I'm scared about my pre-op tomorrow

. I'm scared my operation will be before or during the time Schleed is coming over to see me and I'm scared about the operation itself. I'm frightened because I won't be able to walk again for a long time. I'm frightened because I don't know how I'll manage to get around, my joints aren't strong enough to make up for the lack of a leg and I'm frightened on the impact this will have on my recovery.
Update: I'm thinking that I'm a bit emo and it's wrong for me to be scared.
