I wish.

[Leto729]

Suicided, is that a real word?  I like it, its stream lined compared to always saying "they committed suicide"      .   I like the neatness of it,  "Suicided"...

I learnt "suicidality" from a psychiatrist.

I do know that I have felt it Myself the urge too.
But I have learned to control it in the end.
We all must Live Life the best We can in the end.
Whatever is right or wrong is not up to Us to decide.

What do you mean? Who decides?

Is it not that person to decide.

[driftingblizzard]

Suicided, is that a real word?  I like it, its stream lined compared to always saying "they committed suicide"      .   I like the neatness of it,  "Suicided"...

I learnt "suicidality" from a psychiatrist.

Suicidality, I like that one too.   I was told by a co-worker that every day they hear a word from me that they've never heard before.  I can hardly wait to use either of those now!

[Leto729]

I have felt this way always here and there Myself.

I ask Myself this everyday in every-way.

But there are many days I don't know.

How to understand it all in the end.

It can be hard to understand.

That is just Life.

[Christopher McCandless]

If I had the balls, I'd kill myself.

We are sad men with no balls.

I believe suicide to be an act of cowardice.

And you would be right. Its a shame more people don't agree with you here, if people ran with this mindset I doubt they would be so inclined as to attempt suicide in the first place.

[Pyraxis]

Disagree. What if the person is depressed enough that they can no longer bring themselves to care about being called a coward.

[GalileoAce]

If I had the balls, I'd kill myself.

We are sad men with no balls.

I believe suicide to be an act of cowardice.

And you would be right. Its a shame more people don't agree with you here, if people ran with this mindset I doubt they would be so inclined as to attempt suicide in the first place.

I don't think I agree with that. For a suicidal person to believe that suicide is cowardice would be more likely to push them toward I think... Maybe?

[Christopher McCandless]

If I had the balls, I'd kill myself.

We are sad men with no balls.

I believe suicide to be an act of cowardice.

And you would be right. Its a shame more people don't agree with you here, if people ran with this mindset I doubt they would be so inclined as to attempt suicide in the first place.

I don't think I agree with that. For a suicidal person to believe that suicide is cowardice would be more likely to push them toward I think... Maybe?

It depends if one of the ways that they justify doing it involves believing that suicide is quite the opposite. Which many here seem to believe.

Disagree. What if the person is depressed enough that they can no longer bring themselves to care about being called a coward.

Ah, but they are less likely to get that depressed if they cant justify the nuclear option. Instead they would be more inclined to find alternative solutions to their problems before they get there, as instead of riding along until they get so depressed they actually want to kill themselves.

[Pyraxis]

Huh? What do you mean by "the nuclear option"?

[ApotheosisIV]

I wish I could see movies of my dreams

[Alex179]

I wish I could see movies of my dreams

They would be some really fucking insanely gruesome movies in my case.   The porn fantasies would be hawt though.

[Leto729]

Disagree. What if the person is depressed enough that they can no longer bring themselves to care about being called a coward.

Agree.

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I wish I had more courage to be open about my feelings.

[Leto729]

I wish I had more courage to be open about my feelings.

I know I had problems opening up Myself.
Have You thought of counseling?

[driftingblizzard]

I wish I had more courage to be open about my feelings.

A lot of us have the same issue, you're always welcome to speak freely here, (although you may want to be in the (relatively) safe zone of "AS Avocacy Forum" .   And once you get to know people here better, you can always Private Message and talk that way too....   

[Leto729]

My Grandmother is 96 almost 97 but she will not die.
She cracked Her hip because She falls here and there.
She has dememcia and can not remember Who She is.
Even remember any of Us anymore.
That is why She is in hospital.

If She falls again She will break Her hip for sure.
We all wish She will die in peace and not in pain.
She took care of Herself and have out lived even Her brothers and sisters.
Many of them where Alcoholists like I am.
I am wondering though kill off a few more brain cells.
So I will not have this problem.