The cave has no treasure in it, so stop digging. What is going to make the most improvement is sleep, but not if I slack off on other lifestyle habits like I was. Internet chatting is like reading a book without big words, and its like I am still reading book. I get the big words ounce a month in those health magazines. The only reason I brought it up, is because Jessica does alot reading, and I have not been to the libary in such a long time. Its not like I don't enjoy it, its just that other things are more amusing to me right now. When I was in the 8th or 9th grade I took a reading test, and my reading level was in college level. That means vocabulary too.
You have yourself to worry about, and I suggest you do that.