Sorry

[Randy]

It does not give her the right to act the way she did.

I don't feel I am AS, after meditation,  I got the fealing that I am bipolar.  The discrete personality disorder is gone, but I still feel as though I am.  I kept trying to tell my therapist how I felt, but I don't think he can take that he is wrong.  Anyway, I still won't take meds, as I feel like I am undercontroll.  There is nothing anyone on here can do to help me, nor could the therapist, that I cannot do on my own.  I guess I have to get right up in his face and spell it out.  You thinking of me was appreciated, but I just don't need it. There fore, You telling me herbs are less important than food, is also uneeded.  I know someone else who is bipolar, besdies my mom, and he is in positive mode, perhaps that is what I am doing now.  Well its a thought I got from my meditation, and I just followed it.  I do tend to get the answers to mine, and or other problems when I am done. I could honestly use some a bit more confidence in my life, and what I got from meditation was,  basically look at what else needs to be done.  It straightens me out well.

I agree there is not anyone could not use some personal devolpement.  There is always room for improvement.  Jessica has her own issues, but I won't go into them.  She said she loves me, yesterday.  She gets it now, I am trying to help her.  I am not like the other guys, in that I don't jump to conclusions, like so many quote on quote normal people do.  I am also not neive, so if someone tries to f u c k with me, it won't work.

You all can imagine yourselves well, cancer patients do it and they survive, so why not with AS or bipolar disorder? 

[The_P]

It does not give her the right to act the way she did.

Yes, it does. If I treated my sister like shit, regardless of her wonderful contributions to my rent and laundry, I wouldn't be surprised if she would react in the same manner as your "fat slapper" of a sibling has done.

[Randy]

Typical AS response, no offense.  You don't go beating people up on the street over issues with which you had no say in.  The beating people up is just illegal.

[The_P]

Typical AS response, no offense.  You don't go beating people up on the street over issues with which you had no say in.  The beating people up is just illegal.

I haven't injured anyone on the street, so I don't know what the fuck you're on, mate.

[The_P]

No offence, Randy, but if you had to work out 30 x 30, you'd immediately respond with 60. No doubt.

That's how much of a obsolescent dipshit you truly are. 

[Randy]

You have compassion Peeguy, and yours needs devolpment.  Sensitivity is healthy diet and asking a question.  You did not do either I bet.  My mom is bipolar, and if you just let her make way with whatever shit she spews, then she calmns down.  I have noticed that, but someone is so screwed up they can't do that.  Really?  I am not talking about people with AS either.  No offense, Corrie/Fine Chocolate I hope your not doing that still, its really unbecoming.

Your welcome to your opionions, but quite frankly I don't care.  They have no use for me.

[Christopher McCandless]

No offence, Randy, but if you had to work out 30 x 30, you'd immediately respond with 60. No doubt.

That's how much of a obsolescent dipshit you truly are. 

Meh, it isnt that difficult to get a X confused with +, especially if your vision is clouded with a cloud of burning herbs.

[Randy]

Doubt I would go that far, even if I am bipolar.

[Randy]

Bipolar or AS, what matters most is how I feel.  I feel almost whole, its a testiment who what I have done.
Visual imagery is something else, it brought me so much.

[Randy]

Perhaps me pushing myself farther in life, will inspire others, and make this world a better place.  A bit further, just a bit.  Jessica is very capable as are the rest of you.

[Christopher McCandless]

Perhaps me pushing myself farther in life, will inspire others, and make this world a better place. A bit further, just a bit.  Jessica is very capable as are the rest of you.

Go Flo! 

[Randy]

"further"

That whole thought came from meditation.

[Randy]

Well, it looks like I have a bit more work to do.

* AllDayGlowRandy imagines himself full of power that makes him stronger.

I don't think I am bipolar, I hear the negative thoughts that linger from truama.  What appears to be bipolar is a defective coping strategy that makes living with my mom easier.  Quite honestly, I don't do the bipolar bit anymore, its just don't confer optimal benefits in the mental health department.  I don't let  negative thoughts push me around. If I let them boss me around, it won't be pretty for me.  I think it ends making me look like I do AS things at times,  but I don't believe the dx of AS or HFA fits the budget. If you believe your dumb, you will become dumber, and if you do the opposite, one will progress.   I was told something else makes a person vunerable to such a disorder, but AS/HFA doesnt feel like it fits.  I understand the varying fuctional capacity even among the AS dx also.  What fits the budget is concentrating on the positives, progressing, and not what is wrong with me.   I don't go around pointing fingers every 5 minutes at someone to dx em.  I concentrate on helping them reach their potential.

[Randy]

If I needed meds, I would have taken them, but honestly just using my imagination to create more mental health seems to be enough. If I had AS or HFA, that truama disorder could really be painful, but I do know what I sound like, so I can catch things like excessive gloating that signifies one has negative thoughts making one self conscienous, is not a problem.  I am not trying to offend anyone here.

[richard]

dude didnt you survive cancer? you are my hero.