donkey
maybe it is to do with that then
after stuff i read online, i thought it was just grief at first (it started happening the day i found out sophie died, and my body seemed to just shut down - wasnt eating but didnt feel hungry, wasnt drinking but didnt feel thirsty, hardly going to the toilet but didnt need to etc), but if it was grief it would have stopped earlier.... this carried on for months. and i don't think going to the toilet once a day is normal. it was convenient given how many showers i need though.
thanks for that link, parts
i will check there