I am sorry a fairy gain.. one more step toward nirvana

[Randy]

    I had a knife in my back, so I decided I should pull it out.  I care little for what the AS community has to say about me because you seem to be trapped in tunnel vision. I don't feel it necessary either, but thanks anyway.  Its the thought that count, even if did lack tact.  I believe everyone is capable, and I think I am a good example.  They said I needed meds, well I proved them fuckers wrong.  I tried my best, and that help me determine what I needed to do for myself.  If see someting that I can help, I do it.  Notice I said cared little, I think I am doing fine in life, but I am always open to change because I am not perfect, and Your not retarded.  Your level of fuctional capacity is high.  After I was meditating a few, I came to the conclusion that I have wanted to tell my therapist to go fuck himself and my mom.  By saying how disfuctional I was, you triggered a an issue with trauma.  So I guess by having the urge to patronize, I was displacing about want to tell my mom and therapist to go fuck off. 
     Steps like these put me in a better position to do better things, and ts one less time I am triggered.  Peace, and fuck off
Kidding

[renaeden]

So does this this mean you're leaving Intensity?

[Christopher McCandless]

So does this this mean you're leaving Intensity?

You missed the word, "kidding".

[renaeden]

I am not kidding.

I care little for what the AS community has to say about me because you seem to be trapped in tunnel vision.

If he cares so little, maybe he would like to become a member of another board better suited to his interests.

[Calandale]

I doubt that there are any.

[SovaNu]

Randy what are you on about? i'm glad if you have come to a conclusion about stuff. i hope you don't leave though.

did you tell your therapist and mom to fuck off?

[Calandale]

Now his mom is with his therapist?

[odeon]

If you care so little about what the AS community thinks, Randy, why frequent AS forums at all?

[richard]

what can i say? i mean it seems like you have it together
are you still married to that warewolf jessica?

[Randy]

Well, I get a kick out of helping people, and being mean.  The helping is by no means patronizing.

[Randy]

I am not kidding.

I care little for what the AS community has to say about me because you seem to be trapped in tunnel vision.

If he cares so little, maybe he would like to become a member of another board better suited to his interests.

You only saw what you wanted to see, I said your not a complete fuck wit and I was not completely perfect.  I also said caring little doesn't mean none, for the above reasons.  I am thinking of this now, but I said awhile ago, I want everything to be equal, is than the premise of a healer? I started off low, moved my way up, you can to, and you have room for growth.  We all do, and there is always room.

[Randy]

* Randy will suggest black tea for mom's bowel trouble.  Tannins absorb intestinal moisture.

After I am done with her, I will move on to whoever else needs help.  I will continue to study a head of time for college.

[SovaNu]

i didn't know tannins did that.

[Calandale]

Well, I get a kick out of helping people, and being mean. 

Interesting combination.

[Soph]

i used to dress like kurt cobain