i feel bad about leaving zOMG when Starbuline was still fucked up... i left cuz i was hypersensitive to a stupid av, but i could have installed adblock then... i didn't know it was so easy to do that. anyway i feel bad i wasn't there, i didn't even know her well at all, but i could see she was an amazing person and i wanted to know her. and then she died.
and i wasn't there. i wanted to help her somehow but i just felt like an outsider and like i didn't know what to say. i PMd her and left it at that to give her space.
i hate suicide. people are so unique, they shouldn't die.
Aaron it really wasn't your fault, there was nothing you could do, she made her choice.