Also, the day was great despite the pimple, lol. (And I didn't see anyone I'd dated before.)
Why did it make you worry about the people you had dated? and not about the people you'd love to date?
Just curious.
I was going to an event that I knew one of my exes had gone to in previous years and I didn't know if he would go this year (it seems like he didn't). It woudlnt have been a huge deal if I saw him- we didn't part on especially bad terms and have been in touch since- but it was recent enough and upsetting enough at the time that I'd still want to look good if he saw me, type deal. (Not super-mature but I'm also pretty honest with myself; I think the general thought isn't an especially rare one- you see someone who's at all an enemy, you want them to think you're well off.) And, there's exactly one guy I'm actually intereted in at the moment, and I knew he
woudln't be there. Hence why my thught was what it was.