Probably like the second thing I noticed about people was that when you were touching on a subject which was important to them(no matter how much they deny it) their mannerisms would change slightly. They would snap, talk a bit faster, come up with stupid answers, and get agitated. I always wonder how they can't notice that if they are doing that it probably MEANS something important. So when I analyze myself I keep a real close eye on changes in thought and mannerism which would imply that something I was thinking of was causing an apparently unexplained emotion. And there are 2 things which have got me stumped because I can't notice even a hint of emotion in any direction which would imply meaning about the 2 things. That is the Shwartz picture(a picture of a dead woman in Scary Stories to Tell in the Dark), and the fact that when I dream i screw anything that moves. The picture disturbs me to the point of swerving off into oncoming traffic if you show it to me. The emotion is unlike any other, I would describe it as just a rush of adrenaline, abject horror. I can't think of anything it could be related to which might cause horror, and I was in a quiet, comfortable, peaceful setting when i first saw it.
And there are easy answers as to why when I dream i screw anything that moves, and I would be fine if that was the answer, but it doesn't feel like it is true. I'm not indignant at the suggestion which would imply denial. I'm not embarassed. I care as much about those dreams as I do a lawn chair.