Post what you're thinking right now.

[Lurk Hurk Gurk]

Mwahahahaaa! Long live organized chaos!

The best approach to... err, "organizing" things.

*appreciates the bloody mess surrounding him*

[SovaNu]

I've several times seriously considered becoming a dedicated hermit because I've been talking to others for a long time, and so often their responses have been more harmful to me(in many ways) that it was worth talking to them.  But I keep talking to others and reaching out simply because of my eternal spring of hope that I might find someone or some people who talking to them always proves to make me feel better.  However as time goes on, my memories of painful interactions accumulate and it might one day become true to me that it is not worth it to reach out.

(Incase you guys are wondering, several of you give me more good memories than bad but you aren't the only influence force in memory generation)

i have a memory problem like that too. but all we can do is try to look forward instead of backward. for what it's worth you've never said anything in chat, black out or no black out, that made me think less of you. and i've been there when you've blacked out.

[Graelwyn]

Mr Bean is funny, I wish my eyes would stop being blurry, I am slightly hungry and cannot wait to sleep

[Peter]

My eyes get red, dry and irritated when I'm tired, and my vision becomes blurred.

[Graelwyn]

Yeah, I am pretty tired. And I need to get a new lot of contact lenses.

[Randy]

Now, just like I practiced yesterday, repeat and have fun!

[Randy]

Fuck, you guys have no idea, I really know my medicines! 

[Randy]

How the fuck can you guys stand be alone for a long time?  I have to have noise or some social content for most of the time or I will go fuckn nuts!  My house is pretty much empty now with my sister gone, and I have noticed that fact more.  I have found myself wanting to go see my grandmother at the nursing home partly because there is alot of people going around there helping her.  I did say partly because I love her and I am worried about her. I miss the people at my job. Just like I said, I see my problems going away. This feeling of wanted to be alone is going away. I am  seriously calmning down without meds!

[Nomaken]

Generally we find humans much more stimulating, and cannot abide their company for too long.  It would be like how you can tolerate the sound of a highway next to your ear, but it is an abrasive sound that you aren't entirely eager to get back to that often.

[Randy]

Generally we find humans much more stimulating, and cannot abide their company for too long.  It would be like how you can tolerate the sound of a highway next to your ear, but it is an abrasive sound that you aren't entirely eager to get back to that often.

I get like that to at times, but for me its a bad mood.  I have noticed a difference with mood altering substances like l glutamine or pepper.  I have also noticed it stops when I imagine something relaxing.  I felt nerve up talking on the phone, but adressing my feelings helped me to chat up a storm and feel comfortable in general.   It took three attempts, but my tension stopped.

[Randy]

I understand AS, and got the symptoms down packed.  I was just so shocked at how much I was changing because I had been the acting strange for so long, that is why I phrased like that.  How can you stand it....

[Randy]

* AllDayGlowRandy appologizes to Nomaken for confusing him.

* AllDayGlowRandy wishes Nomaken happiness.

[Nomaken]

Very easily.

[DirtDawg]

I wish I had the nut to start a Battlebot type event locally.

[ozymandias]

I really should wear protective gloves when I indulge in taking stuff apart.