Shitty mood, now before I go nuts and eat a whole bunch of junkfood, I think about what its like to be in that other better mood.
I really hate my living situation, but usually I can handle it. I really need to fix my mood, this sucks!
I know I have things I need to work on.
If I sit and eat a whole shit load of junkfood no playgirl will want me. If I sit and eat a whole shit load of junkfood that is not dealing with my problems. It does not force me to think about what is bothering me and fix it, it just covers it, leaving it to return. No fuckn way am I going to start that fuckn cycle up again.
I think I will have some fun with stimulants, that will do it, stimulants that make a good wank!