I should probably go and get that beer.
good to see you're thinking of the important stuff. 
the ability to focus on stuff that really matters is one of my best qualities.

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*trying to wrap my brain around going home
*miss my kids like crazy and can hardley wait to see them

*the last thing I want is to be living with the ex. He's been awesome watching the kids while i've been gone but living together isn't healthy for either of us.
*I wish I was going back to my own place and had the kids with me
*My brain won't turn off and I feel overwhelmed already
*Have to spend the next 5 hours socializing and making small talk. Hospital first (being with Gram I don't mind but Sundays are busy with visitors) then to a different Aunt's house because she wants to see me and is disappointed I haven't stopped in while in town.
*The 4 hr drive home will be a welcomed relief. I hope.
*I feel depressed and anxious and I want to curl up and go to sleep