Thats just it, I can't even muster the energy to bitch, piss, moan or whatever. It's like I'm adding extra "shielding" to keep from getting overloaded! And it's weighing me down! This isn't like it was for me back in Sept., it's like I care but all I can muster is a big , "whatever"!
It's not my Xmas Overkill normal state! At the moment I'm just finding the energy to respond to certain posts and my pm conversations is all I can do. Otherwise my passion is flatline!