Only because we love each other so much
This amused us both...
AFTER we collected ourselves following it.
We had a big argument today...all because I put too much BBQ sauce in a bowl and renaeden didn't know what to do with it. I suggested that she either throw it out or eat it. Because I wasn't specific with how to eat it renaeden got frustrated and asked what to do with it. I repeated that she either ditch it or eat it, angered she threw a bowl at me and left the kitchen. Sighing I threw the bowl into the sink, inadvertently smashing a glass. I went and put the glass into the big bin outside where renaeden was sitting in the sun. I returned inside and grabbed my now lunch from the microwave. renaeden came in and started yelling at me for breaking the glass. Employing one of my many services; sarcasm, probably wasn't such a good idea. Having lost my appetite I went to put my lunch into the fridge, but renaeden smacked the bowl out of my hand, baked beans and curried rice went everywhere. renaeden heatedly suggested I clean it up and left the kitchen again. Stepping back into the middle of the kitchen my brain struggle to make sense of just what had occured. Angered and frustrated and put my fist throw the pantry door. Literally, I hit the door so hard that I severely cracked the far side of it.
I tried to clean the mess renaeden made of my lunch. Later I asked renaeden if she wanted me to leave (ie: go back to Queensland), she said ok. So I went out the front door, and into our front courtyard. renaeden promptly went out the front. I called her back to the courtyard, she accused me of tricking her. We returned inside and she saw that I'd cleaned the kitchen. I then said not to look at the pantry door...Which in hindsight I probably shouldn't have said. renaeden lost it, getting angry she went back into and then entered the computer room and proceeded to throw anything and everything onto the floor (99% of it mine..she even broke a CD of mine), I tried to stop her and calm her down to no avail. She stormed out of the house (out the back again). I'd couldn't take it anymore and broke down, burying my head into a nearby bean bag. renaeden returned inside sometime later and hit my back which I ignored. Soon after she gave me tissues and we had sexless make up sex
All of that...Because I put too much BBQ sauce in a bowl for chicken nuggets a few nights ago!
We then went out and bought some junk food, Vienetta ice-cream cakes, tubs of ice-cream and some pizzas. And soft-drink. I also grabbed some Freddos.
I'm not sure I've fully recovered, physically, or emotionally. I feel kinda lethargic, slow, maybe a bit drained. I had a headache shortly before we left to the shops...This emotion stuff really fucks you up something shocking. Happiness, Sadness and Anger, the three primal emotions that any human would feel, also from which all others are borne. I feel that these three are the main, primary emotions and an autistic would feel, but more intense than an average person, it's why we shut off, the emotions are too just too strong for us to deal with properly. Case in point!
Here's some photographic evidence:
My still un-eaten lunch..Well what's left of it.
The front of the pantry door.
And the back of it.
Star Trek: Armada game-disc. renaeden is lucky I never played that game much...And she's very lucky it wasn't Armada II...
