If I ignore "it"* it's like it was before when I was...well ignorant? I'll know more when I speak to the psychologist... My thoughts are a bit too muddled she'll help put them in order I think.
*=an all encompassing 'it'
Do you think it could be that you are just a ladies man and are obsessed with the female form, mind and lifestyle as an aspie interest?
I know I'm a bit of a ladies man, more comfortable around women and women's talk, etc...
It is a possibility I have considered... But there are other questions......
Did you have any strong male role models that you could look up to in your life? Or were you like me and pretty much raised by your mother no matter what other men were around, even if you could respect them, which I couldn't. That or they just weren't reliable enough.
I feel I can't relate to most men out there if any In a manly way, even though chances are I'm probably quite normal, its just I don't feel that way or have that connection. <shrug>