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Re: Post your Christmas photos
« Reply #135 on: December 25, 2007, 08:16:48 PM »
Quote from: Azathoth on December 25, 2007, 08:14:55 PM
Everyone is different, and I've never had
something so close cut down so early, but
EVERY time that I recovered, it was in finding
someone new.
thats how i always was with girls i liked at college etc.
never experienced someone dying before since i was very young though

the only way i ever got over people not liking me when i liked them, was to find someone new
and the only way i broke that cycle was when i stopped liking a girl at uni, when sophie died.

i cant use either of those to help me with this though as finding someone new wont work and someone else dying wont work
all that will work is her coming back and she cant
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Re: Post your Christmas photos
« Reply #136 on: December 25, 2007, 08:17:20 PM »
Quote from: <°)))>< on December 25, 2007, 08:13:22 PM
oh god ive turned this into a Fix Soph thread, sorry  :laugh:

merry xmas everyone! :headbang2:

Well you worth it start one elsewhere if you wish and we can continue but don't give up merry xmas to you an many more
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Re: Post your Christmas photos
« Reply #137 on: December 25, 2007, 08:17:34 PM »
not that i would kill someone to help me stop being depressed  imean
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Re: Post your Christmas photos
« Reply #138 on: December 25, 2007, 08:22:40 PM »
Quote from: <°)))>< on December 25, 2007, 08:16:48 PM

thats how i always was with girls i liked at college etc.
never experienced someone dying before since i was very young though

the only way i ever got over people not liking me when i liked them, was to find someone new
and the only way i broke that cycle was when i stopped liking a girl at uni, when sophie died.

i cant use either of those to help me with this though as finding someone new wont work and someone else dying wont work
all that will work is her coming back and she cant

But NONE of these 'likings' were anything like this.
I'm comparing what you had to the loves that I
had. Not ending in death (well, mostly - they do
eventually), but still as sudden and shattering,
in their own way. And NOT a matter of finding
someone new to obsess over, but finding a new
love, in it's place.

Hell, I know you don't want that, but the human
condition is such that, if it happens (and I think
it will), you will go with it, and be happier.
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Re: Post your Christmas photos
« Reply #139 on: December 25, 2007, 08:27:06 PM »
i dont want to love someone else though
but i want to get better and dont know how else
apart from my family, sophie is the only person i ever really loved
never had a proper friend before or anything, so she was the first person
and she was special
i dont think i could love someone ever again now ive loved someone like sophie, she was everything i would want from someone, we had all the same interests and found the same things funny and the same things sad and had the same opinions and liked the same music and wanted to do the same things. the only thing that made me sad was her depression/eating/drugs problems etc. and theres no one else in the world that could be all of those things (and i wouldnt want someone to replace her). but i dont think im capable of loving anyone who isnt like that. and thats shit i know, i am a pretty shit person when it comes down to it, i admit that. but i dont think i can ever love anyone else now besides my family.
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Re: Post your Christmas photos
« Reply #140 on: December 25, 2007, 08:27:21 PM »
and thats scary
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Re: Post your Christmas photos
« Reply #141 on: December 25, 2007, 08:36:41 PM »
want to move this this?
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Re: Post your Christmas photos
« Reply #142 on: December 25, 2007, 08:39:55 PM »
Quote from: parts on December 25, 2007, 08:36:41 PM
want to move this this?

Why bother?

Anyhow, I don't really have a grasp on how you
feel, as I've always wanted someone still. But, I
look at the years of effort, to try and rebuild the
kind of trust, and wonder if I've got that in me.
I made a serious attempt to try and find such a
love, outside of humanity - I couldn't do it. But,
that's just me. Maybe you can.
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Re: Post your Christmas photos
« Reply #143 on: December 25, 2007, 08:40:39 PM »
Correct me if I'm wrong, but you met sophie earlier this year online.

I don't think you knew each other very long, but I do believe that you can become very attached to people in a short amount of time.

Nevertheless, you are reacting a little extreme towards her death.

I'm not having a go at you, it just appears strange to me. There's probably a lot I don't know about your situation, despite the amount you write about what happened here :p

Also, could you not feasibly form such a connection with someone else, considering the ease which you made friends with sophie, in time?
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Re: Post your Christmas photos
« Reply #144 on: December 25, 2007, 09:14:45 PM »
sorry
i knew her yess than a year, yeah
there anre things with us i havent posted so i havent explained it completely, i am reactinn extreeme though, yeah

i have sorted this now though, sorry
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Re: Post your Christmas photos
« Reply #145 on: December 25, 2007, 09:19:55 PM »
Quote from: <°)))>< on December 25, 2007, 09:14:45 PM
sorry
i knew her yess than a year, yeah
there anre things with us i havent posted so i havent explained it completely, i am reactinn extreeme though, yeah

i have sorted this now though, sorry

No reason to apologized your having a hard time understandably it takes time to heal I just hope you take it, any problems just say so
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Re: Post your Christmas photos
« Reply #146 on: December 25, 2007, 09:23:20 PM »
irts over now, im not even ging to bother trying

i have my family and my cat, that needes to be enough
im sorry for being such a twat
im fucked up christmas
and euve spilled a fucking cocktail on the carpet now, even stupid ythings like that . be glad you dont have me as a kid
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Re: Post your Christmas photos
« Reply #147 on: December 25, 2007, 11:25:21 PM »
fuck me im fucked
nevermind
i will shit up742 talking about her i know im p742issing everyone off lol
basically i havent exp7423lained everything tht hap742p742ened, so thats why im fucked. things happ7423p7423enned that i cant talk about, and that is why. i know im overreacting , im sad and i cant exp742lain why, and my &$"P£ keyis broken dodddammit. i know im making no sense, but i dont give a shit, sorry. im really messed u742p3. me and sop7423hie were different thatn that i exp7423lained though, i cant say stuff becuase it would be wrong to say things now, p7423eop7423le didnt know excep7423t me and sop7423hie, but wi wiill stop7423 talking about her now, okM?VXc

im sorry to p7423eop7423le ive p7423robBLY P7423ISSED OVV by rajfs;lking ablp74o2ut herall the time, but i really  hav been messed up7423


no one JIRL know about her, so all i have is this forum and zomg, so you guys get all my shuit, sorry, i knbow ive been p7423osting abouyt her gtoo much, i am going to try not to from now on. i will write it dowj for myself on p7423ap7423er of rosmething, i will just p7423ost about other things, sorru.

but i am not just crazy or anything, i just cant sY EXACLY WHYA THNGS HAP7423P7423END
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Re: Post your Christmas photos
« Reply #148 on: December 25, 2007, 11:34:49 PM »
'Tis the season for getting fucked and reminiscing about how shitty things are.
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Re: Post your Christmas photos
« Reply #149 on: December 25, 2007, 11:35:21 PM »
Woah there, I didn't say stop talking about stuff!

I was trying to say, have some perspective. If you can go through so much with 1 person in such a short time, surely you will find some more friends!

I'm an insensitive arsefuck.  :-[
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