It just seems to me that this single business really got to ya.
And fantasies are just that: fantasies.
MMm, well, I've been sorta toying with the idea that I might swing both ways for the past year or so. It was a reaction to the first breakup, not this one- I took the idea quasi-seriously initially form what I remember, but less and less so of late. I think this latest guy
actually made me want to be through with women for a bit. (This is a recent breakup that I knew was coming from the start of the now-dead relationship, though pretty much everyone I talked to legit seemed to think I
had to be wrong. I'm going to be kinda pissy about it for awhile, at least when I think about it. I know you'll flame me for it (that's as it should be, this is intensity) but
I know I'm taking it pretty well.)
And I admit, with what i'm starting to learn about myself, I think I may actually be one of those people just doesn't
want to be single. Doesn't mean I'll cling to anything I can get if it doesn't work- I'm not looking for a soulmate. Just means if I'm not taken, I'm prolly looking.
