Something I am never going to get...
WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU WANT TO REMAIN AUTISTIC?
I don't know who I would be without the autism. You can't just take pills and not be autistic because it is pervasive, it covers all areas of the personality. Also the senses. The whole being, really.
To some people, autism is an advantage, they make it work for them. For me, I need a bit of help in my life and I am ok with that.