I would be harder to capture with a gun. Putting it under your pillow really isn't going to do much and generally a bad idea. I am a really light sleeper, so me waking up at the sound of my door opening (of my apartment) let alone someone breaking the door down, is more than enough to wake me up (kinda sucks to be that easy to wake up). The SWAT would set off the alarm and I would grab my gun (which is convenient). I either would shoot myself or make them have to shoot me. I am not important enough for a SWAT raid, as I keep a low profile. I don't have any dark secrets that would remotely link me to being a suspect in something serious. I smoke weed, that is the extent of my illegal activity for the most part. They won't raid my apartment because I toke up every once in a while. At most they would want is some drug related connections. I am not a politically motivated person as I see it all as a waste, so it is doubtful that I would be targeted for that reason.
I don't live with my mother anyways haha. It would be not likely that I would witness her rape. The SWAT wouldn't rape her from what I have understood from their tactics. They are not Vikings. She is of no importance politically, so it is doubtful that she would be a target.
It would have been nice if the Knights Templar had never existed, let alone have to be taken out that way. They had some secrets and had some real problems. It would have been best if the Pope and the Papacy in general were destroyed, let alone the Knights Templar.