In a strange situation at work and torn between decisions. I hate decisions.
I have impressed the managers at my work in the first six weeks out of training and have been given first option to take a vacated position in a specialist team doing harder work. I dunno if I am ready for it and what knocking it back will do to such impressions but ....ugh!
Fuck it. I have taken the position.
Still not sure if its the right move. Kind of did something that impressed this team leader too and he is now impressed with me.
That does not fill me with much but dread. I know I can do my job bloody well and perhaps have earned the right to them having a good impression but now I have to live up to expectation in the new role.
I hate being new and I hate change. Oh well have to see I guess.