No I am not. I know I joke around alot, but honestly I am not. There are times when it very important for me not to, like when I am helping someone out with a problem.
Thanks Pms Elle!
This is the break I have been looking for after all my hard work of avoiding junkfood, not going mad on you guys, extreme suffering with life's bullshit, and suffering I brought on myself. I knew something like this was coming, and good people get rewarded eventually. A few days ago I brought back some goods to the store and she gave me back full price. I spoke up and said that those things were on sale and that they should give me less money back. I will sometimes let people cut infront of me in lines and keep my anger to myself. Another time I was coming out of a store and some old lady needed helping putting away her grocceries, and so I helped this stranger. She was going to pay me, but I said no and that something good would happen to me latter. If anything, I get the reward of helping someone.