Problem is, if I get too much time to think, my OCD takes over. I doubted my OCD while I was on Zoloft. I don't, now that I've quit the stupid pill.
i doubted it when i was drunk on wine. i felt almost human today on wine and tryptophan.
but i can't trust wine feelings.
if you don't have to make money then do some volunteer work if you can. could you do that? i just read a piece about us individualizing too much and having too much time to dwell on our mental crap so we become ill. people in 3rd world countries want to live. we in western countries want to die. we're so miserable.