found out i haven't got breast cancer.
Did you find a lump and have a biopsy or was it a routine mammogram?
i found various lumpy horrors, and went to the doctor's to have them checked out (after having eleventy-three shit fits of panic). that was a month ago, and she wanted to check them again after a month, to see if it was just cyclical differences. apparently, they were.
it scared the fuck out of me, though. it's made me think a lot about life and how it can get cut short, and particularly about how it's pointless worrying about things which may or may not happen in five or ten year's time, and to enjoy possibilities and actualities
now. i really thought i might only have a couple of years left to live.
thank you, everyone.
to all of you.