That only works if you happen to be young enough to still depend on faculties that function properly.
What have i said before?
Er, me and my automatic mental dossier are not always accurate. However it's telling me that I heard somewhere (it may not have been from you) that you thought you were most like Cal.
Yeah.
From me.
Our tastes in music and interests to a degree, fascination with fresh blood, kindred love of the taste, love of birds and animals in general, although my instincts are to protect them not have sex with them, pipe smoking, ADHD some, never sleep, ability to menacingly argue for hours over nothing.
(Almost forgot, interest in blades, especially women and blades)
... a few parallels, indeed, but you also in other ways. My quest to make sense of human conditions and processes has led me to many dead ends, though. Doesn't mean I've stopped trying, but it is way down the list of priorities.
My exploration of natural forces has taken the forefront for me.