Yeah I'm hoping there's not quite that level of fucked up on the horizon but that's one of those thoughts it sucks to even have the slightest reason to think.
I would probably not have thought quite so easily, if at all, if he hadn't sent a benzo'ed out poetic email propositioning one of my best friends a few years ago. I mean I know she was 21 at the time, but she was also MY AGE at the time.
![omgzokool :zoinks:](http://www.intensitysquared.com/Smileys/default/grinman.gif)
(In the time since, it has, thank god, gone from being horrifying to being funny- the transition was definitely NOT instantaneous though)