I have no friends.
Only enemies.
Why did you come in here defending Starbuline then? Do you think she would care whether you killed yourself or not? How about your family members? Do all of your cousins, uncles, aunts, grandparents, etc... hate you? I think not. Chances are your death will negatively effect someone, probably even traumatize your parents. You are sounding pretty emo if you think that everyone is your enemy or neutral in regards to their relationship to you. Go buy a fucking hooker already or get high.
I am thinking that I need to take a nap or something. So damn tired for no good reason.