Thinking about taking a short maths course with the Open University, and then maybe going on to further studies if it works out and doesn't join my ever expanding list of abandoned projects.
I feel lessened somehow and humbled to extremes.
I've been doing all this neat stuff (fractals, acoustics, ballistics, graphics, photography, making bass, trying for music), after copying others' math efforts, but if I was to try to make my own math I might stumble. I fear that I am not up to any of it.