lol i get really bad with meltdowns as well
i got them sometimes in university, mainly when i went back late 2007 (was already depressed before sophie died and then things got a bit too much in november/december i think)
i hit myself on the head in the middle of a seminar not long before xmas lol
i dunno if anyone noticed, i guess they didthey must think im retarded
i want benzos
someone suggested them when i was bad in school, when i had to do presentations for my GCSE stuff
my anxiety has been really bad recently
before starbuline died i just had social anxiety
my social anxiety has half gone now, but the worst is still there
but i seem to have developed other kinds of anxiety
i get really bad anxiety attacks over weird things now