It's interesting how people are so quick to judge their own psychology as a mistake and rather isolate and personify it as a external entity to somehow destroy. Personally, I think it's better to simply redefine it as a inconvenience to be adapted to and utilize to your advantage. I mean realistically, you cannot hide from such things forever and cannot wish for miracles like cures for them. I guess I'm thinking about this because I see some Autistics think so destructively about their Autism. It's a defeatist attitude that perpetuates their own suffering, so why do it? I used to be more like that when I was a child, but then I saw that I had advantages that ordinary people didn't have while the obvious disadvantages existed too, but it seems things balance out somewhat. But my issues were always anxiety, paranoia and lack of motivation, I cannot honestly see being Autistic as a core excuse to any real problems in my life (except from external sources of people judging me so harshly by knowing I was Autistic); but it never seems it was anything on my end, except maybe a few instances of humiliating myself by misunderstanding something, that's it really.