Yes Soph. This is likely the wisest thing I have seen you write. I was a lot older than you before I drew the same conclusion. Great post :plus: