other things, pictures ect.
I mean, you're the one who has to
decide this. And it really has to be
by your own path.
I have a number of his pictures. I have his beat up shotgun, some of his wrenches. This was his last smoke, loaded by his own burly, worn out hands which he never got to enjoy.
Think on them too, I guess.
Really focus. I know you are,
but I can't do this for you.
All I can tell you is what you
know.
Then tell me more, please.
What can I touch? Look at what you have of his.
Think about it. I think think about your family too,
and how he flows through the blood - but this is
less clear. Shit.
When you smoke it, I think you have to reach out,
a bit. I know that you use drugs sometimes, but
think what HE'D think about that, because it might
just make it more difficult, even if it seems easier.
Ah, and make sure that nothing can screw up what
you plan, without it being necessary. Like, if you need
to do it alone, make damned sure that no one is going
to interrupt. On the other hand, if there's someone who
has to be there, make sure that they understand how
important it is - I presume that your family is used to
your ways.