I am too fucking tired and groggy to concentrate on the letter and environmental assessment I am writing at work.
For some stupid reason I am giving a shit about shit I have no business giving a shit about. What is my problem? Why is this so complicated and confusing?
I feel like a giant douche desperately trying to clean out the constanly menstruating vagina of the Universe. (Sorry for the mental image!)

I really need to listen to more
Tool,
Rage Against The Machine,
Ministry,
Helmet, and anything else I have that can release this frustration and get me moving again.

"Suicide would waste me. Homicide would break me. I'm tongue tied and tied to the tongue. Oh, is life as bad as dreams? I guess that's just the way it seems." -
The Jesus & Mary ChainI really have an obsession with musical lyrics and meanings. With all the lyrics stuck in my head, why the fuck can't I express my shit better? I always get stuck in patterns and shit like AA-BB, AB-AB, and so on, rather than getting the thoughts down in a concise, but meaningful way.