why can't you see it?
it was the picture she drew on the end of the note she left her sister, so it's not on the internet

i wish we'd sent each other one, we were going to draw each other pictures and send them but we never did

i am trying to think happy thoughts too
i'm watching something about the wall street crash incidentally

now i'm thinking that i want chinese
and i'm watching the movie sophie told her mom she was watching just before she died
and the scratches on my hand sting when i get a shower now, which is annoying