God damn, I'm looking at my past on another message board and facepalm at my own emoness and stupidity. Makes me wonder why I'm so worried about being hatred, as I'm loathed by quite a few people for the faggotry I did. Because with how I think now, I find the whole thing hilarious.
I probably should confess here that I did engage in cybering activities with a woman I liked on there before we formed a relationship (it was lust and I know, I look back at it and feel embarrassed now), and talked openly about sexual things and generally made myself her bitch because of my own insecurities. Oh well, shit happens, I fucked up, I learned, I move on.
No need to remind me I'm a basement dwelling loser, I already came to terms with that a while ago and since I've learned to appreciate the power of lulz, I feel a lot better.