I am sorry, but your wrong!
My dad won't give me a fuckn drop! There are times, at my lowest, when he does come through, but most of time not given anything.
I don't have a job, because this town is full of morons that take all the good jobs, otherwise I would be able to do something good for this world. My sister has been gone for awhile, and I am happy! From a distance she less likely to annoy me. You have not done more than me, for pulling someone out of suicide is far greater than anything you could do for someone. I not only, get her fish, I tell her how to catch it. That is more precious than any want in this world. When you put your problems aside for someone else you are something else, but you have not done that yet. I hope you are able to do that some day.