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Re: Double-standards with suicide.
« Reply #45 on: December 01, 2007, 09:09:50 PM »
she wanted me to go there and asked me about it a couple weeks before she died. but yeah, aside from locking her in her room and watching her 24-7, there wouldn't be much i could do. she wouldn't have been as lonely though. her dad said she kept saying how she felt "so alone" :(
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Re: Double-standards with suicide.
« Reply #46 on: December 01, 2007, 09:14:51 PM »
i know it's hard not to feel bad about that. but could you have stayed with her forever? what about school and living situation and visa things... it's all complicated. it's not so easy to just go somewhere. :(
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Re: Double-standards with suicide.
« Reply #47 on: December 01, 2007, 09:19:18 PM »
yeah i'd only have gone for a week or 2 weeks properly. if i wanted to stop her completely i'd have tp have gone there permanently. i'd have had to give up uni and leave my family and flo and enroll at some school in san francisco or get a job there or something. i'd miss my family then though.

and i wouldn't have been able to look after her well enough i don't think. i can't even look after myself properly. i still wish i had though. but thinking that will just fuck me up forever, so maybe i need to stop
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Re: Double-standards with suicide.
« Reply #48 on: December 01, 2007, 09:21:10 PM »
i guess it doesn't serve any purpose to think like it. can't change the past. i keep thinking how i should have done things differently in my life, but does it help? i dunno, it doesn't change the past. :-\
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Re: Double-standards with suicide.
« Reply #49 on: December 01, 2007, 09:23:47 PM »
yeah, we can't do anything about stuff like that. :(
it's too final. there's nothing anyone can do to fix it
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Re: Double-standards with suicide.
« Reply #50 on: December 01, 2007, 09:36:18 PM »
the past is set and all we can do is change our feelings about it. but time does make things easier. a lot easier actually.
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Re: Double-standards with suicide.
« Reply #51 on: December 02, 2007, 03:47:50 AM »
Quote from: Peagai on December 01, 2007, 07:55:33 PM
Suicide is for weak people and lemmings.

lemmings are sexy.
I love the way they
squeak, when hit by
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Re: Double-standards with suicide.
« Reply #52 on: December 02, 2007, 03:48:29 AM »
did you play Lemmings? i love that game.
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Re: Double-standards with suicide.
« Reply #53 on: December 02, 2007, 03:49:46 AM »
Soph, you couldn't have stopped her.
SOMETHING would have set her over.
Only by giving her a complete new purpose
could her mind have been changed.
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Re: Double-standards with suicide.
« Reply #54 on: December 02, 2007, 03:51:03 AM »
Quote from: Mozart on December 02, 2007, 03:48:29 AM
did you play Lemmings? i love that game.

A couple of the oldest versions. I wasn't too
good at the puzzles, but 'twas something my
wife and I could enjoy together. Though, I just
really loved hearing them die to the music.
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Re: Double-standards with suicide.
« Reply #55 on: December 02, 2007, 03:56:23 AM »


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Re: Double-standards with suicide.
« Reply #56 on: December 02, 2007, 04:14:21 AM »
christmas lemmings to boot.  :laugh:
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Re: Double-standards with suicide.
« Reply #57 on: December 02, 2007, 04:51:16 AM »
 :laugh:
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Re: Double-standards with suicide.
« Reply #58 on: December 02, 2007, 05:47:07 AM »
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Re: Double-standards with suicide.
« Reply #59 on: December 02, 2007, 08:04:16 AM »
Quote from: Doctor Blind on December 01, 2007, 09:19:18 PM
yeah i'd only have gone for a week or 2 weeks properly. if i wanted to stop her completely i'd have tp have gone there permanently. i'd have had to give up uni and leave my family and flo and enroll at some school in san francisco or get a job there or something. i'd miss my family then though.

and i wouldn't have been able to look after her well enough i don't think. i can't even look after myself properly. i still wish i had though. but thinking that will just fuck me up forever, so maybe i need to stop

If only things were that simple. Unfortunately, we're stuck in a strange place called REALITY.
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