New drugs from doctor?

[Sophgay]

i look forward to going to uni i guess, but no one likes me there apart from the tutors lol
and i'm never going to have enough money to go anywhere i want to go

[renaeden]

i look forward to going to uni i guess, but no one likes me there apart from the tutors lol
and i'm never going to have enough money to go anywhere i want to go

Highlighted the catastrophising?
I find it hard to believe no one likes you. 

[Sophgay]

maybe i'm exaggerating slightly actually

there was this one girl who talked to me once, but that was the week after sophie died and i wasn't really thinking properly and fucked it up. and there were these 2 girls who talked to me a bit in my seminar last year.

[SovaNu]

you're so awesome, Soph, i wish you would get some friends at the uni

[Sophgay]

thanks i'm not awesome though

i probably could have become friends with those 2 girls in my class, but i'm not good at talking and we didnt really have much in common. i must have talked to them quite a bit though because starbuline was jealous maybe when i go back, there will be some

[Parts]

thanks i'm not awesome though

i probably could have become friends with those 2 girls in my class, but i'm not good at talking and we didnt really have much in common. i must have talked to them quite a bit though because starbuline was jealous maybe when i go back, there will be some

People who are awesome rarely think so themselves unless they are fakers   When you go back you'll be fine.

[Sophgay]

thanks
i hope so
i miss the library and the museum
i wonder who sits in my seat now in lectures

[Christopher McCandless]

i look forward to going to uni i guess, but no one likes me there apart from the tutors lol
and i'm never going to have enough money to go anywhere i want to go

The amount of loan you can access is more than enough to have a lot of fun at university, in fact I am comfortably affording some outrageous things atm. Next year, no matter how hard you find it, get down that societies fair and find something. Dont leave until you have signed up to a few good things, and stick with most of them. It should sort out your time there.

[Sophgay]

yeah you're right
i meant to do that at the start of second year, but never did

money isn't a problem at uni, i meant more after i leave uni, but i guess i'll sort that out eventually

[Christopher McCandless]

yeah you're right
i meant to do that at the start of second year, but never did

money isn't a problem at uni, i meant more after i leave uni, but i guess i'll sort that out eventually

It will be less of a problem if you join the social life at uni. Why dont you live in halls next year as well?

[Sophgay]

i wouldn't be able to handle halls
especially the noise etc and sharing places with other people

[renaeden]

The amount of loan you can access is more than enough to have a lot of fun at university, in fact I am comfortably affording some outrageous things atm. Next year, no matter how hard you find it, get down that societies fair and find something. Dont leave until you have signed up to a few good things, and stick with most of them. It should sort out your time there.

This is good advice.

i wonder who sits in my seat now in lectures

Stand there and stare at them until they move.
 

[Christopher McCandless]

i wouldn't be able to handle halls
especially the noise etc and sharing places with other people

If you pay extra you can get an en-suite. Noise wise, I find my place is quieter than home by quite a margin.

[Sophgay]

i think i'm best sticking where i am atm
i'm still getting a lot of help with my anxiety etc, and working on a lot of things, but for now i'm probably best staying at home

well i told my mum earlier and explained that i need help
i said i want some more drugs and she said either she'll make me another appointment or she'll write to him again

and i'm going to see a mental health person tomorrow morning
my mum says i can look in the aquatics shop on the way back if we have time, and i can get food on the way home
i don't want to go but nevermind

[Sophgay]

but now i dunno what i should ask about#

i guess just see what the doctor says?

wikipedia says stuff like fluoxetine and sertraline... i've been on prozac before for anxiety but had to stop because of side effects
i haven't tried any other SSRIs though

i have tried one tricuclic antidepressant as well, for depression, but that didn't work

do i just need to take whatever, and see if it works?

they better give me a lot
if they dont then im just taking more of it, i cant be arsed fucking around anymore