Post what you're thinking right now.

[Adam]

We currently have a psycho bitch mother trying her best to fuck up some of the kids in my family

My own mum I love

but witnessing this one really winds me up. how can a mother treat her own kids like some of them do. it's sad more than anything

[El]

Are you getting anything at all that's positive from this relationship? 

Only its ending, callaway.

Trying imaging it on this level:  If I were dating someone who acted like my mother does, you'd tell me to run the fuck away, and worry if I didn't.  She's nuts, she's toxic, and I hate her.  That she gave birth to me doesn't place her in a super-special category of people that I would never cut out of my life.  I have no such category.  It placed her in the super-special category of someone whose craziness I put up with for 23 years before cutting her out, and I'm sure that was far, far too long for my own good.

[Queen Victoria]

How can I do so little and be so tired ?

[Callaway]

Are you getting anything at all that's positive from this relationship? 

Only its ending, callaway.

Trying imaging it on this level:  If I were dating someone who acted like my mother does, you'd tell me to run the fuck away, and worry if I didn't.  She's nuts, she's toxic, and I hate her.  That she gave birth to me doesn't place her in a super-special category of people that I would never cut out of my life.  I have no such category.  It placed her in the super-special category of someone whose craziness I put up with for 23 years before cutting her out, and I'm sure that was far, far too long for my own good.

You're probably right that I would tell you to run away if she were just someone you were dating and I know that you need to do whatever is in your best interest regarding your mother.  I still remember when she pretty much cut you off and chose her relationship with her latest lover over you and I was horrified that a mother would do that to her child. 

I guess you were somewhat financially dependent on her before while you were still in school but you aren't anymore?

["couldbecousin"]

i miss Biint and cg.

cbc - my birthdy is 3rd june. next thursday. going to go to the pub with  family during the day

I miss them too.

I hope it will be a happy birthday.

[Parts]

About getting more alone time

[TheoK]

Is shouldn't drink beer in the morning - especially not after two valium. 

[Parts]

Is shouldn't drink beer in the morning - especially not after two valium. 

Fuck that it's all good anytime

["couldbecousin"]

Mandarin oranges are !

[odeon]

Cars.

[Peter]

Is shouldn't drink beer in the morning - especially not after two valium. 

I prefer amphetamine and caffeine in the morning.  Also in the afternoon and evening.

[Adam]

my other auntie is really ill. could be another death less than week after the funeral. also andrew and the kids aren't coming to my birthday coz they're at a funeral. such a fucking depressing month or so this has turned out to be. i hope no one else dies any time soon

on a lighter note, my dog has had a new haircut. i'll post a picture. she looks really clean now compared to her usual scruffy self

[odeon]

Good luck, Soph. I hope your auntie will be OK.

["couldbecousin"]

Is shouldn't drink beer in the morning - especially not after two valium. 

I prefer amphetamine and caffeine in the morning.  Also in the afternoon and evening.

When do you sleep? And HOW?!

[Peter]

Is shouldn't drink beer in the morning - especially not after two valium. 

I prefer amphetamine and caffeine in the morning.  Also in the afternoon and evening.

When do you sleep? And HOW?!

I naturally tend to sleep a lot, and stimulants just help me to ward off my daytime sleepiness a bit and regulate my sleep better.  I get 8 hours of sleep per night with stimulants, instead of the 10 to 12 I tend to take without them, but sometimes I still get really sleepy and have to nap during the day, and stimulants don't have much effect on me when I feel that way.