More of em, just got back from a dressing change on me plate'o'meat and blasting some music through the headphones whilst I enjoy a post-morphine and the snuffling sound of a nose being dipped into a handful of oxycodone powder:) Plus having my muscle relaxer, adrenal catecholamine release blockade restored and anticonvulsant flowing through me again, It works well for its intended purpose, and that is why I take it of course, but since its a sedative-hypnotic, and enhances the effects of the pain meds, and is pleasant, I figure I may as well not try to fight against that, and just lie back on the sofa, fire up my videogame and enjoying the bonus in terms of positive side effects. After all, I cannot very well take it out of me once it is in. I could of course employ substances antagonistic to its effect, but these would be proconvulsant, lowering seizure threshold also, highly anxiogenic, cause panic attacks and inflict the polar opposite of relaxation, sleepyness and feeling pretty nice, I will of course, simply sit back and recreate. If something's recreational and going to be in your bloodstream, recreate to it while its doing its job:D
And recreating I am.
I HAD a meth comedown. I do not have one anymore, not after the morning morphine, a schnozzle in a handful of oxycodone, the antiseizure meds/myorelaxant for my nerve damage. And some good music of course. I indulge in the anticonvulsant substance only seldom, and not from the pool of available medical dosage units. IF I do wish to do that, I go to the effort of purifying some vitamin B1 and doing it from scratch. Which of course, for an autie that loves to get his hands dirty in the lab, thats PART of the recreation. Some people may like football, tennis et cetera, I like my condensers, flasks, soxhlets and test-tubes *purrs* myyyy ppreeeciooouusssssss:D
