How are you feeling right now?

[bodie]

i am feeling 

Vibrant? 

yes vibrant...that's agood word!

[ShyOne]

horrid

["couldbecousin"]

horrid

What's wrong? 

[Psychophant]

rested

[ShyOne]

horrid

What's wrong? 

My kneecap dislocated again just an hour ago when I was standing up from my chair, it was horrible. Nobody's around to give me a hand so I've been roaring in pain because the painkillers are in the bottom cupboard. It's not just the pain but also the thought I have to quit my running and physical independence when I only just got that fully today. Instead my knee's just going to go again and again and again and I'll be able to get out less and less until I get surgery, when I'll be even worse off physically for a year. I know I'm not the only one with problems, and I'm sorry for the self pity. I'll be ashamed of myself in an hour or so for being so emo but I just need a rant.

["couldbecousin"]

horrid

What's wrong? 

My kneecap dislocated again just an hour ago when I was standing up from my chair, it was horrible. Nobody's around to give me a hand so I've been roaring in pain because the painkillers are in the bottom cupboard. It's not just the pain but also the thought I have to quit my running and physical independence when I only just got that fully today. Instead my knee's just going to go again and again and again and I'll be able to get out less and less until I get surgery, when I'll be even worse off physically for a year. I know I'm not the only one with problems, and I'm sorry for the self pity. I'll be ashamed of myself in an hour or so for being so emo but I just need a rant.

Ranting is fine! I'd be furious and frustrated too! This is a long haul you're in, but you are brave enough to endure and you will win in the end. 

[ShyOne]

horrid

What's wrong? 

My kneecap dislocated again just an hour ago when I was standing up from my chair, it was horrible. Nobody's around to give me a hand so I've been roaring in pain because the painkillers are in the bottom cupboard. It's not just the pain but also the thought I have to quit my running and physical independence when I only just got that fully today. Instead my knee's just going to go again and again and again and I'll be able to get out less and less until I get surgery, when I'll be even worse off physically for a year. I know I'm not the only one with problems, and I'm sorry for the self pity. I'll be ashamed of myself in an hour or so for being so emo but I just need a rant.

Ranting is fine! I'd be furious and frustrated too! This is a long haul you're in, but you are brave enough to endure and you will win in the end. 

Aww thanks, you're always so nice to me. Hurts like a bitch now so I'm keeping it straight to stop it coming out again. But yes, I shall be victorious! 

["couldbecousin"]

horrid

What's wrong? 

My kneecap dislocated again just an hour ago when I was standing up from my chair, it was horrible. Nobody's around to give me a hand so I've been roaring in pain because the painkillers are in the bottom cupboard. It's not just the pain but also the thought I have to quit my running and physical independence when I only just got that fully today. Instead my knee's just going to go again and again and again and I'll be able to get out less and less until I get surgery, when I'll be even worse off physically for a year. I know I'm not the only one with problems, and I'm sorry for the self pity. I'll be ashamed of myself in an hour or so for being so emo but I just need a rant.

Ranting is fine! I'd be furious and frustrated too! This is a long haul you're in, but you are brave enough to endure and you will win in the end. 

Aww thanks, you're always so nice to me. Hurts like a bitch now so I'm keeping it straight to stop it coming out again. But yes, I shall be victorious! 

Absolutely! Take it easy now as you plot your strategy for the next battle! 

[P7PSP]

horrid

What's wrong? 

My kneecap dislocated again just an hour ago when I was standing up from my chair, it was horrible. Nobody's around to give me a hand so I've been roaring in pain because the painkillers are in the bottom cupboard. It's not just the pain but also the thought I have to quit my running and physical independence when I only just got that fully today. Instead my knee's just going to go again and again and again and I'll be able to get out less and less until I get surgery, when I'll be even worse off physically for a year. I know I'm not the only one with problems, and I'm sorry for the self pity. I'll be ashamed of myself in an hour or so for being so emo but I just need a rant.

That ^^^ is not emo, it is a genuine problem that should concern you.

[bodie]

horrid

What's wrong? 

My kneecap dislocated again just an hour ago when I was standing up from my chair, it was horrible. Nobody's around to give me a hand so I've been roaring in pain because the painkillers are in the bottom cupboard. It's not just the pain but also the thought I have to quit my running and physical independence when I only just got that fully today. Instead my knee's just going to go again and again and again and I'll be able to get out less and less until I get surgery, when I'll be even worse off physically for a year. I know I'm not the only one with problems, and I'm sorry for the self pity. I'll be ashamed of myself in an hour or so for being so emo but I just need a rant.

Oh no that sounds a nightmare...rant away girl!!!  hope you feel better soon

[Celticgoddess]

horrid

What's wrong? 

My kneecap dislocated again just an hour ago when I was standing up from my chair, it was horrible. Nobody's around to give me a hand so I've been roaring in pain because the painkillers are in the bottom cupboard. It's not just the pain but also the thought I have to quit my running and physical independence when I only just got that fully today. Instead my knee's just going to go again and again and again and I'll be able to get out less and less until I get surgery, when I'll be even worse off physically for a year. I know I'm not the only one with problems, and I'm sorry for the self pity. I'll be ashamed of myself in an hour or so for being so emo but I just need a rant.

That ^^^ is not emo, it is a genuine problem that should concern you.

I've had both of my knees operated on for the same reason as you so I know first hand the kind of pain you're dealing with and it's awful. I had pins inserted in each knee and am trying to put off a full knee replacement for as long as possible. If you have any questions, or need to vent, PM me

[Adam]

I agree with the others. Not emo. Christ, read some of my posts if you wanna see emo

I hope you#re knee's better when you get the surgery and recover from  it anyway

['andersom']

horrid

What's wrong? 

My kneecap dislocated again just an hour ago when I was standing up from my chair, it was horrible. Nobody's around to give me a hand so I've been roaring in pain because the painkillers are in the bottom cupboard. It's not just the pain but also the thought I have to quit my running and physical independence when I only just got that fully today. Instead my knee's just going to go again and again and again and I'll be able to get out less and less until I get surgery, when I'll be even worse off physically for a year. I know I'm not the only one with problems, and I'm sorry for the self pity. I'll be ashamed of myself in an hour or so for being so emo but I just need a rant.

That ^^^ is not emo, it is a genuine problem that should concern you.

[ShyOne]

My gosh you're all so lovely! When I first signed up here I honestly thought you were all heartless bastards!
I'm just keeping my leg as still as possible now to stop it and might call a doctor to come look in a week or so.
Anyway, thanks everyone for the support , it really has cheered me up loads and I'm all smiley.

[odeon]

If it's any consolation I'm a heartless bastard.