Ok, someone needs some personal devolpement, ie Calandale. You relax first then you call, its that simple, well it is for me. Is that what happens with you?
Call whom? Hell, I don't know what keeps me from
being able to approach someone - but it's not too
different from what makes me drive those away
who approach me. Wondering if I'm too damned
chicken to even WANT to be with someone again.
Sounds like so much damned work, just to get where
I was before.
Concentrate on brining people up, and people will like you. I am guess the opposite is true, but I could be wrong. That would scare many away, only those who are truly strong with a heart of gold will approach.
I would! That is normal! Sometimes its them and not you.
Oh, they approach. And I'm snide and nasty.
At least enough of the time. Or, I just stare into
space, and talk away from them.