Post what you're thinking right now.

[purposefulinsanity]

Am wishing the migraine hangover would fuck off.

[Graelwyn]

I must never stay up til gone 7am again as it compromises my health. Urgh. And to top it off, I need an early night tonight to try again for doctors, which means I shall only have 10 hours of wakefulness today. Must exercise hard, binged on cookies last night, bigtime..and seafood and salad and fruit only for 2 days.

[Litigious]

I think it's good that Graelwyn is back. 

[Graelwyn]

You are the only one who thinks that, so you are in a minority I am afraid, lol.

[Randy]

oh yeah and  :hornysign:

Thankyou, now I don't have to write it.

[Lurk Hurk Gurk]

You are the only one who thinks that, so you are in a minority I am afraid, lol.

As for me, I hardly mind, but to be honest, I don't really care much about the presence of most individual members here, not really knowing them, and I probably won't get to know many particularly well. That's simply the way it is at online communities. Still, every person who contributes something of value is good to have around. I don't think you aren't suited for I², as some others; you'll probably become further corrupted better adapted to it as you gain more experience with it.

[Lurk Hurk Gurk]

A gigantic processing loop, that's what my mind is. I wonder how much stuff I can throw into the mix...

[Leto729]

You are the only one who thinks that, so you are in a minority I am afraid, lol.

Not so I am glad You are back too.

[DirtDawg]

You are the only one who thinks that, so you are in a minority I am afraid, lol.

OK, now I AM telling you that you are full of shit! He is not the only one who is glad you returned. You may rub a few people the wrong way, (we all do) but you have a fan base already and there are many, here, who want to see you succede in what ever you want to do, with or without Intensity².

I am glad to have you here, again. Don't make me start a thread about it.   

[purposefulinsanity]

Whether you believe it or not I'm glad you decided to rejoin too, we've had some banter before recent events and I don't hold gudges or fall out with someone over one disagreement.  If everyone started to hate people they disagreed with we'd all be at each other's throats all the time and none of us would get on at all.  Its only natural that people have differing opinions on subjects or take offence at comments made and on an unmoderated site like Intensity tempers will be allowed to rise sometimes and things will get heated. 

[Graelwyn]

I do not like confrontations...but at the same time, if I see something said about me that makes me annoyed, I cannot ignore it, thus it will just carry on and on and on. To be honest, maybe I do not fit anywhere? I seem to be too emotional for here...and too outspoken for other places, too this, too that, I am at a point where I wish the whole of humanity would become extinct, myself included, but since that isn't likely, maybe I am more suited to being a recluse or something, that way, I avoid all conflicts, all pain, both emotional and physical, and all influence that might leave me confused about who I am. I do not feel welcome back. To me, it feels as if I am being pushed to a point where I will leave and not return. It has taken me a long time to be able to express any emotion on boards etc without feeling pathetic about it, and then this emo label is flung at me, and it sends me right back to believing that emotions are pathetic and a waste of time, and cause nothing but trouble. I hope that is not too emo, this is a thinking thread and those are my thoughts I suppose.

[QuirkyCarla]

You are the only one who thinks that, so you are in a minority I am afraid, lol.

Not so I am glad You are back too.

Ditto.

[Graelwyn]

Thanks.

I am so tired my vision is blurry tonight. Not going to be a good night for exercising I fear.

[Randy]

I do not like confrontations...but at the same time, if I see something said about me that makes me annoyed, I cannot ignore it, thus it will just carry on and on and on. To be honest, maybe I do not fit anywhere? I seem to be too emotional for here...and too outspoken for other places, too this, too that, I am at a point where I wish the whole of humanity would become extinct, myself included, but since that isn't likely, maybe I am more suited to being a recluse or something, that way, I avoid all conflicts, all pain, both emotional and physical, and all influence that might leave me confused about who I am. I do not feel welcome back. To me, it feels as if I am being pushed to a point where I will leave and not return. It has taken me a long time to be able to express any emotion on boards etc without feeling pathetic about it, and then this emo label is flung at me, and it sends me right back to believing that emotions are pathetic and a waste of time, and cause nothing but trouble. I hope that is not too emo, this is a thinking thread and those are my thoughts I suppose.

You do toughen up unless you are so fucked up that it does not happen.  I doubt you are.  I have been verbally abused for a good part of my life and intensity bullying was not much to me.  Emotional?  I have been like that a good part of my life, and its nothing you can't learn to controll.  That is why I am most improved poster.  Go for it!

[Graelwyn]

How tough I am and how well I take things, is dependent on what else is affecting me in my real life, much the same for anyone I suppose. If you already have a lot of stressful stuff going on off the net, then your reactions to anything additional are going to be more extreme, I feel.

Anyway...bedtime for me, and once again, no exercise in spite of my best intentions. I am just so sleepy there is no way I could do any without falling over. So will catch up and do plenty later today. Going to see my doctor and ask him if there are any aspergers specialists in the vicinity, and if not, I shall just save to go private.