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[Calandale]

Reminds me of Grael.

Fuck, I figure, IF I say something,
I just leave it up, and try and explain/
muse about wtf I meant.

[Soph]

people can't always explain things though, depending on the situation. and then you've fucked it up forever and it's too late

[Calandale]

True. But, I don't give a shit.
Not really. Except that such things
sometimes get thrown back at me,
at some later date, when I have no
clue what my thinking was.

If something seems odd or wrong,
people should just call you on it, right
off, rather than save it up as some sort
of ammo, to use in an unrelated fight.

[Soph]

i don't think people will use it as ammo, i'm not bothered about that
i mean if someone not on these sites saw it, and was upset by it, and i couldn't explain it

[Calandale]

Oh, that was just me realizing what
is too often the case, in Callaway's attacks
on me. I no longer am certain just what
state I was in, when I say something, so
'tis difficult to really explain what I meant.

[Soph]

when i regret things i've said becuase of other people on zomg, it's usually the starbuline stuff or the "emo" stuff lol
i'm trying not to give a shit what people say about that though

[Soph]

benoit has managed to get on but i'm still locked out
i wish flake wasn't suck a cunt
today of all days i want to get on there ffs

[Calandale]

Let me know if there's anything I can do ever.
With my one shot. I'm unlikely to use it, without
you telling me to.

But, you could make a new account, and he could
activate it for you.

[Soph]

oh yeah i never thought about that
btw if you do use that other one, you can make another once you get on there. that's the only way i can think of of ensuring there's always one


i might make a new one then, i want to get on the starbuline forum at least
i can't even use msn , not even web messenger becuase of all the emails in my account, it only gives me about 3 seconds to type a message. so i can't even talk to benj or someone, and i wanted to today. he's probably deliberately locking me out all day today becuase he knows today is the worst day

[Calandale]

oh yeah i never thought about that
btw if you do use that other one, you can make another once you get on there.

Ah, didn't think that was the purpose.

that's the only way i can think of of ensuring there's always one

There can only be one! 

he's probably deliberately locking me out all day today becuase he knows today is the worst day

I doubt he's that perceptive.

[Soph]

oh yeah i never thought about that
btw if you do use that other one, you can make another once you get on there.

Ah, didn't think that was the purpose.

that's the only way i can think of of ensuring there's always one

There can only be one! 

he's probably deliberately locking me out all day today becuase he knows today is the worst day

I doubt he's that perceptive.

i dunno what the purpose is, anything it's needed for i guess. i should have made a couple more maybe

i don't think he is usually that perceptive, but he is definitely obsessive, and a lot of what he's done seems to be purposely done to make me lose things related to sophie. so i wouldn't be surprised. the whole thing is done to hurt people he dislikes most, and i guess he hates me most now. he's deliberately been picking things he knows will get to me, based on what i've told him when we talked on msn etc

[Calandale]

Fucking idiot. Makes no damned sense.

[Soph]

i know , it's fucked up
it wouldn't be so bad if he as just randomly posting shite
but it's calculated, if i'd told him something terrible happened to me once, or something that bothers me from when i was younger, he'd be using that as well. he's got some fucking problems

[odeon]

Any way you can trace this guy, and report him to his ISP?

[Soph]

we have his IPs, although i can't get on there now. i don't really know wtf i'm doing really
i'm still locked out, and have been all day
i'm just glad he apparently deleted my number from his phone, or he'd probably be spamming that too