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Re: the shakes
« Reply #60 on: February 16, 2008, 01:43:23 PM »
lol i get really bad with meltdowns as well
i got them sometimes in university, mainly when i went back late 2007 (was already depressed before sophie died and then things got a bit too much in november/december i think)
i hit myself on the head in the middle of a seminar not long before xmas lol
i dunno if anyone noticed, i guess they didthey must think im retarded

i want benzos
someone suggested them when i was bad in school, when i had to do presentations for my GCSE stuff

my anxiety has been really bad recently
before starbuline died i just had social anxiety
my social anxiety has half gone now, but the worst is still there
but i seem to have developed other kinds of anxiety
i get really bad anxiety attacks over weird things now
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Re: the shakes
« Reply #61 on: February 16, 2008, 01:53:03 PM »
I don't know how I got along before benzos people used to think I was the meanest mother around most of the time because I was always anxious and on edge Now they take the edge off along with my other meds much more relaxed but still nervous compared to most people
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« Reply #62 on: February 16, 2008, 01:55:43 PM »
people used to think i was in a bad mood all the time because i never spoke to anyone
then again i was in a bad mood actually because my school was fucking retarded
i dont have to do presentations at uni now because of my AS though, which is good - i can do a right-up instead. it means more work overall, but definitely better than speaking
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Re: the shakes
« Reply #63 on: February 16, 2008, 01:58:15 PM »
I don't smile or have much in the way of facial expressions that also lead people to think I was always pissed.  I only had two presentations and uni in the 5 years I went always avoided those classes when I could
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« Reply #64 on: February 16, 2008, 01:59:15 PM »
yeah i hate doing speaking stuff
i used to not go to class sometimes in college, because i might get asked to read something out lol
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Re: the shakes
« Reply #65 on: February 16, 2008, 03:02:40 PM »
I always LOVED reading things aloud.
I'd get nervous about presentations,
but never that.

Even though people teased me, for
how good I was - that I put some feeling
into even history passages.
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Re: the shakes
« Reply #66 on: February 16, 2008, 08:14:52 PM »
im eating fruit
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« Reply #67 on: February 16, 2008, 08:17:37 PM »
Makes a change.
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Re: the shakes
« Reply #68 on: February 16, 2008, 11:11:28 PM »
anxiety attack
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Re: the shakes
« Reply #69 on: February 16, 2008, 11:14:47 PM »
Quote from: Bucky Katt on February 16, 2008, 02:32:56 AM
When I cut it seemed so logical.  But now I'm like, "why the fuck would I do that?"
Same.
And then I will feel tempted again. Round and round.
I still can't wear short sleeved t-shirts. I will have a lot of scars and some cuts still haven't fully healed and it was last year that I did it.
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Re: the shakes
« Reply #70 on: February 16, 2008, 11:17:08 PM »
Quote from: parts on February 16, 2008, 01:53:03 PM
I don't know how I got along before benzos people used to think I was the meanest mother around most of the time because I was always anxious and on edge Now they take the edge off along with my other meds much more relaxed but still nervous compared to most people

i wish my doctor could see that. benzos would make a huge difference.
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Re: the shakes
« Reply #71 on: February 16, 2008, 11:20:02 PM »
But they lose their effectiveness. Well, Valium does. If I take it two nights in a row, then on the third night I take it and it will have no effect. I get used to it too fast. :(
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Re: the shakes
« Reply #72 on: February 16, 2008, 11:41:21 PM »
Quote from: Soph on February 16, 2008, 12:52:37 AM
why have i got the shakes?
sounds like a bad case of autism :laugh:
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Re: the shakes
« Reply #73 on: February 16, 2008, 11:42:05 PM »
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Re: the shakes
« Reply #74 on: February 16, 2008, 11:42:32 PM »
i ate nearly all of it :toporly:
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