I put mrs dash, 14 different spices on all my foods, perhaps its symbolic. I crave sulfur, a gastrical intestinal track cleanser,. Exhausted from mental anguish of chores, it does no good as all my house is disfuctional.[
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That sums it up
Destroy it all because it matches my house. I will have peroids of "attention defficeits" in which I will habituate, by letting somethings go, and acting in a little less fuctional. I put the dustpan back in the middle of the floor, instead of hanging up, where I came up with, by myself. Its on the hooks that used to run the length of the kitchen, near the ceiling, where the internet cord used to be. Its symbolic of my thoughts in a way, fun comes second, as the immediate stress prevents me from having any. Hook goes through the dustpan as the stress exhaustes me.
Sorry to hear that Randy. I second your frustration.
Especially durning habituation, where I pay more attention to my body signals, there is the thought that loosing all of it isn't woth it. I don't want break what I have. ITS NOT WORTH LOOSING IT ALL.