What, you can't get over someone deal with their stress without a crutch?
I have alot more spirit than the average person, ok? Its lucky for me there is only certain times I need it. Mom for example, I am trying not get envolved with her bs, because she is suicidal. Yes I am also suicidal to because of my bipolar disorder, I was noly offered money to pose nude. Yes I am so suicidal, I eat tons of junkfood every chance I get because I am a depressed wanker. Look at me my ass and waste is growing, ooh bet I could join a sumo wrestling league, and get lots of money. I am sorry if I hurt anyone here.
Mom thinks everyone is out to get her all the time, and I try my best to open her eyes. She says someone has no job, and I say they have a job is probably pays so shitty that they get little income. He or she is telling my girlfriend this or that. He is being so mean. This one is my favorites, "my sister is out to get me!" She talked about death yesterday, like how she does not want to suffer, and just haver her bf kill her. She talked about suicide the day before that also. I did notice I have not got much bs from her since I stoped feeding into bs/ fights.
Yes, I could have posted I took meds, then acted a certain way a day or two, then change the next day. Wouldn't that be funny?
On the off day, I could go grab tons of ginseng and od!
Get my point?
You can't say if Abilify helped, and besides, I have alot more energy now because I am more healthier. Now, abilify would take even more work to shut me up. Mom's meds made her fat to, well, increased her chances. She eats garbage all day, and I can't say I don't feel for her. Who needs fairy pills, I would not want to look like my mom. I doubt that would happen, I mean, I don't eat icecream all day like her. I like being me and nothing else. It may surprise you, but I have not taken any antidepressants in 10 years or so, and I won't ever take them again. Why don't you bug me to take my paxil to? resperidal? zoloft, was what they tried in the hospital. I said something, and they fed in, that is why I was there. They said I didnot need to be there and threw me out in a week. HOW ABOUT SOME VIAGRA?
I am going fast, maybe my blood sugar is dropping from the alpha lipoic acid. So I am manic are I?