What kind of world do you live in where people can call you dumbass and they are all that? If this is an aspie world, maybe you should say I am sorry, and I will gladly forgive you. I didn't appreciate that comment at all, and your lucky I am in trying to cope so well. I am fuckn sick again, all I know is some soup I had was supposed to be rice, and it might have barley. I only ate a few bites, and here I am, just like like the last time I had an accident this large. If I do it on accident, its usually a drop. However, I am so healthy, that is all it takes. I feel the chills and low energy to, yesterday I went to the bathroom and it ended, then came back. I could have been echinecea, it gives me fuckn flue like symptoms when I take a break for a week and then resume for like 2 or 3 days. I didn't puke, even though I ate a whole shit load of vegetables at lunch yesterday.
I think I will just stop ripping on Carla, ok? I understand when people have issues
I am not trying to patronize, just was thinking about it, the process of sensitivity know as asking the question. Jessica does the same to me, and I don't know which is worse sometimes. I know, I see things, but I will just keep it to myself, instead of ripping her down, like my mom does to me. I am much worse than my mom, I am weapon, because my mind is healthy, I can come up with nastyer shit to do to someone that her. Even though your such a bitch Carla, I appologize.
Peace, and I hope you grow stronger someday. You really have no idea how far I have come, I mean I am so sick, and I am not used to it. Its a big fuckn stress to me because of that, I put myself aside to appologize, I still have sensitivity even though I am feeling shitty
I will admit it, that ham and ginger tea that lady made me, I felt much better. The vegetable concentrate drink I had this morning also helped, for a short time. I warm shower made me feel better, you should have herd me in there, it almost sounded like some intense orgasm. My house gas is all fucked up, its fuckn freezing, myself have a low amount of body fat, and with a sickness. I am fuckn starving to boot, I didn't feel like eating, lunch or breakfast. I will try to put some energy to indulge in those vegetables when I get home, I do love lots of those things. I managed to do some low intensity aerobics also, because I have spirit. I am all ethusastic about self actualization, for myself, and to score some ass. I want to use what work I have done, to help someone in need to pay attention to me. Its more affective for a life coach to be sexy than fat. I understand Jessica is having a rough time
, that is why she is ignoring me. She really does love me, that is why she bought bright colored clothes, to be like me, even though it is bothersome to her eyes. She made me a blanket also. Amazingly it doesn't have cum on it yet, but I manage to get a little bit of my throw up on it, but I washed it, along time ago.
